#but if you are asking my opinion on him nah i like my andrew better exactly as he is in game
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ladynicte · 2 years ago
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femboy andrew?
What about him
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capcavan · 1 year ago
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7, 9, and 11 for your tag game 💜
nah love i need you to answer all of them but yeha only fair i do mine to lul
What is your favourite character in the Foxes? I don't really have favourite there i think Neil will be my favourite in future right now it's Renee
And favourite in the series aside form this one? I will let you guess
Drop your beloved head-canons about both! Renee does not in fact believe in god she participated in Christianity for sense of community it gives her, Riko is deathly allergic to peanuts and wishes he was born a girl but not in the trans way. He just know his life would be better if he wasn't a man. I also feel very strongly about him having adhd/bipolar .
Fic(s) you are always happy to recommend or fic tropes you will always read. https://archiveofourown.org/works/12283962/chapters/27922614#workskin Little Boy blue , I generally can be baited into reading any fic where riko is treated with bit more nuance than flat line Disney villain. I adore extreme hurt with happy ending
Which of the books is your favourite The foxhole court i enjoyed this story much more without seeing it's full development also loved Kevin much more before he was pushed aside, my first idea of what this story would be was much different .
Opinions on AFTG audiobook release? Worth a listen juts to laugh at girls voices , but i adore Renees soft tone in it, I think it,s main reason I adore her sm actually.
If you write/draw/create aftg stuff, what is your favourite work of yours?
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i adore this fan art a lot bc it,s funny light hearted has clever joke that references rikos obsession with court numbers and has fox jean and riko on it + riko kind of looks like girl here and i think it's very hot look on him
welp the numbers got fucked
Favourite event/plot point in the books Foxes reaction to seths death and seth death, it set really god tone for rest of the story and was the only event that genuinely surprised me bc i did not expected anyone from hero team to drop dead
Least favourite part of canon (can include Extra content) The fact that both foxes and ravens are groups of abused individuals but one word ,, mafia" is enough to put blame for all bat things on riko only even though he was pawn to his caretaker the way she wrote jeans abuse list it feels excessively edgy for sake of begin edgy i find nothing deep or sad about this i can also write down random list of numbers and attach to it words like rape and broken bones
If you could sent Nora an ask and get answer, what would you ask about? i wouldn't ask about anything bc her giving me answer i'm not looking for would feel bad
If you could make an idea of your choice canon to aftg, what would it be? I'd have a riko make a joke about how foxes should be in prison by now considering they are dressed the part (orange) (and most of them broke the law) id also replace neils car lighter burns with something else bc they are annoying to draw
Feel free to share some random hot takes if you like Andrew "murdering" their abusive mother is creepy as fuck and her being abuser or him only teenager with not fully developed brain is not really making this any less creepy and i enjoy his character because of this I don't mind aaron being homophobic , i'm cool with those character being murderers abusers and bigots , it's fictional characters they had not hurt anyone in real life so i don't really care about their fictional flaws and enjoy interacting with their content all the same I don't like only one of the foxes and i don't think this fox should be part of this team i don't really care about story and whatever, it's my personal bias so discussing it deeper makes no sense unless you want to unpack my past and all people who lead me to feel that way rlly
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americasass91 · 4 years ago
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His Kind of Beautiful
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Hello lovely people! I don’t even know where to begin here. My ex popped up as a friend I may know on Facebook the other day. Of course it brought up all these memories. (I’ve been with my husband for over a decade so this ex was from way back when.) Anyways, I couldn’t help but think back to when and why we broke up. We worked together (that was a mistake) and I was chatting with one of our coworkers. The guy looked at me and was like ‘I don’t want to get in the middle of anything but your boyfriend said something about you the other day and it bothered me.’ I told him to tell me what he said. ‘He said you weren’t pretty enough to blow him.’ (Fun fact! I had already blown him a few times by this point.) So of course I thought my life was ruined. I mean I was only 17/18. I called him right away and asked him if it was true. The fucker didn’t even deny it! He was like I was just joking around. So I told him since I wasn’t pretty enough to blow him, I wasn’t pretty enough to date him either. That’s the last time I spoke to him.
Anyways! That’s what inspired this little fic. I know we all go through days where we don’t feel pretty or beautiful. But you know what? We are all beautiful no matter what! Please if you ever feel less than that and need to talk, I am here and willing to listen! Nobody should go through life feeling anything less than beautiful.
So I knew I needed to somehow incorporate this into a fic. At first I was going to go with Steve but I took a look at my Masterlist and realized I only had one Andy fic on there. That’s just despicable! So without any further ado, please enjoy this fic with our lovely, handsome floofy haired lawyer daddy!
Rating: Explicit (Like I could write something that doesn’t involve sex with Andrew)
Words: 5.3k
Warnings: Language, fingering, unprotected sex(Remember: Sex is cleaner with a packaged weiner), and just Andy being fluffy
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You honestly didn’t even know why you had agreed to this. You hated first dates in general, let alone a blind date.
But your friend, Jane, assured you this guy was handsome and nice and worth your time to go out with.
So, you pulled a blue dress from your closet that you’d only worn maybe twice in your life and actually did your eye makeup.
After getting fully ready you take one last look at yourself in the mirror. For once you didn’t hate the woman staring back at you. This dress happened to accentuate your curves and the color of your eyeshadow made your eyes pop. You wouldn’t necessarily say you were pretty, but you looked decent.
You slip on your heels and grab your purse and head out of your apartment. As you go to lock your door, the apartment door behind you opens.
“Good evening, neighbor.”
You turn around with a smile on your face and return the greeting to your sinfully handsome neighbor, Andy.
He can’t help but notice how pretty you look. “Where are you going all dressed up?”
You blush and start heading towards the elevator together. “Oh, my friend set me up on a blind date. I’m nervous. Haven’t been on a date in awhile.”
He presses the button for the lobby. “Blind date, huh? Yeah I went on one of those recently. First date since the divorce. It was...interesting.”
You couldn’t help the giggle that escaped as you both headed into the elevator and pressed the button for the lobby. You turn towards him. “Interesting, how?”
“Well, for starters, she was almost an hour late. Then when she showed up, she didn’t even apologize for being late. She just sat down and demanded the waiter bring her a cocktail. By snapping her fingers at him.”
The elevator doors open. You head into the lobby and notice Andy following you. “So I think it’s safe to say you aren’t calling her for a second date?” He opens the door to the outside for you. You smile in thanks and head out into the warm evening air of Boston.
He rolls his eyes as he follows you onto the street and hails down a cab. “Absolutely not.” He gestures for you to take the cab.
You look at him confused. “Don’t you need one?”
He waves you off. “Nah, I’m heading to pick up Jake to take him to dinner. He finally found some time to fit his old man into his ‘busy’ teenager schedule.” He heads towards his Audi you now realize is parked in front of the building right behind your cab.
You scoff at him as you open the cab door. “Old man? Oh, please. You can’t be more than what? 38?”
He opens the door to his own vehicle and smirks at you. “Try 43, sweetheart. Hey! Good luck on your date!” He waves and gets into his car. You return the wave and get into the cab and give the driver the address to the restaurant and try to get your mind off of how good Andy’s ass looked in the jeans he was wearing.
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You arrived at the restaurant with a few minutes to spare. You wanted to get there a little early so you could get a drink from the bar and calm your nerves.
You find a seat away from the other patrons and order a glass of wine. You scan your eyes over the room to see if your date has arrived yet. You weren’t entirely sure what he looked like but you knew he was going to be wearing a red shirt.
The bartender sets your wine in front of you. You hand over a 10 dollar bill and tell him to keep the change. As you sip your wine, you check your phone for the time. 7:02. You’re about ready to text your friend to ask if your date is normally late when you feel a tap on your shoulder.
You turn around and look up at who you assume to be your date for the evening. He was handsome. Not as handsome as Andy, but handsome enough.
He gives you a small smile. “Hi, are you Y/N?”
You nod your head with a smile. “Yes, hi! It’s nice to meet you. You must be Jason?” You then gesture to the seat next to you. “Would you like to have a drink before we get a table?”
He nods once and takes a seat next to you and flags down the bartender to order a scotch.
The bartender sets the drink in front of him. Jason thanks him and pays for his drink.
You can feel the awkwardness start to creep in. And when that happens, you tend to get chatty.
“So, what do you do for a living?” You smile hoping to ease the tension building.
He turns to look you up and down. And not subtly. He shakes his head in disapproval and downs his drink before standing up. “Listen, I’m sorry but I can’t do this. Jane lied to me.”
You can’t help the confused look that crosses your face. “She lied to you? How?”
He gives you another not so subtle once over. “She told me you were beautiful. And no offense, but I just don’t see it.”
You can’t help the jaw drop. Sure you knew you weren’t gorgeous but damn. You’d never had a man be bold enough to actually say it to your face. “So, you’re just gonna leave? Not even give me a chance because I’m not your version of beautiful?”
He scoffs and checks out a girl that walks by the two of you. “What can I say? I’ve got standards that you just don’t meet.”
You feel like you’ve just been punched in the gut. That’s it. You’re fucking done. You reach behind you and grab your wine glass and throw the drink in his face.
You grab your purse and head towards the door. You turn back to face him. “I may not meet your ‘beauty standards’ but at least I’m not an asshole!” With that you flip him off and head outside to hail a cab to head back home.
You manage to make it almost all the way home before the tears start to fall. Sure he was a stranger and his opinion didn’t matter. But it still fucking hurt that he didn’t want you and didn’t even think you were pretty enough to share a meal with. Your self esteem already sucked and this asshole sure as hell didn’t make it any better.
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The blue dress goes in the trash as soon as you step into your apartment. You take off your nice lace bra you had put on. You take your makeup off with a wipe and pull your hair up in a ponytail. You throw on some hello kitty pajama shorts and a t- shirt that’s at least 2 sizes too big for you.
Then you head into your kitchen to pour yourself a glass of wine from a bottle you keep in the fridge for emergencies. You think this classifies as one.
You grab your phone off the counter and call your favorite Chinese place. You order double what you normally do because nobody wants to sleep with you. Might as well eat whatever the fuck you wanted. God, you can’t believe you shaved your legs for that asshole.
The lady on the phone lets you know it’ll be at least an hour. You give her your card number and thank her before refilling your now empty glass.
As you’re sitting on the couch waiting for your food, you can’t help but replay the events of the evening. Then that takes you into a downward spiral as you think back to all of your exes.
Come to think of it, they’ve all left you for one reason or another. A majority of them cheated with someone way prettier than you. Wow, maybe you were the problem. Clearly you were going for guys out of your league.
Maybe you needed to reevaluate the standards you had. Which quite frankly, wasn’t much. You just wanted them to not be a serial killer.
Perhaps you should just give up on dating. You were perfectly happy alone. Maybe that’s how it was supposed to be for you.
Before your thoughts could spiral anymore, your doorbell rang. You glance at your phone. Damn that hour flew by.
You grab $10 out of your purse for a tip and open your door. As you’re grabbing the bags and thanking the delivery guy, Andy steps out of the elevator with confusion written all over his face. “Hey, Y/N. Thought you had a date?”
You could almost feel the tears trying to well up again. No, you weren’t going to cry. Especially in front of your handsome neighbor.
“Yeah, it uh, didn’t work out. Shit happens.”
He puts his key in the lock and opens his door then turns to look at you. “Not your type?”
You can’t help the rush of air that leaves your mouth. “Not exactly. I wasn’t his. Apparently Jane, our mutual friend, told him I was beautiful and well. He didn’t agree with her.”
Andy furrows his brows and cocks his head to the side. “What? Was he blind or something?”
You shake your head. “Nope. I just wasn’t up to his standards.”
Andy mumbles something under his breath. “Well, I’m sorry. Some guys can be real assholes.”
You wave him off. “No need to apologize. I get that I’m not everyone’s cup of tea.”
Andy shakes his head. “Still, I’m sorry. That really sucks. And he really said you weren’t beautiful to your face?”
You give him a sad smile and shrug your shoulders. “It’s okay, really. I’m used to not being wanted. Have a nice night, Andy.”
You turn and head back into your apartment before he has a chance to reply. You don’t need his pity. You just need to drown yourself in the rest of your wine and gorge yourself on the greasy Chinese.
Just as you set the food down on the counter, you hear a knock at your door.
Confused, you head over and open it to find Andy standing there. And he looks kinda pissed.
“What do you mean you’re used to not being wanted?”
You sigh and put your hands on your hips. “It’s not the first time some guy hasn’t wanted me and it won’t be the last.”
Andy shakes his head as he pushes his way inside and shuts the door with his foot. “There’s just something I’m having a hard time wrapping my mind around.”
You cross your arms over your chest. “And what’s that?”
He then proceeds to walk closer to you, forcing you backwards until your back touches the wall. He puts his hands on either side of your head and gazes down at you. You’ve never been this close to him before. You can feel his chest move against yours as he breathes. You can feel the heat radiating off of him.God, he smells good.  You realize you’re not breathing and take a deep breath. He smiles down at you and takes his left hand to tuck a piece of hair behind your ear that had fallen free from your ponytail.
“That some moron would think that you’re not beautiful. He’s fuckin crazy, Y/N.”
Your breath hitches as his left hand has now grabbed the back of your neck to raise your lips towards his. You close your eyes, waiting for the inevitable kiss. “I guess I’m just not everyone’s kind of beautiful.”
He leans in, just barely brushing his lips against yours. “You’re my kind of beautiful.”
