#but like. it just doesn't feel right to be saying it rn anymore. like ny brain goes straight to irl

[the-acid-pear]

Socializing is a constant war 4 me in between wanting to just be myself but also trying to do what others do which often means imitating them to a T bc otherwise I feel like I'm not doing enough and I'm falling behind and low-key that if I do so then I bring nothing to the table therefore can be easily replaced but shhhh 🤫 don't tell this to anyone guys I'm still a sigma who experienced no trauma at all

[oh-my-damn]

Oh boy I logged in at the right time LOL. This is in response to the new ick ask, so if anyone wants to scroll who disagrees haha. I agreed with number 5 on that list as well. They made good connections on the other ones but 5 ties directly to my issues with older men dating so young.

Men who say things like they want a woman who knows how to apologize or doesn’t push back? I’m in my mid twenties and while I have been in relationships, just because of how the passage of time works, I don’t have as much insight into them as a woman in her 30s or 40s would. I go to my older cousins and mentors for advice all the time. To see older men with women my age is gross because no matter what there’s a power dynamic and with that comes the risk of being able to manipulate someone easier. I said what I said 🤷‍♀️

So yeah, I’m over Chris. There’s a reason I was never a Leonardo DiCaprio stan or something. Shit like this is a character/morals thing for me.

Once again, my opinions under the cut. If you read it and get offended or upset, that's on you. Don't hurt your own feelings lol

I absolutely agree.

It's something you won't understand if you've never been in a situation like that. All men can be manipulative, but there's something just a little more special about an older man dating a younger woman.

She can be smart, deep, mature (for her age! that's the key point bc thats what everyone always say).

Fact of the matter is that people change as they get older. They learn organically. They gain experience. It doesn't matter how mature you seem for your age, you will always lack experience compared to someone in their 40's.

Women in their (especially early) twenties are also usually in a situation where they're trying to define themselves in relationships. They won't know the pitfalls or red flags to look out for bc they haven't experienced them. Even if we think we have a handle on it, there will always be more to learn. And I think it's worrying that someone above 40 can "identify" with someone who's in their 20's. Cool dude, but you shouldn't be. It's a red flag that you do. A MAJOR one.

Now, Chris definitely fits into that box. He's never had a successful long term relationship. All of his exes have moved on pretty beautifully (most even got married/had kids RIGHT AFTER they got out of the relationship. Clearly they wanted it, just not with him.) I think it says a lot that he can't make it work with people within his age group and has now gone searching for younger girls. I always thought the rumors about him hooking up with 20 year old interns in DC was just that - a rumor. But now I'm not so sure anymore.

I'm done trying to defend him on anything. I feel bad for Alba if it really is a situation where he's controlling or manipulative. I'm not saying he is - I'm saying it fits the pattern (also the videos from the pap walk are also kinda alluding to that, ngl)

If they're happy that's great. But a lot about this situation seems fishy. It's not a coincidence they've been ramping it up ever since the WN trailer came out and its DEFINITELY not a coincidence they were "papped" the same day season 2 came out. It's also not a coincidence that the person who "randomly papped them" is the same guy as the one who took the pictures of him and Lily James in 2020 (who, btw, usually works exclusively in London and LA. lol) There was also someone on tumblr who revealed days in advance that a pap walk had been booked for Chris in NY. So they're definitely using it for PR - the question is just how deep it goes.

Either way, it's a shame it had to overshadow the entire SMA thing. That's honestly too bad. We'll see what happens. But I can't lie about my feelings. Idk when my muse will come back, all I know is that seeing his face rn makes me make this face

[khaleesiofalicante]

“It takes great deal of courage to see the world in all its tainted glory, and still learn to love it.”— Oscar Wilde

I need a moment after that fight. Hold on a sec. I swear I'm not crying 😭😭😭

A warlock was using magic – the second most beautiful thing in the world – to hurt David – the first most beautiful thing in the world. Unbelievable for me too honey...

YESS!!! David finally realized!!! He's so smart and sexy for it, now there is only the sliiight problem of Max not believing him....

Max!! Open your eyes!!! She's a phsyco!!

“That’s not what this is about. This isn’t about Mallory.”

“No, it isn’t,” David shook his head. “This is about your inability to be alone.”

Ok, that was a reaaaally shitty thing to say🙂

Miscommunication: 123

Talking and figuring stuff out: 0

I loved his dreadlocks so much😭😭 like, good for him if this is what he wants but I'll still mourn them smh

Camilla speaking facts and Gigi kicking ass😎 god I love women❤️

Sometimes people wanting to help felt better than them actually helping you. I support Lovehollow above all else🥺🥺 if they don't support me and are glad for my accomplishments and want to help me in whatever way they can then I don't want it. Expectations have been set!!

Honesty, the only one who doesn't know now about the wedding it's Anjali, and I'm not even sure about that anymore 😂

He is going to make her a fucking dress😭😭 Lovehollow>>>> anyone else rn

I hope that dress has pockets....

Anjali 🤝 Gigi

Respecting each other and being badass together. Love the way Anjali smiled at her 🥺

Fuck you, Marcus!!!

I just feel the warlock issue is going to get really big really fast and I am not prepared...

Literally my reaction:

I JUST KNOW MARCUS IS INVOLVED IN THIS SHIT!!

Jace be like: I'm a mavid Stan first, shadowhunter second😎

Yeah, Alec! Call him out!!!

The GROWTH of this man!! He went from wanting to take Magnus' inmortality away, to now understanding this will always be a part from him and respecting that there isn't something he can say and just wanting to be there for him or give him space to talk to someone else who gets it🥺🥺

“Because my biggest fear that is that I won’t get to see them grow up,” Alec said in response. “You know shadowhunters live short lives. So, to see them grow up, it’s a blessing.”

AHHH PLEASE💙💙😭

Max needed to be dragged to study math. To attend nephilim events that were ‘too boring’. To go play with children whose name wasn’t David. Right where it hurts my mavid heart🙂

Alec be like: Yeah, you are my kid and I love you, but I can and I will drag your ass up to apologize to my husband bc you made him sad🔪

“You’re assuming we’d still be hanging out in 500 years,” he is an asshole sometimes 😂😂

“But I’m not just a warlock,” Max said with a soft smile. “I’m Magnus Bane’s son.” HE SAID IT!!! HE SAID THE LINE!!!

Not me ignoring all the mavid angst for the sake of Lovehollow and Gabrielina ❤️😎

Sometimes you needed to run away. It was self-care. She's so wise and so right about this

YES THE NY ATTACKS AND THE WARLOCK ISSUES AFE CONNECTED!!! I KNOW IT!!!

“The Clave is made up of hot, respectable people,” Gabriel told her, kissing her finger.

“You’re talking about Rafael and Anjali?”

“Who else?”

Hundreds of languages, and he decided to seal with the truth 😎

“Did it fall?” Selena asked.

“No,” he replied. “I smashed it."

...

“Maybe I should have. I deserve to get hurt for hurting Max.”

Love me some feral David, bit now I'm getting concerned lmaooo

That shit wasn't a mistake!! Something is happening to Selena's powers!! Ahhh😭

Gotta go bc I didn't pay attention to class and now idk wtf to do😂😂

💙.💙.💙.

Pleases have this tiktok of Ruel I found as compensation for the pain caused.

Feral David rights only 😎