#but most importantly: im moving in less than a month. back to my hometown. and im truly not prepared
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#caint sleep because my brain wont shut off and also because its super hot#i just keep. thinking#a lot of it is fake scenarios of telling people off that i hate#other topics include: mentally applying to jobs. worrying about my financial state. remembering how much i love my animals#fantasy high. my summer camp job (a loooot of that). my friend that i have a crush on. my rats being incredibly loud#and more! and then it is so fucking hot in my room. like its all boiling. i might be dying of heat (not actually)#but it was raining earlier so i couldn't open my window (i just opened it so im dying less) and we dont have the ac on and i dont own a fan#its a difficult life that i lead#but most importantly: im moving in less than a month. back to my hometown. and im truly not prepared#very much not packed. the place is in a state of disrepair. its unclean#very sleepy. tired. overwhelmed. etc#but its okay! its all gonna be okay. there are things to look forward to and things that make it okay#in a few weeks im meeting one of my oldest friends who is also a tumblr mutual. i didnt know that could happen. but its happening!#so theres that. and also i have a friend i havent seen in a year but we're gonna be working together this summer!! i get to spend#the whole summer with her! and i have animals that i love. and birds exist. and i have a lot of cool friends#and i live with my sibling who is also moving so that's someone to share the burden with#so its all gonna be okay. it just never feels like that when its 6am and youve been trying to sleep for two hours but cant#okay have a good night everyone i love you
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A-Z of Me
I was tagged by @attemptingauthor (thank you so much, friend, you are lovely!!)
RULES: Copy this post into a new text post, remove past answers and put in yours, and when you are done tag up to ten people and also tag the person who tagged you… and most importantly, have fun !
a - adjective(s) your best friend would use to describe you: Sassy, sarcastic, smart (LOL), friendly??
d - drink you last had: Water (I just recently recovered from heat exhaustion and im totally like no bitch, never again)
e - every day starts with: Wishing for the sweet embrace of death :-) (lol jk, i check my phone)
f - favorite song: Damn, I think rn it’s gotta be “Walk On Water” by Kat Dahlia, or “AyAyAy!” by Snow Tha Product, it’s hard to say lol I’m a music slut
g - ghosts, are they real: I mean, I don’t fuck with ghosts lmao I’ve seen some shit, so yes they are
h - hometown: A big city in Central/Northern Cali with a less than desirable reputation, at least when I was much younger lol
i - in love with: Music and romance tbh
j - jealous of: People who have money and their life together, smh I’m ashamed I guess but damn, must be nice
k - killed someone: No sireebob
l - last time you cried: Can’t say I even remember. Probs my graduation day in May lol
m - middle name: Virginia
n - number of siblings: Two younger sibs, one bro and one sis.
o - one wish: To get through all of my struggles in one piece without too much collateral damage (A.K.A. to afford college with as little debt as possible, oml)
p - person you last called/texted: I lamented to my squad in the groupchat about wanting to see Baby Driver
q - question(s) you’re always asked: Got a boyfriend yet? Looking forward to college? (no, and yes.)
r - reasons to smile: My cat, and the fact that I’ll be moving for Uni in about a month and a half ahhhh
s - song last sang: Gangsta (Spanish version) by Kat Dahlia
t - time you woke up: Like 1 PM omggg I’m a wreck in the summer
u - underwear color: White and blue
v - vacation destination: I want to see and buy everything in Japan ahhhh
w - worst habit(s): Extreme laziness when I know I have extra time to do things, procrastination, deliberate disobedience of people in authority who tell me to do things (I hate being told what to do smh), staying up into the very early hours of the day, stress/boredom eating.
x - x-rays you’ve had: I got examined on my hips back in junior high, and then had some pelvic x-rays (those were the worst, ugh).
y - your favorite food: Bruh, I LOVE pasta, that’s my SHIT <33 But I also love things like tamales, pozole, soup, etc.
z - zodiac sign: Pisces :D
I’m tagging: @yaxxm (hello darling, hope you don’t mind) @swirlingvanillabeanbun, @forthefirsttimeinforheaven, @yellow-hufflepuff-princess and whoever else wants to do this! You don’t have to, just if you feel like it :)
#tagged post#ahhhh don't feel obligated guys#idk why i feel anxious tagging y'all#i don't wanna seem bothersome#attemptingauthor#yaxxm#forthefirsttimeinforheaven#swirlingvanillabeanbun#yellow-hufflepuff-princess#friends
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Story Ideas Allen Has
AKA Allen’s Ramblings XV, but since I’m tagging fandoms again I can’t have that as the title this time around. Christ, I’ve done 15 of these now...
Hey there folks. For those that don’t know I’m Allen X, or Dlamp, or YOUR DICTATING LEADER OF ALL MEN AND PEOPLE, ETERNALLY RULING OVER YOU PATHETIC SCUM LIKE THE WORMS YO- Actually no, ignore that, it’s an old joke no one will get. Anyway, I write lyrics, fanfics, original fictions (that I don’t have posting anywhere yet), occasionally draw, very occasionally talk about tiddy ninjas, and ramble about RP stuff among other things. Speaking fanfics, I’ve updated my Virtua Fighter fanfic called Reversal Princess... I updated it a week ago and I’ve just been lazy in promoting that fact... heh, sorry about that Reversal Princess fans. For those interest you can read the latest chapter on either Fanfiction or Ao3, it’s basically me just writing about Aoi Umenokoji and putting her in several fights and socially awkward situations with cameos from just about everywhere from Monster Monsume to Variable Geo.
