#but like i know that lmfao i've accepted my fate

[teenagefeeling]

why does everything on this website piss me off and why am i incapabale of not writing a rant about it? idk but i just saw a post where someone was like "if you want to be healthy in your old age you literally just have to quit smoking, start exercising, and eat better" (but their tone was like, extremely urgent and very much implied that those things will guarantee you health and if you don't do them, you're guaranteed bad health) and while i understand that this is perfectly acceptable medical advice, 1- why are you posting weirdly preachy medical advice on tumblr.com??? who do u think ur actually helping, fr? and 2- idk man i have a 95 year old great aunt who's in basically perfect health (finally started to have some complications like, this year for the first time ever and it's literally just like, arthiritis and some minor memory issues) and she smoked for like 30 years, ate a ton of junk, and was never athletic. this woman allegedly slept from like 2 am to 4 pm for her entire 20s. she has now outlived most of her family members (including one of her own children). and honestly all the women on that side of my family made it past 85 (generally in good health) and none of them led very healthy lifestyles so methinks genetics are playing a much bigger factor than personal choices are here. but what do i know? the person with a blog who claims to be a doctor said otherwise 🙄

not that im saying we should all smoke and eat like crap and there's no consequences to that, i just feel compelled to point out that you can make all the "right" choices and still end up with health issues and you can also make the "wrong" choices and end up perfectly healthy, so maybe we don't need to make people feel bad for struggling with exercise by trying to scare them and convince them they're definitely gonna die at 40 if they don't push themselves past their limits

[moe-broey]

Does anybody wanna grab me by the hair and smash my head into the wall and smash my head into the wall and smash my head into the wall and smash my head into the walland . I could use a little help hwre.

[nishloves]

okay i saw a few accounts doing this so i thought to ask you, would you beat svt in a fight????

omg lmaoo i would love to rate this asfkakakaka, okay so- realistically, any of them could beat me in a fight (except maybe jeonghan) but- BUT i'm delulu so i'd still rate them <3

can seventeen beat me in a fight?

seungcheol - 7/10; would definitely devour me if he ever fights me lol, but i don't think he would uk- like that one fan-meeting where he let a carat win in arm wrestling? he's probably gonna do that until i rile him up or somehow got him to be competitive- then, its not even a fight, i'll be tasting dirt lmao.

jeonghan - 3/10; yeah im winning- now listen, i was an ex athlete and i do go to gym so it's not even a question- that man has a constitution of a cereal box you accidentally kept at the very deep dark end of the cart. i would win unless- he somehow stabs me or gets his boyfriends to fight me.

joshua - 7/10; this gentlemanly man won't lay a finger on me just to keep up with his image, while his eye will be twitching and his lips morphed into a crazed smile as i instigate him lolol it's all fun and games until he punches me, then i'm done.

junhui - 3/10; this man nearly cries- fighting with anyone who is not a member or a friend and is a carat on top of that? would just let me hit him to shut everyone up lmfao until i take his coconut- then he will go cocococo on me <3 [ reference : SVT RECORD JUN MUKBANG BANGKOK ]

soonyoung - 5/10; yes i know about the saesang-car lore, but he is also our squishy pookie adorable hamst- tiger and he absolutely adores carats and anything which isn't a friendly competition- he just won't partake in it, would get pouty if asked to fight a literal carat, until i called him "hamtori", one kick is all it takes i guess? and im still in love with him.

wonwoo - 8/10; best believe that i'm not even willing to participate in this- wouldn't really do anything and would just stand there 🕴️like this. and i try to headbutt him and fall on my butt in response, he is still standing like 🕴️this.

woozi - 100/10; holy shit im running away before you even try get me to do this!!!

minghao - 9/10; you see *nervous chuckle* i will try to keep him calm, i really would but if he gets annoyed of my buffonery i am slashed.

mingyu - 6/10; see, i firmly believe that it wouldn't even faze him if i punch him (although, a lot many have said that my slaps and punches do hurt) that man would just accept his fate and be ready for a beating, but if he even slightly pushes me- let's enjoy the visual of a 6'3 man apologising to a 5'7 girl while there are tears in my eyes and i'm trying to tell him that it's alright.

