#but im broke as shit which is why i havent even started hrt and cant even dare to dream abt top surgery | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

parasitic-saint · 8 months ago

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i really want to be nothing at all, i feel i tell people i'm transmasc because it's easier to grasp, i do want hrt and top surgery but ideally i would love no tits no nipple and no sexual organs but in a more masculine frame than what i have... idk literally just turn me into the popular depiction of a gray or green alien and i'll finally be happy

#the parasite talks #i could make so much cosmetic surgery to get to my ideal self #but im broke as shit which is why i havent even started hrt and cant even dare to dream abt top surgery #and my life is already halfway over so at this point why try #i might just end it soon anyways so #what do you mean i have to actually grow older if i want to look like a thrice divorced old man which will be the closest i can dream #to gender euphoria #but if im not even going to be happy as a dude why go through all that you know what i mean

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