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finniestoncrane · 4 months ago

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my thing is, i want to talk to people. i want to be good at socialising. but i've never really had much practice, so i don't know how? i don't know how to carry on a conversation. it makes me nervous and anxious and makes my stomach hurt and it tires me out. i would love to have a constant back and forth. it'd be swell lmao

unfortunately. i cannot and it's confusing. i want to talk, but i can't. and i also don't want to? mental illness cocktail gets in the way

like earlier i was going to speak to people, i'd typed a couple messages out!! but i figured they wouldn't want to talk to me which is fine i know that's likely just the anxiety. so then i thought "i know, mitigate the risk!! i'll ask if people want to chat about a specific topic with me so they have to opt in" and then panicked because that would mean people would talk to me? which is what i wanted? LMAO

confusing and irritating, so i made a meme

#anyway... weird post but sometimes writing things out makes it easier to have to think about it #also it's my blog so i can do what i want u-u #anyway i'm trying to understand myself and how my brain works to try and make things better and easier!!#but it's not very easy lmao #and socialising is one of my biggest issues #it's terribly needy but i often need people to outright tell me if they like me or are ok talking to me #it's why i've never really infodumped i think i panic that i'm just... talking over people or boring them #same with social gatherings like i will not assume i am invited to participate unless explicitly told #which confuses a lot of people in my family i think #finnie shouts into the void

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manasurge · 1 month ago

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Your custom fanspec... tell me about it 👀

:BLUSHYSMILEYCATEMOJI: hehehe well, it is mostly done, it just needs the polishing up for proper posting display with the accompanied drawn diagrams and colour coding (also it's quite old at this point, started working on it a year ago and wanted to work on lore stuff so I put it on hold, so the doodles look kinda bad but oh well alsjdfsdfj). The one main thing I just have to make her Reformed Mordrem minions to display the rest with the little visual diagrams, but I can post what I have done here so far <3 (this is actually the first time I've posted the updated state of this WIP since I last talked about it last year lskjfs. So sorry in advance if some of this seems janky as I haven't gone over it in a hot minute) Note: I also wanna redo the icon thing to be more of an eye instead of the lotus since it makes more sense literally and thematically and to just try to make it look better in general. For context my OC Mourynn/Vallotash (same person kinda) is Mordremoth's (parasitic) Scion in a weird imposter (syndrome) situation (leaving that bit out for now), and her whole thing was inspired by the ??? area in Jahai bluffs with the one quote that inspired her existence "Are you a dragon dreaming that it's a hero? If you were, how would you know?", where the area also matches her colours thematically too, and why her Mesmer abilities all revolve around hallucinations and tapping into the "Dragon of mind/plant, roots/madness, etc." where the spec also evolves slowly over time as she develops, but it does get amped up during LS1 with Scarlet being responsible for kickstarting it (as she brainwashed Mourynn to help cultivate the Dreamthistle into the Toxic Offshoots, and from there with HoT and so on as things got worse and this just evolved into it's own thing, haha). Super abridging explanations (and badly lol) since I feel that part with the Toxic Alliance and those spores were an important step towards this becoming what it is. Also I still need to decide on names for some things, but oh well ;w; ANYWAYS! Mourynn's custom Mesmer elite spec (WIP):

#asks #WIPgallery #this is not finalized but this is basically the infodump aslkjdflskfj #I'm also using Mirage as the base of the spec to work from since that's my main and easiest for me to digest and what I most understand #it's not presentable yet but for the sake of the ask I will still post it ;v;/#I just put it on hold to work on lore stuff first and then was gonna go back to it!!#and since i don't just like posting walls of text I needed the visuals and colour coding to split everything up for easier reading #mostly for myself but possibly others as well. But mostly for me haha #hehe anyways ty for asking ;v; <3 #sorry for the late reply!! i'm just so bad with asks and am either forgetful or just incredibly slow laskjdf #this is absolutely not balanced either but if Trahearne can summon 6 elite summoned meat minions I can also have fun and break canon

