#but it's in Rhaast's pov

[lywell]

one last breath

Rhaast x Kayn

rated T, 10k words

soldier Rhaast, siren Kayn

read on Ao3 : https://archiveofourown.org/works/50649808

[turnthemasunder-if]

Hey I really like this demo! I can't wait to see more of it!^^ oh and I wanted to ask on how were you able to come up to this IF?🤔 And a bit of classic ask 🤣 but how would the RO's react when someone is flirting with the mc?(both in crushing and relationship stage) if it's spoilery then it's alright if you don't wanna answer it^^👍

That's good to hear, as for your first question its just basically a compilation of my favorite things in life. Like for example the game Devil May Cry and Blade, then of course Van Helsing. Then I just combined those stuff together and that's the birth of this IF. Another one is Kayn from League Of Legends with his crazy relationship with the darkin Rhaast so that's the inspiration for Alpha.

Now let's go for the flirting part so a head up by the way in this MC will be a jackass and very egoistic of themselves 😜😎 Plus, only the crushing stage will be written here. We don't what you guys getting spoiled now do we hahah!

A song to make the mood happen and the answer is below the cut

(Angel's POV)

I chuckled, my laughter reverberating through the room as I slammed my fist against the worn-out brick wall. Shaking my head in disbelief, I couldn't help but feel a surge of pity for the person foolishly attempting to flirt with Tarnish. Having known them for what felt like an eternity, I understood all too well that Tarnish was simply toying with their emotions. It was just their way, unable to resist the allure of hearing compliments from another.

I cracked my knuckles, placing my hand confidently on my hip as I sauntered towards the duo. Closing the distance between us, I noticed their heads snapping in my direction, their attention abruptly diverted.

"Hey An—" I cut them off, lunging at Tarnish and pressing them against the rough surface of the wall. In a swift motion, I pressed my lips against theirs, causing a momentary struggle that soon subsided as Tarnish surrendered. Pulling away, I glanced at the uncomfortable onlooker, who promptly decided to make a hasty exit.

I slowly licked my lips, savoring the taste of the impromptu kiss. "A nice way to greet somebody!" Tarnish quipped, a playful tone in their voice.

Cupping their cheeks in my hands, I smirked. "I don't sugarcoat, Tarnish," I replied, a mischievous grin spreading across my face.

Tarnish burst into laughter, their amusement contagious. "Is that so? Can you put that sugar coating on my lips then?" they asked, their voice dripping with suave charm.

Raising a finger, I playfully tapped their lips. "Maybe next time," I teased, my words laced with a hint of promise.

As we walked away, side by side, I couldn't help but feel a sense of contentment settle over me. Tarnish might be a player, but they were my player, and I wouldn't have it any other way.

(Chase's POV)

Leaning casually against the wall, a smug smirk played on my lips as I watched the hapless individual attempt to flirt with Tarnish. It was a pitiful sight, really. They were already sweating profusely, stumbling over their words, and audibly gulping in nervousness, all while Tarnish merely smiled back at them. What an amateur. It irked me to witness such a pathetic display of failure. Flirting and complimenting were child's play, and here they were, failing miserably at the simplest of tasks.

A voice inside my head whispered, "If you want something done right, do it yourself." Smoothing my slicked-back hair with a self-assured gesture and moistening my lips to give them a tantalizing sheen, I sauntered toward the duo. The stranger was the first to notice my presence, their gaze locked behind Tarnish, until finally, Tarnish's curiosity compelled them to turn around.

"Ch—" Their attempt to address me was quickly silenced as I raised a hand, cutting off their words. Stepping closer, I pressed my hand against Tarnish's chest, pushing them firmly against the wall. My other hand found its place on the wall beside them, allowing me to lean in, our faces mere inches apart. The air crackled with anticipation.

"Careful there, Tarnish," I whispered, my voice laced with flirtatious intent. "Hearing you say my name is making me…" I trailed off, my lips brushing against their ear, "Do things I won't regret come morning."

Drawing back, I observed with satisfaction as the stunned individual made a swift exit, their words abandoned in their mouth. Clearly, my dazzling display had left them speechless.

Tarnish let out a chuckle, drawing my attention back to them. "Promises, promises, promises," they drawled, clicking their tongue in playful reproach.

I laughed, a low, throaty sound that exuded confidence. "Well, they say promises are meant to be broken," I replied cheekily, a playful glint in my eyes.

Without warning, Tarnish grabbed my clothes, swiftly spinning me around and pinning me against the wall this time. The sudden change in power dynamics was exhilarating. Their closeness sent shivers down my spine, as I stared into their smoldering gaze.

"If that's the case," Tarnish challenged, their voice dripping with a mix of desire and amusement, "how about I break you instead?"

I raised an eyebrow, licking my lips in anticipation. "Go ahead," I replied, a smirk playing at the corners of my mouth. "Break me however you please."

Tarnish let go of my clothes, stepping away from me and causing me to pout in frustration. "Nah," they waved their hand dismissively. "You're enjoying this much more than I am," they said, crossing their arms over their chest.

I let out a sigh, my frustration melting away as I trailed behind Tarnish, lost in my own thoughts. "Foreplay. I never liked it, and I never will," I grumbled, my tone irritated.

Tarnish glanced back at me over their shoulder, a sly smile playing at the corners of their lips. "Get used to it then," they shouted back, their words laced with playful defiance.

I rolled my eyes, a wry chuckle escaping my lips. "Always so sure of yourself, aren't you?" I quipped, my words dripping with sarcasm.

Tarnish only shrugged nonchalantly, their movements fluid and relaxed. "Why shouldn't I be?" they asked, their tone smooth as silk. "I know what you like, and I know how to give it to you."

Despite myself, I felt a shiver run down my spine at their words. Tarnish always did have a way of getting under my skin, of making me feel things I didn't quite understand. But there was no denying the raw, primal attraction that pulsed between us, drawing us closer and closer with each passing moment.

(Charles' POV)

Fury coursed through my veins, my fist clenched tightly as a wave of uselessness and misery washed over me. The reasons for this overwhelming anger eluded me, but it swirled relentlessly, threatening to consume me. Surely, the object of my rage couldn't be the person shamelessly flirting with Tarnish. "Surely!" I repeated the word bitterly, grinding my teeth in frustration as I watched the person's smile widen, their jokes eliciting laughter from Tarnish.

I couldn't bear to witness this scene any longer. With a determined resolve, I decided to make my presence known. And make it known I did. "Tarnish!" I called out their name, my voice sharp and commanding, causing both of them to turn their attention toward me.

"Charles fan—" Tarnish words were swiftly cut off by my commanding voice. "Scram!" I bellowed, my words ringing through the air like a thunderclap. Without hesitation, the person turned and fled, leaving behind the unmistakable scent of fear and a tinge of urine. Was I truly that terrifying?

Tarnish's laughter grated on my nerves, mocking my actions. "You just had to scare off my playmate, didn't you?" they taunted, their voice dripping with sarcasm, igniting a spark of irritation within me.

I took a deep breath, attempting to regain my composure. If I didn't, Tarnish and I would undoubtedly find ourselves locked in a heated confrontation, bodies pressed against each other, skin on skin. But why was I even entertaining such thoughts? I needed to focus. "Why did you summon me here? Is there an urgent matter or an emergency?" I demanded, cutting to the chase.

Tarnish's laughter echoed once again, fueling my frustration. "No emergency, Charles," they replied, their voice oozing with confidence. "I just wanted to have some fun with you."

I shook my head, pinching the bridge of my nose in exasperation. "So, all of this was simply a ploy?" I questioned, my annoyance seeping through my words.

Tarnish stepped closer, casually draping their arms over my shoulders, their intoxicating perfume wafting through the air. "Yup, and I know you're going to refuse, but why not give it a chance? I promise you won't regret it," they coaxed, shaking me playfully, attempting to bridge the gap between us, as if we were close friends.

Their invitation hung tantalizingly in the air, as conflicting emotions warred within me. One part of me urged rejection, sensing the potential for regret, while the other whispered that this could be my chance to get closer to Tarnish. I knew deep down that the words about to spill from my mouth would be laced with regret. "Fine!" I grumbled, feigning resistance. "Angel and Mari are in the midst of a heated quarrel at HQ, and I could use some peace and quiet." I pretended to reason, my voice dripping with reluctant acceptance.

Tarnish leaned in, planting a gentle peck on my cheek, leaving a lingering warmth in its wake. "Nice!" they exclaimed, swiftly removing their arm from my shoulders, already forgetting our previous proximity. "Follow me and don't dilly-dally," Tarnish commanded, striding ahead confidently. I brought my hand up to my cheek, feeling the remnants of their kiss, a silent reminder of the mark they had left upon me.

"Tarnish," I replied casually, masking the lingering imprint of their kiss on my mind. It was crucial to maintain an air of nonchalance, even though my heart raced at the mere sound of their voice. I turned towards them, my expression a careful blend of amusement and indifference.

They raised an eyebrow, a mischievous glint in their eyes. "Lost in thought, were we?" they teased, their tone laced with a hint of seduction. "Or perhaps lost in the memory of that kiss?"

I scoffed, feigning nonchalance. "Kisses come and go, Tarnish," I retorted, my words dripping with the confidence of a seasoned flirt. "But you'll have to do better than that to leave a lasting impression."

Tarnish's laughter filled the air, a melodious sound that sent shivers down my spine. They took a step closer, their presence magnetic and captivating. "Is that so?" they countered, their voice low and velvety. "Well, Charles, consider me up for the challenge. I'll make sure every kiss is unforgettable."

Me and Tarnish continue to walk side by side with them still teasing me about the kiss and me remaining composed even though my heart is beating loudly and my nerves rattling when thinking about it.

(Maria's POV)

The room grew dimmer, casting an atmospheric shadow over the scene. My eyes remained fixated on Tarnish, effortlessly captivating and flirting with yet another stranger. It had become a tiresome routine, an endless cycle of their pursuit for hearts and attention. Frustration simmered within me, an ember ready to ignite a storm. "Oh, so now you're just getting jealous?" a voice whispered in my head, taunting and mocking.

I clenched my fists, refusing to let the voice's insidious doubts infiltrate my resolve. "I'm not jealous!" I shot back, my words laced with defiance. Deep down, I couldn't deny the truth lurking beneath the surface. The voice persisted, relentless in its assault. "Liar! You can't help but gush and blush whenever they call you their bunny!"

"I don't!" I retorted, my tone tinged with frustration, before turning my back on the persistent voice. Moments later, Tarnish's voice sliced through the turmoil. "Yeah, I agree with Maria," they interjected, their voice laced with smug satisfaction. "Imaginary enemy!"

Locking eyes with Tarnish, curiosity mingled with anger coursed through my veins. "So, you're finally here. What happened to your friend?" I demanded, my annoyance seeping through my words.

Tarnish chuckled, shaking their head dismissively. An air of confidence and arrogance surrounded them as they replied, "They were utterly basic and boring. A few smiles, a few compliments, and they were practically begging me for a date!"

"And you agreed?" I shot back, my statement veiled as a question.

Straightening their stance, Tarnish closed the gap between us. "Nope! They couldn't hold a candle to you, my bunny," they proclaimed boldly, their words igniting a warmth that spread across my cheeks. In an attempt to hide my blush, I averted my gaze.

Tarnish's laughter filled the space, resonating deep within me like a melodic symphony. "Aww, didn't mean to offend you, my bunny," they teased, their voice dripping with affectionate playfulness. "Alright, how about 'feisty bunny'? Does that sound better?" they added cheekily.

A surge of emotions surged within me, a whirlwind of amusement, frustration, and something more enigmatic. "Call me bunny one more time, and I'll show you what feisty truly means," I warned, a lethal glare aimed in their direction.

Tarnish leaned dangerously close, their proximity igniting a fire within me. "Are you planning to kill me with kindness and love?" they taunted mockingly, a mischievous glint in their eyes.

I let out an exasperated groan, my eyes rolling in exasperation. Tarnish had an uncanny ability to turn even the simplest threat or comment into an innuendo. "Are you in heat or something?" I quipped, my words laced with a touch of amusement.

They casually raised their finger, a nonchalant expression adorning their face. "Oh, my dear bunny, whenever I'm near you, you ignite my mind and set my heat ablaze with just a smile and a glare," they replied, their voice dripping with playful desire. A mischievous wink accompanied their words, sending a jolt of anticipation through my veins.

A soft murmur escaped my lips as I leaned in closer, unable to resist the magnetic pull between us. "And I can say the same about you," I whispered, my voice barely audible but charged with an undercurrent of longing.

Tarnish chuckled, their laughter a melody that echoed through the room. "I'm glad we're on the same page then," they remarked, their words tinged with a knowingness that made my heart skip a beat. In that moment, I cursed my forgetfulness, realizing all too well that Tarnish possessed supernatural senses, able to read between the lines and decipher the unspoken truths.

"That's not what I meant," I stammered, desperately attempting to salvage the conversation and deny the confession that lingered beneath the surface. But Tarnish simply grinned, their expression radiating confidence and mischief, sending delightful tremors through my body.

"Whatever you say, my bunny," they teased, their voice a velvety caress that stirred a maelstrom of emotions within me.

"Now," they continued, extending their hand towards me, an invitation laced with adventure and daring. "What do you say we find something to occupy our night, something more adventurous and daring?" they proposed, their eyes sparkling with anticipation.

As Tarnish's invitation hung in the air, the room around us seemed to fade to the background, leaving just the two of us. My heart pounded in my chest, torn between the caution that come from having walked on the edge of danger before, and the exhilarating possibility of the unknown path that lay ahead.

My face wore a deadpan expression as I tried to keep my poker face in place, while Tarnish clapped their hands together with glee. "I like that look on you, Bunny," they drawled, their eyes alight with mischief. "Serious and sexy, just like I always knew you could be."

I tried to hold in a snort at the compliment, but it escaped as a huff as I couldn't help myself. Tarnish had a knack for spinning flattery into an art form, effortlessly weaving words that could charm the most hardened of hearts. But I knew their game all too well. They could shower me with compliments all day and night, and still, their supply would never run dry. "Enough with the compliments!" I snapped, trying to ignore the way my body reacted to their words. "You could flatter a fish into jumping out of the sea, and I'm not going to fall for it."

Tarnish's lips twisted into a smirk as they shot me a look filled with amusement. "Oh Bunny, you wound me," they said with a playful pout. "It's not my fault you're so easy to compliment. You're like a work of art, just begging to be admired." then they put a hand on their chest and hand outstretched towards me. "And you know I could spend an eternity crafting new compliments just for you."

I couldn't help but roll my eyes at Tarnish's latest round of flattery. It was hard to resist the urge to indulge in our banter, even as I knew it was all just a game to them. "An eternity, huh?" I drawled, my words laced with just a hint of sarcasm. "Well, let's not waste that precious time on flattery. We've got a night ahead of us, remember? Adventure awaits."

Tarnish's eyes sparkled with excitement as they eagerly nodded in agreement. "You're absolutely right, my daring companion," they replied, their voice alive with anticipation. "Let's leave the realm of words and step into the realm of action. The night is ours to explore, to unravel its mysteries, and to forge memories that will last a lifetime."

With that, Tarnish took my hand and led me out into the city, the promise of adventure and mystery hanging thick in the air between us. As we made our way down the bustling streets, the night was alive with the sounds of car horns, music blaring from open windows, and the chatter of the crowds.

[ur-mom-kayn]

Loyalty Chapter 38: Behind the mask

Zed Pov

Carefully, Zed approached his brother, who sat howling on the bed. He has never seen him so emotional before. It was pretty much the first time Shen showed grief. Even when Zed killed his father, he felt no grief from his counterpart. Just a little hate. Maybe then he had his mourning phase only after the fight. He didn't know this exactly. Shen never talked about losing his mother. Even though they were brothers, it was that only Zed always complained and showed feelings. Shen simply took every setback emotionless. And yet he was howling like a castle dog. What had happened?

Without reproaching Shen for betraying Kayn, Zed hugged him against his nature. It was unusual to comfort him for a change. He had sworn himself never to play the brother again for Shen and yet he could not keep to his purpose. The time with Kayn has fundamentally changed him. He has become more compassionate and it pisses him off. "Speak or let it be. I don't care in principle. I can also let you alone and go or stay here. It's up to you what you prefer." Zed offered. Immediately he felt that Shen strengthened the embrace. Great, now he had to stay. He had actually wished that Shen would send him away. As the matter was resolved now, Zed broke the embrace, took off his mask, and lay down on the bed next to Shen. "So are you talking, or are we just stinging holes in the air?"

Sensitivity has never been his strength, and it will never be. Fortunately, his counterpart was only Shen. He always got on with his boorish manner, "I ... I ...", Shen's voice shook. He could barely make a straight sentence. "You don't have to if you do not want to." "But ... sooner or later everyone will know it anyway. I just don't know how to put it into words because I just don't want to believe it." "What do you want to have, brother?" With tear-stained eyes, Shen looked at his brother. "Akali left me. She stepped out of the Kinkou clan." Confused, Zed looked at Shen. That came very unexpectedly. Of course, he was told that they had often argued recently, but that it really is so bad, was not expected. On top of that Kayn and he was also to blame for the dispute. Shit, now he had to really take care of the jerk. Finally, he took Kayn for some time in protection and officially offered him an alliance. Sure, he was angry with him for publicly exposing Kayn's birthplace, but compared to the deeds he did for him, the fact was very small on him.

"Shen, I'm sorry. I'm definitely guilty of breaking up, right?" Zed asked. Shen shook his head. "No, you can not help it. It's my fault. I didn't treat her well. She's right with most of what she threw at my head. I lied to her and hid her things. Not you. Of course, it was always about you and your order, but I thought it was right not to tell her about our relationship. She never understood why I defended her father's murderer. The murderer of my father. Once like you, she didn't understand the meaning of balance. Nobody feels it does. Maybe I'm the fool in history." "Now stop it! You are not a fool! A jerk, yes, because you have no plan on how to deal with women. But you must not question your qualities as a master, because of a withdrawal. I mean, just because I quit the Kinkou clan doesn't mean that Kusho had no plan for his job. He understood the sense of balance, but I found it crappy and killed him. It's that simple. Of course, other factors flowed in for my act, but in itself, he didn't teach us anything wrong. But nothing right. At least not for me. And so it is for Akali. She was born into the clan. She never had a choice but to take the balance. That's why I always ask my new followers before, whether they want to commit to the dark. No one has ever asked Akali for her opinion. It is not your fault that it came to this conclusion now. She has to go her own way and that's where you come into play. Without you, she would never have realized that balance is nothing for her and as I know you, you let her go without protest. You are not a fool but a good master. I'm sure that Akali doesn't hold a grudge against you and doesn't want to kill you either. So don't get depressed."

"Thanks, Zed. That was probably the nicest thing you ever said to me. I ... and a good master. Maybe ... But one thing is for sure ... I'm a crappy friend." Zed could only smile. "What's so funny?" Shen questioned. "Oh, nothing. I only know what you mean. It's hard to be friends with your student. I'm always trying to get Kayn right. Not so easy if you want to maintain your authority at the same time." "That's what you say. It was even worse for Akali and me. We were never really lovers, but at some point, we started sleeping together every few months." Zed had swallowed the statement briefly. That came very unexpectedly. So Shen was not an eternal virgin and then with his student. Which was much younger. About the same annual difference as Kayn and him. In principle, it was the same only in green. With a little difference in sexual orientation.

"So you really had sex with each other? Was there something else?" "No. We have decided not to incorporate feelings ... ", already some tears flowed down. Shen had to breathe heavily before continuing. "Shit Zed, I blew it. I simply failed miserably. Please do me the favor and never commit the same mistake I made." "And that would be ...?" "If you love a person over everything, then tell that person as well, not like me. Damn, I love Akali, but I never told her, let alone show her. Always hiding behind my facade to maintain my stance, that was the biggest mistake I ever made. I hate myself for letting her go. Why didn't I fight for her? Am I really such a jerk, Zed?" Actually, his natural answer would be yes, but he also saw himself in that dilemma, as did his brother and he could understand him. It's exactly the same as Kayn and him. Something also prevented him from talking about his feelings. What should this nonsense be? In the meantime, he could not live without this boy. So why didn't he want to tie himself to him in three simple words? Is it because of his gender or age, or just because of his student-teacher relationship? Zed could not explain it to himself. Slowly he was worried that he would treat Kayn well as well.

"You're not a jerk in that case. Your mistake was to allow feelings at all. That you didn't confess to Akali your feelings, I can somehow understand. You're probably afraid of rejection, right?" "Probably ... " "Now that she's not your student anymore, you can invite her to a real date. What should happen? You're not working together anyway. She can not say more than 'no' either." "I don't know if that should be with us at all. What if that's why I'm out of balance? Shouldn't I just forget her?" "You love her, right? If balance means not fighting for its happiness, then I don't understand how your life should make sense. I mean, your father also married and had children. Even though he was very strict, he had tried to give you some love." "Oh, and not you?" "No. He never really treated me as his son. I always felt like filling the gap left by your mother. That just didn't feel right. You were there for me but not your father. Maybe you didn't realize that at the time, but I just got off Master Kusho and not the father. But that's not the point here. You can do everything better. You have the opportunity to change everything and to shape your future yourself. Either you stay alone and hide behind your principles or you go out and look for your luck. If not with Akali, then with another Ionian lady. Our country has enough women who would kill for a man like you. So don't ruin your future. "

Shen seemed to calm down slowly and wiped away the remaining tears. "You may be right. But honestly, you've made it pretty easy for you. Since you've chosen the Dark Path, you can pretty much screw up the rules." "Yeah pretty much. Nevertheless, I try to remain an authority person, which in turn makes the whole thing more difficult. I can not show myself as I am. Only at Kayn. For the boy, I'm sure he'll accept me the way I am. With all strengths and weaknesses. With all the mistakes and scars. In front of him, without a mask, I don't feel naked. And so are you with Akali, are not you? I would not relinquish my best friend." "Are you afraid that Kayn will leave you someday?" That was a tough question. But not because it was hard to answer, but because he holds it in his own hands. "No. Kayn will not leave me. He had the opportunity often enough. Just to give an example when he got hold of Rhaast. At the latest, he could have left me, but he decided to fight for me. Now that he's friends with Rhaast, I see no reason why he could decide against me." "And what about his megalomania?" "If he wants to become a master, then I'll leave him too. Now he is still too young and inexperienced. He knows that too. I'm trying to get him started on the job slowly, as you've probably already noticed. It's really nice of you to worry about me. But everything is fine with us." "Then I'm calmed down. Please tell him from time to time that you like him or appreciate his work very much. Even if his ego grows through it." If only he knew.

