#but it's fine. it's sooooooooooooooo fine.

[hauntedwoman]

how do i know for a fact that i cannot be in or never will want a relationship again ? bc i see pictures and videos of happy people in love and i want to projectile vomit like the demon from the exorcist.

[lesbiancosimaniehaus]

Dianna Agron 🖤

10/05/23, NYC

[sqidermanzzz13]

how do u ask for courtney’s hand in marriage? asking for a friend

edit: shit.

[johndonneswife]

fighting the feminine urge to overshare abt my family on tumblr

[yousaytomato]

Trying my hardest not to be anxious and sad about things that have already happened and that I can't do anything about now. But How

[s1llysmut]

How would the ladies of the Hotel, plus Velevet, react to their partner coming in drunk after hanging out with Angel? They slap them on the ass, calling them the hottest thing in all of hell, the love of their life, most beautiful thing ever etc etc etc?

Hazbin Women react to their partner drunk

Charlie

“Heyyyy babyyyyyyy” you slurred out as you entered the hotel with Angel Dust behind you laughing.

“Oh my gosh Y/N are you okay?! You’ve been out for hours and you haven’t texted me at all except for sending me cat memes!” Charlie ran over to you, looking you up and down for any sign of being injured.

“Relax toots they’re fine! And we would’ve stayed out longer if this one hadn’t been so eager to see you,” Angel Dust playfully rolls his eyes.

You stumble forward and place your hands on Charlie’s face while she holds her arms out just in case she has to catch you.

“You’re so pretty babyyyyyyy how did I get sooooooooooooooo luckyyyyyy?” you whine out while petting her face.

Charlie blushes a bit before tossing you over her shoulder.

“Okay party animal let’s get you to bed,” She giggles.

“Nooooooooo m not tiredddd!” You protest while weakly kicking your feet.

Charlie simply giggles and carries you off with her.

Vaggie

She’s been pacing back and forth for hours now. Husks attempts at reassuring her were not helping.

“Vaggie!!!!!” You exclaim as you run into the hotel before tripping and falling on your face.

She runs over to you and lifts you up, quickly examining you for any cuts or bruises.

“God dammit where have you been?! I was worried sick!”

“Jeez calm down they only got a little drunk,” Angel swats his hand.

“A little drunk?! They just fell flat on their face!”

“Vagggieeee I looooove youuuuuu!” You sing out from your place on the floor.

“I’ll deal with you later,” she glares at Angel Dust as she picks you up bridal style.

“Come on babe let’s get you to bed,” she smiles softly at you as you nuzzle into her.

Velvette

She’s scrolling through her phone on the couch when you open the door and drag yourself inside.

“Jesus where have you been you fucking twat?!”

“I was just out with some friendssss” you slur out as you dizzily walk towards her.

“You could’ve called me,” she sighed as you flopped beside her on the couch.

“I’m sorry babyyyy let me make it up to you gorgeoussss” you winked.

Velvette suppressed a giggle as she took your hand.

“Oh trust me you will be making it up to me…tomorrow when you’re not as drunk as one of Val’s sluts,”

[biggesttmntfanintheworld]

Hello May I Request a Rottmnt Fluff And Gn Reader like The Boys are a little bit sad for Whatever reason and Reader comforts them with Cuddles (also this is my First time Requesting Something so sorry if it makes no sense)

it makes sense don't worry! btw idk if this is what you asked for but this is what I came up with im so sorry if its not

1 request down like 8 more to go (im going to go crazy but its fine tho)

sad! rottmnt x gn! reader fluff

raph

he accidentally ripped his favorite teddy bear while sleeping

he was absolutely distraught

hes never been this sad before

he called you at 3am SOBBING

you came over at like 3:12am(on a school night)

he hugged you SO HARD crying about his teddy bear:((

you were scratching under his chin (i think he would like that??) as he was pouting like a baby with tears streaming down his face

you guys were now cuddling his face buried in your chest you can hear him trying not to cry again(I FEEL SO BAD BRO)

you lifted his head up to look at you and you started kissing all over his face and he started giggling like a little girl(goofy)

after your kiss attack all over his face

"i love you so much babe"

"i love you too raphie"

(forget school bruh)

leo

he got banned from run of the mill(its like his 87th time getting banned)

saying he was sad was an understatement

he. was. DISTRAUGHTTT.

it was his favorite pizza place...

