#but like. the warm feeling of it. the want to be physically lcose to someone. i rly truly never got it.
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courtillyy · 6 days ago
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to not just be able to exist in a comfortable silence with someone but to thrive on it,,,, thats love
#astro talks#.... just got home from my valentines date with my joyfriend..... dude i feel so nice and warm and good#it wasnt exactly planned to be valentines day. we had wanted to go out this wee. adn friday is convineiant#but idk i felt wamr adn silly doing it on valentines#ive never done anything for it before. or even gievn a single shit about it#but idk. it felt good. it gave me a little bag of lifesavers. we went to my favourite sushi train#we stayed until it closed. it drove me home#we did talk a alot. mostly about our mental health stuff. and then also critical role#but for a lot of we just sat in silence. eating. and then walking to its car we were almost completely silent#and it was sooo nice. it like kept bumping shoulder with me. slightly leaning its head on my shoulders#(smth it like to do. even tho it is taller than me)#and it was dark out and the simple of act of walkig togetehr was actually so nice#like whenver im walking with my mum. i feel like i haev to make convo. or like i may as well be listening to music or a podcast#but like walking in silence with it.... i literally wanted to stay in that moment forever#dude... im so....#we've only been dating for like a month and half. but its not crazy to say love. bc all of last year we were into each other#it was just comlicated#and god i could not have foreseen it turning out this well in the end#(not that this is the end. there is no end. life keeps moving)#and just yeah... i really knocked romantic love a lot... like it is rly nice lol#i neanlike i still dotnt hink there shoudl be this focu on it/shouldnt be ore improant than others/amanormativity is so fucked/etc#but like. the warm feeling of it. the want to be physically lcose to someone. i rly truly never got it.#and just. idk. forver having thoughts about it all#anyways. what was thi sabout ? oh yeah. me ruminating on the night a bit. so i can finish watching the severance episode#and actually be able to focus on it lmfao
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