#but just finally accapting myself and having freinds and a place of work that accepts me and supports me even now has been such a relief | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

merildae · 1 year

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ive been doing really well lately

like for the first time that i can remember things are just good

i dont even know what to do with myself honestly, ive never felt this at peace before in my adult life

anyways, i usually only ever vent about much i hate being alive (the prevailing sentiment ive had for the past decade) so now that things are different i thought id share this as well :)

#its a bit under two months still untill i can get HRT #but just finally accapting myself and having freinds and a place of work that accepts me and supports me even now has been such a relief #like i took off a super heavy backpack or something #like honestly the acceptance of my freinds and finally living for me rather than anyone else has been life saving for me #the mental place i had gotten to last winter was in hindsight much worse than i realized #i dont think i understood how close i was to ending things but in hindsight im just like...#it was a close call #ive climbed out of that grave though

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