#but missed the one I had made a fucking appointment with gdi

[tveckling]

Today I saw Riviera Girl which was aaaaawesooooooome. And like. Wow. There happened a Thing, a very very unplanned thing towards the end that left everyone dying both in the audience and on the stage. It was amazing. I sent Sányi a message a couple weeks ago asking to meet him and get autograph+picture (message actually written by @janeeyreofmanderley because I couldn't think of freaking anything to write and she is way too awesome, you should all bow to her) and yesterday he answered in the affirmative and everything. So I was completely hyper all day today, because!! finally!! I'd get to meet Sányi!!! And then fast forward to after the performance ended. Today I have found out that there are two entrances the casts use, the usual backdoor and the actual freaking main entrance. You can guess which one I was waiting at (the backdoor) and then you can guess which one he used. Yes. I asked one of the girls (a gorgeous ensemble girl with even more gorgeous super long hair) if she knew where he was, and after some problem booting up her phone she ended up calling him. He was so so sorry, but when he had gone out (by the main entrance jfc what) and looked there was no one waiting for him, so he had gone home, and at the time when she called he was way too far away. Yes. That happened. But I talked with her some more and SHE (very important) was the one to suggest I come tomorrow and wait for him. At the main entrance. (She suggested I come back and watch him when he play the Beast, but I told her in return that we're going back to Sweden on Friday. Then she thought a bit and went all conspiratorial 'well it's only Wednesday tomorrow ;)' ) So that's what I'm gonna do. Pffft. Guess she's gonna tell him directly so there's no more misunderstandings~~ I hope at least xD

[bishiglomper]

We left a couple hours earlier to my appointment yesterday in case my bloodsugar dropped. But it held around 115.

Omg just before they took me back, the doctor came and introduced himself.

He was like "I'm doctor Martin, I'll be doing the thing, blahdy-blah, is that ok?"

Then he asked something else real quick.

And then he introduced himself. Again. The same way.

Mom and I looked at each other like "UH, UH-OH." lmao

When he left I whispered "I'm really glad he's not cutting me open or something..." because that was slightly alarming but funny.

I told them "I don't want to be there when you start" like, pls make me go night-night. It wasn't that I was worried I'd feel it or something, I just don't want to remember anything embarrassing.

When I had my gallbladder surgery, the stupid people stripped me before I was conpletely out. So every time I remember it's like dealing with secondhand embarrassment ugh

So they wheeled me in and made me breath stuff just through a tube over my nose. You know, where it just hooks over your ears. I was great until I had to roll over. Then I started crying. Gdi. I cry when I'm anxious.

I also hold my breath, which made it longer before I felt the drugs. I started to feel real heavy and kinda numb. After about 5 seconds I hit a point where I was like "Ok. Fuck it, you can do whatever you want now." Lol

I vaguely remember just after they wheeled me out. I was slurring at mom. I don't think I said anything WEIRD but I remember the nurse said something to that effect. I probably sounded goofy, bein' all slurry.

And I remember a teeny tiny flash of looking up at the screen and seeing my own guts. But the memory is really just a flash of color.

Waking up was SO HARD. I felt like I was made of several bags of sand. Wet sand.

Just trying to scoot back to sit up was a big effort. It took me a couple tries.

My niece took good care of me. She gave me kisses and pats and helped me get dressed. Then I staggered 3 steps to a wheelchair where they took me to the car.

And then we went to chili's because it was like 2pm and we were all starving.

It was hard sitting upright for about 20 minutes. By the time my food came I could eat it with my eyes open. XD

Drive home was an hour so I got more nap time. We were going to go directly to anime club, which we were an hour late to but we had to make an impromptu stop at home.

You'd think my bowels would be empty, especially after a damn coloscopy and 3 hours after of nothing happening, but alas. Bad Things happened. I'm glad we weren't at club yet.

We got to club. Just in time to see the guest we had; who showed us all sorts of masks and did a kendo demonstration. It was great.

I made 4 batches of pumpkin chocolate chip cookies for the two October birthday people. The cookies went over great. There were only like 9-10 people there and a whole gallon Ziploc bag was gone just in the hour we missed. One kid asked for the recipe.

I still felt slightly heavy by 8pm when sissy handed me a plate of veggies and fried potatoes and onions. I was gonna eat my leftovers from lunch with it but I was too exhausted to open the box in front of me...

So I crawled to bed as soon as I could.

Oh. The doctor said everything was fine, but I have a "loopy colon". Google says that means I have a congenital defect of having a longer-than-normal large intestines. Which means I'm more likely to have compaction problems.

