#but ive just been overwhelmed w irl things (GOOD irl things haha!!)
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wttcsms Ā· 7 months ago
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also !! i just wanted to thank anyone who has stuck around my blog despite the amount of diff fandom fixations ive gone through lol. it honestly means so much to me that some of yall will read fics for characters you donā€™t even know about just because itā€™s written by me. iā€™ve been struggling to work on any of the concepts ive posted purely bc i want to know which characters you want to see them written for & the engagement on posts discussing ideas i have determines whether the draft will ever see the light of day (get posted). im being sappy bc ive been wanting to write more for hq and bllk again & i know that thatā€™s not what a lot of you want, but thank you for sticking around this long šŸ¤
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chicago-reeed Ā· 5 years ago
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Detroit Evolution
So
These are some notes that I took while I watched DE for the first time. Itā€™s a lot. Like, six pages, a lot. I decided I should probably spare everyoneā€™s dashboards and put it under a cut.
Warning: overuse of the fuck word because I am a dramatic little shit who gets overwhelmed easily
- Alright here we go. I donā€™t know if Iā€™m mentally prepared to go through this hhhhh
- THE CINEMATOGRAPHY I NUT
- fuck he smellin the flowers good
- ā€œhey tin can :Pā€ ā€œgood morning gavin :Pā€
- Iā€™m actually fucking crying IVE HAD TO PAUSE SO MANY TIMES JUST TO BREATHE AND IM ONLY AT 1:25
- FUCK ITS 1:27 AND HES FIXING HIS COLLAR HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WATCH THIS WHEN MY VISION IS BLURRY WITH TEARS
- ā€œI donā€™t need to breatheā€ BAZINGA
- *slaps my face repeatedly* keep it together bitch
- ā€œI like the way you look<3ā€ aaaaaaaaannd here I go again
- HAHAHA HE WAS DAYDREAMING SAME NINES SAME
- oh god oh god witty banter WITTY BANTER I CANT FUNCTION
- C H R I S Ā IM SCREAMING
- detective motha fuckin chris I donā€™t need to see any more I got what I came for
- Honestly all they need to do to calm down the protestors is get nines out there so he can say ā€œplease stop youā€™re being very mean >:/ā€œ and they would probably just go home ngl
- ā€œIā€™ve never been intimidated by people who hate androidsā€ OH MY GOD NINES WITH THE BAZINGAā€™S TODAY WHAT A LEGEND
- can I just say the white jacket is such a power move I canā€™t believe nines invented fashion
- Gavin bein soft and reaching back for Nines in the crowdšŸ„ŗhomygod
- Gavin ā€œno one calls him plastic but MEā€ Reed
- The only time I will support police brutalityā„¢ļø
- Gavin is so OP we stan
- Nines ā€œyou raise a fist, then I get PISSEDšŸ˜”ā€ RK900
- ā€œyā€™all have a nice dayā€ Protect Detective Chris Miller at all costs
- Nines sees Gavinā€™s scars as charming PUT ME TO DEATH
- ADA OH LORD SHES STUNNING IM SOBBING
- Okay I need to pause and breathe again the cinematography got me chokin
- Uh ooohhh someone is jeeaaalouusšŸ˜›
- Nines really said ā€œno worry fam Iā€™ll airdrop the case files to uā€
- Ada: *exists*
- me: I hope this doesnā€™t awaken anything in me
- HA GAV DEFINITELY JEALOUS RIP
- And nines back at it again with the sass I AM LIVING
- Chris and Gavinā€™s reactions to Nines imitating Ada is the best thing Iā€™ve seen all year
- ā€œI can do your voice tooā€ HIS FACE IMDBDHDJKDJD CRYIGGGSBSN
- oh ;-; shit Michael really finna make me cri
- God damn the intro credits are so beautiful
- TINAAAAAAA BABYYYYY
- Real coffee hours with the sharktreuse mugšŸ¦ˆ
- ā€œour boyā€ SHIT IM CRYING AGAIN
- Tina knows Gavin was absolutely feral before Nines appeared at the DPD
- Half An Asshole squad please stand up we ride at dawn
- Gavin with the knockoff timbs WE STANšŸ˜Ž
- maybe ā€œthank god, I hate you, you love me, move your feet, oopā€ will be our always
- Iā€™m living for the whole ā€œcriminal mindsā€ vibe goin on here
- Bruh Gavin got the hook-ups fr fr
- ā¤ļøWITTY BANTER WITTY BANTER WITTY BANTER Wā¤ļø
- The level of reed900 is staggering
