#but literally my closet is full of clothes i cant wear because they'll fall apart if i touch them but i still dont want to cut them up yet | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

bmpmp3 · 6 months

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since im plus sized and i have ten bajillion sensory issues ive ended up with this like. anxiety? about clothes where its a struggle to let go of old clothes i like that are straight up genuinely unwearable like actual tatters because in the back of my mind theres a little voice thats like WHAT IF YOU NEVER FIND A COMFY SHIRT THAT FITS YOU EVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyone else got this going on? one thing thats kinda helped is cutting up the busted irreparable clothes and turning the fabric into like useless little plushies or dishclothes or little patches to repair other clothes with BUT still, when faced with a two decade old shirt that is basically just serged seams with tiny threads barely holding tissue thin fabric together, its still tough to get myself to admit that it might be done for LOL

#im not exaggerating about that last sentence. rn im wearing that exact shirt <3 its a pajama shirt from zhers in like. 2005 #it is green and falling apart and has mysterious bleached stains from god knows when <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 #but literally my closet is full of clothes i cant wear because they'll fall apart if i touch them but i still dont want to cut them up yet #because WHAT IF I NEVER FIND CLOTHES AGAIN 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔#i gotta find some good sewing patterns for clothes. i think if i could make a comfy shirt myself any time #id be a lot less scared of the inevitable wear of fabric worn

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