AND HE WAS BANNED???(again)

and all he said was that huesos forehead is as big as the moon

he NEEDED your cuddles

so he portal sworded to your room crying

you were laying on your bed and you hear someone crying and you knew who it was

your himbo boyfriend(IM SORRY LMAO)

he jumped on you

"hey you ok?"

"i got banned from run of the mill"

you were trying so hard to hold in your laughter

"oh really?"

"yeah"

he was hugging you so hard

his face was in your stomach

you just started scratching his head

he started giggling like an idiot

"i love you mi vida"

"i love you to neon leon"

donnie

the purple game 2 got canceled...

THE PURPLE GAME 2 GOT WHATTTTTTT??????

YOUR JOKING RIGHT??

PLEASE TELL HIM YOUR JOKING

HES SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SAD BRO

he's going through the seven stages of grief in 7 seconds

he would be so devastated

he would lock himself in his lab for days

he won't even go out for flavorless juice or pizza

his "dum dum" brothers need to call you bc of this

"hey donnie?" you knock

no response

"donnie its me 'name'"

the labs doors open

you walk in and hes not there?

weird

you go into his room and there he is just laying on his bed

you walk up to him

"hey"

no response

"HEY"

"what."

"whats wrong?"

"the purple game 2 got canceled"

"oh"

he's trying so hard not to cry for the 5th time today

you jump up on his bed and you put his head on your lap

he signs

and he looks up at you with his cute doe eyes(i love his eyes man)

"you know i love you right?"

"yes i know. i love you to"

mikey

he broke his skateboard in half

he was so sad:((

he was sobbing for like an hour

not even a hug from his brothers could calm him down

but yours can

he called you crying abt his skateboard

you came over as fast as you could

he was in his room and as SOON as he saw you he RAN into you arms

he was sobbing in your chest

you both walked back to his bed him still sobbing on your chest

you guys are now cuddling him STILL on your chest but not sobbing any more just reduced to some sniffles now

"i love you so much babe"

"i love you too"

IM DONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I REALLY HOPE YOU LIKE IT ANON

BYE BYE NOWW

[eomma-jpeg]

trigun fic rec list - from lace!

alright, FINE, twist my arm

FIRST UP: @squid789 Blank Ticket - vashmeryl/milivio

so i have a personal fanfic like... catalog LOL and i make little notes as i read and here is the note i left on BT right after i finished it about a year ago

seriously sooooooooooooooo good. squid does an incredible job at post trimax work

blank ticket is so good if you like post trimax stuff (like I do >:)) and squid is so good at representing vash as he ought to be (a brat with a bad attitude and abandonment issues)

Sea Foam - vashmeryl/millywood

once again i have notes from my catalog LOL

PERFECT STUPENDOUS INCREDIBLE I LOVE SQUID AND THE DRAMA AND TRAUMA THEY GIVE ME

SF is a mermaid au and i adore ANYTHING THAT GIVES ME MERMAIDS. It is such an amazing exploration into so many characters, and especially knives WHOM I LOVE TO HATE IN THIS FIC. hes such a brat and yet is just a kid who never got to be a kid and i love him

After Eden - vashmeryl/milivio

I don't have this one in my catalog !!!!! a tragedy !!! (i stopped updating my catalog when i started writing what a shame T-T)

But i can chat about after eden bc i was there for its conception!!! and I beta for it teehee

but its an exploration of BT and i just

it hurts me

squid loves to hurt me

but it hurts so good T-T

if you love to see manga vash act like a spoiled brat and enjoy meryl whump, you will LOVE after eden

Not a Chance - vashmeryl

a lil fic written in the in the meadow universe and its by squid and i love squid and this is my favorite thing in the world

meryl contemplates why she had to fall in love with this doofus

Now, for just a HUGE line up of fics !! these will include my initial thoughts that i have saved in my catalog teehee:

vashmeryl

Truth of a Memory by @fullcry

Vash and Meryl experiment with Vash’s telepathy and memory sharing.

one of my favs just because meryl and vash are so sweet to each other T-T

The Art of the Date by fullcry

Meryl and Milly pity Vash for being a terrible flirt, and Vash dares Meryl to a date to teach him to do better. Vash does better than anticipated.

i go back and reread this one often lol

Memories on Film by fullcry

okay.... this one is spicy and I'm not a huge fan of explicit content....

