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thesilmarillionblog · 3 months

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𓏲 𓂃 L o s i n g Y o u

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Summary: Everything was good as a member of Payback and Soldier Boy's secret girlfriend until the team and your relationship with him began to fall apart due to a new member and her developing relationship with Ben right in front of your eyes.

Pairing: Soldier Boy / Reader

Warnings: heavy angst, hurt, language, soft Soldier Boy, sensitive Reader, comfort, mention of drugs

Word Count: 4435

A/N: English is not my first language.

* This story is inspired by the song "Losing You" by Dream Evil.

Sipping your whiskey, you looked out the window, listening to every sound as the gentle breeze entered the little room. Then, you sat down on the coach and switched on the television.

After you and Ben had spoken a little more and made it clear that you no longer wanted a romantic relationship with him, Ben had left the room, leaving you alone. You additionally stated that it would be best for you to put the past behind you and never bring it up again. After everything that had happened, you knew you had to start over, but before that, there were a lot of things you needed to take care of, including purifying your name, though you had no idea how to accomplish it.

When you informed him you no longer loved him, you could see his confusion and insecurity in his expression, and your own heart began to turn cold toward him. When he was trying to start over with you, maybe you should have been relieved or in a state of satisfaction, but that didn't make you feel any better.

Since you were the only person he had known for years, with whom he had intimate connections, and who was still loyal to him no matter what, it was obvious that he just wanted you by his side all the time. Ben didn't know the difference between romance and being teammates. He just loved the idea of someone being loyal to him until the end; it didn't matter to him if he loved that person or not.

He most likely believed that you would be the finest person to rely on for anything, whether it be a love connection or just someone to work with. It was the same thing for him.

He needed decades to get over his mistrust of you, but it also damaged yours for him. It didn't require lots of pain on your part to convince him that you still loved him back then.

After Ben had a quick shower, you heard that he was talking about other Payback members on the phone with Butcher. Being a superhuman with exceptional hearing in such situations was terrible; you couldn't stop listening to him even though you didn't want to concentrate on the noises he was making. You could hear every breath he took.

Ben went to the kitchen and started looking for something to eat, and you two exchanged an odd glance. You knew you were starving at that point.

He asked you softly as you got up and moved to his side, “Are you hungry too?”

You sighed and said, “Starving, actually,” giving up on finding an appropriate meal. “It seems Butcher lied about having everything we need here.”

“His lying ass will pay for that when he comes back,” he muttered as he showed you the spaghetti he found. “Guess we found something here.”

You sat on the chair and asked him, “Well, you know I can't cook, right?” raising an eyebrow in response. He was aware of your lack of enthusiasm for cooking because you were terrible at it.

Ben chucked lightly at you and added, “Unfortunately, I know that damn well. You would have killed me long ago if I weren't the most powerful being to have ever lived. You know, you're lucky to have me right now. It's time for the strongest supe to prepare some spaghetti for you. Others would die for such a chance.”

You rolled your eyes at his arrogance as he continued to compliment himself on his cooking skills. Ben was actually just as bad at cooking as you were, but you complimented him when he did it for you, simply to make him feel special and to reminisce about the joyful moments you two shared. He was just too ignorant back then to see this.

“Others would definitely die, but not because of the thing you're thinking,” you said to him as he appeared confused and unsure about what to do first. With that dead serious look on his face, he was almost funny.

With his rough beard, blue t-shirt, and gray sweatpants, he looked like someone else entirely—but in a good way. In some sense, he just seemed more manly and muscular. Ben had the most punchable face you could ever imagine, but he continued to act haughtily, knowing that no one would dare do such a thing and that he was unbeatable.

While he was adding water to the saucepan, he saw that you were staring at him and turned to face you, asking, “Why that look on your face?”

“What look?”

He muttered, “Don't know,” as he lit the stove.

At last, you said, “You just look different.”

Ben frowned at your word choice and turned to face you, waiting for the water to boil. “What do you mean by ‘different’?”

You examined the serious expression on his face, ignoring his closeness.

“I'm not sure; maybe it's because of your coarse beard,” you just said. “You've never grown a beard before,” as his palm caressed his face, and a small grin appeared on his face.

“I knew you liked it, though,” he remarked, eyeing you. “Don't be shy to admit it makes me look even more masculine and fine, though I'm already good enough at this, you know.”

Yet while you couldn't help but roll your eyes at his cockiness, you couldn't help but think it suited him better.

“Whatever you say,” you sighed at the table, his rough hands still lingering around yours. He was sketching abstract circles on the table with his fingers.

You looked up at his shield and moved toward it as Ben gazed upon you. You asked him if it was acceptable before touching his shield by glancing at him and whispering, “Is it okay?” When it came to his shield, he wasn't the most generous man. But occasionally, you lifted it when he wasn't around in the past. He didn't know that at the time.

He watched you and answered, “Of course,” crossing his arms across his chest. He had a small smile on his lips, and he thought you looked heartwarming with his shield under your hands. He knew he would give you whatever you wanted.

Inhaling nervously, your fingers touched his shield. It was best to see if there was something wrong with you by gripping his shield because you were feeling a little unsteady, as though your powers had become drained and weakened, and you weren't sure why. Some supes found listing this shield to be rather heavy as well, so it would be a good way to see if there was a serious issue.

You shivered as the shield seemed heavy this time when you lifted it while holding it firmly. It was still able to be lifted, but the weight was making your hands tremble a little, which wasn't something that had happened before. When your body could take no more, your face turned white, and you carefully dropped the shield on the ground.

Your body tensed up as your mind raced with thoughts, attempting to make sense of what was happening to your body. Was it something that transpired in the laboratory during your torture, or was there another reason? You were completely clueless. Ben had a side effect that may switch him into a live nuclear bomb whenever he gets angry, but you didn't realize you were losing strength because it appeared like part of your power had been taken away from you.

“You are aware that only you and I have the ability to lift that thing, aren't you? We are somewhat on the same level,” Ben remarked, sounding satisfied as he gave you a kind of proud grin and making it obvious that he was unaware of the situation.

“Yeah,” you mumbled, attempting to hide the dread in your voice. You weren't sure whether or not to discuss this with him. “I barely could lift it, though.”

When the water boiled, Ben stood up and said, “It looked good in your hands. Everything seems to be fine in your strong and little hands.”

Your face heated at his filthy words the moment he turned to face you and winked. Sitting back in the chair, you questioned, “Why does your brain always focus on filthy stuff?” The smell of spaghetti filled the air, making you feel even more crave it.

“Come on, I said absolutely nothing. It's really difficult to compliment a woman these days.”

“You're very considerate, Ben. I appreciate it,” you interrupted as you observed Ben carefully setting the table.

Ben believed that by doing anything for you, you would be able to see that he had changed over the years, and he truly meant it when he told you he wanted a start over. He knew he needed to make you feel good and show you how much you meant to him. You always appreciated it when he made an effort for you, even if it was just for one small thing. And Ben knew it was a lie when you told him you didn't love him anymore because he was aware of how much you really did love him. You were just in denial, that's all. Ben would make you see your own feelings soon enough.

You thanked Ben after enjoying your dinner in silence and were astonished to find he had done a nice job, but you kept that hidden from him.

You quietly uttered, “Ben,” remembering the uncomfortable situation involving your strength. “Can we have some training? just for practice?”

Ben raised an eyebrow, taken aback by your sudden desire to train with him like you had in the past. He kept getting thrilled, though, because he was continually thinking about how each one ended—on top of you, spilling within your pussy. He cleared his throat, trying not to think of those times of sweetness and heat that could change your opinion.

“Of course, but why? I assumed that once you left Vought, you quit training altogether.”

You immediately defended yourself by getting up and pushing the large coach to the other end of the room with ease, saying, “As you see, things changed. I was trapped in a tiny box for years, and I have no idea what tomorrow holds, so I need to have the ability to defend myself.”

Ben said in a serious voice, “I don't know how many times I need to say this, but nothing will happen to you as long as you stay with me; don't think about such meaningless things.” He then got up and immediately removed his blue shirt from his head and placed it on the chair.

While attempting to look away from his massive, muscular chest, you said, “Why do I feel like you are showing off?” He appeared notably more sculpted than before. It seems that as you grew weaker, he grew stronger. Nothing in life is fair to you.

When he was standing in front of you, just in his gray sweatpants, you didn't back down. To your surprise, as you tried not to lose yourself in his gaze, he stared at you sincerely, as though he genuinely wanted you to know you were safe in his care. You would believe him if he hadn't hurt you that much.

You took a big breath, attempted to seem confident and optimistic, and mumbled, “Okay, do your best. Punch me.”

Ben stiffened while you awaited his attack. Despite pushing you to your limits during your training, he never physically attacked you. When he realized you were genuinely waiting for him to use force, he became uneasy.

“What?” he questioned, sounding enraged at your apparent seriousness. “I won't fucking punch you or something.”

You put your hands on your hips and teased him, asking, “Who is acting like a pussy now? Will we train properly or not?”

He admitted that you were someone who was sometimes difficult and took a deep breath to attempt to find the right words to say without hurting your feelings. “You can't convince me to beat or punch you; that's where I draw the line. End of discussion.”

You started to become irritated with the way he was treating you, acting as though you might break and like a doll, so you asked, “Why don't you have some respect for me?” His shield felt weighty under your palms, making your nerves already tense. “You betrayed me, abandoned me, and now you're calling the shots? You're extremely kind to do that.”

You desired you were the deadliest poison right then and there, drenched in his blood.

He answered in a rough voice, “I do respect you,” trying not to offend you while ignoring the bitterness in your voice. “However, I won't hit you.”

To show him how serious you were, you gently pushed him across the room by his chest with a swift move. You were aware that in order for him to fully understand what was wrong with you without revealing anything to him, you had to push him as far as he would go.

You both exchanged looks as you noticed the enormous hole in the wall where Ben's nude back had hit. “Look, what have you done to the home of that cocksucker?” Ben said, obviously taken aback by your abrupt aggression, as he wiped the dust off himself. You could argue that instead of being upset about it, he gave you a sly glance that sent shivers down your spine.

He said, “What would he think of if he saw the wall, huh?” as he stood in front of you.”Would he think that we had primal, animal-like sex? That I fucked you raw?”

You moved again to push him back against the same wall as your eyes grew wide at the pure filth coming from his mouth. But this time, he was prepared and quickly stopped your hand by palming your fist. He then gave you an evil smile, as if he wanted you to realize that he remained the strongest supe.

“All right, show me what you can do, and let's see if you're still a good girl,” he groaned as he effortlessly stopped all of your attacks.

You were making a lot of effort to hit him in the face, but you were consistently failing. Compared to your previous trainings, Ben was much harsher this time, or perhaps you weren't good enough for a proper training. You tried to move fast and step up your strikes, not wanting to give up, this time focusing on his legs.

“You seem like a pretty tough one today, don't you?” You were trying your hardest to punch him when he teased you, but you were even more enraged because he seemed quite thrilled. “Do you remember how our training used to end once?”

As you grasped one of his muscular wrists and ultimately hit his stomach, you nodded and acknowledged that it had all happened "once." Despite your best efforts to control your breathing and not give him any indication that you were weak, you were already exhausted from trying to harm him and witnessing how much worse your powers had gotten.

He murmured softly, “There's something wrong with you,” and you succeeded in bringing him to the ground. He frowned his eyebrows, trying to figure out whether your lack of energy was the cause or something else.

You didn’t answer and he caught your wrist on the air and made you freeze on top of him, adding, “Are you really attacking?”

Ben was surprised by your lack of strength, even though he knew he was stronger than you, because there had never been such a large power imbalance in your training sessions. It seemed like you weren't giving it your all.

You muttered in a harsh tone, “I am,” attempting to get free of his tight hold. “I guess you've become somewhat more powerful.”

“No,” he said right away, perplexed by your lack of energy. The only thing that altered in him was the energy that was concealed beneath his skin and that would surface when he heard a Russian song or felt extremely angry. “Perhaps you need to get some sleep in order to grow stronger. You appear to be a little worn out here.”

Ben felt his heart melt as he understood that you needed more sleep and rest and that this wasn't the perfect moment to train at all. He should have given you more time. His hands loosened as guilt filled his body.

His harsh voice said, “You should be resting,” which briefly caused you to freeze. For the first time, he had finished the game so quickly on his own.

You attempted to punch Ben again by straddling him, but this time Ben didn't back down, so he changed your position; he was on top of you with ease, revealing his full strength. Ben wanted to stop you and give you time to regain your breath, but you were determined to fix whatever was broken inside of you.

You finally gave up after trying your hardest to unbalance him and free yourself, but he grabbed both of your hands and placed them on your head while examining every inch of your body with concern. You attempted to seem hopeful even though you were about to cry. Perhaps he was right. You were just pushing yourself a little too hard, and you needed to rest a little more.

