#but its ok bc i can still post tomorrow if it's finished by then

[jkgnggj]

It wasn't finished on time >:( so here have the sketches and changes I made to satisfy ur torisai thirst </3

U guys want a sneak peak at my next com? It might be done tomorrow and I'll be able to post it in time for torisai thursday maybe but if not def by this weekend I'm sure! Maybe this is more than just a sneak peak it's basically the whole com but whatevs I just like saikis pouty face pfft. Here's to another torisaikitty com by @lu-kario <333

[b4kuch1n]

fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

[castielafflicted]

someone tuck me in im so fuckign eepy

[urinarythreatinfection]

I know i have requests to do im sorry but I keep getting sidetracked with new games i get when i havent finished the first one. Have this that i wrote bc the idea came to mind while i work on some freaky shit. Oh i thought i had school tomorrow but its friday (now sat) ok sick.

Mimi Mihawk

Mihawk x GN!Reader. Fluff. 380 words. Pre Cross guild but Post timeskip.

You walk downstairs, well rested after sleeping in. Your husband is ready at the table with a plate of food for you while he reads the newspaper with a glass of wine. A smile forms on your lips, he always ends up being able to predict when you’ll wake up so the food is freshly made. “It smells nice~”

“Sit.” Mihawk says, he’s a bit of a cold husband; but you know he loves you. After all, you didn’t miss how his posture straightened when you walked down the stairs or the way he relaxed his expression. As if seeing you awake and happy perked him up and improved his mood.

‘So cute.’ You think to yourself as you sit at the table, eating your breakfast while watching your husband read the newspaper. “Interesting?”

“Not much.” He sips on his glass of wine and you stand up to look at the paper since despite what he says he’s looked focused. Once you catch sight of it your smile widens, he’s looking at news about Zoro. You can tell his eyes are focused on the picture of the swordsman fighting, seemingly checking up on his form even in the still image. It makes your heart warm and you press your cheek to the top of his head affectionately.

“Mimi~ You’re happy~?” He sighs through his nose at that overly cutesy nickname that he’s told you over and over not to use. Yet despite his clear irritation he makes no attempt to stop you from rubbing your cheek against his like an affectionate cat. “Mimi~ Answer~~”

“I have no reason to answer the baseless accusation. Seeing how someone I personally trained fights is reasonable, it’s obvious he should be doing well.” His words don’t help him though, only making you happier as you kiss his cheek.

“He’s doing well so you’re happy~ I’m happy he’s doing good too~” You kiss his face and lips happily until he’s not even able to see the paper anymore. So irritating, which is exactly why he does nothing to stop it. It would just be too much of a bother if you cried or whined if he pushed you away, that’s the only reason. Ignore how he closes his eyes in relaxation or leans into it, you’re imagining things.

[calipsoup2electricboogaloo]

Ok so I was able to do like 3 of the prompts—I’m probably not going to finish the rest until tomorrow so that’s rough.

BUT ANYWAYS

Top Left is Monday prompt (Saints or Ghosts) and I said lmao why not both but make it angsty—specifically ran Where Can I Run (reprise) in my head over and over again too think of this one. I always thought the eye imagery thought the musical was sick so like why not make it the ghosts and saints. It was super fun messing with brushes for the Quincy’s wing tho—Vincent calling Quincy angel lives in my head rent free :’)

Top Right is Thursday prompt (Self-made or socially constructed) and I chose Ambrose bc it was between him and Beatrix and I already had Beatrix for another piece and besides I wanted to draw the golden boy mwahahaha. Anyway, the scene where Vincent describes how Ambrose makes art with perfect precision and how Vincent makes art in a more messy way also lives in my head rent free and I thought it would be cool if I didn’t make something super concise with my lineart, with a painted vibe for color, and only gold (bc golden boy)—oh and then the blood showed up and honestly it all just checks out.

Bottom is Sunday prompt (pre-freshman year or post graduation) and how could I not do post grad when the Other Side of failure lives in my head rent free :’) I’m not really happy with it that much—I’ll probably finish it later but I do like the textures/colors that I pulled and am super happy with the overall design.

Hopefully I’ll get the Tuesday, Friday, and Saturday prompts up before the end of fan week but idk if I have the time to do the Wednesday one lmao—but even if its late Imma still post it bc I already have drafts of them all done and I need to draw more Beatrix bc they’re just so neat teehee

[imraespace]

HIHIGIIGJijihihigiihihih dailt chekcin becofe i start my work

today was actually kinda okay ish i finally participated in my chem class and actually said something that wasnt as stupid than what i usuallt say AND THE TEACHER DIDNF SAY I WAS WRONG SO YAYAY

in my cooking class i was looking at… BOOKING FLIGHTS, HOTELS, RENTAL CARS AND RESERVATIONS FOR RESTAURANTS?? HELLO WHY IS THIS PROJECY REAL IM ABOJT TO WORK ON IT BUT I WANAN DELAY IT EVEN FURTHER CUZ IM A LITTLE UPSET RN

ididnt get jnto the graphic designer position and im like forcing myself to be upset over it or else im gonna be sad over it later and i feel like thats worse bc then at that point its gonna be irrelevant so BUT IM ALSO LIKE WHO?? CARES?????? ITS NOT THAT DEEP AND EVEN IF I DID GET IN ID BE PISSED OFF THAT IM MAKING A POSTER AND NOT STUDYING FOR A TEST OR SOEMTHING HELP and the club is actually irrelevant as hell so it doesnt even really matter

plus anyways theres another thing i signed up for so ill wait for that one instead mueheuheheh but i dont think im getting in that either but at least i applied idk …….