"So, Shen, should I stay with you for the night, or should I go away?" The evening was already over, and then he could just as well stay here. Shen was not in the mode where you should leave him alone. He also let Zed sleep with him whenever he had nightmares in the past. He just felt obliged to be with him. "You don't have to, but ..." "Alright. Just don't say anything else." Zed took off his shoes and armor and got ready for bed.

[umbralreaper]

//A short Rhaast pov drabble with Kayn and angst. It’s nsfw implied, so Mature rating. Check the tags for the warnings or sth

[ur-mom-kayn]

Loyalty Chapter 36: The Conference

Kayn Pov

"Shit, I'm so sorry for what happened to you. Damn ... you have to hate me from the bottom of your heart." "Nonsense! Kayn, no one can care for his origins. It's only important what you make of your life. You deliberately chose against Noxus as soon as you had the opportunity." Kayn just felt shitty. He hated his blood more than anything else. Even though he seems very much in love with himself, he hated himself for his origin. He still finds it difficult to claim to be Ionian. It would simply be a lie. "The fact remains that I killed Ionier. Innocent and good people. Even if I did not kill your girlfriend, maybe I killed another man's girlfriend. I'm no different than these monsters." Kayn rarely looked so depressed.

Akio recognized his desperation. He put an arm around Kayn's shoulders and pulled him closer to him. "Shit Akio. Why are you just such a good big brother? You would have the right to treat me like the last bit of filth, but instead, you try to cheer me up as you tell me your tragic story. Crap! Besides Zed, you were my greatest teacher. Except for the little squabbles, you've always treated me fairly, though I have the fucking face of a Noxian." "Yes, but a very pretty face." Akio desperately smiled at Kayn while his little brother pulled on his knees and tried his face to hide. "Honestly, I should have been a much better brother to you. I should have stood up to Zed more than he gave you house arrest. I tried to convince him to release you, but he did not listen to me. Do you know Kayn, I never cared about your origin. You are my little brother like everyone else. You are the only family I have. And when I see one of my brothers suffer, it hurts me too. I promise you that I will protect you at this conference, even though it will be the last thing I do."

Kayn could barely believe what Akio was saying to him. He did not know this side of him. No way the people of the order are cruel monsters. The order is a brotherhood. The fact had lost sight of Kayn lately. Since Rhaast ... Now stop it! I am always to blame for your miserable life. Your brother is trying to tell you all the time that he cares about you and the entire order. Now, raise yourself again and tell him how thankful you are. Rhaast was right for once. Kayn raised his head and sought the hug to Akio. Somewhat perplexed, his opponent also accepted it. "Thank you. Thank you for allowing me to be your brother. I never want to disappoint you and the others again. We have to rock the conference. We must ensure that the Order of Shadow is recognized as part of Ionia. I do not want to see any victims on our site anymore. We need an alliance, otherwise, Noxus overruns us sooner or later. We know that they are not sticking to the League's peace agreements. But we. It is our duty tomorrow to let the cat out of the bag. Unfortunately, I am not the best speaker. I hope you can help me."

Akio pushed his little brother closer to him so he lay on top of him. This closeness was unusual, but not unpleasant. "Kayn, I do not think it would be a good idea to start talking in the middle of the conference. I'll only talk when I'm asked." "And what do you think you think, should I do?" "What you do best. Just be charming. Wrap the old bags around your finger and do not stir. If something happens, I will protect you. You can trust me 100%." Kayn looked up at his brother and smiled at him. "That's why I ordered you here too. I like to go on missions with you. It's lame because it's so boring, but I know I'm safe." "Yes ... Hey, look! Master Zed has an Ace. Is that good?" Akio pointed a finger at the screen. Kayn immediately looked at the replay. "Yes, his triple kill allowed him to score an ace, so his team can now push the base through. The nexus will fall now. He will be with us in about 10 minutes. We should have a concrete plan by then." "I felt I did not understand a word. However, we have a plan. I'll shut up and you're just the dream of all your mother-in-law. Sounds good, right?" Kayn took a seat next to Akio again before Zed would catch them. He definitely did not want to send false signals to his lover, even though this intimacy between Akio and him was purely fraternal.

A few minutes later, Zed appeared in his room. "What? Are you both peacefully in a bed? That I may still experience the day." Zed took off his blades and sat on the edge of the bed. "We have set aside our differences." "I'm glad. And do you have a plan for tomorrow?" Both men bent to their Master. Actually, their plan was nothing to do with it. But Zed did not have to know that. "Well. How about food? I could order something." "Sounds nice, Master, but sometimes another thing. The conference is tomorrow. Where should I sleep?" "You can take my room. I'll just sleep with Zed ... " "KAYN, YOU IDIOT!" Zed screamed at him.

"What do you mean, you can sleep with Zed? Is something going on there?" "NO! This jerk wanted to say something completely different, Kayn agrees?" The young Akolyth was just overwhelmed with the situation. What should he say now? "Eh ... no, there's nothing going on." "And why did you suppose Zed just let you sleep with him?" "Well, I slept with him for about 5 months because I did not have a room." Zed slaps his hand against his iron mask. "Kayn, you've never been so stupid, you know that?" As Zed groused his student, Akio looked shocked. "Look, that means you know Master Zed's face. Is that so? And please tell me the truth." "Well done, Kayn. Now I have to tell the truth. Yes, he knows my face. But not because he did not have a room, but because he was like a son to me. He has known me since he was 12." "Your Seriousness, Master?! I founded the order with you. Why do not you trust me? How did I give you a reason to doubt?"

Kayn felt guilty. Zed's identity was a very sensitive topic and now he is confronted with it because of him. "Akio please believe me. It has nothing to do with you and my trust in you. I never really wanted to show my face to Kayn. I harmed him and he still held to me. I revealed to him out of guilt because I was afraid he would not trust me anymore." "And what about me? You just hurt me too. How do you want to regain my trust?" "Is my face so important to you?" "No. Actually, I do not care what my master looks like because I thought you would treat us all the same. But now I start to doubt. I know you have white-gray eyebrows and a scar on your left eye. What's so bad about showing me the rest?" "Nice ... whatever you want."

Just as Zed was taking off his mask Kayn pushed in between. "Are you really sure? I do not think Akio wants to force you to do that." "Kayn let it be good. We have known each other for so long. He's right. It just would not be fair. He gave up a lot for me. No one trained as hard as Akio. Unlike you, he had no talent. He always was too scared to fight. And now look at him. He is my 2nd strongest man and not without reason. He trusted me when I promised to make him powerful and now I should trust him. He will not hurt me." Zed removes the mask and pulls down his hood. Akio opened his eyes to his fluffy, white back. "Are you really sure? Just that you are ready to show me your face is enough for me. "Zed did not answer his student. Instead, he turned to look at Akio, so that he could inevitably look into his face. A very special moment for everyone present.

Akio seemed a bit shocked, but not horrified. What was going on in him? "So how old are you again?", Akio asked. "28 Why?" At the answer, Akio had to swallow briefly. "I beg your pardon? You were a child when you recruited me. How can that be?"  Do you understand now why I always wore a mask? No one would follow me if they knew what I looked like. I'm not ugly, but young and my look looks very demonic. I tried to find recruits like that, but I did not find one. It was not fair to think that you would not follow me if I did not wear this mask. But let's face it. If you had seen me with that face when you ran against me, would you still have been so confident in asking me to take your revenge?" "No ... I would not have trusted you to do that. I always thought that you are older than me and now I find out that you are 7 years younger. I am shocked. But also deeply impressed. I was surprised when Kayn led the order at the age of 15. But you founded it with ... 17-18 years. You two are real workhorses. I'm proud of you. I am honored to serve you. I do not really care about the look. Also that you have white hair, a few scars and shitty looking young. I'm grateful that you trust me, and I promise you I'll never abuse that trust." "I'm glad," Zed replied, grinning slightly. Even Akio had to start grinning inevitably.

After a leisurely meal, Zed played one or the other match in the summoners rift. When it was finally over, Zed and Kayn met him, Akio slept in Kayn's room for the night. The next morning they met again at Kayn.

Even though the strategy had been clarified so far, it was still unclear what they would look like. "Hey Kayn, I took some of the traditional kimono order. You should wear it." Akio handed him a beautiful violet kimono. "And what do we do with his hair?" Zed asked. "I thought about splitting his hair. The bottom side stays open and the top side back and braided." "Mmmh ... ", Zed thought about the suggestion. "I did not understand anything," Kayn stated. "If you want, I can style you. But only if I'm allowed to touch your hair." Akio suggested. Actually, Kayn just wanted to let Zed by his hair, but he did not believe that he had understood what Akio had imagined. "You may, but only this once. If you hurt me, you'll be a head shorter." "Do not worry, brother." Akio reached for Kayn's crest and set to work. After 5 minutes it was done and the hairstyle was sitting. Kayn had to admit that his brother got it. His braid was a lot cleaner than Zeds. Just as he was about to get ready, there was a knock at the door. Kayn went to the door and opened it to his guest. To his surprise, Shen stood at the door. "Hey Uncle Shen, how can I help you?" "I thought maybe to help you. I just wanted to inform you that the whole conference is only spoken ionic. I hope that will not be a problem for you. Zed said you could speak fluently." "Yes, even without an accent. Do not worry Shen. I'll understand what the old crackers have to say." "That's nice, but please do not call them old crackers. That's not good," Shen pointed out. Kayn was not that stupid again. Shen said goodbye to Kayn and went before.

After they got dressed, Akio and Kayn went to the conference room with the Rhaast and a few blades. The room was inside the Ionian district so outsiders were not allowed in. Unfortunately, exactly what both had feared happened. Two guards were at the door and caught the two. "What will that be, if I may ask?" One of the guards asked, "Ehm, we are from the Order of Shadow and we have been invited." Kayn replied in a quiet tone. "That may be, but you can not get in here with the weapons. Unfortunately, we have to confiscate them." "But Rhaast is more than just a weapon, I even have permission to take him anywhere in the Institution of War." "Everywhere except here," the guard countered, "And what do we do now?" Akio whispered to Kayn. "Plan B.," he replied, annoyed. "I'll call Varus, he's the only one I can give Rhaast now, just a moment." Kayn pulled out his phone and called Varus. Shortly thereafter, the Darkin appeared. "Thanks for coming so soon." "Yeah, I have a match right now, so just get him out of my room when you're done, good luck." Varus took his brother and disappeared as fast as he came. "And that was ...?" "One of Rhaast's brothers." Akio looked after Varus in surprise. "Did not think he looked so ... human." Kayn had to chuckle for a moment, remembering the words Rhaast always used to describe his pants. "Yes, so Varus devoured 2 people, so maybe that's why. But Aatrox is very different, he looks pretty scary, there's nothing human about him, like Rhaast, just bigger," Kayn said.

After that was settled, Akio also gave his weapons off. He did not need it anyway, as long as his counterpart had some. That's exactly what made Kayn so startled. He was sure the others were allowed to keep their weapons. When they were completely unarmed, they were finally allowed to pass. Kayn civilized opened the door and looked around first. The room was a huge conference table covered with name tags so each clan knew its place. Everyone was already sitting, except for Kayn. The guards stood behind one, so, unfortunately, Akio had to stand. Kayn sat down next to Master Wong and Master Shu. Both come from the northern provinces. Actually, Kayn knew that only because he has always taken care of history lessons. It was important for him to know the Ionian story. And now he just sat next to such great, historic personalities. "Hello, young man, who are you? I have never seen you before." Master Shu asked. Kayn smiled charmingly at him. "Pleased to meet you in person Master Shu. It's an honor to meet the man who was able to tame a real dragon. You have to be of real size. My name is Shieda Kayn. I represent the Order of Shadow, rather than Zed." When the name Zed fell, Kayn got all the attention of the table, and the old cracker at the bottom of the head table said, "You two are Zed's students? Underwear models?", Almost amused, stated the elder.

"Thank you for the compliment. In fact, every one of my brothers, including Zed, looks good. We pay great attention to our health and our appearance. I'm sorry if we cause confusion." Kayn just tried to be frank and smile constantly. Not so easy. "Speaking of the new ones, tell us why you would like to take the advice." Master Wong asked. "To be honest, we hope for a possible alliance with other provinces and clans. We are still very often attacked by Noxians on the Navoricoast. While we can ward them off, for the most part, it will only be a matter of time before they completely kill us." "Do not talk shit Kayn," Irelia intervened. "There is peace through the league. Noxus must not attack us." "Ah, is that so? What nonsense. Do you seriously believe Noxian itches such an agreement? We have a pile of documents in which it is recorded when and how often we have defended the coast. I alone have recently extinguished 100 at a stroke. The threat is real and unthinkable. You have to believe me." "I believe you Kayn," Shen said. "In fact, there has been an imbalance on the coast recently. Maybe that's because of the increase in Noxians." While everyone was brooding, Akio slowly leaned towards Kayn and whispered something in his ear. "Even if it does not look that way at first glance, they are all armed. So watch what you say."

Kayn nodded and continued. "So what should we do about the Noxians? We can not tribe alone on the coast." "That may be, but I hope you understand that under no circumstances we want to start another war. Without proof, we can not attack Noxus," said one of the elders. "So what should we do? Spying on the Noxians?" Karma asked. "There is a possibility that they might hold council meetings like us. It would be possible to eavesdrop on them," suggested Master Yi. "Not a good idea. How should we do that? Maybe they will discuss in oldnoxic. It's impossible for us to understand a word," Shu explained. "That does not necessarily have to be. Kayn could spy on them," Shen suggested. Kayn immediately lost his cool expression and opened his eyes wide. "What the fuck Uncle Shen? How do you know that I am just made for this job?" "Well, on the one hand, you can not only run unnoticed through walls, but you can also stay in it. Besides, you can understand oldnoxic." Suddenly all eyes are on Kayn again. Shen, the jerk.

"That is absurd. I can not speak the language. There's no reason to." "Sure, you're a Noxian by birth." Kayn's heart stopped for a moment. For so many years, he tore his ass off to be one of them, and now everyone sees him as a monster again. As if that was not bad enough, Akali suddenly lunged at Kayn. She jumped onto the conference table and aimed her blade at Kayn's throat. Just before the blade could hit the young acolyte, Akali stopped. The Shadow Owner was just up.

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Loyalty Chapter 39: Open Questions

Kayn Pov

Zed didn't show up all evening. Actually, Akio had already planned to go, but not without saying goodbye to his master. In addition, Kayns mood was bad, so they have decided to sleep together in his room. The next morning, Zed appeared again. Carefully, he woke his student by shaking his sleeve. Several times Kayn blinked until he rubbed his tired eyes to look into the face of his master. "Zed? Where have you been all night?" "Is it going wrong now when I say by Shen?" Confused, Kayn raised an eyebrow. "I know I intended to insult him, but he cried before I got there." "Hold on?! Shen was crying?!" Kayn screamed.

The noise also awoke Akio, who was lying next to him. "My God Kayn ... They call you the silent assassin. Just live up to your reputation." "Huh, brother Akio. I didn't know you were a morning grump." "Of course I'm one! Never noticed that I go to work until 11 o'clock? And now be a little quieter." Annoyed, he turned to the other side and pulled the blanket over his head. "Now back to the topic again. Why did Shen cry? Not because of me, is it?" "Not directly. Akali has left his clan and apparently, he loved her. It's complicated." "Mmmhh, poor Shen. Maybe I should talk to her." "Forget it. She has taken a vacation so she can go through a self-discovery phase."

Somehow Kayn thought it was ridiculous. I would never consider leaving my master. "And how can we help him now?" "I don't know ... just forgive him. He just said that so that you become valuable to the Council. Without the fact that that you are from Noxus, you would be nothing more than a simple strong soldier. Sounds ridiculous but in the end, it has brought us the success." "Maybe ..." Nevertheless, Kayn didn't know how he should now confront the other. And then he remembered ... "Shit! Rhaast!" From the side, he got kicked first. He will not share a bed with Akio in the future again. However, the bigger disaster was the fact that Rhaast was still with Varus. I hope he isn't too upset now.

"Sry Master, but I have to pick up Rhaast very urgently, otherwise he will get angry. Can you ever throw Akio out of bed and then we can go out for dinner together. I'm hungry." Before Zed could even say anything, Kayn disappeared through the wall. He literally sneaked up to Varus's room. Once there, he discovered that the Darkin was still sleeping. A strange sight. He somehow seemed quite human. Rhaast was on the wall, right next to the bed. He too seemed to sleep. Quietly he reached for Rhaast and went to the hall. In sweatpants and a loose shirt, he made his way to the lounge.

Unfortunately, Zed and Akio weren't there yet. So all alone he didn't want to face the Ionian pack. And yet Irelia and Wukong were in the kitchen. Kayn tried to give them an embarrassed smile, but somehow he felt like an outsider. Rhaast was still asleep. He had never wanted so much that he would be awake. Although the conference, after revealing his true origins, tilted slightly, it was still successful. Irelia and Master Yi agreed to help the Order. Nevertheless, Kayn was unsure. His smile was returned with worried facial expressions. Actually, he had hoped for a different reaction. It was unpleasant. Kayn tried to ignore them and got yogurt out of the fridge. Just as he was about to get a spoon, Irelia suddenly answered. "Hey Kayn, could we have a little chat?" Kayn hesitated for a moment. "Yeah, sure. What do you want to talk to me about?"

"Thank you. Well, yesterday we got something terrifying about you. I just wanted to be sure how you feel about it." "Mhh ... what exactly? The fact that I am a Noxian monster, or that my true identity has simply been blabbered?" Irelia looked at him even more worried than before. "I ... I don't think you're a monster. I didn't want to go that far. I just wanted to know what the Noxians did to you and how you feel about them. You said that you were only 10 when you saw a battlefield for the first time. How can you still be alive?" Kayn put away spoon and yogurt cups and looked sadly aside.

"I survived by killing innocent Ionians. At that time I already got my hands dirty and fought without rest for 2 days on the battlefield. At a certain point, I lost my strength. When I saw Zed, I thought that was it. I'm going to die now and I've killed in vain. But then he reached for my hand and told me the fight was over. As soon as I felt the slightest sense of security, I immediately fainted. Next, I woke up in a four-poster bed and was bandaged from top to bottom. Zed sat next to the bed and clarified me. He didn't care that I was an enemy. He gave me a second chance and I gave everything to not disappoint him. I owe my life to him. I ripped my ass off every day. In addition to training, I also learned diligently Ionian and Ionian history. Meanwhile, I fell in love with this country. The language, the culture, nature and above all the magic. There I discovered that I am actually a magician. I didn't know that before. That made me happy and shadow magic gave me the feeling of security. I don't know if you can compare that to the warmth of a mother, never had parents, but I think it comes very close."

It was very noticeable how Wukong got a lump in his throat. Irelia, however, approached Kayn and reached for his right hand. "I understand you so much better now. Thank you for being so open with us. I can now understand better why you follow such a man as Zed. He's some kind of father figure to you, right?" Kayn had to grin. "No, you are wrong. Zed is my mentor and my best friend. Clearly, there is a small age difference between us, but 10 years is too small for a father-son relationship. I considered him more as my big brother. It's complicated. But now we are just best buddies." "That's nice.", She answered with a smile and released him. "Doesn't it bother you that I have noxious blood?" "Not in the least. You can not choose where you are born. Riven was initially on the wrong side and now she helps, on their vacation, the Ionian peasants. She makes an effort to settle her debt. This is tolerated by us. That doesn't mean that you can kill off Ionic people and then with some help everything is eaten. I don't mean that. But as long as you show remorse, everything is fine. And you were a child without choice. So don't worry. You are welcome to us. I wanted to say that on behalf of all Ionians. I'm looking forward to starting a team with you next week. You will definitely be a great jungler."

Even though Kayn wasn't a mischievous person, Irelia's words moved him. "Thanks ... I hope you can forgive me if I don't cry around with emotion now. I really like you guys and it's important to me that you don't consider me as an enemy. Okay, the order can be suspicious, but I guarantee you, we're not enemies." "I thought so." Wukong finally smiled at him. As if speaking of the devil, Zed and Akio came in the room. "Morning.", Zed greeted the crowd unfamiliar. Akio, on the other hand, silently nodded to the others. "Hey Kayn, have you already prepared something for us?" "Nope, I just got here and started the yogurt here. I didn't prepare anything and I don't know what to do." "So if you like, I made too much fruit salad. I hope you like banana, kiwi, and strawberry." Wukong suggested.

Everyone was waiting for an answer from Zed. He simply answered with a nod. "Cool! Then let the party relocate to the dining table. Irelia, could you carry the bowl and cutlery over? I bring glasses and something to drink quickly." Wukong and Irelia started to move, but Zed leaned unobtrusively over to Kayn. "And how should I eat at the big dining table in front of everyone?" "Push your mask up slightly and hold a hand over your mouth. We should behave now. Since yesterday we are alliance partners. It would be good if you also contribute to the social conversation. I know you can be charming." "Okay. ", he answered, slightly annoyed. Kayn took his yogurt and rhaast, which still made no sound, to the table.

In addition to the 5, Karma and Master Yi also sat at the table. It was strange to eat so peacefully with everyone. Even Zed was there. As agreed, he didn't escape. After a conversation lull, Wukong dared to break the silence. "Hey, Akio right? Real strong performance yesterday from you. How did you do that?" Akio looked uncertainly at his master, but for his part, he got no reaction. "Well, I can explain that badly. Shadow ownership is one of the forbidden techniques and cannot be taught. Either you can or you can not. Kayn, for example, can not do it." "Hey! That's not fair brother. You can not walk through walls for that! Plus, your technique will fuck you up against me," Kayn said.