Ben surprised you both by not making another dirty joke and by releasing your hands so you could both stand up.

When he saw that your face had fallen, he questioned, “Are you okay?” and lightly patted your arm. He forced himself to restrain himself from touching your face or anywhere else.

“Yeah,” you quickly nodded to him and straightened your t-shirt.

“Just try not to give it too much thought. You're being a little too hard on yourself. If you get enough sleep, everything will be fine.”

You whispered, “Perhaps,” as you massaged your hurting head. “I guess I should take a shower now.”

You heard Butcher's car approaching, and you and Ben exchanged looks. Your superior hearing skills were still working, at least.

Ben said, “He must have brought the stuff I told him to,” as he watched you enter the bathroom.

With the packages clenched in his hands, Butcher entered the house and peered at the big crack and break in the wall. The ground was covered in rubble and dust.

Ben violently grabbed everything from Butcher's hand and relived his seeing all with weed, cocaine, and fast food there. If he hadn't brought some, he would have had to kick that sucker's annoying face.

“Fuck me, for God's sake. How in the world has this happened? How is your teammate doing? Where is she?” Butcher questioned, gazing at Ben's bare chest, which was lightly dusty. Observing your absence, he patiently awaited a response.

“Fucking calm,” Ben said, rolling his eyes over Butcher's worried voice and giving him a wink. “She is in the bathroom, cleaning up.”

“And what did you two do here?” Butcher's hands brushed the wall, and he lingered around the gaps as he asked in a gruff manner.

Ben had already begun smoking weed, while Butcher continued to swear and talk about how bad the situation at the house was.

Butcher sat in the closest chair, his hands in his pockets. “This place smells like babymakers. I hope you're having a great time on your vacation, or should I say 'honeymoon.'”

Ben sighed, “I will start to enjoy it when you bring some good, strong shit,” as Butcher gave him one of his nasty smirks.

“Sorry, it's a bit hard to satisfy you, darling,” he smiled.

Ben murmured, “Fuck off,” and grabbed a drink out of one of the pockets while listening to you take a shower.

“Since you two won't be living here for very long, could you kindly do as you wish as humans without ruining the house? How in the world am I expected to pay for that?”

Ben growled, puffing on a joint and flexing his big muscles. “Do I look like I give a fuck? When I call you, answer the phone and get the fuck out of here already.”

“Don't call me every second like we are lovers,” Butcher teased him, grinning. “I have too many people to look after.”

Ben started cursing Butcher, telling him to choke on sucking Hughie's balls.

You finished your shower, put whatever you found in the wardrobe, and stood in front of the window to take in some fresh air while thinking back on the half-hour training session you had with Ben. Listening to him while he fired Butcher from the house, you acknowledged that there was an obvious difference between your training in the past and the present and that you had become weaker. You witnessed how perplexed Ben was when he realized it as well.

You made an effort to remember everything, including whether the scientists had altered your genetic code or, worse, restored your full potential, but you were unable to recall your memory. Would they not also do the same to Ben if it were possible? Or perhaps your body was not strong enough to withstand it.

You tried not to cry since you were anxious and frightened, but tears still came down your cheeks. At that time, it didn't matter if Ben heard you crying or not. He was, after all, the cause of everything that happened to you.

As you kept crying in front of the window, you heard Ben tapping on your door. He opened the door regardless of whether you hadn't told him to go inside.

“What's wrong?” Ben approached you and asked in a curious tone. “Is it because of the training?”

You never said anything; you just cried and nodded at him when he brought it up.

“Come on,” he murmured, gently brushing your arms. “You did quite well. It's only that your body requires time and rest because you haven't moved an inch in decades.”

Ben tried to calm you as much as he could, but he saw that you weren't feeling better and kept staring outside. He added, giving a compassionate smile to you, “You're still a badass; nothing has changed. You ruined the entire house by pushing me against the wall with such force. It's obvious that you're stressed out, which is why you're not feeling like in the old days.”

As he attempted to lighten the situation, you finally murmured, gazing into his green eyes through your weeping ones. “I couldn't lift up your shield.”

Ben's eyes softened seeing you open yourself up about your abilities. It had never been a problem before, and he had assumed that, in contrast to him, you weren't particularly obsessed with power or supe stuff.

“Even the other supes couldn't lift it.” He smiled at you and added, “Remember the TNT twins? They couldn't even lift it an inch when I ordered them to.” He hoped this would help ease your discomfort.

“No,” you murmured in between sobs, unable to stop yourself from crying and seeking the right words to express to him what precisely you were going through. “When you weren't around, I could lift it with ease and without even using a lot of force, but suddenly, today it felt heavy for the first time. There's a problem with me.”

You wanted to talk to him about how worried you were right then, even if you weren't sure why.

When you told Ben the truth, his face fell, and he gave you a warm embrace while massaging your back and wet hair, not sure how to respond. This time, you didn't ignore him and instead allowed him to comfort you.

He whispered, “I'm sure it's nothing serious,” as if he needed to reassure himself first. “Being a supe is not something you can suddenly stop being after decades. No one can take your powers from you.”

“We'll continue those trainings, so you'll improve, I promise. You're aware that you must work your body. You're pushing yourself too much and forgetting that I'm the baddest supe—the one you're training with.”

You questioned, as though he were somewhat knowledgeable, “What if I'm getting weaker or they have done something to me in the lab that I can't remember? Could it be a side effect of mine?”

Ben's mind was racing with possibilities as he gave you an even tighter hug. “You wouldn't even be a supe anymore, and they could have done the same to me already, if it was ever possible.” He put his chin on your head and wrapped his massive arms over your entire body, whispering, “Don't say or think of such things.”

You said, “I need to be able to defend myself. Without assistance from anyone at all, including you. What should I do if you are mistaken? How long would it take me to adjust to being a regular human when it took me years to become accustomed to being a supe?”

Ben wanted to reassure you that you were all safe with him, but he realized you didn't need to hear that just then.

Ben caressed your wet cheeks with his powerful hands and murmured, “I won't let that happen,” looking intensely into your eyes. You trusted him in that vulnerable moment because he seemed so sincere and confident. “I'll fix everything, and you'll be alright with me.”

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strawbeffys · 9 months

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fluff alphabet |clarisse la rue

author's note: Hi lovelies, please send me requests! I don't know what gave me the confidence to think I can write, probably delusion. Also, this is according to my personal views of Clarisse so don't be mad if it's different from what you've imagined. Leave a comment, I love interacting with people, xx.

warnings: I tried my best to keep it gender/race/cabin neutral for the most part but there are still some feminine coded things here and there. English is not my first language so excuse any grammar mistakes.

A ctivities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?

Starting off strong because with Clarisse sparring is a must. Although she doesn't like to think there will ever come a time in which she won't be there to protect you, it's still an essential part of life as a half-blood. And who better to train you than the daughter of war herself? And in case the apprentice becomes the master and you happen to beat her or pin her to the ground or even hold your dagger to her neck? Oh boy, she's done for. Actual heart eyes.

B eauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?

She pretty much loves everything about you, she can't really just choose one aspect. Though, if she had to, she'd probably say she loves you for being supportive, understanding, and patient with her. You understand her better than anyone. That's what made her know you were the one for her. You can control her anger issues and calm her down when she's on the verge of exploding and she thinks that's beautiful.

C omfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc?

The art of intimacy or comfort never came easy to Clarisse. Her relationship with her mother isn't the best and hasn't been for a while now and her father is a grade A asshole. Her first instinct when you're feeling down is to fix it, to ask you who or what happened and give them a physical piece of her mind, but that's not always how it works. She'll pull you to her lap and hold you through the night or for as long as you need, wiping your tears and kissing your cheeks. She'll let you vent your heart out. You can tell her anything. Or nothing, if you prefer. She's not the best with words but her actions speak much louder.

D reams - How do they picture their future with their s/o?

She's never thought that much ahead if she's being honest. Never allowed herself to daydream too much into the future, choosing to live off the present for now. Sometimes, however, she pictures what could be only described as an utopia; to go on such a fantastical quest that the gods can't help but grant the both of you immortality, that way you'd bask in the glory of your love forever and ever.

E qual - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?

On the outside looking in it would seem Clarisse is the dominant one for sure. And in some ways she is; she likes that you can rely on her, she wants to provide for you, yearns to prove herself capable of such. Still, you're the one in charge. Clarisse is completely devoted to you, and your relationship means more to her than anything she's ever felt before. She cherishes it like no other, always at your beck and call.

F ight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?

Clarisse is intense, that much we know. Her anger runs deep and her passion burns red. She's not perfect, and doesn't try to hide it either. She's hot-tempered, arrogant, she's got a short fuse and she holds grudges. Her fatal flaw is pride, which sometimes gets in the way of her good senses, so you'll most likely be the one apologizing first. Despite all that, she can't bear the thought of you being mad at her and absolutely hates fighting with you. It's like it's tearing her apart, especially if you're sad over something she said or did in the heat of the moment. Truth is, she is a fighter at heart so when all is said and done she'll try and make it up to you in some way, somehow.

G ratitude - How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?

She is so appreciative of everything you do and are. As previously stated, Clarisse didn't get much love growing up so any semblance of that is something she clings hard to. She notices everything, every little thing you do for her and the underlying of your words. How you treat her and others is always stored in the back of her mind and she loves to be loved by you.

H onesty - Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?

Clarisse is a very closed off person in general, she doesn't like feeling exposed and being possibly seen as weak. She'll tell you things but there's still some matters you have to pick up on your own and know how to approach them, especially regarding her feelings and personal struggles. She's very honest though, she feels like she owns you that much and appreciates you if you do the same for her. The more your relationship progresses you'll notice being able to read her like an open book because although she does her very best to hide it there's an underlying vulnerability to her behavior in certain moments you'll take proper notice of the more you know her.

I nspiration - Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helped them overcome personal problems?

Clarisse has definitely become more gentle since you. It still doesn't extend to your friends and family but more so how she behaves around you and knowing she doesn't have to put up that though front all the time. Her sense of self worth has improved as well, especially when you reassure her through her insecurities and doubts (never being the son her father wanted etc.)

J ealousy - Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?

Oh, boy. Clarisse’s jealousy is very fuelled by… Well, anything really. She doesn't necessarily need a motive to go toe to toe with someone, just staring at you for a second longer than she deems them worthy of and she's ready for a fight. It's hard for anyone to get close enough to flirt with you because she's always there, by your side, kind of like a guard dog. But only because she knows how amazing you are and her insecurities do blurry some lines on what's acceptable. She's working on it though.

K iss - Are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?

Clarisse is definitely a good kisser. She doesn't have much experience, if any, but she's a natural. It sounds cheesy but the first time she kisses you was like butterflies and church bells dancing loudly in the wind. The way she cups your face so uncharacteristically soft and how she breaks off the kiss with a series of small pecks only to smile one of her beautiful smiles so close to each other's faces… Magical. It could be at the fireworks on the fourth of July or it could be in your favorite spot in the woods, soaked in lake water during a midnight swim or after a heated argument. No matter how many times Clarisse kisses you, she'll never not feel electricity similar to her spear’s sharp edge digging into her body and soul.

L ove Confession - How would they confess to their s/o?

Clarisse does not have a clue what she's doing. I feel like she'd say something in the heat of the moment; either confessing her true feelings or masking them by saying something hurtful she doesn't actually mean. In the latter scenario she'd storm off and berate herself over it but her pride and fear that you'd never look at her again made her put off her apology for some time and let it all sink in to talk to you when she's ready. That is until you start properly ignoring her and she nearly goes crazy with longing, just missing your overall presence and having her stomach turn to knots at the way things were left between you two. That's one of the few times Clarisse sucks it up and reaches for you. The apology is awkward but overwhelmingly honest and she tells you she's an idiot but you're content in forgiving her and giving her a second (actual first) chance.

M arriage - Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?

Again, Clarisse never thought she'd live to see the day she'd actually have a marriage prospect. Her life just doesn't seem complete without you anymore and the moment she realizes that she's done for. It would probably be while you're laying in bed together, your head on her chest while you play with her fingers. Your eyes are heavy with sleep but hers are wide open, thinking. “Will you marry me?” said while staring into the distance and you probably think she's joking except Clarisse is not one to joke about that sort of thing. “Not now. But eventually.” and whether you ask if she's serious or just accept it right away, she'd look at you seriously for a beat and then tackle you into a bear hug, crushing you underneath her. She doesn't see the point in a big wedding, but if that's what you're into, she won't mind.

N icknames - What do they call their s/o?

She is not immune to babe or baby but would still like to keep some variety. Things like sunshine, gorgeous, angel or others (I'm looking at you, person who created the “mama/s” HC). She does like your name very much, or probably a shortened version of it. Don't expect her to not tease you if any of these make you flustered.

O n Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?