- Iā€™ve had to pause and breathe so many times itā€™s pathetic Iā€™m not even 15 mins in
- GAVIN SAID mwah<3šŸ–•IM FUCKING DIED
- 850% godt damn Nines got that IOS 50 update
- NINES PUT CHRISā€™ PROMOTION PARTY IN THE CALENDAR WHAT A GOOD DAD
- maybe ā€œour calendarā€ will be our always
- Chris ā€œwingman of the yearā€ Miller
- Whoā€™s that PokĆ©mon??? Itā€™s JEALOUS GAV
- The way Nines said ā€œI donā€™t feel anything for her.ā€ I see you bud
- insecure Gavin needing reassuranceā„¢ļø
- Im fucking dying I fucking died bro BRO WE ALL KNOW WHO YOURE TALKING ABOUT, NINES, WE ALL KNOW
- Asexual Nines FTWšŸ‘ŠšŸ˜¤šŸ‘šŸ‘šŸ‘ā¤ļøHe gives zero fucks of ANY kind
- AN ANGEL HAS APPEARED WITH A GLOWY BLUE SCARF
- BREAKING NEWS: affection-starved Gavinā„¢ļø is literally begging for love
- GAVIN REED STOP BEING MEAN TO GAVIN REED OR ELSE
- ā€œBut thereā€™s much more to admire about you than to detest, I think.ā€<333
- JJ not being suspicious at all nope no way Jose
- Lazzo has said two words and I love him already
- I donā€™t think Iā€™ve seen this episode of COPS beforešŸ¤”šŸ¤”šŸ¤”
- We all know Nines secretly wants to wear those fun glasses
- ā€œOfficer I swear Iā€™ve never seen that arm in my life, itā€™s my friendā€™s he just asked me to hold it for him, Android arm what android arm hehā€
- ā€œLike robot arms, not gun arms.ā€ Youā€™re doing great sweetiešŸ„°
- HAND TOUCH HAND TOUCH HAND TOUCH H
- Chris ā€œthe interrogatorā€ MilleršŸ˜Ž
- THE CINEMATOGRAPHY
- soft n sleepy gavā„¢ļø is soft n sleepy
- FUCKING SLEEVELESS SWEATSHIRT IVE BEEN TALKING ABOUT GAV IN A SLEEVELESS SWEATSHIRT FOR SO LONG AND NOW ITā€™S REAL IM
- You can wear myšŸ˜‹šŸ˜˜sweeaatshiiiirtšŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ¤— (Iā€™m sorry I had to)
- inconspicuous loving glancesā„¢ļø
- #GiveAndroidsFuckinHealthcare2K20
- AAAHHHHHHHH I CANTT BREAF
- HEAD>ON>SHOULDER
- INCONSPICUOUS LOVING GLANCESā„¢ļø
- Gavin has not slept in 80 years
- He really said ā€œIā€™m fineā€ BITCH
- Bed time for bratsā„¢ļø no later than 8:30pm
- hell yeah sleepover time
- ā€œstop lookin at my insides n shitā€ I want that on a t shirt
- ANDROID DREAMS
- Nines is so soft I might die
- But heā€™s somehow equally suave as fuck how is this fair
- Oh my god dream!gavin is like Ninesā€™ conscious this is so presh
- ā€œWhat do you think Gavin was gonna say?ā€ nsndJSKDOFIWKDBDNDNSJDBBDJDJDJDNDJXJNDIFUIFIEKWN HES STILL THINKING ABOUT THEIR CONVO
- dream!gavin you sly dog
- ā€œTo have this. Out there.ā€ DONT FUCK WITH MY HEART LIKE THAT THIS INNER-MONOLOGUE FLUFF IS SO SWEET
- Nines being insecureā„¢ļø
- Listen to dream!gavin, Nines, he has big brain
- The fact that Nines subconsciously KNOWS that irl!Gav ā€œjust wants someone that doesnā€™t hate himā€ but heā€™s STILL like alas, I can never be what gavin needs :ā€™(
- nu babie donā€™t be sadšŸ„ŗ
- oh my god theyā€™re both train wrecks protect them at all cost
- c r i p e sā¤ļøthe reed900 hurt/comfort we all needed
- FUCK
- Concerned boyfriendsā„¢ļø
- Maybe ā€œIā€™m fineā€ will be our always
- GAVšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ’”šŸ’”šŸ’”šŸ’”šŸ’”šŸ’”
- Insecure boyfriendsā„¢ļø
- Nines ā€œIā€™m not going to get any closer to Gavin because I canā€™t help him but also I want to cuddle with him because he had a nightmareā€ RK900
- did someone say Ā c a t
- dumb babie gav jus spoon the dumb android so you both feel better
- Me: *rubs evil hands together* aha here comes the angst
- cue tragic backstory
- oh
- tragic backstory indeed
- YES DAD!FOWLER WE LOVE
- Gavin is so desperate for anyone to care about him Iā€™m crying tears
- SHIT ITā€™S CUDDLE TIMEā„¢ļø NOW IM REALLY FUCKING CRYING
- Alexa this is so god damn sad play despacito
- YES
- HAND>HOLDING
- HEAD>ON>SHOULDER
- NINESā€™ SKIN RETRACTING WHERE THEIR HANDS ARE TOUCHING THIS IS LIKE EVERY REED900 STANā€™S DREAM COME TRUE
- Oh shit itā€™s about to get domestic I donā€™t think Iā€™m mentally prepared
- YOU CAN WEAR MYšŸ˜šŸ’ŖSWEEAATSHIIIIIIRTšŸ¤ŖšŸ”„šŸ”„šŸ”„ (Iā€™m never letting the sleeveless sweatshirt thing go)