WIth that, he presses his lips to yours for a slow but intense kiss. You can’t help the moan that escapes your mouth. You wrap your arms around his neck and pull him all the way up against you. He grunts when his hardening cock comes into contact with your soft belly.
After a few minutes of intense kisses that take your breath away, he pulls back and presses his forehead against yours. “Will you let me show you how beautiful I think you are?”
You don’t even need to think about it. “Yes, please.”
He smiles and leans in for one more quick kiss. “Take me to the bedroom, pretty girl.”
You quickly grab his hand and lead him down the hall towards your bedroom, making a quick stop in the kitchen to throw the Chinese food in the fridge.
Once in your room Andy spins you around and presses your back up against his front. He leans forward and starts placing soft kisses against your neck. His left hand rests at your waist while his right hand moves up under your shirt towards your breasts. “Is this okay, pretty girl?” His voice is so low and husky. Your panties didn’t even stand a chance.
You nod. “Yes, please. Touch me, Andy.”
He groans a little and reaches up to cup your right breast in his hand. You hear him let out a growl as he continues to fondle your breast. While his left hand makes its way into your shorts, brushing his finger over your clit. You jolt forward at the sensation, whimpering out in the process.
“You like that, pretty girl? Like my fingers on your little cunt?”
You grab a hold of his wrist and writhe against him as he lowers his fingers towards your entrance. He gathers your slick up before moving his fingers back towards your clit and starts slowly circling it.
“Fuck, Andy. Feels so good.”
“Yeah? You want my fingers inside you, baby?”
You quickly nod. “Please. Need to feel you.”
He lowers his hand back down to your entrance and slowly slides his middle finger against your walls. You arch your back and moan out his name as he starts pumping it slowly.
“Fuck, Y/N. You’re so tight. When’s the last time you’ve been touched, pretty girl?”
“Too long. Feels so good. I need more. Please.”
His index finger quickly joins the middle one. He starts pumping them in and out of you quicker, curling them just right so they rub up against your g spot. “Oh, fuck!” You can’t help but yell out at the feeling. It’s been so long since someone’s taken the time to pleasure you, let alone find your g spot. You could feel the coil tightening already. You were embarrassingly close and he hadn’t even really started yet.
“You gonna cum for me already, pretty girl? Do it. Make a mess on my fingers.”
He moves his thumb and starts circling your clit. Your legs start shaking. He presses his thumb down just a little harder and you’re gone. You cum with a shout of Andy’s name into the otherwise empty room.
He continues pumping his fingers in and out but removes his thumb from your clit, not wanting to overstimulate you too much. “Good girl. So fuckin’ pretty when you cum.”
You lower your head in embarrassment. He spins you around and places his finger under your chin so he can raise your head so you’re looking at him. “Don’t hide from me, pretty girl. I want to see everything.” He takes his left hand and raises it to his mouth, sucking your essence off of his fingers. He moans into his hand. “You taste so fucking sweet. Knew you would.”
He grabs your face to pull you in for a sweet kiss as he slowly pushes you towards the bed. The back of your knees touch your mattress before he pulls away. He smiles down at you as he grabs the hem of your shirt and pulls it up and off, tossing it somewhere in the room. His gaze then falls to your breasts. He licks his lips hungrily. Before he can get too caught up, he hooks his thumbs into your shorts and pulls them and your panties down and off your legs, helping you step out of them.
He stands back up and pulls you in for another kiss, your hands fall to his chest. You start to unbutton his shirt, revealing his chest to you a little at a time. You pull away to get the last few buttons and push his shirt over his shoulders and are surprised to see his chest and abdomen sprinkled with various tattoos. You never would’ve guessed. You can’t help but let your hand trace over a quote on his collarbone or onto the eagle covering his pec.
“I never would have pegged you for a tattoo guy. These are amazing.”
He chuckles. “Yeah, I only have them where they can be covered up by clothes.” He grabs your wrists to stop your tracing. “You can trace all of them some other time, pretty girl. Right now, I need to be inside of you.”
You can’t help the shiver that runs down your spine at his words. His dirty talk was going to be the death of you.
He moves his hands towards his belt buckle and starts undoing it. You couldn’t help but notice the slight tremble to his hands. You place your hands on top of his and look at his face. “Hey, if you don’t want to do this, that’s ok.”
He looks into your eyes and gives you a shy smile. “No, I want to. God, do I want to. It’s just, I haven’t been with anyone since Laurie and I guess I’m a little nervous.”
You couldn’t help the pull you felt at your heart at his words. He was nervous. Thank god. So were you. This beautiful man wanted to sleep with you, of course you were nervous. “If it makes you feel any better, I’m nervous too. You’re kind of intimidating.”
He cocks his head to the side and furrows his brows. “Intimidating? Why is that?”
You remove your hands from his and gesture up and down his body. “Just look at you. You’re breathtaking, Andy. And I’m just me.” Your gaze falls down to your feet, unable to look at him.
He puts his finger under your chin and raises your head so that you’re forced to look at him. “Speak for yourself, pretty girl. You’re the breathtaking one.”
You scoff and roll your eyes. “Yeah, right.”
His gaze on you hardens just a little. He grabs your hand and places it over his pants against his erection. “Do you feel that? Feel what you do to me? Nobody but you can make me this hard, pretty girl. I’ve been in a constant state of arousal since I moved in, watching you coming in and out of your apartment in your tight skirts and almost see-through blouses. Making me go fuckin’ crazy.”
“Why didn’t you ever say anything or make a move then?” Of course your self doubt was starting to creep in. Maybe this was him just wanting to get his dick wet. You needed to know.
He grabs your hands and brings your knuckles to his mouth, giving them a soft kiss. “Honestly? I thought there was no way in hell an old man like me would have a shot with a sweet thing like you.”
You couldn’t help the chuckle that escaped your mouth. “Please. You’re only 43.”
He pulls you in for a sweet, lingering kiss. “Yeah, well. Probably too old for you. But after what you said to me, about how you’re used to not being wanted? I stopped caring how old I was. I needed to show you just exactly how much you’re wanted. So, can I still show you, pretty girl?”
You quickly nod your head and help him finish removing his pants, leaving him in just his black briefs. The fabric doing nothing to hide the outline of his hard cock. Jesus. He looked big. Bigger than anything you’ve taken. You couldn’t wait.
You quickly pulled his briefs over his hips and down his legs. His cock sprang free and smacked against his inked abdomen, making him hiss. You grab him at the base and slowly start pumping him, looking at his face for his reaction. His head is thrown back and his eyes are closed as he moans out your name at the feeling. His hands are gripping your hips.
You smear his precum that’s gathered at the tip and use that to help jerk him off a little faster. You tighten your grip as you pick up your pace, loving the sounds you're pulling from him. You start to go on your knees when he suddenly pulls you back up. You look at him in confusion. “If I let you continue, this will be over before it even starts. Gonna make me blow my load like an inexperienced teenager.”
You couldn’t help but feel proud of yourself but once again furrow your brows as Andy walks to the other side of the bed. He starts looking around in your nightstand. “Do you have any condoms?”
You shake your head. “I did but they expired. If you’re okay with it, I’m on birth control. And I got tested after my last partner and I’m clean.”
He pushes the drawer to the nightstand back in and climbs onto the bed and lays on his back, hand lazily stroking his cock. “I’m more than okay with that. I just had a full work up done. I’m healthy as well.”
You barely acknowledge what he said, unable to remove your eyes from his hand that’s wrapped around his cock. You pull your bottom lip in between your teeth and let out a little whimper. Andy chuckles at you. “Well, are you going to just stare at it, pretty girl? Or are you going to hop on my lap and get comfy?”
That gets your attention. You meet his gaze. “You want me on top?”
He nods. “Wanna be able to see all of you, baby girl.” He removes his hand from his cock and pats his thigh. “Come on, pretty girl. Ride me.”
Well that sight just caused a new wave of arousal to pool at your core. You had only been on top once before and it was only for a short time.
You place your knees gently on the bed and crawl the short way to him. You swing your left leg over him so that you're sitting right above where he wants you. You thread your hands through his hair and lean down for a heated kiss. You lick his bottom lip, wanting in. He doesn’t even hesitate to open his mouth to let you in.
He places his left hand on your hip while the other grabs his cock. He pushes your body down so that you’re hovering over it. “Please. Fuck me, pretty girl.”
You keep your lips attached to his as you slowly sink down on him. You get about halfway before you stop and pull away to look at him, trying to slow down your breathing. He brings his right hand up to cup your cheek. “You ok? Do you wanna stop?” The quick shake of your head makes him chuckle. “No, god no. I just need a minute. You’re fucking huge Andy.”
He can’t help the cocky smirk that appears. “Yeah, I know. Just take all the time you need.” He rubs his hand up and down your back to help calm you down. It only takes you a few more seconds before you continue to impale yourself on his impressive dick.
You let out a breath of relief when your hips settle flush against his. He grabs the back of your head and pulls you in for another kiss. You slowly start rocking your hips against him. He feels fucking incredible. Hitting all the right spots inside of you.
You pull away from the kiss and raise up a little and plant your hands on your headboard for some leverage. The rock of your hips speed up significantly. You move all the way up until his tip is barely inside before you slam yourself back down against him. You’re pulling the most beautiful sounds from his lips. It makes you move that much faster and harder against him.
Andy moves his hands to your breasts and gives them a good squeeze. Then he starts pinching your nipples, eliciting a moan from you. “That’s it, baby girl. Doing so good. You look so gorgeous fuckin’ yourself on my cock. Goddamn. Riding me so well.”
The praise he’s giving you just spurs you on. You raise up even more and place your hands on his chest and pick up your pace just a little more. You can feel the coil tightening in your belly. You’re going to cum and hard.
Andy keeps his left hand on your breast and keeps pinching your nipple. He moves his right hand down until his thumb is pressing against your clit, giving you the friction you needed. “Can feel you squeezing me, pretty girl. Cum for me. Make a mess.”
He presses his thumb just a little harder and that’s all it takes. You free fall over the edge of bliss with a scream of Andy’s name, your hips faltering from their rhythm.
You slow down your pace as you come down from your high, collapsing against Andy’s chest. He cradles you in his arms and rubs his hands up and down your back. “Still with me, sweet girl?”
You weakly nod your head and take just a second to catch your breath. It takes you a moment to realize he didn’t finish. You raise your head off his chest to look at him. “Why didn’t you cum?”
He smiles and pulls you in for a sweet kiss. “Oh, I will. Don’t worry. Just wanted to watch you fall apart on top of me. And let me just say, it’s one of the prettiest sights I’ve ever seen. You look gorgeous when you cum, Y/N. Almost made me lose it. Think you can take some more?”
You nod your head eagerly, already wanting to cum around his cock again. “Then why don’t you be a good girl and turn around and get on your hands and knees for me?”
He doesn’t have to tell you twice. You quickly pull off of him and turn around to get on your hands and knees. He takes a second to admire the view of your once again dripping pussy before he gets up on his knees behind you. He grabs a hold of your ass and gives it a hard squeeze. “Such a nice ass. I bet it’ll jiggle real nice while I’m fuckin’ you.”
He grabs a hold of the base of his cock and moves it towards your entrance. Before he starts pushing in, he gives your right cheek a hard smack. You drop down onto your elbows and moan into the sheets below you. Fuck. You didn’t know you liked that. He places his right hand on your hip and squeezes.
“Hmm. We’ll have to revisit that later.” And that’s the last thing he says before he slams home. You arch your back and fist the sheets as he sets a hard and fast pace.
And boy was he right. Your ass does jiggle nicely with every snap of his hips against it. He threads his left hand through your hair and gives it a tug. It makes you clench around him. “Fuck, baby girl. Keep squeezing me like that and I’m not going to last long.”
You move your head to the side and peer back at him. You clench around him again and it earns you another groan and smack to your ass. “Want you to cum for me, Andy. Please. Fill me up.”
He stills for just a second and wraps his left arm around your chest and lifts you up until your back is flush against his chest. This time he keeps his thrusts nice and slow. He places a kiss to the side of your neck. “Yeah? Want me to fill that pussy up, huh? To claim you as mine?”
You let a whimper escape your lips and you grip onto his arm that’s holding you against him as he starts picking up the pace of his thrusts. You clench around him again. “I am yours, Andy.”
He quickly moves his right hand down and starts circling your clit. “Fuck, Y/N. You’re gonna make me cum. Cum with me, please.”
You start pushing back and meeting his thrusts, desperate to get him to his release.
It only takes a few more snaps of his hips and circles against your clit before you're both falling over the edge while moaning out the other's name.
He continues pumping his hips until he’s completely spent and gently moves to lay the both of you onto your sides, basking in the afterglow of your orgasms.
He slowly pulls out of you and turns you around so that you’re facing him. He tucks your now loose hair behind your ear. “Hi, there.”
You chuckle and move up against him and press your face into the crook of his neck. “Hello.” You place a gentle kiss to his pulse point and relax as he wraps his arms around you.
There’s only a few minutes of peaceful silence when:
“So, was that good for you?”
You pull away and look up at him with an incredulous look on your face and smack his shoulder. You both start laughing.
“Of course it was good for me. Did you enjoy yourself, Andrew?”
He pulls you in for another sweet kiss. “Oh, yeah. But you know. Just to be sure. We might need to do it again.” He wiggles his eyebrows at you. It only makes you laugh once more.
“You are such a dork. How about we get a shower and then heat up the food you so rudely interrupted me from eating before?”
His jaw drops in mock hurt. “You weren’t complaining when I was making you come around my cock, pretty girl.”
You sit up and stretch your arms over your head. You swing your legs over the side and stand up, wobbling just a little. You hear a chuckle behind you and playfully send a glare his way as you make your way to the bathroom.
