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chaeryybomb · 4 years ago

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pairings: female reader x best friend!jungwon

summary: they told you that these were the golden years, but to you "golden" was a rusting metal spray painted yellow. the story of a seventeen year old trying to survive high school when all you do is try your best. but your best friend jungwon makes it worth the while.

genre: high school au, friends to lovers, fluff, tiny bits of angst if you squint, attempt at humour

featuring: jang wonyoung, kim sunoo & nishimura riki

word count: 4.5k

warnings: reader having a existential crisis most of the time, strong language, mentions of insecurity

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You slumped forward the moment the bell rang, letting your head hit the table. You could care less if a bruise would form on your forehead, you had much bigger things to worry about. Your teacher left the class wordlessly as the class was busy doing their own thing. And by that, everyone was buried nose deep in studying. You lifted your head to see the different books of the same topic scattered on your desk, a yellow highlighter balancing on the edge of your table.

Reaching over to grab the highlighter, you turned your head over to the side to look at your desk mate. Wonyoung sat there looking straight out from a k-drama, with her hair flowing down her back perfectly and her slender nimble fingers moving as she continuously wrote in her notebook. She was smart too, fluent in English and Korean, great at maths and science. And on top of that she was kind and friendly, everyone loved her. You did too, you had the honour of calling her your best friend. But sometimes you felt insecure around her, everything she did looked flawless and there you were just trying your best.

"Ack!" You yelped as you sat up straight, holding your forehead. Wonyoung rolled her eyes at you with a small smile on her lips, she had flicked your forehead to get you out of your thoughts.

Without taking her eyes off the textbook, she tapped your own workbook with her pen. Silently telling you to stop procrastinating. You pouted at her and looked at the clock, 10 minutes before lunch. Maybe a walk to the girl's bathroom would do you some good.

"I'm gonna go to the bathroom," you whispered to Wonyoung. She nodded and smiled at you before you walked out.

As you strolled towards the girl's bathroom, you passed by the bulletin board outside your class. A bright blue poster stood out with the words "ENJOY YOUR YOUTH" in white. Scoffing at the message, you continued on your way.

"I'm seventeen now, where's my fucking teenage dream?" You muttered to yourself. You were tired of waiting for your life to end up like a coming of age movie. Everyone told you that these were the golden years and you should enjoy your youth, but you swear to god if you hear another one of those cheesy sayings, you might just cry on the spot.

Reaching over to open the stall door, you halt in your actions when you heard familiar voices talking.

"I'm so worried for finals, my parents are gonna kill me if I fail English again," a girl complained. You hear the sound of tap water running. "How are you so calm during this time, Mirae?'

"What's the use of studying hard anyways," the second girl, Mirae, said. "We all know the top spots are gonna be taken by Jang Wonyoung and Yang Jungwon, I just study enough to pass."

The other girl snorted at her reply. "Imagine if those two got together, the power couple of the year," she suddenly said.

"Poor Y/N then, she's gonna be over shadowed by them."

"As if she already isn't. I almost forgot they were a trio until you mentioned Y/N," the girl laughed.

"What can I say? They're out of her league," Mirae joined in with her laughter.

The two voices faded away as you heard the door closed. Finally pushing the door open, you looked at your reflection. Your eyebrows knitted in annoyance and your face was morphed in a scowl. You washed your hands aggressively and poked the inside of your cheek. What bugged you was that they were right. You were the black sheep between Wonyoung and Jungwon. Both of them were smart and amazing, and you're just…you.

You love your best friends, you truly do. But you were constantly compared to them and you hated it. Everyone wanted them, you watched as guys tripped over to confess to Wonyoung and girls squealing when Jungwon smiled at them. The two of them always reassured you that you weren't beneath them but you were sick of their sympathy. You're so caught up in the news of who likes you and who hates them. You just wished people liked you more.

Storming out of the bathroom, someone accidentally ran into you and caused you to fell onto your butt. The student immediately stood up and scurried off, not bothering to even a mutter an apology. All I did was try my best and this is the thanks I get, you thought bitterly.

They said that these were the golden years, but you wished you could just disappear. God, it's brutal out here.

"Y/N, wait up!" Jungwon called after you.

You stopped in your tracks as you watched Jungwon waved goodbye to some students before jogging towards you.

"You heading to cram school today?" He asked you as the both of you fell into the same walking rhythm.

You shook your head, clasping your hands behind. "I moved it to Thursday instead, Wonyoung said I had to many things on Tuesday," you told him. Originally, you would be heading to the library to study before heading over to the cram school. But Wonyoung took one look at your schedule and decided that you did not had enough breaks, so she managed to convince you to take the Thursday slot instead. Thursdays are one of the days where you would not go to the library.

Jungwon seemed to be disappointed to find out that you had switched slots. Maybe he should changed slots too, but does he have any empty spots open for Thursday though? He'd have to check later. Instead, he coughed and stuffed his hands into his pockets.

"Do you wanna come over later? The new Demon Slayer movie is out," he offered, hoping that you'd accept.

Unfortunately, you once again shook your head. "Sorry Jungwon, I'd want to cram even more later. Finals are really creeping in and I can't afford to waste any time," you told him with a sad smile. As much as you would like to ditch the books and watch Demon Slayer, the glaring C on your last history paper was telling you otherwise.

You stopped walking when you had reached your doorstep. "Thanks for walking me home, Jungwon. See you tomorrow!" and with that you disappeared behind the door.

Jungwon waved goodbye as he watched the door closed. The smile on his face dropped and his shoulder sagged. Jungwon you idiot, of course she would want to study, he scolded himself. With disappointment on his face, he trudged home with a heavy heart.