- Uh oh NO FUCK Iā€™ve read enough fan fiction to know that this is where Gavinā€™s fucking trust issues kick in and he decides pushing nines away is safer than getting closer to him SHIT
- AND NINES GETS CONFUSED AND HURT
- AND THEN GAVIN GETS HURT
- I feel angst in this Chiliā€™s tonight
- ā€œI need you to leaveā€ aaaaaaahhhhhhhh here come a whole different kind of tears
- frick dude that ouches
- Insert sad babie noises
- Oml the tensionā˜ ļøpoor Chris and Ada are likešŸ˜‘ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½
- Chris could solve this case all by himself change my mind
- Gavin and Nines = (Ć²///-///Ć³)
- Chris = :D~oblivious~
- HELL YEAH PARTY TIME
- BEST WIVES TINA AND VALERIE AHHHH
- reed900 who??? I donā€™t know her. I only know ā¤ļøvalerinaā¤ļø
- I canā€™t believe Gavin and Nines invented angst
- I went and got blue gatorade just so I could pretend I was drinking thirium like Nines
- #DetectiveChen2K20
- real sad gavin hours
- Ruh roh Gavin bouta die from the ā€˜rona virus because rat man smokes hella
- CINEMATOGRAPHY CHEEEEECK HOLY SHIT
- my entire aesthetic in a single shot jfc
- Aaaaahhhh Nines trying to be a supportive bf just makes me ;-; [takes damage]
- HES ACCEPTED GAVIN AS MORE THAN A PARTNERšŸ„ŗthat, my friends, is what we call character development
- We stan the otp aggressively talking about their feelings
- ā€œIā€™m not going anywhere.ā€ FUCKā„¢ļø
- SMOKE>FACE
- Aaaaand theyā€™re back at square one. Itā€™s cool itā€™s fine itā€™s all good we can work with this.
- Gavin: I donā€™t need you Ć²-Ć³
- Gavin: *immediately after Nines leaves* fuck Ć³-Ć²
- ā€œItā€™s fineā€ā„¢ļø
- I love Ada so much hhhhhh she said šŸ¤Ø
- ā€œBasic Instinctā€ TINA WITH THE HEAT OMG
- *nervous laugh* haha Ada sis maybe chill a little bit ha ha
- oh no I have a not good feeling
- ADA CHILL ADA CHILL
- WHY IS HE FOLLOWING HER INTO AN ALLEY AFTER THAT SKETCHY TALK
- AAA FUCK FUCK FUCJDJEMNSNDJDNXU FUCK I FUCKING KNEW IT FUCK SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT FUCK
- šŸ˜–x1000000
- Oh my god this is so fucking sad Alexa play The Sound of Silence
- Nines got fucked up and Gavin is CONCERNED
- aayyyyy bro Nines full on nakey
- Tina and Gavin sad bro hugginšŸ‘ŠšŸ˜”
- ADA HOW DARE YOU. HOW VERY DARE YOU.
- Uh oh Nines is fckn PISSED
- he MAD mad
- Tina speakin straight facts I love her
- WOOP GAVIN FINALLY ADMITTING HE NEEDS NINES
- f u c k Ā right in the heart
- I donā€™t want to attempt writing any notes at this moment because my thoughts are completely incoherent I am a MESS
- ā€œI need you to come back, Nines.ā€ DONT PLAY W ME LIKE THAT
- HAND HOLDING FTW
- Did Gavin really almost bring Nines back through the power of love I am SHAKING
- Dream!Gavin speaking truth as ALWAYS
- These damn flashbacks making me feel some type of way
- OH SHIT HE AWAKE
- that actually low key jump scared me
- God damn these sets are so fucking pro, Iā€™m so happy
- REUNION
- Tina really say ā€œChris ;) ;) lets go get some ;) coffee ;) ;) ;) ;)ā€
- CHRISā€™ REALIZATION FACE FUCKING LAID ME OUT I HAD TO PAUSE I WAS LAUGJINB SO HARD
- You Undead Assholeā„¢ļø
- Gavin: ( āš† _ āš† ) fuck he actually heard me talk about my feelings n shit
- Nines: You literally told me you fucking needed me like five minutes ago
- Gavin: huh weird that doesnā€™t sound like me I actually hate you
- ooOOHHH Ā S H I T
- REALLY IS THIS REALLY HAPPENIGN
- woah shit sorry I blacked out for a second what happened
- MY POOR LITTLE FUCKING REED900 HEART IS EXPLODING AND IMPLODING AT THE SAME FUCKING TIME
- CAAAAAAAAN YOU FEEL THE LOVE TONIIIGGHTT
- holy shit I actually gave myself a bloody fucking nose because I smacked my face too hard in excitement
- ā¤ļøšŸ’˜šŸ§”šŸ’žšŸ’•šŸ’˜šŸ’“šŸ’ššŸ’›šŸ’˜šŸ’žšŸ’“šŸ’›šŸ’›šŸ’žšŸ’˜ā¤ļøšŸ’ššŸ’˜šŸ’œšŸ’•šŸ’–ā¤ļøā¤ļøšŸ’•šŸ’“šŸ’—šŸ’˜šŸ’–šŸ’ššŸ’ā¤ļø
- FUCK
- ā€œWhat dipshit programmed you to do that?ā€ šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøFUCK
- My aunt came in and told me she heard me shouting then asked why I was crying
- HAHA FUCKING CHRIS IS MEEEE
- shit I need to like..,,,,physically recover from that
- whew okay break time is over letā€™s fucking go
- Nines in the cheeky turtleneck I SEE U
- #DETECTIVECHEN2K20