Like no duh wtf do I do about it? Trim it down! D<

[arce-elliot]

Magnus Archives - First Impressions (176-200)

Well, I’ve done it. We’ve reached the end of the (hill top) road. This has been a wild ride for sure! For those of you that have been following along: goodbye, I’m sorry, and good luck.

EP 176 (Blood Ties): - "the fear of your pack turning their claws on you" well Jon you've got some experience with that - oh fuck where's Martin oh thank goodness he's just sitting far away - T R E V O R you old bastard how are ya - aw julia :c - AYYYYYYY B A S I R A! EP 177 (Wonderland): - Oh lord here we fucking go time for Dr. Gaslight - poor Martin just wants everyone to get along for five seconds - Jon: for the love of fuck lemme hug my boyfriend - oh lord Basira you picked a great one to listen in on - oh fuck he's not like, acting this out on Basira because she's in the room is he? there usually aren't other noises - THAT FUCKING LAUGH, DISGUSTING - "everyone legitimately DOES hate you" haha jonny funny joke when does this stop actually - even Martin's losing his patience w/ Helen oh dear EP 178 (The Processing Line): - oh flesh nice - hmm this is...hm. don't like this one - Jon says ACAB EP 179 (Accomplice): - oh wait this is kind of sweet I love me some found family - oh Daisy :c - Aww Jon misses his friend :c - NO DON'T SPLIT UP AGAIN GDI EP 180 (Moving On): - Martin: why are you running - YESSSS THE I SPY SCENE - oh boys please dont be stupid - AYYY ANNABELLE - AYYYYYYYY MIKHAIL! - mikhail: y'all fuckin smell lmao EP 181 (Ignorance): - THEY SLEPT FOR 3 DAYS LMAO - Jon you both "work" for the eye stfu - "i have no secrets to hide" that smells like bullshit Mr. Salesa - sorry Jon you're a muggle now - Mikhail is LITERALLY just vibing - Martin's about to smite his first avatar: Annabelle Cane - Ooooh don't like how Jon was getting fuzzy at the end bit there, Annabelle what are you doin EP 182 (Wellbeing): - sinister hospital, my favorite soap opera - wow! hate this! - you KNOW it's bad when JON is saying "good lord" - this just sounds like corona prep tbh, 8 sets of gloves minimum - OH WAIT ARE THESE THE STUDENTS FROM ANATOMY CLASS - poor Breekon I feel bad :c EP 183 (Monument): - OH SHIT MARTIN DOMAIN? - this feels more like Michael's domain the way Jon's describing it - awwww these boys EP 184 (Like Ants): - oh cool ants - you know that one scene in the 4th Indiana Jones? yeah taht - LMAO IS JON MAKING A FUCKING AVATAR???? CAN HE DO THAT??? - Jon: Level...Up? - "i dont feel right" you were being eaten by ANTS EP 185 (Locked In): - this being the first pre-show warning is interesting, it's definitely warranted but i think that Dr. David needed one as well in retrospect - oh we're starting w/ the statement? fun - one of us, one of us, one of us - o o f Martin time to make choices - Martin: "well I don't know- oh you insulted Jon? okay rot in hell" EP 186 (Quiet): - Ah Shit Martin Domain Time - OH TWO MARTINS, SWEET - Martin's personal hell: tea that he doesn't like - "Are we gonna have to kill Jon?" OOPS- - g o d this is so sad EP 187 (Checking Out): - Helen! Helen! Helen! - are they flirting? this feels flirty - i ADORE this music - somebody help this poor lady good lord - rip Helen :c EP 188 (Centre of Attention): - I always feeeeeel like somebody's waaaatchin' meeeeeee - The 18th fear: Bad Roommate EP 189 (Peers): - okay we're in London now show me my GIRLS - "The Great Archivist, Master of All He Surveys" PFFFFFF - "Eldritch Popularity Contest" Martin is all bangers today - Martin has had ENOUGH - MY GIIIIIIIRLS!!!!! EP 190 (Scavengers): - Jon: okay yeah whatever but where's the Admiral - aww Melanie and Martin finally getting to chat - ARUN OH MY GOD EP 191 (What We Lose): - JON SLEEPS WITH HIS EYES OPEN, HORRID - awww someone get Georgie her cat :C EP 192 (An Appointment): - Jon: says some creepy shit Martin: uh yeah that - poor Rosie damn - Elias: Level Up! EP 193 (A Stern Look): - Martin: Jon stop fantasizing about being the Pupil or I'm gonna get fussy - OH SHIT OG!ELIAS TIME - I FORGOT OG!ELIAS WAS A STONER LMAOOOO - smart guy who's lazy and has daddy issues? well shit Mr. Sims I demand royalties this instant because OG!Elias is based on me - oh poor Elias this is horrid EP 194 (Parting): - no not again boys stop fighting - oh eye? on your shoulder? - OH IT'S A WHOLE PERSON EW - Martin is such avatar catnip, Jon leaves him for 5 fucking minutes and Annabelle is like GIMME - plot twist all the avatars want Martin to work with him he's just too damn smart EP 195 (Adrift): - *water noises* - ah yes, a vast statement - *more water noises* - OH HEY BASIRA - god I missed no-nonsense Basira that didn't hate Jon EP 196 (This Old House): - Hill Top Road! Hill Top Road! - ah yes, Martin sassing avatars everywhere he goes - fun history lesson - can't believe Martin can't become a Web Avatar because he loves Jon too much, the Web is homophobic EP 197 (Connected): - "you get Martin to safety" oh yeah because Martin will just go willingly lmao - more mind games with the Web, love to see it - what a foolproof plan, I'm SURE this will work EP 198 (Precipice): - "couldn't have made a statement BEFORE we got on the ladder?" big child on a roadtrip energy - scary don't fall statement oooooh - Oh no the other survivors :C - nice little reunion we love to see it EP 199 (Seeing It Through): - clever title lmao - Melanie: you do NOT get to be god I forbid it - g o d Jonathan don't be so pissy - love this one-on-one interactions, feels very Day Before The End EP 200 (Last Words): - HERE WE GO BITCHES - Oh gdi Jonathan why you gotta do everything your damn self - Jonathan this isn't the p l a n - KILL THIS FOOL - Oopsie Jon it's Pupil Time - OH ROSIE I FORGOT ABOUT HER OOPS - Ah yes, one final statement - god my boys :c - oh I swore up and down I wouldn't cry, damn it all