"What do you mean by that?" Irelia asked curiously. This time Kayn looked at Zed. Their master sighed audibly, answering instead of his students. "What Kayn means is that the shadow is always obeying a stronger shadow mage. If Kayn's will is stronger and he is, then he counters the Shadow Ownership technique, and if it goes awry, he might even control his shadow while the technique lasts. But you would be pretty stupid if you keep trying." Even though Zed held his hand over his mouth, one could clearly hear his normal voice. That made for perplexed facial expressions.

"So if I understand that correctly, then Akio is extremely strong against everyone except his own friends," Karma stated. "Ah, not only the order can shadow magic. The Kinkou clan practiced shadow magic as well, but they remain within the scope of the allowed. Shen should be strong enough to break the spell. Although ... no, yes. So much strength should I be able to trust my brother." Shortly had to swallow Master Yi. Wukong hit his Master directly on the back. "Eghh, thank you Wukong, my friend. But what was that because of 'brother'? Since when are you so close to Shen again? Have you set aside all your differences?" "Differences? Which differences? I find Shen just annoying with his balance. Otherwise, I have nothing against him." Zed answered almost amusingly. Kayn was amazed at how relaxed Zed was. Seemed like he was slowly thawing in presence, the other Ionian. With the others, one could clearly feel, how the tension decreased more and more. "Ah, and that you killed his father doesn't matter." "Pretty much yes. My murder had nothing to do with Shen personally. I had had stress with my adoptive father. Shen forgave me halfway. He must not be overcome by anger, which is why he has forgiven me."

"Yes, but you didn't murder just one man, but half the clan. You even took them home. I can not believe that Shen is really so good-natured." Irelia was clearly stunned in the face. Zed set his silverware aside and pulled his mask down again. "Believe it or not. I don't care." Zed got up and started to leave the room. Quickly, Kayn got up, took away their dishes and followed his master, as did Akio.

...

After his brother packed his stuff, they said goodbye to him at the gate. "Tell the others about the events and prepare them to take the next steps with the Kinkou clan. Shen will also tell his men. If they cause stress, let me know. I'll see what I can do then," Zed instructed his student Akio. "Understood master. Thank you for staying here and the trust you have shown me. I will not disappoint you and Kayn. Please take good care of my little brother. He can sometimes be real ... well, you know." "Further?" Kayn asked angrily. "Oh brother, now and then you have to leave the adults their room for a chat. So I'm going to get up, otherwise, I'll miss the ferry." "Have a good trip," his master wished. Akio bowed by default to his master and then went the distance.

"Man and what do we do now Zed?" "Hmm. I don't know. Maybe enjoy our lonely time again?"

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Loyalty Chapter 35: The Foundation

Kayn Pov

In the last week, Kayn and Zed slept together, despite the move. There was never a chance to separate and Kayn did not want to. Everything ran smoothly between them. Why should they distance themselves from each other? That would make no sense. They slept in both chambers. The place did not matter, the main thing they were together.

As promised, Zed sent a letter to the order a week ago. Longingly, they waited anxiously at the gates of the league for their fellow. Finally, Kayn needed a bodyguard. Not really, but that was part of the framework of the council. Nevertheless, Kayn was not stingy with his selection. There was only one man who was suitable for this job. "Where is he?" Zed asked impatiently. "Now calm down. Akio certainly has a meaningful explanation. The elders are also not here yet."

Kayn mind Zed's concern. He had a match in 1 hour and little time to take care of his students. Kayn, on the other hand, had one more week to start his service in the league. Just as Zed wanted to turn around to go, suddenly a silhouette appeared at the entrance. Together with the elders and their bodyguards, Akio also appeared. "Well finally. What took that so long?" Zed mocked his student. This, however, kept a cool face. He has been shouted enough times by Zed. "Glad to see you, too, Master. Our ship left later, so the delay. I really hope that my delay did not worry you."

Zed turned around and just walked back in, ignoring Akio. Again, really typical for Zed. His master was only relaxed when he was alone with Kayn. In public, he always played the big ass. Fortunately, Akio never took it personally. Instead, he silently followed his master. Kayn always followed closely. Arrived in Kayn's room, slowly the tension fell off. "Unfortunately, I do not have time for small talk anymore. Kayn will explain the situation to you. I have a match now and will not be back in an hour. So long you have to squat alone. Good luck." Zed left the room and let Kayn alone with his brother. His master knew that the two could not really get away.

Kayn did not really know what to do with Akio. He had stayed away from his brothers as far as possible before leaving. Unfortunately, it was impossible to prevent a confrontation now. After minutes of silence, Akio finally broke the silence. "Hey, let's talk about how we will proceed at the conference? Or something else?"

Kayn took off his boots, lay down in his bed and turned on the TV. "You can lay down next to me and watch Master Zed. We can talk or not." His brother accepted the invitation, but more out of courtesy and less out of lust. There has always been a certain amount of rivalry between the two, which is why a natural dislike for each other was normal. "I can not believe Master Zed asked me to protect you," Akio said mockingly. Kayn ignored the derogatory undertone.

"I have to disappoint you, unfortunately. I wanted you to protect me. I've had you summoned here." His brother looked skeptically at him. "How so? I thought you hated me." Hate was exaggerated. "I do not hate you. I can not stand you because you hate me." "I do not hate you either. I just could not stand the little arrogant child with power complexes. If a small 14-year-old child makes announcements, I'm also pissed. Or that Zed trusts you more than his first member. But the older you got, the more you proved to me that you have leadership qualities."

In his view, Kayn would hate himself. Although now he had the proof that their hostility has no justification. Nevertheless, Kayn remained skeptical. "Even if you do not hate me because of my personality, then probably because of my actions." "Still the matter with Nakuri? Kayn, I know you are not to blame. I've never been angry with you, but I was disappointed with you. I was hoping that you would never screw up. That someday, as the heir of Zed, you will really lead the order. But now ... The ghosts are divorcing you. There will be plenty of time left before you can unite all under your leadership."

Akio's words surprised him. He was so open and honest to him. Actually, they have never been so personal to each other. "You're stupid brother. I never thought you would want me to become Zed's heir. I thought you wanted to be the right hand of our master.", He replied mockingly to Akio. "You're right. I want to be the right hand. And I want to stay that way. It is fun to represent you, but I would not be the right one as a master. You can do that better. Your soul is naturally dark. I am not. I still had to learn that. So I think you can better represent the interests of the Shadow."

"No. I will not buy that from you. Please tell me the truth. Why do you think I'm Zed's heir and not you?" Akio leaned back and stared apathetically at the screen. "Ah, you know Kayn, you certainly can not remember, but I was there the day Zed saved you." Kayn suddenly opened his eyes wide. In addition, he also felt that Rhaast had awakened from his beauty sleep. He was also looking forward to Akio's explanation. "Brother, please tell me everything you know. Immediately I fainted when my mind felt like I did not have to fight anymore. It was as if a switch were simply turned down and suddenly it was getting dark. So what did Zed do after that?"

A long time ago at Epul ...

After a difficult journey, Zed and Akio finally arrived at the battlefield. According to information, this battle should last for 2 days, but no one was on his feet. Mountains of corpses were scattered everywhere. There was only one survivor on this battlefield. Master Zed leaned toward the boy, who sat exhausted in the mud and soon fainted. Zed immediately caught him and covered himself with mud. Akio went to his master and looked at the boy. It was not hard to see that this boy was a Noxian. Akio summoned his courage and asked his master, "What are you going to do with this boy?" "I will take him and train him. I want him to become my personal student. I'm sorry Akio." He looked at his master in surprise. "Why are you apologizing to me? You can do and leave what you want. After all, you're the master here." "That may be, but this boy is Noxian. Can you live with him under one roof? To be able to face this noxian face every day without wanting to kill him?"

Zed spoke to him. Akio hated Noxians more than anything else. But this boy in front of him? He was a child. He was innocent. He had nothing to do with his loss. If Zed wants to take him in, then he does not want to put him in the way. "Master, you can choose your students. I will survive it. But out of pure interest, are you rescuing him from charity or does that have a deeper background?" "You should have seen his expression. I recognized my younger self in him. He is filled with hate. He is looking for power and strength. His will to survive is just amazing. I mean Akio, just look around. Corpses everywhere and a little boy with a broken sickle. I think he is responsible. If he is already so strong, imagine how strong he will be when he is trained by me. I know there is some risk of giving Noxian power, but I want it. He will be the future of the Order of Shadow. I'm sure of that." Zed sounded confident. Because of this, Akio trusted his master as well.

Zed gently wrapped the boy's arms around his shoulders and lifted him by his thighs. "If you want, I can wear him too. It's really far to get home. He also makes your uniform dirty." "I do not care! He belongs to me alone. I will not give him another one." Zed said quite loudly. Akio then stopped the edge and followed his master home.

Here and now ...

"So from the beginning, Zed had intended to treat me differently? Although I was an enemy? Zed took a very high risk and only for me. I do not know how to handle it now. I always thought he rewarded me with his attention because I am good, not because I remind him of his younger self." "Kayn, Zed would have ignored you if you had not lived up to his expectations. He really appreciates you. From your abilities and your personality. So do not worry." Maybe his brother was right. Zed certainly appreciates the development he has gone through. Yes, certainly. He saw you as a weapon, nothing more. Zed did not even want to give you up so much that he not only rescued Ionia's greatest enemy but also gave him a home. I do not know if he's a genius or just a megalomaniac idiot.

Kayn did not like the idea of being considered as a weapon. Although it was clear to him from the beginning, he wanted the Zed loves him as a human and not as a killing machine. Depressed, the young acolyte frowned. Akio noticed that and put a sympathetic hand on his shoulder. "Do not worry about it. Zed sees us all as tools. In any case, priority. Our personality is secondary." "No! That's not true. Zed likes me for my kind. I'm sure of that. He has never fooled me." "How can you know that without ever seeing his facial features. He's a real mystery if you ask me." True, Akio did not know Zed's face and Kayn did not know it either. Their private relationship remained hidden. Of course, everyone knew about their close relationship, but not about their depth. Kayn could not blame his brother for thinking so.

"You know Akio, we're more than weapons to Zed. We are his family. Although he seems so cold, I really know him. We are important to him. Zed also needs us as emotional support. Here in the league, he hides in his or my room. But in the temple, he is always open-minded and accessible to everyone. He does not make doubles to avoid someone but to be more reachable. He wants to see his students grow, each one. Believe me. He cares about us." His brother began to brood, watching Zed's Triple Kill on the TV. Although Akio was Zed's first student, he did not know the true side of Zed. Not fair, really. He eventually served the longest of all.

"Tell Akio, how did you actually meet Zed? I would be very interested in the foundation of the order." Akio, when he asked, was not exactly happy. "You do not have to tell if you do not like." "It's alright. It's just fucked up memories." Kayn nodded in agreement.

In a small village near the coast in the Navori province ...

In the early morning, Akio was awakened by sudden screams. At first, he did not take the sound seriously, but when his girlfriend was worried, he too became suspicious. Quietly, he got up from the bed and carefully peeked out of the window. The image that offered him ran coldly down his spine. "What's up, honey?" Whispered his girlfriend. Unfortunately, he did not have good news for her. "The Noxians are here. Hide." "And what about you?" She questioned. "I sneak up to the barn and get a sword. I will protect you." Ino got up quickly and threw herself into Akio's strong arms. "Honey ...", She trembled. "I-i-i am afraid. Please do not risk your life. I need you. You are everything I have. I do not want to see your corps." Akio had to resist a tear. He was not as brave as other men. There was no guarantee he could even fight in an emergency. He usually froze in fear and did not move. But now it was about the life of his great love. He was ready for her to take the risk.

Akio grabbed her chin and kissed her passionately. "Hide yourself. I will hurry." "Promise me you'll come back alive." Akio nodded and walked out the back door. The barn was 3 huts further. In the barn was Akio's workshop. As a blacksmith, he had the largest selection of weapons. Unfortunately, he had no practice in dealing. He was a master of his craft, but he had no use for his creations. But now the war broke out and everyone was forced to fight. He also had a duty to protect his greatest love. He quickly grabbed the best sword and ran back to his house. From outside he could hear voices that were in his house. Hopefully, Ino could hide well enough. He dived into his house through the French window. At that moment, something in him broke. His eyes remained fixed on the body of his girlfriend. Nothing could describe the feeling that he felt at the time. His face remained indifferent, but a tear flowed down. Everything he worked so hard for in life was gone. Everything broke within 8 minutes.

Akio did not know what to do next. He had no home, no life. The only thing he wanted was revenge. But what then? Where should he go? What should he do? Akio was more than just split. He wanted revenge, but he was scared. He wanted to leave. Escape from this nightmare from which he will never wake up again. In despair, he turned and ran into the forest. As soon as he got out of the danger zone, he started screaming and crying. Suddenly all his grief erupted. With his sword in his hand and eyes soaked with tears, he ran away until he bumped into a person. Immediately Akio went to his knees and apologized earnestly.

The man in front of him hardly moved. "Get up," he ordered. Akio obeyed and looked the man in the face. Not correct. He saw his iron mask. Even though the man looked menacing, he was not in any danger. His clothes were clearly ionic. "Why are you crying? And why are you running away with a sword and not fighting?" "I-I-I'm-blacksmith. No fighter. My girlfriend was murdered by Noxians and I can not even get revenge. I have failed. My village will fall and the Noxians will continue to advance. I ask you, stranger. Save my village. I'm not capable of that." Akio slapped himself for asking for help from a mysterious stranger. After much deliberation, the stranger came back. "Do you know my friend, I will help you. But only with consideration. I'm going to start a clan and you'll be my first member." "You mean a ninja clan? I can not fight, as I said."

"This is not a problem. I will be a good teacher for you. Your body is already well trained. Now only a little technology is missing. Ah yes, moreover, I ask you to surrender to darkness. You will serve her. Do we understand each other?" Usually, Akio would question the statement, but he was so blinded by anger that he was ready to go the dark path just to get his revenge. "Yes, Master ..." "Zed. My name is Zed." Akio knew the name, but he did not know exactly where. "Well, I will serve you and give myself up to darkness. But please avenge my girlfriend." Master Zed patted him on the shoulders and headed for his village. Akio stayed close behind until the village was in sight.

"Give me 5 min and your village will be clean again." Akio could hardly believe the man. It had loosely 30 men in his village penetrated. How should an individual drive everyone away and then in such a short time? Before the blacksmith got well, the mysterious man disappeared beside him. Instead, several shadowy figures had appeared in his village, taking on the circuit of his new master. Suddenly one Noxian fell off after the other. His village was rescued by a single man. Akio was simply fascinated by him. This shading technique was just overwhelming. He wanted to learn from him and become stronger. He hoped that when he gained strength, he would finally become bolder. He had the will to become a fighter. For his girlfriend alone. Never again does he drop a comrade. Akio wanted to start a clan with Zed, he was sure about his decision.

5 minutes later, Master Zed finally came back. "Your home village is clean again. If you still want to do something, then do it now. We have to move on and save other villages." "What's your goal Master?" "Protect Ionia," he answered tersely. He was satisfied with that. "Master, are you coming with me? I do not know if I can get out on my own." Zed nodded briefly and followed his new student. At his front door hesitated. "What is? There's only one dead woman in there and 3 dead Noxians." "That woman ... I've only spent my time with her for the last 5 years. I can not see her body. I will not do that again." Zed stepped closer to him. "That's what my friend thought. I put a sheet over her. I saw your shared pictures and I thought it was your house. So I was so free." "Thanks ..." Akio answered. He was extremely moved by this gesture.

Akio summoned up his courage and opened the door. As expected, Ino's body was wrapped in a white sheet. Akio quickly packed into a bag of clothes and memorabilia like pictures. Even though his old life died that day, he did not want to forget who he once was. Before he left the house for good, he lit the sheet of his girlfriend. "So you want to bury her? The house will burn down. That would destroy your home forever. Do you want that?" "I have no home anymore. She was my home." He replied with a fat lump in his throat. Zed accepted his decision and left the house shortly before him. "Say, what's your name?" "Akio." "My condolences Akio." Zed grabbed his student around the shoulder and led him away from the house.

"I know that's inappropriate now, but you said you're a blacksmith. Could you take me to your workshop? I would like to upgrade something." Akio nodded and led him to the barn. Once there, he plundered the Shuriken and Kunais. "Interesting. You make the weapons for the Kinkou clan?" "H-how do you know that? "Zed stepped closer to him and showed him his weapons. Immediately he recognized his work again. "Master? Are you from Kinkou?" "Was ... I have not seen it that much since I adopted the forbidden shading technique. Therefore, I also found my own clan. The Kinkou refuses to fight Noxus. I'm looking for men to help protect my homeland." Suddenly Akio recognized the name Zed again. He was one of the sons of Master Kusho. But according to rumors, Shen was the good son and Zed the bad. That Akio should surrender to the darkness, supported the statement, but his actions spoke other things. Nevertheless, Akio decided to serve his remaining life to Master Zed.

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Loyalty Chapter 34: The renegade Ninja

Zed Pov

Unfortunately, it did not work the way Zed wanted. His last match was the purest disaster. Exhausted, he entered his room and found that Kayn was no longer in his room. Somehow strange. Normally Kayn lay in bed, watching TV and happily waiting for his Master. But now he had his own room. Nevertheless, he found some things while moving from Kayn. Especially the hairdryer in the bathroom made him wonder. He reached for the hairdryer and walked over to Kayn's room.

He managed to get to the other side of the door by means of the shadow double. There he found him sleeping. "What will you do, Zed?" "Hi Rhaast. Why did Kayn leave the hairdryer in my room?" "Why not? He does not want to live here forever. He is at your home. No matter where you are. Here or in your room, Kayn will always be by your side. Check it out finally. He is your partner. He loves you. He just tries to settle in 2 rooms. You should accept that. He will get himself a hairdryer for his official room. So let him. " "Absurd," Zed replied, dropping the hair dryer on Kayn's sleeping head. "Ahhhhh! What's the fuck?" His student scolded.

Immediately he touched his head and rolled to the side. "You did not stick to our agreement. I probably will not stay with you." "What? Why are you running madly because of a hairdryer? I beg you. That's not how you treat your friend." Maybe he was right. Zed took the stupid device, placed it in Kayn's bathroom cabinet, and then went back to his student. "How was your match?" The younger one asked. "It sucks. Quit 0/10 the Laningphase." "Okay that explains your lousy mood. I'll forgive you. And how do you like my room?"

Skeptically, Zed looked over at Kayn. "The room is an exact copy of mine. The only noticeable difference is the still existing smell of furniture." "And the bed, " Kayn added. Zed did not have a nerve for discussion. He closed his eyes and let it be good. "Hey, do not fall asleep now. I had enough sleep. Let's do something." "And what are you thinking about? As long as I do not have to see Kayle, I agree with everything." And that's the reason, why the Master of Shadows is pissed. Stupid bird with a stupid Ulti.

"Mmmh ... we could go to the lounge and eat something. I'm getting hungry." Zed has skipped breakfast so far. Well, then. Zed stood up, expecting Kayn to follow him. Quick Kayn took Rhaast with them and followed Zed out. On the way, the younger one asked him, "Can I do anything to raise your spirits?" "Yes, please fall forward into a piece of cake. No idea. I just do not feel like laughing." Hopefully, Kayn understood his feelings. Rarely did he get so excited about a matchup, but today the level was just reached.

Kayn said nothing more on the remainder of the way. He was also very grateful to him. In the kitchen, Kayn first plundered the fridge. The boy was so eaten up that Zed had to look hard at his diet. "How about yogurt, cereal flakes, and some fruit?" "Sounds good as long as you cut the fruit. I do not feel like it." Kayn nodded and took out strawberries, bananas and apples. He actually used the kitchen, unlike Zed. He always got a meal, whereas Kayn took care of his breakfast on his own. He always let Zed know what he was eating. Also in the league, he had a strict nutrition and training plan. It is not put on the rotten skin here. Kayn not only accepted it but welcomed this austerity of Zed. A young lad like him needs control and discipline.

Kayn Pov

While Zed had made himself comfortable in a sitting area, Kayn showed his talent on the knife. I hate it when you cut something with a different blade. "In your opinion, should I cut fruit with a scythe? Do not be ridiculous." Kayn first set Rhaast up against the wall so he could watch him cut. It really drove him crazy when Kayn used a supposedly different weapon. After Kayn cut the strawberries, Wukong suddenly appeared in the kitchen and indulged in one of Kayn's bananas. "Hey! What are you doing Shadow Boys here? Otherwise, you are always alone here." "Yes, yes. I wanted to distract Zed a bit, so I took him with me." Wukong then had to smile a little. "Really a miracle if you ask me. I was previously the Enemy Toplaner and I was allowed to watch the gossip. I mean, we all know how strong and powerful Zed is, but his Summoner really did not care. Your master was really pissed off at the end of the game. That's why I'm so surprised that you come here for dinner together," Vastyana told him.

"Mmmmhh ... So bad? Then the cereal must taste bombastic, so he gets a better mood. Can you help me? I have no idea about cooking." "And how do you always make your breakfast when you cannot cook?" Well, Kayn never used to cook for Zed, just for himself. It did not give a damn how it tastes. "No idea. I guess good luck. I've never had kitchen service before." "I'm sorry my friend. I have just no talent. But I can bring you the ingredients if it helps you. But tell me, how is it in the order with the food? Basically, I'm interested in how it works for you." Kayn gladly accepted Wukong's friendship service. "Ah, that's not science with us. We have people with us who are familiar with health and nutrition. They teach those who are assigned to the kitchen service. So I have no idea what to eat and what not to eat."