UMUMUM theres nothing else that happened today OH I FINISHED MY NAGI EDIT ITS BEEN FINISHED ACTUALLY HELP IDK WHEN TO POST IT EXCEPT ON SATURDAY WHEN IK IT PROBABLT WONT FLOP AS HARD 💔💔 BUTITS OKAY 😈😈 i need to think of another edit idea or finish that sae edit its been .. pending for like two months now i swear.

i have a test on friday and then another test next week tuesday for history I WANAN DROP OUT OF THE CLASS SO BAD WHY DID I CHOOSE TO TAKE HISTORY AND IM IN THE ADVANCED CLASSES TOO 💔 chem isnt that bad but im scared for the unit test but her tests dont seem as hard HELPME I FEEL LIKE IT SHOULD BE HARDER CUZ ITS CHEM BUT THEN AGAIN ITS ALSO LIKE IM HAPPY IT ISNT AS HARD ITS JUST I STILL DONT GET THESE TWO CONCEPTS AND I REALLT NEED TO LOCK IN FOR MY SUBJECTS

how do i even study for history cuz other than stuff like all i know is inflation, the fiat money system, and how my history teacher hates the united states and they can all suck his bald head bc they all suck and “EW AMERICANS!!!” apparently AND I SEE HIM FOR TWO PERIODS TOO HELP 💔 HE LEGIT ENCOURAGEd US TO DROP OUT OF HIGHSCHOOL AND IM LIKE HELLO ARENT U SUPPOSED TO MAKE US CONTINUE SCHOOL URE LITERALLT A TEACHER BUT OKAY.

im lowk tweaking because i reallt dont know how to study for history and my test on friday i feel so unprepared but to be fair I LEGIT HAVENT STARTED STUDYING YET AND I DONT PLAN TO UNTIL TOMORROW .. and i feel like i should start studying for my history test and im like erm maybe tmr ..! SO TECHNICALLY IF I STICK TO THE SCHEDULE I MADE FOR MYSELF IN MY HEAD WHCIH IS FINISH ALL MY ASSIGNMENTS TODAY (impossible) IT GIVES ME ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD TO STUDY FOR MY TWO TESTS WHICH LEAVES TIME FOR ME TO STUDY FOR MY CHEM TEST IN LIKE ESTIMATED 2-3 WEEKS BUT THEN I KNOW I CANR STICK TO SCHEDULE 💔 if i finish my cooking assignment today somehow then ill be able to do this and i sleep at like 11 pm today bc momi got mad i slept at 12 yesterday HELP. IMSORYR MOM I FELT GROSS I HAD TO SHOWER AT 11 OR ELSE I WOUDLNT BE ABLE TO FALL ASLEEP

i usuallt shower once i get home from school but yesterday my dinner meal thign project was due so i wa slike ok i have to prioritize this over my own stinky AND I DID FINISH IT MUEHAUYAIEGAPBX NOW I HAVE TO DO IT AGAIN BUT FINISH IT IN LIKE 4 HoursHELP HOW LONG SHOULD THIS EVEN TAKE HE SAID ITS REALLT SIMPLE AND COPY PASTE BUT IM ALSO REALLY SLOW WITH ASSIGNMENTS IN GENERAL .. ☹️i get distracted too easily HELP.

i dotn even have a lock in playlist like i do my liked songs on shuffle and skip wvery songim not innthe mood to listen to i actuallt need to invest in playlists or else i cant do this shuffle liked method anymore ……

illcome baxk if i finish my project early ….. ILL ACTUALLY LOCK IN TODAY TRUST BUT DAILT UQRSTION TIME

would you rather be a gojo plushie or a smiski figure im just starign at them and theyre like right next to each other HELP I HAVE TWO FIGURES FROM THE CHEER SERIES??? IDK EXACTLY BUT THEYRE CUTE I WAS GONNA COLLECT MORE BUT 15 DOLLARS PER SMISKI MYSTERY BOX IS KINDA A SCAM FOR ME 💔

- 🐙

HAII today was okayish for me as well my typing class was kinda fun the teacher wasn't scary today!

YIPPEE!! GOOD JOBB

HELP WHAT ALL OF THAT INN COOKING CLASS??

LMAO i hope you get upset or something.. that sounds mean HELOME IDK IF I SHOULD COMFORT OR NOT

LMAO making posters sounds fun tho.. yet I make legal documents in class🙄🙄

DANG GIRL DO YIU HAVE A LIST YOU CHECK OFF WHEN SIGNING TO CLUBS?

OMG NAGII I'm gonna work on my drafts maybe on friday.. and rin smau.. I got a random rin spark of inspiration when reading these romance mangas..