"Change of plans, guys," he announced as he swung the front door open, unfazed by the fact that Riki and Sunoo were lounging on his coach. He accepted the fact that Sunoo had somehow gotten the keys to his house (suspecting that his mother probably gave it to him due to favouritism or maybe Riki had sneakily made a copy).

Riki's head poked out from the couch. "She rejected you, didn't she," the younger boy said with a smirk.

Jungwon's face ears turned red as he glared at the boy. "No she did not!" He immediately told him. "She rejected the offer to watch the movie, that's different!"

"That's basically rejection, hyung," Riki laughed.

The other boy just glared at him. "Shut up!" he sputtered out before hiking up the stairs.

Sunoo gave Riki a look, to which the Japanese boy just shrugged his shoulders innocently.

Jungwon walked out from the shower, a towel around his neck with one hand running through his damp hair. Sunoo and Riki had left earlier, finally giving him some peace and quiet. His phone screen was flashing from his study table, initiating that someone was spamming him (quite aggressively) with text message. With a raised eyebrow, he picked up his phone

[7:09 pm] wonyoung: JUNGWON

[7:10 pm] wonyoung: WHY DID Y/N JUST MESSAGED ME ABOUT HOMEWORK

[7:10 pm] wonyoung: ISNT SHE WITH YOU

[7:11 pm] wonyoung: I THOUGHT YOU SAID U WERE GONNA WATCH A MOVIE

[7:11 pm] wonyoung: DEMON HUNTER OR SMTG

[7:12 pm] wonyoung: WHY IS SHE ASKING ME FOR HW

[7:12 pm] wonyoung: DID U CHICKEN OUT???

[7:13 pm] wonyoung: omg u chickened out didnt u

[7:14 pm] jungwon: jfc wonyoung

[7:15 pm] jungwon: and no i did not chicken out okay

[7:15 pm] jungwon: she declined

[7:16 pm] jungwon: she said she had to study ;-;

[7:17 pm] wonyoung: omg u suck

[7:17 pm] wonyoung: i told u the movie idea was dumb

[7:18 pm] wonyoung: but do u ever listen to me

[7:18 pm] wonyoung: no

[7:19 pm] wonyoung: and now u suffer the consequences

[7:20 pm] jungwon: yea yea i get it im dumb

[7:20 pm] jungwon: now what's ur solution the great jang wonyoung

[7:21 pm] wonyoung: i am so glad u asked :)

[7:21 pm] jungwon: oh no

[7:21 pm] wonyoung: stfu im giving u a better idea

[7:22 pm] wonyoung: a n y w a y s

[7:22 pm] wonyoung: my ynradar is going off and she's s a d

[7:23 pm] jungwon: how would u know

[7:23 pm] jungwon: she seemed fine today

[7:23 pm] wonyoung: stfu jungwon its best friend things u wont understand

[7:24 pm] jungwon: i-

[7:25 pm] wonyoung: and as her future bf u SHOULD start to train ur ynradar

[7:25 pm] wonyoung: anw its exam season stoopid

[7:26 pm] wonyoung: and its when those kids start to talk abt how the both of us are gonna get top scores

[7:26 pm] wonyoung: and they talk down on y/n while doing so

[7:26 pm] wonyoung: assholes

[7:27 pm] wonyoung: so i propose to u

[7:27 pm] wonyoung: a ✨ study date ✨

[7:28 pm] jungwon: i

[7:29 pm] jungwon: that's

[7:29 pm] jungwon: actually not a bad idea

[7:30 pm] wonyoung: obv i came up with it

[7:31 pm] jungwon: can u not

[7:31 pm] wonyoung: anw a study date

[7:32 pm] wonyoung: she's struggling in maths

[7:33 pm] wonyoung: specifically taxes because she said and i quote

[7:34 pm] wonyoung: "why do we have to do taxes when we pay people to do it for us"

[7:34 pm] wonyoung: so pls help her and try to cheer her up

[7:35 pm] wonyoung: and confess coward

[7:36 pm] jungwon: i make no promises for the last one

[7:36 pm] wonyoung: aFTER EVERYTHING I JUST SAID

[7:37 pm] jungwon: what if she rejects me wonyoung

[7:38 pm] wonyoung: WE'VE HAD THIS CONVERSATION A LOT OF TIMES JUNGWON

[7:38 pm] wonyoung: SHE LIKES U BUT SHES TOO DUMB TO REALISE

[7:39 pm] jungwon: sigh

[7:40 pm] jungwon: fine i'll try thanks wonyoung

[7:41 pm] wonyoung: np i expect y'all to be a couple by next monday <3

[7:41 pm] jungwon: i-

Sighing for the nth time of the night, Jungwon sat on his bed. He allowed the towel to slipped off his shoulders as his thumb hovered over your chat icon. Truth be told, he always thought his crush on you was unrequited love. You never showed any signs of returning of feelings so he thought he would just ignore the feeling until it was gone.

But oh boy was he wrong, because he didn't knew that he would be spending his high school years by your side. And now you occupy his mind 24/7. Wonyoung could literally tell that he was in love with you, but somehow you never caught on. He allowed Sunoo and Riki to convince him to do the whole "movie date idea", but that failed. So Wonyoung's suggestion was his only option left.

He typed out the message, ready to send it out. If only he could just press the button. Come on Yang Jungwon, you can do this. Just press the damn button Jungwon. Suddenly his phone pinged loudly, scaring the lights out of the poor boy as he yelped and his phone landed with a thud on the ground. He peered over his bed, as if his phone was a ticking bomb.

Oh, it was a message from you.