- Gavin: Iā€™m ready to take this hoe DOWN
- Initiate protocol: SAVE ADA FROM HERSELF
- I could listen to Tina talk to dispatch for hoursšŸ„°ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
- WHITE TRENCH COAT WHITE TRENCH COAT WHITE TRENCH COAT WHITE T
- Gavin being hella concerned boyfriendā„¢ļø
- FIGHT SCENEā„¢ļø
- omfg that crowbar really went *CLANG* when it hit Adaā€™s steel fkn abs what a legendšŸ’ŖšŸ˜Ž
- Hell yeah epic Nines gif moment
- no Ada donā€™t choke Gavin it only makes him stronger
- CHRIS THE MOTHER FUCKIN GOATšŸ˜ŽšŸ‘šŸ‘šŸ‘he really said ā€œfuck ur monologue Iā€™m here to get shit doneā€
- ADA QUEEN YOURE OKAY SWEETIE
- That character development godt damn
- I might be reaching but Gavin is now wearing a white/off-white shirt/gray that kINDA RESEMBLES DREAM!GAVINā€™S SHIRT. Coincidence? I THINK NOT. THATS SYMBOLISM IF I EVER DID SEE IT.
- ā€œbuyerā€™s remorse, huh?ā€
- ā€œI canā€™t be everything you need.ā€
- That awkward moment when you realize the person you were hiding your feelings from has also been hiding their feelings from you.
- ā€œa year of that fuckinā€™...Ken Doll face smirkinā€™ at me every dayā€ BE CUTER GAVIN, I DARE YOU.
- naked hand = love
- CHEEKY BASTARDS
- FUCK FUCK FUCK ME
- THAT WAS SO DAMN BEAUTIFUL
- So my review of this film could be summed up by saying that I basically cried for an hour and fifteen minutes.
- Holy damn
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pinkerhero Ā· 7 years ago
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(line sticker credit pal tv byĀ Taweesak Wiriyawaranon)
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toriā€™s useless brain dump
this song and the sanrio boys finale have made me cry more in the past 24 hours than ive cried at all in a long time
also i like sanrio boys,,ryoā€™s my fave
started reading warriors even though im like a childhood late itā€™s good
i like vocaloid songs a LOT which is why i changed my icon to the tv head picture bc thatā€™s how i see my persona now
i dont like the idea of having a face haha
i put a near-solid panel/screen in the head just so i wouldnt have to see my face in editing later
i really like tv/object head characters and designs with gloves/masks/ect that replace or obscure human characteristics
bought pink gloves for a dollar at a lost n found sale at school. theyre part of my Hero Outfits now
i dont draw Anything enough just bc i dont think i can do it or ahve the patience for it and it tears me up inside
im trying to write multiple screenplays for media class but i Cant because theyā€™re all too personal/individual/about me bc thatā€™s all iā€™ve ever known/iā€™ve never made films with anyone but myself
still expecting to have another anxiety attack at school one day
one of the screenplays is actually about my personified mental illnesses
anxiety: ...i think i attacked her
depression: i didnā€™t know you could do that
adhd: *collapses from sudden exhaustion*
get it?? cuz theyā€™re off balance...heh
i have a personal account where i ramble about my interests/have a personality bc im terrified of sharing it here cuz cringe culture is scary and indirectly makes me feel weird for liking things
currently im liveblogging sevenā€™s route in mystic messenger
oh yh and i like that game now
speaking of games i also like doki doki literature club
natsukiā€™s my fave bc sheā€™s stubborn n cute like me n gets over her pride bc she cares about her friendā€™s mental health
i think the game is really beautiful and deep and i love how it handles themes of mental health and the stigmatization of it
itā€™s really unique and iā€™m glad i watched a thorough playthrough of it
i learned how to play your reality on keyboard,,itā€™s my fav song to play on it bc itā€™s not a full keyboard but it fits on it and itā€™s fun to play and sing and yeah
iā€™ve written my church requests for advice on writing a message multiple times and they havenā€™t said anything n idk if itā€™s bc iā€™m a gal or not
i know clothes arenā€™t everything but iā€™ve slowly attained more pink/dresses n it makes me really confident and happy when i wear what i really like to school all day!!!!!!