Clarisse likes to think she's good at hiding it when she's absolutely not. As Taylor Swift once said, you can hear it in the silence. Just the way her eyes soften when she's looking at you speaks millions, but people also get whiplash at how fast her mean attitude changes whenever you're around. Her love giving languages are probably acts of service and physical touch. She loves to do things for you, feeling all big and mighty whenever she can make your life just a little easier. Touching is also a must but we'll get to that in a second.

P DA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?

Clarisse is not very comfortable with public displays of affection, because she is afraid of being judged or mocked by others for being weak or soft. She prefers to keep her relationship with you private and intimate, but doesn't mind the little things. She does gloat about being with you as well as showing you off, so that everyone on camp knows you're hers. She brags about you all the time and I mean, seriously, all the time. She's not a big hand holder but she almost over compensates by grabbing at your hips and thighs, throwing an arm over your shoulder or hiding her face in your neck. She especially loves bonfires when you sit on her lap and she can hold firmly onto your waist while she's talking to her siblings or just press her forehead against yours when her social battery is low.

Q uirk - Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.

She's very perceptive. She may not know what has changed right away but she's also persistent so she'll figure it out in an instant. If it's the way you did your hair or something that happened along your day, even if you change your usual greeting. She notices and she'll definitely ask you about it.

R omance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?

Clarisse wants to be loved, that's all she’s ever wanted, and she has so much love to give, therefore I believe she'll do just about anything to make you happy. That includes being an absolute sap. She honestly doesn't mind how cliche it is, if it works on you, you bet she's using it. If anyone cares to say anything remotely negative about you or your relationship she will promptly glare them into oblivion or give them something to really worry about.

S upport - Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?

She is your absolute biggest supporter. Especially if you don't believe in yourself, then she's trying even harder for you to see just how well you can do something if you put your mind to it. With something like sword training she is more than willing to help you, rewarding you with kisses and cursing you for distracting her with your pretty face.

T hrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?

Clarisse doesn't mind change, she rolls with it. If you have a certain way of doing things, a routine you like to follow, that's fine by her. If you're unpredictable, even better. She just loves to see what comes next in terms of your relationship, not necessarily needing anything to amplify her love for you. It's already hardwired into her.

U nderstanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?

She knows you like the back of her hand. Even the slightest furrow of your eyebrows or tilt of your head and she'll be there in a second asking what's wrong. She does learn to be more empathetic towards your own struggles, which was hard at first because she wasn't sure how to see things from someone else's point of view. Though road but you make it work.

V alue - How important is the relationship to them? What is it’s worth in comparison to other things in their life?

She doesn't have much to look forward to so Clarisse values her relationship with you very highly, as you are one of the few people who can see past her tough and aggressive exterior and appreciate her softer and more vulnerable side. She is fiercely loyal and protective of you, and would do anything to keep you safe and happy.

W ild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.

I actually read this one on a Wattpad story a while ago so credit to the original creator but, Clarisse has a teddy bear named Mr. Muscles she's had since she was like, nine and she cherishes it like it's her most prized possession. When she introduced this piece of information to you, you just found her so incredibly adorable you couldn't contain the giggles and she gets so hot in the face she pushes you off her bed and it's honestly one of the most memorable moments in your relationship.

X OXO - Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?

I headcanon Clarisse as your personal furnace as well as a koala bear so kisses and cuddles are a must, especially if it's cold outside. She loves to take naps with you, it gets to the point where she has trouble sleeping without you (so you give her a vial of your perfume to spray on Mr. Muscles for when you're away).

Y earning - How will they cope when they’re missing their partner?

Clarisse with you: 🥰

Clarisse without you: 😡

She gets snappier than usual and easily annoyed but she'll also get really sad because she's never had to deal with being away from you. Her siblings try to cheer her up by shoving some kid's head into the toilet but she's so disinterested in anything that does not involve you she just goes about her days training until she can see you again and show off her muscles.

Z eal - Are they willing to go to great lenghts for the relationship? If so, what kind of?

The answer is yes, one hundred percent. “Touch her and you die” trope goes so hard. Not only that but she would willingly sacrifice the world and herself for you and your relationship. She would go out of her way to make sure you are okay, that you are fed and hydrated and well rested, even messing up her own sleeping schedule in order to take better care of you.

#* ༄ ꒰ effy's works ꒱#clarisse la rue x reader #clarisse la rue #clarisse la rue fluff #clarisse pjo #clarisse x reader #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo series #pjo

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barrenclan · 2 months

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you dont have to publish this ask if you don't want to. but i just wanted to say that im not sure how i really feel about ranger becoming disabled and how it could kinda be read as for audience catharsis. youre a good writer and i dont want to interpret your writing in bad faith, and obviously i dont know your full intent behind the choice to blind ranger. but a lot of the audience reaction in the replies and such made me a bit uncomfortable as a visually impaired disabled person myself. disability as a punishment for evil is a pretty common (and ableist) trope. i dont think you really did it to the extent its done in other media (especially with a character like daffodilpaw as a good guy. like death, disability affects everyone, good and bad) but yeah the audience reaction made me a little uncomfortable that they were viewing it as deserved or cathartic or punishing. it especially didnt sit very well with me when paired up with hacksaw, his partner and another very evil character having lost a chunk of her wing just before. like i said at the start you dont have to publish this ask if you dont want to. i dont know how the story is going to go, and pinepaws injury could very well impact him in the future for example. but i figured i should voice my current in-the-moment discomfort, especially if it helps you in your future writing endeavors. otherwise, i really liked the new issue!

Since this was asked about twice I will go ahead and publish it; and say that firstly, I really appreciate you both bringing up your concerns and going about it in a very polite way. I don't want anyone to feel afraid to bring things up about the story or put me on a pedestal, I'm not a perfect person just because you like my stories.

And in terms of your asks themselves - I honestly do apologize that it came off that way, I didn't intend at all to play into the trope of disability as a karmic punishment for evil. I'm not disabled myself, or at least not in the visual or mobile way, so it is likely just an actual blindspot for me in terms of my writing. Disability is absolutely not a punishment for anything, and if you're blind or missing a limb there is nothing wrong with you at all.

If knowing my thought process helps at all, here's how I came to that story decision:

I want Ranger and Hacksaw to try to attack Pinepaw but both have their arrogance that's been building for the whole story checked. Also, it needs to be in some way that actually hinders them so they don't just keep attacking. -> Well, I don't want them to die, because I have things I want to do with their characters after the event ends. So, what would be an interesting and symbolic injury that takes them off the table? -> Hacksaw's main source of attacking other people is by divebombing them, so losing a wing would really impact her sense of strength. And, Ranger relies on outward control so much that losing his sight would damage a lot of his ego as well. There are some things about the characters I can't talk about just yet which, depending on your opinions, might change how you feel, but those were my general ideas.

I completely didn't realize how easy it to fall into that trope and I'm very sorry that it made you uncomfortable, that was very much not my intention. Like you said it's so normalized in media that most people don't even think about it - and certainly something I'll be more aware of next time I write anything like this.

#ask #anon #ranger #hacksaw

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voxisdaddy · 5 months

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Cowboy Sweetness

Fandom: Helluva Boss

Pairing: Striker x Reader

Type: Headcanons | Fluff

C/TW: none other than the fact that it's kind of long cuz I love Soft and Fluffy Striker so much <3

In which Striker is soft with Reader ♥︎

omg my baby girl Striker ૮꒰ྀི >⸝⸝⸝<꒱ྀིა thank you for the request @/newleaf92 (tag bc of an oopsie) REPOST BC LAST ONE GOT SHADOWBANNED

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ Striker is not a soft guy, that's just a fact. He's ruthless, cruel, arrogant, prideful, and rough. And he intends to stay that way-not that he thought he could be anything else. Until you came along.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ Things were understandably slow at the beginning of your relationship. These feelings and this type of relationship was very new to him. On top of that, he cared about you a lot so he was determined not to fuck up at some point. But even at the beginning, when he seemed repulsed by affectionate acts and words, he was still soft. He was aware of this because again, he cared about you a lot and knew he didn't wanna fuck up-or "fumble it" as some people nowadays say. So he tried to show subtly that he cares about you as his partner.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ Which was by holding doors open for you, cleaning himself up a bit before visiting you, and when walking with you his tail would be rounding you from behind-a subtle way to keep you close and protected. He is a wanted man after all.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ He still does those things even now, as long as you've been together by now and as more comfortable he is being affectionate and sweet with you-but theirs so much more now.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ When he teaches you to ride Bombproof, if anyones near and you're wearing something with a skirt, he'll take off his hat to cover your behind as you mound or get off Bombproof. And the entire time he's teaching you, he's got a hand on both you and the horse. Gotta keep ya steady and that won't be possible unless Bombproof is also steady. Afterwards, only if you're alone, he' help you off Bombproof. He actually feels quite prideful of it. Look at him, helping his partner off Bombproof with his hands firmly on your waist. If you thank him with a kiss on the cheek he's gonna be smirking all proudly.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ Loves it when you lay on his chest. You could be snuggled up on the couch or the bed, doesn't matter, as long as you're both comfy he needs you to be laying your head on his chest. It makes him feel like he's your protector and that you need him. Both is true.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ He takes care of ya when you're sick. Will sleep on the couch until you're 100% better. He can't risk getting sick due to his job so unfortunately you'll be sleeping apart for several days. It bothers him more than he'd ever admit. He didn't know when it happened but at some point he grew used to sleeping with you next to him every night and kind of relies on it to sleep good.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ Which takes us to when he's out on a job. His time away from home varies from job to job. Some hits can be done and over with over a course of a day, others can take several days-weeks even.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ It's hard on both of you, but you both hang onto little things to keep the other close, theoretically speaking. He's very careful about it though because the last thing he wants is the wrong people finding out about you. Being with him already puts you at risk, like it or not, you guys need to be a secret-he insists.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ Most dates are private. For safety reasons and plus come on, some couple alone time is always good. Some dates he'll take you to a place he found while out a job. It's usually some place secluded. He always makes sure to check around before bringing you there however, just in case theirs any dangers lingering about that he should deal with-or for your sake, avoid all together.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ His favourite dates are when he can just relax with you. Sure you guys can do that at home, but the change of scenery is nice sometimes. His favourite date so far is when you guys went to a large tree and just sat underneath it. Usually you always lean on him when you cuddle and lay together, but that time he was the one on you. His head on your lap as you ran your fingers through his white, rough hair. His hat he had tipped over his head to hide eye tired eyes from you.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ "Striker~ You're falling asleep."

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ "I'm relaxin my eyes, darlin'. Ever hearda relaxing?"

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ He fell asleep.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ Oh well. I recommend not teasing him about it later because he will make sure you don't comb your fingers through his hair again for a very long time.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ He needs the sleep though. He works on his own schedule, which isn't bad per say, but his sleep schedules all over the place. Sometimes he'll sleep only a few short hours and sometimes it'll be like 14 hours. I'm not kidding. He does make an effort for you though because you're his darlin'! Especially since he's gotten to the point where he needs you there to sleep good.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ So you let him sleep for a little while. Not too long-don't wanna ruin his sleep schedule even more.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ I love soft striker so much, I always think about holding his hand and that's it. Just holding it. He'll let you, usually sitting behind you so you don't have to see his flushed face.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ Panics when you cry. He'll immediately rush to you and try his best to sooth you. It was very awkward when it first happened, it still is awkward but it's kind of different now. I don't know how to explain it but an improvement is I guess what we'll call it.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ Even if you're the one fussing over him when he comes home injured, once he notices you getting teary eyed, he's quickly apologizing. What for? Who knows but stop crying you're freaking him out :(

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ I feel like Striker's the type of guy to have a special way of saying I love you to you. He isn't a man of words so all his affections are done via action. I can think of a couple ways he'd say 'I love you'. Got the usual gentle hand squeezes, thigh squeezes, ect,. Sometimes they get...sweeter though. A sweet kiss on the lips-not a peck or heated kiss with the intent to go further. Just a sweet kiss then gazing into your eyes before he goes off to do whatever it is Striker does lol 💖

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ The first time he said it though? Weirdly enough was after an argument. He asked you to get him some water before he left on a hit and you came out with a cup of ice and said "wait". He would've been annoyed-and he was for a second-but then he started chuckling and pulled you in for a hug. "I love ya, darlin'!"

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ Random soft Striker moment: you were baking and Striker was being oh so helpful (he wasn't, he was just hanging around to be near you) leaned in close to press a kiss to your head.