"Is not that counterproductive? And what do you have to do to get into the kitchen?" Kayn had to laugh at the question. "Ah, it's not that hard. You just have to be weak. Everyone has to be useful in the order. In addition to the missions, you also have to do a job internally." "If you smile so silly, what's your job and how is the strength determined?" "As with any other clan, of course, through test battles. At first only in your age group and then when you have done each, then you fight yourself up. Having beaten the strongest of my age on my first day, I especially enjoyed Zed's attention. I became his personal student. That was my job at the beginning. Just obey Zed and learn from him the art of shadow magic. Two years later I was able to defeat one of the strongest men, which increased my reputation a lot. Zed saw great potential in me and taught me the prohibited technology. So I automatically belonged to the elite and became a teacher from the student. I teach others how to use weapons since I was a weapons master as a child. As you can see, I even master a darkin weapon. When Zed joined the league, I took over the management and the shadow training in addition to it."

Wukong was surprised. Many saw in Kayn only a student of Zed, but he was thoroughly a workhorse. "Are not you only 18? Zed is already 4 years here. You were still a child. How then can one guide a whole order?" By now Kayn was done with fruit cutting. Previously, Wukong brought him yogurt and two bowls, so all he had to do was mix everything together. "That was not that hard. I did more work than I had to. The Order is a brotherhood. Everyone helps you. Selfishness has nothing to do with us. So I was not alone." Kayn quickly got the cereal flakes from the cupboard and added them to it. "Thank you for being so open to me. Now I have a very different impression of the Order of Shadow than before. And that for the better. They can say what they want about you, but you seem to be really well organized. And I am very pleased to hear that you have such a strong cohesion."

If only he knew. Kayn had no contact with his brothers. Most were averse to him because of the murder of Nakuri. The distance to them will not help much. But better so than to continue to be targeted. Kayn needed a solution to his problem. Somehow he had to pull his brothers back to his side. After all, sooner or later he will be their master.

"Thank you, Kong for your help. I'll go over to Zed." "Kong? How do you know my real name?" Kayn did not know that was only guessed. "That was not my intention. I thought that might be a nickname. Anyway. I have to get to Zed quickly, otherwise, he'll be stinky." Kayn quickly grabbed two spoons, grabbed Rhaast and went along with bowls to Zed. In the sitting area Zed could turn his back to all, so he could calmly push his mask up. Of course, Kayn sat down opposite him, so he could have a better look at the other champions. Zed belonged to him and no one else was allowed to see his face.

In the course of the meal, Kayn asked his master if he liked it either. Zed nodded shortly afterwards. He really did not seem to have a face today. His favorite student had to do something about it. As Kayn continued to eat his cereal, a crowd gathered in the lounge. Curious, he listened to the crowd. "Hey, is it true that the meeting is here next week? It has never been that elders come specially here." Karma asked Irelia. "Yes, that's true. Sense of the thing is that they sometimes see the institution of war from the inside. That's why they come here for once."

Maybe Kayn interpreted too much, but that sounded like a way to get into the council. "Hey, Zed," he whispered to his master. "Should I face it and try to join the Council?" "I do not think that's so easy ..." "Please trust me. I've built a good rapport with some over the last few months. I think I can do it." Zed snorted. "Do something you can not do." Joyfully Kayn left his bowl and stormed towards the crowd. "Hey, guys, what's going on here? Are you planning another party?" Everyone stared at him with a horrified look, as if telling the enemy their secret plans. Kayn felt panic spreading. "Ehm people? Why are you staring at me like that? Do I have food on my face?" "No, no. You only stretched us all with your sudden presence. This reaction should not be foreign to an assassin like you." Irelia explained with a suspiciously high giggle. Typical reaction when women had something to hide.

"Okay, but now in plain language. Could we also come to this ionic meeting? After all, we are just such a part of you. Or do you want to continue to marginalize us?" Kayn tried to smile as charmingly as possible. Unfortunately, he seemed more like a mass murderer to the others than the nice neighbor next door. Desperate, they exchanged glances with each other until finally, Karma took courage. "Kayn, please do not blame us. We like you, but your clan is led by a renegade ninja. We can not just look over it. We're really sorry." That was so typical again. Zed's deeds are always held up before one again. Nobody understood his master, except his clan. It was time to put an end to everything.

Kayn's smile disappeared and a grim expression spread. Everyone back up, except Lee Sin. You could almost see him boiling in rage. "Now everyone is making a point. You do not know the whole truth. Zed is not a renegade ninja, but a hero. The truth is that Zed has been looking for strength to protect Ionia from Noxus. He founded our clan to fight against noxious inversion. Because his master Kusho has forbidden it. Shen can confirm that. After Zed took care of the Noxians on the Navori coast, the power went out and, secondly, that Ionia was doomed if this man remained in power. We also owe it to the jerk that Jhin is now our neighbor instead of being buried underground, wherever he belongs. Zed is not a monster, he just has a different sense of justice. He is really a kind hearted person. He saves orphans and people who have no home and give them meaning to life. I know what I'm talking about. Without him, I would be dead now, as well as 100 other men and children. How can one describe such a man as an apostate?"

Kayn's words were sitting. Of course, Zed had listened to everything, but he was silent. He really trusted him. His comrades did not know what to do with the new information. Wukong's Master Yi was also there and took Shen aside for a moment. "Is that true?" He asked him calmly. Shen nodded. "Yes ... he was fed up with the father's constant restraint. Murder might not be necessary, but ... I do not know. Brother, why do not you say so, but send your student? " "I'm eating and it was Kayn's decision to talk to you." He spoke from the background. "What now? Shen has confirmed it again. May the order be present at this council meeting? If only on trial? It would not be fair to rule us out. Ionia take a form of government in the form of scenic provinces, the Noxus attacked his country, it would be just stupid not to invite the man."

Kayn knew he was right. He will not let go now. Irelia rolled her eyes and took a deep breath. "All right, the Order of Shadow is allowed to participate, but only on one condition. Zed will not participate, but you Kayn instead." He didn't know if he should be happy. In the end, he was inside, but Zed was eliminated anyway. "Master, your opinion?" Zed finally stirred. He put his mask back on. "Do not you have any plans to rule the order someday anyway? Prove to me that you can do it. I trust you. I know that you represent my ideals. If they think that they can negotiate better with you."

"Then that would be clarified.", Irelia added finally. "Ah, Kayn. Take a bodyguard with you. Everyone will have one. The elders even 2, because they can not defend so well. Everything just a pure precaution." "May I take Zed?" "NO!!!", Answered the whole pack. Kayn innocently held his hands over his chest and disappeared backward.

After breakfast in Kayns room

Kayn and Zed lay in bed, just staring at each other. Even if the silence was good, the younger one eventually broke through. "Are you feeling better now?" "Am I feeling better? You have taken us into the council. If you do not screw up now, we can win the trust of all Ionia for us. And once we have done that, we will pull the strings. I can hardly be more proud of you. I'm grateful that you consider me your hero. Your words were really nice and it actually worked. I did not think you could break Irelia. She is a tough nut, but with you, all women get weak knees. But this man is all mine alone." Zed leaned in and searched for Kayn's lips. The touch of their lips was unique. Zed put in so much feeling that he would never have thought possible. Because of Zed, he would not feel anything for him. His master leaned forward so that he was directly above him.

Kayn could not do without his tender lips. Unfortunately, Zed dropped away from them and headed deeper down to his neck, deeper over his chest until he finally got stuck to his six-pack. He glanced over at his student and smiled at him. "Do you know Kayn, you were a very good boy today. You deserve to be rewarded." With a mischievous expression, he suddenly pulled Kayn down his pants. "What you up to? Zed? What are you doing there?" Zed did not answer but suddenly took his cock in his mouth. Shocked by the fact, Kayn could barely move. Finally one of his dirtiest fantasies came true. To his horror, he realized that Rhaast had a perfect view of it. Ah, please. Who do you think I am? I close my eye and sleep. Enjoy the demonstration.

Even Rhaast could be a sweetheart. "Sure you want to do it?" Of course, he did not answer. Instead, it tingled in the middle of his body. Zed looked so hot with his cock in his mouth. Kayn did not want to look away. He may never see that sight again. Therefore, he enjoyed it to the fullest. Not only did Zed suck on his genitals, but his fluffy white hair also tickled him on the inside of his thighs as well. This sensory overload made him crazy. Zed used every technique Kayn normally used on him. Kayn wanted to just come in his wet mouth, but he had to hold back. Zed was not ready for it. Just as Zed accelerated the pace, Kayn grabbed his hair and held it back. "Please Zed. I'll be right back. Bring it to an end with your hand." His master nodded and used his hand to finally bring Kayn to his climax.

The younger man quickly reached for the handkerchiefs and freed himself from the pressure. Zed caught the mess with his hand and then cleaned it with the tissues that Kayn quickly slammed into his handkerchiefs. "Wow ... Zed why? I thought you would never do that." "Mmmh ... that's right. But you deserve it. Besides, it was not that bad now. My jaw just hurts now. How do you do that every time? And you also swallow. You have my respect." "Ah, that's nothing. I like doing that when I know it makes you happy. Now better go and wash your hands. I'm still resting a bit."

A few minutes later…

Zed and Kayn lay in bed, hugging each other. They enjoyed the closeness to each other and just relaxed. Zed stroked Kayn's hair, causing his student to run the contours of his six-pack under his shirt. "Do you already know who you want to hire as a bodyguard?" Zed asked. "Of course, there is only one in question anyway." "The Shadow Owner?" Zed asked almost amused. "Who else? Can you ask him, please? I think he does not like me very much." "Of course I'll do it. I'll write a letter."

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Loyalty Chapter 33: Understanding

Kayn Pov

The next morning, thank God, still no Rhaast insight. He really did not want to imagine his reaction. The Darkin will be everything, just not pleased. His teasing was already pretty much on his sack anyway. But now he also gave him a real reason to tease. Kayn did not regret what he did, but that could change quickly.

Carefully, Kayn turned to test whether his body was in good shape. And in fact, his butt did not hurt the next day. Zed was still asleep. His Master looked just as stunning as sleeping. Based on Zed's last statement, he was able to conclude that he was still interested in having sex with him. Of course, he was very happy, but ... What will be the next time? Again, shadow sex was not possible.

Seeing your partner face to face was a completely different number. Kayn did not want to show weakness in front of his master. A wrong move by Zed would lead to a pain-distorted face. However, it was too early to worry about such things. He still did not know when their next time will be. Before Kayn broke his head again, he got up and tried to clear his head. Just when he had finished, there was a knock on the door. He quickly drew the curtains to Zed's bed and opened the door for his guest.

As expected, Varus was at the door. "Morning Kayn. Here you have your nuisance again. But tell me, why did you argue with Rhaast? He was silent all evening long. May I be enlightened?" Annoyed he accepted Rhaast and threw him aside. "This is none of your business." "Hey! No matter how annoying, you do not mess with my brother. Get your fight going. I know how hard it is to share a body. I know what it means to argue. I'll never get along with the two, but you two are partners. You harmonize well. At least in fights. Get your privacy on the line. I will not always play babysitter." Varus turned and made a departure. Maybe he was right and he should talk to him.

The moment he tried to pick up Rhaast from the floor, there was another knock on the door. Could not he even have his peace? When he opened the door again, an employee stood at the door. "Shieda Kayn, your room is ready. You can move in now. Here are the keys." Great ... now he was allowed to move out and spend more time with Rhaast. Kayn slammed the door in the guy's face and picked Rhaast off the floor. He turned his scythe against the wall and looked at his eye. Rhaast looked very annoyed, just like himself. Later. He finally answered. Later sounded good.

"Trouble in paradise?" Zed also spoke up. "I do not want to move out. It's just going so well between us. I do not want to part with you." Zed got up and walked over to Kayn. "There are only a few walls that separate us. And we know, walls are airy for you, so come on down. It was not different in the temple. Why is it so hard for you to let go now?" Zed hugged his student and kissed him on the lips. Kayn returned the kiss for a moment. "That's why. Zed I love you more than ever before. I do not want to experience a morning where I do not wake up next to you. I need you." "No, you do not. You are grown up now. You can manage to share a room with a darkin weapon. Besides, who said that we will never sleep together again. We should not just do it for a start so that nobody comes up with wrong ideas. And if you can not fall asleep, you know where to find me. Now, pack your things together. I have a match in half an hour and have to leave anyway. Then you can just as well set yourself up in time." Zed addressed something true, but Kayn did not want to obey. Why would he pack his things if he had planned to stay here anyway?

Zed released the hug and put on the green suit of Shockblade Zed. Kayn, however, did not budge. Even though his room should look exactly like Zed's, he would not feel at home there without Zed. "Kayn, I'm serious. When I come back, I do not want to see your stuff here anymore. As a reward, I sleep with you today. Agreed?" That was only a small consolation. But he had no choice but to follow his instructions.

After Zed left the room, the big boxing began. Never had him packing so hard. He hesitated, especially with the hairdryer. Zed had gotten it extra for him on the first day. It was wrong to take everything with him. Kayn left a few things of him here and took only the bare necessities. It was certainly no art to get another hair dryer. Now that he was getting a salary, he could get whatever he needed anyway. Yet everything felt so incredibly wrong. The last half year did him so well and now everything changed again. The first thing he will do in his new room would be not to unpack his things, but to take a nap.

Involuntarily he left the room with his luggage and Rhaast. On the key was the room number to which he had to go. As he could already imagine, he will live one floor above Zed. Unfortunately not even directly above him, but a good deal offset. Once there, Kayn just ran through the door. His hands were already overloaded anyway. First, he turned on the light to find that his room was an exact copy of Zed's room. The only difference was the model of his bed and that everywhere stands were positioned for Rhaast. Kayn set his scythe on the stand next to his bed and let the rest of the luggage fall to the floor. He himself took off his boots and then went to bed.

Tired, he pressed his face into the odorless pillow. He needed Zed's scent in his room at all costs. Now stop it! What happened to you after you got fucked in the ass? Are you really Kayn or just Zeds slut? "Shut up!" He yelled into the pillow. "You have no idea how I feel. I hate changes. I am a habit animal. I would react in the same way, even if I had not been fucked yesterday. It's shitty not to live with his partner. But who am I telling this to? You have no idea what it means to love. So any discussion with you is futile."

Of course, I know how it feels. Your feelings are mine too. "And why do not you understand me? I have the feeling that you have not understood me for some time. At first, you could endure everything and were also on my side, but since I've played with the idea to be fucked, it was suddenly over with understanding. But why?" Because I do not want you to submit to someone. I mean, you're Shieda Kayn the Shadow Reaper, the first mortal to rule a Darkin weapon. It does not suit you to be subdued. Your greatest weakness is the love of your Master. I just want to save you from the pain. Do not you understand that I'm trying to be your friend, but you just block. "Are you trying to be my friend? Then you can express yourself in a different way." Kayn had been lifting his face from cushions for a long time and looked directly at Rhaast.

"If you want to be my friend, then I'm glad. I also want to get along with you, but that's bad if you call me Zeds slut. It's my thing if I want sex with him or not. And besides, that did me incredibly well. I enjoyed the sex to the fullest. As I thought, Zed is a fantastic lover and if you want to be my friend, you have to live with it." For a while, neither spoke anymore. There was nothing more to say. At least not from Kayn's side.

Kayn ... I do not want to hurt your body. It is my duty to protect you. Even if my choice of words is not always appropriate. Try to understand me. I failed to protect my last master. I do not want that to happen again. It may be said a lot when I say that you are important to me. But the fact is that I do not want another owner anymore. Even if we often shred, I am convinced of your strength. Please be the Kayn again, who fights for his beliefs and try Zed at least a little to stand up.

"What should I do in your opinion? I can not fuck him. He will not let me do that." Not that. But next time you could be a bit more dominant and be on top, instead of letting yourself be lumped like a bitch. Or, instead of letting go of his room, defying him and saying that it's your territory and that you're not leaving until you feel like it. You're far more powerful than Zed, show him that. If only that were so easy. Kayn could not ask his master to subordinate himself. That would not be right. He was also afraid that he would break up with him. He still had not heard from him 'I love you'.

Kayn I do not give you infinite power to hide behind your master. Go out there and show the world who you really are. I know that there is more in you. According to me, meditate all day, but get your feelings on the line. If you show me that you are not a whiner, I will be kinder to you again. Is it an offer? Rhaast was right somewhere. Kayn has lately been guided by his emotions too often. Maybe he should train harder again to clear his head.

"I'm sorry Rhaast, that I threw you away. I was just a little bit over it with my feelings. I also do not know what's wrong with me." It was finally time for Kayn to pull himself together a bit more. Is okay. Did not hurt anyway. "Physically maybe not, but possibly mental." Hahahaha. Nice that you found your sense of humor again. "I'm serious, Rhaast. You have feelings too. Or have you never loved in your life?" There followed a brief respite before Rhaast finally spoke. No idea. If anything, that's even more than a thousand years ago. You should know something that I have not told you. Sunborns are not created through sexual intercourse. One is called to it. If you were a strong and noble person, you will rise to a sunborn after your death. At least that's how it was when Azir was alive. Anyway, I have hardly any memories of my old self. Maybe I loved, but maybe not. Who knows?

Kayn was more than shocked when he learned that Rhaast was a human being. He could not imagine that. "First, were you really human? And second, Azir is alive. He is a Midlaner in the league." You're kidding me ?! Master Azir is alive? As the? Does that mean that all the gods slaughtered each other in vain? "Always calm partner. I have no idea about Shurima. All I had to do was study the skills of all the champions and I was sure I heard that name. He is also referred to as Emperor of Shurima." Yes, because he was. Emphasis is on ‘was’. What the fuck happened in my absence?

Unfortunately, he did not know anymore. "Can you please meet Azir another day? I'm tired now. Now, tell me what you did as a human so that you went up to God." I already said that I hardly remember. I do not even know what I looked like or what my name was. The only memory left to me is that I was once a soldier for the Shurima Empire. I do not know more. That's why I'm having a hard time understanding such puny people as you. For me, love is just a word, not a feeling. Of course, I get a certain impression through you, but I do not feel that it is the same thing that you feel. I do not understand your obsession with Zed.

"Then learn. No idea. Just try to behave like a human. Maybe you'll understand it then." Stupid idea. How am I supposed to do that? Hello? I'm stuck in a scythe. I can not pretend that I am human. "Then I'll just lend you my body on occasion. Maybe you'll understand sooner then. Meet other Champs and try to be charming, unlike your brothers. Meet a lady or a man. I do not know what you're standing for or have confessed." And you're really ready to lend me your body for private purposes? So without consideration? "As long as you do not make a mess and leave me alone, I do not care about anything. Please just stay out of my private life with Zed. Then I would be very grateful to you. And I really want to sleep now. Wake me up when Zed is here." Kayn closed his eyes and fell asleep.

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Loyalty Chapter 32: Shadowplay

Zed Pov

"Please fuck me Zed." For a moment Zed's heart stopped. His student wanted to be fucked out of nowhere and Zed was just unprepared. Unlike Kayn, he had never had intercourse with a man before. He did not know what he had to do, but that was not important. It was pitch black. They were surrounded by shadows and could not even recognize their front man. Zed only felt Kayn. Not more. And so did his student. Zed took advantage of the environment and formed his clones from the swaths. One thing was certain. He will not refuse Kayn his request.

Kayn Pov

Actually, Kayn did not want to submit to Zed but meditating changed his mind. As he formed the shadow clouds with Zed, he became aware of something. Kayn had succumbed to the shadows years ago. He served him all these years and proved himself worthy of him. Zed was the master of the shadows. He was the human embodiment of the shadow. Sleeping with Zed would be something honorable in the sense. Kayn loved the shadow and he loved Zed. He needed physical closeness to him. To his true master. In the eternal darkness, Kayn pushed his master onto the bed and leaned over him. As Zed's shadow stimulates his body from top to bottom, Kayn searches for his lips. Quickly found, he immediately asked for admission. Zed granted it to him and greeted him with his tongue.

The contact with Zed's tongue was just electrifying. Quite different than in slight light. Kayn took everything ten times more intense than usual. It was probably in a trance state, which is why he was so deeply relaxed. That was not important. Much more important was where Zed's hands moved. Carefully, a pair of hands brushed down his pants and boxer, and another pair of hands stimulated his nipples. "Ahh ... Zed ... Do you really want to do this?" Kayn struggled to concentrate on the sensory overload. This was only the beginning.

"If you want that, I'll do it. I'm just asking you to be quiet. Especially if you are in pain, you should inform me. I do not know what to do. So ... " "You have to prepare me. Always finger one after another in my ass and stretch me. Preferably with lubrication gel." Kayn already had the worry that they did not have gel, but Zed also found a solution. While the one shadow hands kneaded his cheeks, Zed put a shadow finger in his entrance. At first, Kayn jumped startled, then relaxed quickly. As a precaution, he had fingered himself some time ago. The strange burning was nothing new to him. Nevertheless, very unusual.

"Does it work, Kayn?" "Yes ... please use two fingers." Zed accepted his request and introduced him to it. In pain, he distorted his face, which fortunately was not visible to Zeds. He did not want to stop under any circumstances now. Using three shadow fingers, Zed stretched the entrance of the young acolyte. He met unintentionally on his prostate. Then a dark moan left his lips. If his fingers had such an effect on him, then he did not want to imagine what Zed's cock does with him.

"Are you ready for me?" "Yes, Master."

Zed Pov

Zed did not like it when Kayn spoke privately to his title. "Call me ..." "I do not care about shit! If I want to call you master, then I'll do it again and now fuck me at last. I can not stand this torture any longer. Please let me come, Master." Kayn said just dead seriously. Only good that Zed had undressed before and with his own shadow prepared. Nothing new for him. He always stimulated by a clone. He quickly reached for his nightstand and got out 2 condoms. Security also occurred with a man.

Kayn Pov

While Zed covered a condom, Kayn felt something on his cock. "What will that do?" "Cover you with a condom. What else? I do not want to change the sheet when I'm done with you. I hope it does not hinder you from coming." "Think that's fine. As long as you help with the hand." After Zed slipped on the condoms, he swapped position with Kayn for his master to be up. Now it got serious.

"Kayn, you know me best. Which sex position do I love?" Kayn hesitantly positioned himself on his knees and held out his butt to his master. "Please do it, Master." Before Zed finally introduced his penis, he circled his rosette with his finger. A shiver passed through his entire body. His patience was at an end, but Zed did not stop teasing him to the torture. His shadow hands stained Kayn all over. His mind parted and Kayn only pushed his butt harder. "So impatient? I'm surprised. Where's your discipline?" Kayn did not care, but he liked the teacher-student relationship in the bedroom. Kayn discovered a side of him that he had not met before.