OH WAIT THAT REMINDED ME THAT I NEEDED TO GIVE YOU AN EDIT IDEA ILK THINK OF ONE

ew I hate history ALSO YOU CAN DROP OUT OF A CLASS? I mean i heard of it but idk.. I'm too caribbean for this HELP

when I used to do chem I was so confused but I somehow passed history on the other hand idk what i did or if I passed or not THATS HOW UNINTERESTED I WAS IN HISTORY BC THEY DONT TEACH US STUFF THAT APPARENTLY EVERYONE SUPPOSED TO KNOW IT WAS LIKE LOCAL STUFF AND IT WAS kinda boring.. SAME WITH WHEN I USED TO DO GEO THEY DIDNT TEACH US STUFF LIKE THE DIFFERENT CONTINENTS N STUFF MY FRIEND THOUGHT EGYPT WAS IN EUROPE I wasn't that bad like him.. BUT THATS MY POINT THEY DONT TEACH US IMPORTANT STUFF HERE so luckily I had business! well I chose business bc I wanna own my nursery or maybe a pre-school I like children and I have patience I think.. everyone thinks I'm crazy heh.. maybe I am..

HELPME THAT TEACHER REMINDS ME OF MY OLD DRAMA TEACHER he saw my gc messages once and HE TOOK OFF WITH MY PHONE

DANG SM MOTIVATION I wish I have that LMAO I asked my momma for help and she said when she used to go to school when she comes home she just go n play games ans she never studied she just had a good memory😂😂😐😒😒😒 I DONT I FORGOT WHAT I DID THIS MORNING I have no motivation hahaha..

YOUR MOM GETS MAD AT YOU? well mine does as well bc since I'm anemic I need 8 hours of rest bur (I don't go to sleep early) so I always get yelled at when I feel lightheaded BUT I TAKE NAPS IN THE AFTERNOON sometimes SO I HAVE A BURST OF ENERGY IN THE NIGHT plus I'm reading so

LMAO I GET DISTRACYED EASILY AS WELL that's why I'm up at 11pm and haven't started my notes bc imON MY PH9JE

ou playlisys are my favorite thing ti make! I have like 20 playlists public bc apparently I learnt my friends use them bc one asked me when I'm gonna update it and I'm like whag ans I have a bunch more in private

i woukd rather a smiski bc i searched it up and it looks cutiepie!

IDK WHAT'S A SMISKI OR WHAT SERIES IR HAVE

[zarafey]

one again, vent incoming

its my birthday and im sitting here crying because god beware i get a little bit sad and or mad at stm my mom did.

Yesterday she offered to cook my favourite meal today for lunch, very nice, really thoughtful, i was looking forward to it a lot. i asked if we could eat lunch at 2pm (we usually eat rather late at 3/4pm). Since i also have to finish my bachelor thesis by the 28th i dont really have a lot of time for celebrating or anything, but i did have a plan for today. We eat lunch by 2, finish by ~2:30, and I take my adhd meds (need a bit longer to work after eating, but the side effects are much more manageable). they usually take around 1h to fully work so theres a window for chilling a bit and having some cake. I get to work at 3-4pm, work til 8-9pm (using my most productive time of the day as well), day done, all is well.

... by 2:30pm i went upstairs to see what's going on, i find my mom in her office, she was still working, the food hasn't even been started. well, she forgot the time, bit unfortunate but ok, i do the same often enough, sure i was already really hungry (since i ate a bit less breakfast bc i was looking forward to lunch), and i was getting pretty stressed (my whole plan is getting pushed back), but the food isnt that elaborate and needs like 30-45 minutes, so eating around 3 is still alright, we ate at 3 yesterday and that was fine.

at around 3:30 i started getting nervous again. I go upstairs, food still needs another half hour, my mom already feels extremely bad and was so hectic that she cut herself, after calming her down, preparing the rest, and putting it in the oven i go to the toilet, to cry, bc fuck my whole day is starting to fall apart. eating by 4 means i really need to speed through eating bc i need to take my meds as soon as possible, because the later i take them the later i can get to sleep, the less sleep i get for tomorrow. so i cry, let it all out and stuff bc god knows i cant actually express any of that frustration in front of my mom by then she will feel even more horrible and then i can play emotional regulator again and i really dont have the brain for that when im already very stressed and frustrated. So that will just lead to me being an ass to my mom and then she will feel bad and i will also feel bad and its all around not a good time.

so i have my little cry at the toilet, meanwhile the food finishes cooking. I put it all back down again, go to the meal, my appetite is already gone but hey its still my favourite so ill enjoy it, i take a bite, its horrible, way too many spices, i cant even taste the zucchini. pretty much the last straw, so close to breaking out in tears right there at the table. ofc my mom notices, asks whats wrong, starts the whole self loathing shit and the endless apologies i was trying so hard to avoid. lunch is pretty much ruined, i eat quickly and in silence, i go down and take my meds, start crying and writing this post to get it all out. My mom comes in and starts the whole "im so sorry, i ruined everything, is it very bad that we ate so late? is it still gonna be ok? im so sorry etc etc etc" and fuck i just do not have the brain to do all the calm reassuring she is asking for so i snap, say some shitty things, now im crying even more and feel like a complete ass.

Like damn what tf do i do now bc i cant seem to calm down but i still need to fkn work on my thesis and i just wanted to have a nice birthday and some cake.