dk - 1/10; this sweet heart of a boy is NOT fighting me, he would accept his fate and show me his cheek ready to get hit but UNO REVERSE i take his hand and treat him to icecream.

seungkwan - 4/10; this man has a severe syndrome of all talk and no show, the only reasons im losing is 1. he's screaming all around and i've gone deaf because of him or 2. he seriously seriously tries.

vernon - 2/10; he just doesn't care- why is he fighting me? why do we need to fight? why should he fight? can't i just punch him once and get it over with?

dino - 6/10; now normally, normally he is going to accept his fate (like mingyu) and just be ready to get hit. then i say something idiotic and then i eat dirt. hehe.

[d4rkven0m]

Opposites Attract, Eventually.

chapter 3

a/n: sorry this took so long, i had a bunch of shit to do and was graduating high school lmfao

also i'm a chronic short chapter girlie sorry

Rhysand's POV.

I turned when I heard the doors creak open. The woman-- Victoria, I think her name is-- at first glance, is so beautiful it kind of hurts, unfortunately. The blue dress fits her perfectly. But the rumors I've heard are true. Her eyes are as cold as ice, like an impenetrable fortress, ironically, reminding me of Hewn City: dark, swirling, terrifying...but captivating.

Fuck. It might be harder to stay away from her than I thought.

Besides her abyssal eyes, her slim body seems... almost sickly? I'm certainly not one to judge someone based on their body type. But when I look at her, sure, she's beautiful, but something isn't quite right. Her skin color is a bit too grey, and her shoulders are a bit too thin. Or maybe I'm just scrutinizing.

But she walks with poise and power. The weird tinge of her skin is almost unnoticeable because she's so confident.

She walks towards me and finally I say something. "Hello, Victoria. It's nice to meet you."

Victoria's POV.

When I opened the doors, I could see the rumors were true. He is gorgeous. How unfortunate. But I can stay strong, I've been through worse.

When I approach him, he greets me, and I bow. "Hello, High Lord. Pleasure to meet you too." I keep a respectful distance.

He nods. "I'm sure our betrothal was quite a shock for you. I hope you are adjusting to the idea now."

Adjusting? What an odd way to speak of an arranged marriage... "Yes, it was a bit surprising, but I am fine." After a moment, I add, "I suppose we only have a few months before the ceremony."

He is quiet for a moment, clearing his throat. "Yes, I suppose so. Perhaps we should try to get to know each other, so by the time we marry... we aren't complete strangers."

Ugh. Here we go. "Yes, that sounds like a good idea." I sit on the stone bench in this beautiful garden. I've always loved the Winter courtyards, with the clear icicles and cold-loving flowers. Just like me.

There is an awkward silence that Rhysand eventually breaks. "...What is your favorite color?"

How dull. Is this what my marriage is fated to be? From his demeanor, one would think he's more interesting. Maybe he's just nervous, I pray. "I like black and blue. You?" I stop myself from sighing in boredom.

"Oh, those are my favorite colors too." He turns to me, making eye contact. God, his eyes are gorgeous. Enough, I chastise myself. "Can I ask, what do you think about our marriage to be?"

What do I think? He's getting too personal already. "I suppose I haven't had many thoughts about it. It is reality. I accept what is to be."

Rhysand's POV.

This woman frustrates me already. Cold, quiet, distant. I can't get into her mind. I have no idea what she's thinking. God, this is going to be a long... forever, I guess.

[mrsnancywheeler]

(warning this may seem vv incoherent because i just woke up LMFAO)

Ooo while you’re working your magic for the next chapter of the river, I wanted to word vomit a bit about ch.4 LOL

I remember that the thing that absolutely broke me while reading mockingjay was after he was hijacked, Peeta had to fall in love with Katniss all over again. and the same is true for reader and Finnick, except with trust (his sweet girl still loves him even though she thinks he wants her dead☹️).

We alr knew reader was a #paranoid girlie, and snow completely exploited this in her hijacking. But another thing that hurts is realizing how he also reinforced her belief that she deserves to be punished for what she did to Conway. From the moment she won her games, she immediately told finnick that he should have let her die in that arena:(( and despite enduring so much suffering post-games (PTSD, trafficking, and sh tendencies), the guilt still, at least partially, drives her to volunteer for the quell. SO THE THOUGHT OF ALL THIS GUILT BEING AMPLIFIED BY THE HIJACKING IS ACTUALLY DEVASTATING.