BUT THE GROWTH AND THE SWEET TENDER MOMENTS AND VASH BEING OBVIOUS MAKES ME SWOON ITS SO GOOD

Other Ways to Speak by fullcry

Meryl kisses each and every one of Vash’s scars

inspired by this

OH BABY THIS ONE IS SO GOOD.

No Reason by @eilwen

this is more of a collection of one shots rather than a complete story, but it has some very cute chapters.

LITERALLY ONE OF THE BEST TRIGUN FANFIC AUTHORS OUT THERE !

Seriously one of the best fics. I'm still not completely caught up bc i have zero time, but its so incredibly written. i wanna be like eilwen when i grow up

Distractions by eilwen

eilwen at it again !!! their stuff is so good !!!!!!

this is an incredible exploration of meryl’s character and the growth of their relationship through the books she reads.

The End by @ginger-mosaic

Long fic. It is a vashmeryl fic but it is MORE of an exploration of Vash and Knives’ relationship after the events of the manga.

currently unfinished and I want to die because I need more. I love Livio

ITS ALMOST DONE AND AHHHHHHHHHH CHRONICAAAAAAAAA

seriously an INCREDIBLE FIC. it is a book that could be published at this point its so good. not incredibly vashmeryl heavy, but it is there and i adore it sm T-T

The thomas in the room by @anime-grimmy

Paired with a comic by the author, this takes place after the events of the movie Trigun: Badlands Rumble.

Meryl is acting weird and Vash is determined to figure out what he did to make her so angry at him.

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THEYRE SO DUMB AND SO IN LOVE GRAHHHHH

Saving Grace by anonymous

TRIGUN SPOILERS - biblically accurate vash. big angel boy

Meryl gets injured and vash tries something new in order to help her

uhhhh if you like monsters and big angels and kisses then uhhhhh this is for you

Roots by @magadauthan

Meryl and Vash have a… whirlwind of a relationship. Vash notices something strange about his hair. Meryl makes him clean the bathroom.

soooooooo silly and domestic and dumb they heal each other its cute.

Interjacence by herdedcats (jaina <3)

Vash and Meryl can’t sleep and decide to make donuts in the middle of the night. Unfortunately that also leave a lot of time for evaluating feelings and confessing thoughts.

no comfort :(

this one is SO GOOD BY WHY DID IT HAVE TO HURT ME SO

Flying or Falling by @madnessmadness

MAXIMUM RIDE AND TRIGUN MIX AHHHHHHELFJFLEFJELKJFLEKJFLJE

my two niche interests slammed together and its so good aldkjfsljdflkj

Bluebells by @needle-noggins

once again, i don't like explicit content, but sav gets me HOOKED IN WITH THE COMFORT AND THE CHARACTER BUILDING AND THE WAY THESE TWO LOVE EACH OTHER SO DESPERATELY THEY WANT TO HELP EACH OTHER SO BAD

Like a Limb by @commander-goo

points aggressively

you like post trimax ? you like feathers and hurt/comfort ???

YOU LIKE THIS

READ THIS

Wait, he can do that? by anonymous

SOFT

FEATHERY AND SOFT AND GOOD

meryl gets a glimpse into vash's ..... dreams.... and gets a bit flustered

millywood

Absolution by SMP

companion piece to tension, describes the intimate moment between Milly and Wolfwood just after he kills Zazie and before [MAJOR TRIGUN SPOILER]

one of the best millywood pieces out there. seriously so good and so soft and has some of the best imagery

i can see a lot of life in you by procrastinatingbookworm

Milly and Wolfwood share clothes

some trigun spoilers because of Wolfwood’s guilt :/

VERY POETIC AND VERY GOOD

In Eden by MicrosuedeMouse

a 98 fic where wolfwood happens to be alive 1!!! and he’s scared to come forward and see milly………….

but then he sees her

millynai

Zirconium Blues by @madnessmadness

alt au where Nai is the hero and Vash is the villain……..