[8:01 pm] y/n: hey do u know where wonyoung is

[8:01 pm] y/n: she isn't answering my texts

Oh no. He realised that your chat was open, the two ticks indicated that he had (unintentionally) read the message. He couldn't just leave you on read. That's just evil. Scrambling to get his phone, he immediately typed a reply to cover for the other girl.

[8:02 pm] jungwon: sorry i don't :/

[8:02 pm] jungwon: what do u need her for

[8:03 pm] y/n: mf was supposed to teach me a maths question but she left me on rEAD

This was his chance! It was the perfect opportunity for him to score a date with you. Okay, breathe in breath out Jungwon. Don't mess it up and just ask her, he mentally prepared himself.

[8:04 pm] jungwon: oh i could help you if you want

[8:04 pm] jungwon: yk with finals coming up and everything, i can help you study

[8:05 pm] jungwon: if you want of course

[8:05 pm] y/n: omg srsly??

[8:06 pm] jungwon: pls help me study my braincells are literally dying

[8:07 pm] jungwon: jdsjkda okay how about this saturday at your place?

[8:08 pm] y/n: yeah sure

[8:08 pm] jungwon: cool its a date then!

You blinked at Jungwon's message. A date? Wait, did Yang Jungwon just indirectly asked you out? Nah, nah. You were overthinking it. Yes, definitely overthinking. Don't kid yourself, why would Jungwon ask you out on a date? Jungwon is just a friend, you tried to convince yourself.

Keyword: tried.

If he really was just a friend, then why did it felt like butterflies were in your stomach when he said "it was a date"? Then why did you frowned when those girls said that Wonyoung and Jungwon would make a good couple?

Oh god, do you have feelings for your best friend?

Saturday came faster than you would have liked it to. Ever since that last chat with Jungwon, it gave you the sudden realisation that you did in fact had feelings for your best friend. You tried so hard to avoid him in school because you don't want the butterflies back in your stomach. It was basically confirming the fact that you like him. Well, avoiding him also confirmed the fact but you choose to be in denial about it.

You didn't tell Wonyoung about your study date but lately she's been sending you outfit ideas on Pinterest. Specifically, date outftis. And whenever you tried to ask her a question about school, she brushed you off with a random excuse. So it left you no choice but to save those questions for Jungwon.

Speaking of Jungwon, he had texted you 10 minutes ago that he was on the way. You were standing in the middle of your room with your hands on your hips. Both of your parents were out for the day, which left you alone at home. You had taken out the low table to be used later and it was currently in front of you. Colourful workbooks were neatly stacked on top of it.

You did a 360 turn around your room. Was it messy? You cleaned it this morning when you woke up. Did you had any clothes out? No, doesn't look like it. For some reason, you were a nervous wreck. You blamed Jungwon. He just had to call this a date, didn't he.

Should you change? Maybe you should finally look through all those pins Wonyoung sent. Wait, no, why would you have to change into something nice. Jungwon was here to help you study, just that.

Yeah, a study date, your mind emphasised on the word.

The sound of the doorbell pulled you out from your thoughts. You immediately went to open the door. Yang Jungwon stood there on the other side, with his signature smile. Had he always resembled a sheep? He just looked so fluffy.

"Hey!" You greeted him with a smile, internally wincing at your way-too-enthusiastic voice.

But Jungwon didn't seem to mind it. "Hey!" he greeted back.

You moved to the side to let him in. "Thank you for having me," he said as he bowed then proceeded to remove his shoes.

"Uh, do you want anything? Water?" You asked him.

He shook his head.

"Ah, cool. Let's head to my room," you started to walk back to your room.

"Where are your parents?" He asked.

"Out," you simply replied.

That was when it dawned upon you, that your parents were not home. Leaving you and Jungwon, alone. Together. In your room. Alone. With the boy you potentially have a crush on.

"Y/N?" Jungwon tapped on your shoulder. You had stopped walking when you were suddenly washed over by your thoughts. Snapping out of it, you sent him a small smile before opening the room to your door.

The both of you shuffled into your bedroom, you sat down in front of the low table while Jungwon settled down next to you. He moved to take out his books then turned to you. "How about we do some studying and if you have any questions, you can ask me okay?" He said.

You nodded and flipped your own workbook open, immediately starting to work on the first question. Jungwon copied your action and a comfortable silence engulfed the both of you. As the time passed, you found yourself stuck on a certain maths question.

You slightly turned your head to the side to look at Jungwon. He was concentrated at doing his work, you felt a sense of deja vu while looking at him. He resembled Wonyoung when she was studying. At the thought of Wonyoung, you suddenly thought of what those girls said at the bathroom.

They would make a good couple, wouldn't they, you thought. The power couple of the year.

The butterflies in your stomach faded away into an uncomfortable feeling. Just the idea of them getting together already made you sick. You bit the inside of your cheek, you really did had feelings for him. And now it scared you because what if he doesn't feel the same. You made a mental note to consult with Wonyoung later, at least you hope that you'll allow yourself to tell her.

Jungwon must've noticed you staring and gently tapped your head with his pencil. A contrast to when Wonyoung painfully flicked your forehead.

"What's wrong? Are you stuck on a question?" He asked.

You leaned back a bit at the sudden action. You were so deep in your insecurities that you had totally forgotten about the literal problem sitting in front of you. Yet you couldn't even bother to ask him so you just shook your head. "I'm gonna get something to drink," you said instead.

Jungwon watched as you stood up, then decided to follow you as well. "I'll come along."

The boy joined you in the kitchen, perched on one of the island stools as you grabbed a can of soda from the fridge. He studied your movement as you worked around the kitchen. Your features were neutral, you weren't smiling nor frowning. But he could tell that your shoulders were tensed. Wonyoung was right, you did seem down. And he cursed himself for not noticing earlier.