You turn on the light and can’t help but look at your reflection in the mirror.
Your hair is a hot mess, having fallen out of it’s ponytail. Your lips were swollen and red from all the kissing. Your nipples looked slightly red from all pinching they had been subjected to. Your skin flushed from the orgasms. And there was what looked like a bruise forming on your hip in the shape of his hand.
And yet. You’ve never felt more beautiful.
You see Andy walking up behind you in the mirror. He smiles at you.
You turn around and return it before throwing your arms around his neck and raising yourself up on your toes to pull him in for a kiss. He gladly wraps his arms around you and reciprocates.
You pull away with a smile still attached to your face. “Not that I mind, pretty girl. But, what was that for?”
You shrug. “Just thank you. For making me feel beautiful.”
He smiles down at you and pulls you in for another quick kiss. You can feel him hardening once again against your hip. “Why don’t we skip the shower for now? I’m not quite finished with you yet.”
And with that he pulls you back into the bedroom where he spends the rest of the night showing you that you’re his kind of beautiful.
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thetriggeredhappy · 3 years ago
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day 1 let’s fuckin’ go. everyone listen to butterflies by samsa
Day 1: Pursuit
“You seriously don’t have any better games than this?” Scout complained, looking back down at the board, doubtful. “Not even, like, a deck of cards? To play poker or somethin’?”
“Rather not play two-person poker, and I don’t like gambling anyways,” was Sniper’s reply, not glancing up from shuffling the cards.
“I mean, maybe Go Fish then, or Old Maid, or—or somethin’, not fuckin’… Trivial Pursuit.”
Sniper seemed to mull that over for a moment. “If you don’t want to play,” he started to say, hesitant, and Scout sputtered to cut him off before he could finish that thought.
“I, I mean, I didn’t say that,” he managed, still half-glaring down at the board. “Just, y’know.”
Sniper probably didn’t know, actually. Truthfully, Scout wasn’t much for… book smarts type games. Games that needed quick reflexes, talking quickly, theatrics, those he was a champion at besides his eternally bad luck, but facts and numbers and geography? Those he tended to sort of… fuck up beyond recognition. And he really, really didn’t want to look like a complete idiot in front of Sniper.
Kind of the worst case scenario, actually. But the worse worst case scenario was driving the guy away before even getting to hang out with him, here, the first time he’d ever agreed to one of Scout’s dozens of proposed hangouts.
Hell, he’d honestly gotten used to Sniper always saying no. ‘Nah’ and ‘Not this time’ and ‘Afraid not, sorry mate’ were three phrases Scout had heard at least three and four times a week for months, now. He’d started brushing right through it, stopped letting it hurt his feelings even, although he couldn’t help but get his hopes up, still. Invitations to team drinking nights and poker parties and carpooling with the guys to the movies or a bar or a casino, or more overt invitations to listen to new albums or go out to get fast food or to fairs or to concerts, he’d long since gotten used to those standard, polite rejections.
So he was surprised, then, when he’d delivered his offhanded invitation—“Hey, Snipes, all the other guys bailed on the rec room game night tonight, you wanna be there anyways?”—he hadn’t expected Sniper to hesitate for a few seconds before shrugging and saying sure.
Hell, he was halfway through his ‘yeah no problem no worries man’ before he even realized Sniper said yes, then it was fumbling the whole rest of the way.
Better to be an idiot friend than a distant acquaintance, maybe. That’s what he told himself.
A brief mumbled rundown of the rules went in one ear and out the other as he got preoccupied with looking over one of the cards, mind boggled by what the hell the letters and colors were supposed to mean. A short summary was nodded at vaguely, and apparently his poker face had been terrible all along, because Sniper shrugged and said that they could just play first to six questions right and tally up wins from there. Then they rolled a dice and Sniper, apparently, would go first.
“Alright, uh,” Scout said, squinting down at the little card. “What does a… he-leo-logist, study?”
Sniper thought about it for a second. “Er… the sun,” he replied.
“Yep,” Scout nodded, nudged a piece towards him. Sniper took it. “So, uh, you go again?”
“Yeah. Er… geography, this time,” Sniper mumbled, shuffling some pieces around in a way that probably made sense to people who actually knew how this board game worked.
“Sure. What’s… the country that has South America’s highest and lowest points?”
Another pause. “Bloody… Argentina, isn’t it?” he asked.
“Damn. Okay, next one,” Scout said, less concerned about the fact that Sniper was doing well and more worried at the fact that he was gonna do awful.
“Geography again,” Sniper determined.
“What natural… breakwater, is off the north… eastern, part of Australia?” he read, a little stilted, squinting at the letters, like that would help, for once. Silence, for a pause, then for longer. Scout breathed an internal sigh of relief, smiling a little. “C’mon, it’s your own fuckin’, uh… country, continent, thing, isn’t it?”
“It’s both,” Sniper said, and paused. “It… it’s not talking about the bloody, er… Solomon Islands, is it?”
“Great Barrier Reef,” Scout replied.
Sniper muttered a swear. “Overthought it,” he sighed, nudging the dice over to Scout, who rolled it. Sniper glanced at the number, moved the pieces, looked at a card. “Right. What craft uses a… kiln, and a kick wheel?”
Scout could’ve cried. “That’s, uh, pottery, sculpting,” he said, relieved.
A nod from Sniper, a piece scooped onto his side of the table, the dice rolled a few seconds later when he realized he was supposed to do that. “How many colors are in the rainbow?” he asked next.
Scout had to count off on his fingers for a second. “Uh, seven,” he said, and fist-pumped when Sniper nodded, scooping up another piece. “Even though it’s, uh, kinda bullishit. There should be six.”
Sniper’s eyebrows ticking up in confusion probably was a sign he should drop it, but instead he found himself spouting off.
“Because, uh, like, y’know, there’s—there’s the kinds of colors, right?” he said, backpedaling at his response of furrowed eyebrows. “Like, the basic ones, the, uh, primary colors, that’s red and yellow and blue, y’know? And then the other three, that you get from mixing those, like, uh, red and yellow is, uh… is orange, and then like, green, and purple, you combine ‘em, right?”
Sniper nodded slowly after a moment.
“But then you got, uh, fuckin’… indigo. In the, uh, in the list of colors, fuckin’, Roy G. Biv? Red orange yellow, green, blue indigo violet? And I know it’s, like, blue and dark blue, but I think that still sucks. If we’ve got indigo we’ve gotta have like, the other in- between guys. Know what I mean?”
“Don’t have much of an opinion on it, but, sounds like you’re making points,” Sniper said, and Scout shrugged, glanced down at the table, tapped his fingertips against his knees out of sight to try and let out some nervous energy. “Bloody, er… your turn, or mine?”
“Uh, mine,” Scout said, scrambling to roll the dice.
“Right. Sorry. Er…” Sniper read over the card. “Patron saint of Scotland?”
Scout swore under his breath, deflating a little, coming up blank. “Uh… hey, Demo!” he called, and heard a vague ‘aye’ from the kitchen. “Who’s the patron saint of Scotland?”
“My mum,” Demo called back, and Sniper snickered, at least, which softened the blow to Scout’s confidence considerably.
“Ah, fuck off,” Scout called back, and looked back at Sniper, smiling. “Saint Scrumpy, fuck, I dunno.”
“Saint Andrew, apparently,” Sniper shrugged, rolling the dice. “Sports question. The orange one.”
Scout tried to read the question before starting to say anything out loud, and found himself completely lost anyways. “Who was the first… Ch—Check-uh-slavarian… to win, the… Wimbleton…”
“No idea,” Sniper said outright, shaking his head at himself. “Don’t follow, er… what, the Olympics?”
“Tennis, I guess,” Scout shrugged, rolling the dice.
“Sports for you too. What did… bloody hell. What did second baseman Bill… Wambsganss, do all by himself in the, er… 1920 World Series game?”
“Oh, shit,” Scout laughed, “guy did, like, a triple play, and then hit into a double later that same game. That was the year some guy got hit in the head with a ball and fuckin’ died.”
Sniper was staring at him, clearly shocked.
“What?” Scout asked, rolling the dice. “I know baseball. And it was a whole thing.”
Sniper seemed to shrug it off, shaking his head. “What’s the Taj Mahal made of?”
“Fuckin’, I dunno, chocolate? What, that some kinda dessert? What’s that?” Scout scoffed, trying to play it off.
“It’s… it’s a place. Looks a bit like a castle? Like, er, like the Eiffel Tower, or Big Ben, tourist sort of thing?” Sniper tried, and Scout shrugged, and he shrugged back, rolling the dice. “Fair enough. One of the, er, Science ones. Green one.”
Scout looked at the card for a few seconds. “I… dunno how to say this word. Glue… glay… what’s that?”
Sniper leaned over, and Scout turned it towards him. “Glaucoma. Hits your eyes,” he said, and Scout nodded, and he took a piece, rolled again. “Brown one.”
“What are… catalogued, under the Dewey decimal system?” Scout asked, eyebrows furrowing.
“Books, library books,” Sniper mumbled.
“Jesus, are you��where’s the mirrors, seriously? How are you doing that?” Scout asked, and Sniper huffed something like a laugh, taking the piece, rolling again. “No, no, seriously. How the hell do you know half of these?”
“Geography, blue,” he prompted.
“Alright, I swear to god.” Scout held the card close as he read it, first to himself, then out loud. “What national capital is heated by underground hot springs?”
Sniper, to his credit, paused for a moment before answering. “Iceland’s. Reykjavik, it’s called.”
“I swear to god.” Scout flipped over the card, read the answer. “Oh, what the fuck!”
“I’ve bloody been there!” Sniper defended.
“Nah, fuck off, hold on—“ Scout picked up another card, reading another question. “Where in a tree does photosynthesis happen?”
“Leaves.”
“How do you know that so fast!” Scout demanded.
“That’s just science class in school!”
“Fuckin’—who, fuckin’, rode on the raft with Huck Finn?” Scout asked next.
“The, er… runaway, Jim.”
“Oh, what!” Scout all but shouted.
“Scout, I read.”
“Nah, nah, you’re way too good at this game, either you’re like, cheating, or you on purpose picked this game because you’re, like, weirdly crazy good at it or something!”
Sniper’s expression went from amusement to that blankness again, and it only made Scout even more infuriated.
“I mean, seriously, did you pick this game on purpose because you just know all the cards? Did you just wanna do the game where you’d for sure win?” he demanded.
Sniper was fidgeting with his glasses, now, and to be honest, Scout wasn’t even particularly mad, just confused.
“I mean, shit, you’d think you just wanted too play this one so you could look smart and cool and shit like that,” he said. and saw the way Sniper shrank a little, and the lightbulb went off way too late.
A pause.
“Dude,” Scout said, fighting down a laugh.
Sniper mumbled something he didn’t quite hear, sinking in his chair.
“Alright, seriously, if you wanna look smarter than me, you really don’t gotta pull out the trivia questions. Pretty much any game works, you know that, right? I’ll make an idiot of myself playing, like… Uno,” Scout said. Sniper shrugged, still not looking him in the eye. “Okay. Here’s an idea. How about we play, uh… I dunno, Crazy Eights. And while we play I’m gonna keep grilling you on this random trivia shit because seriously, that’s totally nuts, man.”
Sniper hesitated for a few seconds before he finally nodded and straightened up, and in a way, they both won. Scout because he now at least knew he wasn’t the only one who was a total mess and way too worried about what other people thought, and Sniper because he could keep being impressive about random trivia knowledge. Apparently, he knew a bunch about geography and books and nature, and not a single thing about sports.
Scout accused him of trying to memorize the cards. Sniper laughed, properly, for the first time all night.
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sortasirius · 4 years ago
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what makes you think the writers want deancas? not trying to be an asshole, i'm just genuinely curious as to why you think that. i know berens' episodes are pretty heavy with subtext so i can see why you'd say that he wants it, but i'm not so sure about the rest of the writers/dabb. it seems like meghan isn't a huge fan either, given her "they twisted it so fast" tweet :/ of course she's a very new writer (think she's only writing one ep this season?) but still
OKAY this is a great question, welcome to my dissertation.
I’m going to address the end of your question first. Meghan is actually DeanCas positive, she has been for quite a long time. She actually, a few years back, posted a picture of her reading a literal book about Destiel and captioned it “writing reading” or something like that.
This whole thing just comes out of a boiling over of tensions because of how nasty fandom twitter can be. Like I said here, I think this has just gotten blown out of proportion, they shouldn’t have posted all this randomly disparaging stuff, but also like...can you blame them? The fandom is a lot, we always have been, and they’re probably also under a gag order not to talk about the finale, and are annoyed that people keep asking.
So nah, Meg is not anti Destiel.
To the first part!! So let’s take a look at the show runners since Cas has been around.
Seasons 4 and 5: Kripke
Seasons 6 and 7: Gamble
Seasons 8-11ish: Carver
Seasons 11ish-15: Dabb
So starting with Kripke. Okay, yes, I will be the first to admit that we have some pretty incredible Destiel moments in these seasons, but it’s less directly written into the plot and much more from Misha and Jensen’s uhhhh ~chemistry~. The only times it was directly written into the script was when the episode was handled by someone like Edlund (“On The Head Of A Pin,” “The End,” “My Bloody Valentine”). And you have to remember, if in season 5, there are moments here and there where you’re like huh that’s suspiciously romantic dialogue, remember that Cas took Anna’s place. Anna was supposed to be endgame for Dean, but due to a myriad of issues and Misha’s general greatness, Anna was replaced with Cas.