And Finnick having to witness all of this :(( he was there for her for everything she went through post-games. He was able to help reassure and work through it with her. But now, he can barely help her like how he was able to before :(

AND I STILL THINK ABOUT WHAT SNOW SAID TO READER WHEN SHE WAS BEING CROWNED “You’ve really proven what these games are about” WHAT💥DO 💥 YOU 💥 MEAN 💥 I thought that he was projecting LMAO. Like he was referencing to how (according to snow) Lucy Gray manipulated his feelings as a survival tactic. Or if there’s another meaning that my brain can’t comprehend at the moment LOL

Ok my thoughts were all over the place so sorry if it was hard to read HAHA. Very excited to see what’s to come🫶

-🦅

yes yes yes, I'm sorry I'm so slow with this one, my schedule has literally been jam packed and I've been falling asleep nearly instantly when I get home 😭

yes and reader can still love finnick even though part of her thinks that he wants her dead, because she thinks it's the kind of fate she deserves. she wouldn't hold it against him if he did so that. she'd deserve it for being so manipulative and callous which inherently makes her untrustworthy. but there's still a level of subconscious preservation that kicks in to make her scared. finnick knows that he's never, for a second thought about anything even close to wanting her dead and now has to watch her own insecurities eat her alive.

because he knows that she's been self destructive since her games, that's why after it was announced the quell would be reaping from the pool of victors he felt so angry and instantly left to try to convince other people to volunteer for her. he knew that she'd see it as yet another opportunity to atone for her so called sins. even if he'd been able to live a mostly happy life with you in the chunks of time you were both left alone to be in the Capitol, he knew that at your lowest lows you'd reject the comfort and refuse to be told otherwise. until he'd basically corner you, love on you, tell you how worthy you were until you cracked enough to open up and accept his help. but now it's clear you want help, but the paranoia makes it so hard to accept it from him.

yes that's one of the meanings for what snow says, but also when gaul asks snow what the games are really about in the end of tbosas, how the games show you who we really are, how fast we go from being prey to the predator in situations like that. our true nature. and she essentially did that, she's just a child, a young girl from district 4,scared she might die, but she has a survival plan. she kills, she manipulates, turns against people, she plays conway with all she's got in order to win, her over him. she preys upon conway, she becomes the predator in her calculated game.

thank you, love you so much 💋💋💋💋

[yearofthediamond-dogs]

I’m rereading The Kybalion for a second time now, and I was wondering what you thought of the book?

Hey stranger! I'm very new to hermeticism itself but have always believed in basically anything paranormal, given the amount of evidence literally everywhere and bc it feels right in my heart/mind to just Know, especially souls & higher dimensional entities etc. So I had enough pre-installed beliefs and curiosity about culture/religion to see it all come together in that little book- imo it's the most correct outline of everything that exists. Truths are scattered around the world but I've always thought everyone is worshipping or experiencing the same things. So with that in mind, god & vibrations & matter & thought just makes perfect sense to me. I really got a comprehensive sense of faith/knowing for the first time in my life reading it bc finally something made Sense, y'know?

I've read the actual corpus hermetica & there's a bit more anthropomorphisation of god but I'm happy to chalk that up to ancient people doing their ancient things. It goes into a lot more detail with astrology, fate & angels too. With a note that fate is never really sealed. The texts have been heavily edited as we know so I'll piece concepts together & read between the lines as I keep learning. I'm super excited to finish my base research & look into the meditations already.

The idea that a lot of mental abilities & a full on utopian society were lost thanks to the fucking catholics makes me very upset, but since adopting 'its all part of the process and we'll get there (absorption into the Big Brain) eventually' it gives me hope for the planet tbh. Even if another society has to start again after we nuke ourselves or dissolve into ecological collapse, everything will be ok. It's the natural order of things. We might be a bit off course with science accepting the holographic universe theory leading ppl to think we're a digital simulation (also lmfao I finally agree with insane evangelists about the mark of the beast concept- let's not upload & digitise our conciousness thanks! that's important stuff! don't wanna get trapped down here!) (again another lmfao that the love vibration hippies were right all along too) (I think its so cute that everyone has part of the idea, like it's innate to us)

The only part that hasn't clicked is the gender metaphors. I've spent all my time listening to paranormal researchers and not enough reading Jung lol. I trust my boy to lay it out for me & use whatever understanding I get.