ITS SO INCREDIBLE AHHHHHHHH I LOVE THIS ONE ITS SO POETIC AND AWESOME AND I LOVE LENI THEY FRICKING CATER TO ME AHHHH

milly takes care of an injured nai and shes so country i love her so much

In the Moonlight by @veilder

THIS WAS WRITTEN FOR ME ITS IN THE MEADOW CONTENT T-T

I LOVE VEIL SO MUCH THEYFJEFLEJFLSJD THEY DID THIS FOR ME AHHHHHHH

How to say "You are the sun to my moon" in Flowers by FullmetalDude1

a cute fic inspired by in the meadow and its suuuper sweet

this is a flowershop au where knives is essentially domesticated by milly and i love them so much

Interested in the fics i didn't mention? here you go Lace's Fanfic Catalog

[kamiversee]

okay. i know what we’re all thinking

THE READER IS SO HOOTTTTATATT

Who she talking to like that😫 DAMN SHE WAS BEING SOOOO SO SO CONFIDENT AND I LOVE THATTT. Fuck if i was ino id be rushing to the bathroom too tf.

OH MY GYATTT BRO OMG SHES SO BAD I NEED HER SO BADDD THIS MADE ME FEEL SOME TYPA WAY🫦

if i was gojo, id be obsessed too

if i was choso, id be possessive too

if i was toji, id give in to my student too

if i was nanami, id take her home after the first night too

if i was sukuna, id have a soft spot for her too

if i was geto, id make her my fuckbuddy too

if i was yuki, id be flirting with her too

fuck me man shes so bad i need her so bad yall dont understand the typa shit this made me feel. I KNOW SHE IS TECHNICALLY ME AND ALL OF YOU BUT IDCCCC

LOVE IS LOVE

I NEED READER SO BAD PLEASE MAKE A READER X READER AHHHHH IM GOING INSANE OVER HERE SHES SO HOTTT I WISH I WAS INO BRUH

ino too with his fine ass🙂‍↔️🫵👅🫦🙈

GOD damn i love ino. my man my man my man.

him switching up had me twitching turning jumping twisting and shaking in my chair. omg OMG POWER COUPLE POWER COUPLE FIGHT ME IDC THEY BELONG TOGETHER

SHED BE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TEASSING WITH HIM WHILE HES WORKING AND HED JUST TRY HIS BEST NOT TO LET HER DISTRACT HIM

god i love them.

theyre so hot FUCKCKCKCK

his switch up…

HIS

SWITCH UP!!!!!!

👣👅👅👁️💋👂🏼💄

🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️

🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️‍➡️🏃🏻‍♀️‍➡️🏃🏻‍♀️‍➡️

im running all over the damn place i need ino and reader rn

whos gojo? whos choso? MAN I ONLY KNOW READER🫵 and ino 🤤

im actually gripping the sheets after reading that. THEY NEED ANOTHER CHAPTER TOGETHER OMLLLLL

FUCK EVERYBODY ELSE IN TFL WHY WE ALL ARGUING OVER CHOSO THIS GOJO THAT????

INO AND READER HAVE BEEN HERE ALL ALONG YOU GUYS OPEN YOUR EYES😻😻😻

(gojo still my man dont play🫦)

god i cant get over her🤭 the strap IS

READY MA’AM

Talking abt that. THE “YES MA’AM” FROM INO…

INO PLEASE THEY ARE OPEN🫦🫱(())🫲 (forgive me)

I WANT YOU SO BAD OUUU BABY I WANT YOU SO BAD👅👅👅🫦

^^me when reader🤣🤣🤣😂😂

RAHHHHHHH READER INO SUPREMACCYYCYCYY🦅🦅🦅🦅

-🍦

HELP ME PLS😭😭 NOT YOU SIMPING FOR THE READER? HELLO?

I guess I might need to write more dom readers after all… 😅 Happy to see you enjoyed it!! Luckily there’ll be more Ino content sooner or later (probably on @kamitv) sooo stay tuned for tht :))

This whole thing made me giggle btw

[freedomfireflies]

Obsessed with Harry praising kitten sooooooooooooooo much bc she’s new to this lifestyle and is insecure though she’s trying ! I’m so much of a praise girly

Also even Rebecca and Harry noticing she’s distancing herself bc she feels wrong for wanting her bffs man but they both do everything they can to make show her it’s fine!! Rebecca is like girl I knew you would that’s why I suggested him and Harry is all but I want you so bad too how dare you take yourself from me

OOOO SO TRUE!!

Absolutely, she loves praise and Harry loves giving praise!! Cause he loves that she just lights up when she's been assured that she's doing things right! She's an anxious girly and we appreciate that Harry knows that HAHAH

AND YES!!! Rebecca absolutely does not mind if they get close, she wouldn't even mind if they started dating! She loves the both of them so much and knows they would be a good fit! She and Harry are def secure enough in their arrangement to be able to explore other options! Just like Harry has to be okay with Rebecca seeing someone else, too!