"Forgive me, Master. You may also be a bit rude to me. I do not deserve it any other way." Kayn heard a slight chuckle. "You would like that ..." And how he would like that. Luckily, Zed was so kind and finally introduced his cock. The size was more than just getting used to. Still, he suppressed a hiss. He did not want to show weakness before Zed. As a man, he entered the room and as one he will leave it again. A deep groan was fine for him, but Zed will not hear more from him.

After Zed had introduced his full length, he stopped for a moment. After a short settling-in period, he started with a light bump. The burning was hardly bearable, but still, there was no reason to give up now. Instead, he tried to meditate a little and hide the pain. The more Zed picked up the pace, the less Kayn could hide the pain. "Kayn ... if it hurts, please let me know. Can I help you? You're so tense." "Yes ... pump me faster. Or do something that distracts or stimulates me even more." Zed complied, pumping Kayn's cock faster. He took Kayn's ponytail and pulled. Suddenly the situation changed. It was no pain for Kayn. No normal at least. He felt a sweet pain. A liberating pain.

As if a switch had switched on him, he suddenly demanded more. He also moved and raised the pace with his butt. He practically fucked himself. Zed realized that, clenching his fingers in his buttocks and accelerated the pace again twice. "So you are one. You want salvation, right?" "Please Master. Grant me my orgasms." Zed slowed, leaned forward to Kayn and licked his ear. He breathed briefly in the damp place so that a cold shiver spread over his whole body. "What's my name?" He whispered to his student. "Zed ..." he replied in a low, low voice.

"Fine." Before Zed went back into his position, he bit Kayn lightly in the earlobe. The measurement was definitely full. His cock was exhausted to the end and he just wanted salvation. Shit if he could not walk tomorrow, he finally wanted to get to the point. Zed proved to be a good friend and mercilessly fucked Kayn out of his brain. He set the pace so high that only the clapping of the skin could be heard. Not only Kayn was exhausted to the end, but also in his butt, it became noticeably tighter. Only two or three strokes and it was over. With relish, he got into the condom and tried as much as possible to enjoy this moment. An indescribable feeling of freedom came over him. He grinned broadly and did not know why, with a heavy heart. Any self-control had left the room half an hour ago.

"Everything's okay with you? May I pull out without hesitation? "Completely exhausted, the young acolyte answered: "Yes. But please slowly. I just walk into the bathroom in the Shadow Step. What should go wrong." Theoretically much, but Kayn was in good spirits that nothing undesirable will happen. Just when Zed tried to pull his cock out, he came up with the idea of using the Shadow Step earlier to avoid pain. Kayn dematerialized and retired to the bathroom. Luckily, everything went well and he was able to take a good shower. As Kayn let in the water, he heard a knock on the door. "Hey, may I come in?" "Sure.", He answered curtly.

Zed entered the bathroom and removed the condom from his cock. As he thought, the rubber was well filled. Kayn had already stripped it off so he could thoroughly wash his cock. "May I join you?" Zed asked and immediately opened the cabin door from the shower. His master did not need an answer. His student would never think of pushing him out of his shower cubicle. It was still Zed's room.

As Kayn lathered his hair, he noticed that his hair was still white. Pretty unfamiliar. "When will they get back to normal?" "As soon as you go to such a platform and say you want your 'default skin' again. Then the hologram dissolves. I'll take you to one right away. Even though it would be a pity if you had black hair again." Kayn snorted and shook his head. "You only like me with white hair?" He questioned. "No, but I like our partner look. Look at us." Zed grabbed him by the waist and looked at the mirror in front of the transparent shower stall. "Do not we look like a great couple?"

Kayn glanced over at Zed and could not really follow his message. "What's the shit supposed to mean now? Are you really Zed? That's not how I know you." "I fucked incredibly well too. Then I'm in such a good mood. Besides, I wanted to give you some more affection. I thought you always wanted to." "Yeah ... but not so cheesy." Zed released Kayn and concentrated again on cleaning himself. "Will Rhaast come back today?" "I hope not. I just want to relax. "

Kayn left the cabin and dried himself. In the meantime, he could feel a certain pain in his back. But that was half as wild. He had good regeneration powers anyway. Shortly after him Zed also came out. Both dressed in sleep clothes, with Zed wearing a scarf with a hoodie. "Why ...?" "Forgot? You wanted normal hair again. I'll show you where the platform is. It is also near the lounge." "I did not mean that either. It was more about your outfit. Why not your mask?" "Ah, that's fine. I put on my sunglasses and let's go. The outfit is part of my SKT skins. Accordingly, the others are used to seeing me like this. Let's go."

His Master stepped forward and Kayn obediently followed him to the platform. Once there Kayn had to enter only his ID and his password that he also used for the phone. Once that worked, Kayn could choose his skin. Within seconds, he looked completely normal again. Now he had wet, black hair. A dream.

Once back in Zed's room, they went straight to bed. There he snuggled into Zed's arms and closed his eyes. "How was it for you?", Asked his master. "Nice, or hot. Especially that we had sex in a pool of shade. Unfortunately, my mana is now completely exhausted." "Pff mana. Always these magicians. So my energy is as good as back. By the way, I'm glad that you liked it, but the 'master' did not have to be." "But I wanted. That made the whole thing hornier. Mostly because of your Shadow Double." Zed stroked Kayn's hair as he spoke to him. "Fine, but next time I'll be back Zed." "Next ...? Yes, of course. I will pull myself together. Finally, we'll see each other," Kayn replied. After a long break, Kayn fell asleep.

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Loyalty Chapter 30: Introduction to the league

Kayn Pov

Time passed and Kayn became involved in the league. He went to training to get to know the system and the different champions. Together with Xayah and Rakan he sat in a training room and was hit by PowerPoint slides. Sometimes he hates modern technology. Just using his cell phone proved to be exhausting. Feeling every minute he had to annoy Zed because of odds and ends. The biggest difficulty was to gently touch the screen. Kayn did not trust the technology. Nevertheless, he learned to deal with it.

After the training series, the two birds were introduced and Kayn was still hanging around with Zed. After all, he could tell the staff how he would like his room. Actually, he wanted to have it just like Zed did. The bed was only allowed to have the structure of a boxspring bed. However, he needed the black curtains for his master, so he feels comfortable with him. By now they were a real couple only without sex. More than oral and mutual pressure reduction was not in it. Kayn did not feel ready and Zed became nervous about sex. Besides, they would never do it in front of Rhaast. He was often with his brothers. Kayn actually made friends with Varus. As stated by Zed, he often showed himself with him in public.

They ate together and often talked about this and that. He had not learned more about Darkins. Somehow, only Aatrox was a real chatterbox and a nuisance. He loved to graduate the beings around him. Kayn hated such disrespect. But that was nothing compared to what Yasuo always pulled off. He always pushed it to the extreme with his stupid flute. Kayn often argued with him about the place under the tree. The young acolyte wanted to meditate and the drunken samurai only plays the flute. Two things that harmonized with each other. Every time Yasuo bothered him, he showed him part of his darkened form. It went so far that Kayn was able to corrupt himself. Sounds bad, but that only showed him how much power he had over Rhaast. He did not need him to strengthen his arm. He could do it alone now.

Kayn stayed away from the other factions as far as possible. The confrontation with Darius was a lesson to him. He focused mostly on Zed, his training and his neighbors. As good as he went, he slipped into the other and played the sympathetic young man. Even between him and Ahri, everything was as if nothing had ever happened. Only Akali did not buy the charade from him. She remained skeptical until the end. Only good that she had no vote in the council, but her master Shen. He understood himself better and better with Zed. Had something to do with the fact that Zed behaved halfway.

Zed's plan to get into the council has not yet been revealed. Actually, they had to wait until the official entry of Kayn into the league. Fortunately, that could not take much longer. Today was the first day he could go into the summoner's rift so he could investigate his attacks. At his side, his friend and master, Zed. He was so annoyed to confine himself to only 4 attacks. With the advice of Rhaast, they agreed on Reaping Slash, Blade's Reach, Shadow Step, and Umbral Trespass. "Mmmhh ... would it be possible if you could change the role as Passive? So how does that work between you?" The employee asked Kayn and Rhaast.

"So when I cut myself into the flesh, Rhaast can take control of me. When I concentrate and my friend comes up against me, I become a Shadow Assassin. In the transformation itself, we completely heal our bodies in both forms." "No, no, no. That's too OP. Your transformation becomes your Passive, but it only happens once in a turn and will only be executed in the fountain. It also has to look spectacular. So would that be possible?" "Of course. Kayn likes to ram my blade into his chest." "Now do it halfway ..." Kayn complained. "No, that's perfect. That's how we do it. Good Kayn and Rhaast. Please attack Zed now for the Champion Spotlight." Kayn understood nothing and did not want to understand it either. He wanted to hurt everything, just not Zed. His attacks were all deadly.

"I certainly will not attack Master." "Kayn! That's not real. I will not really die, so attack me already. It's going to be your job right now." Kayn felt uncomfortable. He never attacked the real Zed. So far, it has always been a clone. Attacking Zed with Rhaast was not right. "Ah, and if you're already killing Zed, please say something, for the interactions." The co-worker had nerves of talking to Kayn. He pretended that it was no big deal to kill the man you love the most. "Now Kayn." Even Zed put pressure on him.

Kayn finally gave in and attacked Zed with his 'Q'. Immediately after the attack, he inquired of Zed. "I am fine. Now continue!" Kayn performed his 'W' and then the Umbral Trespass. Zed fell on the ground and 'died'. Instinctively, he said, "It should never have come this far." "Perfect. Say something else" the employee prodded him. "You taught me too well." "You're a natural talent Kayn. I buy the words immediately. The bitterness in your voice is very convincing." If only he knew. Kayn really had a lump in his throat. Fortunately, his master came back alive 30 seconds later.

"And was that so hard?" "Of course! You know how important you are to me." "Sure, I know that, but did not you say yourself a few months ago that this is just a simulation? A game?" Yes, Kayn remembered the words, but he did not give a damn. Talking was always easier than acting. After all, Zed was really fine. He has not taken any harm from death. Very interesting this nexus. "So Zed, now kill Kayn." "Hang on!" The younger protested. Unfortunately, he did not get any further because a blade was stuck to his body as fast as lightning. Zed did not hesitate but immediately took the opportunity to kill him. Strangely, Kayn did not feel any real pain. He could not move. He fell aside and involuntarily closed his eyes. His death was really simulated. However, he lived 10 seconds later again. He was in the well and was allowed to take the long way back to the jungle.

Kayn would not be Kayn if he did not accelerate the way with the Shadow Step. Strangely enough, he suddenly flew out of the wall. What was going on? Normally he could be unlimited in the walls and now he could not even get in again?! "What the hell?" What's going on? Are you losing your strength? Rhaast could not help anymore. Annoyed, Kayn walked to the river. He immediately unbuttoned the employee. "Hey, what is this place? I can not use my 'E' permanently. And if I want to use it again, it will not work!" "Calm down Kayn. This is normal. Your ability has apparently been scaled. You own now a cooldown. You've probably noticed something in the training. Everything you do is weaker than in real life. I mean, I can only summon 1 shadow and swap positions once every 20 seconds."

Slowly Kayn got the puke. The league was just a mirage. Annoyed, he pulled the training through. Sometimes he was Shadow Assassin, then again Rhaast. And the Darkin was just not cooperative. It was the purest clown fiesta. After the gap, it went directly to skin making. Kayn had no idea what a skin was. Zed tells him shortly with different outfits. Actually, Kayn thought then that he is led to a wardrobe, but puff pie. He came in a computer room with a strange platform, where a strange mirror stood opposite. At his side was always Zed, to instruct and calm him.

"Kayn get on the platform so they can take measurements of you." Kayn obeyed his master and was first scanned by. He had no idea how the whole thing should be. He was too overwhelmed with the technology. After being scanned, several stylists approached him. Everyone introduced himself, but Kayn did not keep a name in his head. "Nice for a change to see a ninja without a mask. Young man, is this your traditional dress you have on?" Kayn looked briefly in the mirror. From training he still kept the Darkinarm, which meant that he was free upper body. Downstairs he wore his loose trousers with a robe and his magnificent belt. In addition to his normal combat boots. "Yeah, that's my normal fight clothes." "And you always wear braided hair?" Kayn nodded.

"Good Good. Then you look so normal. Now we only need one skin. For that, we need a concept." The stylists turned and whispered to each other. Sometimes they stared at Kayn and then continued their discussions. "Master, what do they mean by concept." "A topic that they call the skin. I have something like 'shockblade'. Accordingly, he looks like this. Or the SKT Skin I got by winning the World Cup. Skins are cool if they are not embarrassing." "Do you have one?" "Mmmmhhh ... ", Zed grunted darkly. That meant something like yes. I hope they make Kayn a serious opponent.

After a felt eternity, they turned around again. "So Kayn's concept is 'Soulhunter'. Our designers are now doing the clothes and we'll take care of your look. Can you hide your pony in a high braid?" Kayn unzipped his hair and re-tied it as desired. "Perfect. Now stand in front of the mirror and see and wonder." Incredulous Kayn stepped in front of the mirror and suddenly saw himself with white hair. "What the hell? How did you dye my hair?" "With the help of a hologram. We can modify things like hair and skin color. Just like we did Deathsworn Zed. Your friend will remember." "Yes, I do. We sat for hours until my hologram was perfect. After all, it was the value. Anyway, there are places where you can project your skin on you. Depending on what the Summoner wants. So your hair is not permanently white. Still, I have to say that it suits you."

Kayn knew Zed was grinning under the mask. "If so, I can keep my hair that day, to get used to it, of course." The stylists agreed. After taking some measurements from Rhaast, Kayn had to leave work. Together with Zed, he disappeared into their room. "God, the git may be exhausting." "Do not say I did not warn you." Zed closed the door behind him and then pulled Kayn to his waist. Kayn was so free and released Zed from his mask. And as he thought, Zed stood there grinning. "What's so funny?" "Nothing. You are just so incredibly beautiful with white hair. Have I ever told you that you are extremely changeable?"

Kayn returned his smile and kissed his lips briefly. "Do not think so. But I think it's pretty obvious. So what do you want to do tonight with white-haired Kayn? Is there anything concrete about you?" "Mmmmh ... yes. Staring for example. No, that was fun. I honestly feel the need to pull your hair." Kayn quickly learned that Zed was really up for it. Sometimes it was no problem, but in the long run, it could be annoying. His hair was not a dew. It hurt a bit somewhere, but today Kayn had a good day.

He led Zed to the bed and handed him one end of his ponytail. "What am I supposed to Kayn with? It is useless if you give yourself so easily. No, I want to do that spontaneously."He did not feel like fucking anymore. After all, he was not a doll that could be treated like dirt. Kayn uninvited his pants and went to bed. "What are you doing?" "Trying to pause. You can pull tomorrow spontaneously," Kayn replied with a sarcastic undertone. "Did I do something wrong? You sound so annoyed." "Yes ah! I do not want you to say that I surrender to you. I serve you, but I do not surrender to you. That sounds like I'm not up to you in a fight and that's complete nonsense and you know that. But I also do not want to find out who is stronger of us. It's only important to me that you consider me as equal. And just because you do not, we still did not have sex with each other."

"What's that supposed to mean now?" "That means you expect me to hold my ass off. I do not want that. Did not you even think about giving in?" Suddenly Zed opened his eyes wide. "You want something?! That your master puts his ass at your disposal? Is it still possible?" Kayn snorted involuntarily. "Exactly, that's what I mean. You play the master card constantly. You are my master, that's why I distribute the blowjobs for you. You're my master, which is why only I get hickeys and your skin stays flawless because I'm not allowed to. I have long been at the level of a master. The only reason you continue to be my master is that I want to be your heir. I have not been learning anything from you for a long time. That's why I expect a little more equality from you."

Zed looked at Kayn's description, just plain. He could not cope with the sudden change of mood. Kayn was not a diva, but he became sensitive to the subject. In recent weeks, it has always been 'Ah, you're Zed's student'. He also had a name. Kayn was tired of being in Zed's shadow. Although it will take time to persuade the others, at least Zed should consider him as an independent individual. But he could forget that, if Zed equates their professional status, the relationship.

"Kayn, now listen. I did not know that you felt that way. Of course, I consider you as equals. My choice of words earlier was unfavorable. Forgive me. But I really can not imagine being the passive one. That does not suit me and yes, you too. But I thought, if you love me, then you would be ready to make a higher sacrifice than me. And now please do not take that wrong. You are the most important person in my life. I can not go without you now. However, I still have a blockage. And I've never asked you to have sex. You are right that we do not evenly give and take in our relationship. I take too much. I promise you to pay more attention to it in the future. Nevertheless, I would never let me fuck you. Either you give in or we leave it. "

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Loyalty Chapter 24: Jealousy

Little Note: This Chapter is old but hidden from the public, so I post it again for everyone who is starting the fanfic from the beginning.

Kayn Pov

What did she want? Fuck him? That he did not laugh. Nevertheless, he had to admit to feel a slight shiver. Not with fear, but with excitement. Kayn pushed her away and looked deep into her eyes. It was pitch black, but Kayn had learned to orient himself in this environment. “Let it be. Nymphomaniac.” “What? Me and a nymphomaniac? How do you get so fucked up?” “I think you forget that I’m from Ionia, too. Everyone knows the myth about the nine-tailed fox, who seduces men, then kills them and robs their souls. Do not think that you can pull off the same game with me.” Ahri started to giggle. What was so funny?

“You do not have your weapon here. How do you want to protect yourself?” Kayn hated it if you reduced him to something. He grabbed Ahri by the neck with one hand and pushed her against the wall. “What did you say? I think I’ve interrogated myself.” Ahri struggled and fought for every breath. “Eh … okay … I give up … Let go!” Kayn spared her death and let her down again. I hope she has learned her lesson. “Can … cannot we just have sex? I also try not to kill you.” The fox coughed a little more, but over time she seemed to calm down. “I’ll pass … I do not have a condom here and without protection, I’m not in such a hooker as you in.” Kayn was halfway with the Shadow Step to disappear, but then Ahri held him by the arm.

“I have one.” Kayn stopped and turned back to Ahri. Out of nowhere a blue flame came out of her hand and lit the whole closet. With her free hand, she fumbled in her neckline and actually took out a condom. He wanted to get out of here, but on the other hand, he was incredibly horny by the small argument. Annoyed, he took off her condom, pulled his pants on half of the mast and grazed the part over his half-stiff member. Ahri broke the flame and plunged back into Kayn. He pushed her again against the wall, pushed her skirt up and down her panties.

(Little author info: In my stories, I always sex scenes with *** This I open and close it too, so that readers who focus on the story, can continue to read calmly, without being disturbed by sex scenes have fun again)

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“Just so that’s clear, I’ll fuck you hard now until I come, if you have fun, I do not give a damn.” Kayn grabbed Ahri by her thigh and pushed her against the wall. He mercilessly introduced his bar into her. He did not care if she was ready or not. She had no meaning for him. She had questioned his strength and so she was down with him. She was allowed to suffer a bit for that. Regardless, Kayn pushed deeper and deeper into her. He wanted to fuck her brain out, make sure that she could no longer walk normally. And he was definitely on the right track. “AHH … YES !!!” The fox seemed to like it the hard way. Then he probably had to set a gear. Kayn pulled his cock out to the entrance and pushed it back into her with full force. “AAAHHH …!” Ahri literally pierced Kayn’s back with her nails and clung to him with a pair of tails.

Kayn repeated this process several times until Ahri kept trying to find Kayn’s lips. Every time he dodged. “Why do not you kiss me? The sex seems to be fun.” “I do not kiss sluts.” Kayn’s voice was as dark and menacing as it should be. He had no problem fucking her, but his lips belong to Zed. Kayn did not want to argue with her. He removed his tail, turned it over and forced her to lean forward. “No man has ever done that to me!” She scolded Kayn. “I’m not every man, either,” he replied emotionlessly. It has always been a mistake to let Kayn have someone in the dark. All his played niceness was gone. In the dark, he was a sadist, a killer.

Kayn introduced his cock without warning and accelerated his pace three times faster than the previous one. Often one wondered what foxes said, he finally knew the answer. “Ahhh … Oh, God… Yeees … Kayn..Oh..yeaah. KAYN!!!” She was really beyond help. Kayn pulled on her braid, but that only made her hornier. He played on her nipple, pinched it, turned it, but Ahri only grew louder. It did not bring anything. The slut enjoyed their sex. That was not planned. Nevertheless, everything had a side effect. Kayn was harder than ever. He could not stand the pressure for much longer. To finally reach the cliff, Kayn imagined that Zed would scream his name so much. Full of pleasure and without remorse. Three shots later it was finally time. Kayn eluded Ahri and dropped the Vastyan. She could quietly cobble her own clothes together.

***

Thirty seconds later, Syndra reopened the door and saw her friend completely confused on the floor. Kayn paid no attention to her and just walked past her. “Oh God Ahri! Kayn! What did you do to her?” “Just what she asked for,” he answered and disappeared into the bathroom. There he stripped off the condom and cleaned his cock at the sink. Afterward, he threw the condom wrapped in a paper towel away and pulled up his pants again. Halfway fresh, he goes to the others, who were still playing bottle turns. Kayn sat back in his seat and received crooked looks from all corners. His bun was even messier than before, but that was no reason to stare at him so strangely. A minute later, Ahri limped in with Syndra. Without her friend, she would have fallen over. That made Kayn grin a little. Unfortunately, Zed had nothing to laugh about. He remained silent the entire time and paid no attention to Kayn. What was his damn problem?