Other than the big picture stuff the book was given to me after someone thought it could help shift some thoughts around and maybe exist a near decade of crippling suicidal & slightly psychotic depression lol. Same with dissociation. I have extremely ingrained narratives about myself and after getting slapped with the law of attraction (that I already knew about ofc but seeing it in the same book that literally describes the universe makes it hit diff) has given me more hope than....anything I've ever come across. And then it went on about mental alchemy & again, it actually seemed doable. So the kybalion made me feel faith AND hope + all the other fun paranormal excitement in one go, which was extremely strange for me. Felt like new emotions being unlocked. And I'm very grateful science had reached a point where the author could make modern comparisons, a trend that's only ever gonna go up.

I think that hermeticism 100% legit and I'm going to be using its many versions of ceremony, meditation, practice etc to work on myself and actually atune to the world around me. As someone with pretty strong dissociation as a defence mechanism I rlly feel like accepting reality for what it is will be helpful for long term peace. Connecting to the world is difficult, if you've dissociated before & can picture it happening Most of the time you'll know what I mean. I can see myself practicing, feeling closer to Everything, and appreciating the incredible beauty of life in every aspect. Polarity helps with that.

This is very personal and long winded, but I want to get across how hopeful magic makes me. The micro/macro worldview is just extremely comforting in a way, knowing SO very much is out there and we're bacterial in comparison- but just as important to the structure of reality itself. This is the least existential I've ever been and it came from being told we're mental projections- maybe it just feels nice to know I'm an important part of something. I wish there was a way to beam the hermetic worldview into the mind of every lost person tbh.

That's the biggest impact the kybalion made for me! I'm a newb! So all I've got is this :) v curious to hear your thoughts too.

[sukirichi]

hey, so i have just recently stumbled across your page and when i tell you i'm so amazed OMG your writings and stories are so immensly beautiful, i've read almost all of them - home from war, scarlet, pink hearts, acquainted and fall from grace especially made me feel things and are probably my favorites. 💖💖 you have such an amazing amazing amazing way with words,, the way you characterize the characters, the dialogues and the plots are just CHEFS KISS. you are so so talented i'm almost jealous hahahahha.

and since i have JUST NOW finished "fall from grace" and the emotions are still raw lmao i wanted to say: WOW. i'm beyond heartbroken but my heart is also about to burst. it was so beautiful???? i can't really describe it in words but the story really did something to me omg i already know that i'll probably think about it the next weeks coming or while writing my exams 😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄 but no really. y/n and gojo's relationship was heartbreakingly cute and while i really hoped that they would maybe end up together at the end it was much more realistic and logical that they didn't, and i'm happy that it ended the way it ended. especially the last passages were amazing, i shed one or two tears reading it lol, it was a perfect ending for them. i really sat their for a moment collecting myself ngl hahahahaha. them looking at each other through the crowd, fleeting memories, emotions of the past and acceptance - accepting and acknowledging what was and is between them and still deeply caring and loving one another, being happy for one another. yeah, i am mesmerized.

but i actually have a little question bc i was confused at one point. so y/n got kicked out from the studio and didn't get the role for black swan and gojo saw her that one rainy (and ✨fateful✨ hahahah) night, how exactly did they come to form the agreement?? and did y/n then got the role back bc of the agreement (yk bc of her connection to the crown prince)?