[milkinghomelander]

im trying not to be on here unless im actively in the mood to post or scroll my bad. i went to my grandmas today. that was fine. i didnt really have weed all day and my vape kept dying and my grandma lives an hr away so the lack of spotify hurted but i got thru it. and she made flautas so that was A+. i miss my bf. my moms bf got my resume printed for my aquarium interview tomorrow. thats gonna be...a lot to take on if i get it, both good and bad. if i even get an offer. but itd be worth it to get to go to the aquarium every day. i already had a long commute job. i need to make money. i wanna go back to school so i can do other shit at this same aquarium and always have wanted to. shits hard. my mom mentioned me moving out again today and said its bc my bf makes enough money. whatever i guess. me and him had an argument about that today bc his money just seems to be flying out lately and i looked at his bank account and its all those damn payday apps. they just get ppl sucked in a cycle. my brothers been a little cunt lately. he doesnt want me anywhere near him and then comes and uses all my vapes. cant do shit bc he just starts being a prick if i say no 80% of the time and no one does shit about it. whatever hes leaving soon. ive been going thru my spotify and deleting old shit. i wanna keep everything i love. i skip too much in my library, constantly. and i need to find new music. i wish i could text my bf. we went to the mall to pick up my phone like 10 min before i closed (bc i had to go to the grandmas and they werent finished before i left) and for some reason they were shut up already :( its ok. i like using tumblr on here. i tag a lot more. sorry about whatever this is and it has no point and i havent smoked all day and came home and opened up a new cart bc edwin dropped it off while i was gone (feel bad for being mad he didnt even get the money for it or the last yet and was still nice).

[smoosnoom]

hi moon!

hope u slept well <3 or at least… enough.

i got a notification right after i finished my final so it’s a little gift i guess? (i did great btw. probably bc it was english and i’ve been practicing when i was writing u this daily compliments).

“Mike Wheeler knows he’s a bad person.” he’s not. i know it’s a projection. that’s why im sure he’s not.

“He doesn’t regret it, though” as he should. i would probably do the same. but it would’ve ended even worse for me bc i cannot fight And my knuckles aren’t bony.

“Will doesn’t think too much about it” oooh, mike is so wrong.

““Stop smiling,” he chides, although that makes Mike’s mouth tilt up again, and Will is biting down a smile, too” they r so 🥺🥺🥺

“He wouldn’t be able to say anything about Mike punching anyone, with his own history of getting arrested” he would probably like mike a little more

““Alright, paladin,”” omg im DEAD bc mike is his defender, his savior, his knight in shining armor 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

“Still, he can’t hide his flinch” okay at least one of them can’t fully control his body. good.

“Mike isn’t brave” maybe he isn’t brave but he’s not coward (i know that im talking about). a bit impulsive. even hot-tempered. not a coward.

““You’re my best friend,”” i always eat it and leave no crumbs. i love when they say best friend thing before trying to do something Not platonic. u can write it every time and i’ll be kicking my feet every time.

“it hurts, sometimes, how bad he wants to be Will’s” my little queer disaster mike wheeler 🥺

““You think so?” Mike forgoes any ounce of dignity. “Please.”” i looove them. both so desperate and ready to love each other 🥺

“pressing a kiss on the corner of Mike’s lip, right where there is no wound.” smooch as a reward for protection and recklessness. here’s my smooch as a reward for productivity and talent 😚 but here’s also my frown as a punishment for self-deprecating thoughts 😠

““Later,” he says, concern still etched in his face when he looks at Mike’s cut, and the bruise he knows is slowly making its appearance on his nose. “I promise.”” u’ll get as many kisses as u want.

“before he turns into it and presses a kiss into his palm.” such a gentleman. first he saved his lover and now he’s kissing his hand.

even if everyone else in the world would hate u i would still love u. and it wouldn’t be fair. not even a little.

k love u, see u tomorrow 🤍

alya i will have u know i got around . three hours of sleep when u sent this . which is probably concerning but im Alive 🫡

YAYYYY I CHEERED 🥳🥳🥳 so happy u did well omg i knew u would !!!!!! the fic was posted Just for U now ive deemed it so . a gift just for u

KQHFOWJFLDJOF OK have we considered . ignoring the projection

u know if it helps me neither 😭 ive fought only one person and u know . it is not how they sell it to be

HELRNFPRK mike moving up on jonathan's list bc of this 😭 god

I AM SUCHHHH A SUCKER for will calling mike paladin and mike calling him cleric like . it Gets To Me .

SRORPPPP WHEN WILL U LET ME LIVE ok every time i write the word "shiver" i think of u now . this is a curse

maybe he is not a coward . Perhaps . ill listen to u

ALDNCK YAYAY its just bc . i think it's so nice to establish they are best friends before anything else like that is what makes them soo unique . they have that before any romantic relationship

NOOO im sorry i won't do it again (i lie, like a liar) but omg illtake the smooch 😚 feeling great !!!!

☹️ if no one got me i know alya got me My knight in shining armor 🫶 love u always !!!!!!! 🤍🤍

[orcelito]

writing brain machine broken

opened up the chapter to try to write and my brain was just Static Noise and i was instantly like “I’d rather be playing fire emblem.”