And I can so see Rebecca just pulling her aside and hugging her and saying, "Babe, I'm not mad I swear! You make him happy and he deserves to be happy!"

And Harry would never want to push her or make her uncomfortable but like she's still one of his best friends and he tells her constantly that he'll miss her if she takes herself from his life!!

(Sometimes I swear Infinitrry is just Teach Me Harry in another life HAHAH)

[nikosamaki]

Truth or Dare, Lucifer?

Warnings: A bit NSFW, Body parts, No Miners

Thanks to the Artist: @51dog 😊

It's afternoon and no one except Lucifer is in the house -Daddy's busy with his paperwork. You were bored and decided to go and check Luci if he needs anything; you went because you KNOW he's done with work ^^. You knocked in your own way and entered.

Lucifer: Oh my dear, how long have I been working? Look at your bored face... Got very tired??

Y/N: Just like you. Here, I brought tea with some biscuit.

While you both were drinking tea, you thought of a game that you played a lot in human world but don't know how to suggest it (But there's NO worry, 'cuase Naughty Asmo is thoughtful 😉)

I heard a game called "Truth or Dare" from Asmo, he told me everything about it. Wanna play it? Because it aroused my curiosity to play it... with you 🤗

You're SHOCKED!! you're just like "You made it up or Asmo really said that?" and kinda confused because he said "Curiosity", which means he has a very DIRTY plan for you (In other words, you're going to BE FUCKED 😊... Soft or Rough, who knows?)

Umm... You sure? Because it's a human world game which you hate.

Hate? Where you heard it? Let me guess, while I was talking with Solomon? I didn't mean it because HE was the person who suggest it, not you. Now, I don't want to hear anything from that disgusting witch or else.

Shall we start?

I hope Asmo told you that saying "Dare" is too much risky, because whatever rival says goes; even it's too bad or you know things 😏 (With saying that, you made his mind so much clear of what you want from him)

He smirked and rolled the wine bottle (Such a Classic Man 👌... wine bottle instead of water bottle). The cork stopped towards you, so he asked: Truth or dare?

For a split second, you wanted to choose dare -wanted to have some fun- but then you remembered your rival is LUCIFER; the demon who would definitely ask you to do sinfully things (Yeah babe, let your imaginations go WILD). With a lot misery, you convinced yourself to not choose it.

Truth

Hmm. Well then tell me something that occupied my mind for a while. Last might at 10 p.m, when you were with Mephistopheles , what did you do? It didn't seem that you were sad by being with him, though he made you laugh a lot.

Wait, Wha.. Are you jealous? Because I was with him and laughed?

Don't think that you can get away with not answering, punishment's expecting you 😊

You damned Asmo, how far did he say about rules? And what rules he made up??? (The last one is the most scaring thing)

We went to buy notebook and highlighters and so on for the project. In the way home, we saw two cats that were fighting and he compared them to you and Satan. That's all.

I know you're telling the truth, my love

"Wait... My LOVE????? he called me my dear and now LOVE? Something IS wrong, I can feel it" said in your mind. You tried to not show any horror in your face and rolled the bottle -he figured it out, after all he's a DEMON!. Again the cork stopped against you -your face was just like this emoji 😶-, you looked at his face which is full of enthusiasm and enjoyment (Don't forget LUST).

You sure that you did NOT spell a curse on it?

He just narrowed his eyes and face turned to an evillish form, as if you're going to say "DARE"!! But you didn't, you out witted him 😎.

Truth

Are you going to keep saying it? Doesn't want to make some changes? -

No thanks, I'm fine -you knew that he meant himself not you but well, that's how you play.

Then, I'll ask interesting questions. What do you like the most about me? And please be comfortable, because I exactly meant what you're thinking.

You coughed.

Wha... what am I thinking about?

Pervert thoughts, of course. The way you're looking at me, shows how beautiful and imaginary that thoughts could be.

What the FUCK?!?!?! He knew it? Why i AM sooooooooooooooo obvious??? Wwwhhhyyyyyyyyy????? Calm down -you took some deep breaths; which confirms Luci's saying (You ARE an idiot, nothing more)

Umm.. What do I like the most? Maybe it's your lips 😶😶

Just that? You sure you don't like MORE PARTS of my BODY? Don't be shy 😊 (Yeah, don't be; after all he IS going to fuck you 🤗)

D..Don't get too much cocky and I want my privacy.