caught up with star vs the forces of evil and Wow yall r goin thru a lot
i still havent found my camera battery charger n its been like months n idrc if i find it at this point tbh??? i think im using it as an excuse not to create anything else
but i also want to film more lps video cuz thatā€™s again the kinda scripts i want/know how to wmaite (write/make)
sometimes i remember im 19 and im like!!!! what the FLUFF!!
i try to schedule when imĀ ā€œallowedā€ to interact w/my irl friend and when i do more than that im upset at myself bc im sure im bothering them
is that normal
probably not
will i keep doing it to have a sense of control
probably
im not sure if i have bpd but i look at relatable posts sometimes
please listen to that song i linked at the top itā€™s v me for a lot of reasons
the watchers r a great concept but im still too overwhelmed to get back to them at all yet even though i know i eventually want to itā€™s jsut a Lot
i only use my diary for church notes at this point itā€™s too embarrassing to write anything
itā€™s embarrassing to say anything
oh! speaking of which! last media class
me: what if...we made a mindscape battle
teacher: thatā€™s not makeable
me, without thinking: bUT BUT-
teacher: convince me
me: *rambles* -itā€™s possible! aNYTHINGā€™S POSSIBLE
IDEK WHY I SAID THAT LAST PARt SALKGADLGJ
i just...didnt want to be told iw as wrong
wowie this has gotten way too long im sorry thereā€™s no main Point i just
have a personality or something porbably i promise
ok bye
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incendavery Ā· 7 years ago
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gosh, thank you! that is so sweet??? I hope you (and any other of my followers who celebrate!) have/had a very happy Eid!šŸ’–Ā šŸ’•
on another note, Iā€™ve finally gotten around to cleaning out my askbox! under the cut is almost every ask Iā€™ve gotten that i havenā€™t answered in the past.... Iā€™m not sure. itā€™s been a WHILE though.
as a warning, thereā€™s all sorts of stuff, and itā€™s all untagged! also also, if you sent one of these asks and want me to remove it, just let me know!
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yes!! @fuckaspunk IS super sweet and talented and i AM very lucky to have them! and Iā€™ve heard from reliable sources that the feeling is mutual~~šŸ’•
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iā€™m glad my comics make you feel less alone; thatā€™s a rough situation youā€™re in. i really hope you find yourself in a better environment soon!
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thank you!!!šŸ’•
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thank you for understanding! and yes, aidan is a huge help to me??? even when theyā€™re not answering asks, theyā€™re always supporting me in some way, whether thatā€™s making sure Iā€™ve eaten enough, or talking me through my anxiety, or all the other ways theyā€™re there for me every single dayšŸ’•šŸ’•
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ok, my tips are!!:
draw as much as possible! even if itā€™s just lines and shapes with no meaning, youā€™re still developing your hand/eye skills
BUT: dont draw if youā€™re not feeling it! if youā€™re feeling fried, itā€™s better to take a break. go on a walk to somewhere scenic, read your favorite book, listen to some new music, hang out with friends, or just take a nap! rest up and find some inspiration! you can come back to your sketchbook when you feel energized again
draw stuff that you like! youā€™ll improve way faster if youā€™re passionate about what youā€™re doing
look at art you like with a critical eye. try to examine the different components and figure out what you think works or doesnā€™t work. try incorporation those components into your own work
read a lot of tutorials and other resources, but take what they say with a grain of salt
ultimately, remember that the only real rule to drawing is that doing it should make you happy
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good luck!! i do my best not to pick, but itā€™s a real struggle; i have lots of scars from it too. ;v; im cheering for you!!!
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ALWAYS!!!! if you do, please show me!! my notifications get real busy, but anyone is welcome to IM me any time!
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thank you! i actually get very worried about my style; i tend to admire artists with complex linework and delicate shading, so i often feel my style is far to simple! so thank you!!
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that is really high praise????? gosh??!?!?!? best of luck with the next three years; i hope you grow to be someone you like even better than me!
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thank you!!
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peanut time is the best!! i havenā€™t gotten to do a proper one in a while though ;-; iā€™ve mostly been feeding the crows on my way back home from night shifts, when i give them the reject eggs from the continental breakfast.
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wow, neat!! chickens are so wonderful; i cont wait until i can have some of my own :>
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dont be nervous! i know i can be hard to get ahold of over the internet (bc i get overwhelmed easily) and hard to talk with irl (bc i get so nervous and interacting w ppl doesnā€™t come naturally to me AT ALL) but honestly i?? love making new friends??!