Onto 6 and 7. Hmmm. Gamble. 6 and 7 are my two least favorite seasons and that’s no secret, and that’s not only due to the plain old weird shit in the overall storyline, but also that homegirl killed off Cas in s7 and then Bobby like four episodes later. (Also it ALWAYS rubbed me the wrong way they couldn’t have Baby in that season lol). We still had some great DeanCas moments, but again, it wasn’t really written into the overall arc (until they had to change the end of season 7 because of tanking ratings and bring Misha back lol, anyone remember the fact that Dean kept Cas’ jacket and would randomly dream of him? Yeah.). But we still had those moments, those distinctly romantic moments, probably the best example in these two seasons is from Edlund again, specifically “The Man Who Would be King,” I wrote a little about that here.
We move onto Carver, who gave us, at this point, the most overt DeanCas season with season 8 (season gr8 is a better name imo), and this is the first time Dean and Cas’ relationship is directly written as an arc of the season.  I mean, you have everything in Purgatory, Dean “seeing” Cas everywhere, the fact that he felt so guilty that Cas stayed in Purgatory that he manipulated his own memories to think that he was the one that failed Cas, because he couldn’t comprehend that Cas would want to leave him, and let’s not forget Dean snapping Cas out of Naomi’s hold on him in “Goodbye Stranger.”  It was a very obvious shift, not enough to alert the general audience, but more than enough for most of us in fandom.
It’s also important to note that this is when Andrew stopped co writing with Loflin and started writing his own episodes (”Hunter Heroici” anyone?)  I like Loflin fine, but Dabb was able to stretch his legs a little bit more once he stopped co-writing, and we also began to see some DeanCas themes in his solo episodes.
In any case, them and their issues being a big part of the seasons continued with Carver, and Berens entered the scene, his first episode (”Heaven Can’t Wait”) is one of my favorites, with human Cas and the fanfiction gap and Dean and Cas just generally being awkward and funny and sweet.  This is Bobo’s FIRST episode, remember that.  He comes right out of the gate with it.
Also in Season 9, this is when Dean takes the Mark of Cain, and the Cas/Colette mirror is born, so obviously, Dean and Cas are the fabric of the season once again.  This is also the season where Metatron says Cas is “in love with humanity,” and then immediately refers to Dean as Humanity so uhhhh yeah.
Onto season 10, Dabb and Berens continue with their greatness (I could write pages on the DeanCas date in “The Things We Left Behind” alone).  And then we have one of the best scenes in the entire show in “The Prisoner” where the Cas/Colette mirror continues and Dean, driven by grief and pain and rage and the Mark, still doesn’t kill Cas.  He still can’t kill Cas.
Season 11 is important because it takes choice away from both Cas and Dean, and shows us, as the audience, how much losing each other takes out of them. We saw in season 10 how much losing Dean takes from Cas, but what about Cas losing Dean?  Dean loses his choice with his connection to Amara this season, and loses even more when Lucifer reveals he’s been possessing Cas, and plays on Dean’s connection to Cas like a mockery.  It’s also worth noting that, similarly to season 8, Dean breaks out of the connection with Amara when he’s worried about Cas, and that’s something that even SHE is surprised by.
But then season 12, the beginning to the Renaissance.  This is when we get the writer’s that become important for what Dean and Cas are today, and, truly, why I believe they want canon Destiel as much as we do.
This is the first season with Dabb’s writers: Davy Perez, Meredith Glynn, Steve Yockey, and of course Bobo all come in with their incredible talents and gave us episode after episode of good content.  “Lily Sunder Has Some Regrets” is probably my favorite, probably the best example of what I’m saying.  An episode where Dean is called out by an enemy directly, told to “roll the dice” on Cas’ life.  And Dean won’t, it’s not even really a hesitation.  And this comes from a character that has known Dean for ten seconds.  I also wrote more in depth about this episode here.  There are also some.....distinctly domestic details we get this season, specifically in “The Future” (written by Berens and Glynn) with the mixtape.  The most tropey of tropes mixtape.  Yeah, I’ll just leave that one here.
And then season 12 ends with Cas’ death, but also with the parallel between Sam and Dean with Jess and Cas.  Sam literally has to drag Dean away from Cas, just like Dean had to drag Sam out of his burning apartment in the pilot.  The episode drives it home in every way that it can: Dean is the one left kneeling by Cas’ body, while Sam goes to find out what is upstairs.  Dean is the one who stares at the sky, finally broken.  This isn’t a random thing, this is Dean’s whole arc, it’s the entirety of the beginning of 13.  Dean’s pain, his anguish, his anger.
Season 13 starts with them burning Cas, with Dean, who has begged God to bring him back, who has split his knuckles punching a door, standing, staring at Cas’ pyre with brokenness on his face.
I mean.....
Anyway, season 13 is where it gets interesting (well, I think all of this is interesting but I’m a writer nerd so).  So Cas comes back from the Empty in “Advanced Thanatology” written by Steve Yockey, and then a wombo combo of “Tombstone” by Davy Perez next (”Brokebacknatural” as the PR said at the time).  Listen.  This is the part that SPN crossed a line that they couldn’t come back from.  With Cas being Dean’s “big win,” the fact that Dean and Cas watch movies together, “I told you, he’s an angry sleeper.  Like a bear.” Talked about it here.
This is where, in my opinion, the network stepped in, but the damage was already done.  They had already established that Cas was Dean’s big win, that Dean’s poor coping was not due to Mary’s disappearance, but solely due to Cas, and that Dean and Cas have more married energy than anyone else.  The network had nixed blatant canon at this point, and they writing room had been pushing the boundaries of what the network would allow. 
After these episodes, we see a marked drop off of DeanCas heavy scenes.  They’re still there, still a part of the fabric of the season, but not as...obvious as it had been in early season 13.
And this continued through season 14, we’re back to scraps of Destiel scenes here and there, but to me it always felt like there was something bubbling under the surface, something distinctly unsaid in the themes of the season, even after the walk back of obvious “Dean and Cas are in love” scenes.
And then we get to season 15, which, y’all know I talk about all the time.  What’s important here is that Bobo and Glynn are both executive producers, calling more of the shots than ever before.  Additionally, it’s important to note that, though they only co write occasionally, Glynn and Berens refer to each other as “work husband” and “work wife.”  Each episode has just turned up the volume, and, not for the first time, but certainly the most obvious, Dean and Cas ARE the season.  Sure, they’re trying to beat God, they’re trying to finally find peace, defeat the final big bad, but really?  This season has been about Dean, and Dean’s relationship to Cas.
And not only do we have obvious and clear Destiel in nearly every episode, but we have episodes like “Last Call” which canonize bi!Dean (wrote about that here).
And, maybe most importantly so far, we have “The Rupture,” the breakup, and “The Trap,” Dean’s confession (both written by Berens).  And here’s the thing.  These episodes feel connected, but also feel like they’re missing something.  Beren’s last episode is 15x18, “The Truth.”  We’ve all spec’ed about what could happen in this episode, and I think *I* know what it’s leading to.  But for it to be leading to that, it means that the network has to have approved what we’ve all been waiting for years for.
Who got this change to happen?  Who got the network to change their minds?  It wasn’t us.  It was them.  I am fully convinced that Dabb and Berens quite literally put their careers on the line for Dean and Cas.  They believe in them, they’ve shown that from the beginning, but the only thing standing in the way was the network, never allowing them to take the final step. 
So, to answer your question: I think the writers want canon DeanCas because they’ve already shown us that they do.  Take a look at their episodes, at Dabb’s, at Beren’s, at Glynn’s, at Perez’s, at Yockey’s.  They’ve been telling us what’s going on with Dean and Cas for years.
Sure, I’m not in their heads, I guess I don’t know for *sure* that this has been their thought process, but if we put it all together, from the marked shift when Dabb fully took over in s12, to the change right after “Tombstone,” to the new shift, the blatantly romantic shift in season 15, what else is there?
I’ve said for a long time that we, the SPN fandom, are beyond lucky to have the writer’s that we do.  They’re all going to go on to have prolific careers and we were lucky to get them at the end of our little show.  I give them a lot of credit for what we have in the show today.
Just remember, they’ve been telling us in all of s15 who Chuck is.  He says he’s the writer, right?  But a writer who doesn’t have control of his characters?  A writer who wants to do the same ending over and over because it “works”?  That doesn’t sound like a writer, it sounds like a network exec.
They’ve been showing us what they want for years, and the way s15 is going?  I think they may have convinced the network to let us have it.
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anunvalidcritic · 4 years ago
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INVINCIBLE: S1-EP1
(DISCLAIMER: MY OPINION IS MY OWN AND CAN BE DEEMED INVALID TO THOSE WHO DON’T CARE FOR IT.)
So I was on my Prime Video account, and I saw that there was a new animated superhero. As I watched the teaser I thought, “Man, I gotta do better at seeing new shows.” So I watched it and JESUS CHXST SOOOO MUCH HAPPENED IN THE FIRST EPISODE!!! 
                                          IT’S ABOUT TIME
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The way this show started really threw me for a loop because it fully invested me in this conversation about STEVE’s step son MATT...
“I’m supposed to learn to tuck and roll away from a guy who can shoot laser out of his eyes, or control minds, or kick a goddamn school bus to the moon?” - 
He’s got a point...
MATT had it rough y’all...
Don’t start cryin’ STEVE... not at work
The art style kinda reminds me of the BOONDOCKS
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STEVE don’t start stumblin’ on your words now..
WAR WOMAN slapped him with that weapon like nothin’
RED RUSH + Zoomin’ to Fast = Vomit
He didn’t have to throw that civilian by the head like that ROFL
I won’t lie... as soon as I saw this man I immediately thought... “Black Batman”... I am ashamed
They are really fuckin’ up the WHITE HOUSE... I wonder how the taxpayers feel about this??
We appreciate the diversity in in any show!
Ahh high school drama... gotta love it....
LMAO ANDREW is into mustaches
TODD has such a dicky name... I feel bad for the dudes named Todd. 
Ahh come on, MARK! Your dad is OMNI-MAN, and he didn’t teach you to block a hit like that??
AMBER comin’ in clutch with the kick to the balls
BUGER MART = BURGER KING
I really hope those trash bags don’t bust open on him...
...well damn...
OMNI-MAN is not lookin’ excited about him getting his powers. I think we can all agree that there’s a little more to their powers...
CAAANNNNAAAADDDDAAAAA
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Dude, don’t psych yourself out, just do it!
He practically floated into the stratosphere and hit that ground like nothing 
TRAINING W/ OMNI-MAN
My mouth was a bit ajar listening to the pee analogy
“Try to hit me.” - OMNI-MAN
Now you know damn well he can’t hit you...
BRO HE DIDN’T HAVE TO ROCK HIS SON’S SHIT LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!
“I didn’t mean to hit you so hard.” - OMNI-MAN
dude your face says otherwise
Something is off with OMNI-MAN...
I would’ve slammed the door as well... if I lived in the same household as him ROFL
Alright, so now it’s confirmed that ANDREW doesn’t know that OMNI-MAN is MARK’s father. I thought he might of because of the whole mustache comment but that is not the case lol. 
If a guy is telling you to repeatedly him and he slowly becomes numb to it then you should probably start walking TF AWAY
Look at all that property damage....
“What about Ass Kicker? No... that sounds willful childish.” - MARK
MARK your dad is on a different level... don’t have him rock yo shit again..
I’m not vibing with the orange outfit...
“Make me.” - MARK
I could never and I MEAN NEVER say some shit like that to my mom, superhero or NOT
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“I’m nothing like Dad. I’m more like you. I’m nothing special.” - MARK
Well, fuck you too MARK fuck... you...too
I like how they’re just playing catch in the middle of the sky above their neighborhood like it’s nothing. 
That ball is going all the way around the world like a fuckin’ merry-go-round!
He is now...INVINCIBLE
Great solo flying sequence
“You guys think your biting off a little more than you can chew? That building has a whole in it, look!” - KILL CANNON
I liked how he asked if it was all clear after he punched him through the building.
RED RUSH + CONVERSATION = BORDEM
lol dude is the prime video version of Marvel’s Vulture
So everybody’s gettin’ called to the base... is there an invasion going on??
DARK WING has some cool tech!
Alright, everybody’s accounted for... who called the team meeting if it wasn’t any of th
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NO NOT RED RUSH!!!!!!!!!!!
“Why have you done this?” - THE IMMORTAL
yeah I wanna know tooo!
ofc the one with no powers gets fuckin’ DEMOLISHED in a heartbeat!
GREEN GHOST did not have to go out like that!
ICONIC DIALOGUE
AQUARUS - “Are you alright?!”
MARTIAN MAN - “I live.”
BRO WAR WOMAN & THE IMMORTAL ARE GOIN’ IN!!!! I MEAN THIS IS THE EQUIVALENT TO BUCKY AND CAP TAG TEAMIN’ IRON MAN!!
WHAT EH FUCK JUST HAPPENED!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! OMNI-MAN HAS LOST HIS FUCKING MIND!!!!!!!!
.... at least WAR WOMAN got her neck snapped...
SOMEBODY BETTER TELL ME THAT SHIT WAS UST A DREAM!?!?
nah that was real because he looked a little to tired from that dead
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THIS SERIES IS ALREADY FUCKING AMAZING! My God, I’m already excited for a season two LOL. Let’s get to episode two, shall we? Just remember that everyone’s a critic when their opinion matters the least. 