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katkit-drops-alt · 5 months ago

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SO UHHH I may or may not have gotten a bit carried away and made a OC for @blackkatdraws2 / @blackkatdraws ‘s blank script au

yeah have this crappy 1 am sleep deprived doodle of her

a tid bits of lore abt her in tags ^^

#BASICALLY this is Mell #she’s a NPC who really likes the dark and zombies. like #just mention zombies and she’s already at your location ready to infodump to you everything she knows about them #She gets shy around people so she lurks around in the dark people watching or playing with whatever she can find #oh and she also likes rag dolls and carries one with her sometimes. (Her outfit is inspired by raggedy ann :D #if you’re wondering how her arms got all like that then uhh there was a accident where she was playing with the ‘guard dogs’ of the dungeon #and they got carried away to the point where her arms were missing pieces of flesh #she doesn’t mind since it makes her look like a zombie #and she loves zombies #(regarding her playing with the ‘guard dogs’ (idk how else to refer to them as😭) she feels its more easier to be around them than like #The janitors in the dungeon)#SORRY FOR RAMBLING😭 I’ll shut up now #Fanart #my art <3 #oc art #oc #I mighttttt delete this later when I wake up cause I’m not sure if I’m proud of this or not 😭😭😭 so sorry

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toytulini · 5 months ago

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me, stupidly and weirdly resistant to listening to audio books vs reading a physical book for no real reason: man i wish there was a way to like, read a book while i crochet like i do with tv shows and movies and podcasts

#toy txt post #my reasons are irrational you dont need to try to talk me into it. i KNOW #its very silly of me #imagine how much reading i could get done. but alas. Feels Bad #even listening to a more. uh. Story type podcast or fiction like nightvale was a bit difficult to start for me. i like nightvale now i #listened. but i worry that is clocking in my brain as an Exception 😔 maybe it would be easier if i tried some nonfiction books? scary #i also struggle with single host podcasts apparently even tho im also ehhhh on the kind where the structure is the host Interviewing a #different person everytime? maybe it would be okay with a nonfiction audiobook tho cos it would be getting read by a narrator and not sound #so much like a guy ranting into a mic which makes me feel a little insane. altho propaganda doesnt necessarily always sound like a guy #ranting into a mic so idk. i could probably make it through if i can find a nice book about like. parasitic worms. i could tolerate #feeling like im falling into sigma male affirmations videos for worms i think. wormffirmations are allowed #*to clarify i dont listen to those but listening to better offline makes me feel like im morphing into the kinda guy who does and i hate it #which feels unfair cos he is RIGHT and the podcast is good but i need there to be like a cohost there to break the tension of the Ranting #sometimes he has guests on? but its not quite the same #i think the format i like best is either like 2 or 3 regular cohosts discussing things within a specific topic #OR. 1 host whos like infodumping to the other host who knows nothing about the subject. OR. 2 hosts info dumping to each other about #different aspects of the subject. OR. 1 host who brings on fun guests to infodump to them about a subject. and then obviously the subject #needs to intrigue me. ex. sawbones well theres your problem (I HATE THAT THIS ONE IS BEST EXPERIENCED ON YOUTUBE😭 I WANT THEM TO JUST DUMP #ALL THE SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST SOMEWHERE AND I CAN CHECK IN AND FOLLOW ALONG THAT WAY WITHOUT HAVING TO HAVE MY PHONE SCREEN ON THE #WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!! but. im listening for free so its unreasonable to demand more of them BUT ALSO I FEEL LIKE JUST COPYPASTING ALL OF THE #SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST ISNT THAT MUCH MORE EFFORT THAN EDITING A WHOLE YOUTUBE VIDEO? WAAAAAH. THEY DONT NEED TO BE TIMESTAMPED OR #ANYTHING JUST THROW EM IN ILL FIGURE IT OUTTTTTT #anyway. also more than 3 hosts is really pushing my ability to keep track of voices.#anyway: sawbones wtyp tpwky behind the bastards scam goddess #(which is true crime adjacent but focuses mainly on scams and isnt copaganda and laci is funny and cool)#common descent pod completely arbortrary maintenance phase if books could kill #deep sea podcast has more bringing ppl in to interview them about shit than i personally enjoy but i put up with it cos i do like the hosts #and the subject

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searihart · 1 year ago

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I was thinking about Saori messing around with the rest and then thought what Classic Priapro vocaloids (+kasane teto) would they have assigned if they decide to dress up.

