#but like. you're not an authority on the subject or anything close to it. lmfao.

[waterbearable]

every day i am tired. TIRED.

[infinitum-imaginaerum]

Oh! How about 10 you're satan or 14 if you can't sleep... we could have sex with Hyuk. Not in a smuty way, in more of a you little shit kind of way. Somethin about his smirk makes me, lovingly, refer to him as a little shit all the time

14: “If you can’t sleep… we could have sex.” | Hyuk

SINCE, this site is a fucking butthole licker, and SINCE THIS HAS ALREADY BEEN POSTED BUT GOT ROYALLY FUCKED UP BY THIS TRASH SITE…. I had to send myself an anonymous copy of your ask because MY FORMATTING IS EVERYTHING OKAY I LIKE THINGS TO ALL BE THE SAME…. I had a really nice author’s note for this before tumblr decided …. that it wanted to be on my shit list but fuck it here it is. @bossmyc. I am so sorry for all this fucking nonsense lmfao. 

It’s Christmas Time!

You spent many nights in bed quite restless lately. Maybe it was your new job keeping you up at night, your diet had changed a little bit, you weren’t as active with all of the things going on—stress probably had a lot to do with it. Often you were up and about, stretching when you couldn’t sleep, grabbing a glass of water, sometimes you went into the living room to read or watch TV, trying not to disturb your loving boyfriend who slept more soundly than a rock, despite all of your movement, usually.

But that didn’t seem to be the case tonight. You were having a bad case of restless leg syndrome, constantly flipping and flopping this way and that, not only unable to get comfortable but for some reason it was much too hot. Frustration was becoming apparent, especially as you huffed, two seconds away from throwing the covers off yourself before a pair of strong arms snaked around your waist.

Your sigh changed to that of contentedness instead of frustration as he snuggled into your back, the heat from his bare chest pressing against your shoulder blades, exposed by your silk nightgown as he exhaled into the crook of your neck. His eyes slowly opened to the dark room, looking towards the blinds that shielded the moonlight from the bedroom.

“You’re so restless,” he muttered to you, voice raspy from sleep, but it made you shiver in a way that caused him to chuckle and tighten his grip on you.

“I’m sorry; I try not to disturb you as much as possible,” you whispered back, lacing your fingers with his over the top of his hand, tucked deep around your middle.

“You never disturb me, baby girl,” he muttered back, kissing you behind the ear.

He couldn’t see the smile on your face, but it was there before you decided to get up. You threw the covers off yourself, even though he protested, and made your way to the bathroom. Even though you’d closed the door, you could hear the shuffling of the sheets and his feet hit the cold wood flooring. You turned the faucet on to splash your face with cold water for a moment and toweled it off before opening the door.

Hyuk stood there in all his basically naked glory in the bathroom light, looking down at you. Tenderly, he reached up to stroke your cheek with the back of his hand. You couldn’t help but look him over—you rarely got to see him this way. With gentle fingers over his skin, you reached out to trail from his collar to his navel, letting the curves and crevices of his body guide your way while his arms slacked to his sides. His intense gaze was on you; that much you could feel.

A quiet hum fell from his lips, pinning your hand against his low abdomen. The clock read nearly three in the morning but Hyuk still had the audacity to suggest, “If you can’t sleep… we could have sex.”

“You’re Satan,” you objected, drawing that wicked grin onto his face as you other hand rose to push against his chest, pushing him out of the doorway to the bathroom and back towards the bed. His chuckle in your ear was a reminder that he was just joking, but even though he was…

“You little shit,” you muttered to him, the bathroom light from the open door illuminating every one of your actions as that damned smirk cross his lips, both your hands against his chest to push him down onto the bed. He merely fell to his butt, looking up at you with that face.

“You know I like it rough,” he told you, growling teasingly as both of your hands made contact with his chest again to push him onto his back for only a moment before he was sitting up again.

“You really are Satan!” you nearly hollered, attempting to turn around to shut the bathroom light off and if Hyuk wasn’t as swift as he was, you probably would have made it. He grabbed your hips, tugging you back to him, and you had no choice but to bend your knees and let him drag you onto his lap.

Straddling him, he coaxed your arms around his neck when you decided you weren’t going to struggle. One of your arms dangled off his shoulder, the other stroking through his chocolate brown hair, pulling it away from his neck and carding through it the way he loved. It was an affectionate moment, even as he hiked your nightgown up to feel the entirety of your bare thighs—you shouldn’t have expected anything else given the subject you two were just bantering about.

He had dragged you so far into his lap, it was hard for your noses not to brush, which he took full advantage of. He nuzzled your nose with his own until he took your chin, tilting your head down just enough for him to collect your lips in a soft and tender kiss. He effortlessly flipped the two of you over, laying you back into bed before his lips pulled away.

“Hyuk,” you protested as he dragged your hand from the back of his neck, kissing the back of it and every single one of your fingers.

“Stay here,” he whispered to you, leaning up to kiss your forehead. Your eyes fluttered closed, the butterflies in your stomach raging, even still after all these years. He pulled the blankets over you and shut the bathroom light off on his way out to the kitchen, emerging a couple minutes later with a cup of tea—a special blend that only he knew how to make that put you to sleep almost instantly after finishing it. He never would tell you the secret, but he always made it for you when you would wake in the middle of the night.

Instead of crawling into bed, he sat on your side as you sat propped up against the headboard. He watched your eyes get heavy with sleep, smiling adoringly at you, unable to help himself from leaning over to kiss your cheek. You tried to lean into his kiss, but it was gone almost the same instant it was there and you could feel him gingerly trying to coax the mug from your hand.