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thank you!!? im thankful every day that someone as radient as aidan is in my life for the long haul
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thank you!!!!!!!šŸ’•
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i completely feel that? its ok to hit rough patches! just do your best!!
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i dont remember what i felt bad about but THANK YOUšŸ’•šŸ’•
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honestly its done me worlds of good to share my art?? hearing people talk about how they go through all the same shit i do makes me feel so much less alone, especially on the toughest days! so i guess thank you, and thank you?
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youre welcome!!!! :>
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huh!! i dont know much about shoegaze (other than thinking abt that post abt the guy who pronounced it like fugazi I THINK ABT THAT EVERY TIME) but thats real neat!! im glad youve found something that works for you!!
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hey, neat middle name! and youre very welcome; i hope things have been looking up for you since you sent this?šŸ’•
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i dont remember when this was from but im currently doing really well with my meds!! i switched to a combination of lexapro in the morning and benadryl in the evening, and its been working super well!āœØ
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thank you??!! ;o; i would love to see all your favorite birds!!
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hey, right back atcha!!!
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ty!!!
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hey. thank YOU
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youā€™re absolutely not bothering me! thank you so much!!
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!!!!!!!!!!
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hey, nice! im glad you like both me and my music!
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gosh thanks?!?!
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she is the most beautiful and handsome!!!!!!!!!!!! i love her! thank you from both of us!!!!
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aw, gosh! im sure i like you too!!
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this was from.... A WHILE AGO.... but youre welcome?? i just wish i could have done more
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hey, thank you so much!!!!!
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thank YOU and a very very belated merry christmas!!!
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that does make sense!! reconciling friendships and crushes is tricky business. the best i can say to you is to be as honest and open with each other as you can
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i dont personally get those, but ive heard of people experiencing them as a sideeffect when coming off or switching meds
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i think these two are part of the same message? but oh man yeah that sucks when ppl are misgendering you AND hitting on you at the same time. on a different note, ive never heard of using a corset to stim before! neat!
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i mean, 1. depression doesnā€™t care if you have a ā€œā€ā€goodā€ā€ā€ reason and 2. ive literally never met anyone w depression (including myself) who thinks that they do have aĀ ā€œā€ā€goodā€ā€ā€ reason for having it. thats the insidious part of depression, is that it makes you think that theres nothing wrong and that its all just you not measuring up in some way
so i guess that would make you.... someone with depression?
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real BAD
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šŸ’• šŸ’– šŸ’ž Ā šŸ’“ Ā šŸ’—
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not yet haha THANK YOU
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hey, im glad you like it!! since this blog has gotten so big, its kinda my happy place to be? (for anyone wondering, my reblog blog/personal is @spinels!
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that IS a fun fact!! thank you!
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itā€™s absolutely ok! i get a little bitter when people take my work WAY out of context (for example, straight people removing the caption that saysĀ ā€œim just really gayā€ before tagging their bf/gf) but i am 100% ok and happy with people relating to my work in a different way than i intended (ex: a comic i made about being ashamed of my derma getting reblogged by someone struggling to be ok w their visible burn scars)
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hoo gosh, thank you!!
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glad to have you here!! im glad people can relate to some of the weirdly specific shit i write about tbh???
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iā€™m sorry its taken so long for me to get back to you; that a terrible situation
if you have a teacher you trust, i would absolutely bring it up to them. that is 100% not an ok thing for those kids to be doing. at all.
im glad you at least have your friends that support you!Ā 
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:0 WAIT is this someone i know through ucsc?? :0 :0 :0
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HAĀ 
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aaaa thank you! that is high praise ;v;
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i have no words; this is such a touching message. thank you so much ;v;
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this is belated but!! the main creative community i can recommend is kzsc, the radio station! i had a real cool time there, and its a great way to make friends and connect with ppl of all sorts! :0
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yeah, its totally normal! ive had roommates ive been super tight with, and roommates who i barely ever hung around with. its natural! i doubt youā€™ll finish college w/o finding a roomie that you get ~The Roomie Experience~ with though, even if its like a housemate or s/t!! ;0
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iā€™ve never been told that, actually! neat!! (and wow?? i cant believe i inspire ppl.... wow......... what a concept tbh??)
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oh yikes... i do hope youre feeling better :( im glad my comics can help a little bit at least!
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šŸ’• šŸ’– šŸ’ž Ā šŸ’“ Ā šŸ’—!!!
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HUGS
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i dont remember what this was in reference to, but good to know?
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also good to know!?
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i think the crows and jays do! i dunno about the squirrels and other birds. and thank you!!
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the youth gang..... i love it..... how good???!
