#but like i spent from midnigght to about an hour ago out getting groceries w my sib and our housemate
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wow i really jus didnt post anything like all day huh JHGKFD
#shut up sombre#I WOKE UP AT LIKE. 6 PM TODAY BUT ITS 5 AM RN AND IM ONLY JUS NOW POSTING ON MY MAIN..........#god i meant to rb things earlier but ig i didnt!! oh well lol#but like i spent from midnigght to about an hour ago out getting groceries w my sib and our housemate#my oldest sib specifically cus my middle sib moved out thank the heavens lol#idk if ive ever mentioned it here but. my middle sib is. not exactly a nice person#i dont wanna get into specifics but im convinced tht they jus hate my guts!!#and also while we were out we were talking abt my middle sib and my oldest sib actually fucken#MENTIONED THAT THEY TREAT ME LIKE SHIT AND I SWEAR I FELT A WEIGHT DISAPPEAR FROM MY BODY#I THOUGHT I WAS FUCKN NUTSO YO LIKE I DIDNT THINK ANYONE ELSE NOTICED OR CARED#BUT I WAS WRONG and BOY DID IT FEEL GOOD TO KNO fjdhsughugbfd#so we talked abt that in the car while we ate jack in the box outside walmart cus we were suppos ot get groceries#but got fast food first bc none of us think anything thru ever but that happened#then we went shopping and so now WE HAVE FOOD and i do not have to DIE#and then we got home and i played splatoon again cus housemate dude bought the dumb nintendo online thing fr the switch#so thats fun and good!! so today was actually nice actually which has not happened in like 30 yrs fr me#idk if ive mentioned it here at all but ive actually been feeling p shitty and self conscious the past like month ish maybe more#but i feel ok tonight !!! i specifically started feeling better after we talked abt middle sib in the car which . prolly not coincidental#idk if ive mentioned it here before but i. dont like my middle sib#but i could never talk abt it before at my house bc they lived w us and i was sure theyd like???#yell at me or hurt me in some way if i tried to talk abt it hhhgjndfjbf#heyuhurgf srry for oversharing in the tags ;;;#delete later maybe
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