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ Come on-if he did that to me I'd instantly be so in love like omg ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა I already am in love but like I'd fall so hard I'd have no choice but to dig

𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒ In my head, Striker and his s/o is the Grumpy x Sunshine ship trope-aka my favourite ship trope ♡

The request was asking for Striker being soft with that one person but due to an error and a fumble on my keyboard, it published way too early. Sorry about that

૮꒰ づ˶◡﹏◡˶꒱აづ

#Helluva Boss #x reader #Striker #striker x reader

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nox tests hypotheses: "saturn tells you what annoys you"

this is one of shawtyherbs hypotheses. this is how i feel this manifests for me in my chart and why i believe this hypothesis works. my saturn is located in my 3h, in taurus at 29°... let's take deep dive!

taurus saturn

a lack of discipline: i feel like i have a strong work ethic - i value hard work. i despised when i did group work in school and i was paired up with procrastinators or people who were unwilling to put in the necessary effort to achieve a good grade. it felt like every time i had my part done i would start getting anxious that the other person/people didn't. it felt like a manipulation - like we were playing chicken. if they didn't do it, would i do it for them? how long did they have to wait until i stepped in?

instability and unpredictability: sudden changes, chaotic environments, and erratic behavior can make me uncomfortable, anxious, and annoyed. i guess it's sort of like a trauma response from childhood except now i get irritable... everyone know my dislike for surprises.

wastefulness: i get easily irritated by wastefulness, whether it's wasting time, money, or resources. again maybe its from my childhood and having those experiences. but i am the type of person who arrives on time. if i buy something and don't like it i use it until it's gone, i eat it til its gone (even if its stale), or i use it til its paid itself off (if i buy a shirt and can't return it and it was $30, i am wearing it 30 times). it sounds strange - i know - but it is how i am...

superficiality: i really value authenticity. i feel like i am easily annoyed by superficial behavior, materialism without substance, and people who put on mask to fit in... like so what if you don't laugh at someone's shit joke, so what if i am happy with my hydroflask and want nothing to do with a stanley (it's all the same to me), and who cares if your true self is not everyone's favorite (you'll find your people a whole lot faster if you're your self).

resisting practicality: you know how much advice i have given throughout the years THAT WAS ASKED FOR and people did what they wanted anyway??? why even waste my time if you don't want outside perspective. or something its just kind advice to help with ease like hi you are using a stain on the deck, i recommend you wipe as you go so it dries quicker and you don't accidentally smear/smudge later. but nooooo.....

saturn at 29°

arrogance: you know it's okay to be wrong... it's not okay to pontificate about how you were right in some alternate scenario. just admit you were wrong in this situation and move on or better yet say nothing...

irresponsibility: when you say you are going to do something do it. if you are a leader then lead and know that you are responsible for anything you designate to someone you view as your subordinate (especially when you don't train them on what you want them to do for you). if you can't commit to having a task or being in charge than don't do it. someone is relying on you - it's 10 times worse when its yourself and you push goals to the side.

unfounded claims/criticisms: perhaps i am overly sensitive to criticism because i tend to take my work and my self a bit too seriously. but if you can't take yourself and what you do seriously, then who will? i take everything personally too. so when i get criticism and its said in a nasty way (at least how i interpret it) or there is a lack of explanation or no backing i will get annoyed. you bet my humor will be ill-tempered... you can't expect me to react well to a comment like "you're wrong". like wow okay so detailed, i'm glad you decided to write one word and a contraction to dismiss my 2k essay. like if you are going to criticize me or disprove me make it detailed and make it sound. and if i do something wrong its probably because no one told me how to do it in the first place (cough cough work) so don't snap at me, walk me through it.

lack of respect: now listen - i'm no angel, i was a teenager once - eyerolls and all. but now that i am a bit older (she said at 23) i am getting to the point where respect isn't freely given (unless its to build a good first impression) but instead its earned in a pre-existing relationship. i don't tolerate disrespect, no one is going to snap at me and tell me what to do. you do that and you will get the opposite reaction that you expect from me (speaking from real life situations). asserting dominance doesn't make you worthy of respect, it makes you a bully.

superficial conversations: i said it why back when in one of my get to know me posts. i prefer deep, meaningful conversations and i find small talk / superficial chatter frustrating or pointless. like skip to the meat bruv - we don't have all this time for "hi how are you?" "good how are you?"

disorganization: a lack of structure, whether in communication, in a learning environments, or my daily routines, irritates me. i feel like it effects me most in the routine bit. weekends are my prime culprit because my schedule falls apart. during the week my meals and tasks are standardized, but on the weekend, i somehow manage to always get annoyed because i eat lunch late or what i had in my mind to do gets tossed aside...

gossip/rumors: i feel uncomfortable with gossip, i prefer facts and reliable knowledge. which i know facts seems shaky when i am posting the content i do... but generally facts over fiction in conversations. gossip and the like almost always gets me in trouble - i struggle with holding my tongue especially when i see someone regularly who has been gossiped about frequently. withholding information is a form of lying in my opinion - and lying makes me extremely uncomfortable.

impulsive decisions: i am trying to get better about this because i tend to carefully deliberate everything. but i don't like when others around me make impulsive decisions that effect me because it ruins the plan i already had in my mind. for example, last weekend i wanted to go to an all day fall festival with my mother (and yes i told her tuesday my plan) but last minute my mother's boyfriend-not-boyfriend said he needed her help with a project and it was going to be an all weekend thing. so friday night my plan went out the window. so quickly had to make a new plan consisting of paid readings, trader joe's, and shampooing my couch (fun stuff i know...).

a lack of respect for rules/boundaries: a disregard for social norms, etiquette, and established rules of communication annoys me so badly. like it is common courtesy (at least for how i was raised) to call or write in advance of stopping over at someone's house. my mother's boyfriend-not-boyfriend is the biggest perpetrator of this behavior. they aren't technically dating anymore so hello hi in my opinion he should be giving us a heads up if he will be stopping over. also switching gears when i say "no" or "i don't want to" i feel like a lot of people around me push me and test me to see if i will change my tune. i don't appreciate that in the slightest. i make clear boundaries in all the relationships i have (even here i have guidelines) - so yes, you bet i get frustrated when i vocalized or wrote my boundaries and yet they get ignored.

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yanderes-galore · 4 months

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Could you do a romantic Naoya Zen'in with a female!sorceror!reader please! Thank you!

Oh he's going to be such an asshole... so I hope you know what you're expecting- I'm on Chapter 143, so some info may be wrong.

Possible JJK Manga Spoilers within this for chapters after where the anime (Season 2) leaves off!

Yandere! Naoya Zenin with Female Sorcerer! Darling

Pairing: Romantic

Possible Trigger Warnings: Female Darling, Obsession, Manipulation, Controlling behavior, Sexism, Condescending/Degrading behavior, Possessive behavior, Attempted forced marriage/courting, Stalking, Violence, Blood, Murder, Toxic masculinity, Threats, Forced relationship.

You just know he's going to be horrible to deal with due to his family's principles.

The Zenin family canonically has sexist views, seeing women as just wives.

This is seen with Maki and Mai in the series, Naoya's language only confirms it.

It's canon that he views women as wives and thinks if they aren't three paces behind a man, they should be stabbed in the back (Actual quote, you wish I was joking.)

So it's safe to say Naoya is going to be hell.

He's such an entitled brat, tone and behavior often dripping in arrogance.

He would refuse to see you as skilled.

Being around Naoya as a female Jujutsu Sorcerer often comes with... comments.

Comments literally no one asked for.

Naoya would be degrading and condescending towards you.

He'd often view you as weak.

You could never measure up to him in a battle.

Like he did with Maki and Mai, he likes to break you down.

But here's the worst part.

Naoya would be the type of person to bully you because he likes you.

He definitely finds himself wanting your attention, so he'll get it in any way he can.

It's so easy to hate him, he doesn't even mind all that much at first.

Naoya would hunt you down just to mess with you.

At first it's just because he finds your goals to be stronger preposterous.

Although... before he even realizes it, he may follow you because he finds you attractive.

He likes that you're strong for a woman and might even see you as good wife material.

Naoya stalks you around, watching you kill Curses before stepping in to essentially steal the glory.

It's like in some twisted way he's trying to impress you.

Naoya treats you like you can't do anything alone.

He acts like he should be the man in your life.

He's so possessive... he thinks he owns you.

If he doesn't, he knows he will at some point.

Naoya is a nuisance to you due to both his beliefs... and the growing attraction he has.

You hate his guts... but Naoya feels he can't live without your attention.

He loves it when you look at him, he loves it when you react to him, he finds it cute when you fight him.

He believes he is leagues above you in power... yet adores you all the same.

Naoya would definitely put you down, then try to pull you into relying on him.

He tells you you're weak on your own... that you need him in your life.

In reality, it's the other way around.

Naoya feels he needs you.

However, Naoya is a prideful man and would never want to admit to that.

Naoya would often claim himself to be your man, be that boyfriend or husband.

In fact, Naoya may just jump straight into husband territory.

He's unwilling to believe you have any other choice.

Hate his guts? Sure... but you'll be married someday in his eyes.

He hates it when you disobey him to make him upset.

You want nothing to do with him, you want to be a Jujutsu Sorcerer without Naoya breathing down your neck.

Naoya is a Sorcerer who quickly turns to violence to get what he wants.

In the manga we see him quickly deciding to kill Megumi and Yuji to become head of the Zenin clan.

Imagine if you had a suitor already? Y'know... one who supports your career?

Naoya won't stand for that.

I can see Naoya stalking you until seeing your lover, only to confront them.

As I said, he feels he's the only man and partner for you.

So Naoya would probably kill them... with no regrets... in front of you.

The blood covering his clothes means nothing to him.

All that matters is making you his.

He's such a hypocrite, telling you to rely on him as if you need him.

You're capable on your own, but it's like he refuses to see that.

He wants you to listen to his every order, to beg to be with him.

In reality he's projecting, wanting to do that to you yet his pride won't let him.

At some point he gives in to the fact he loves you.

He loves you, he needs you, why can't you obey him?

The fact you're a woman who won't listen to him breaks him at times.

Yet he's determined to make you his wife.

It doesn't matter what you think of him...

Naoya is a selfish entitled brat who's used to getting what he wants.

He knows at some point he'll get you.

It doesn't matter how much blood he spills to make it happen... or if he has to break you mentally.

He'll make you his... his perfect little wife... who needs him as much as he needs you.

Naoya could drag you into his arms kicking and screaming, the blood on his clothes staining your skin as he grins down at you.

He doesn't care if he has to drag you to your wedding bound.

Naoya knows he'll have you... that you'll be his and you'll give him strong heirs...

You'll learn your role like every other woman in his clan... forced to stay by his side like the good wife he knows you are.

#yandere jujutsu kaisen #yandere jjk #yandere naoya zenin

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mrsdarkandyandere7 · 6 months

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OKAYYY not a request but some thoughts ☝️☝️ hear me out: yanderes in the Apocalypse!! Think about it. After years of isolation and crawling on your ass through dilapidated buildings you finally find another survivor, your relived to see that he’s not a raider or a completely deranged freak — but the collapse of society has taken a toll on everyone, right? You don’t mention it when he never lets you scavenge, how he just keeps you tucked and pretty in the bunker, How he sleeps extra close on drafty nights. Cause why would you? As far as you were concerned the monsters were all outside the bunker. And even if the clinginess is uncomfortable, you can see the bags under his eyes and the toll this life has taken. He’s equipped, capable and experienced. Who cares if he’s weirdly touchy? What kind of asshole would you be to blame him? In fact, you feel grateful. All the stories and news you rely on that he brings back down to the bunker are terrible. How there’s nothing but destruction. How all the other survivors are dead or insane. How lucky he was to find a helpless, pretty thing like you unsoiled by the wasteland. How he could never let you go with him up to the surface to see anything for yourself. It’d surely be too much for you. He even says his guns are too heavy for you. He sits you down and solemnly explains the monster attacks are only getting worse. How all the surviving groups are dead. And how you’d die too if you ever stepped a foot outside, how you *need* to stay… About how the apocalypse had took his wife and sons. And like… You atleast owe him something — he’s been so devotedly diligent about protecting you from all the monsters and fucked up survivors after all…. Maybe a baby boy?

Your mind is brilliant, I swear 🤤

I have thoughts on the whole apocalypse thing.

Random girl that meets random man during the apocalypse = couple - that's my rule, you can't argue with that.

Imagine he meets you, convinces you to join him as he travels north to a secluded property of his - a isolated farm.

He believes it to be safe plus he's strong enough to fight off monsters, something you're unable to do on your own. So you join him.

He's a bit arrogant when it comes to his fighting skills. And the way he's always so stunned that you managed to survive on your own this far is a little demeaning.

And I love the idea of him sharing his sob tragic story as a way to get you to feel more compassionate about him.

And when he tries to have sex with you, you're unable to stop him. Cause you feel like you owe him, he's the one bringing you food, keeping you safe from monsters, looking out for you. It's the least you can do for him.

And then you get pregnant.