"You okay?" His question made you stopped in a mid-pour stance, the can of soda was tilted but not enough for the contents to be poured out.

You brushed his question off and poured the drink into the cup. "Yeah," you hummed.

Unconvinced by your answer, he pried more. "You know you shouldn't care about what they say, right?"

You furrowed your eyebrows at him, pretending like you didn't understand where he was coming from.

"You're not below us, you know that right?"

You couldn't help but scoffed at his words. Jungwon's lips tugged downwards "I'm being serious here, Y/N," his tone was stern. "You shouldn't listen to what they say. You're more than just-"

The sound of the can being slammed down shuts him up. Your fingers tightened around the can as you looked at him. You didn't had the energy to hear him preach the same old "Don't Listen To Them" speech. You don't need his pity.

"I don't want to hear it, Yang Jungwon," you said through gritted teeth. Not sparing him another glance, you threw the empty can into the trash as you grabbed your glass.

As you walked past Jungwon, he suddenly reached out and held onto your forearm. "Y/N," he said softly. "Please tell me what's wrong."

You sighed and slowly turn around to face him, placing the glass back on the counter. You took in a deep breath before you opened your mouth. "I feel like I'm not enough," you finally said. "Everything I do just doesn't seem enough. All I'm doing is my best but it's just crushing my ego because everyone is telling me that you're better than me."

"I feel like no one wants me and I hate the way I'm perceived. It's always poor Y/N this and poor Y/N that's because everyone just sees me as your shadow and I fucking hate it. I only have two real friends," you gestured wildly. "And lately I'm a nervous wreck cause I keep comparing myself to the two of you. I'm not cool and I'm not smart, and I can't even parallel park!" You threw your hands up in frustration, the feelings you kept inside were pouring out like a waterfall.

Jungwon just stood there as he listened tentatively to every word. He didn't knew that you felt this way, bottling up all your emotions like that.

"And I'm so tired of people telling me to enjoy my youth and that these are the golden years. I might just fucking cry if I hear those words again," you finished ranting. It felt good, it felt like a weight on your heart has been lifted. Then you remembered that you just dumped all of it on Jungwon.

You opened your mouth to apologise to him but he surprised you by pulling him into his arms. At first you were standing stiffly at the sudden contact, but it took a millisecond for you to melt in his embrace. His arms were gently around your back and you returned the hug by wrapping your arms around his torso. The two of you stay in that position for awhile, relishing in each other's embrace. You definitely needed this hug.

Tightening your hold on Jungwon, you realised how important he was to you. He was your best friend and he was always there for you. It was stupid of you to compare yourself to him, when all he did was tried his best for you. The taller boy chuckled when he felt you rubbed your face into his shoulder, he involuntarily released a contented sigh. You felt one of his hands stroked your hair, it felt comforting. That action itself was enough for the butterflies to slowly settled back in you.

After a while, both of you finally (unwillingly) released each other. He pushed a strand of hair behind your ears and said, "You're wrong by the way." Which made you tilt your head in genuine confusion.

"You are cool and you are smart. You're like the coolest person I know. And no one thinks of you as our shadow, you don't hear it but I've always hear the juniors praising you for helping them and how enthusiastic you are," the way he delivered his words was filled with pure awe for you.

"And who cares if you can't parallel park. You didn't hear it from but Jay hyung failed his drivers test three times just because he couldn't parallel park," and that got a laugh out from you. Jungwon smiled proudly that he managed to make you laugh. "And you're wrong when you said no one wants you. I want you."

You blinked once, twice and thrice. He wanted you? "You're just saying that cause you're my best friend," you replied.

"No," he firmly said. "I like you, Y/N."

(Jungwon doesn't know where he got this sudden surge of confidence, but the mood was the perfect time for him to confess. It was a one time chance and he had to take it.)

You chuckled. "I like you too, Jungwon. We are friends aren't we?"

"No, Y/N. I like you. More than friends."

"Oh." Oh.

"Yeah," he scratched the back of neck awkwardly. Oh no, did you not feel the same way?

While you on the other hand, were malfunctioning on the inside. Your best friend just confessed to you and you were frozen on the spot. Why couldn't he had done it over text instead. If he had done it over text, then you could've left the message unread and you could've spammed Wonyoung for help. But the thing is that it wasn't over text and you couldn't just tell him to wait here while you panicked to Wonyoung in your bathroom.

Yang Jungwon likes you. And you like him too, right? Because if you didn't, your cheeks won't be heating up right now and your heart would have not be beating rapidly like it was going to break your rib cage any second. If you didn't like him, there would have never been butterflies in your stomach. Yeah. You like Yang Jungwon, you like him a lot.

"Me too," you whispered, it was soft but it was enough for him to pick it up. Jungwon eyes snapped to you, doe eyed filled with hope. "I like you, too," you said, this time louder. And you made sure you looked him in the eye when you confessed.

You watched as Jungwon's mouth morphed into a big grin. He let out a sigh of relief and dropped to his knees, surprising you. "Jungwon!" you squeaked, bending down to help him.

"I'm fine! I'm fine," he assured you as he stood up with your help. The grin on his face was still there. "It's just that … you like me," he breathed out. "You like me back, wow. I-I can't believe it."

Your face was definitely burning with embarrassment. You punched him lightly on the shoulder, turning away to hide your face. "Believe it, you dork. I like you, okay!" Somehow his grin was able to grew wider at your words, Gently, he took your hand in his.