[meirimerens]

I'm sorry if this is a weird question and its totally ok if you dont want to answer it but, if you dont mind, how did you enjoy your experience in art college? Do you have any tips or things to say to those who want to or are considering following the same path? I'm finishing high school in some months and i really dream of persuing art in the Academic's Way but everyday i fear not being able to "get a proper job" or "be a 'productive' functioning member of society" if that's what i decide to do (or even worse: Getting a job, or just getting into college, but starting to dread (making) art. I think this is what messes with me the most. I know how capitalism can make you hate your job and i dont know if i'm ready to. Idk. Go through that when it comes to art-making). I really love drawing and making art and studying and observing art and there's nothing in the world I wish to learn more about than it, but suddenly I feel so much doubt & fear & etc... again sorry if this is too personal, you definitely dont need to answer if you dont feel like it !!! hope you have a good night/morning anyway

Hello my darling i can try to answer that

long to follow:

let me start with a few things/disclaimers of sorts which weighted Quite A Lot in my ability to enjoy college and that might be wildly different where you live:

i went to an art college in France (because. i live here) and through post-highschool education without having to worry once about being in debt in my early twenties. i have no loans to pay back. i could go back to the school and get a master without needing to take one, i could decide to go to a different uni without having to worry about debt. i don't have on my back the Weight you might have, if you're American, to know you might have to reimburse thousands or tens of thousands of bucks in student loans.

another thing: i did not, and do not have still, parental pressure to Get A Job. my parents always have been insanely supportive of my desire to go to art college, and even as i now, today, am overcome with doubts and "damn i should do other studies to have a chance in the job market", they've never been like ":/ you're not gonna go very far in life with that art degree…". they want me to get a job i will Like bc they've accumulated Sucky Jobs their whole lives but they've never mocked me for my art studies path, for my desire to work in the arts/literature. they're not people who value Being A Good Capitalism Pawn And Doing A Sucky 9-5 Until You Die, which i am very thankful for, but it might not be the case for your family, your friends, your culture.

ok now that The Lore is out of the way let me keep going

our art college experiences WILL be fundamentally different unless you go to the Specific one i went in france. the functioning of that school is apparently even very different than its own neighbors within the country, so everything i say will be vastly different for you, period.

art college To Me mostly brought me four things: new ways to see, speak of, decipher, understand, and make art (so valuable); new frameworks to talk about and understand my own art and others (SO VALUABLE!); new skills (namely engraving and photography); and fantastic people to meet. if you do go to art school i Pray you meet people who are so interesting so different from you and do art in such specific ways that you will have your world rocked. to me, just these 4 things fundamentally Changed Me (for the best), and even if i get no money from it i consider that experience so anchored in me.

this is likely a Culture thing, but most of us in art school knew Damn Well we had a lot of chances to not make money with our art LOL. like the recurring joke was "étudiant en art aujourd'hui, chômeur demain" ["art student today, unemployed tomorrow"]. and it wasn't a… big deal? like it wasn't a Hustling Culture at all. number of my classmates were fucking hippies (AFFECTIONATE) LOL.

that's a lot of rambling to say that i wasn't 1) brought up in a Money-Centric family who will push me out of the house so i can go #grind and are perfectly comfortable with me taking time to build a portfolio bc covid kinda prevented me from doing that teehee 2) studying in a Money-Centric school. even if, today as i did then, i'm very much aware i might not have the Best Perspectives For A Bountiful Coin-Getting Future, i still have the ability to Go Back To School if i want without it being a sure way to get myself in thousands of bucks in debt.

our experiences Will be insanely different, so LET ME GIVE YOU A FEW TIPS THAT MIGHT OR MIGHT NOT WORK FOR YOU

connect with people. YES it's hard and harder if you're shy you're gonna have to do it.

go to any lectures or whatnot that interest you so you can 1) connect with people 2) Meet New Interesting Faces

if your school brings artists from Outside for workshops/lectures/whatnot, ask them question… look at their work… etc… some schools have Working Artists as professors so if there's one whose work you love TALK TO THEM ABOUT IT.

if something your professor says Interests you, asks them for more reading on it, more references, etc… even if you don't read em! it will 1) show them you care 2) give you more stuff to come back to if you ever DO want to read em lol.

if your school has photography/engraving/design/whatnot classes that interest you, jump on the occasion. it might Unlock something in you, and that's a skill you can market anyways.

if some students in your school decide to make a little.. school newspaper, or artists' group, or this or that, JUMP ON THE OCCASION. again, that might be a marketable skill later. you can even try to make one yourself!

in case of another covid lockdown: CHECK WHICH OF YOUR CLASSES HAVE POSSIBILITIES TO BE HAD ONLINE! a lot of art history classes can be online, but most classes where you learn a new skill With Your Hands will get fucked over if covid hit. my school relied A Lot on you Coming To It and being on your own in huge rooms and working on your own and then meet professors about it, so then covid hit, a Huge Part of the actual work you did in school got fucked over, which made my 2nd and 3rd years Not The Best. if you can, try to have a good balance of classes you can have online and classes you have in-school so you don't get Too fucked over if another plague hits.

if your school organizes like… exhibitions, or has artist calls for projects… keep an eye on em. participate if you can. i didn't participate in a lot during my own years and i'm sad about it :( don't do like me!!! actually bite life as it comes baby.