#ask #yandere x reader #tw: yandere

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daybreakrising · 2 months

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BLADE HEADCANONS - Y.INGXING & THE HIGH CLOUD QUINTET

before i begin, just a reminder that this is my personal headcanon and i don't expect anyone else to agree with me. regardless, this is how i will approach blade's history with the high cloud quintet, so it needs to be its own meta.

and whilst i am firmly on the hill that the high cloud quintet were a nice little polycule, i won't force that on anyone. blade's feelings towards the other four will remain the same, but i leave it to the writers of those muses if they want to go down the polycule route or not. i'm good with either.

also if you want a beautiful animated short that revolves around their story, then i direct you to this video. i've watched it at least a dozen times since i found it and i am now drowning in hcq emotions ;_;

A HIGHLY PASSIONATE INDIVIDUAL

i've talked before in this meta about how for someone to hate as fiercely as blade does, one must also have the same capacity to love - and that this is the remnants of y.ingxing that linger within him. y.ingxing as a man was proud, confident to the point of arrogance, but also incredibly passionate about the things that mattered to him. and i mention all of these things specifically because it is at the root of why i see him having deep feelings for every member of the HCQ.

it's a cliché, of course, to say "there's enough of him to go around", but it's also true. y.ingxing has such capacity to love that it cannot be restricted only to one person. now, that's not to say he cannot do monogamy - he can, absolutely - but i do feel like he thrived most under the affections of (and in giving affection to) many.

but lauri, i hear you say, why can't it just be platonic affection? why does it have to be romantic? well, it doesn't have to be, and in fact, in every case regarding the HCQ, that's how it started for y.ingxing: these are people he admired, respected, cared for deeply. they were his friends. none of these dynamics started out with romantic intentions & whilst there would definitely be degrees of initial attraction involved with some of them, he certainly didn't seek their company for that reason.

for the majority of those connections, that deep platonic love for them didn't develop into something more until he was well into adulthood, having spent many years alongside them. and, of course, each relationship was different.

FORGING BONDS FOR LIFE

j.ing y.uan

there was also the boy who kept bickering with him.

it was j.ing y.uan who first sparked something beyond friendship in y.ingxing's heart, though it wasn't acknowledged until well after the fact. they had a good-natured rivalry right from the start, being similar in age (at least in emotional maturity if not actual age, given one is a long-life species and the other a short-life), and though they bickered constantly, it was always in good spirits. the banter, the sparring, the fond little jabs at each other - this kindled the first flames of an affection that went beyond platonic.

y.ingxing treasured that rivalry from its beginning to its end. he found in jy not only a true friend but someone he felt he could rely upon no matter what. for all their bickering, there was no one more loyal than jy. and that meant everything to him. it still does.

b.aiheng

what difference does it make to your achievements, whether you're a long-life or a short-life species? just focus on what you want to do, and let fate take its course.

things progressed somewhat differently with b.aiheng than with jy. she was the first of the hcq that y.ingxing truly trusted - she had known him when he was still that shy, insecure apprentice, and her words of encouragement had pushed him to find the confidence in himself that he would later become known for. she was the first person he opened up to, allowed himself to be vulnerable with, and he adored her. her endless optimism, her vibrant nature, was always enough to chase away any lingering doubts or worries he had about himself and his skill. he attributes a great part of his success as a craftsman to her for this reason. without her continued encouragement, he might never have had the confidence and inspiration to achieve great things.

that adoration didn't blossom into something more until he was invited into the hcq officially, and started spending even more time in their company. it was so easy to see why b.aiheng was the most loved amongst the five - what else could they do but love her? her spirit was something to be greatly admired, and admire it y.ingxing did with his entire soul. he would have done anything if it earned him one of her smiles.

dan f.eng

out of all of us, you were the closest to him. it was strange, really — to see someone so arrogant get along with someone so proud.

there is no denying that the bond between y.ingxing and dan f.eng ran deep - deeper than any other bond y.ingxing had within the hcq. but, as with the others, it was its own unique bond: y.ingxing loved j.ing y.uan for his loyalty and friendship, b.aiheng for her spirit and belief in him - and dan f.eng for the kinship he felt with him from the start. of all the hcq members, he felt instantly drawn to dan f.eng for no reason he could name. there was simply a natural comfort to be found in his presence, one he didn't question, and one he came to value highly.

of all the hcq members, the path from admiration to adoration was much shorter in the case of dan f.eng than the others. perhaps this is in part due to the timing of their meeting: as an adult already aware of his growing affections for his fellows, y.ingxing was more in tune with his emotions, more comfortable in following his heart's desires, less afraid to chase what he wanted and certainly not lacking in the confidence to approach it head on. whatever the reason, y.ingxing cherished the moments spent in dan f.eng's company, even those - especially those - spent in companionable silence.

j.ingliu

at first, i wasn't too fond of his defiant nature...

as with the others, his relationship with j.ingliu was very different - and remained the most complex of them all until the end (and has since become even more complicated-). initially, y.ingxing sought only to earn her respect and admiration, caring little for anything beyond her acknowledgement of him. that she had inspired his respect and admiration goes without saying - he was in awe of her skill and strength, though he may not have outwardly shown that for the longest time, choosing instead to relay a more subdued acknowledgement of her prowess, largely as a matter of pride.

the sword he crafted for her was the ultimate test, in his eyes: only the sword champion of the luofu cloud knights can tap into the full potential of this sword i have crafted. and seeing her wield it, this blade forged specifically for her hand - that was the moment y.ingxing knew there was more to this bond than simple respect or a desire for acknowledgement. and of course there was: what else was that blade forged with but love?

LITERALLY, FOR LIFE

y.ingxing held onto these bonds so tightly, treasured them so fiercely, that they linger still somewhere within blade, though often clouded by mara and painful memories. of those relationships, the one that brings him the least pain overall is that of j.ing y.uan - his friend, his rival, the first one to win his heart but certainly not the last.

but blade is not y.ingxing; and whilst he still carries these bonds in his heart, things will never be the same. such bonds may have to be forged anew from the ashes that remain.

REGARDING INTERACTIONS WITH HCQ MEMBERS

as said at the beginning, this is how i approach blade's history with the rest of the quintet. however, i am in no way suggesting that any of these feelings were reciprocated - or if they were, that they were acted upon. if i'm writing with any of these characters, i leave that decision up to them, and we can discuss how the dynamic would play out both in the past and in the present. regardless, y.ingxing loved them all and i will die on this hill.

tldr; y.ingxing was in love with every member of the high cloud quintet, each in their own unique way.

#( personals DNI. do not touch this post i stg )#( and no. this is not me saying any particular hcq ship is “canon” bc none of them are. NONE OF THEM ARE CANON )#( and now that that's out of the way- )#( listen this man just loves with his whole being and these four meant so much to him )#( i honestly believe he would have done the same if *any* of them had fallen in battle )#( bc outliving your long-life friends as a short-life species? that isn't right )#( that isn't FAIR )#( anyway hcq polycule anyone? anyone ??? )#;a blade's edge knows no mercy (headcanons; blade)

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yonnkin · 10 months

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How JJK men act on Christmas.

(December).

warnings: i am new and totally clueless spare me. uh... cussing i guess? tf am i supposed to write here :( and yes i am writing it in november. english is not my first language (will be open for some advices). i take it too seriously.

Gojo Satoru

He is the first to go for that fucking PINE tree, place it in the middle of the living room and decorate it. It doesn't matter that you are complaining because it's only the 1st and the tree made a big mess. Of course the christmas tree has to be real.

He makes you stay in the kitchen almost everyday for a few hours. Gojo had a sweet tooth and you just need to make him something. No matter what.

In your house you feel like in the store. Christmas songs playing over and over again. You start to wonder if He does it on purpose to piss you off or playing "Jingle bell rock" or different every other song just makes a full grown ass man happy.

He doesn't wait til' morning for the gifts. After Christmas Eve He just can't sit straight and wait til' everybody is done eating and talking so He can get his hands on those bags and boxes. You feel like Satoru is your cousin, not a boyfriend.

Toji Fushiguro

He basically doesn't care about the tree nor traditions at all. You want a Christmas tree? Go and get it. Though, Toji is not so cruel and He will actually help you bring the Christmas tree and everything you need.

Don't you dare actually play a Christmas song more than once. He is already fed up when He was stuck with you in the shop for a few hours and poor Toji had to listen to it on a loop. It's one of his excuses to not work here. Same with everything else so you can provide for him.

Toji actually enjoys your cooking and baking. Not as much as Gojo but still He won't refuse when you offer him a gingerbread man.

About the gifts... He has no shame at all and buys you presents with your credit card. But this Christmas his masculine side was louder than his arrogance and actually paid himself. Still won't tell you how He got the money.

You don't go to your family on Christmas Eve with him, you go alone for a few hours and then come back to him sitting on the couch waiting.

Nanami Kento

He will gladly help you with decorating the Christmas tree and house. If He has enough energy, Kento will actually take you himself to the shop to buy new decorations and useless things you will use only this year.

Helps you with the cooking. All the meat, fishes and salads are made by him. The only thing He leaves for you is baking. He just doesn't feel it... and the burned paint on the wall in the kitchen too.

He doesn't mind the songs as long as you don't over do it and if you do He will just turn it off, calm himself for five minutes and ask you politely to stop.

On Christmas Eve He presents himself very well in front of the family. Don't drink.

Wash you all over with gifts. All the perfumes and clothes you saw and had on your "to get" list. You never actually try to ask him for anything throughout the year because you feel ashamed, but now him and you have excuses for it.

Geto Suguru

Very gentle and patient with you. Let's you decorate everything as you wish. He eventually helps you carry heavy things and holds you up to place the star or angle on the top of the tree.

Eat everything you made him. He is your no.1 taster. When you cook, Geto will just look at you warmly and taste the food you give him. You can't rely on his truthful opinion at all. Even if it's too salty or sweet Suguru will just nod in enjoyment and tell you that you're the best cook.

He actually enjoys the songs and can sit with you all day and sing them for you or just listen to them begin delighted by the atmosphere.

You both go to each other's parents and then to your friends. You will be the drunk one at the end of the Christmas Eve.

Gets you a one but big gift you want. A new phone? Got it. A expansive dress? Got it. But let's not touch the part that when he takes to go shopping in the december He buys too much for your enjoyment.

Sukuna Ryomen

He doesn't understand your stupid traditions and almost forbid you to actually celebrate Christmas, when He saw you bringing a fucking tree in the house.

He will only eat meat and everything that looks similar to everyday food. Sukuna refuses to eat your gingerbread cookies and candy cones commenting that He won't "...eat some cookie shaped in questionable human, what do you take me for?".

If you want to listen to your songs. Get yourself headphones honey. Ryomen is done with those bullshit songs and their universality. Why would you switch your music taste for a month? Why would you even listen to music in the first place?

He will not come with you nor let you to your parents. If you want to celebrate you can. But only with him alone. You should be happy that Sukuna even let you.

The only thing He does will be actually giving you gifts. Ryomen always loves seeing you so happy and cheery after seeing gifts. And of course most of the present are for his own enjoyment.

#jjk #jjk headcanons #gojo satoru #geto suguru #jjk geto #jjk gojo #sukuna #ryomen sukuna #toji fushiguro #headcanon #nanami kento #jjk nanami #christmas #anime and manga #jjk toji #jujutsu kaisen

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faememes · 1 year

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𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.

Feel free to change pronouns/titles as you see fit.

"Kinda thing might really catch a man's eye...say, on a date?"

"Well, don't hold your breath. Especially with tuberculosis."

"You know there's a difference between being an independent woman and a spinster."

"Is it the shoes? Clock out, pull the curtains, and sleep. _______'s orders."

"Agent ______, we just pulled a red ball out of DC. All hands on deck. Meaning cover the phones."

"_______, redirect all calls to the briefing room. Covered. Shall we?"

"I knew __________ during the war; his help was invaluable. He may be a great many things, but he's not a traitor."

"I saw him once at a U.S.O. shown in Passaic. You could eat him with a spoon."

"Yes, I understand he was quite something."

"Everything all right, English?"

"Fine actually, if you don't count work."

"Boys at the phone company giving you a hard time?"

"No more than usual, it's just... During the war, I had a sense of purpose. Responsibility. Now I connect the calls, but I never get a chance to make them."

"Now that's the _________ I need."

"When you're not humiliating him, that fellow up there is my butler, __________. He will help you any way he can."

"What now, ________?"

"Now, I go to work."

"You were trying to do something good, and I believe you accomplished it."

"But was it worth it?

"Keep your eyes open."

"But I'm coming with you."

"Where are you?"

"Just keep driving!"

"Could you be slightly more specific?"

"Just to be clear, this is pressed into your brachial artery, it may be dull but I'm determined. Keep smiling. Once you start to bleed, you'll lose conciousness in fifteen seconds, you'll die in ninety unless someone comes to your aid. Now given your recent behavior, how likely do you think that is to happen? To prevent this not entirely unfortunate event from occurring, I suggest you find another place to eat. Do we understand each other?"