He giggled. He loves the way you shy and don't know what to do. He opens his mouth to say something, but just licked his lips... You knew that he did it on purpose! Was it an invitation? Or wanted to turn me on? That jerk knows how to act and make me horny.

If your bored with the way I play, then why don't you yourself make some changes? -you rolled it and FINALLY the cork stopped against him- Truth or dare?

Hmp, Dare.

You smiled -not in wickedly way.

What a good change! So I want you to wear CAT clothes 😊, which includes cat ear, tail and cat collar.

WAHT??? ha ha, we don't have any of nonsense things that you just said. I'm sorry.

Don't... Here, I HAVE ONE 😉

He's red, maybe because of embarrassment or anger. You gave the bag to him and stared to him which means "Go and try. If you don't, I WIIL do a terrible thing". He sighs and grabbed the bag. Asked you to turn back till he's done -you're so excited and nervous, because you don't know what's expecting you!

Oh, when you're done, MEOW to say that you're ready.

You wan to di-

Sorry, you can threaten me.

Why I can't?

Because if you do, I'll ruin your friendship with him and you will regret it. Sometimes you forget that you're NOT the only demon here, hone😚

He's shocked and disappointed at the same time, he's thinking about since when you've became so cruel?? Is it his effect on you or his brothers? He wonders. As you have no choice but to meow, you meowed (UNBELIEVABLE!!!!), in SEXY way 😎.

M.. Meow

You got a little bit naughty (Don't know why). When you turned, his fake cat ears caught your sight.

You're so CUTEEEEEE. Awwwwwwww😍 Come here I want to pet you.

You didn't wait to hear his permission -you knew he doesn'tlet-; so you stand up, got closer to him which you only have two inches away from his nose. He blushes and just looks at your magnificent eyes; the eyes that he has never seen before.

Master... Do you want something from me?

Can't you guess? I want to play with you (I DO NOT mean a simple cat game or any thing you're thinking.... I mean the PERVERT and DIRTY one)

He sat on the bed and bent his head for you which means "pet me". You pet him for a while and played with his cat ears. Since he was enjoying the feeling, you took a step further; you licked his ear -not the cat ear- and bite it smoothly. Suddenly he stands straight, however he lost his balance and caught you -hoped to get his balance- but you both fell on the bed. He hidden his face with hands, because you are on him and he unintentionally saw your breasts -how gorgeous- and feels them rubbing on his chest. (Bet you he's getting so much HARD)

You tried to get off of him and seat but as you're confused, you put your hand on his HARD COCK and SQUEEZED it!!! You didn't know where you just touched but you saw Lucifer's reaction; He suddenly moaned -in deep voice with a lot pleasure- and bit his lips. Now you understand what have you done😅 He breathed out, sat and looks at you with his devilish red eyes.

Just in record, you start it first...

Instead of getting scared or being afraid of what's going to happen, you smiled and bite your lip. For a moment, you analyzed and gazed at him; messy hair covers his face and doesn't let his reddish eyes be seen perfectly, just like a hungry beast. while you're drown in your thoughts, he puts his hand on your back and kisses you. His tongue goes to your throat -has a long tongue- and makes you to breathe hard, you felt that you're gonna faint; you pushed him. You cough.

Meow -wants your attention. Love, we are just getting started. I'll make you to go to depth of hell and beg me to set you free. But for now, I want to know who's the kitten here?

He takes his black tie and closes your eyes with it.

Wouldn't it be much more fun when you don't see? ,whispered in your ear.

[gakupo7]

I am genuinely so tired At work Im behind a million orders and there's technical problems happening AT THE SAME TIME so I can barely get anything actually done and I am literally going CRAZY INSANE also and I have been skipping my music lessons for a good few WEEKS now and OMGGGG I just feel sooooooooooooooo bad about it. I'm going to study actually though I don't know if I'll make it in time for today...