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i wrote about getting yuri right here! heā€™s a southern alligator lizard and i love him to bits.Ā 
heres a pic of the Long Boy doin his thing:
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hey neat! iā€™m glad youve chosen a lame you can be proud of!!šŸ’–
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ive never heard of that!! wow
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what play is this?? :0 :0 :0 im so curious now!!
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oh SHUCKS...,,,,,,,,,, ;v;
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hahahaha omg thank u
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i dont actually have any more of them interacting, unfortunately! the owl isnt one specific person, like a lot of my characters are meant to represent. the owl more represents as a whole all the people i run into in my life that i am very very gay for.
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thank you!!!
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youre very welcome! im glad you feel better!!!!
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aaa gosh thank you!!!
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hhhhfgh ive gotten less of it recently BUT YEAH that was bad timesā„¢ļøĀ 
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thanks for the info!!! :0
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no problem! a lot of the credit honestly goes to @fuckaspunk, who is always keeping me updated on that sort of stuff.
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i didnā€™t know that! a lot of the symbolism seems to come from multiple sources sometimes, from what ive seen?
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aaaa gosh omg thank you ;v;
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aw thank you???!!
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nice!!! oct 24 bdays go!!!
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thank you!! it really does mean a lot actually!!!!!!!
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of course?? antisemitism cant be ignored in this fight
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aw, thats so cute! id love to hear what headcanons you have tbh???
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hey thanks?! this is really cool to hear, tbh. i try to be positive most of the time, but im not going to like,,, kid myself when im not feeling it and im glad that other people can appreciate that too, ya know?
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wow!!
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(this one!) thank you i love that one too???!
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hey, im glad you found your way here!! thank you so much!!!
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aaaa ty!Ā 
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hmmm i have two leopard geckos, and they made very good beginning lizards for me and aidan! but i would maybe ask someone a bit more experienced than me, like @kaijuteguā€‹ or @wheremyscalesslitherā€‹!!
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thank you!!
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one day at a time! (but seriously, thank you!!)
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yummy yummy sauce...... ty!!!
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awww, gosh! thank you!?
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AAAA TY BOTH I GET SO SELF-CONSCIOUS ABT MY VOICE,,,,, ;o;
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:0 i havent watched that, but it sounds rly cool!!
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i like that fun fact a lot! ty!!
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pae stands for paerlin, which is what @fuckaspunkā€‹ā€˜s internet handle used to be! i used it to refer to them on my blog in secret back when they still didnt know i had a crush on them.... ;//v//;
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aaaaa thank you!!! Ā ;o;
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nice nice nice ty!!
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>:0 get back down here!! (jk thatā€™s rly neat! highfive!!)Ā 
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those are all good words that i like!! thank you!!!!
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i dont know anything about him, but i looked him up and i guess i can see it?!
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@fishcrow is really cool! ive never really interacted with them, but im p sure were mutuals...? anyway yeah their comics are rly cute and cool!
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that is me! thank you; i hope things go well for you as well!
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hello to you too!
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aaaa ty!!! tbh the number of nice anons i get way way way outnumbers the mean ones <3
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thank you! thank YOU for existing!
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:0 chocolate croissant, here i come!!!
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thank you!!!!!!šŸ’•
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its literally my pleasure!!!
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aaa ty!!!Ā šŸ’•šŸ’•
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hehe im glad!Ā 
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sldf;j;sfjdklfdslfjs thank you so much?????? what a compliment omg gosh
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yeah!! i have a hard time on settling what class id be, but i feel like id be a heart player!Ā 
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ohh um! im not sure which pens youre referring to, but if you mean the ones I use for my comics, i color them withĀ Winsor & Newton ProMarkers, and I do the lines with a purple fine-point Sakura Gelly Roll Classic pen! i also use micron pens of all different sizes and colors in some of my non-diary comic art!
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aww thank you so much!!
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:0 :) :0 !!!!!!
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ty!!! ive grown to love him very much as well!!
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thank you! i hope you are doing well also!!
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i love them very much?!! id put a picture but i dont have one with all four of them so instead imagine me lying on the floor crying abt how much i love them bc thats me basically every day
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you dont mean......
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?!?!?!?!?!?!
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awwww ty!!!
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HEY WOW
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aaa gosh thank you!šŸ’•
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DOUBLE FOLLOW
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gay dragons combine the best of both very good things: gay and dragons. im glad you appreciate them w me tysm ;v;
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aaa what a lovely message! tyšŸ’•
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3rd-shift-working, depression-having, corvid-loving solidarity fistbumnp!!!!
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huh! ive never heard of that; ill check it out maybe!!
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ah im really glad? tysm!!šŸ’•
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my understanding is that it helps people who have text-to-speech readers? but im honestly not as well informed on that as i should be!Ā 
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hell yeah!!!!Ā 
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gosh!!!!!
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hnmngnhng youve probably already made a decision but i just gotta say.........shadow rulez
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delicious!!
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i havent!! i really want to though!
