#but its hard ti articulate yourself ehen youre drunk

[lovlieziam]

Do y’all ever think about the fact that ziam potentially broke up in 2015 and that’s why Zayn left the band????? And that’s why Louis acted like THAT in the months/years following???? Or is that just Drunken Brooke thoughts????

Like do y’all think about the fact that Liam was completely blindsided by the really because he was SO happy touring and meeting fans, singing live and living in the moment and Zayn was....very much not. Do y’all think about the fact that Zayn knew he wanted to leave the band, wanted to live a more calm, settled in life style, all while knowing Liam....didn’t. Do y’all think about Zayn contemplating a break up day and night for WEEKS, wondering if that’s what would benefit both of them. Wondering if he could even live a life without Liam. Wondering if Liam even notices Zayn was struggling to keep up in their constant, nonstop life, even though Zayn actively lied about being happy.

Do y’all think about Zayn finally, FINALLY, breaking up with Liam because it’s the only way—zayn wants to quit the band, by the cant take it away from Liam—to make both of them happy, and then Liam being,,,,,,COMPLETELY blond sided by this. Just. So fucking SHOCKED. Because zayn...Zayn was it for him. Zayn was his one true love and he jut.....he broke yon with Liam with NO explanation and....liams so fucking lost/ he’s hurt and confused and just.....he needs Zayn but Zayn’s not there. And him and Luis have gotten close in recent year, so he turns to Louis with all this hurt and it causes this huge divide between Louis and Zayn, who have always been close in the past, but Louis is looking out for Liam because SOMEONE has to (and Louis May have hated lim when the band first got together, but that’s because he didn’t know him and he assumes Liam was just....Liam was this stuck up, rule follower and he didn’t...he didn’t realize how much liam was just trying to be himself and fit in at the same time. How much Liam CRAVED someone to just love him for him, and so Louis decided to be that for him). So Louis gets PISSED at Zayn, and that’s continues the trend for MOMTHS until Liam finally reaches out.....because he finally understand. Zayn wasn’t happy....and Liam wasn’t enough to change that. And that’s FINE. Liam’s. Okay with that, he understands. Zayn needs so much lore than a person to make him happy. Sure, home is a person, but that’s not ALL home is. He would follow Zayn to the. Ends of the earth....but he’d never made Zayn feel like he could Ask For That.

So. He reaches out. Tells Zayn that he’s sorry. That he knows what Zayn was feeling.....or at least he understand, even if he doesn’t intimately know. And they rekindle that burning, engulfing flame. And now Liam understands. He has Zayn. He’s happy. Zayn’s happy. There’s So Much they have to work through, but they have each other.....so the uphill battle of fame doesn’t feel....quite so hard. They look into their future and for the first time in forever it feels GOOD, it feels BRIGHT.