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h-i-raeth · 2 years ago

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23 isn't old 23 Isn't Old I am Fine™ people's 20s are shit all the time & they still go on to be fully realized people I've got time and time & things will get. better. One day I will be 57 & I will be living with a person or people I love & I will go to the Renaissance Faire every year & I will have nice tattoos &—

#not me having a small crisis because it's nearly 1 am & I committed to waking up by 5:30 but I can't. f u ck i ng Sleep & I just Realized #that my birthday is less than a month away & where does the time go this is intolerable #it's fine it's fine it's fine I'm not a failure of a person no matter what my mother has to say about my lack of finances #or up to date paperwork or or or #also there were & are fucking. mitigating circumstances god damn it. I do hate this though I hate everything #Inhate capitalism & modern life's requirements that people remember to fill out forms & pay fees & seek out insurance & I want #to bite something. I want to fade out of existence except for seeing my friends & my siblings & going to the ren faire #& I want. to scream maybe. fuck.#but mostly I want to be able to program myself to sleep at appropriate intervals

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