It probably was Mikoto and Saori's idea, and when they told Yuno she was completely in. Haruka, Fuuta and Amane were dragged in as victims. Haruka enjoys the attention, Fuuta is annoyed and Amane secretly enjoys dressing up all cute.

#saori and mikoto probably spend hours talking and infodumping to each other especially about shared interests #i feel someone like oliver fits Haruka better than len maybe?? but decided to stick with those #also im aware they arent vocaloids anymore but its easier to call them that #ocgram #milgram oc #milgram #seari doodles #oc #saori oc

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keeps-ache · 9 months ago

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hm. i do not remember the screenshot being this big hfvsh

#wip #i like this one the best and also.. it might be the best one Lmaofhvs #[points] its the He #this is also very nearly the final product hvfhs #i'm just gonna colour them a bit and then leave it at that :)#(i'm doing an expression sheet again :3 :D)#i'm drawing each of these individually unlike how i did with the bl.s ones cuz his funkin Hair likes to catch me out hbvfsh #//anyway i've been working on this thing for nearly a week ???#'keeps why' i have been. writing #i do So enjoy infodumping about this project hvfhs #plusss putting it in a little booky means people don't have to be bothered with me looping back and over myself lol :>#i just dunno where i wanna put it lol #wattpad makes the most sense.. but also mm i dunno hfhsh #i haven't really used it in forever...#oh i should update it though fr fr #/also Geeeeez what is happening to my writing HFH #like one day i can't stop overusing the world 'occasionally' and then next i sound sort of obnoxious overusing synonyms and stuff lol #though you know what it Has gotten easier to just get stuff down (even when my brain is pretty much dead !!) when i just ignore everything #i forget about hfvhs :D #cuz i forget like every 15th word and it screws w/ the flow but if i do [this] with a similar word for later it's so good :DD #/also why can i Never remember the word Conscience lmao #that's a little bit of a funny one to always be losing hvfsh #//anywho... woo.... :33 #i'm gonna go do my stuff now... and prolly sneak a soda.... and if i do i'll prolly be back ranting because that's what caffeine does to me #Loll #have a very empty brain recently. it Has been full of lovey doveyness tho so not bad not bad hfvhs :D #okay bbbye now toooodles ciaaaoo see ya .u./

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umbralundertaker · 10 months ago

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Me talking about a show thats good:

Me talking about a show thats bad:

#Idk its just so much easier to infodump about things that i hate rather than things that i like

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nightshadeowl · 6 months ago

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Zirconposting for a second here. It's actually kinda surprising to me that they've never read Rainbow Factory, not because of some hidden familiarity with pony fanfiction, but because seeking out niche internet tales just kinda fits.

And also because fucked up morals factory and whatever was going on with Rainbow Dash's corruption arc plays into their tastes

#should be noted that i have never read it either. i just Know Things.#this is why i value having friends who are willing to infodump to me. makes it easier to have this knowledge on-hand #passenger status #zirconposting #literally throw some art in there of what the facility looks like and i think it'd be a case of hook line and sinker

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shrimpussins · 4 months ago

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Is there a d/iscord server spefically for G/enshin i/mpact wg or do I have to funfill that niche and bring out my old server making knowelage

#shrimpus thoughts #Like actually though AJFAJF I feel limted to only tumblr discord is my true habitat #And then I can infodump to yall easier about my love for I/tto AJFfj