"How about we stop this study date, and I'll take you out on real date?"

a/n: thank you so much for reading this <3

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suddenlyeuphoric · 6 years ago

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my favorite tatbilb quotes/moments:

“I was trying to meditate, but I ended up falling asleep” i snorted

“We were talking about what a bad driver Lara Jean is” this is honestly me

“I write a letter when I have a crush so intense I don’t know what else to do. Rereading my letters remind me of how powerful my emotions can be”

“Who am I suppose to eat lunch with?” this is me when my friends and I don’t have lunch together

“It’s junior year. You never know what could happen” “that’s what I’m afraid of”

“Can we have a dog now?”

Kitty running back to grab her helmet

“We use to be best friends but post- middle school for reasons having to do with her popularity and lack thereof, we are now decidedly not” meeeee

“Let’s just say it’s probably a good thing you’re playing it safe with those…Uggs” Chris’s tone and facial expression when saying this is everything

“My best friend. My only friend really” me again

Peter Kavinsky appearing that button up shirt?? yes pleaseeeee

Lara Jean standing awkwardly in the middle of the cafeteria

LJ almost running over Peter

“whoa whoa whoa” iconic line

“You know people usually check behind them before they reverse..you know to avoid killing others…”

“We’re waiting for the rest of the cars to leave”

“and I think it’s really cool you think I have golden specks in my eyes” that fact that she wrote it and he knows im-

“I hate everyone”

“But the Goddess within says it’s a sacred rhythm that represents the deepest celebration of womanhood” I love Kitty

Lara Jean jumping out her window to avoid talking to a boy

“Wow. You really think you’re special then you find out she wrote love letters to two guys” “well I wrote five so don’t go feeling too special” “damn covey you’re a player” I DIED when he said that

LJ agreeing to fake date Peter shiiit that kiss?? Tho??? whoaaa??

“I don’t want you to kiss me anymore” “are you crazy!? Who’s gonna believe we’re in a relationship if I’m not allowed to kiss you” ;)

back pocket spin scene I need someone as smooth at Kavinsky

“I like your hair down. You look pretty” the way he complimented her even tho he didn’t need to ushsjsj

“Girl, come on. You know I already got it” I just really love the way he said this

“Those shoes weren’t just cool, I thought they were kinda hot”

“So love and dating, I love to read about it and it’s fun to write about and to think about in my head, but when it’s real…” I cried ㅠㅠ

“Cause the more people that you let in into your life the more that they can just walk right out” i cried pt.2

“We’re just pretending” p r e t e n d i n g LJ you broke him

“largie! largie!” I thought this was funny too

“Hellooo, Jake Ryan”

when Kavinsky moves the popcorn out the way I never knew something this small could make me fall in love wow

“You’re just trying to pull out because you’re scared” get outta here with the facts ㅠㅠ

Chris talking to Dr.C about his choice in profession

“Since you’ve been with Peter, well I don’t know LJ, I’ve never seen you so happy” “I haven’t seen you have so much fun going to parties and making new friends. You made your old man very happy” I love that her family and friends look out for her but also pushes her to get out of her comfort zone I love it

“If you’re not gonna ski what are you planning to do all weekend?” *LJ pulls out books*

“It’s cold outside, I don’t do cold”

“Like you’re a sexy little Rubik’s cube”

Hot tub conversation hot cute hot cute

“I wanted to sit next to you Lara Jean. I even packed the snacks. I asked Kitty where to find those yogurt drinks you like so much” “The korean grocery store is all the way across town” “So if I went all the way across town to get you something you like, that means…” “you must really like yogurt?” LJ PUHLEEEEAAASE THE BOY WENT ACROSS TOWN

“I’m tired of being second best or fake best” I cried pt.3

“Last night was a mistake. Physical stuff might not be a big deal to you, but to me,it is” “who says it’s not a big deal to me?” honestly it’s nice to see the male character to not be the type to sleep around and not care

Margot and Lara Jean making up, Kitty confessing she sent the letters I love that in the end no guy went in between the covey sisters

“I thought five chances at a boyfriend was better odds” I’d still have none tbh

“My life was a mess but I could clean my room” senior quote right here

LJ’s sisters and dad being concerned she’s cleaning her room

Father-daughter talk @ diner

Kavinsky standing up for LJ,, I mean idk if I wanted it to be like that BUT he did it with no hesitation in front of everyone and it showed he cared abt her sm

“It was Spin the Bottle, you psycho, and it was tongueless” you psycho girl, Gen

“Because if it wasn’t real, I didn’t lose anyone. But if I say It was real, and he still doesn’t want me…” I cried pt. 4

“ you gotta tell people how you feel when you feel it” tatbilb spitting factzz 24/7

“I have to tell you something…I drove here” I cried then I laughed- this made me laugh

“I need you to know that I like you Peter Kavinsky and not in a fake way” AHHH

“ the reason that I went to Gen’s room that night was to tell her that it’s over, because I’m in love with you Lara Jean. Only you” an even louder AHHHHHH

“What do you put in a contract for a real relationship?” same girl

“You gonna break my heart, Covey?” at first I laughed bc lolol why would he say that BUT THEN I THOUGHT ABOUT AND cried pt.5 what will happen!?!?

pls don’t break up LJ and PK my sweet,sweet otp pls my heart can’t take it

I’m sorry this is so effin long whoops

#I think I just wrote out the whole movie #oh well lol #tbh this was much longer #to all the boys i've loved before #tatbilb #lara jean #peter kavinsky #lana condor #noah centineo #movie

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moonchildhcs · 6 years ago

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parkjin headcanons!!

