#but ive been dealing with comstruction n moving on n off for 6 months now
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the got damn construction in my house has fucking woken me up Again. we’ve been in this new house for a fucking month now and we STILL have no furniture. theres no flooring anymore in the living room and all the wallpaper has been torn down and thats it. its like, what the fuck is all this noise about. theyre still supposed to replace the flooring for the house, tile some of the kitchen, de-popcorn the ceilings, paint the whole thing and put the furniture in because my mom has insisted we redo allllll of the house and just go without furniture anyways. and it pisses me off too cause i COULD have been with my ex spending time with ex during a trip i literally already paid for and was so excited about but instead i gotta sit in the Construction Zone which is loud af and get no fucking sleep instead.. fuckkkk i hate her i hate this i hate myself i hate my life and i hope i die
#maybe.. if i didnt sleep like shit#id be in a better mood#but ive been dealing with comstruction n moving on n off for 6 months now#and its fucking getting to me#like WHEN DOES IT FUCKING END#WHEN DO I JUST GET TO BE IN A HOUSE#its not fair. i wish we’d got to be together and that she hadnt cancelled on me#my misery means nothingggggg#my feelings mean nothingggggg#i wish i were dead#vent#like this is why i cant talk to her rn causw i cant go without expressing not only my disappointment#but honestly the rage that i feel#and i need to keep that to myself so i needed to go away
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