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justasadboi · 8 months ago

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Omfg I’m a terrible person imma fucking drink when everyone is asleeppppppp. Like here I am proving my dad wrong cause he thinks I’m better than this and is like hood Jon and so now imma be like hahah yeah I’m not better than that bitch you just don’t know me

#bpd #i’m doing great #I’m loving life #thriving #can’t wait to go home and sh in the new houseeeeeee #but in specific places because we have a pool now and I wanna go swimmingggggg #I love being blocked on tumblr and really just being able to talk #like hate it makes me wanna throw up but also like maybe that’s okay #or maybe nothing will ever be the same again and I’ll end up living here and relapsing and dying #who knows #but imma do my hair when I get back home and maybe chop some of it cause I can #and prolly start drinking a lot more than I do now cause I need something to help me not be like this #I’m kinda a fun drunk #but a terrible blackout #but I just won’t go that far and I’ll be fine

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