#but lately I'm just so tired I cantt
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i think i've just become a permanently nocturnal creature atp
#like I can't sleep at night#and all want do to is sleep during the day like I'm shamelessly sleeping through my classes#my teachers probably hate me for that shit since I'm one of the few people who actually interact with them while they're teaching#but lately I'm just so tired I cantt#and then I go home only to sleep#what do I do on the weekends? Sleep#and like when it's night it's suddenly like I've drank 20 cups of coffee while simultaneously snorting cocaine so I have become god#this also switches like my emotions#like I used to be happy during the day and all like emo and oh shit the reality hits at night#but now it's just switched and I'm depression geto reincarnate during the day#also gives me the urge to self harm during the day especially at like school and shit to the point that I've snuck my scissors into the#washroom to like yk but then I hear voices and I'm just like uh nvm#oh wait#tw self harm#and while at night I'm suddenly like completely energetic and happy and like omg why can't it be switched#like I love nighttime but idk I feel very restricted to the amount of things I can which is quite a lot but not enough#(basically either being on here or on ao3)#but like I could do so much MORE with this energy during the day#get shit done#so I feel guilty about all that#omg I just realised how long this rant is I'm very sorry
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