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justanotherhh · 4 months

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me: dammit stolas you can't just walk away from someone who's struggling to connect with you, even if they're doing so through the poorly processed means of yelling insults, you've gotta give them time to work through it and not need to control everything

also me: [is aware that i also need to engineer situations to go perfectly and if someone started yelling at me i too would immediately get triggered and leave the situation and cry and if i had portal-making powers would yeet them to another continent, never mind just outside the door]

#smthinsmthin recognising the self is uncomfortable sometimes #but yeah blitzo is my precious princess -- i would not get on with him irl if he did that sort of thing to me #stolitz #helluva boss #blitzø #stolas #there's an almost dispassionate way i analyse blitzo as fictional character that's like. safe ways to engage with people #who have poor methods of connecting and communicating due to their own Stuff #+ blitzo's trauma is almost unrealistically massive in scope -- that is it totally works in-story but its details are less relatable to me #and so i can sift through his Stuff without it punching me in the throat emotionally -- it's like. safe distance #(also tbh blitzo's main issues are his romantic relationships -- at first his professional ones aren't That Great #but loona and millie and fizz both pre-fire and post-reuniting are quite chill -- and he gets better with moxxie)#stolas is -- barring the being a powerful mystical being + royalty -- unnervingly too close for me to look at directly

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