#but no i didnt get cool wrestling match dreams i dream of my interpersonal problems and dramas

[selamat-linting]

dream journal : im hanging out at a friends house. it was me, L, and the boys we were friends with in middleschool. our other two girl friends, MR and MF is there. but MR and MF was cosplaying as video game characters. theyre leaving to a local convention but when i asked about where it is, they keep giving me this vague name of a place i havent heard of and when i ask for clarification they kept dodging the question. the two of them left, and i assume theyre leaving to a venue located near a highschool building. i look back to the house, and the boys were playing carelessly on the bed together, fixated on a single laptop. i turn to my friend L, and i wanted to say we should follow them but i realized she went through some irl stuff recently and might not in the mood to go. so i said, "okay, let's just rest in the house. you needed some time off after the funeral".

turns out she doesnt like me reminding her of that. so she got angry, and then we fought. the boys doesn't notice as we were stumbling in the hallway. but once we're inside, something snaps. she's not angry anymore. and i just took her suddenly cooling down as a fact and that we never actually fight in the first place. and then we went to a room separated from the boys. she turn on the tv, and i laid my head on her lap. as we were watching tv, i keep feeling restless, wanting to follow our friends together. but L doesn't seem like she wants to go.