Speaking of music I also have not touched my guitar In a good few WEEKS as well... Tears running from my eyes

I wish I could just go to the church and relax but there's also so many people that know me there and Ill have to be polite style And Don't get me wrong I don't dislike anyone but I just feel very exhausted and like I should put up some sort of front even though I literally don't but... Well I don't know how to explain it... The expectations of others in my head are like poison... Even though no one actually cares. I would be fine with it literally anywhere else but in the church you know it's the ideal place to be quiet and not say anything and not care... Maybe I'll go to a faraway one... But, that's the problem... It would be faraway... And I feel like I don't have the time. The good thing about my church... Well there's plenty of good things about it (laughter) but one of them is how close it is. Maybe a three minute walk

[omgkalyppso]

astarion x wyll x étoile (tav oc) "love triangle" spoilers

to be clear, étoile and astarion have been Doing Their Thing up to this point

wyll is monogamous (rip) (obligatory that This Is Fine, but i'd been holding out hope for something in-game)

étoile danced with wyll, and so long as they don't turn away or verbally object, wyll will kiss étoile. i have followed this up with étoile propositioning him - and wyll says something to effect of how he'd rather have a romance like the old stories and do it right, and so, no, he'll woo and work his way to a more appropriate time.

the following morning étoile spoke with astarion, and he's posturing, mocking: "oh? we're through? you found something deep and loving with wyll instead of the fun we were having? well. if you ever get sick of a decades long romance i'll always be available for a torrid affair."

and étoile says that if it's possible they'd like to pursue the both of them, and astarion replies that "wyll would never stand for that [implied: astarion would]. he's a traditionalist, and stuck in the past, and this is coming from a vampire"

and so étoile says like, well then if i have to choose, i'd choose you. and astarion's agog! "why?! i mean, of course i know why (lying), but i thought you had something more serious with wyll?"

and étoile gets to respond, "well maybe i'd prefer something more serious with you?" and astarion preens! of course he'd be interested in such a thing (lmfaoooo!!!!) and so, they can consider themself taken! they only have to tell wyll (that he can lay his blade somewhere else).

and étoile agrees and goes to wyll and wyll apologises that he "has eyes," and he's sorry and he hopes they and astarion are very happy together and he'll be fine (extremely heartbroken kicked puppy situation).

alternatively if you go to wyll first instead of astarion after the night of dancing, wyll has many romantic things to say, and it's kind of hilarious that you can shoot him down instantly afterwards, and he has a whole fucking break up speech prepared. astarion then has ZERO new dialogue about the situation. a tragedy.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

should étoile dance with wyll, but reject him with words or turn étoile's face at the last moment, rejecting him with actions instead -- and get zero new progression with astarion's relationship, allowing it to develop at it's natural pace / a pace that étoile feels is appropriate for astarion's ego and healing; or do i rush it, and get that giddy investment of commitment at the cost of wyll's heart?

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i do think it's unfortunate that wyll has 0 contribution to étoile's pre-existing relationship with astarion. which perhaps unwittingly makes it feel so fucking rude of him. as if he doesn't respect astarion at all, or the entirety of étoile and their decisions, even though it was probably just oversight (or might come up if i played that angle longer)

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i'm more interested in letting astarion know that étoile would choose astarion "over" something else. i don't really feel as if it's choosing astarion over wyll so much as choosing astarion over monogamy, but i do worry that the game wouldn't view it that way, and so i'd be tempted to reject wyll if only to see what happens if karlach also expresses interest in étoile. étoile has already turned down gale and lae'zel, and sidestepped halsin's interest.

mutuals and kind-hearted people (especially polyamorous ones) who read this, i'd love your impressions.

[separatist-apologist]

Super random but did you ever read the from blood and ash series? If yes what did you think?

Every like, 500 new followers someone asks me this and I cackle every time. EVERY. TIME.

Did I read FBAA + the book that came next? Yes. Yes, because booktok hyped them up as comparable to ACOTAR and I was brand new to booktok and didn't realize you can't trust any recommendations from there. I read FBAA and it was bad, but the ending picked up and I thought that maybe it was just a rough start and the rest of the series would be like the last 50 pages.

And I bought the next two books in the series but I only read the second ones. I honestly have nothing good to say about these books. Like, if you like positive reviews or you enjoy the series, look away.

JLA is not a good writer. Everyone hypes up her banter and I was reading it via voice note to my best friend while we laughed, it was so cringe, so bad. The world building is so poorly fleshed out and so badly considered that I don't know anyone who truly understands the world or the magic system or ANYTHING.

Sheltered teenage girl who is terribly stupid but somehow a master assassin blah blah blah, it's such a ridiculous premise. Poppy is literally too dumb to live and yet I'm supposed to believe the powers that be somehow didn't notice her sword lessons? Or her running all over the place? She's sneaky enough to get into a brothel but not smart enough to steal even one history book from the library?