List of Episodes with link :) ~
EP1 - EP2 - EP3 - EP4 - EP5 - EP6 - EP7 - EP8
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simonsrosebud · 4 years ago
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Hmmm maybe Kevin teaching Dalton how to play exy?
you got it!
kevin loves him, but when dalton suggests that he teach him how to play exy he already knows it’s a bad idea.
well, wymack is really the one who brings it up.  it’s after winter break, and kevin finally asked him to come have dinner with him and his father at abby’s.
dalton knows fuck all about exy, but he knows how to talk about it in his own way, and wymack sure has no problem explaining things.  kevin thinks he likes it.
it’s better than what they were talking about before, anyhow.  
something about a shopping center right off campus that they’re tearing down to make into hotels.
kevin doesn’t know how much longer he could’ve handled hearing that conversation.
“i feel like i say it every time i see a game, i’ll never get how effortlessly these guys play the game.  like, my body would shut itself down.”
wymack shrugs a shoulder, and nods at kevin across the table.  “bet you could get kevin to teach you.  you’ve got the stature to be a hell of a backliner, in my opinion.”
dalton grins.  “normally i just get asked if i play basketball, so i’ll take it!”
and the next day, dalton jumps onto kevin’s bed and closes his laptop.  “i was doing homework!”
“you were looking at exy stats, babe.”  kevin frowns.  “but speaking of… what if i asked you to teach me a bit?  how to throw the ball, or catch it, or whatever?”
kevin raises an eyebrow.  “are you serious?”  dalton nods.  “okay, um, are you sure, though?  i’ve been told i’m not really a nice teacher.”
dalton kisses him.  “that’s… kind of hot.  in my head.”
and kevin teaching him is hot, until he starts to realize that kevin really isn’t a nice teacher.  he can’t blame him, though,  he was warned.
kevin gives dalton his backup stick to use.  it’s a heavy, but it’s what backliners use, and wymack wasn’t wrong when he said dalton was built like typical backliners.
he’s also wearing old gear from the gear closet.  kevin knows exy takes over his whole life, but damn his boyfriend looks good wearing his backup jersey.
kevin teaches dalton how to throw and catch, and how to pop the ball out of an opponents racquet- to an extent.
but at some point matt joins them and has kevin go against the two of them.  you know, for fun.
dalton holds back, and matt can tell.  after kevin gets around them matt nudges him with his elbow.  “dude, kevin’s intimidating, but don’t hold back.  you’re built and you’re my height.  he’s tough as nails, he’ll be fine.”
dalton hesitates.  are there rules against knocking my boyfriend down?  he looks at kevin across the court.  “are you sure?  i don’t wanna ram into him too hard and hurt him or something.  think he’d dump me,” he jokes, and matt laughs, but shakes his head.
“nah.  i mean, don’t bulldoze him, but don’t be afraid to stop him, you know?  we do scrimmages at practice all the time.”
dalton nods, and gets into starting position, whatever that means.  and when kevin starts coming at them he waits a moment before making a run for it.  dalton knows he’s going to try and side step him at the last moment, so before he gets the chance dalton rams into him and pops his racquet.  or well, hits kevin’s with his.  his technique is nonexistent.
but of course, he discards the game in favor of catching his arm around kevin’s back so he doesn’t fall backwards.  he did push him pretty hard.
kevin’s breathing hard as he looks at dalton, surprised, and then up to his racquet.  “you’re a dick,” he says, and pops dalton’s racquet to get the ball back.
the play doesn’t continue, but it doesn’t matter because matt’s laughing and andrew has joined in the bleachers at some point to videotape the whole thing.  “yo, he really got you, kevin!  how do you feel about that!”
kevin glares at matt.  he turns and shoots a perfect goal.  both “backliners” shrug.  
dalton grabs kevin’s gloved hand.  kevin pulls away instinctively, because the last person to grab his gloved hand was riko.  “sorry,” he breathes.
dalton would drop the stick in his hands if he wasn’t aware of how expensive it is.  “are you okay?”  kevin nods.
“no one finds out about this.”  kevin points between their racquets.  dalton shrugs, he’s grinning, and hits his own helmet like idiot.
“can we go again?”  kevin narrows his eyes.  “or we can just have a catch?  teach me how to throw better!”
kevin pops a hip.  “when i did that before you started getting annoyed at the way i teach.”
“well, i was, but i still wanna learn.”  he plants his racquet to the ground.  “you are not a nice teacher.”
he’s not wrong. 
“get on the line, miller.”
by the time they call it quite, dalton doesn’t know how anyone could play exy for a living.  he’s fit, sure, but exy really takes it out of him.
however, not enough to keep him from pinning kevin down on his bed once they get back to his apartment.
kevin tells him to keep the jersey on.
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freddiesaysalright · 5 years ago
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Soft in Love Part 2
A Gwilym Lee x Student!Reader Fic
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Summary: Y/N is an acting student in her last semester of college. When a professor unexpectedly can’t make it for the senior capstone class, a very famous (and handsome) substitute is called in. When they connect, they face a few challenges.
Word Count: 2.7k
Tag List:  @psychosupernatural​, @someone-get-a-medic​, @bensrhapsody​, @deakyclicks​, @crazylittlethingcalledobsession​, @minigranger​, @crazyweirdocalledfriday​, @benders-diamond-earring​, @im-an-adult-ish​, @anincurablefangirl​, @kiainspace​, @lookuptotheskiesandsee​ If you’d like to be added, let me know!
A/N: Hope you all enjoy this next part! Sorry it’s taken a little longer than usual, I’ve been pretty busy at work.
Warning(s): None! Well, more pining, but hey, y’all asked for this.
Part 1
Part 2 here we go!!!
That night, you went to Sloan’s for pizza and a movie. Since you lived on campus as part of your scholarship, you tended to hang out at Sloan and Andrew’s apartment once classes were over and homework was done. You had a room to yourself, but it wasn’t spacious, so the three of you normally were at their shabby, typical New York apartment with little space and even less furniture.
“So, what should we watch?” you wondered as you plopped down on the couch.
“How about Bohemian Rhapsody?” Sloan suggested, wiggling her eyebrows at you. “Y’know, so you can really see Gwilym in action?”
Andrew groaned. “Come on, Sloan, we’ve teased her enough.”
“What?” she shot back. “They were really connecting.”
“Connecting?” you questioned. “We barely said two words to each other.”
You had neglected to tell them about running into your substitute in the library. You were keeping that moment to yourself. It felt like something private, even though it was perfectly innocent. You wanted to keep it in your heart. For now, at least.
“All that eye contact,” Sloan continued. “It was like Edward and Bella in there.”
“If it was like Edward and Bella, he’s more likely to murder me than anything,” you retorted. 
“Edward doesn’t kill Bella!” she argued.
“He turns her into a vampire!” Andrew pointed out. “That’s the same thing!”
“No it isn’t!” 
“Yes it is!”
“Okay, Jacob!”
“Guys!” you interjected. “If we talk anymore about Twilight, I’m going to kill myself. Let’s just pick a movie.”
“I still vote for Bohemian Rhapsody,” Sloan said. “Y/N should see at least one thing our new professor is in.”
“I think we should watch a classic,” Andrew replied. “I haven’t watched Casablanca in a while.”
“One vote for Bohemian Rhapsody, one vote for Casablanca,” she said, then looked at you. “Would you like to cast a vote, or add a contender?”
You thought for a moment, but you already knew what you were going to pick. You just wanted to give Andrew the illusion of having a chance. You tapped your chin with your forefinger.
“I’m gonna go with…” you paused. “Bohemian Rhapsody.”
“Oh, come on!” Andrew mock complained. Then he smiled. “Alright, I’m gonna order the pizza.”
“We’ll start the movie,” Sloan assured him.
As she picked up the remote, you considered telling her about the library. You weren’t sure why Sloan should be allowed this information and not Andrew, but you’d noticed he had sort of drifted from you while you were dating Daniel. Now that you and Daniel were broken up, Andrew was friendlier than before even. It made you a little confused. And the distance really hurt you.
But you looked at Sloan and thought about what she had said so far. You didn’t think she would tease you about the library, but she also would likely turn it into something it wasn’t. She had a tendency to gas you up for things that were hardly ever a big deal in reality. So you decided not to tell her. The moment would remain just yours. And Gwilym’s, of course.
The movie began, with the pizza arriving about half an hour in. You wouldn’t call yourself a huge Queen fan, but you liked their hits. You admired the movie’s aesthetic, but you especially admired Gwilym’s performance. He looked so cool with the curly hair and the seventies clothes. It was rather unlike the man you’d met earlier that day. Not that Gwilym didn’t look cool, he just wasn’t as glam. At least, not on that level.
When the movie finished after the Live Aid scene, you had gotten a little emotional. You wiped your burning eyes and sniffled.
“So, what’d you think?” Sloan asked, switching the television off.
“It was good,” you choked out.
“Oh my God, Y/N, you’re such a sap,” Andrew joked.
“Shut up!” you returned. “I just have feelings. There’s nothing wrong with that!”
He laughed. “Nah, I guess you’re right.”
You stretched out on the couch, nudging his thigh playfully with your toe as you giggled and yawned. He smiled back at you.
“I’m beat,” you sighed. “I think I’ll head back to my dorm.”
“You know you’re always welcome to stay here,” Andrew said.
“I know,” you replied. “But I don’t like to intrude. Plus, your couch is lumpy.”
“You could take my bed,” he offered.
Something about the way he didn’t look at you when he said it rubbed you the wrong way. If Andrew had feelings for you, you wished he would either say it or get over it, but not say things like that to leave you wondering. You knew it could never be that way between you, so you hoped for the latter.
“I’d rather be in my own bed,” you said, keeping your tone light.
You got off the couch and stretched again. As you put your backpack on, you thanked them for the pizza and then bid them goodnight. 
Sloan closed the door behind you and looked at her roommate.
“Could you be any more obvious?” she said. She continued by doing her best Andrew impression. “Stay here, sleep in my bed, suck my dick.”
“Oh, fuck off,” he returned, disappearing in to his room. 
You headed back to campus, which was only a few blocks away, your mind racing. Everything from your chance library meeting with Gwilym to whatever the hell had gotten into Andrew was swirling around in your mind.
As you passed the coffee shop closest to campus - frequented by mostly students and faculty, you spotted Gwilym though the window. You watched him as he pored over the book you had recommended, sipping his drink with something of a refined air about him. The temptation to go in and say hello was overwhelming. You were just so drawn to him for some reason. But you decided against it, remembering the way Sloan had compared you both to the cringiest couple perhaps ever written. Showing up suddenly at the coffee shop after one earlier chance meeting seemed very stalker or Edward Cullen-ish. Even if it was genuinely a coincidence. With a sigh, you moved along.
Gwilym lifted his eyes from the page he was reading and looked around. He felt as if there was someone he knew nearby, but as his eyes scanned the room, he saw only strangers. Movement by the window made him look out, but he missed who or whatever it was that created the motion. He blinked in that direction, his mind drawing up - for some reason - an image of you standing there. 
Something resembling disappointment crossed over his heart, but he pushed it down. He didn’t need to be wishing to see you anywhere outside of class. His phone ringing brought a welcome distraction.
“Hello?” he said, picking it up.
“Gwilym, hi!” chirped the voice of Dr. Bennett. “I just wanted to check on you and see how the first day went.”
“You’ve just given birth, and you’re worried about me?” he returned. “Emily, that’s ridiculous.”
“Don’t scold me, Gwil,” she answered lightly. “How’d the class go?”
“If you must know, it went just fine,” he told her. “I’ve been introduced to everyone. You have a very talented class there.”
“Excited as I am to have my son, I am a bit bummed I won’t get to teach them,” she agreed. “But, I’ve left them in very capable hands. I’m glad it’s going smoothly.”
“It really is,” he said.
“What do you think of Y/N?” she asked.
His chest tightened.
“She seems like a lovely girl,” he said stiffly.
“She’s a real star,” she went on. 
“I haven’t heard her sing yet, but from the way you and Dr. Curtis talk, I feel I should have a handkerchief on me or something.”
She laughed. “She’ll impress you I’m sure. Be careful there.”
He paused, wanting to know more about what she meant. It was an odd thing to say about a student. Was she joking? Was she giving him some warning about who you were? Were you not what you seemed? He wanted answers, but decided to ignore it entirely. That was the best way to deal with something like this, in his opinion.
“How are you and the baby?” Gwilym asked, desperate to change the subject.
“Perfect, so far,” she said. “Just ready to get home.”
“I’m sure.”
“Hey, Gwil,” she said.
“Yeah?”
“Please keep me updated on everything,” she requested. “I’ll come and see the show at the end of the semester, but I want to know how everything comes together.”
“Will do,” he promised.
“Thanks,” she said warmly.
“You get some rest now,” he said.
“Will do,” she replied, and he heard the smile in her voice.
They said goodbye and hung up. Gwilym’s mind still reeled with her warning. Be careful there. Be careful of what, exactly? Perhaps it was better if he never knew.
On Thursday, you showed up to class early, as usual. The auditorium was empty except for Gwilym. Your heart rate quickened as you approached him. 
“Morning,” you said brightly.
He turned his head and smiled at you. “Hello, Y/N. You’re early.”
“I’m always early,” you said with a shrug. “How’s the book?”
“I’m only three chapters in, but it is interesting,” he replied. “Fond as I am of Shakespeare’s plays, it’s his poetry that really gets me.”
“Oh, really?” you wondered.
He nodded. “Yes. Poetry and songs I think are the most intimate forms of writing. The authors put their feelings out and wrap them up in beautiful language. And somehow, that makes others feel it. As if it were their own. If that makes any sense.”