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wolpatinga · 3 months ago

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#*beep* oh. hey. guess you're sleeping? maybe you're at work. or out with friends. i hope wherever you are it's good #or that it's getting better. i really do #i'm not good. but you knew that already. otherwise why would i be leaving this message?#sorry. i just need to talk for a bit i guess #cause it's like. every day i write a hundred posts and every day i delete most if not all of them #and i could not tell you why #this is my blog after all. my words and thoughts go here #but also. this is my third place. and i can't lose that #isn't that crazy? i can't lose the handful of notes from reblogging other people's posts #the idea that somehow i'm constructing myself in the cut and paste instead of doing something myself #and i do try to make posts of my own. but nothing's ever worth posting. i don't even let it rot in the drafts. it's just gone #and i try to think about what would stop me from doing this #which inevitably brought me here - what would i be doing if it were fifty years ago #and i think the answer is i'd be calling someone who used to care and blowing up their answering machine #and i think about old answering machines. the ones that need a tape to record the message #does dora just re-record over the tapes that harry fills?#does she trash them? i'm guessing she doesn't listen to them #i won't tell you what to do with this message. i'll spare you a call to action #it's not like a diary would fix this. i have a diary. i've been keeping one regularly for months now #i think i want to be perceived but i refuse to speak unless spoken to and i will not reach out on here unless i'm being a kindly anon #and when i talk irl it's all broken disjointed subjects without predicates #it takes such effort for me to talk that people stop asking me out of kindness. but there's still thoughts i haven't said #thoughts that don't need to be said. we don't *need* another person rambling on about whatever random fandom topic or half-assed scribbles #i tried making serious art and meta posts for like four years across different fandoms #it's all gone now. as is most of my poetry. lotta things i don't know or care to know #and i can't bring myself to do that again. esp if that's not why you're here. so like. it's easier just to remain quiet?#because. i know people *can* understand. but it takes effort #and i can't guarantee a return on investment. i don't know if the cost of teaching me how to talk again is worth it #god i want to infodump but that was beaten out of me. the need is still there but i can't. it hurts #idk. things are good and then things are bad and on the whole they're good and getting better

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zoebelladona · 10 months ago

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i think i'm gonna have to rewatch these last two episodes to come to terms with them and the themes of the show because so far my reaction has been

#they are streamlining less than the musical but because the musical is a Musical it's easier to forgive #maybe i'm just being a book purist but ://#i'm also maybe being too much of a mythology purist when i know pjo is not about accuracy #but bestie tf you mesn the chimera is young and learning to hunt. she very famously tried to kill bellerophon #i also would have liked some snake motifs on echidna. if there were any i didn't see them #also what was the point of leecy getting poisoned lol and How. the echidna has a serpent's tale not a scorpion's tale #the guy with the scorpion tale doesn't come in for another book #cool or whatever that the gateway ar h was a temple to athena. but why couldn't they include the fact annabeth likes architecture??#they could have still used it to hide annabeth could have just nerded out about how it was “safe” because of [architecture infodump]#ALSO WHAT'S WITH ATHENA LETTING THEM KILLED?? NO???? NO— WHAT??#echidna didn't really compel me and i Love echidna. i love mothers of monsters in mythology but she was just some white lady #i just... i don't know #i liked the bait and switch percy did though. to get grover and annabeth out #also sally 😬 girl what are you doing snapping at your kid. who are you #pjo tv

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magentagalaxies · 1 year ago

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Y'ALL HOLY SHIT

so i just had a meeting with the department heads for the comedy major at my college bc since scott is going on tour next year and he's going to be spending time in my city he's said he wants to do an event with my college so this meeting was pitching the idea and setting it up. and like i was a little nervous bc like. i am literally just a 20-year-old student but yeah the meeting went very well!!!! i'm gonna get to interview scott in person in front of all my classmates!!!! and i'm also gonna get to do another semester of independent study credit for the buddy cole documentary next semester WOOO!!!!

