#but noOooOoOoOoOOo i need to be SOGGY over her

[shalomniscient]

god i wish i was insane about mavuika in the normal way but unfortunately im abnormal abt the tragedy of her character as a whole instead. my gf has to listen to me yap abt this so much but like guys………. imagine waking up to the same sky and the same earth as you remember, but knowing deep down nothing is the same. there is another house where your home once stood. there are people with familiar names but unfamiliar faces. the saurians look the same but they aren’t the ones you hand raised and loved. how isolating is that? to live in a different time? to see the echoes of everything you once loved but never being able to grasp it? mavuika my love do you see ghosts wherever you turn? are you haunted? do you wish you weren’t or is this the easiest way to remember them? god don’t get me started on her stupid self sacrificial ass…………… yes this is duty and yes she is a god but the gods of natlan have always been humans first. you are not impervious like stone nor ephemeral like lightning, or constant as the wind. you are a flame, beautiful and bright, but beautiful and bright things hardly last. how long can you keep burning? how long until there’s nothing left of you to burn? guys i hate thinking abt her i wish i was just horny instead fr