ur honestly both in awe at how ur in a relationship with each other because neither of u give urselves enough credit !!!! u r both sweethearts and visual gods

hyunjin: “wow ur so cute i cant believe ur dating me” parker: “no!! thats me @ u” god: “p l e a s e ur both cute babies and u deserve each other”

i digress

this bb is friends with some clingy ass mofos !!! like daehwi !!! ur getting the hugs u deserve and u will get no complaints from him abt ur affections either because hes just sitting their with you like o//w//o

dont believe this boys dangerous stage presence he is a softie through and through he will get you flowers and chocolates and everything you could possibly imagine !!! angel baby sweetie pie ur pumpy umpy umpkin !!!

he would absolutely love dancing with you !! he loves ur passion and drive to perform and is always willing to practice with u even when hes tired :( bb boy !! hes much nicer than chan tho lol but hes still a pretty strict teacher so expect some dramatic improvement under him

(also whenever you pull off a move properly he gives u a sweet s m o o c h so it encourages you to do even better for more opportunities to kiss ur bf)

bc hes an idol !! yall cant go out publicly for dates all the time so a typical date is yall goofing off at home, watching movies and shows on netflix, a romantic dinner if yall have the energy but generally takeout, blasting music and dancing around, etc etc he just loves being with you

but when its been a while he will absolutely take you out on cute dates!! sometimes cute elaborate picnics, sometimes a spontaneous trip around the city at night, but always without a fail fun and exciting, especially with your boyfie by ur side :^)

also initially he is SO shy with you !! like remember how shy he was around jinyoung ??? during the survival show??? multiply that by a MILLION this boy was so shy he blushed the deepest shade of red just by h*lding ur h*nd !!! he gains more confidence as the relationship progresses but pls be easy on this bb boys heart

also (wiggles eyebrows) yall can have some spicy kisses !! some intense makeout sessions !! but nothing further lol he is a SHY BOY and also very much 18 he is awkward and is not abt that life rn lol

like ur gonna be shocked at the duality because at the beginning of the relationship hes like “c-can i h*ld ur h*nd? and ur like “how did u censor that out loud” but now hes like “makeout with me” and ur like bitch WHAT but also okay lol

this boy is a solid eight inches taller than you lol if you think he wont even lightly tease you about the height difference you are wrong !! ur just chillin and hes like “hey :) hows the weather down there” and ur like “i will END you” and he blows a kiss ur direction and ur like “okay maybe not ur kinda cute. but comment on my height again and u will receive no mercy”

DUDE he is at the perfect height where he can rest his chin on ur head!! and give u forehead kisses !!!! he just loves u so much man !!! sure kissing u on the lips is great and all but kissing ur forehead?? CUTE

also so many of his shirts and hoodies disappeared and he was like ?????????? what !!! and then he saw you just DROWNING in his hoodie because he too loves oversized stuff and hes like. im fine with this (he takes photos and sets them as his home and lockscreen when they arent promoting) (this boy is GOOD at not getting caught)

dude when the Boiis found out u two were dating they LOST IT !!! interrogated then welcomed !! hyunjin was exposed by them a lot lol they exposed ALL the juicy stories and u were like :^)

dont worry tho ya girl laramie exposed u in kind so then hyunjin was like :^)

truly a bonding experience for the both of you

yall are both visual gods so sometimes u both will just. try on even the most ridiculous outfits and have a fashion show in the living room of ur technically shared apartment

yall take photos on ur phones in a super exaggerated manner in order to mimic the paparazzi and photographers and shout encouragements like “YES KING GET THAT BREAD” and “OH YES WORK IT”

willing to nerd out with you at a l l times !!!

oh my god him sleeping over when he can when hes not promoting and u waking up to him spooning u and just. big cuddle hours: activated

soft kisses before jokingly going “u have morning breath” and just the resounding GROAN before he threatens to leave u cold in the bed and ur like no wait-

hes trying to be frugal with his money as he hasnt been an idol for that long but he definitely buys you gifts from time to time when hes reminded of u

“babe i got this red panda plushie for u” (insert parkers unintelligible shrieking here)

hes not the most jealous boyfriend actually !! he trusts you a lot and is okay with you being friends with whomever u please but sometimes he sees u fangiring over his seniors or smth and hes like >:( im a good performer too love me !!!! pls !! he just wants ur love smooch his cheeks and ull be good

also to get him flustered? peck his cheeks or (gasp) his NOSE he gets so flustered bc its so innocent but so intimate at the same time so he just gets so RED and stutters and ur just like :^) ah how the turn tables

this boy is a ROMANTIC through and through hes not old fashioned but he likes doing cheesy things like opening the door for you, giving you flowers, pulling out the chair for you, etc etc

he just wants to LOOOOOOOOOOVE you !!!!!

he doesnt go for too many pet names but babe and princess are what he leans towards !!

he practices his english on u and u practice ur korean on him (hint, ur better at korean than he is at english)

but he tries so hard and hes so cute !!! his english is so cute!! appreciate this baby pl s

him: “my hands are big so i can hold the world” u: “worm?” him: (holds ur cheeks) u: (choked) “w-worm?”

u guys r so cheesy but its so cute !! he just wants whats best for you

also you guys are no strangers to having deep and highly emotional talks because ur both very empathetic and vulnerable people

youve talked about ur insecurities and so has he!!! uve also both confronted the whole “ur not dating me because of my visuals/because im an idol right” and ur like “um?? no ur a sweetheart and a dedicated boii and performer and-” and then u go on a half hour long rant about all the things u love abt him and hes just like :’) i love you

whenever hes away for one reason or another, esp stuff like tours, he leaves a bunch of his clothes that smell like him so you wont feel as lonely !!! because the sad reality is is that on tours when hes not on stage hes practicing practicing practicing so keeping in touch is kinda hard

but he does his best !! he sends letters and text messages and voice messages and everything !! and when he can he facetimes you !!