Anyway, with that out the way, I wanted to talk about a few story ideas I had for the future. I’m mostly talking about these ideas to have them archived somewhere for references later, but also because I wanna’ see if anyone would be interested in these being written. Now, keep in mind none of these ideas are going to happen until I either (a) finish Reversal Princess or (b) get half through drafting my original work, Azure. However, these are some ideas that I’ve been toying with in the back of my mind for the past few months now. So again, I wanted share them all with you guys in order to gauge interest. And since I wanted this rambling to get attention I’m gonna’ tagged fandoms since I wanna’ know each fandom’s opinion on each idea.
So with that, here I go with idea #1, which is...
A Rewriting of Magical Girl Raising Project: Unmarked
Ooooh, this is something I’ve been wanting to do since after I finished reading Restart (I haven’t read past that, so no spoilers please). For at least two months now I’ve been wondering how things might play out if the death order in Unmarked was different or if the survivors had changed, if other characters had died in different ways, if certain events were instigated by different people. Sorry for being vague folks, but I just don’t want to spoil things for those watching the anime. I’ve been toying with the idea to the point where I probably would had drafted it if I wasn’t writing two other works right now, but I digress.
Now, there are a few rules to this rewrite if I were to do it:
The survivor count must remain the same (not spoiling it for those not finished with the anime or novel, but it’s few)
The first death must still be by having minimal magical candies
You guys know the first character that actively killed someone? The one that killed that character that was raising all those death flags? Yeah, they character still has to enact the first kill. Again, not spoiling who for newcomers.
The battle at the bridge must still happen somehow, someway.
And... yeah, that’s about it. This is probably the first thing I’m gonna’ do after I finish Reversal Princess, but anyone wanting to give their input please do. I already know who I want to survive in my rewrite, so there’s influencing me there, but... again, just gauging interest.
Anyway, onto idea #2.
A Continuation of the Deep Crimson Story/Timeline
Next up we’ve got a continuation of Deep Crimson’s story. For those that mostly play Senran Kagura for the Life, Hometown, and cute ninja girls ripping each other’s clothes to pieces, the story is broken up into two timelines, the DS game series and Playstation game series. The DS games are a bit more serious and story-focused than the Playstation ones, and it’s those games I honestly like the best. It seems like the creators have no real intention of continuing the story in the DS titles, but I’m a lot more invested in that storyline, so I’ve been wondering about making a story that explained what happened after that game. I mean, the Crimson Squad had a chance to go back to Hebijo and we never got confirmation on if they took it or not. We still don’t know much about the Kagura and Naraku and the roles they’ll take after becoming free. Just... a lot of stuff I feel they’d answer and third title, but that third title is highly unlikely. So anyone interested in that feel free to let me know.
With that all said, idea #3 is...
A Marie Rose/Honoka Fanfiction
Not really a creative premise, I know, but it’s something I’ve been wanting ot write for months now. Much like with Reversal Princess, I mostly wanna’ write about these two because they’re my DoA mains and I tend to write fics about my fighting game mains. There’s a lot of unanswered questions about these two I want to take a stab at answering as well. Namely how Marie and Honoka know each other in the first place and more importantly how Honoka is on semi-friendly terms with Ayane. This would probably be written in the same vein as Reversal Princess, being mostly light hearted with some fights and serious moments sprinkled throughout and plenty of obscure cameos. So yeah, that’s an idea I’ve had for awhile now. Oh, and just because Marie and Honoka would have (more or less) equal focus doesn’t mean it’d be a shipping fanfic. It could happen, but romance is kind of my weakest point as a writer so... not likely.
So then, moving with my last idea, idea #4...
A Nioh-Inspired Fiction
Again, not a creative premise, but hear me out. I’m very tempted to write this one alongside Azure, but... I’m gonna’ wait to see if the idea holds long enough and my Nioh-hype dies down a little (or I beat the game). I’ve been playing a lot of Nioh lately, and it’s got me wanting to write a story about a clash of European and Japanese feudalism. I’m not so sure what I want to write about specifically, but I know I want to make it about a female knight that travels around a Feudal Japanese-eque land, meeting samurai, demons, being introduced to magic, and all that fun stuff that’s happening in Nioh. More than likely the knight will be on some conquest mission or something for the sake of having a stable (and simple) plot, but... who knows. Again, this is probably the most impulsive thing on the list, but I just wanted to see if people were interested.
And those are all my story ideas. If you guys are interested in any of these just reply with what sounds interesting, or shoot me a message in my inbox or IM it to me. Also, check out Reversal Princess. I’ve been working on that fanfic for a year now I’m glad to see it’s gone from 1,000 to 24,000 words in just a year’s time. Anyway, that’s it for me. Thanks for reading.
#virtua fighter#magical girl raising project#senran kagura#dead or alive 5#nioh#your dictator is speaking
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