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#but like for some less heavy things the way I went abt writing my trans characters is also very funny in retrospect
whumpshaped · 2 years
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Hi friend! Sorry I haven’t checked in for a bit. My executive dysfunction got the better of me, and then my anxiety brain wouldn’t shut up about it being too long for me to send another ask. But then I went “you know what?? If zi had a problem with me not checking in for a bit, zi could tell me, because that’s how friends communicate!” So now I am back! There have been some anti-trans legislations being pushed lately that are making me :( about society, but do not worry, I live in a (safe) liberal area. I asked my ma what to do to make me feel less frowny and she said watch tv and engage in things that make me happy. And I was like “you know what makes me happy? Talking to zi! I will talk to zi!” So now I am! ALSO sorry this ask is just one long paragraph, but guess what?? Since I am no longer a minor, I can now read your citrus whump stuff (as long as you are okay with that ofc). Yay for reading your writing! I like reading what you write! (There is something about having writer friends that sparks joy in a different way than just reading books… you can tell the writer directly what their writing means to you as a reader, and it makes them and you happy or connected or something and I just think it’s nice) okay bye now! ~🐸
i was actually wondering what was up w u lately, im happy u checked in :) im not upset if u stop sending asks for a bit at all. but im very happy whenever u send one !
im very sorry about the legislative stuff. that sucks a lot. im glad ur safe
and omg right ur 18 now !!!! thats insane!!!! heed the warnings tho, my nsfw stuff tends to be quite. heavy? or maybe it just hits different for me idk. stay safe!
SO TRUE BRO HAVING WRITER FRIENDS AND TELLING THEM DIRECTLY ABT HOW MUCH I ENJOY THEIR STORIES IS SO <33333
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chisatowo · 3 years
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One interesting thing abt having decently old original stories and ocs is that they can rly be such a weird window to your past self's mental state
#rat rambles#oc posting#just got out of a therapy session and now Im thinking abt eternal gales and just wow its weird looking at some old or scrapped plot points#like for example its kind of funny watching as I gradually started caring more and more abt dodie as I got older#like 15 year old me made dodie's character arc perfectly for current me to relate way too hard to it hdmgxksg#and also just looking back on like. alpha and beats original story line and clearly being able to tell that I was trying to cope with a#rly shitty friendship at the time that I was scared to try and break off of#long story short alpha used to be WAY worse like comically evil and horrible I have heavily rewritten her now#but like for some less heavy things the way I went abt writing my trans characters is also very funny in retrospect#just me vc Im gonna make a nonbinary character and project my feelings abt my gender onto them anyways Im cis probably#also very funny how I made tali acearo specifically to spite inncocent uwu acearo baby and mean cold acearo person tropes#like I remember being so excited when I realised that I could just make my characters acearo if I wanted to and write the good#representation I desperately wanted to see in the world and also just very funny that tali quickly became one of my favorite ocs after that#also very fun looking at the timeline of me slowly making all of my ocs trans as I got more comfortable and confident in my identity#another very funny thing is rembering all of these guys's old code names from before I had actual names for them fhgndjd#aris was 'void scar' tali was 'party girl' dodie was 'cloud girl' sier was 'nonbinary kid' so on and so forth#except for bloom and the staliens theyve basically always had their names#snek actually got to just simply keep her code name though which is why shes named snek fncmfndkcb#eternal gales
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