we have ALL seen the boys instagram he will take a burst of 10000000 selfies on ur phone, plague u with the “ur icloud storage is almost full” messages, and it takes u 12239632485 years to delete them all (after making sure they are safely backed up into ur google photos)

yall are SO CUTE and take so many couple photos !!! yall are that iconic couple and u generally post these on ur super exclusive finsta but sometimes u sneak in a blurry pic of him on ur main or even a censored pic of him and ur like “do u ever just have the cutest sweetest (and hottest but hush) boyf in the world to flex on the broke bitches who hate u” and hyunjin is like BABE and ur like :^)

lowkey sometimes u get jealous of jinyoung bc this boii loves and respects him so much and ur like “What Does He Have That I Do Not” and hyunjin is like “a successful career as an idol” and ur like “define successful” and he GASPS

jokesjokes lol yall playfully argue with each other a lot but if any of u go too far its pretty obvious bc u get quieter and he just. emotionally withdraws and u can see it in his eyes and ur both like OH NO BABE i didnt mean to hurt you im sorry !! and ull have a quick convo with multiple apologies and then ur BACK TO BUSINESS

OMG DUDE HOW YALL MET WAS SO CUTE

so basically he was out with !! the boiis at this cute coffee shop that is never crowded so its safe for them to just relax without having seven masks on lol

and the u !! come in with laramie like :( dude school SUCKS and laramie like nods her head intently like yes indeed

and this boy is struck with LOVE like ur . so cute. and tiny. and cute. and ur venting so passionately about how the education system does Not Meet The Needs of students and hes like. her passion. i love it

and u havent noticed him but oh man the boiis have and they are RUTHLESS bc hes so shy but theyre like GIVE HER UR NUMBER COWARD

and after an overwhelming amount of encouragements and some mild bullying (and laramie going to the bathroom because this dumb bitch spilled a lil bit of tea on her shorts and shes LIVID) and this boy approaches u and ur now love stricken

bc hes so CUTE !!! and its clear hes a lil nervous bc hes blushing uwuwuwuwuwuwu but he said !! he really admires ur passion and he thinks ur really cute and hes sorry if this is creepy but could i get ur number and ur like yes. pls. i love you (jokesjokes u dont profess ur love immediately but DAMN were u close to)

u and hyunjin all blushie and excited and the boiis are LOSING it and laramie comes back like “hey fellas whatd i miss-”

anyways yall are THAT power couple who love each other and are super devoted!! and have an amazing time with each other and DAMN ppl say love is dead but clearly they havent met yall

@daffodwlw read this and weep tears of love, coward

#:^)#parkjin #yes im adding tags to keep track of whos who in case i add some... more ships to this account :^)

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seventeenisgay · 7 years ago

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heyo do you have receipts of edward avila being antiblack? im not denying it but I’m talking abt how he’s trash w my friend & she’s asking for proof of problematic-ness besides the kyla thing n I can’t rlly find anything w a google search lol 😅😅

In an old video he said the n-word. After getting shit for it, he deleted the video. He also replied to a fan’s comment about it on IG and said “um actually I have black friends so”. Can’t link it to you BUT … If you want general shit-talking, I’m ready to go in.

First off, everyone and their mama want to mention how he can’t match his foundation, but why don’t we mention how he advocates skin whitening? How he mentioned preferring lighter shin is “just a preference”? It’s okay to say the n-word and use AAVE, so long as he’s not dark skinned, right? And it’s okay, because he has black friends!

Why don’t we talk about how he thinks he’s a creative trendsetter, but is really a one trick pony who uses one eye shadow shade and will talk about “YES QUEEN! SLAY!” If he wasn’t a “sassy gay”, none of you would’ve cared about his channel to begin with.

Let’s mention the fact that he posts a 20 minute video detailing why Kyla, a 15 year old girl, should lose weight. (Not gonna get too into it, because the subject has been covered already by a lot of people.)

Let’s talk about him and his crusty ass lips talking shit about people being “triggered”, when his ass can’t stop making ranting videos, snaps, and Instagram stories whenever someone says something “mean” to him. How he’ll direct his followers to the profile of whoever said the comment, knowing his fans will attack them.

My favorite thing is how he thinks he knows so much about KPOP now that he supposedly has friends in the industry. He talks like he knows all about Korea, but is speaking Beginner Korean at best and sounding like a Koreaboo at worst (which is most of the time).

Oh, and let’s not forget how he sexualizes Wonho on a platform with over 500k subscribers in Korea. Especially if he DOES have an “in” to the industry, how can he think this is okay? No one’s ever heard of someone treating a MOC as simply a sex object, it’s so original.

And of course how he puts out songs with his auto-tuned to hell, lame attempt singing and forces us to watch his horrible excuse for body rolls, but it’s Kyla’s fault for being bigger, right? Oh, but because he’s a pretty asian boy his 13 year old fans will let it slide.

He’ll say “Aoora and I aren’t dating, stop saying that”, but will like comments on his videos insinuating that they are. He purposefully says sexual things about Aoora to feed into the fetishization of mlm to please his disgusting Koreeabo audience.