damn that's long. ok. tldr: we Will have vastly different experiences. that's unavoidable. here ^ were some tips.

from me to you + something i might abide by: if you Love art hugely, but feel like Making It for money so you can eat will make you feel like shit… well i can understand. i can empathize. at the end of my cursus, most students are kinda expected to become self-employed artists, but as you can guess… rough life. SO! if you love art but Making It For Profit fills you with dread, here are a few ideas from me:

study art history! even if you're not interested in being a professor of that (which is also A Good Thing To Be + my 1st year art history professor easily one of my favorites i've had), museums or galleries or institutions sometimes look for people who've studied that for mediation jobs (when you welcome a public and Tell Em about what they're looking at). you can study art history Broadly or focus on little things. for ex. i might decide at some point to go back to uni for a art history focus and maaaybe even prehistoric art focus.

what else. if you an artist Now try to participate in zines, or make your own even if they suck so you can put that on a resume (and again, IF you go to art school and your classmates/YOU start a little school newspaper… that shit goes in the resume!!!)

if you have any time and/or motivation, get yourself some online classes about like. adobe suite (you can pirate it honestly) or generally softwares that Art People Love. again -> marketable skill babey!!!!

i'm not sure if Any of that is valuable to you. i wish you all the best in this Bitch of a world.

[haeroniel-doliet]

So the drawings ive been tinkering on for... Almost exactly 2 months now, are getting a little more finished again! More update under the cut so i dont clog anyones dash :')

(i did start making a third piece that ties my whole idea together and that is being the biggest menace, despite me slightly slightly constantly trying to finish the first two to like any standard im happy with lmao)

So yay on some progress! Boo on that i desperately need to make more progress on real life stuff and im worried i wont have these actually done till november. Two posts a year kinda high speed artist here! And i did/do wanna do something or multiple little things at least for dinluke positivity thing in november! I wanna do a fun community thing! But everything i make takes forever bc im never happy with it and i got a lot else i should be doing. How do people do this?

Ok no but like im writing this publicly just bc i sort of wanna give an update and also bemoan the third piece :') the sketch so far is... Okay, the faces are good enough but the rest is so unfinished/unclean. Last two times i tried fixing it i just made it way worse so tonight i thought fuck it and put down the flat colours right. Turns out that just highlights how unfinished my linework was! So really im just debating. Do i go back and try my damndest to make good lineart for it, or do i take a page out of my adult art class and just actually more paint it in? Like screw the lineart im just gonna spend a long time tinkering with the colours for shadows and highlights and shape this out that way. It won't perfectly match the other two, but the faces have lineart and who really pays much attention to the other details??

Oh and i have still a mission set to make backgrounds for these. Yes im planning to trace over a google image of highschool lockers and not much else but thats still probably at least a nights work for me that im not hype for haha. They look good on plain background but i wanna at least see if the background could help make them feel more finished. Yknow? Make it worth it that ive been sitting on them for 2 months already

Its fine, its all fine, im gonna make the phonecalls i need to tomorrow and do other good admin things, then i can try to either start carving out the third piece in a painting style (back up plan if i hate it is to backpedal and do the lineart better, or make it over the top of it) and if thats going miserably ill just try and make the backgrounds yknow?? Ill make progress this weekend, maybe ill even say fuck it and post it without it being totally close to perfect (not super likely but imagine the relief of getting it out here finally??) So stay tuned and wish me luck!!

[magickhajiit]

The Disgraced Son Chapter 13 EXTRACT

Ok guess who has finally finished 'The Disgraced Son' chapter 13! I've had to cut it down a bit so its 1300 words. I though I should post it at this stage or else I'd never end up posting it. (Though that's misleading bc its being posted tomorrow night not today)

This hasn't been beta read yet but I'm desperate to post it so I thought I just post a little extract.

RECAP-

Juice doesn't yet have his kutte but he's being cared for by the Sons/Chibs

Unknown to them currently a son was shot by an unknown assailant in the last chapter. This extract is the moment they find out.

Chibs acknowledges him with a nod but doesn’t say anything more. Whilst he waits Juice notices the cat is waiting for more food, its fat head smushed against the bowl and its pink tongue scrapping out any remnants it can find. Juice squeezes past Chibs, pulling out a box of cat biscuits. The cat’s now weaving through his legs, honing in on the fish-shaped biscuits rattling around in the box. When Juice starts to pour the biscuits, she shoves her head directly over the bowl causing the fabricated fish to skittle across the tiled floor.  

As the last biscuits are being hoovered into her gob Chibs hangs up. Staring at the phone for a few seconds he's almost forgotten Juice is still standing next to him. Glancing up, Chibs’ eyes have a note of panic in them that Juice has only seen when looking at his own reflection in recent years.  

“It's _______.”  

Ok I didn't want to spoil who it was that had been shot. All shall be revealed tomorrow. ;)

And way more importantly I realised miniature Satan Cat hasn't yet been given a name. I'd love some suggestions if anyone has any. xx

(Also let me know if you'd like to be tagged in TDS chapters)

@viskovie @dindezzz

[qyuoza]

Euphoria (PJW)

Genre: fluff

AU: nonidol!au, highschool!au

Warnings: Fem!reader gets hit on by a creep, but Jeongwoo saves her

Summary: jeongwoo promised to take you out on a date if you aced your test, but that backfired due to his eagerness

Notes: This is from my wattpad imagines book and I decided to post it on tumblr bcs I honestly thought it was it was nice.