So instead she's asking 800 questions about the world. It's repetitive and a frustrating way to learn things. I also hate the whole "oh no I have a scar therefore im SOOoooOOOOOooOOO ugly" like jesus christ shut the fuck up. I'm begging authors to stop doing this. Literally, having to listen to a million descriptions of how beautiful she is minus this one tiny flaw like I can't do it.

Sex in the snow was bad enough, but in the ashes of someones dead body? Everyone shut the fuck up forever about Rhysand and Feyre in that war tent. You don't know how bad it could be. A battle is literally raging around them and they take the time to fuck over that lady's body, I almost rage quit.

Poppy, who has magic, becomes even more overly powered and I'm gonna go out on a limb and say she uses that power maybe once, and we never learn a lot about it. Just more magic, more magical backstory set against 500 pages of nothing and then 50 pages of all the plot all at once. The second book is so stagnant it's painful. I DNF'd, I won't read another. Seeing how mad everyone was at the last book was like, thank you. These books are shitty start to finish and I'm tired of having to pretend that they're good. If you like them, fine. No one said you can't. But enjoying something doesn't make it good.

[ntshastark]

a few days ago a had a dream about batcat as a regency romance and can't get it out of my head, so i've decided to watch the closest thing to it......... *drumroll*

Gotham by Gaslight liveblog

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genuinely surprised i've never seen a single comic bro with a porn-rotten brain on twitter obsessing about this ivy dance scene

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god i can't stand period pieces set in the usa, i thought they were gonna be british in this version. isn't it about jack the ripper??

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asdfksdkfl?????

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AMAZING

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"GO LITTLE CHILDREN, FIGHT THE GROWN MAN DRESSED AS A BAT"

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i'm sorry your what

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.🥺

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WTF THEY REALLY KILLED IVY

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i assume this is funny but tbh i have no clue in hell how much a mile is, afaik this could be true

but yeah, take care of your uterus

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SHE'S HERE!!!!!!!!

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god can you fucking believe usamericans

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aw man, why have the open pigs hanging in the background, it's nauseating

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ok i was gonna get mad they had selina losing the fight but then bruce lost it too so it's fine

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ugh they're SOOOO

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OMG MY BABIES I GOT A TWOFER

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the vindication that i feel rn for all the gotham tv series made me go through.............

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saving this one

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kinda obsessed with this

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i'm not even half an hour in and already posted over half the images i can in a post ughhhhhhh i hate this so much, why can't they at least make it 50

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SHOWGIRL SELINA SHOWGIRL SELINA SHOWGIRL SELINA SHOWGIRL SELINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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same

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why are they painting this as a new thing to think sdfjlns it's not fucking poliamory, men in arranged marriages cheating is literally as old as social classes, if anything the idea that if his wife can't stray neither can he would be the disruptive modern one

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wait who's bruce's voice actor, i think i might've listened to an audiobook recorded by him but i can't remember which one

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THEY'RE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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gonna start biting stuff i'm so serious

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I'M GOING INSANE

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LESLIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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god i'm crying like a bitch

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oh my god the subtitle was wrong, jason is not "dickie"'s alias, it's the name of the ginger kid, i can't believe they did this fldsknjlds

(THEN WHERE ARE STEPH AND CASS)

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i have friends who 100% have gone to parties in this exact place

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ok but seriously, i don't think insane asylums EVER worked even close to this, much less in the late 19th century, what the fuck

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why do they give bruce these lines on his face when he's batman but not when he's bruce

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it just occurred to me that i could've been paying attention to who's left-handed to see if i could find out the killer's identity myself 🤔

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not as funny when someone does it to you is it!!

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gonna have to continue on a reblog bc i've hit the image limit :))))

[theharrowing]

after changing my urls, alllllll the links i had on twitter to direct over to here and ao3 became useless (actually the ao3 ones should be fine, but they're in the same post as the tumblr links.) so i am going to be spending some time over there getting things organized again, and i may go radio silence here because i am terrible at juggling two social media accounts at once.

school starts next week so i need to knock out all the tedious time consuming projects now lolol.

in writing news, i have been working on a taehyung oneshot that i have teased a little, and a part 2 for what, now? and a part 2 for devil with the mint hair. sooooooooooooooo. idk. if i can actually convince my brain that we want to write, expect one of those three in the nearish future???