anyways thank you so much for taking your time of the day and writing all the masterpieces 💗💗, i'm sure it's not easy :/. keep up the hard work and thank you once again 🥰 also sorry for the long message i got a bit carried away hahaha. have a beautiful day/night!! ❤️ - 💎 anon, if you don't have that one yet. (ALSO EVERYTIME IM READING OR WRITING 'BEAUTIFUL' I CANT STOP THINKING ABT YOUR STORY PLSSSHSJ)

i wanted to answer this yesterday but this ask really had me rolling on the floor in tears and giggles cuz im so so happy wtf first of all THANK YOU SO MUCH holy unicorns thank you 😭💕 im extremely honored you like my works and OMG I SEE NAOYA FIC I GO BRR thank you so much oh my gosh waaaa and omg no fjekeks the talent is just the blog's theme of "If I Simp, I Write" LMFAO omg damn thank you so much im so so happy you like fall from grace, its different from what i usually write for jjk but its actually the most similar to what i originally write for non fanfic related works of mine abdksks so like thats a sneak peek for my other writer side HEHEE. Also THE ENDING HURRR now you guys get why I said in the notes i love and hated that story, that ending scene with her performance lowkey fcked me up ngl 💀 oh actually, y/n is the original black swan because of her talent, dedication, and experience but her classmate was rich and had connections, so a few bills slipped in there and she lost the role, then accused that she 'stole' it from the girl. satoru actually stepped out his car and asked her to come with him where they came up with the agreement that she dated him just to clear his reputation of being a playboy so he could solidify his inheritance of the throne, in exchange, his connection with her could increase her chance of being scouted by a better company and hopefully even make her a respectable person for being the prince's first "stable relationship." and nope, she didnt get the role back - not from her original company anyway - and the prince's connection with her doesnt affect her success either. a company overseas recognized her by her talent alone and scouted her without connections to her "dating" him. the last part just pertained that they helped each other to grow emotionally and mentally, both as people and as actual humans, without inclusions of their roles in society. it was more of a personal growth and rekindling of souls rather than him ascending as king and her reaching her dream, because both paths of their success was their own journey from now on as said in the line "when the other stood firm, tall, and ready, you pushed each other in your respective directions." and thank you so much for this message, i dont mind the length of it all since im talkative too ahdkelwsl and i love responding to these types of asks 💕 tysm for the support bb, im very thankful for it! Have a great day/night too sweetheart, and diamond anon is all yours, WELCOME TO SUKI'S EMOJI BABIES FAMILY 💕💕💕

[tomakeitbeautifultolive]

Wow! I've just been to your website and read everything there is about Daenerys = Dayne Heiress and my mind is completely blown! I have no idea how that theory went over my head for like 2 decades, lol. It is so intriguing and poetic and beautiful. Thank you! Do you post on your tumblr when there are updates on your site?

Right? Same! Again, when I first heard it, I was one of those people who rolled my eyes and scoffed. I hated it. I totally get that visceral, knee-jerk reaction to it. But if you read what’s there again with this theory in your mind, you start to see things differently. Even if you think it’s bullshit, trust me. I have a few friends (like @toaquiprashippar), who do not believe the theory but still help me find clues all the same because now that I’ve introduced them to it - they can’t help but see them! The clues are undeniably there.

And so much poetry. So much MORE poetry!

If Dany is Ned’s daughter, then:

‘The last Targaryen’ and 'A Targaryen alone in the world’ becomes literal

Ned not only protected 'the last Targaryen’ as a child, his own kin will have saved their entire line (talk about the pact of ice and fire).

The baby Ned gives up in favor of his own daughter ends up finding her and bringing her back home.

Jon and Dany are alive because they switched lives.

Jon and Dany become a true song of ice & fire / dragon & wolf parallel

Both Jon and Dany would be born of love instead of rape.

Both sets of parents met the same fateful night.

Dany’s association with the moon takes on a whole new meaning.

Ned and Lyanna were very close, and their children finding each other and falling in love means more to the audience than Rhaegar and Aerys’ children.

Each surviving Stark has some piece of her puzzle - Bran (told how Ned and Ashara met), Sansa (knows lemons come from Dorne), Arya (has confirmation from a Dayne that Ned and Ashara were in love/knows Braavos inside and out).

Dany’s struggle to find acceptance in the north becomes hysterical when they’re judging her so harshly on who her father is.

Ned chose not to sit on the throne after the Sack of King’s Landing, just as Dany chose not to upon coming to Westeros, fighting for the north instead (nudge, nudge @ktwrites)

And think of the Dany antis who hate Aerys and Targaryens and incest, but who worship Ned and the north… completely crushing the arguments of and mindfucking those who stereotype.