You pondered his words a moment. You thought of every time you’d sung in your car at the top of your lungs, the words of a song just punching you right in the heart. 
“It makes sense,” you said. “I didn’t realize you were so into that stuff.”
“There’s a lot about me that may surprise you, Y/N,” he said.
You met his gaze, searching for the meaning behind that. He cut his eyes away before you did, clearing his throat.
“Would you like to get started?” he asked. “We can begin with your solo, ‘The Boy Next Door’.”
“Sounds good,” you agreed. “Want me to sing acapella or play piano?”
“You sing, I’ll accompany you,” he returned.
“You play piano?” you questioned. “You certainly are full of surprises.”
The teasing tone felt a bit unfamiliar to you. Were you flirting with him? If you were, was it wrong?
“I play piano, but not very well,” he replied humbly. “I can play a simple tune like this.”
You smiled as you both took the stage, you stopping in the center and he taking a seat on the piano bench. You waited for his cue, and then when he began, you opened your mouth and began to sing.
“The moment I saw him smile
I knew he was just my style
My only regret is we’ve never met
Though I dream of him all the while
But he doesn’t know I exist
No matter how I may persist
So it’s clear to see, there’s no hope for me
Though I live at fifty-one-thirty-”
Gwilym missed a note on the piano and stopped, bringing you to a halt as well. You shot him a questioning look.
“Sorry,” he said. “I’m not good enough to turn the pages on time.”
“Oh, is that all?” you teased. “Here, I’ll stand next to the piano and turn the pages for you.”
“I’m very much obliged,” he returned.
You walked over and stood to the side, looking expectantly at him.
“From ‘so it’s clear,’” he told you.
“So it’s clear to see, there’s no hope for me
Though I live at fifty-one-thirty-five Kensington Avenue-”
You turned the page.
“And he lives at fifty-one-thirty three.
How can I ignore the boy next door
I love him more than I can say
Doesn’t try to please me
Doesn’t even tease me
And he never sees me glance his way…”
You stole a glance at Gwilym as you held  this note. His face was screwed up in concentration as his eyes followed the music. His hands, which were large and smooth, moved gracefully. His long fingers pressed the keys with ease. He looked very handsome.
“And though I’m heart sore, the boy next door
Affection for me won’t display
I just adore him
So I can’t ignore him
The boy next door…”
You held the note and came off of it slowly and softly. Gwilym did the same with his final note. As the song closed, you looked at each other. A moment of softness passed between your gazes. Gwilym was beginning to understand his friend’s warning. You were so...charming.
“That was very good,” he said.
“Thank you,” you said sweetly.
“I’m impressed you knew all the words,” he remarked.
“I’ve been a fan of the movie since I was little,” you told him. “I literally wanted to be Judy Garland.”
“Well, you don’t have very far to go,” he said. “Although, I believe Y/N Y/L/N is perfect just as she is. You don’t have to be Judy Garland.”
Heat came to your cheeks.
“Thank you,” you said again, looking at the floor.
You paused, searching for something to say in return, some compliment to pay him.
“The piano playing was -”
“Please, Y/N, let’s not go there,” he said, a smile pulling at his lips. “My piano playing is absolute shit.”
He held his breath as the words left his mouth, fearful you might take offense to the language or feel he was getting too comfortable. When you clapped your hand over your mouth to stifle the most adorable giggle he’d ever heard, he was relieved.
“It wasn’t shit!” you protested. “Really, it wasn’t!”
“I appreciate you trying to bolster me, but the most redeeming part was playing through your page turn, which was executed flawlessly.”
You laughed some more.
“Well, I am known around here for my page turning skills,” you joked.
“I have a feeling you’ll be known for many things, Y/N,” he said. “Including turning pages for barely capable pianists.” 
Your smile lingered on your lips as your classmates began entering the theater. Sloan eyed you questioningly as he saw how close you were standing to Gwilym. When had you drifted that way? You hadn’t felt yourself move.
Tucking your hair behind your ear, you stepped away, back toward center stage. Gwilym got to his feet and followed you, turning to address the other students.
“Welcome back, everyone,” he said.
He took roll quickly before getting into rehearsal. He and Lily were working on their early scene in the wagon. You watched him ease her into comfort with him. She was six, just like her character, Tootie, and though not shy, did need to warm up to people. Sloan’s sister took a seat in the audience, and you saw her soften as she looked on as well.
“Isn’t that sweet?” you said to Sloan as she approached you.
She looked over at Gwilym going back and forth with her niece.
“Precious,” she said flatly. “You and Gwilym seemed pretty cozy.”
You rolled your eyes, but knew you still looked flushed. 
“Oh, please,” you said. “We were just practicing.”
“Y/N, look at me,” she said with uncharacteristic seriousness.
You did.
“I know we’re joking about how hot he is and all that, but it’s not smart to think any further than that,” she said. “He’s a professor - at least right now - and both of you could get into trouble.”
Defensiveness surged through you.
“You’re talking about it like we’ve been sleeping together or something,” you said, harsher than you meant to. “You’re the one who’s been making the jokes. Nothing’s happened, so spare me the lecture.”
“Y/N, I’m just trying to be a friend,” she said.
“Look, it’s perfectly normal to connect with a teacher,” you returned. “It’s nothing more than that.”
She looked you over, skepticism coming over her sharp features.
“If you say so, Y/N,” she said with a sigh. “But, for the record, I’ve never seen you look at anyone the way you were looking at him when we walked in. Ever.”
She walked away, leaving you stricken where you stood.
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camelliacats · 4 years ago
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Nothing to Do
Another random oneshot.
Fic: "Nothing to Do" [FFN] [AO3]
Pairings/Characters: pre?Fay Dunbar/Andrew Kirke
Rating: K+
Words: ~1,070
Additional info: romance, Maydayverse, Harry's era, 3rd person POV
Summary: They've got nothing better to do, so they talk. But one talk does a lot.
               Fay Dunbar pulled her Gryffindor scarf tighter around her neck as she shivered in the stands. She wished she could've convinced her best mate, Sally-Anne, to join her, but Sally-Anne didn't have much of an interest in Quidditch, so there had been no cajoling her into watching the tryouts.
               Fay frowned when she thought about that. Sally-Anne needed to take more of an interest in the Wizarding world, in her opinion. Fay didn't mind that Sally-Anne was a Muggle-born; in fact, Fay had learned a lot about the crazy things Muggles did because of Sally-Anne. But sometimes Fay wished that Sally-Anne were more curious about her magical side…
               The brunette shook her head and gazed down at where Harry had, with Ginny's help, gotten everyone to line up somewhat. Angelina Johnson had been a fairly decent Captain last year, in Fay's opinion, and everyone knew that Harry had strong leadership qualities. But could he captain a Quidditch team to victory all on his own?
               "Mind if I sit here?"
               Fay turned her head and saw one of the fifth years in Gryffindor drop down beside her. She sort of remembered him. "You're Andrew Kirke, right?"
               He grinned. "Ah, you're too kind. You remember me from the team last year?"
               Not one to coddle when it wasn't needed, Fay replied, "You're being replaced."
               He frowned and looked towards the pitch. "Yeah. So I am."
               Fay raised one eyebrow and returned her attention to the tryouts. "Why did you come, then?"
               "I like watching Quidditch just as much as the next fan." Andrew let an odd beat pass before he added, "My roommate and friend…Ritchie Coote. Jack and I convinced him to try out for the spot."
               "Ah."
               "Jack was the other Beater with me last year."
               "I remember Sloper, too, just as well as I remember you."
               Andrew pulled a face. "All right, so maybe we weren't the best players—"
               She couldn't help but smirk a little. "You screamed when you almost crashed into Zacharias Smith in that match against Hufflepuff."
               "All right, all right! I don't need a reminder!" He scoffed and jammed his hands in his pockets.
               As the tryouts began, Fay tried to keep her attention on the field. Unfortunately, things were rather boring. About half of those who showed up weren't even really there to play, just to get a look at the "Chosen One." Sure, Fay had heard the rumors about Harry and his friends and their trip to the Ministry months ago, but she didn't care about it as much as other students seemed to. After Harry sent that lot away, there were a pitiful few left. Then he began blathering to them about flying around.
               Fay slid her focus to Andrew then. He was still looking at the field, his expression a mixture of desperate hope and calm envy. The witch darted a few furtive glances around her and noted that the stands were rather empty. Hermione had come, and even Lavender was sitting up high to get a good view. But there were only a few other watchers from the younger years, and they were all mainly there to gawk at Harry. So why had Andrew decided to sit with her, of all people?
               "Where's your friend Jack?" she asked, trying to sound purely polite.
               "Nah, I couldn't get him to come watch," Andrew said. He peeked her way. "He, ah, was still rather sore about things…" Andrew pointed to a younger boy standing next to Ritchie. "See him? That's third year Jimmy Peakes. He's good friends with Ritchie."
               Fay nodded. It wasn't uncommon for younger and older students to form friendships, if they belonged to the same House.
               "Jack thinks that Ritchie's one thing, since we know him well. But he doesn't like the thought of a younger student replacing him." He smiled gently. "Especially with another 'J' name. From Jack to Jimmy—it's got Jack a bit buggered."
               "Oh." She widened her eyes and shut her gaping mouth. "I'm sorry about that."
               "No… We could've been better, definitely. But Ritchie's tougher than us, and he says that Jimmy will be good, too, so I guess we've just got to have faith, yeah?" He looked her way, his smile a little bit bigger this time.
               For a few seconds, staring back at his black eyes, Fay forgot about why she'd come to the Quidditch pitch to begin with. Then she shook herself and pulled her scarf even tighter to hide her face. Her cheeks felt awfully warm.
               "How come you're here?"
               "I just love Quidditch. I don't think I'd play myself," she said, "but I love watching it."
               "Yeah?"
               "Yes."
               They watched for a little while. Ritchie and Jimmy weren't too bad. Ginny was brilliant and gave Harry a run for his money. Ron was okay, but Cormac McLaggen was a better Keeper. Dean was also fairly decent, as a Chaser. Katie looked just as ready to head for the showers as Ginny and Harry did, though.
               When tryouts ended, Fay paused to think about Sally-Anne's schedule and where she might be. Maybe she could convince her to go for a fly, as Fay was sort of itching to do that after watching everyone else.
               "You're, ah, Fay Dunbar, right?" Andrew asked, resuming their conversation.
               "That's me," Fay answered.
               "You've got a lot of opinions about the game for not having played it."
               "What can I say?" Her smirk returned. "I'm a diehard fan."
               He rolled his eyes, but she thought he was still cute despite that. "Then maybe the diehard fan might attend the next match with me."
               Fay couldn't believe her ears. Maybe she'd said hello once to the bloke before in the common room, but he was asking her out? She chuckled and stood, leaving the stands.
               Andrew blushed bright, Gryffindor maroon. "Hey! What's so funny?"
               "Diehard fans only have the game in their heart!" Fay yelled behind her.
               "I thought that diehard fans don't have time for anything but the game," Andrew teased her a month later as they walked with their fellow Hogwartians to the match.
               "Well, I just had nothing better to do, and my friend wanted to study instead, so," Fay grumbled.
               Andrew nodded but snickered, and Fay tried to think of only brooms and Bludgers and not of how Sally-Anne had nagged her to go with Andrew.
               Really! There was just nothing better to do.
Short and sweet—I like it! XD Haha, they have so much potential… Ah, and not just 'cuz they're minor charries! ;D
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~mew
2017 note: XD Very cute. One of my fav OTPs. They definitely pop up more in my other Maydayverse fics. :D I'm just a little sad I've not rly written Fandrew much since 2013… ;w;
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purplesurveys · 4 years ago
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Have a friends survey, because I’m really missing mine.
-- List 8 Friends of Either Gender --
1. Andrew 2. Jo 3. Aya 4. Gabie 5. Hannah 6. Angela 7. Laurice 8. Aliyah
Questions About These Friends
Does number 4 have a driver’s license? Yeah. I’m pretty sure we were part of the first few people in our high school batch who learned how to drive and get our licenses.
Can number 7 speak another language? Well yeah, she can speak Filipino. Everyone on the list can at least speak Filipino.
Does 2 know your parents well? Not so much. She knows the basic stuff about my parents that I tell everyone, like how my dad works abroad.
Have 3 and 5 been in the same room together? Multiple times, until Aya graduated. All three of us were in the same applicant batch in our org so we spent a loooot of time together.
Does 1 have similar music tastes to you? Broadly, yeah. I know we both like R&B and hip-hop but he’s faaaar more passionate about the genre and he’s a lot better at picking out artists and songs.
Has 6 ever stayed at your house? She’s visited a handful of times, but I prefer going to her house instead. I don’t really have a lot to offer here whereas we never run out of things to do at her place.
When did 3 last text you? If we are talking of strictly texts, November 2018. Aya was never a good replier on text lol. But my last notification of her in general was at 4 AM today, when she sent a meme to our friends’ group chat.
Does 5 have any pets? If so, what do they have? Nope. WELP I don’t know actually. She lives all the way in Bacolod so her home life doesn’t get raised much. I know she loves dogs though.
Does 7 live in the same town/city as you? Nah, she’s a south baby through and through.
Have you ever lent something important to 8? I’ve never even met her yet. We keep planning to especially since she works in Metro Manila now, but our schedules just never work out.
Can number 1 sing well? Yes. He’s done a lot of singing gigs and as far as I know he even put out an EP at one point. He has a sick stage name too.
Does 2 have any siblings? Nah, she’s an only child.
If 4 called you at 2 AM, what would your reaction be? Take it and assume she has trouble falling asleep.