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oh man ALL THE TIME. i usually try to either reality check with someone i trust, or to do an activity thats easy and i know i can do, or both!
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i love andre and karl!!! its actually a huge influence on me and my art tbh???Ā 
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i had a good (and safe) trip! ty!!!
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hey, thank you!!!
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oh jeez thats bad :( i think this was in response to when i needed to wait between med refills?
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i cant give a precise reason, tbh! when it comes to whats lucky, i just sort of.... go with my gut, ya know?
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thank you!!Ā šŸ‘
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that sure sounds like insomnia! its almost hard for me to say tbh, bc ive had trouble sleeping for as long as i can remember, so NOT having trouble sleeping is bizarre and unrealistic to me haha... but i think the bottom line is, if its interrupting your daily routine and making it hard for you to have enough energy, then its something you should look into remedies for!
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:0 :0 :0
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ohhh how nice! ill give it a try! :>
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omg,,,, nope, just me!
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thank you!!!!!!
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honestly? thats such a good way to look at it i love the idea of my blog as a big zine
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always!!!!! go for it!!!
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hey, thank you so much!!!!!
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omg, thats so great! thank you!
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im so glad; thank you!!!
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thank you so much!šŸ’– (and mexico, neat! i love hearing where people are following from??)
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aaaaaaaaaaaa ;//v//; thank you??? i get so happy whenever ppl tell me they like my singing aaaaaaa
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aw, hey, no worries! money is all well and good, but in some ways, messages like this mean just as much!
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its cool that comic gave you plural feels! im def not a system though :>Ā 
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its tricky, isnt it? i still feel like im no good at it lmao
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LISTEN,,, there is a 99.9999% chance i wont notice, and a 100% chance i wont judge. reblog away!Ā 
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THANK YOU ARENT THEY THE BEST I LOVE THEM SO MUCH
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thank you!! i hope you have a good day as well!
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aaa ty!!šŸ’–
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aa ty! (what a cool name!!! im kind jealous ngl!)
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awww thank youšŸ’–
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i do my best! i just worry when im not active, bc i tend to connect my self-worth to my output (;^; )
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aaaaa ty!!Ā šŸ’–
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!!!!!!!!!!!! omg wow i love being called a pretty boy???? ty???????
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hey, neat! crow high-five!
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aw, thank you!!!Ā šŸ’–
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im doing my best! thank you so much, messages like this really help when im in a place like that tbh ;v;
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gosh this is so sweet? thank you so muhc !!?
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thank you all!! im sorry that saying thank you over and over sounds so repetitive, but i truely do mean it for every one of you!!!
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i am..... one of those things!
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well thank you!!
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ohoho~āœØ
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thank you! and honestly im sure it does??
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hey, cool! good for you!!!!!!! and ty!!
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aw gosh thank you!šŸ’–
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hey, wow! thats super cool; thank you so much!
(i dont follow the first person i followed on tumblr anymore.... they became a hockey blog rip haha)
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aaaah, thank you so much!!
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almost???
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i do!! drunken lullabies is an absolute banger!!!!!!!!!!
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i am!!!! thank you!!
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aw, ty!!!Ā šŸ’–
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hee hee, thank you!Ā 
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my biggest tip honestly?? have someone who can be by your side to help you with... basically everything... during your recovery. bc trust me, i was n o t Ā a v a i l a b l e. i spent a lot of my recovery playing 2048 at the same time as watching tv, bc doing both at once distracted me from how much the bandages itched.
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thank you!! (i think this was in reference to getting top surgery!)
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how shitty??????? yikes. i hope your supervisor has your back??? bc wow????
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hey!!! thank you!!! i draw all my comics traditionally on paper! im not sure what you mean by the writing though? if you mean the word bubbles, i do those by hand on paper too!
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I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND THAT FEELING,,,, im so happy ppl talk to me, but i get really nervous about saying the wrong thing.Ā 
when iā€™m down, i usually crave validation. i like being reminded about things ive done right! i also like gentle reality checks, like, ā€˜hey: this is the situation, this is what we can do about it. ok? okā€™
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i unfortunately dont have any!! i had a couple at one point, but theyā€™ve since been lost to the depths of my old laptop. and hey, thank you so much!!
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now thats a nifty trick!! im terrible at telling all my white tablets from each other lmao
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!!!!!!! ITS ME!!!!!!!!
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maybe you just need some space? i know i sometimes temporarily block people i know, if i need some private space or if i dont trust myself to keep cool and solve problems constructively. do what you need to do to feel at ease, and go from there, ya know?
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thank you!!!
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its,,,, up somewhere above in this monster post lmao i,m so sorry,,,,
thank you so much!!!
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WOW NO WORRIES??,,,,,,,,, INCREDIBLE 10/10???????
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all four of these came right after i gave myself a hair cut and THANK YOU SO MUCH??? i live for validation and it feels so good to have my actions affirmed ;o;
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