but that's not even the coolest thing. i met another nonbinary person who's obsessed with kith and specifically scott thompson! but the thing is. not only is this person irl. THIS PERSON IS THE NEW ASSISTANT DIRECTOR OF THE COMEDY MAJOR!!!!!

literally HOLY SHIT!!!!!! i already know the department heads pretty well bc like. i'm me, i'm a joy to have in class but also an overachiever who WILL show up at office hours for a class i'm not even in just to infodump about comedy. but the former assistant director stepped down last year to focus on teaching (he's actually the one who's the advisor for my independent study rn lmao) and i hadn't met the new person until today and wow this was such a great first impression lmao hi my name is jessamine ze/zir/zirs and even tho i'm literally a junior i'm gonna help you meet your comedy hero

but seriously this is so cool. all the other comedy faculty here are cis and most of them are straight, so just having a nonbinary person in one of the leadership positions in the program is HUGE. but not only that, they're also really into my hyperfixation???? i may have found a new favorite faculty member lmao i need to find when their office hours are

#this person also knew about mouth congress already???? like i mentioned i run social media for scott and paul's band #and they just went ''oh mouth congress they're great!'' like HELLO???#i should check if they follow the mouth congress instagram lmao #but yeah the meeting went so much easier than i though it'd be. so excited to tell scott about this #and yeah the new faculty member actually ran into me after i left the meeting and was like ''sorry to bother you but kith changed my life''#and explained how it helped them embrace their gender identity and how much scott's work means to them #and i'm like oh my god same??? someone who not only listens to my infodumps but also relates????#shoutout to this person for real!!!

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blizzardz · 8 months ago

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the realization that a character ref doesn't have to be an entire turnaround sheet with all info ever might just save some of you

#to any other artist with OCs. i'm telling you.#sometimes the expectation full fledged reference sheets..... brings you down #this whole time i'm dreading like UGH I GOTTA MAKE REF SHEETS FOR ALL MY GUYS EEWWWWWW #but as soon as i started using basic flat color fullbodies as refs i was freed #actually i LOVE drawing fullbody images of my characters just Standing there #i mean obvs if you have some shit going on like an actual animation/comic or whatever you might actually need those turnarounds #but if youre just chillin. if youre just a casual Blorbo Enjoyer. i'm BEGGING you.#esp if you know you'll remember smaller details. like STOP worrying about getting EVERYTHING onto a big canvas with a colored background lo #like make a big colored turnaround and infodump if you want. but im pleading with all of you to make it easier on yourselves LMAAOOO

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punkiio · 8 months ago

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Love posting my art on here actually bc I can infodump abt my thoughts and the context in the tags

#Sorry for turning into a twt hater lowkey #but I find it much easier to infodump on here #which I love bc I have a thing where I worry abt ppl not understanding my ocs #bc on twt im kinda unable to talk abt them in detail #but here im like LALALALA

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fitzfunnymoments · 1 year ago

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GOD I need to stop feeling bad for talking about my special interests (or really anything tbh) I just apologized to my mom (who is LITERALLY one of the only supportive people I have in this family) for infodumping about Little Robots </3

#fitz's cursed thoughts #I don't even just do this with her #when I infodump I stop myself and then I feel bad and apologize #maybe it's the trauma from my ex friend idk #but GOD I wish recovery was quicker and easier I'm tired of being like this :(#sorry I didn't intend for this to come off as negative #it's more like. me realizing I need to unlearn the intense guilt I feel for talking about things I like #believe me I am trying my best to get better #it's just REALLY hard lol #especially since I've been like this for years now

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normiematsu · 1 year ago

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started doing one of those understand my ship dynamic charts and it made me explode thinking about it for more than 10 seconds. i think i might have to take a different approach to start

#what if instead of a simple form that takes like an hour to draw the art for max... what if......#stupidly detailed infodump comic adjacent thing of how she interacts w people. right that's so much easier! duh #I ALREADY HAVE THE TEXT FOR THAT DONE ANYWAY I COULD JUST POST THAT BUT she's fun to draw...

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