Who is 8′s best friend? I’m not sure; I don’t know her all that well. I would assume it’s someone all the way in Mindanao, since that’s where she grew up and went to school and her whole life is there - she really only moved to Metro Manila for work. That’s why I feel for her sometimes and keep offering to meet up, so she can feel less lonely.
Does 6 have a favourite tv show? If so, what is it? She loooves watching TV series but I never knew what her favorite is. Good question, I’ll have to ask her this soon.
Who out of 5 and 7 knows you the best? I say they both know me on the same level but I think Laurice does slightly more. We’ve had deeper conversations, so it’s a safe guess.
Does 4 have a boyfriend/girlfriend? You are reading her answers right now. ;)
Does 2 have a career/knows what they want to be? Yes, she’s always wanted to be a journalist. She’s entering her senior year now and I’m really proud and super impressed with her for being able to keep up such a demanding, brutal passion; I was burned out from journ by freshman year. She even helps run a fact-checking website now :) It had just been a requirement in her class to come up with a fact-checking website but theirs got SO successful, racked up some awards, and now it’s still going.
Have you ever kissed 1? No. He’s like a brother to me and that just sounds like the weirdest scenario.
Does 3 have or want children? Yes. I know she wanted them when she was with Jo, but I’m not sure if she’s changed her mind lately.
Does 6 have any piercings or tattoos? Yep, on her ears.
Do your parents know 8? No. She’s an internet friend, so I never get to raise it in conversations. And I doubt they’ll be happy if they found out I made a friend on the interwebs anyway.
Which Number...
Have you had romantic feelings for? 4.
Have you told a secret to? 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6,7, 8. I’m pretty open with my secrets, as dumb as that sounds lol
Have you shared a bed with? 2, 3, 4, 6, 7.
Have you watched a movie with? I remember watching The Devil Wears Prada with 2 and 3. I’ve watched several movies with 4.
Have you seen cry? 2, 3, 4, 6.
Have seen you cry? 1, 4, 5. 5 hasn’t seen me cry but she has definitely heard me.
Have cooked you something? 6 and 7 :) They’re also the biggest mom friends on the list, so I’m not surprised.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? 1, 4, 6. I’m not sure if 2 and 3 are still together; we never get to update each other anymore. Have met your parents? 2, 3, 7 from a meeting we once held at my house. And 4 and 6, of course - they’re my mom’s favorites.
Have been to the same school/college as you? Everyone except 8.
About Number One What age are they? He turned 22 in June.
Have you met their parents? Never. He can’t give less of a shit about his dad so I don’t care for him, though. I know he’s super protective of his mom.
Have you ever been in a relationship with them? Not at all. He wouldn’t be my type, and like I said he’s a brother to me more than anything else.
Do they like most of your other friends? We mostly have mutual friends, so. I know he likes my best frieinds though - he was even the one who reminded me about putting Angela on my thesis acknowledgments.
How often do you two meet up and/or talk? Back in school we used to see each other around 1-2 days a week. He’s a little busier than I am since he takes side gigs, so he’s not in campus all the time.
When did you last argue? We’ve never fought but the last time I got quite upset with him was last December. We were rushing to get our thesis draft submitted on time and apparently he submitted the file to our professor’s VIBER. He for sure got an earful from me that day.
What is their favourite food? I’m not sure. He does tend to have unpopular food opinions so I wouldn’t be surprised if his favorite is not a common choice.
Where is their favourite place to be? On the basketball court or anywhere with Leigh, I’m guessing.
How many close friends do they have? I know of at least two - JM and Blanch. He is friendly and has an extensive circle though, so I’m sure I’m missing several other close friends of his.
Number Two What colour are their eyes? Dark brown.
Have they known you the longest? Not at all. I’ve only known her for three years.
Where were they born? I’m guessing it would either be Manila or Makati.
Why are they your number 2? She just fell on the second slot. I was trying to randomize my friends’ names and hers just turned out to be the second one I thought of.
Do they like children? I don’t know how she feels about them exactly but one thing I know is that she doesn’t hate kids, and we’ve had numerous conversations on what we’d do in certain scenarios involving kids. 
Would they beat you in a race? I think so. But then again I did track at one point, so I’m walking onto that contest already with an advantage.
When did you last spend time alone together? Ugh c’mon man, this question is just sad. Jo had been hanging out at Skywalk less and less ever since most of the people in our friend group graduated last school year, so our last real hangout was probably that time we slept over at Laurice’s in June 2019. We never hung out a lot after that, and of course the lockdown just killed any chances we had of doing so.
Do they have a pet peeve? What is it? She has a lot of pet peeves but I can’t place any of them at the moment.
Number Three What is their hair colour? Black, as do most Filipinos.
What is their job, if they have one? Last I heard she got a gig with a major broadcasting network. I think she’s a segment producer? Segment researcher? Something of the sort.
Do they have their own place? I don’t think so; not just yet.
How many brothers or sisters do they have? I know she has a sister. I’ve forgotten if she has a brother.
Have you ever done something illegal with them? Yes hahaha illegal in university terms, at least. When we had free time and we saw that no one was using one of the classrooms in the college, our friend group snuck inside and played The Devil Wears Prada on the projector. As the only goody-two-shoes in the group I was super uneasy the whole time, but literally no faculty or staff checked in on us for the entire film. That was the moment I knew I was no longer in private school, where everyone watched you like a hawk lol.
How old were you when you met each other? I was 19, she was 21.
Are they more sporty, arty or academic? ARTSY. She’s one of the best artists I’ve ever seen and she can absolutely fucking slay any editorial cartoon.
Have you ever travelled out of country with this person? Nope. I would love to.
Person Four Do they have a favourite musician? St. Vincent’s been her fave for the longest time.
Have you drank alcohol with this person? Many times. When I drink she’s usually around.
Are their parents together? Yes.
What do you enjoy doing with them? EATING OUT!!! I also love going to new places and museum strolling with her, but yeah nothing works for me better than food with my favorite person.
When is their birthday? June 5th.
Do they have long or short hair? Long.
Have you been to a concert with this person? Yes, when we went to (illegally) see Coldplay from the top of a parking lot. Still felt like we were part of the concert grounds though.
If you asked them to describe you, what do you think they would say? Determined, hates to lose, and annoyingly generous.
Person Five Where did you two meet? I met Hannah on our enrollment day for our sophomore year in college. She and Macy had transferred from UPLB to UPD and since Macy and I were already friends from high school, she introduced me to Hannah. Then we became a lot closer when it turned out we were both applying for the same org.
How long ago did they phone you? We both hate phone calls and we’d hate to call/be called.
Do they have a certain sport they play? I don’t think she’s very athletic herself, but she loves watching UAAP games and she has a particular affinity for volleyball.
What about them annoys you sometimes? I never found her annoying. I did notice that her one weakness as a co-worker is her fear of being assertive, putting her foot down, being confident to come up with her own steps on how to come up with steps towards a situation, that kind of stuff. She often wanted someone who she felt like was more knowledgeable to be by her side and make all the decisions. But I did see her bloom a bit after a few months, so I’m proud of the progress.
Are they ruled by their head or their heart? Heart.
Are they male or female? Female.
In what ways are they the opposite of you? She’s religious and she loves to sing and perform.
How many rooms do they have in their house? No clue; I’ve never been to her house. I’ve never even been to her city.
Person Six Can they play an instrument? I think she knows *a bit* of guitar. But she’s not crazy gifted when it comes to musical instruments, I know that much.
Are they close with their mother? VERY. And she has no reason not to be - her mom is the nicest and most compassionate person I’ve ever met. Always treated me like family.
Do you know any of their siblings well? She’s an only child.
How many times have you visited their house? Countless, especially in high school and in our first few years in college.
When did you last go out to eat together? Feb. It was one of the food stalls at The Palace and we needed to eat away all the alcohol lol.
Do they own a bike? I haven’t seen one in her place so I’m assuming no. Her neighborhood is not very bike-friendly to begin with, so it’s understandable.
Do they have a sweet, sour or salty tooth? She has a...green tooth? Hahahaha she likes eating healthily.
What music genre do they listen to most? Pop, pop rock, indie, indie rock.
Person Seven Would you ever consider dating this person? Probably not. She’s SO stable and happy; I’m still working on it. I wouldn’t want to dump my shit on her vibrant and bubbly outlook on life.
Do they prefer cats or dogs? Dog, I think. I don’t know for sure though. 
Are they or do they plan to go to college? To study what? Yes, she’s in her senior year now. She’s also taking up journalism – it’s how we met.
If they did something illegal, what would it be? I highly doubt that would ever happen lmao, she’s super nice and such a goody-two-shoes. If she got caught doing something illegal it’s 100% only because she was with someone who did the thing.
Have you ever shared a sundae with this person? Maybe once or twice.
is their hair dyed or natural? It’s all black now, but at one point she dyed it light brown.
Is this person sarcastic? She can be, especially with people she’s close to.
Is this person more likely to party or sit in and read a book? SIT IN AND READ A BOOK. Literally the most accurate option.
Person Eight Have you ever lied to this person? I probably have. We’ve only ever talked on social media, where it’s a lot easier to tell a tiny lie and get away with it.
Do you know where this person was born? Somewhere in Davao I’m assuming.
Do you know their middle name and do they know yours? We know each others’ second names because have them put out on Facebook; but not our middle names.
Do they have any special talents? If she does, I don’t know about them. She’s amazing at writing though.
What is their starsign? Whatever star sign falls on the first half of December.
What is the first thing you notice about this person? Ever since the time she tweeted that she doesn’t like smiling with her teeth, her smile has always been the first thing I’m drawn to. 
Have you ever had a big row with this person? Never.
Do you like the same types of movies as this person? Not really. We met because she was friends with my friends who liked the same things she did, but when it comes to us we couldn’t really be any more different.
Random Stuff
Which of these friends would you say you are the closest to? Gabie, of course.
Can you remember all of their birthdays? I’ll give it a shot. June 22, December 31, December 5, June 5, January 16, September 15, May 23...and Aliyah’s is in early December, I’m certain.
Is there anything you regret saying to any of them? I guess only towards Gab, because I’m closest with her and we’ve been through the most together.
Which one of these has been there for you the most? Angela.
Which one have you known the longest and the shortest amount of time? I’ve been aware of Gabie the longest (18 years); been friends with Angela the longest (15 years); and been friends with Andrew the shortest (about a year and a half).
If you needed a laugh, you'd call... I wouldn’t call my friends if I needed help...but if I needed a laugh I’d turn to Anj or Andrew.
If you needed advice, you'd call... Mmm I’d pick among Andrew, Aya, Gabie, Angela, and Laurice.
Which one does your parents like the most? ANGELAAAAAAAA. She’s That friend that I can name-drop when I’m asking for permission to go out, and once my mom hears that she’s going to be with me she usually won’t hesitate to say yes haha.
Is there any of these your parents dislike? They don’t dislike any of them but I have a feeling they’ll disapprove of the fact that I made an online friend in Aliyah, especially my mom.
Do any of them share the same initials? Andrew and Aliyah do.
You can invite one with you for a once in a lifetime trip, which one? Angela.
Something you'd like to say to one of them: I miss you. That applies to everyone.
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tomxpayne · 5 years ago
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some day, one day | self para.
WHO: Tom Payne. MENTIONS: Jeffrey Dean Morgan. Tiny mention(s) of; Andrew Lincoln, Norman Reedus, Katie Cassidy & Demi Lovato. WHEN: February 1st, 2020. WHERE: At one of the local bars. WARNING: Just some “light” cursing.