"Good. Oh, and one more thing... tip generously."

"I figured you'd never have a problem finding a man."

"The trick is finding the right one."

"You wouldn't believe me, if I told you."

"We'll keep an open mind."

"I don't have long, so listen very carefully. I need you to dispose of ________'s car."

"I beg your pardon?"

"The SSR are looking into Roxxon at this very moment. That car sustained damage at the site, and it's likely to be teeming with vita radiation. Make it disappear."

"Very well. Let's see, the linens come out of the wash in thirty minutes..."

"Now."

"Fine. I shall forego the linens."

"I told you I don't need your help."

"An ideal butler provides service without being asked."

"Oh! Put it back. I need to drive this thing out of here."

"You're very fortunate that I ignored your instructions."

"Oh, you're so right. How I managed to stay alive before I met you, I have no idea."

"I can't tell if you're being arrogant... or ignorant."

"Both, I imagine."

"Your line of work requires support. People who care about your wellbeing, who will be there to stitch up your wounds."

"If I allow people to get close to me, I'm putting them in danger."

"So your solution is to remove yourself from the world you wish to protect. Where's the sense in that? There is not a man or woman, no matter how fit he or she may be, who is capable of carrying the entire world on their shoulders."

"... ______ was."

"From what ______ has told me, _______ relied heavily on you. For courage, strategy, and moral guidance. You were his support. Your desire to help others is noble, but I doubt you'll find much success unless you allow others to help you."

"Hi, Mary! That's Mary. She's a legal secretary at Goodman, Kirksberg and Holloway. Evelyn. Evelyn is a lounge singer at a club in midtown. Hi, Sarah! That's Sarah. She's a slut."

"How long do you see yourself working for the telephone company?"

"Only until I'm married, Miss ______."

"In a city filled with temptation, debauchery, and mischief, the Griffith Hotel is a haven for proper young ladies. Our code of conduct is indisputable. Attire should be demure and elegant. Curfew is 10:00. No drinking. No men above the first floor. No exceptions. Is that clear, Miss _______?"

"Perfectly."

"I may not always be truthful with _____, but I am always honest."

"What's your name, Darling?"

"Agent."

"No girl is gonna trade in a red, white, and blue shield for an aluminum crutch."

"I got a bottle of schnapps and half a rhubarb pie; let's see which one makes us sick first."

"A lot of stuff gets stolen from _________; cars bombs, death rays..."

"Actually, the death ray's accounted for. It's in Nevada, I believe."

"I haven't been in the back of a car in years."

"What brings you here?"

"My landlady gave me an idea."

"Oh splendid, now if we can get an opinion from your butcher."

"Sorry, you're counting the ransom in front of me."

"Our boss is a very precise man."

"Your manners never cease to disappoint."

"Get in."

"What? I hate small spaces. What if the chain snaps and I fall to my death?"

"Don't worry. I'll never reveal that _______'s dead body is lying, rotting in the bottom of a dumbwaiter shaft."

"You don't have to get changed with the door closed. I thought we were friends."

"What the hell do you think of me?"

"I think you're a man out for his own gain no matter who you're charging. You are constantly finding holes to slither your way into in the hope of finding loose change, only to cry when you're bitten by another snake. You're a man who says "I love you" whilst looking over a woman's shoulder into the mirror. _________ dedicated his mind, his body, his life to the SSR, and to this country, not to your bank account. I made the same pledge, but I'm not as good as ______ was. I forgot my pledge running around for you like a corporate spy. So thank you, ________, for reminding me who _____ was and what I aspire to be. For all I know, you did steal your inventions."

"If you want to get to know New York--if you want to get know any place, you have to start with the people first."

"I talk to people."

"Real people with real jobs. Not the, uh, phony, superficial ones that pervade the city. Uh, you should start with Brooklyn first."

"But I-I'd rather see the Statue of Liberty."

"Oh, she'll still be there. But what she represents, the spirit of Lady Liberty, is founded is found in its people."

"Wow. You sounded like Captain America just now."

"That's not a bad thing."

"What would ____ say if I left his best girl behind?"

"He'd say, 'Do as ____ says'."

"He can be thoughtless. Inconsiderate. Vain. Childish. Unreliable. Arrogant."

"You flatter him."

"The Germans are geniuses when it comes to beer. But, no one knows bourbon like the US of A."

"You guys are the Howling Commandos!"

"I hate that name."

"I came up with that name."

"That you did."

"Does anyone else feel a chill going up their knickers?"

"I would if I wore knickers."

"Wahoo!"

"Stop wahooing and help!"

"Not bad. For a girl."

"I hate you all."

"You sure you wanna get on that plane? Commandos could always use another good fighter. We just need to come up with a nickname for you."

"Tempting, but I think it's time I put my days on the front lines behind me. Someone needs to mind the wheel back in the States. And I suppose someone needs to convince the SSR of _____'s innocence, wanker or not. I'll miss you."

"Miss you, too, ____. Wait a second. Miss you... Miss Union Jack! Whaddya think, fellas? Huh?"

"Never speak again."

"She's a cute broad. When she's not punching me in the face. Who is she?"

"Not who I thought she was."

"How could he possibly meet this many women?"

"The Academy Awards is a very busy time... What are you doing?"

"A large portion of the women on this list are well known actresses, models and socialites. Publicly established for several years. They can be disregarded."

"Well, I wouldn't dismiss her."

"You think Ginger Rogers is a Russian assassin?"

"You should have seen her eyes when I escorted her from Mr. Stark's villa. The darkest gates to the abyss."

"_____. Don't run. If you run, I'll know it's true."

"I'm sorry, ______."

"You don't look like federal agents."

"We're with the Strategic Scientific Reserve."

"Well, I'm with the Queens County 4H. Take it down the hall."

"I think it had something to do with her sick grandmother."

"Oh, gee. Um..."

"Please don't... do that."

"She's got a grandmother who's doing poorly. And whenever I think about it, I think of my grandmother who's so supportive of my acting career. I performed for her, and she said, you belong on stage, angel. Even though I'm living hand to mouth, I just, uh..."

"Please stop."

"Could you do something here?"

"No. Actors wear their emotions close to the surface. I could no more stop her than I could Laurence Olivier."

"What's your grandmother's name?"

"Gam Gam."

"Uh, we should go... talk to some more of the neighbors. C'mon, _________."

"There, there."

"_______, how would you feel if we smashed that mirror with this table?"

"I would feel splendid about it."

"Alright, we pick it up, and then on the count of three--"

"Battering ram. Ready? One... Two... Wait. What if there are people behind this mirror that we're breaking?"

"Then they may get hurt. There'll be a spray of glass."

"I see. One... Two... Wait! What if those hypothetical people behind the mirror have guns?"

"Then we may get hurt. There'll be a spray of bullets."

"I see. One... Two... Three! No people. Everybody wins."

"I've just thought of something."

"We're still attached to a table."

Promise me you'll get the son of a bitch who did this. Say it!"

"We'll catch him."

"'Atta girl."

"To you, I’m a stray kitten left on your doorstep to be protected. The secretary turned damsel in distress. The girl on the pedestal, transformed into some daft whore."

"And I suppose the confession portrays me as what? A patsy? A doe-eyed idiot succumbed to the charms of America’s mustachioed Casanova?"

"I conducted my own investigation because no one listens to me. I got away with it because no one looks at me. Because unless I have your reports, your coffee, or your lunch, I am invisible."

"How's that look?"

"Like a nest of spiders with very short legs."

"That's good enough."

"______ ... I know you loved him. I loved him, too. But this won't bring him back. ______, you are the one person on this earth who believes in me. I cannot lose you. _____ is gone. We have to move on--all of us. As impossible as that may sound, we have to let him go."

"You were gonna shoot me out of the sky?"

"Well, I thought that was what you would have wanted."

"No! No, it's not. And for future reference, under no circumstance would I want anyone to shoot or otherwise hurt me. You got that?"

"Your point is amply made, sir."

"How refreshing to meet someone who appreciates the finer things."

"I appreciate the finer things. I just don't want to know what's happened in and on the fine things."

#rp meme #sentence starter meme #sentence meme #sentence rp meme #agent carter rp

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animeyanderelover · 2 years

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Anonymous asked: Can I have Hc's for Lelouch, Suzaku, C2, Kallen, Cornelia, Euphy and Schneizel from Code Geass?

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessive behavior, obsession, clinginess, paranoia, delusion, isolation, manipultion, sabotage, blackmail, stalking, guilt-tripping, gaslighting, abduction, death

Yandere Code Geass Hc's

Lelouch vi Britannia

♟️He's shown to be bored with the mundane activities of life and enjoys challenges so he'll most likely seek you out if you catch his interest permanently. It most likely starts going down the moment he receives his Geass and turns partially delusional since he sees himself as the only one who can change the world for the better. During time he turns significantly more possessive and manipulative yet no one notices. Lelouch usually engages in the act of the likable and social guy who is quite easygoing which hides his true nature quite well, even for you. Even without his Geass he is already quite manipulative, tries to charm you the normal way whilst getting closer to you and pushing you with small compliments and friendly advices towards his ideal vision. He wants them to see things the same way he does, believes himself to be in the right. Also quite arrogant, he looks down on others who might like you or the other way around. Maybe his aristocratic upcoming speaks out of him a bit.

♟️Lelouch is quite controlling and the more obsessed he gets, the harder it becomes to refrain himself from doing so. Especially the more trauma he suffers during his time as Zero which makes him increasingly more protective. He keeps you under all means away from any warzone by asking you to look out for Nunnally or arranging it that you're somewhere else. He starts to become slightly more pushy what you think of Zero and his ideas and will do about everything to change your opinion if you should have a negative one. What do you know anyways about this all? He knows better, he's seen more. At one point he turns downright monopolizing, constantly wants to know where you are and with whom you are as he keeps on getting more paranoid. Whilst he believes himself to know better than his s/o, Lelouch also seems to understand that his obsession goes too far. At the very beginning he might feel a bit guilty but eventually his morals get tainted and he stops caring. He's selfish, wants you for himself.

♟️Since he grows worse and worse over time with his behavior overall, this also is reflected in the way he starts feeling around other people when they interact with you. He grows more bothered by it yet keeps up the facade of the easygoing student though he will interfere if someone is too close to you for his taste. Very obsessive, he starts befriending your friends for the sole purpose of keeping them and even you under check. When he grows closer to you, he wants to quickly establish the image that you can rely completely on him. If you have troubles in school, he helps you and if you have forgotten something, he's quick to get it. Passive-agressive when someone flirts with you or when he notices that you seem interested in someone else, to not only them but you as well. He wants you to understand that he's best for you so he can't help but feel frustrated with you too if you don't seem to realize that.

♟️Not one to dirty his hands but he doesn't need to either. Lelouch is such an intelligent individual, I'm sure he'll solve the problem through his intelligence. His Geass is another factor that he can use though he uses his power wisely since it only works once on someone. Since he doesn't want to waste his power carelessly, he is more careful. He's aware what might happen if someone would find out that he is Zero and fancies you which makes him slightly paranoid yet he manages to keep his cool. Just like his behavior towards you grows worse evertime, his ways to handle threats does too. He turns more merciless against someone he can't use Geass against and who wants to harm you. Whilst he doesn't kill someone directly, he blackmails them and in the worst case makes them a casualty during a clash of England and his force. He plans it out as he always does though so no one else finds out, C.C. even assists him out of pure amusement due to Lelouch's obsession.

♟️Going back to his morals getting tainted over time, this is one of the prime examples. At the very beginning when his obsession was still in the process of blossoming, Lelouch probably looked down on such a tepid act. Over time his opinion changes though the more risky his situation gets and the more he gets lost in the Geass and the conflict. If you reject him one to many times, get yourself in danger, find out his identity and don't support him or distance yourself from him and he can't do anything against it, Lelouch is willing to take away your freedom. It might be initially a bit difficult to find a place where he can keep you and not let others like Kallen find out about you but he's determined to find a way and once again, weirdly enough C.C. lends him a helping hand gladly. He might even use his Geass on you to disable you from running away or telling others about him if push comes to shove. If he has already established himself as the new Emperor, things are easier.

♟️The green-haired witch finds the situation with Lelouch's little obsession quite entertaining, she helps solely for the purpose of being able to observe how far the man is willing to go and how you handle it all. Lelouch is going to be less trusting and very controlling if he knows that you don't support him or his opinions at all. He makes sure to isolate you from others so you don't consume any harmful opinions and goes into fullblown gaslighting once you are kidnapped and he is, only next to C.C., the only one you can interact with. He hesitates greatly to force you to love him with his Geass though, it wouldn't be real and so he hopes for Stockholm Syndrome more than anything at one point, coupled with a lot of manipulation from his side. If his relationship with you is fairly good, he gives you more freedom around others, at least you have the feeling that you do, and opens his heart more around you. He has an especially easy time to deal with everything, if he is indeed at that time Emperor since your chances to escape are low at best in this scenario. He has too much influence.