But, to end it all off, here’s my favorite image of the night:

#I couldn't say some of the stuff I wanted!#because some of y'all would've cried that I was being too mean #but if I see him on the street he better square up #I'm tired #Anonymous #edward avila

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daengerous-af · 7 years ago

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[170907] Fan Accounts of DなSHOW Vol. 1 in Nagoya - Day 2

So when asked, Daesung couldn't name his favorite Queen song, but he said the first one he liked was We Will Rock you. He sang a bit. DS explained that he used a half-body sized mic stand for his first solo tours because Freddy Mercury used to use that sort of mic stand and often when he seeks inspiration he gets it from Freddy Mercury. He said it's really unfortunate that he can't see Queen in real life. He did a very accurate immitation of Freddy Mercury on stage with his mic stand in hand, "drinking a beer in between & there he goes again" 🤣👍 He said a very heart felt "thank you" with his eyes turned towards the ceiling thanking Queen and Freddy Mercury for all the inspiration.

cr. mshinju

My friend got to ask Daesung a question at today's Dna Show! She asked him to sing a bit of his favorite Queen song. He thought for a while & said that it was difficult to choose so in the end he sang a bit of We Will Rock You, the Queen song he heard first. So great!His voice is perfect for rock songs! Should sing more!😭 He also mimicked the way Freddie Mercury holds the mic and moves on stage 😂

cr. susifg

Daesung spotted one of BIGBANG's security guards in the audience (regular audience seat) today. He checked many times if it's really him then when he was sure, he greeted him and thanked him for coming (he was rly surprised to see him) and thanked him for always protecting BB.

cr. mshinju

Daesung said that he conserves his perfect eyesight because he rarely read a book when he was kid 🙊😂

cr. susifg

Daesung was asked about the worst experience he remembers when being in another country and he said that since he doesn't go out much it all depends on the quality of the hotel they're staying in 😅 He remembers in particular the hotel in New York where the stayed while filming the Bad Boy music video. It was really cold at that time of the year and he couldn't manage to make the temperature of the shower as hot as he wanted it. He couldn't make his body warm in the cold NY winter and he remembers it as the worst thing so far 😅💦

cr. susifg

Q: What do you always carry on your handbag?

Daesung said that the most unusual stuff he carries are face soap and lotion. He talked abt this brand of soap he's been using for a few years,the only one he uses & demonstrated how he spreads it on his face w/ his ring finger 😂

cr. susifg

Q: A person from what country do you wanna try dating?

Daesung said Japanese. He thinks their personality is very compatible with Koreans'. Daesung added that since ppl date w/ marriage as goal in the long run who knows, if he keeps working in Japan he could end up marrying a JP. Apparently Daesung has been told often that his personality is similar to Japanese ppl's so he'd like to see what it'd be like dating a JP.

cr. susifg

Q: What's your ideal day plan for a date?

Daesung said that it depends on what the girl in question likes to do, if she likes to go out, etc. But if the date was based on his preference Daesung: "Then the answer is very simple: MY-PLA-CE. You can do all sorts of stuff at home 😏" Then he added: "Reading, cooking, watching tv... Then at the end of the night 'Bye bye! Take care getting back home!'👋"

cr. susifg

Daesung said he feels so lucky to have met the members of his solo band, that they're closer than just friends, more like a family by now.

DS: "even without planning it beforehand, my band members know me well enough to add impromptu performances to whatever I do on stage"

DS: "So I feel like I am really living such a happy life every single day"

DS "And to have such warm, kind, sometimes perverted (😆) fans... I feel really lucky & it rly makes me treasure every encounter with you."

cr. mshinju

Daesung said in both events today that he'll keep doing his best to keep making us happy & bringing us joy, stay by our side for a long time

Daesung: I will always be right here (on stage). I'll always be waiting for you (= fans).

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Q: What's your favorite among your hair styles until now?

DS: Hmm. My current one? I think it's the most popular. I myself like it too.

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Q: What place at home is the most comfortable place for you?

DS: I think anyone who likes to spend time alone at home can relate to this. I'm mostly in my bedroom. I don't spend much time in the living room or anywhere else. I can do everything right next to my bed. I just arrange everything I need in range aroubd me at the next to my bed: e.g. my laptop, charger, vitamins, books I soooometimes read, the remote control, etc. I can do everything from my bed. If I need to go to the toilet, I can aim right from my bed. Guys can do that.

After saying that he apologized 3 times for steering the topic into such a dirty direction 🤣 🤣 and quickly went on to the next question.

cr. mshinju

DS said he's often told that his personality is similar to a Japanese person. He thinks that's one reason why he continues having work in JP.

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Daesung said whenever the topic goes into a perverted direction, he never knows what to do. He said he's really bad with that sort of topic.

He has mentioned this a few times in D na SHOW tour so far - that his personality actually doesn't fit his sexy/yabai image at all 🤣

cr. mshinju

A fan asked Daesung the brand of his earrings but he doesn't know.He changes them when his stylist tells him to and wears what she tells him

cr. susifg

In the singing part of the 1st event Daesung was wearing a see-through black shirt. Some fans in the first rows were giggling because they could see his belly bottom so Daesung opened his jacket and straightened up his chest so that we could see better through his shirt 😭💕 Then Daesung pointed to the audience and said: "I'm wearing this for you" 🤣 🙊 💕

cr. susifg

Daesung shook one of the sequin fringes of his jacket loose, noticed, put it into his pocket & said he'd give is to his mom "as a souvenir" 🤣

cr. mshinju

The other day in Nagoya Daesung said that he really really really didn't want to appear in Weekly Idol 😅💦 Daesung explained that it's a show done in a completely empty set where only idols go and do all kinds of silly stuff 😭 He said that for BIGBANG the high-speed choreo game is really easy cuz 99% of their songs are free styling and a tiny bit of in-sync choreo 🤣 Daesung then showed us the hip move at the beginning of BBB at regular speed and at super high speed (all while singing the lyrics 😭) and then he did the arm movement during the chorus of BBB and said that that's the only part all the members do together in-sync (so easy! 🤣)

cr. susifg

#a lot of gems here lmao #also he was ... quite yabai today wowie #daesung #kang daesung #d-lite #bigbang #bigbang daseung #dnashow #things dae says #things dae does #yabai kang #my posts #long post

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