“Sleep tight, my love,” he whispered as you slumped into the covers with a bit of his help. You were out like a light before he could even get back from the kitchen—you never felt the dip of the bed or the warmth of his skin on yours.

[da1rym1lk]

hey for the "get to know me" ask game can i ask... all of the questions? i'm really curious to get to know you more, but also please don't answer anything you're uncomfortable with! sorry for giving so much work!

It’s totally fine! Sorry I got to this like…3 weeks late…oops. I just found time

1. What is you middle name?

–2. How old are you?

–3. When is your birthday?

May 16th4. What is your zodiac sign?

Taurus5. What is your favorite color?

Purple6. What’s your lucky number?

Idk7. Do you have any pets?

No. I used to have a cat called Jodie fihuxjk8. Where are you from?

Holland9. How tall are you?

5′4′’10. What shoe size are you?

5 and a half or 611. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

Like, 5? Not many, I’ve outgrown them all and need to buy more hfhfh12. What was your last dream about?

I can’t remember the last time I dreamed and remembered what it was about haha13. What talents do you have?

I can make weird demonic sounds14. Are you psychic in any way?

Idk15. Favorite song?

Ahhhhhh this is so hard. I guess my overall favourite song ever is City Lights - Bridgit Mendler but hhhhh SO MANY SONGS fhfhhff.16. Favorite movie?

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix or Koe no Katachi (I don’t watch many movies tbh)17. Who would be your ideal partner?

Hopie!! But she is already my partner so. Y E.18. Do you want children?

Hmm. Maybe 1 or 2. Not sure tbh.19. Do you want a church wedding?

I’m not a Christian.20. Are you religious?

Yes.21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

Yes.22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

Nah.23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

Nope.24. Baths or showers?

Showers.25. What color socks are you wearing?

Black.26. Have you ever been famous?

Nah.27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

Not really.28. What type of music do you like?

It varies..like, a lot.29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

Nope.30. How many pillows do you sleep with?

131. What position do you usually sleep in?

Idk? I normally just pass out in whatever position lmao32. How big is your house?

Not that big. P small but nice and comfy.33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

B..reakfast? What’s that-34. Have you ever fired a gun?

Nah.35. Have you ever tried archery?

Yes.36. Favorite clean word?

Thicc.37. Favorite swear word?

Motherfucker38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?

6 days (but I still passed out a l o t)39. Do you have any scars?

Yes, on my hands from when I was 10 hahah weird shit happened40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

No? I dunno41. Are you a good liar?

I think so. Irl anyway.42. Are you a good judge of character?

Idk. Probably not.43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?

Nope..44. Do you have a strong accent?

Not really45. What is your favorite accent?

Idk tbh46. What is your personality type?

Idk47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

I don’t know48. Can you curl your tongue?

Nope49. Are you an innie or an outie?

Innie? Outie? I have no idea what they are and I can’t be bothered searching50. Left or right handed?

Right handed51. Are you scared of spiders?

Y…es…52. Favorite food?

P-A-S-T-A53. Favorite foreign food?

Something called frites?? It’s Dutch for fries but I remember whenever I went out in Holland I’d buy some like fries with like this special thing I can’t remember what it’s called lmao I just remember loving it54. Are you a clean or messy person?

I’m pretty messy55. Most used phrased?

’’aaa lmao’’

56. Most used word?

lmao that’slikefourwordsbut57. How long does it take for you to get ready?

Like 10-30 minutes.58. Do you have much of an ego?

I don’t think so?59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

Succ60. Do you talk to yourself?

Sometimes61. Do you sing to yourself?

Never I can’t stand my own voice62. Are you a good singer?

No63. Biggest Fear?

Reputation slipping, parents finding out about uh everything64. Are you a gossip?

Nah65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?

The Conjuring. It takes drama to…the next level lmfao.66. Do you like long or short hair?

I don’t mind.67. Can you name all 50 states of America?

Nope, not at fucking all68. Favorite school subject?

Art/Latin…?69. Extrovert or Introvert?

Depends.70. Have you ever been scuba diving?

No71. What makes you nervous?

Most things. I worry about a lot, lol.72. Are you scared of the dark?

Yes.73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

Mostly..74. Are you ticklish?

Yes75. Have you ever started a rumor?

Nope76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?

No77. Have you ever drank underage?

No78. Have you ever done drugs?

no

79. Who was your first real crush?

Some idiot kid when I was like 9.80. How many piercings do you have?

1 in each ear but they’re closing up because I keep forgetting to wear earrings more often81. Can you roll your Rs?“

Nope82. How fast can you type?

p fast83. How fast can you run?

Not very, I survive on really little energy and it’s kind of hard84. What color is your hair?

Brown85. What color is your eyes?

Brown86. What are you allergic to?

Pollen87. Do you keep a journal?

No88. What do your parents do?

Work89. Do you like your age?

No90. What makes you angry?

A lot of things91. Do you like your own name?

No92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

I can’t think about the future without dying sO 93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

..a girl, maybe? 94. What are you strengths?

I don’t have any95. What are your weaknesses?

Everything, probably96. How did you get your name?

Arabic language97. Were your ancestors royalty?

No98. Do you have any scars?

Yes99. Color of your bedspread?

Pale blue rn100. Color of your room?

Pale pink..I need to re-paint it soon it’s been pink since I was 6 lmfao