#but j checked my backpack pocket and it was in there. bright green silicone. nearly cried.
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#lee’s bullshit#last post of the evening bc I do need to go to bed but#I’ve been so stressed since coming home that I lost this bracelet at the airport bc like I couldn’t find it anywhere and knew I packed it#but haven’t seen it since leaving school + have looked everywhere at home#but j checked my backpack pocket and it was in there. bright green silicone. nearly cried.#like I have so few physical memories of my best friend bc we were so young when we were still close .#And by none I mean like there’s two photos I have from my mom of us together and that’s it. plus the one from his funeral.#and I have been taking such good care of this bracelet since getting it and making sure not to lose it that I genuinely almost cried#bc like. I don’t have anything else really.#There’s nothing physical from days of and grass and snow but lost sensations and closed up splinter holes.#so even tho the lettering is all faded off it doesn’t matter bc i still have one last rope to hold on to when he swings away.#I’ve been very sad about this again. not rlly an apology just a statement. just very unprecedented waters for me.#i have work that day and im rlly not sure if im going to be able to manage. we’ll see.#anyway . be safe. sleep well. take care of yourselves.#good night
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