Kururugi Suzaku

⚔️Suzaku is initially mainly very obsessive and smitten with his darling. They’re all he thinks about, one of the main reasons why he wants to change the world for the better. They’re precious, have to be treasured in his eyes under all means necessary and considering his unhealthy adoration, he’s the borderline of a worshipper. He’s very open from the get-go, wears his heart on his sleeves and it’s quite obvious that he likes you a lot. The more he tumbled down his obsession, the clingier he grows. He’s constantly helping you to carry your staff, makes a small fuss when you’re sad or sick and is willing to do a lot for you. If you need something, he’ll get it for you without even being asked to do so. All to help you and make you happy since your well-being and your happiness are all he needs to continue his days. Suzaku is more aware though, even if fairly slow-witted he eventually realizes his unhealthy attachment and his obsession as you are by now the only thing on his mind.

⚔️Very similar to Lelouch though, he changes over time more and more. Differently from his friend though, he tells his darling openly what his ambitions are and what he wants to achieve, he tells them almost everything. Suzaku turns also very paranoid and more protective the more he gets stuck in the repeating cycle of death and fighting and it’s obvious since he looks more and more distraught, holds tighter onto you with each passing day and sometimes calls you to beg in a desperate tone to stay home, to not leave at all. He’s pushed mentally to the brink, grows more hostile as soon as someone treats you badly are says something mean that hurts you as he grows more and more dependent on your support and your happiness. He becomes more monopolizing himself in the name of keeping you safe. Eventually he snaps when Euphy dies who he looked up to immensely. He shatters and suddenly his guilt is completely swept away by fear to lose you too which is why he turns partially delusional, starts to tell himself that all he does is ultimately to keep you safe.

⚔️A bit naïve maybe since he trusts you a lot, he’s somewhat easy to manipulate if he isn’t too paranoid at the moment. He is willing to let you leave alone, though it’s highly likely that he texts you every hour to check on you. He’s mainly just happy when you’re happy so if you’re all joyful and smile if you meet those you love a lot, Suzaku can be happy too. If you ignore him for someone else a bit too long, he grows more clingy though, grabs your hand or hugs you from behind. The occasional glare he gives someone who flirts with you doesn’t go unnoticed either. With time he grows so much more overprotective and paranoid though that rather than being jealous, he’s terrified that someone will hurt you. The man is hypocritical in the worst ways as he wants you to be happy yet fears that everyone might hurt you emotionally or physically at one point which is why he pushes them a bit away, even if you like them.

⚔️Suzaku wants to change the empire, wants to stop the cycle of violence and death yet he proves to be a hypocrite once again. He realizes this all himself at one point. He’s very overprotective at one point, lashes out as soon as someone has spit something cruel against you which caused you to tear up. Most likely doesn’t let them anywhere near s/o for a while after, not until they’ve calmed him down enough though he demands an apology and acts hostile for a long while after. Suzaku threatens people quickly as soon as they’ve hurt you and depending on how close they are to you and what they did, he’s either milder or very intense. He appears to be more and more trigger-happy each day and ultimately is Euphemia’s death the reason why he completely breaks. He grows more vicious and hostile out of paranoia to lose you, throws his goals at one point away. He won’t kill as long as you’re safe but the moment you get involved in any way, he will lose it and kill someone if they don’t leave during his first and final warning.

⚔️It’s all for your safety in the end, isn’t it? That’s what he tells himself once the damage is already done. At this rate he is neither fully delusional nor completely aware but he knows that he just wants you to be safe and alive. He can’t live without you, losing you would be akin with losing his heart. You literally witness how he grows more monopolizing during the cause of his career, how he constantly wants you to stay inside or how he glues himself to your side out of protection when he has time. The most likely trigger is the death of the princess which leads him to abduct you shortly after. As soon as he is one of the Knight of the Rounds, he has more privileges and tries his best to give you this privileges so you can live a good life as well. He provides you with all he thinks you would want and seems to initially accept your cold treatment. He crumbles at one point though and has a meltdown in front of you since he can’t take your coldness.

⚔️His darling becomes at one point Suzaku’s pillar of mental support the more traumatized he gets. He clings onto them with his entire might, willing to justify even slaughter if it means that you are safe and alive. There is a cold side he starts to develop if someone tries to hurt or murder you in which case he won’t regret the act of killing at all, sees it even as a sort of justice since that person tried to harm you seriously. Sees himself as your shield and sword, he will protect and attack for you, is willing to get seriously harmed as long as he guarantees your well-being in the end. Very co-dependent since he turns snappy and paranoid if he doesn’t hear from you or hasn’t seen you in a while, can’t concentrate as well anymore. Tries his best to hold back his affection for you as long as you still hate him, he doesn’t want to sink too low though it might happen that he forcefully kisses you if he has a meltdown out of desperation. If you start to accept him though, he turns very affectionate and clingy, stops feeling guilty.

C.C.

🟩C.C. is somewhat troubled when she notices that she has managed to fall in love after years of isolation despite keeping her apathetic act intact. She's an immortal witch, overly cautious about love since all who ever loved her have faded away over the years. Her trust in humanity itself isn't all that good either, she's lived long enough to know that many have a hidden side to them so she searches for that ugly side inside of you. The woman tries to keep her distance from you, if you do know her she'll act even colder and dismissive than she already is. She's stalking you initially for the sole reason of finding that selfish side of yours so she can get rid of those emotions building up inside of her but it comes to whiplash her back in the end. Whilst she notices your flaws, she can't help but see the good on you as well and how you also struggle with your flaws and insecurities. In the end all it does is worsening her obsession.

🟩By no she has reached the point where she doesn't care anymore though despite being aware that her feelings are unhealthy. C.C. accepts her feelings though since she has by now acknowledged that she can't just erase her feelings like that. She continues her stalking for the purpose of her obsessive nature, even heads out despite knowing that Lelouch won't be happy but she does whatever she wants anyways. She's curious and wants to approach her darling, interact with them for real. A very honest person, more blunt to be precise, she is someone to speak what is on her mind. Manipulative too, most likely for the sake of keeping you to herself and letting you stay far away from the goals Lelouch is trying to fulfill. Once you got to know her, she also becomes surprisingly touchy with you.

🟩I do feel like she's the type to look down on others a bit as well since she has high standards and if someone doesn't fulfill those standards, she tends to dismiss and ridicule them. That aside, she has a deep desire to be loved and accepted for whom she is and that resurfaces strongly with her darling in the picture now. She's lived a long time though and has learned to be patient so she can tolerate it if you're somewhat affectionate with someone or the other way around though she doesn't move her gaze away from you either. She probably just observes to find out what the relationship between you two is at first, she would like to pride herself better than to be victim of petty jealousy without a reason. If it becomes obvious that one of you two is interested though, she interferes in some way. She is quite cold and sassy which most likely turns darling's counterpart off.

🟩C.C. makes an effort to initially hide her obsession even from Lelouch since it's a personal matter and she doesn't want anyone to know about it for now. She's a more islated woman as she is, solves most problems on her own with her intelligence and skill. She isn't one for mindless slaughter though, it's maybe a bit too much work for her. Everyone who bothers you and your time which she wants for herself, she ends up scaring away somehow. When Lelouch eventually finds out about her interest in you, she somewhat forces him to help her too as a fair exchange for all the help she gives him. She's very stubborn so she doesn't leave him much of a choice but to help her sometimes, even if she still solves most of it alone. C.C. is definitely not above taking lives though when she thinks that it's the best choice.

🟩Deep down she is able to feel remorse and guilt and that somewhat stirs up especially strong the better she gets to know you whilst you're still unaware of her true nature. She doesn't really wish to tangle you up in her life as deeply as other people. There's also this fear to be rejected by you if you'd find out what she is and with whom she works, especially if you do not support Zero's actions. She values your safety, doesn’t want you involved in the crossfire. Since she is so secretive and also less controlling than Lelouch, she isn’t actually someone to get triggered to abduct her darling unless under certain circumstances where they find out the truth and plan to tell the empire. Even in that case she might instead prefer that the Geass is used and you’re instead forbidden to talk about it with anyone who isn’t working with them. If she abducts you, she wants you to stay somewhere where other members from the rebels can’t meet you though, she wants you for herself and also isn’t fond of being asked too much about you.

🟩The green-haired witch can be quite shameless though when it comes to showing physical affection, even when someone like Lelouch is in the same room or someone else as long as she knows that their intentions aren’t bad. Lelouch is most likely the only one who knows about her darling and the one person who C.C. truly trusts the most when it comes to them. She escapes quite often so she can meet up with you to the point where she is most of the time not even with Lelouch unless he needs her for something. Still a very secretive person, C.C. keeps this certain mystery around her even after you got to know her better and she has told you a few things. She likes to tease you sometimes when you’re stubborn or make a interesting decision that only a human could make.

Kozuki Kallen

🛡️Kallen is very protective Yandere and looking onto her past, it is no wonder why. She's seen a lot of people die that she was close to, her brother and other members from the resistance group are only a few. She initially doesn't know how to feel about her romantic interest either, similar to C.C. she appears to be somewhat afraid to fall in love. You're somewhat of a distraction and as sweet that is, Kallen wants to focus on freeing her country from Britain. She hides her growing love for you though she tends to stare at you or space out a bit whilst thinking about you. If someone else asks her about you, she completely denies it and tries to act all tough even if she is also quite flustered. Is she really that transparent? Despises the act she has to put on in the Academy to hide her true identity since it makes things more complicated with her growing obsession.

🛡️She's semi-delusional with her obsession. Whilst she is a strong-willed woman and a compassionate lover, Kallen also seems to recognize certain aspects of her love as more of a taboo. Those are aspects of her that she doesn't want others to know about her, you from all people especially not. Feels bad for lying about you in school with her whole act as the ill kid yet she knows that it's for now the best. Kallen wouldn't want to involve her darling into the life she has as long as they're only a citizen. Guarantees that you are never anywhere near a battle field so you don't end up as a casualty or get hurt. Truth be told, she wishes that she could open up and stop lying towards you yet she has no choice for no, her mission is important and if you don't support the goals of Zero and her or are unsure how to feel, she can't risk anything.

🛡️A rather selfless girl who can sit back and not feel jealous when you spend time with others. You should enjoy a normal life so she doesn't want to interfere much with the people you are friends with. Sometimes Kallen does feel annoyed by someone and that's when she ends up in a corner since she knows that she can't act out of character. Sometimes she doesn't have a choice but to keep silent even if she wants to let a bit of her temper loose due to increased jealousy when someone flirts with you. Literally has to bite her tongue in order to keep quiet though she eventually finds a way to act in character as Kallen Stadtfeld to stop whatever interaction she is forced to watch. Sometimes she still falls out of character and snaps at the other person.

🛡️She's one of the best pilots in the series and rather ruthless in battle though she can't be that way when she acts as Stadtfeld in school. It's easier to trigger her protective side than her jealous side. When other members of the resistance organization find out about her romantic interest in you, she rarely ends up turning to them when she needs a bit of help. She wants to be able to protect you herself, doesn't want others initially involved since she is also a bit stubborn even though she learns over time to also rely on the help of others when it comes to you. If someone ends up pestering you in front of her, her impulsive side might even get the better of her where she ends up breaking out of her act and acts as the skilled warrior that she is. What she'll tell you later on about is something she'll start to worry about after the guy has disappeared. She's less likely to kill though since she is behind her tough mask quite a caring and gentle individual. She just scares someone and manhandles them a bit to give them a good scare.

🛡️Considering the fact that she is fighting for the freedom of Japan and her general love for her darling, Kallen is actually less likely to kidnap her s/o. Differently from Suzaku she won’t be a hypocrite by pretending like she wants the best for you only to lock you up in the end. There would be troubles if she were to lock you up and she doesn’t want to risk the possible ruin of your entire relationship with her. She just works extra hard so that there is never a reason for you to be kidnapped. She always makes sure you’re somewhere else when a fight erupts where she has to use her Guren and her identity is kept a secret though she might end up admitting to you that she is pretending in school after possibly having shown her true colors in order to protect you.

🛡️One of the more tame Yandere in Code Geass, mainly because she isn’t very possessive nor too overprotective and paranoid. Kallen is in fact quite a selfless Yandere who knows that her fight might one day possibly result in her death which is why she wouldn’t want to forbid you any interaction with friends. There is increasing guilt inside of her the longer she lies to you though and it shows. If she knows that you are trustworthy though, she might at least tell you about her real self and that she is constantly pretending in school. She isn’t overbearing and instead very caring and gentle with you. If she manages to become your girlfriend, she becomes prone to being very quickly flustered as soon as someone teases her about you, doesn’t matter if she’s her real self at that moment or pretends.