Zed Pov

Was that fucking serious? First Kayn said that he would love Zed and then he fucks a woman at the first opportunity and within his hearing range. Zed was pissed off. He could not explain to himself why he reacted that way. They had finally agreed to have something casual for the time being. Actually, Zed was not allowed to judge him, but he was just too angry to think clearly. He had definitely lost the pleasure of playing. Zed grabbed his student by the upper arm and dragged him away from the crowd. Kayn quickly grabbed Rhaast and disappeared with his master back into their own rooms. “Does it have to be that way? We did not even say goodbye. I thought we wanted to be nice.” “Yeah, but that does not include fucking everyone there.” Zed opened his door and let Kayn through first. After he had also entered the room, he slammed the door behind him. Zed took off his mask and lay on his bed, insulted.

“Master … why are you reacting so extreme? That was not the first woman I fucked.” “But it was the first one since you kissed me …” Zed could not believe how little he really meant to Kayn. If he was really so in love, he would have run away from her. But no. He literally fucked her brain out. “But Zed … we agreed to fuck with others. Why are you reacting like that? I am also just a man who has to relieve pressure. Just like you. I thought we were doing each other a favor.” “I do not give a damn! Do what you want, but then you do not have to expect anything from me anymore.” “Look, are you jealous?” What? What should he be? Jealous? Zed was never jealous in his life. Okay, maybe on Shen, when he was chosen to the Eye of Twilight. But never else. Especially not on this emotional basis. He did not really care about Kayn. He just wanted to make him happy, that’s all. Why should he be jealous?

“That’s absurd! Why should I be jealous? Because you were allowed to fuck Ahri and not me? She does not interest me.” “Do not talk out. You know what I mean. You feel something for me. Admit it!” “No! I won’t. Come on, fuck who you want. I do not care, I do not care about you.” From nowhere, Kayn grinned. Why did not he get sad or angry? Zed finished him and he could do nothing but laugh. Kayn set Rhaast down on the wall and approached the lying Zed. Grinning, he leaned his head over Zeds. “You love Me. Right?” Zed wanted to slap his grin off his face, but he could not. He could not and did not want to hurt Kayn. But why? Kayn was never more than a son and friend to him. Actually, Zed did not know what love is. He could not tell him, even if he wanted, that he loved him. “Do not talk. I do not love you and I’m not jealous either. What’s wrong with wanting you to be all alone for me. I hate to share my property.” “Ownership … so … say, lover. If you want me, Zed, say so. Then I belong to you and I fuck with no one more. Is it that what you want?”

Zed could not give him a direct answer. He needed time to think. Kayn has so much in the shortage, so he had little options. He had vowed to make Kayn happy, no matter what it cost, but seeing him with another woman ended up killing him. No … Kayn was his property. Even if he did not love him, he belonged to him. Only … how should they deal with sex? Until today they were ‘not ready’. “Hey Zed, can you answer me.” “Not really. Kayn I still just want to make you happy. I can not do that if you travel with others. That drives me crazy. Honestly, I do not even know why …” Zed turned his face to the side and looked into the emptiness. He could not and did not want to admit that he might feel something for Kayn, which goes deeper than friendship.

“Hm … maybe you’re just fucked up. Shall I take care of it?” “WHAT?! ”, he looked at Kayn again with a rather serious expression. “Yes, why not? If we only want to have fun together, then we should also take care of the satisfaction of each other. I would like to do that for you.” “I can not follow you Kayn …” Suddenly Kayn pulled Zed’s arms and forced him to sit upright. Unintentionally, Zed sat at the edge of the bed, staring confusedly at Kayn, who was standing in front of him. A short time later, Kayn grabbed his waistband and tried to take it off. Before Kayn could act, Zed grabbed his hand. “What will you do?!” “Trust me, Master.”, He answered and kissed Zed on the lips. Zed let go and Kayn took off his pants.

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Kayn knelt down and spread Zed’s legs. Actually, he could imagine what will follow, but he was still very surprised. Without hesitation, Kayn took his cock in his mouth. With a free hand, he massaged undisturbed on Zed’s testicles while he pre-mouthed his cock. Even if Zed wanted to fight back, he could not. Kayn knew exactly what he was doing. Zed was sure that it was his first blowjob, but still, he was extremely professional, so that Zed’s limb continued to swell until Kayn literally had his mouth full. Shortly he had choked because of the sudden increase in size, but he caught himself relatively quickly. Over time, his student became more courageous and creative. Sometimes he just ran his tongue along the length or bit into his foreskin. But what really made him understand it was when he deliberately pinched Zed’s glans over his lip with his teeth. Uncontrollably, Zed threw his head back and let himself fall. No woman could do what Kayn could.

Just before Zed was about to get in, Kayn stepped up a gear and accelerated his pace. He practically fucked his own mouth. Zed clawed at Kayn’s hair and enjoyed this beautiful sight. Kayn’s perfect lips on Zed’s limb. He could not wish for more at the moment. Nevertheless, Kayn should stop until it is too late. “Stop … I’ll do the rest. I do not want you to swallow.” Kayn stopped for a moment and looked up at Zed in a rather insidious way. “But I want to,” he replied, completing his work. Zed’s cock filled to the limit and exploded into Kayn’s mouth. He choked briefly but swallowed everything down well. One or two drops ran down the corner of his mouth, but he did not seem to care. He licked everything neatly at the end and then went to the bathroom. Zed stayed like that for a few minutes before he got up and cleaned himself up as well. When he wanted to get up, he was actually a bit shaky on his feet. Kayn had done well.

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Arriving at the bathroom, he spotted Kayn at the sink, brushing his teeth. Zed undressed and took a shower. That was maybe a chaotic day. First came Kayn to the league, then Zed get burned by Rhaast, then the game night and finally a blowjob from his student. What a roller coaster ride. Ultimately, he was happy and it was Kayn alone responsible, gargling at the moment with mouthwash. “So disgusting?” He asked. “No, but I think you do not want to taste yourself.” “Oh … so caring.” Zed stepped out of the shower, wrapped a towel around his waist, and kissed Kayn on the back of the neck Kayn around looking for Zed’s lips. They kissed passionately in the bathroom and forgot the time.

[ur-mom-kayn]

Loyalty Chapter 19: Restart

Zed Pov

Arriving at Kayn's door, Zed did not dare to knock. What if he was already sleeping? He did not want to wake his student under any circumstances. So he threw a shadow double on the other side of the door and changed position with him. With a lantern in his hand, he lit his room. At first glance, he could not find a sleeping Kayn. But only on the first. He was looking in the wrong place. As Zed examined the room, he noticed Kayn and his scythe on the ground. What was he doing there? Why was he laying on a hard mat and open hair with Rhaast? As far back as he could remember, Kayn never voluntarily wore his hair open in front of him. Especially not asleep, because his hair is then extremely knotted. Anyway, it covered his statement a few hours ago. Although Zed believed he had the excuse for Shadow Assassin, he was pleased to receive indirect confirmation.

Nevertheless stupid. Kayn should not sleep on the floor. He belonged to his bed. As Zed bent down to his student, he discovered that he was holding Rhaast's grip with his left hand. Without effort, he could not separate him from the Darkin. Zed certainly did not want to touch the handle. The danger of falling into dust was too great. However, Zed could not let his boy continue to break his back. He set the lantern aside and his arms carefully under Kayn's knees and back. "Hey! What are you doing?", Suddenly Zed heard the notorious voice of all the languages. It sounded even worse than described. But it did not itch the Master of the Shadows in the least. Zed glanced over at the weapon's eye. "That does not concern you. Kayn does not belong on the ground " "Ha! He sees that differently. He still wants to punish himself because he has so disappointed his Master. Absurd! You do not deserve Kayn." "I still have to decide that, not you," he whispered annoyed.

Although Zed knew that Kayn had a relatively solid sleep, he still did not want to be too loud. Besides, he knew himself that he did not deserve Kayn, but he did not want to be called that by a Darkin weapon. "If you were so clever, could you tell me how to get Kayn to bed?" "Ohhh. Do not you dare to touch me? If you ask dearly, I could make Kayn let me go without him to wake." "Tch. According to me. Let him go." Zed really did not want to bargain with him. How could Kayn endure that only so long? "No no. That will not do. Do not you know Shadowbastard that you have to use a 'request' when making a request? Rude pack." How could he have just called him? I hope he had just interrogated himself just now. Such a disrespect, he can not just like it.

"I think you do not know who you're talking to. I'm Kayn's Master, which means in turn that I'm your Master too. So show me some more respect." "Tch. You are nothing for me. I am Rhaast. A Darkin. I do not own a master. I am the master. However, I do not want Kayn to suffer any pain either. So I'll let him go on my free will." Zed did not know what that meant, but he did not give a shit. As long as he did what he asked of him. And indeed. Kayn's left hand turned red for a moment. Then he released Rhaast's grip. When his hand returned to normal, he finally lifted Kayn. Carefully, he propelled Kayn to his bed and turned him over on his stomach. He did not intend to leave him in this disastrous condition.

Well, actually only bothers him the knotted hair. But before it reaches the crest on the nightly, he threw a blanket over Rhaast. He really wanted to prevent that Rhaast finds out something wrong. "What the fuck?" "Good night Rhaast, from here I'll take over." "You're stupid." He does not care. Zed sits down on the edge of the bed and begins with Kayn's hair with the comb, in neat streaks. He really would not hurt him, so he was very careful. A long time ago, Kayn taught him how to style his hair. For fun, Zed lies lecturing. These days, knowing about Kayns hair could benefit. After a cleared half-hour, he had finally taken care of all the knots. Afterward, Zed grabbed the first hair tie and tied his long long hair to his ponytail together. Zed loved driving through his soft and supple hair. They feel so incredibly nice. Although it was not really his job, he parted his hair in three strands of the same size and together, which he could finally tie with a hair tie.

Now Kayn looked the same as always. Zed put down his mask and immediately joined his student. Although somewhat selfish, Zed turned Kayn aside so he could face his sleeping face. He was just too beautiful. How could he do without this sight over all these weeks? This beautiful sight. Kayn did not deserve to be treated so badly. He was not to blame for Nakuri's death. He was fortunate that Kayn was still mostly himself. It could have been much worse. But still, he had to isolate him from the others. He had to let him fight the Darkin on his own, but that did not count for him anymore. Enough is enough. He had only one goal left. And that was what made Kayn happy until the end of his life. No matter what sacrifice he would have to raise for it.

Unfortunately, he knew what Kayn would want from the bottom of his heart. Zed was not sure he could really relate to him. After all, Kayn was like a son to him. How was he supposed to regard him as a lover? Actually impossible, but if Kayn wanted that, he would have to overcome himself. But what exactly would it cost him to overcome? Was it the fact that Kayn was a man or was it just because of their present relationship? Zed did not really know it. Maybe a mix of both. He leaned his body over Kayn and looked him hard in the face. He realized that Kayn pulled his eyebrows together in agony. "Hey Rhaast, what are you going to do with him?" "I'm not doing anything. You're uncomfortable with your body weight on his stomach." "Oh ... " Zed immediately got up from Kayn and lay down next to him again.

Somehow terrifying how much power Rhaast had over his student. He did not like that. He sensed what Zed did to Kayn. Rhaast could even move his hand. What else could he do with Kayn? Causing nightmares was probably only the preliminary stage. Still ... he was not allowed to keep Kayn trapped here. Zed was sure that Kayn was still in control. As peaceful as he looked, he could not hurt a fly.

Kayn relaxed his face again and opened his lips slightly. Zed liked the sleepy Kayn. He used to watch him sleep. Today he just stuck his eyes to his lips. The wonderfully curved soft lips of Kayn. He remembered his first and last contact with the pair of lips only too well. It was unusual but beautiful. Zed could not deny it, but their kiss was just awesome in terms of quality. Why could not they repeat it? What could that cost? For a moment he forgot his position or Rhaast. For him, Kayn was the only one. Zed leaned his forehead against Kayn's and slowly led his lips to Kayn's. It separated them only a few millimeters, but also the daring Zed to bridge.

At first, he only massaged the lips of the younger, but over time he became more and more demanding and passionate. On the other hand, Kayn slowly awakened from his sleep and reciprocated the kiss. Zed did not notice his own hands wandering and pushing Kayn's body closer to his own. For that one moment, he did not give a shit that he kissed a guy. It just felt damn good. Kayn smelled just incredibly good. Male sweetish. A wonderful mix in Zed's nose. He could be so close to him all day long. Maybe he could do Kayn's wish. His lips did not seem to stop.

Only when Kayn finally opened his eyes, he paused. Completely exhausted, his pupil asked: "Master ...?" "Yes, Kayn?" The younger man rubbed his eyes in disbelief and looked at his master again. How much Zed had missed the wonderful blue in Kayn's eyes. "I'm dreaming, right? You're not really in front of me right?" "Are you always wondering in your dreams if that's a dream?" Kayn shook his head wearily as he suddenly opened his eyes, realizing what he had done with his master. "Shit master! What are you doing here? And did we really...?" "Relax," Zed interrupted. He put a hand on Kayn's cheek and stroked it with his thumb. "But ... why?" Kayn questioned. A legitimate objection.

"Because I let you down. I should not have let you suffer for so long. You are a wonderful young man. You deserve to laugh. I'm so sorry. I will make everything right. No matter how. You may wish it from the bottom of your heart and I know what your heart desires. That's why I'm asking you if you want to go with me Kayn?"

For a moment Kayn's face was just frozen. A bewilderment was clearly recognizable. You did not get an invitation from Master Zed every day. Actually never. But Kayn was allowed to make the exception. But he simply remained frozen.

Rhaast Pov

He did not like what Zed did to Kayn. Even though he could not see them, he sensed what was happening to his body. Zed kissed Kayn as if there was no tomorrow. Rhaast loathed such an act, but on the other hand, he knew that was exactly what Kayn was longing for. He wanted Zed at all costs and now he had him. Nevertheless, doubts spread in Kayn's head when Zed offered him the offer on a relationship. Why did not the boy just grab it? Rhaast thought all along that Kayn would love his Master, so why was he trying to block his luck?

Kayn Pov

The young acolyte could not handle his life anymore. Imprisoned for weeks with a Darkin, he was mad at the thought of one day to come free again. Now he was on a mission and became the Darkin. Then he got his body back and suddenly he lay with his dream man in bed and kissed him. What was going on here? That could only be a bad joke. That was not the reality. The Zed Kayn knew would never have a relationship. And above all, not with a man and even more students. What was Zed thinking? He was no longer in his right mind. Kayn had to fight against his own cravings to protect Zed. If he did not realize what a serious mistake he was making, Kayn would have to help him with a heavy heart.

"Master ... no. I do not want to be with you." "WHAT ?!" It came from both Zed and Rhaast. Both were visibly shocked. He owed him a rationale. "I'm sorry Master, but I think you can not think straight. You are acting out of guilt, not love. You do not love me, then how can I ask you to have a relationship with me. That would not be okay. I can not expect something like that from you. A relationship also means accepting responsibility. I do not think we could. I am your son and student in your eyes. Besides, you are neither homo nor bisexual. If we were a couple, then we would have to have sex with each other and I can not imagine that with the best will. We are both very dominant personalities. How do you imagine that? Watch out. I can not help the fact that I love you. You are a wonderful man, but even I can not imagine a partnership with you, even if I've been yearning for years. I ..." Kayn's voice suddenly stopped. He had not only a lump in his throat but also chest pains. He was just inflicting enormous damage on himself. Stop Kayn! You must not be so sensible now. Take what you desire. He is in front of you! He offers himself on the silver tray and you refuse. Stop it! I do not want your pain. Remember that I am also suffering from your emotional chaos. Now, please take Zed.

Even though Rhaast addressed an important issue, he could not bring Zed down. "Do you know Master, for me it only matters to make you happy. Unfortunately, I know that a relationship with me will make you unhappy and that makes me dissatisfied. We should not intensify our relationship. That just goes awry." "But ... Kayn ... I thought you loved me. " "EXACTLY! That's why I can not ask for that from you. Zed I love you with skin and hair. You are everything I want, but ... I can not be selfish to love you. What brings me with you to lead a partnership that is only one-sided? In the end, we live apart and then we both are unhappy again. Do not forget that our friendship is also at stake. Do you really want to risk that?" Zed looked both puzzled and thoughtful. Kayn's decision has obviously hit him. But he had to prevent Zed from doing something he would regret in retrospect.

"Zed, I love you. That's why I can not be with you." The pain in Kayn's chest continued to grow. He did not want to say all that. He wanted Zed. But he could not. Inwardly he cried and cursed himself for it.

Zed Pov

Zed did not understand Kayn. How could he act so selflessly? He had not raised him like that. Why was Kayn doing this to himself? Could not he be a bit selfish? "Hey, Zed. Act as if you could not hear me. What Kayn says it is not quite true. Even if you do not see it, Kayn is crying. He suffers. He has incredible pain. Make sure it stops. Tell him you want this relationship. That you love him. I do not care if it's true or not. He should only stop destroying himself! "

Zed noted Rhaast's statement. He knew that Kayn hurt himself. That was not the plan. "Listen, Kayn. I do not do anything out of guilt. I do not regret anything okay? Even though it did a lot of damage to both of us, my decision was correct then. But that does not count anymore. Yes, I want to do something good again, but I do not do it because I feel guilty, but because I love you Kayn. Certainly not in the same way you love me, but I love you as my son. Maybe there is the possibility to go deeper and then one day to be on your level. Kayn, believe me, that I love you enough to make this sacrifice. I can be with you because you are the greatest boy in the world. You do not need to pay attention to me. I am happy when I can see you laughing. Please, Kayn let me make you happy as you deserve. I will never find such a student like you again. You are loyal to me until the end of my days. I have to reward somehow. If not through a relationship or sex, then at least kissing. Give me the opportunity to show that you mean something to me. Stop destroying yourself. Stop believing that you did not deserve this kind of reward. Because you have. Please, Kayn ... "

Zed leaned back to Kayn's lips and kissed them. The kiss was not wild. He was careful and soulful. Zed felt a tear from Kayn on his cheek. But he did not let that stop him. Kayn deserved love. "Thanks," suddenly heard in his head. Apparently, Kayn was a bit better now. As Kayn separated from the kiss, he washed the one tear with his hand. "But only kissing okay? And we keep everything casual so we can continue to meet with women." "Whatever you want, my boy." Zed released Kayn from his strands on his face for a few seconds before turning back to his lips. They kissed each other until dawn, wallowing in bed and simply enjoying the love of each other.

[ur-mom-kayn]

Loyalty Chapter 22: The New Neighborhood

Kayn Pov

After Zed and Kayn left the office, Zed literally tugged of the arm of his pupil. “Stop… why so stormy?" Suddenly Zed stopped. He releases Kayn and started walking with leisurely. “My apologies Kayn. I'm just fucking mad about knowing that these stupid birds are moving around here. If you had seen me when I confronted Jhin, Shen had to hold me back so I would not cut his eyes. Now it’s your turn to do that so I won’t tear off their feathers one by one. So calm down. You are not to blame for my bad mood. I like having you with me and you know that. I just do not say that out loud. I don’t worry if the others knew you were living with me, just hold you back." Kayn was really reassured that it was not his fault. He just didn’t want to be a burden to his master.

Still, Kayn followed his master to their quarters. The institution was built like a huge castle. Everything in the castle was divided into the individual regions. Each region had a tour, and in the middle, a courtyard was located, which was adapted to the biotope of each region. Ionia had a zen garden, a pond with lotus flowers and a huge cherry tree. Even when it was winter, it blossomed with magic. Kayn was just impressed by the beautiful surroundings. He had not imagined it like that here. Arriving at Zed's room, he spotted a pitch black room. Only when Zed moved to one side his room light up. For Kayn, it was rare to see a real lamp. At home, there were only candles, candles and more candles. Zed even had a TV. But otherwise from that one might think that he was at home. "Make yourself comfortable here. However, we should set rules for the bathroom. I don’t want to see long hairs in my sink, or in the bathroom. If you piss next to it, you make it off or a plaster. But don't ignore it. Towels and co. are always brought. If something is dirty, just put it in the laundry basket in the bathroom. While you're in the rift, there's always a maid who makes sure everything stays clean."

"So you live here, like in a hotel?" "So to speak. Clothes, food, furniture and etc. you can order everything. The costs are balanced from your salary, but since you don’t have one by your own, you can always say that everything is for Zed. If they don’t believe you I can confirm every purchase through my phone, which only I have access to. Got it?" Kayn looked over at Zed, confused. “Do you have a cell phone? Since when are you so modern? I'm just a bit overwhelmed." "All right Kayn. You can take a shower. It even has jets on the side, if you're into it." Kayn went over to the bathroom and was amazed at first. This was really a luxury bathroom. Here Kayn could be well. "Holy shit. Is there also a hair dryer here. I miss these ones immensely. Please tell me you can find one." "Nothing easier than that. I'll be right back. Take a shower."

Zed left the room and left Kayn alone. He followed his advice and undressed in the bathroom. Arriving at the shower, he was easily overwhelmed with the modern device. Just by touch, he could adjust the exact temperature and strength of the waterjet. Especially which nozzle should be in operation. Kayn tried his luck and just let it go. From his travel bag, he took out his shampoo. Rhaast stayed on Zed's bed all the time. Back in the bathroom, the temperature was just perfect. Kayn enjoyed his shower with really warm water. Sometimes the water in the order was slightly warm. Here he could really relax.

After the shower, Kayn quickly dried himself and put on skin-tight, black panties. When he heard a knock he didn’t think twice and opened the door, dressed only in boxers with his soaking wet, loose long hair. For his disappoint, in front of him was not his master, but a very shocked employee. "Ehm .. Zed?" Kayn laughed at the guy when he heard called him by that name. "Haha no, I am not Zed. My name is Kayn. I am Zed's pupil and future Champ of the League. I’m living in his room only temporarily. So if you're an employee, we'll see each other more often." "A-a student from Zed?!” for the way the gaze of the employee was exploring Kayn's body from bottom to top. It was clear that he didn’t believe him. Kayn had the dull feeling that everyone had a wrong image of Zed. Somehow it was really amusing. "Yes ... his best student. But most important. What do you want from my master?" “Eh… eh I ehm ... I heard that Zed is back. It is my duty to ask him if he has any wishes."