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“Jeongwoo~ I can’t do it~” Y/n whined, dropping her pen on the coffee table and running a hand through her hair. Jeongwoo looked up from his book and chuckled at how cute his girlfriend was. “Y/n the test is tomorrow, you can ace this come on…I’m already studying with you so let’s make the most of it ok?” Y/n pouted as Jeongwoo ruffled her hair, to which she replied with a smile.

“I know but it’s mentally exhausting woo, I’ve been cramming the past few days for this test” the girl sighed and rubbed her temples. Since Jeongwoo couldn’t stand seeing his girlfriend so sad, he suddenly thought of an idea. “Tell you what, if you ace this test I’ll take you out on a date, you can choose where we eat and everything” he smiled endearingly, this got Y/n’s attention immediately as she looked at him curiously.

“Hmmm…Doesn’t sound bad, count me in!” Y/n said enthusiastically and immediately went back to studying. Jeongwoo chuckled at her again and returned to studying as well, if Y/n was gonna ace her test then he might as well just prepare himself as well. That night, they both studied hard together, making sure to review a few more times just so they made no mistakes whatsoever.

The next day had arrived, with Y/n unintentionally staying the night, and they both dressed into their uniforms and rushed to school. “You have the notes?” Y/n asked, and Jeongwoo nodded. “Good, let’s get some good grades so we can go on our date” she smiled, and Jeongwoo was immediately reminded of the deal. “Alright” he said as they got on the train heading to school.

At school, the hours were excruciatingly long as the test was nearing its finish. As everyone was turning in their papers, they all got ready to go home as the test was for the last subject of the day. “Thank you class, you will get your grades tomorrow and that will be all from me today, good bye…” everyone bid the teacher goodbye and Y/n had approached Jeongwoo happily.

“You know what, I can’t wait until tomorrow for our date…Can we just go today?” Y/n laughed at how eager Jeongwoo was but couldn’t say no to him. “I don’t see why not…” she smiled, and they both left the school hand in hand.

“Eomma, uh huh…Yeah I’m with Jeongwoo, don’t worry I’ll be home later, I accidentally slept and it got too late to go home yesterday…Ok bye, I’ll have dinner with Jeongwoo” Y/n was talking to her mom on the phone as Jeongwoo ordered them some food. “What did your mom say?” he asked as he put their food down on the table. “Just asked where I was yesterday, but thankfully she was fine with me staying the night” Jeongwoo nodded as Y/n took a fry and started eating her food.

“How do you manage to eat so well, usually girls would be too shy to eat in front of their boyfriends” Y/n then paused and looked at her boyfriend with an odd look. “What are you on about, Jeongwoo those girls wouldn’t even eat well until they’ve dated the guy for at least three months, but since we grew up together I got used to it because you’d love me either way” she teased, but the boy shook his head, she wasn’t wrong. “Alright, alright now go eat…” Jeongwoo said, he knew he was gonna be with Y/n for the rest of his life and he wasn’t gonna complain.

When the sun had finally set, Jeongwoo took that as his que to take her home. “Thanks for today, I haven’t had that much fun in awhile” Y/n smiled as she cuddled the stuffed animal Jeongwoo won for her not too long ago. “It’s nothing, I’m your boyfriend and I’m supposed to do these things for you because I love you” he beamed as he kissed her forehead, then his phone suddenly rang. “Huh, hold on let me take this…Oh eomma? Ye?” Jeongwoo went away for a bit and Y/n stayed in the same spot, but looked around the claw machines in the arcade in awe.

“Hey there, what are you doing here all by yourself?” a guy had suddenly approached Y/n and she didn’t say anything as she avoided him. “I’m talking to you, now why are you here all alone little girl?” the guy smiled creepily, then he suddenly grabbed Y/n. Before she could fight him off, she noticed Jeongwoo from the corner of her eye. “Let go of her” Jeongwoo said sternly and grabbed the guy’s hand that was holding Y/n’s. “You her boyfriend?” the dude raised a brow. “Yeah now head off before I make it ugly…” the guy scoffed and walked away leaving the couple alone.

“You alright Y/n?” Jeongwoo engulfed her into a hug and she nodded. “I’m alright, thank you Jeongwoo…” Y/n then held his hand as they both made their way back home. Jeongwoo couldn’t sit still all the way back as he took Y/n home, he felt guilty for leaving her in such predicament.

Reaching Y/n’s house, they both stood in front of the door for a bit before Y/n went back in. “I had fun today Jeongwoo, thank you again, I appreciate it” she said and kissed him softly on the lips, he smiled into the kiss and pulled away, eyes trained on the ground. “Jeongwoo, is something wrong?” but he shook his head. “Come on woo, you can tell me anything…” then Jeongwoo looked up at Y/n. “Sorry for leaving you alone to deal with that—“ he said full of guilt, but got cut off by Y/n. “Woo don’t feel sorry, that was beyond our control and you were busy…I hope you don’t blame yourself for this ok?” Jeongwoo nodded and Y/n held his hands.