Cornelia li Britannia

💓The second princess of Britain is as possessive as she is strict with her darling. She's unsurprisingly aware enough of her own obsession, antagonizes her darling for it even in the beginning. The type to completely try to rid you out of her mind which results in her working even harder so she can concentrate on other things. It doesn't work as well though because you seep into her thoughts all the time. Eventually she seems to resign to her darker feelings but it comes with terrible consequences for her darling. It's like she expects you to make up for making her feel in such an intense way by completely submitting to her. Cornelia doesn't hesitate to ruthlessly use her influence against you to guarantee that you stay with her forever. She's aristocratic, expects behavior from you an if you act uncivilized or throw a tantrum, she's quick to lecture you harshly, followed by a punishment so you can reflect on your childish actions.

💓Despite that, Cornelia is also more protective over her darling. Don't get the wrong idea, she is never the type to coddle over them but instead she makes sure to teach them in the Knightmare Frame combat and hand to hand combat so they'll be able to defend themselves if they should be attacked. You'll have to be able to do at least the basics and she literally forces you through it all, scolds you for being weak and not being able to learn properly. Her knight Guilford also tends to look out for you if she is currently busy or during events where you two have to go elsewhere. Cornelia makes it quite clear to anyone that you are hers and if you're out in public, she ends up forcing you to at least act semi-normal since it wouldn't make a good picture if you'd look unhappy. She won't really show a softer side unless you end up behaving. It's the classic good behavior deserves rewards system.

💓Good luck if someone has the guts to talk with you out of interest since Cornelia makes your position quite clear to anyone. You're taken by her and so she almost naturally expects everyone to know better than to try to flirt with you. You've basically been educated by Cornelia how to behave around others. Her basics are that you act polite and don't dare to complain or beg for help to get out of the situation. If someone flirts with you, you shouldn't even dare to flirt back. You should ignore them, ask her or Guilford for help if that person turns out to be very stubborn. Otherwise she'll be quite displeased, ends up showing you the consequences later on. She'd never want to admit that jealousy creeps up on her sometimes too, she's far too prideful to admit that. If she gets jealous, she normally limits your social interactions for a bit until she's boiled down.

💓The lady is a ruthless woman who doesn't hesitate to hand out harsh punishment to everyone who poses some sort of problem for her or her darling. Possible admirers are quickly scared away or even imprisoned if they don't understand her harsh warning the first time. She's in a position of power and uses that to her advantage. Cornelia is cold-blooded after all, not afraid to intimidate you by showing you what exactly she is capable of. Anything but merciful, only few people are able to get away if they do something against her will when it comes to you. Not even her own men are spared, a rare exception might be Guilford since she trusts him, aware of his loyalty for her. She's sure to eradicate anyone who stands in the ways of her goals, one of her goals has sadly become you over time.

💓It's more or less a public abduction since many people can guess that you aren't exactly happy with the life you lead now. But no one can do anything against it. Cornelia is a princess, one of the most skilled combat fighters with the Knightmares and has her loyal men behind her who will head her commands, especially her personal Knight Guilford. It's cruel though for you if you notice that all of them seem to notice yet hardly anyone bothers to help, they all are too scared of her. If you're not a noble or even Japanese, you'll be given even more of this indifferent behavior. Your hope at one point might break that someone will help you and save you, you've seen how she deals with everyone who tries to help you to escape her tight grip. Being a princess and being ruthless and possessive is quite a deadly combination.

💓Her punishments usually include locking you away, letting you go a day without any food or threatening you openly that she could involve those you love if you don't behave, maybe even the one or other bruise. You don't want to know whether she'd really do it or not. At least she guarantees that no one else disrespects you, especially if she knows that you did nothing wrong. If that should happen, she'll act as harsh and ruthless as normal to whoever disrespected you, demands an apology from them. Guilford and Euphemia are normally the people you meet the most besides her, Schneizel occasionally as well. Cornelia is the type who won't expose her softer side for you unless she realizes that you've grown accustomed to your situation and have started to behave more. Euphy normally talks to her and asks her if she can be a bit nicer to you since she feels like her older sister is sometimes too harsh.

Euphemia li Britannia

💌Euphemia is drawn to her darling fast after they've caught her interest with something. She's a very open-minded person even to those who aren't from her country so she won't feel ashamed or conflicted about it at all. In fact she doesn't even realize that her emotions are wrong. Euphemia is more on a delusional side and besides being somewhat shy around you and flustered when someone asks her if she likes her darling, she more or less allows herself to fall willingly. It's like her heart soars up to the sky, it's such a wonderful feeling that she can't possibly think about it as wrong. Euphemia is more obsessive though as she can't help but be curious about what you do each and every day and what your hobbies might be. She won't use her influence to find out forcefully but you are present on her mind a lot so it doesn't take long before she starts approaching you to get closer to you.

💌The princess is very clingy and affectionate, even if you two are only friends for now. She can't help but link arms with you, hold your hands or give you tight hugs. If your living conditions should be bad due to not being from Britain, she makes sure that she'll help you, your family and your friends. I'd say her kindness is a problem because you have a hard time rejecting her if she asks you for something. It's never Euphemia's intention to pressure you yet she is so kind and nice to you and everyone you love that guilt pushes you to spend time with her, your family might urge you to return the favors she does for all of you just as much. There is this period where you suffer a bit though when her sister watches you with displeasing eyes and everyone seems to judge you for spending time with Euphy like this. You might try to avoid her but her hurt and pain eventually leads you to confess what's happening and afterwards she makes sure to talk with everyone so they stop doing this to you.

💌Euphemia is dazzling, an angel of some sort and people are struck from her beauty and kindness when they meet you. She's incredibly friendly to everyone, she always stays open-minded and cares about your own happiness and well-being. As someone who isn't really someone who watches you all the time nor really wants to, she's one to give you a lot of freedom to meet up with others. Sure, she's more on a clingy side but respects it if you ask for some time alone to meet someone alone. The pink-haired woman feels almost a bit bad for feeling jealous, she trusts you after all if you are in a relationship with you. She stays very professional though since she never acts on those feelings, she doesn't see the need to be jealous if she is already your girlfriend. She won't say anything unless someone becomes very touchy or you ignore her for a good few minutes in favor of that person.

💌It's so important for her that you're treated with respect even if you aren't from an aristocratic family or not even from Britannia. Especially in the two latter cases Euphy would be more protective over you since she is worried that people will target you and hurt you out of spite and disrespect. Her siblings are initially more iffy as well, especially Cornelia yet they decide to help her once they see the tears she sheds for her darling out of worries and sadness that they have to suffer so much. She's obviously not someone who wants crimes and war, she always tries to solve everything through talking. Yet I feel like the people around her who love her and care of her get more protective since they know Euphemia will be immensely sad and devastated if something would happen to you. Especially Cornelia and Suzaku grow very protective over her darling and are much more harsh with people who try to hurt you.

💌One of the very few who won't end up kidnapping you. Whilst she is delusional with her love, abducting you is something that would only disgust her. Euphy gives her darling a lot of freedom, is never really demanding. They're free to continue living where they live now if they want to. A problem that is within the realm of possibilites though is that you end up being targeted due to the fact that you're the lover of the princess. If that is the case there will be little to no way around moving you somewhere else, somewhere where the army of Britannia can protect you better. If that should happen, Euphemia is equally upset as you, maybe even more. She cries, apologizes to you since she can't help but feel like she's partially at fault for your situation. She never isolates you though, still allows you to go everywhere and is more hesitant to let someone act as your guardian and follow you.

💌Overall one of the most tame Yandere to have. She cares about your happiness and your well-being and never restricts any of your rights or your freedom unless it is for the sake of preventing an attack on you or might harm your health. Euphemia is also such a sweet girl to have, it is hard to not love her in some way since she does everything she can to make sure that you're happy. The people giving you the hardest time are the nobles who look down on you and also Cornelia since she is protective over her little sister and doesn't trust you. Euphemia eventually begs you to be less intense and cold towards you since she notices that you're scared of her. She wants you two to have a good relationship since she adores her sister and loves you. Loves spending good quality time with you and enjoys going out with you since she's often a bit more imprisoned herself due to her status.

Schneizel el Britannia

🏅For Schneizel this all is frighteningly amusing even if it shouldn’t be. He’s the one after all who thinks that humankind ultimately is only greedy and chases after their desires even if it’s detrimental to them. Yet here he is, desiring his little darling insanely. He should be angry or frustrated but he isn’t, he’s almost fascinated by the feelings you trigger inside of him. Feelings that dwell darkly more and more inside of him. Worst is that he is all too conscious about his obsession, he knows that he is obsessed with you yet he is incredibly indifferent about it. He’s instead interested how far you can push him without you even knowing what is going on yet. As the Second Prince and the Prime Minister, he could technically force you just like Cornelia would but that isn’t within his interest. As possessive and obsessive as he is, he holds disdain for the idea of forcing you with brute force into submission. He wants to make you love him via his charisma and charms.

🏅He cheats though because he is so very manipulative. Schneizel might not force you openly to be with him but behind the scenes he does everything else. If you’re financially in a difficult situation or have other troubles, he suddenly appears before you like a white knight and offers to help you and also manipulates your surroundings so that he pushes you to rely more on him. Gradually he plans to have you depend on him, change your opinion on others until you think that he’s the only one who truly understands you. Despite all of his manipulation, there is no denial that Schneizel also knows how to flatter you and make your heart flutter inside of your chest. He’s sweet, attentive and gentlemanly to the point where initially you’re too busy looking through your pink glasses to notice how he slowly isolates you from others and turns slowly more monopolizing. At one point he basically knows your entire schedule for the day, plans it and alters it even to his own advantage.

🏅He’s patient and knows how to keep his composure. A lot from this confidence simply steams from the fact that he knows all too well that he holds too much influence to allow someone else to get closer to you to steal your heart away. Especially if people know about you two, they kind of stray away out of fear from Schneizel. There is maybe this half-amused look on his face when someone does try their best. He probably just watches for a few seconds before he interrupts that person politely. He never appears outright impolite but there is this hint of condescension around him coupled with a barely threatening glint in his eyes. He’s still possessive after all, only he should sweet-talk with you like this. You might catch him by surprise if you actually seem interested and flattered since he can’t clearly see what on them might permanently catch your attention. He’s never frustrated or really jealous though. If a problem appears, he can always take care of it. He’s usually more flattering than normally if someone happens to make you bashful.

🏅Schneizel appears to be someone who doesn’t think much of mindless slaughter and let’s face it, there is no need for him to even have to resort it. He’s a cold-blooded strategist who can even rival Lelouch and his influence as the Second Prince and the Prime Minister gives him an immense advantage against everyone. Whether he is truly kind when he threatens someone when you aren’t there to witness this vastly different side on him is something to doubt but indeed, if someone heads his warning and never shows their face again in front of him and you, he lets them go. He’s capable of turning someone’s life upside down if he thinks that it’s the best way to bring across his message though. He’s quite cold hearted and indifferent to their suffering afterwards, he gave after all a warning, didn’t he? Most people distance themselves from you because of him yet he makes sure to implant the image into your mind that they just left you because they are busy with other things or lost interest which leaves him as the only one who stays with you.

🏅Schneizel might end up coercing you into moving somewhere else where he can keep a closer eye on you and be near you. He has actually one legit reason, he’s aware that you’ll become a target if resistance groups and enemies of Britannia find out that he treasures you. He’d like to prevent the possibility of you being kidnapped before it even happens. The rest really is just his overall possessive and controlling behavior. If you know what he did and try to escape him, he ends up going with the slightly more forceful way but despite slight disappointment from his side that his efforts have reverted back, he hardly shows remorse. Instead he just begins to break you down and make you depend on him again, only that this time you know his bigger plan. He plans on Stockholm Syndrome, he’s next to Kanon the only person to interact with you and he’s still as gentle and suave as he’s always been.

🏅There is something very sinister about him and the way he basically just gaslights you into loving and adoring him, depending on him. His behavior overall probably never cracks, the most you saw is the terrifying glint in his eyes when you tried to rebel against him and he mocked you calmly for your futile attempts. Otherwise he never really lashes out, he never raises his voice but instead he isolates you completely, might threaten you with a calm tone that he might have to drag someone close to you into this all as well if you continue being so aggressive. He seems to have fun with this all to your despair. When his darling ends up cracking and depending on him, he stops this crueler treatment though since he's pleased. He starts doting on you more, starts to shower you in lavish gifts now that you stopped behaving so unreasonable. Never stops being toxic and manipulative, the main difference now is that his s/o believes him when he tells them that he only does what is best for them.

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