Just as Kayn was about to give him an answer, Zed appeared with a hair dryer in his hand. "What the—?! KAYN! You can not just show yourself so naked. You hadn’t been even 30 minutes here and you turn everything upside down." The employee took a step back keeping a safe distance from Zed. "Now do not pretend. I thought you were at the door." "Since when would I knock on my own room? God, you can be so stupid sometimes. Now get dressed again. At least use a longer pair of pants. Here the hair dryer. Dry your hair in the bathroom and remove any hair that does not hang on your head." Kayn accepted the hair dryer and disappeared into the bathroom. In his opinion, Zed would not have had to overreact that way. Maybe he was just jealous. It would be cool. If he can actually make Zed jealous, it was an indirect affirmation that his Master felt something for him, wasn’t it? If you want to know my opinion, I would say that Zed just wants to pay attention to his reputation. You are very noticeable Kayn. You will attract many glances. Nobody knows the way Zed is. They'll think he's just like you. And I think he just wants to prevent that.

He didn’t care. Kayn didn’t pretend to ruin his reputation. But he won’t change. He had to somehow find a healthy middle ground. Anyway, it was important to get his hair dry first. From his pocket, he took out a comb and a hair tie. It had been years since the last time Kayn had used a hairdryer. The warm wind was doing him greatly. Although he needed half an hour in the bathroom the feeling of soft, dry hair it was totally worth it. Finally, Kayn braids his hair sideways to a beautiful braid. Quick yet comfortable sweatpants and Master Zed could cross his times. It was amazingly warm. A top would only hinder him.

"Kayn! How much more time do you actually need? Sure you're not a woman." "Haha, Master. Lick me." Before Zed could complain, Kayn removed all excess strands. After work, Kayn returned to Zed again. "Well, what do I look like?" Zed did not answer. Instead, he took off his mask, approached Kayn and kissed him. He took the kiss joyfully. Kayn put his arms on Zed's shoulders and pulled him closer. His master agreed to this and intensified the kiss asking with his tongue for entry. Kayn would be stupid if he refused. He was fully committed to the elders. Stormy, they kissed on the bed, where Zed landed backward on Rhaast. "Ahhh fuck ... !!!" Hastily, Kayn got up from his master and pulled him off from Rhaast. "Fuck master. What happened?" "It ... burns. Shit." “Pair of idiots. Zed is not worthy of me. Be glad that you reacted fast and that I didn’t try to take him over. Otherwise, he would be dust now." "I'm terribly sorry, Zed. Let me take a look at the injury."

Pained, Zed pulled off his shirt. At last Kayn could see Zed's broad back for a long time. These perfect muscles. Kayn really wanted to fall into a trance state, if there was not this slight burn scar.  It was not very big, but still, it looks painful. "How bad is it?" “Not that serious, just as if you’ve been hit with a hot iron rod. I do not know either. Does not seem to be life-threatening." "Still painful. Please see if Shen is back. He lives to my left, not right next to it, but a door further. Please hurry." He did not need to tell him twice. Kayn stormed right through the wall into Shen's room. "Uncle Shen? Are you there?" The young acolyte discovered his target meditating on the floor of his room. This one was really not responsive. But he had no time for that. Even though it was quite antisocial, Kayn put his hands on Shen's shoulder and brought him off balance. At once Shen jumped and turned to Kayn. "Boy, what are you frightening me like that? W-what are you doing here Kayn?"

"Good question ... Ah, no time. Zed needs you. He got a burn from Rhaast. No idea how to treat him." Shen got up quickly and put on a mouth mask. It was also a way of walking around with a mask. In addition, Shen took out from his closet a first aid kit. "Let's go," Shen demanded. Together they ran over to Zed. Once there, they found him just as Kayn had left him. He was sitting cross-legged on the floor. An extremely hot sight If the situation wasn’t that serious, Kayn would have attacked him long ago. As a precaution, Kayn put Rhaast aside. He was not angry with him. It was their fault. They had forgotten he was there, not the other way around.

Shen joined Zed and examined the wound. "Oh, man brother. What were you doing? Aren't you scared enough?" “Touch your nose before you shoot at others," he hissed. "Whatever. How did you land on Rhaast?" "I wanted to throw me on the bed and forgot that he was lying there. Can happen." "That's it. If you had been on it for a long time, it could have got worse." Kayn realized that Zed's patience began to break. “Could you please help him instead of being criticizing?" "Sry, old habit. I need you to go and take a shower with cold water first. Kayn can help you.” And how much he wanted to help him. Kayn helped his master get up and took him to the bathroom. Once there, he closed the door. Shen should be denied the sight of Zed.

"An idea of how we should do that now?" "Undress yourself completely Master so your clothes will not get wet." Kayn wore a deceitful smile. He wanted to see him naked. More than anything else. "You dream of this at night, right?" "Maybe" Kayn answered in a deep, seductive tone. He approached his ailing master and pulled on his waistband. "Can I?" Kayn asked. "Egh ..." Zed groaned. "Just once." "Yeah, sure." Kayn threw him cheekily. His student pulled out everything in a jerk. Of course, the first glimpse fell on his cock and Kayn was not disappointed. "Enough staring? Can you please spray my back on cold water now?" "I can spray you with something else too."

Zed rolled his eyes, turned and walked to the shower stall. He offered to Kayn an excellent view at his ass. “Will you help me, or do you intend to masturbate?" Zed asked annoyed. Kayn understood that the situation was serious. So he followed Zed to the shower stall and put the shower tap on cold water. Zed stopped and leaned against the tiled wall. Kayn was really trying to do more, but he had to pull himself together. Shen finally waited for them in the bedroom. "Zed, it's getting cold now." "Come on ..." Kayn held the jet of water towards the burn. Amazingly, Zed did not even flinch. He was iron-hard. Kayn would not have expected that from him. He was even more impressed with him now than before.

For two minutes Kayn washed out the injury until Zed decided to turn off the water. "Are you all right?" "Yes ... surprisingly good. Shen may not be a jerk. So for me, he is a wanna-be doctor, but so far he has always been able to help me." Zed fetched a towel from the cupboard and dried himself carefully. Kayn floated through the wall and fetched some fresh boxers and comfortable trousers from Zed's room. Through the wall, he handed Both Zed. He took the things and came 20 seconds later from the bathroom. "So brother, sit back on the edge of the bed. I will rub you in with a special salve. Let it interact a bit. Kayn watch me so you can do it next time. Since we have time now, tell me what are you doing here." Kayn sat down on the bed and looked over his shoulder. "Well ... I can control Rhaast, but those from the council do not know that. They think I want to have my fight with him on the rift. The real reason is that I promised Rhaast to take him back to his brothers. That's why I'm going to be a champ here now."

"You and Rhaast are both joining?" "Before Kayn answer, I'll interrupt you. Together yes, not in separate ways" "What he said” Agreed Kayn. He wanted to avoid being stressed by Rhaast the best he could, which is why he simply agree with him. "I understand ... and who's taking care of the Order?" "My oldest member" Zed replied. Shen did not know who was Akio. Names were irrelevant anyway. When Shen finished, he gave Kayn the ointment as a welcome gift. "And where do you live now?" "Temporarily here. All the rooms are occupied and they have to first prepare one for me. It could take 5 months for that." “For that long time? Well then have fun Zed.", Shen laughed a little gloating. If only he knew. They also lived together at home, theoretically, the current situation was really no drama. Except for the accident with Rhaast.

"Zed I recommend for a while just to lie on the stomach and let the ointment worked. If you want, I can lead you around here for a bit Kayn, as long as Zed does not mind." "You're doing me a favor. I just want to sleep now." Kayn wanted to do that with Zed, but the situation did not suit him. "Okay let's go." Shen and Kayn got up and left Zed his bed. He lay down as he was told and closed his eyes. Kayn did him the favor to pull the curtains from his four-poster bed. He also turned off the light and left the room with Shen. Um ... Kayn? Are you seriously going to leave me alone? No, he did not leave him alone. Zed was still there. He was also able to sleep. If Kayn meets another champion, he certainly would not want to be seen first with the scythe. Are you ashamed of me? No matter how much distance Kayn took from Rhaast, their connection to each other could not be interrupted. It had nothing to do with shame, but with the first impression.

Together with Shen, he entered the lounge for Ionians. Of course, there were common rooms for everyone, but Shen guessed it would be best for him to stay here for the time being. "Why should I stay here Shen?" "Ah...Kayn ... The thing is the... There are a lot of Noxians running around here as well, and I've been told that you hate these people. I just do not want you to freak out if Zed is not here. He has the best control over you. I do not know if I will be able to calm you down." "Well ... once you did" Kayn remembered it all too well. His beginnings with Rhaast were really hard. "You were depressed. I'm good at comforting, but not in calming very spirited characters. Look at Zed. I could not stop him from leaving my father alive." "Shen ... do you really think I'm that bad?" He nodded. Kayn still thought he was not like his master. Zed could go wild faster than he did. But that's for now.

After their small talk, they arrived at the lounge with adjoining kitchen. The kitchen was fully equipped with a huge fridge. There was nothing that could not exist. He had never seen anything like that. In the huge living room, there were flat screens, sofas, tables and leisure activities, such as table football or billiards. This was not just a mere hotel. He had landed in an extremely cool villa. "You can cook here if you like, or you can just hang over the whiteboard over there. Just have to enter the court and time and someone will take care of it immediately so you do not starve. Extra service costs money, like everything actually. But since our salary is more than sufficient, you will never go hungry. In addition, game evenings are sometimes organized here. If you do not have to go into the rift, it can get boring."

Kayn just listened attentively. Shen was leading him around so he could not think of any questions. When Shen led him through the huge room, they met a small group of Ionians. Kayn didn’t know any of them. In a corner of the sofa was sitting a nine-tailed fox, a slightly dark-skinned woman, a blind monk, a monkey, a woman with white hair and 2 with dark hair. One of them spoke directly to Shen. "Hey, Shen, who is the guy? I do not like his aura. Balanced is something different. It's worse than Zed's." This woman was a thorn in Kayn's eye. She was just so hostile. Did she belong to the Kinkou Klan? "Calm down Akali. This is Kayn." "I already said that. Worse than Zed," she hissed at Kayn.

"May one enlighten me?" The fox asked. "Yes, introduce" the monk challenged him. "First of all hi ... I'm Kayn as mentioned before. I would officially be a champion of the League of Legends within half a year. As long as I am still pimping around here ... Akali is not entirely wrong with her statement. The reason for my aura is that I'm Zed’s pupil." The other dark-haired choked on the word student, spitting her sunflower seeds, which she had previously eaten. The monk instinctively struck her on the back. “Are you alright, Irelia?" "Khue ... kuee ... er, yeah ... did you just say you're Zed's student? The Zed we all know? Ah, shit ... I didn’t think the Shadow characters from the Order were so ... pretty. "

What does that mean? Everyone in the Order looked good. Anyway, the upper average. "Thank you? I think you do not really know Zed. Only Shen ... " "How should we get to know him if he always refuses to do anything with us? I would like to know what kind of a man he is and why he has so many followers." The monkey asked. "Well ... I can only say that Zed is a great man. Maybe I can persuade him to leave his cave. But unfortunately, I cannot let you see his face," Kayn replied. "Pff ... Zed and great," mocked the somewhat dark-skinned. “C'mon guys. Let’s not talk about Zed today instead let Kayn know everyone. I get to know him better and he isn’t really that bad. Even if his aura is darker than Zed's. There are reasons why his aura is so dark and he can’t do anything about it." Shen tried to defuse the situation.

“Hmm… then let's have a game night today so we all can get to know Kayn. Maybe he'll take Zed too so we can finally find out more about the Shadow boys.” The fox suggested. "With pleasure ... eh ... your name was?" “Ahri. Glad to make your acquaintance." Kayn could not deny it. This was by far the hottest woman he had ever met. The others turned out to be Karma, Syndra, Wukong and Lee Sin. Everyone left the meeting with mixed feelings. Shen then took Kayn back to his master. With the Shadow Step Kayn sneaked into the room. Zed was apparently still sleeping. He let him sleep better. He would tell him about the game night later.

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Loyalty Chapter 16: Family

Shen Pov

What did Zed mean by something not human? What could hide behind an unlocked door, please. Especially in one, compared to other, luxurious rooms. It fit absolutely nothing from front to back. Not to mention the fact that there was no sign of Kayn in the meeting earlier. He is Zeds everything. From this Shen could only conclude that either Kayn was the fallen soldier or prisoner. Somehow, Shen hoped for something else. He thought that the boy did Zed well. It would be a great pity if he died so young.

Curious as Shen was, he put his ear to the wall, trying to hear any sounds. The only thing he heard was a deep gasp. It sounded strained as if someone was doing sports. Slowly but surely he could not stand his own curiosity. Carefully and quietly, Shen pushed the door aside for a small crack. Like a toddler, he peered through the gap. On the floor in front of the four-poster bed, he recognized a well-trained man with a messy bun who was doing push-ups. Noticeable was the blue streak that hung down from the man. As Shen thought, Zed's old room is Kayn's current one. But what was the boy doing to lock him up? And why should Kayn not be human? Questions about questions and answers were right in front of him, but should he really ignore Zed's instructions and dare speak to Kayn?

"Shen ... what are you standing there so stupid on the doorframe? If you want something, say so." Torn from his thoughts, Shen recoiled slightly. Undeterred, Kayn continued training without being noticeable. "How did you know ...?" "That it is you? Was not that hard," Kayn paused and sat on the floor, leaning back against the bed. "For minutes, I can no longer sense auras, only yours. And well ... you are a balanced cucumber. There is no one else here. Which makes me wonder why?" Kayn caught sight of Shen and nodded to him. Shen accepted the invitation and entered the room that he had not seen in such a long time.

When Shen sat down beside him, he sensed that Kayn's aura was just as dark as Zed's. No, there is something else. Something far more spiteful. But Kayn looked normal and did not act as if he wanted to hit his throat. On the contrary. Kayn closed his eyes and tilted his head back and sighed audibly. "So Shen, what are you doing here and where are the others?" "They're at a funeral. Zed has assigned me to guard a prisoner. You're the prisoner?" "Looks like it." "But ... why? I thought you were Zed's adoptive son. Why is he treating you like this?" Kayn opened his eyes and hung his head. "Because I'm to blame for the death of our brother. I killed him. Zed only did his duty as a master. I'm not angry with him. I do not deserve it any other way. "

Shen was shocked. He did not expect that. It made no sense. Kayn was an icy killer, so he had met him, but he would do nothing to a comrade, right? "Why? Did you argue? Were you aware of the consequences?" "Unfortunately not. I was not aware of anything. I was not in control. It's a bit complicated." "Then try to explain." Shen turned to Kayn and looked him straight in the face. In his face, he recognized deep sorrow and disappointment. He apparently took it with him. Who would have thought that? "Okay, Shen. Does the term 'Darkin' tell you what?" "Sure. This is an ancient race or not? Are not these 5 legendary warriors who, for reasons I do not know, are now weapons and looking for a host?" "Eeeeeehmmm ... what? No idea what you're talking about, but that sounds right. In any case, Zed gave me the job of liberating such a weapon from the power of Noxians. Unfortunately, I lost my mind on the first contact with the weapon and killed my brother. It was only a fraction of a second. When it was too late, I was back in control, but Zed did not care. He ordered me to stay in my room. He sees me as a ticking time bomb. That's why you should hold your position here if I'm not in control. "

"Are you both crazy?! You can not just keep a darkin weapon and think it has no consequences. Kayn the weapon will destroy you and consume you. There will be nothing left of you. Believe me. No one has been able to overwhelm a Darkin. Not you either." Suddenly Kayn grinned. "Ah, really? And why am I standing here before you? As Kayn? Well Shen, then I'm probably the first. However, I have to say, you know a lot. How comes?" Kayn was right. He looked completely normal. Varus looked human, but you could still see the demon visually. "Simply Kayn. We have two champs in the league who are Darkins." "What ?! " Suddenly Shen heard a dark and gloomy voice from nowhere. Somehow, he became more unwell. The evil he had previously felt in Kayn's heart was now much more pronounced left of Kayn. "What was that?" "Well awake Rhaast?" Kayn turned his face to the left on the floor. "Yes, I am awake now. Now let's say the guy next to you. Which Darkins do you speak of? "

Shen did not understand anything anymore. He leaned in the direction of Kayn's gaze and paused for a moment. Beside Kayn was a huge scythe with a glowing red eye. The weapon reminded him a little bit of Aatrox. No doubt. That was one of the legendary Darkin weapons and Kayn really had one. "Kayn, that cannot be healthy. Everyone has been consumed or crumbled to dust." "Watch out, then." Kayn got up and reached for the weapon. With a lightness he swung the weapon back and forth. "Now tell me how I am not in control, please? I'm holding a darkin weapon and I'm still myself." "Impossible. That cannot be." "And how that works. The shadow helps me to keep my mind. He protects me from Rhaast. It doesn't work only if I am asleep. But when I'm awake, he can not give me a shit  "At first, Shen had to swallow hard. That was a very impressive performance by Kayn. He would never have believed him that.

"That means plainly, Zed has the power over the strongest weapon in the world?" Kayn laughed loudly and with an undertone that made one's hair stand on end. "Hahaha. If Zed accepted this weapon, yes. I'll serve him all my life, but he'll have to let me do that. But no, he locks me in." "Hello ?! Did you forget about me? I want to fucking know what the League is and what Darkins are there. And especially how these two are." The weapon did not sound pleased. His eye showed that even more precisely. Better he gives him his answers. "I did not forget you. The league is Zeds and my real job. The Fields of Justice are a place where proxy wars are waged without consequences. A Darkin named Varus primarily assumes the role of an ADC or Marksman. He is incredibly strong with his crystal bow. But you should know that. He consumed the bodies of two Ionian hunters several years ago. For him, a new body has formed over which he is the ruler. Rumor has it that he can still hear the two, but nothing more. Similar to both of you, except Kayn owns his own body. The other Darkin is different. He has found a worthy host and completely taken over him. His body is zero to that of a human. His name is Aatrox. "

"What brother Aatrox and Varus did it? And what about the others?" "I'm sorry. I do not know anymore. However, I have to say that it was irresponsible of Zed to give you this job. He knows exactly what Darkins are capable of. In my opinion, he shouldn't blame you, Kayn. You just executed your order." "It's my fault!" Kayn yelled angrily at him. He dropped Rhaast and lunged to his knees. Away was his self-confidence. He looked almost desperate. "I-I, I'm guilty." His voice trembled like crazy. "I ... I was weak ... M-master Zed is not to blame. Just me. I am a loser. I disappointed Master Zed. H-he sure hates me now ..." Shen realized that Kayn was on the verge of a nervous breakdown. He had to calm him down. He crawled over to Kayn and held him by his shoulders. Before that, he removed his mask so he could stand with him on a personal level.

"Kayn! Listen to me. Zed does not hate you. On the contrary. I rather believe that he loves you." "What makes you so sure? Why is he locking me up like an animal?" "Do not talk nonsense. You are in a luxury room. Do you even know what a special room this is?" Kayn looked up at Shen and shook his head. "This is Zed's old nursery. Did he never tell you that?" Suddenly the young acolyte looked wide-eyed. He apparently could not understand what he had just said. "Hm ... then I'll ask differently. Do you live here from the beginning or have you been moved to the room?" "I ... I woke up here then and did not leave. But why? Why does Master Zed put an insignificant Noxian child in his old bedroom?" "Because it was love at first sight. Kayn do you understand what I want to tell you? Zed knew from the beginning that you would be his chosen one. He knew that you were destined for true greatness. And he was right. You are the first person in the world who can hold a darkin weapon. You should be proud of yourself. I'm sure Zed secretly, too. Unfortunately, he has to fulfill his duties as a master. If he thinks you are a danger to your comrades, then you have to accept that. Please do not believe that Zed hates you. Because that's not true."

Shen's words helped and Kayn calmed down. "Kayn? Everything alright?" "I think so. I'm sorry for the outbreak earlier. I've been feeling a little bit upset lately, barely keeping my feelings under control. I miss Zed and I do not know if I'll be able to get away with it without him for the next few weeks." "Sure, you can do it. You do not see Zed for half a year sometimes. What do a couple of weeks do?" Kayn averted his eyes from Shen and looked back sadly. "That is something different. When he's in the league, I know he thinks of me and misses me. Now, on the other hand ... I cried at our last meeting. That's like breaking a taboo. Zed hates weakness. I think he hates me now. If not because of the death of Nakuri, then because I cried and shook my heart out." "Kayn ... maybe Zed is a heartless bastard, but I do not think he would judge you for it. You mean everything to him. You are far more family to him than I ever was. So do not believe such nonsense."

No matter how much Shen tried to calm him down, he believed that there would always be some doubt with him until he met Zed again. "Shen ... do you like to tell me stories from your childhood? Please tell me something about Zed that I do not know yet." "Sure." Shen leaned back against the bed, as they did at the beginning of their conversation. Unsolicited Kayn followed him. "Hm ... what should I tell you about your beloved Master. Zed used to look at others very often. He never really got in touch with others. His appearance made him stand out from the crowd. It is safe to say that the others were afraid of him. Everyone recognized this one dark side of him, which had developed in his teenage years. I did not care that time. I accepted him as my brother and rival. I never dreaded him. I did not need that either. We were always the same. Our fights were always a draw. I took it easy, but Zed was frustrated. For him, a draw was like a defeat. However, one had to say that in addition to the fighting we also played a lot together. We loved romping around the hallways and fooling around until my dad admonished us every time. After a talk about balance and tralalala(german blablabla), as Zed would say, we pulled ourselves together. Then it was usually back to work and out of childish fun, was again tough competition. Zed always accused me of how much Kusho liked me. That he would prefer me, although Zed it would be more valuable. It was absurd because my father loved us exactly as equals. Still, it was a thorn in Zed's mind when my father named me the heir. That was also the U-turn in Zed's thinking. He thought that if he was stronger Kusho would have changed his mind. I think you know the rest of the story. "

"Yes. Then comes the part with the chest and the ban. "

"Exactly. Be glad that Zed lets you live here. It shows once more that he believes in you. "

"No ... This shows that Zed is afraid that I would retaliate. But that's nonsense. I would never hurt Zed. Not him ..." "Because you love him," Shen interrupted. Kayn replied nothing. That was enough of an answer anyway. "I'm glad Zed found someone who really loves him." "Why? I thought you were mad at him. How can you be so easy and even keep small talk with me here? I'm not getting any more." Shen could understand his confusion. For someone to whom balance was a foreign word, no wonder. "Sure or not. Brother stays brother, no matter how stupid you look. Then I have an idiotic brother. I still like him somewhere anyway. Anyway, Zed, since our final fight, entrenched behind his mask and leaves no one to anyone. His heart was filled with darkness and loneliness until you showed up. In my opinion, you are Zed's only chance of bliss. You managed to make this cold man laugh again. He is very grateful for that. Believe me. And why I talk to you is also very simple. You look a bit desperate. You think Zed has lost interest in you. I want to make sure that it is not. In his eyes, you are the most wonderful person in the world. Please win for him the fight against the Darkin. I do not want to see Zed broken again."