“I’ll head in now, get home safely ok? Call me or text me once you reach home…Thank you woo, I love you” Y/n said gently. “I will, now go in, I love you more” Jeongwoo smiled before watching Y/n enter the house, then she looked at him one last time before heading in.

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[cafeinthemoon]

Hashirama with s/o who’s secretly developing a new (and dangerous) jutsu 🌱

Another anon request from a long time ago that I’m posting now omg what’s wrong with me

Well, when I finished Hashirama’s part I found the list so long that I decided to divide the request in three, one part for each Founder. I hope you don’t mind and that you enjoy this part with Hashi ❤

So in this one I’ll be using the same plot for all the Grandpas, just like anon requested me: s/o is a shinobi and wents out at night to take care of some business, and this ofc intrigues the Founders, but the most worrying sign is the fact that s/o always comes back with some bruises all over their body, as if they were fighting or something like that. One day they follow s/o in secret and find out they are developing a new jutsu, and this jutsu puts their life (or at least their well being) in danger.

Fandom: Naruto | Hashirama Senju

Symbols: 💗 | ◽ | ▶▶

Hashirama won’t question you immediately about your time out

He knows that you prefer to train by night bc it’s calm and not as hot as during day

And it’s not like you were hiding something from him: you don’t return until it’s late at night, and it has been like this since you started your relationship. He respects your privacy

Since you’re a shinobi, of course you are not immune to getting hurt, whether from your training or your missions. Still he cannot pretend he didn’t notice that bruise on your shoulder

It’s different from the others, though he doesn’t understand why. Deeper? Darker? He’s not sure

When he questioned you about it, you just said it was an accident but soon it will get better. He offered to use his healing technique and you accepted, and no one talked about it anymore (but he didn’t forget, ok?)

Most of the times you just use the lotions you two developed for emergencies when Hashirama is not around and that’s enough to solve the problem. However, deep inside you know that things can get worse even before your technique is completed (it doesn’t make you give up on it, though)

Well, one night, things really get to this point

Your jutsu has never been so close to its final form. But as you approach the end of the work, your body suffers from the resulting bruises and the physical tiredness

The possibility of this jutsu running out all your chakra is real, but it doesn’t stop you: you want this technique to be finished and perfected, and now that you’re so close you just can’t give up

And then it finally happens: the jutsu is complete. You already have a name for it, and all the seals are defined

You are so proud of yourself. Your efforts are finally being rewarded… When you suddenly sense your limbs getting numb and your vision gets dark in seconds. You’re losing the remaining chakra in your body, and there’s pain in every muscle. You can’t move, but if you stay here you will…

When you wake up again, you are at home

The room was in half light, and you realize it’s almost day again

You are lying on your own bed, and Hashirama is sitting by your side

It’s obvious that he ran you a bath, bc you’re not sweaty anymore and your clothes are clean. You look down and see that he also took care of your bruises, and now he’s preparing some medicine, probably for your fever

You try to sit, but you find out you’re too weak even for that

Hashirama doesn’t allow you to do move

“Hey! Don’t you ever think of that”, you hear him whispering to you as he helps you to lay down again, “You’re not leaving this bed until 12:00”

You lose the count of the time you spend alternating between sleep and consciousness, but no matter how many times you open your eyes, Hashirama is there, taking care of you

Finally you show the first signs that you’re going to get better: you are capable of sitting (with his help) and remain awake for at least 30 minutes

You don’t speak, but the signs of tiredness on Hashirama’s face are clear to you, and the preoccupation doesn’t leave his eyes. Seeing this makes you rethink what happened

You hid this dangerous secret from him, almost died and let him down… for a technique?

You try to speak

“Hashi, I let me explain…”

“Wait until tomorrow, y/n. We will have time to talk about this. But first we have to take care of you”

He’s gentle but serious. You know he uses to talk in this manner when he doesn’t accept discuss. You do as he says and wait until the next day

Despite being disappointed, Hashirama is not a judgmental person by nature, so he lets you start the conversation and shows to be willing to listen

You start explaining that you’ve been analyzing the results of your latest missions and you noticed you and your team mates have been having a hard time with certain circumstances and that you could improve the chances of success and reduce the time of the missions if you had a technique just like that one you were developing

You talked about this with them, but nothing was decided regarding who would create the jutsu or even if the jutsu was going to be created. And to be honest you weren’t sure if someone would be capable of doing it

But you started to work anyway. And when you realized that it was possible to create the jutsu, you couldn’t give up

The task was harder than you expected, but now that you had a chance, you wouldn’t abandon the project. You just kept it a secret for a question of security: the idea couldn’t fall on the wrong hands, and since you knew how hard it was to work on it, you didn’t want anyone to try and put themselves in danger when you were already doing it for them

Hashirama remained in silence for a long time after your explanation. When he talked again, he wasn’t angry or anything. You felt relieved and worried at the same time: what you’ve made a mistake, right?

To your surprise, he complimented you courage and determination, as well as your preoccupation in creating something that would benefit your partners, but he called you out for your tendency of doing everything by yourself when you could easily ask for his help

“Well, but what if I did? Would you help me with something like this?”

Hashirama contemplated your face for a moment, then smiled

“Of course I would. And I’m going to do it now”

Hashirama is such a precious partner

You don’t know what you would do without him 💜