#but like. it additionally is PERFECT for when Bizarro-Jon was on the loose!
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Say you're there when I feel helpless;
if that's true, why don't you help me?
It's my fault, I know I'm selfish.
Stand alone, my soul is jealous -
it wants love, but I reject it;
trade my joy for my protection.
Grab my hand, I'm drowning.
I feel my heart pounding.
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly.
Traumas, they surround me.
I wish you'd just love me back…
Say you're here, but I don't feel it.
Give me peace, but then you steal it.
Watch them laugh at all my secrets.
Scream and yell, but I feel speechless.
Ask for help, you call it weakness.
Lied and promised me my freedom.
#thanks for the rec undertheknightwing!#cw jonathan kent songs#‘watch them laugh at all my secrets’ makes me think of like. Sarah yelling at Jon when he was drinking because he was so upset w/ everything#like not that she was laughing (obviously) but that like. no-one but him knows all the secrets he’s keeping#and I mean on top of The Secret; his own secrets too#so they inadvertently downplay; thinking he isn’t carrying things#‘ask for help you call it weakness’ = his XK arc#‘lied and promised me my freedom’ the empty platitudes; esp in The Barn Scene#everything else I think is self-explanatory#‘it wants love but I reject it; trade my joy for protection’ SO much Jon rejecting spending time with Clark after all the letdowns#also ‘why haven’t you found me yet?’ can mean so many things#but like. it additionally is PERFECT for when Bizarro-Jon was on the loose!#because Jon was like ‘why did you choose The Secret over my safety?!’ you know?#like. it was just another moment when Jon felt like he came second (or worse) to all else#*clutches chest* Ow.
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