[itsjustliah]

tl;dr my eye hurts, i don’t feel good, and i am very irritable so i am a little prickly

haven’t worn my contacts in 2-3 months because my eyes were too sensitive/annoying to wear them so after a month or so of normal eyes I think “hmm i got this big interview friday, lemme try my contacts for a few hours, see how I do” a few hours was a mistake, after one or two my right eye was on fuckin fire even after I took it out it was so red I thought I’d start crying blood tears treated with lubricant drops for a few days but it didn’t get much better went to my interview with an eyepatch and having to awkwardly explain no, i’m not disabled, I’m just injured fight my way through interview/test with limited vision also did i mention this shit hurts like a motherfucker and I can’t sleep? beause that’s happening too

now i have to miss the annual pool party I was looking forward to had to turn down $300 worth of work at the end of this week because I can’t work in this condition can barely play video games because I have to keep closing and opening my eye any light makes it 100 times worse, so going outside / being near windows makes me feel like a vampire

finally went to the eye doctor yesterday because it was getting ridiculous kindly eye doctor made room in his schedule to see me for an urgent appointment “yeap your eye is hurt, take these antibiotics” take antibiotics start feeling really nauseous and hot call doctor, “oh shit wlel then just do the drops” great.jpg

and then there’s my mansplaining roommate who was nice enough to drive me to the doctor and back yesterday but oh my fucking god (hears me calling doctor) “you okay?” me: “yeah just feeling really nauseous and hot, I think I’m having a reaction to this drug” him: “oh but that happens with all antibiotics” me: the insert and my doctor literally told me to call if I had this reaction, which only happens to 1% of people taking this medicine him: (furiously backpedaling)

he then spent 20 minutes telling me all the times when he was soooo sick he had to go to the hospital and shit meanwhile I feel like throwing up and my eye hurts like a motherfucker and I literally could not care LESS about all the stories he’s telling me that I’ve already heard a million times because he talks about himself all the fucking time

i’m just so done, my fuckin eye hurts so bad, and i’m almost out of the $20 box of eyedrops I got, I’m missing out on everything either because of my eye or because I literally can’t make it because I’m so busy, including RP stuff I was really looking forward to and then of course theres this job, which I wasn’t expecting to want, but after the interview I now realize that holy shit this could be a really great job, and stable money, and... all this stuff

gdi everything has come to a screeching halt, and I am getting super, super irritated at literally everyone, and it sucks ass. blagh.