"I will not lose this fight. Be sure. I will stay Kayn forever. Zed can rely on me. But do you know what my problem is? All these words from you. I only want to hear these wonderful words once from Zed's mouth. I wish he at least came to visit me with a shadow-double. But not even that is defended me. That hurts. I suffer unbelievable pain every night. My lifelong. Rhaast will not leave me alone, but I think if Zed were lying next to me, it would be a lot more bearable for me. If only he told me that he believes in me. That he relies on me. Damn it, Shen, I just want to feel his love once. I know that I did not deserve that. And I know that I can throw my wish away..."

Shen understood Kayn. Zed really was not human for expressions of love. But somehow he felt sorry for Kayn. He really spoke from the bottom of his heart. His feelings were genuine and not remotely played. Maybe he was wrong about Kayn. Often he put him before Zed as his future killer. As an uncontrollable Noxian monster, but he was not all that. He was just a kid who loved his father idolatrously. That was not fair. He had to talk to Zed today. "Do not give up Kayn. You've become a great man and I think Zed knows that, too. Just keep fighting for him, even if he's not coming at you." "Shen ... are you scared of me?" He had not adjusted to the question. It was also quite absurd. "Why are you asking such nonsense?" "Because I can not get rid of the feeling that you want to prevent me from becoming a Darkin. Are you scared that I'm going to strangle it?" "No!" He answered as if shot out of his pistol. "I believe in you, too. It's just ... you're dealing with something that's just unpredictable." "Sorry if I'm going to bother you. I am not what, but someone who. I'm Rhaast." "Pardon. I did not know that Darkins have a sex." "Me neither," Kayn agreed.

"You really can not be helped anymore. Besides Aatrox, Varus, and another brother, I also have a sister." "I'm sorry. If you never talk about yourself, then I can not know that either. How did you become a weapon? Do you like to enlighten us?" "Urghh ... I hate this story. Before there were even countries like Ionia and Noxus, I fought battles with my siblings. Nobody could harm us. We belong to a race that is immortal. That's why you could not just destroy us. On a very black day, the most powerful magicians joined forces and banished us in our own weapons. Do you know how bad it is to be held captive in your own weapon? I was a master with the scythe and now I am the scythe. And I hate it. When I get to see the descendants of those crappy magicians, I'm going to make short work of them." "Yeah nope. I like to kill them for you, but they'll be my hands on which you'll stick blood."

Shen sensed he was out of place here by now. That was a conversation among murderers. With revenge, he had nothing to do. Shen got up and went to the door. "Hey, where are you going?" Kayn asked him. "I will go back to my post. Before Zed gets me, I prefer to go out the door again. I'm sorry. I hope I could help you." "Yes, do that. Thanks, Uncle Shen." Finally, Kayn smiled at him before turning back to Rhaast and arguing with him.

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Loyalty Chapter 21: On The Road To The League

Zed Pov

"There is no need for you to apologize. That’s your decision and we have to respect it." Even if he doesn’t understand at all. But Kayn finally had the choice of being the Shadow Assassin he always wanted to be. He could take it easy with Zed. Okay, he could do that with Rhaast and maybe his decision was the right one. " Thank you, master, I mean, if I betray Rhaast now the trust that we have in each other would be broken and I would never get a benefit from his immortality. That’s why I believe it’s better for me to build a healthy relationship between us, I hope I didn’t disappoint you. Kayn could not disappoint him anymore. Zed came close and hugged him, in front of all the ones reunited. He stroked Kayn's corrupted shoulder. It was important for him to know that he had Zed’s full trust. "I'm proud of you, my boy. I will always support you. No matter what decision you make."

Before his students could build even more hatred towards Kayn, Zed released him. "Come, my students. It's getting late. Let's go eat. Summoning my shadow clones has cost a lot of strength." " Fine, master. But can you please explain to me what was that from before. You didn’t even take it seriously. You barely hit me except for a few cuts. I do not even bleed anymore." Everyone was shocked by the way Kayn treated their master. What all of them didn’t know was that Zed smiled under his mask. Of course, he didn’t take the battle with seriousness. It was all for testing purposes. However, he found funny that Kayn doesn’t bleed anymore. " Any idea why you cannot bleed?." "Hello? Did you forget about me? Apparently yes. Only for you stupidity knowledge. Kayn’s Shadow Step can heal him. I am immortal. So if he becomes a Shadow Assassin, through me and not stabbing his chest I am able to heal him during the transformation. But only during that short of time. That’s why it was wise of Kayn to go back. Otherwise, he would never get benefits from my immortality ever again."

“Does that mean that you heal for complete when you change body?” Zed asked curiously. “Yes …” Rhaast replied dully. That was indeed a very important realization. “Good. It was definitely the right decision. But let’s go eat first. We can discuss later on how you will continue together in the future.” All obeyed their master and followed him into the dining room. Kayn always stayed close to him. He was visibly uncomfortable with his comrades. It was really hard to restore his reputation. No matter how well Zed portrayed him It didn’t help in absolute, his men hated him and that’s wasn’t going to change that fast.

At the dining table, the mood did not get any better. Kayn was a thorn in the side of his men. He really did not understand anything anymore. His student was now in control. What do they want from him then? At this point, all he could do was to control Rhaast. Zed noticed that all his students had their gazes locked on the weapon behind Kayn. His best pupil, on the other hand, scanned the seats with his eyes. Zed suspected evil … “Master? Where is everybody going? I didn’t want to say anything this morning because the mood was so bad, but some comrades are missing or am I wrong?” “Kayn … we talk about this later. I’ll tell you everything you want, but please not at the dinner table.” Zed tried as best as he could to distract him from the topic. Unfortunately, his clan didn’t cooperate. “How would the seats be filled when everyone is injured or dead? Could Kayn please explain that to us?” “Yes, Kayn! It’s all your fault!” Everything got out of hand. Several acolytes go mad against Kayn and it seems like there was no way to stop them. It was not his fault, but Zeds, he failed. Kayn looked confused. He doesn’t understand the world anymore, Zed could see that through his cabin. However, it was not good just sit there and do nothing.

"Do you have it soon?!" Zed yelled through the hall. Suddenly it became quiet. “You really don’t have any clue, right? Kayn stayed all this time in his room. He followed my command it was me who failed against Xayah and Rakan, not him. So stop bothering him. He did a great job meanwhile we were outplayed by two birds. First, take hold of your own business before condemning another person. For God’s sake! Are you my students or a bunch of teenagers looking for their next victim to bully? You must be all be ashamed of yourselves.”

Zed could not stand watching his men at Kayn. He still looked innocent and did not understand the world anymore. The rest also remained silent. Unfortunately, it did not solve the real problem. Kayn remained as their target, even though nobody said a word after that. Zed sat aside his barely-touched food and reached for Kayn’s wrist. He just wanted to take him away from there. His pupil reached for his scythe and left the room with his master. Together, they went to Kayn’s room, where Rhaast found a new place in the dresser. “What the hell?! are you kidding me? I thought we were partners." "We are partners. That’s why I want to save you from certain scenes. Just sleep. Safe is safe.”

Zed could only hear from their conversation that his student had planned to spend the evening kissing him again. Great … the master of the Shadows really wasn’t in the mood. He was still troubled by the memories of his defeat. Zed sat down on the edge of Kayn’s bed and took off his mask. After the boy finished talking with his weapon, he joined him. Zed knew exactly what was to come. "Zed ... what happened?" For the first time in a long while, Kayn just called him by his name and he was very grateful to him for that. He really did not want to be a master in the story. It was just too embarrassing.

"Sorry Kayn, the others are so mean to you. It was not your fault, it was mine. While you were here locked up, I also locked myself. I didn’t want to see anyone and I did not feel like doing anything. Without you, I felt empty. The bad thing was that I was not at my best. Nevertheless, I went on an important mission with some of the elite unit, but also from the weaker ranks. That was a fatal decision on my part. I was not in my senses. I have never been so unfocused. My body and mind were not in line. And so we failed. The others blame you for being sure that my lousy mood is related to you. They're right, too. But not because I'm sorry for you, but because I can not stand without you Kayn. You are my best friend. To see you suffering like that, my non-existent heart broke. Do you understand what I mean? I was often so close to walking to you and liberating you, even though you were not ready yet. Just so I could look you in the face. It would be a very selfish act of mine, which is why I left it. Instead, I was lying in bed, just thinking about how I could help you. I did not really come close to a solution. I'm sorry Kayn. I really did not want you to suffer. Unfortunately, it was inevitable. I hope you can forgive me."

Kayn hacked into Zed's left hand with his right hand and laid his head on his shoulder. "I've never been angry with you, Zed. You just did your job. I would have liked to support you, unfortunately, I could not. The risk was too high. And if the others want to mark me as their culprit, then leave them. Anyway, I do not think they'll ever trust me again. I also missed you terribly and have to hold back from not visiting you. But you know me. I can not resist your orders. No matter how stupid they may be ... " "What's that supposed to mean?" Zed questioned. "Sry, but 100 men were a lot for me. It was a suicide squad. I would be dead without Rhaast." "Yeah. I saw that too. And I wanted to bring you back, but you were already gone. I really hope you can forgive me." Kayn leaned over to Zed and kissed him on the lips. That was enough answer.

Although Zed initially did not feel like this kind of closeness, the kiss was incredibly good. He knew for sure that he would be with him forever and ever. No matter how much pain the boy will take from him. Kayn loved his body and soul. The least he could do was try to reciprocate that love. Zed broke away from the kiss to take off his armor. From Kayn's closet, he got some sleep clothes and changed. "I have enough for today. I will take free the rest of the day. What about you Kayn? Do you want to cuddle with me?" His student nodded and also changed. When they found themselves together again in bed, they did not really know how to position themselves. The father-son-mesh did not work anymore ...

Kayn Pov

Somehow Kayn felt uncomfortable when Zed locked him in his arms. Of course, the position was nothing new, but still, it felt very wrong. When they kissed each other and Zed pulled Kayn closer to him on his hips, the keg came to him. He was not Zed's wife. Kayn broke away from the kiss and glared at Zed. "What is it?" His master asked. "What's that crap Zed? I'm not a woman. Can not you make out with me like a man? Yesterday everything was okay and now you’re trying to make me submissive? You can calm that down as a master, but not as a lover. Let it be." Zed just looked at him in confusion. He did not understand what Kayn meant until his student pointed him to his hand on Kayn's hip. Zed immediately took his hand away. "Sorry ... I never had anything with a man. No idea how I should behave there. Please be patient with me ... Do you have experience with a man?"

Suddenly Kayn blushed. He did not really know if he should tell Zed the whole story. Unfortunately, he was like an open book to him, so Zed leaned over Kayn and pinned him to the bed with both arms so he could not escape. "Okay, okay. I'll tell you. It was like that ... 3 months ago there was this one sharp woman who could wrap anyone around her finger, including me. I wanted to fuck her, but she allowed me only when I deflowered in exchange her gay best friend. I thought so, hey why not? I'm in love with a man anyway, so fuck it. And that's how I ended up in my first and last fiend's threesome." Zed stared at his student with wide-eyed. Kayn has no idea that the Ionic eyes could open that wide.

"Y-you..had a threesome? 2 men, 1 woman? Was it worth it for the woman and .... and were you the dominant? ", Zed seemed to be very fascinated. Somehow Kayn was embarrassing, but there was no escape. "Yes, I was dominant in both cases. move to another topic now? Memories that I repressed are coming back." Zed released him and lay down next to him. "Was not it cool to be with a man?" "No, ah ... it's complicated. It was cool yes. But only until the time I came. After that, it was just a fiesta ... The man had not emptied his contents before ... and ... shit. Can we please change the subject?" Ah! holy shit Kayn. Oh my god… I can see your memories … what ?! Dude … I’ll turn off the spot … Ahhhh !!! Do you really want to have sex with Zed after that experience? Kayn wasn’t sure. Basically, he did not want more than a smooch. He was not ready yet.

"Okay ... I understand Kayn. So just kissing?" "Yes, please ... ", Kayn replied highly motivated. After the conversation, he could no longer look Zed in the eye. It was just too embarrassing for him. Zed felt it too and left him alone. "Hey, Kayn. Another topic. What are you going to do with Rhaast now? Have you ever thought to swap roles with him in combat? Always depending on who stands in front of you? So not either or, but Shadow to switch to Darkin in the same second and vice versa. By that I mean to jump directly between the level as 'normal' Kayn. Do you think you can do it?" That was indeed a good question. "Maybe. The problem is that there is no communication between us. When I am a Darkin, I can not speak anymore. The one how is in control have to speak out loud and the other one just listen and mentally prepare for an exchange. It’s going to be difficult … " "Understood ... Let's go on a mission tomorrow and train the flowing change." Kayn nodded in agreement. There was nothing else left for him.

"Kayn ... do you want to be the big spoon? You've been wanting that for 2 years don't you?" Surprised, he looked at his master and realized that it was full of seriousness. "Eh .... yes? May I really?" "Sure. But only on a trial basis. If I do not like it, we'll switch again." Kayn agreed unconditionally and hugged Zed from behind. Before falling asleep, Zed turned around and gave Kayn a good night kiss.

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The next morning Kayn regretted being the big spoon immediately. Holding Zed in the arms was nice, but the pressure of Zed’s ass was more than embarrassing. Immediately, Kayn turned away as he noticed where his morning latte had made himself comfortable. Fortunately, his master slept, but not his 'partner'. You are helpless, still, you don’t want to have sex either. Please explain that to me again… Kayn wondered if Rhaast ever had sexual intercourse. It's complicated. My kind has … let’s say sex too, but it’s… different. But we are able to reproduce. Otherwise, I wouldn’t be able to have siblings. Unfortunately, that did not answer Kayn's actual question. If you do not stop asking stupid questions, I'll take your penis and rape your master. Just for the record, when you become the Darkin, an exact replica of my original body. Similar but not 1 to 1. And now silent.

Rhaast was angry and somehow that amuses Kayn. Somehow it amused him. But good to know that Rhaast kept his tail. After all, he could specify it. Pff ... sure ... Kayns erection decreased before Zed woke up. He turned to Kayn and kissed him. "Morning Kayn ... slept well?" "Yes ... and you?" "Everything's fine. Except that I don’t let your forearm stretch." Kayn knew exactly what he meant by that. Several times his arm became numb laying under Zed upper body. How could he do that every time without complaining? Anyway, it was a nice change to be the bigger one, but he would not do it permanently. A warm butt was more important to him than the symbolic superiority.

...

After the modest breakfast, Zed, Kayn, and Rhaast went to a camp full of Noxians. This time their number was only about 70 men. No problem for 2 Shadow Assassins and a Darkin. Alone Rhaast could eliminate them by himself, but that would not be in terms of training. Before they attacked the wooded camp, Kayn had to balance his strategy with Rhaast. " So my friend, is there any other way to change roles with you instead of stabbing the blade into my chest?" "Haha yes. But it was so much fun. In principle, my blade only has to cost of your blood. If you submit to me voluntarily anyway, it will be a breeze." "Really Rhaast?" Kayn asked pissed off. "According to me. I just cut my left arm when you should come out. That's where the connection to you is strongest anyway." "Okay ... then I just concentrate that bit of shadow magic that I've learned on our right arm, that's your sign to appear. I pick the thicknesses and you take care of the shooters. Meanwhile, Zed can drink tea without hesitation. Give us a minute. And we’ll be done ."

Zed held his hands protectively over his chest and stepped back. The stage belonged to them and the first actor was Kayn. He became the Shadow Assassin to close the distance from his location to the camp within a millisecond. Once there, he fought the guards with bows and swords. Afterward, Kayn tried the fluid exchange and cut the meat with the point of the blade. In the Shadow Step, Kayn switched from Assassin to Darkin. Rhaast understood his task and focused on the Juggernauts. When he took them down, he exchanged with Kayn. He took care of the swordsmen who came to him with a Blade's Reach. After that, there was not much left of the Noxians. Finally, a gigantic Juggernaut emerged from the forest and attacked Kayn. He flew first 5 meters and crashed unpleasantly against a tree. Kayn quickly cut into his left upper arm and relinquished control to Rhaast. The Darkin did not find it funny how their opponent dealt with Kayn and sent him straight to hell.

After the fight was over, Kayn became a hybrid again. All his wounds were gone, but still, he was breathing hard. He was exhausted, tired. His eyelids were getting heavier. "Hey, Kayn! Do not go limp." The young acolyte felt Zed hold him from behind. "Shit Master ... That drained all of my power. So the change." "Yes, but it was fluent and successful. Maybe this is not a technique for everyday use, but when the going gets tough, you can take advantage of it to make you a good team." "Lick me!" Rhaast did not like the word team neither if that meant being with Kayn. Partner was still clear, but they were not a team.  Even if Kayn didn’t see any difference, it was there for Rhaast. But why? Because my siblings are my team. You ... you're just the perfect host. Don’t hope that I will work with you. I just like your job. Nothing more.

Whatever. Kayn's breathing stabilized again so he could stand without Zed's help. "Let's go home. I want to go to bed." "Shall I carry you?" Zed asked briskly. "I'm not your bride." Kayn snarled and started to move on his own. Zed followed him quietly but stayed close by so he could catch him in case of emergency. However, Kayn was too proud to be helped. Even if he loves him, if he won’t manage to get home on his own feet, then Kayn could feel ashamed for all eternity for what matter. Luckily, his body wasn’t injured. He was just deadly tired. When they arrived home, Kayn immediately threw himself on Zed’s bed. His Master followed him but retired earlier. Together, they just lay in bed and kissed. So they also spent the rest of Zed’s vacation …

Three weeks later...

At last, it was time. Kayn stood with his master at the entrance gates of the Institution of War. Both were intercepted at the reception. Zed had to go through a fingerprint scanner, as he never showed his face to the persons from the staff and there was no other way to identify him. When his identity was confirmed, he was allowed to pass. Kayn, however, was not even registered. "Let him through. He belongs to me. We want to go to the committee to register him." Immediately they let Kayn pass but with a stern look towards his weapon. They were used to weird characters, but they still remained skeptical. When they arrived at the office, they entered without knocking. With Kayn, it was easy to credit him for even crossing the threshold. In the room was an oblong table with 5 important-looking persons in large robes.

"Zed, how can we help you?" " Thank you for allowing me an audience. I’m here because my best student wants to join the League." The five of them took a closer look at Kayn. Maybe he should not have come half naked for a job interview. "Young man step closer and please introduce yourself. Tell us your motivation to join the league." He had practiced this conversation 100 times with Zed in the last few weeks. It already pisses him off that he had to lie. But that was the only way he became more interesting. "My name is Shieda Kayn. I am with Master Zed since he found me as a small child on the battlefield. Before, as a child soldier, I served the Noxian forces, but since then, I hate Noxus. With Zed, I learned the most secret arts of shadow magic. I am also a weapons master. There is no weapon I can not control. And now this is my actual motivation…" Kayn took Rhaast in Both Hands and presented him the 5th. "This is Rhaast. He is one of the 5 legendary Darkins. I've been able to prevent him from taking over my body, but he's still fighting it." Kayn just thought 'now'. At his cue, Rhaast corrupted his left arm and eye. The board jumped slightly as Kayn changed.

"That's the current result of the Darkin. I'm just a hybrid, but soon it could be different. I can hear him in my head and he tortures me with his evil laugh. But still, I can screw him too. In plain language, we only argue. The final outcome of our conflict should be in the league. I will not give up control, but he will not. If I win I will become a Shadow Assassin like Master Zed, but if Rhaast wins, I will become a Darkin. I'm ready to fight this fight forever in the league of legends." At first, no one said a word but then everyone starts clapping at him. It was that a good sign, right?

"My goodness ... We have not heard such an interesting story for a long time. I think we agree on hiring you. Please come back in the summer. We would be very happy to have you here." Just a moment ... in summer? It was just January. He could not wait for 6 months. "But summer is pretty late. Can not I just stay here in the meantime?" " Unfortunately, that won’t work. two ionic champions are scheduled for this spring and we cannot offer you a room in the Ionian quarters section. Xayah and Rakan are the priority right now.  "XAYAH AND RAKAN?!?!?!? !!?!? Are you fucking serious?! First, you put Jhin in front of my nose and now the two birds?! You really have to hate me, right? And now you want to send my student home just because you can not find a bed for him?! Ridiculous!"

A stupid coincidence after another. Zed was really pissed off hard. Understandable. "We are very sorry that you have not been feeling like you lately, but we do not have a room for Kayn. If you find someone willing to share, then you can do that. But he will get his own room at the earliest in 5 months.", Said the man in the middle. All the talk gave Kayn an idea. "I could live with Master Zed. He's theoretically my dad and at home, his room is not far from mine, so that will not be a problem for us." The board was amazed when Kayn put the word father in his mouth. "So if Zed does not mind, Shieda Kayn can stay here quietly." "Hm, what?" Zed asked. He was so absorbed into his rage that he had missed the conversation. " Could your student live with you temporarily?", Asked the woman at the right wing. "Eh ..", Zed paused before answering. "Never mind. Of course, he can stay with me. Everything he asks for is deducted from my salary. I worry about his wellbeing anyway. Why not here too." Zed turned, pulled Kayns arm and took him out of the room. That meant that Kayn officially belonged to the League, right?