#but like. how could they blame me? lmao it's me. im imherently unlikable as demonstrated by the evidence | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

vagueiish · 7 months ago

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anyone else's conception of their relationships with others run like a faulty 2fa where if people aren't constantly authenticating their apparent good regard/affection/slightly-more-positive-than-mere-tolerance for you, then you think they actually highly dislike you and have pretended to care the whole time?

#you cant check 'have this device remember i love them for 30 days' with me lol #it simply doesnt work!#like. oh okay. we talked good last time we saw each other. but that was last time #things could have changed since yesterday/however much time #maybe in the meantime theyve had a think and concluded that im actually quite annoying and Bad #this is proven True (to me) when they barely acknowledge my presence the next time we see each other #(and this is all largely in the context of work acquaintances anymore bc hey. im a dork ass loser with no actual friends)#(but also in the context of friends as well right? like. yeah #they seemed cool last convo but that could change quickly and easily #bc people are fickle and im easily discardable you see as i have no real reason for people to want to associate with me #i need to know we're still good. we're still good. are we still good? do you still like me? it's been a day tell me we're still good please #but you cant ask people that straight out bc apparently it's offensive or some shit #but like. how could they blame me? lmao it's me. im imherently unlikable as demonstrated by the evidence #so if someone tries to act like they think im worth something.....Highly Suspicious #the lie comes out eventually lol. the people who claim to like me do actually think im annoying #theyre just too chickenshit to tell me to my face but they can bitch about me to someone else #this is based on past experience btw. im not just doomer fantasizing bc Mental Health Lies or whatever nonsense #like i know you all find me annoying as shit lmao #and yet i persist for some unknowable reason #to the void with love

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