And of course, a bastard girl conquers the fucking world!

This theory absolutely enrages some Dany fans. I know, because I’ve been literally cussed out for this theory and told that I was “stripping her of her power” or “making her a rando” or “being cruel”. They are more protective of her damned surname than even her character. And petty me wants Dany to prove she’s more than this last name, that she doesn’t need magical ‘Targaryen’ blood to accomplish all she has. To prove that this hierarchical royal nonsense is actually propaganda. Mind over matter.

I get the attachment to Dany’s struggle with madness and living in her father’s shadow - which makes it all the funnier to me that Jon, the actual Targaryen, might’ve stood in front of Ned’s daughter and lectured her about his grandfather, when her grandfather was the one who went up in flames.

Love Rhaella? Me too! She’s still forever attached to Daenerys - she is the great grandmother of the child she’s carrying, and the grandmother of the man she fell in love with. But the truth is that in the books? Dany does not think of Rhaella very often. She is mentioned fewer times in the books than is Ashara Dayne…

Anyway, that’s enough ranting for now lmfao.

I have not actually updated the site since its publication, but I can definitely make a post about it here, even make a note to tag you or message you when I do. After all, I’m sitting on new evidence that I have yet to organize because aside from dabbling in theories, I do all sorts of other fandom-related things, and happen to have the worst time management skills you could imagine, especially while the show is airing, now! Hype, hype, hype. But I will work on it, soon!

[moe-broey]

Context (important, may factor into your final unchangeable decision):

I'm doing the Odd Egg hunt in Crystal, and had my whole team planned out, an emphasis on paired Pokemon (Gengar and Clefable, Umbreon and Espeon)

Cleffa and Igglybuff are the most common Pokemon to get from the egg (so highest chance at being shiny, 3%), so like. I didn't think it would be a lot to ask LMFAO.

ENTER SUNCHIP.

Pichu is The Rarest shiny to get from the egg, tied w Tyrogue, both being a 1% rate. I actually did an Odd Egg hunt for Tyrogue years back, and I remember it took me AGES to get! It was a tough hunt! So like. I know the weight of getting a 1% Shiny Pichu From The Egg (also I don't think I did get Pichu at all in that hunt either, I remember making a bet w myself that if I got a shiny Pichu I'm keeping it -- and, well, I ended up w Tyrogue! I killed so many of all the other shiny baby Pokemon for it though 🫡)

Consequences of Sparing Sunchip:

She would join the team, and I'd probably change the original plan for my team as well. I think it might be interesting to replace Umbreon with a Houndour (for some reason the devs thought it'd be super cool to have a new Johto mon ONLY found in Kanto 🙄), which I'd have to use my second 3DS's Crystal for (that file has stopped right before facing the Elite Four, bc that's when my 3DS's hinge snapped 😰 I can still play it, and def still do when I need to trade/shift Pokemon around, but it's. Precarious.) I've used Umbreon in every other Crystal run I've done so far, so it may be an interesting change of pace -- plus I do like going out of my way to get extremely specific Pokemon. Sidequest...

Consequences of Sunchip's PAINFUL Execution:

It would kind of suck. Back to 10 minute resets (save before the old man gives you the egg, as soon as you accept the egg whatever is in there is predetermined). Shiny kill count goes up to 3 (Igglybuff and Magby have been sacrificed so far). I would stick it out though. Dizzy Punch (special move that comes w the Odd Egg Pokemon) would be really cool to have on Clefairy/Clefable due to STAB. Still it feels deeply wrong to reset a 1% for a 3%, like... esp knowing how long Tyrogue took. I could regret it badly if I decided to maybe reclaim it later (and that's a pretty hard If, since like, I don't plan on nuking either of my Crystal files). Still.... Gengar and Clefable duo .... and the ORIGINAL original teamplan was to have Espeon and Clefable match (green otherworldly shinies). It would have been so epic, would have been so cool...

🔥🔥🔥YOU HAVE 24 HOURS TO DECIDE SUNCHIP'S FATE. HER LIFE AND THE TRAJECTORY OF MY TEAM IS IN YOUR HANDS. 🔥🔥🔥

Choose wisely.... 😈😈😈