In a quiet night like it was tonight, the bar was definitely not the option you would find Tom to be at. He would have come home late from work, have a nice, relaxing bath and after that, he would relax in bed with Demi and their pets, maybe watch a movie or talk until after midnight, get carried away with words, memories, future plans. Tonight was not that kind of a night though. The man left work earlier than usual, leaving Lili to take care of a couple of things and close the store and he went straight to the nearest bar. It was definitely one of the nights he rarely had but definitely needed. When he walked inside it was not very busy, there were a few people there and it was decent quiet, which he liked.  The man made his ordered and when it arrived, before taking a sip he played a little with the glass on his hands, after the first sip his mind went into the future, started making different kind of thoughts. And that was the moment a familiar voice interrupted it. ➖ “Holy shit now that is someone I was not expecting to see here.”           Tom’s eyes looked up with a smirk on his lips, happy to hear the familiar voice and seen Jeffrey joining him at the bar. “I know, right? I ain’t that lame after all” the man joked with a soft chuckle before taking another sip from his drink, noticing that without even nodding the bartender had brought one for Jeffrey as well. “I see you come here often” he commented with a raised brow. “Nah,” Jeffrey said taking off his leather jacket. “I just made clear once that the moment I walk in, everyone does their job correctly” he simply explained to him and Tom nodded, not needing more information from the other man.      ➖”So, what the fuck are you doing here?” Jeffrey asked. Tom frowned a bit. Why wasn’t he home? Thinking that kind of stuff with the peace and quiet of his nice bed? He sighed before started speaking. “I have a dilemma,” he told him and Jeffrey chuckled. “Welcome to the fucking club, man” he commented with the familiar, devilish smirk on his lips. “I--” he paused not sure why he was so worried to talk openly about that. He knew Jeffrey for years and the two of them had shared a lot of things in their lives. He tilted his head on the side before taking a breath and just let it all out; “I want to propose to Demi” ➖ “Holy fuck” Jeffrey immediately replied without second thoughts. “Excuse my fucking French but Tommie boy, you are not even in a fucking relationship, what the fuck are you thinking?” he asked confused trying to understand what was going on inside his head that night. Tom sighed, he was expecting that reaction, that was the same reaction his little voice was keep saying inside his head. “Don’t you think I already know that?” Tom asked before finishing his drink and ordering another one. “I know that” he added.                             “I’ve known Demi for years, she was the first person I ever trusted after what happened between me and Jennifer” as rare as it was to talk about his past, it felt so good doing that now, maybe it was the alcohol on his system or maybe it was the need of talking to a good friend. For his own surprise though, Jeffrey was carefully listening, not interrupting, not making small, silly comments about the whole situation. So, that encouraged him more to continue. “I tried so many things since my engagement was canceled” he shrugged. “I was so lost in the beginning so I thought to change. I moved miles away from home, I changed my lifestyle and yes, I was sleeping with everything that was moving” he chuckled and so did Jeffrey. “It was not just a phase though. I liked being free but at the same time I was with someone while I was not, you know?” Jeffrey nodded positively. “It started as friends with benefits with Demi and I only wanted that because I truly believed and still believe she deserves something better than a vegan hippy who sleeps around with every female and male in town” he continued. “But I truly love her” he said while looking at Jeffrey now. “I do” he added. “She is the only one who can bright my day when everything goes shitty” he explained.  ➖ “But you are too scared” Jeffrey added and Tom nodded positively. “I am” he said. “I don’t know how she feels, I can’t just walk back home and be like, hey i want you to be my wife, shit like that don’t work like that” he sighed. “And this is why we start from the relationship” Jeffrey teased a little, trying to light up the mood a little bit. “Yeah” Tom agreed with a nod. “But it feels more than a relationship to me, you know?” he asked and Jeffrey nodded knowing the feeling all too well. “Love. It fucking sucks man” Jeffrey commented and Tom chuckled. “Tell me about it” he shook his head. ➖ “Your situation will be fine though. Now how the fuck do you fully commit to someone when you are too fucking scared for the commitment itself?” Jeffrey asked out of the blue and Tom looked at him like he was seen a ghost.                       “Are you thinking of proposing to Katie?” he asked. “No.” Jeffrey boldly replied. “Well,” he shrugged. “...No” he said again before finishing his drink.  ➖“Yeah you are” Tom commented not able to hide the smile on his lips. “Tom, no.” he said. “Ah, duh! Yes you are” Tom continued trying to make him say it out loud. “Okay fine, you fucking win, you fucking weirdo vegan Jesus” he joked with a chuckle and Tom laughed. “You cursed the shit out of me so it’s true!” he commented.               ➖ “What is holding you back”? Tom asked curiously. Maybe if he listened to Jeffrey’s story it would help him make a decision as well. Or well, not being that confused. Jeffrey sighed. “How do you marry someone without the whole marrying thing being involved?” he asked him and before he got the chance to reply, Jeffrey continued; “I was the complete opposite than you and Demi. I didn’t want someone just for my pleasure, I had that anytime I wanted to. We were friends with Katie before but the fucking spark man. That fucking awful shitty thing that is called spark. She got my attention since day one. She never was like the other women I’ve met. Never scared to take risks, fucking fearless, a badass, a woman who can stand by herself and gives no shit for other’s opinion” ➖ “You really needed a woman like that in your life” he commented with a shrug knowing that Jeffrey agreed with that. “If I ever left Katie on the alter she would have haunted the shit out of me until she found me and cut my balls off” both men laughed with that comment but also both of them knew it was the truth.  “People have a lot to say and they can think whatever the fuck they want but I’m not scared of the commitment, I have that. We have a family, she has my kids plus two adoptive daughters, she accepts and loves me for whatever the fucking reason she does it but...You know me damn well, Tom. My reactions...” He paused taking a sip from his new drink and Tom made a gesture with his hand, asking him to stop there. “You haven’t had that for so long though and yes I know what you are going to say that it’s possible to happen but like you said, you already have the commitment and you’ve been great, sometimes you could be an ass but you are making progress. Where the fuck is the Jeffrey who would have been like, nope fuck that and jump already on the next chick ruining everything?” Tom asked and Jeffrey laughed “Thank you for reminding me how much of an ass I was in the past...things I had” he joked while shaking his head. “But I know what you mean” Jeffrey nodded.              “We both are very confused and that is totally acceptable” Tom commented. “I am afraid of the rejection and Demi’s feelings towards me and also if I’m moving too fast and you are afraid...well, of yourself but both of us need to work on those things” he continued. “All I know is that you are happy and I haven’t seen you like that for a long, long time. Like, truly happy. You are not the same man I met and that is so beautiful, Jeffrey” the other man smiled. “Yeah” he agreed. “I haven’t felt like that since....Oh damn,” he chuckled. “I want to say since I met Hilarie but I left her at the alter so...” ➖ “Stop” Tom chuckled gently slapping his arm. “Stop point yourself as the big bad wolf, the awful guy that hurts people, you are not that person and yeah, you did that but it was for the best” Jeffrey looked at him a bit confused. “I know it sounds awful but it would never work out with you and Hilarie. Maybe it would have turned worse, you don’t know” ➖ “ She was pregnant, Tom” Jeffrey sighed. “And you didn’t know. Stop being harsh to yourself, stop telling Katie that I was bad once so that’s my destiny. It’s fucking not” He didn’t know what got into him but those were things that Jeffrey should have to think about it over and over again and put it inside his head and Tom was there to help him and he hoped that Jeffrey’s attitude would change and stop pointing himself as the bad guy.  “All I want to say is that it was ages ago, you changed, you grew up and you should focus on the future. For Katie, your kids and for your own sake as well” he ended his sentence there and shrugged taking the last sip from his drink.         “Is it my fucking turn to give you a wake-up call” Jeffrey joked but appreciating the honesty that Tom showed to him. Not many had the balls to do it. “Yeah I guess” Tom joked.  ➖ “Okay good,” Jeffrey said. “You are afraid of yourself too” Jeffrey threw that sentence to him and Tom looked at him confused but before he got the chance to speak, Jeffrey continued. “You are scared that your future, maybe, engagement will fail”  ➖  “That’s--” Tom trailed off but the other man continued. “Those are the thoughts of holding you back not your fear of Demi not feeling the same fucking thing, for fuck sake’s she melts every time you enter the room,” he told her and noticed Tom had a serious yet confused look on his face. “You know it’s true” Jeffrey added.  ➖  “I’m more afraid of ruining everything than myself” he confessed. “I’m scared of losing, Demi. In general” he said feeling good that he finally said it out loud. “But you fucking won’t” Jeffrey replied. “Even if it’s not a say yes to the fucking dress, she would want to be with you” he continued. “Tom, man, she has the fucking spark I have when I look at Katie” he couldn’t believe he was using terms like that, but it was the only way to throw some sense into his head.  ➖ “And you’re telling me that you haven’t changed” Tom commented shaking his head, there was a smile on his lips that couldn’t be hidden. “How did we end up like this?” Tom asked with a chuckle. “I thought we had bigger balls” he commented and Jeffrey laughed. “When it comes to love, the balls fucking disappear, you become so fragile and so many feels are hitting you, you want to do the right thing but in your fucking head you think you are doing the opposite and mess things up.” “Tell me about it” Tom nodded.  “So...What the fuck we are gonna do now?” Jeffrey asked and the two men looked at each other. “Pay the bill, go to the nearest hotel so we won’t bother our housemates and wake up the next day with an awful headache, drink some black coffee, go back to our homes and...man up?” He asked while looking at him. “Sounds good” Jeffrey agreed. “I would try to text Katie but can’t see shit” he said. “Wait ➖ “ Tom said pulling out his phone and texting her himself letting her know they are together and not in a situation to go home. “Done,” Tom said after pressing send.  ➖  “How the fuck you see what you’re typing?” the man chuckled. “Ain’t that drunk...yet” Tom laughed.  “So...” Jeffrey sighed before continuing. “That was some real talk” he added. “Yeah, it hit the feels not gonna lie” he confessed.  ➖  “Fucking same” Jeffrey agreed with a nod.  “Wish Norman and Andrew were here, they would be so proud” Tom giggled.  “Or make fun of us”  ➖  “Nah” Tom replied. “They would be proud” Tom said again. “How the fuck do you know that?” Jeffrey asked. ➖ “ Because they would know tomorrow big decisions will be made. And that we won’t see shit with the same view and eyes”.
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epen409 · 6 years ago
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My Top 18 Favorite Movies, TV Shows and/or Cartoons of 2018 (in no particular order) Part Dos
10. She-Ra and the Princesses of Power
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Ignore the neckbeards who have nothing better to do, so they complain about reboots of cartoons from the quote on quote "golden age of animation, the 80's". She-Ra and the Princesses of Power is a really great show, that yes, is better than the original 80's show. It's able to create a more fun and engaging story, while also having a lot of memorable and likable characters. It also has a theme that I found very interesting, where the villains aren't born evil, they are just misled in the wrong direction and don't truly know wrong from right. It's quite a bold theme for the show. If there is a kind of big flaw, the animation is a little wonky. Some shots and scenes look great, while others are very easy to see where the animation mistakes are. That said, it's still a great show that takes advantage of all of it's fun and interesting characters, and brings them together in a new show that blows its predecessor out of the water. And yes, LGBT fans. It's very, very gay.
11. Spider-Man Into the Spider verse
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What a comeback story. Who would have thought that the studio that made the whole world of animation cry last year would end up making the best animated film of the year? But anyways, Spider-Man into the Spiderverse is not only able to live up to all the hype it's been getting for the past year, but it also blew our expectations away. First of all, it looks GORGEOUS. It's able to make a visual style that's not only very beautiful and interesting, but it also happens to create a loving tribute to the original medium of comic books. Second, they put just as much effort in the story as they did with the visuals, which is not only a very fun superhero film, but also manages to be a very engaging emotional story as well, with lots of fun, interesting and memorable characters as well. If there is something to say isn't perfect, I did notice at least one plot hole that left me a bit confused, and they kind of blew the wad for putting in a few too many characters, where, while fun and memorable, don't have that much screen time and don't leave as big of an impression as the main characters. But still, it's one of the year's best movies, so go watch it NOW!
12. Flcl Progressive and Alternative
The first anime I ever saw was FLCL. It was insane, had gorgeous animation, memorable characters and I loved every minute of it. Do its sequel series' live up to the original's legacy. Well, let me put it this way. I very much enjoyed both shows, equally too. I thought they were very fun shows, and their themes, while sometimes a little hit-and-miss, still got their points across, the new characters were very fun and memorable, and the action scenes were also animated very well. With all that said, they still don't hold a candle to the original show. But that's okay, because I imagine it'd be very hard to. I still think that both of these new shows were very good, and although not as great as the original FLCL, was still lots of fun, and somewhat worthy successors to one of the greatest animas of all time. I still recommend both, since they still were good in my opinion.
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13. Hilda
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Miss Gravity Falls and Over the Garden Wall? Then have I got the show for you. Hilda is a great show from Netflix that manages to capture the spirits of  both those shows, but also having its own identity and voice. One thing I appreciate about the show is that not only can it be calm and laid back in more character and establishing moments, but it also can be equally as exciting and fun for its more adventurous and action scenes. The characters are all very charming. Hilda is a free-spirited and adventurous young girl, but she's not a pushover or overly cheery either. Her friends both regular and supernatural, can sometimes fall into familiar tropes, but also are very fun and enjoyable to watch. (Alfie's my favorite). It's a great show to watch, especially on days you want to cozy up with a cup of hot liquids of some kind, and take it all in. It's a great show, and I highly recommend giving it a watch.
14. Christopher Robin
I missed Winnie the Pooh. Yes, an 18-year old male misses the adventures of a talking teddy bear. Deal with it. But anyways, for a while it seemed that Disney had somewhat given up on the bear with little brains, but they've given him another chance with this new film, but this time, mainly focusing on his human friend, Christopher Robin. One thing this movie gets right is the feeling of Winnie the Pooh. Pooh has never been known for incredibly convoluted stories, just mainly simple tales that it's colorful cast of characters can bounce off of, and this movie nails that feeling down. It's also close to the original cast of characters, since deviating away from their personalities would be considered a form of blasphemy. Also, the performances here are great too. Evan McGregor makes a surprisingly good Christopher Robin, Hayley Atwell is charming as his wife, the girl who played their daughter was pretty good too, and of course, our friends from the 100 Acre Woods are played very well by the new cast, especially the one and only Jim Cummings, the only modern voice for both Pooh and Tigger. Now it does have flaws, like the story is kind of the typical "Dad's too busy for the kids", and although I've grown to like it over time, but sometimes it got a little too dramatic for some scenes, and at time Christopher Robin himself came off a bit as whiny and unlikable in some scenes. With that said, it's very easy to see that the whole film is a big love letter to Winnie the Pooh. No, it's not the best movie of the year, Or anything like that, but if you want a nice, enjoyable and cute movie to watch, then Christopher Robin is the perfect film to watch.
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15. Super Smash Bros. Ultimate
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I'll break my rule just this once to include a video game here. Super Smash Bros Ultimate was the biggest game from Nintendo this holiday season, and boy did it deliver. The last Smash Bros. game, was lots of fun, with it bringing all of our favorite (popular) video game characters together for a huge brawl. This next one, takes it up to 11. One thing I walkways admired from the games is that it's not the world's most complicated fighter game, while also still being oodles of fun. Only one big flaw: no Waluigi. Nah, just kidding. It's a great game, and a great farewell to the world of Smash from it's director, Masahiro Sakurai.
16. The Dragon Prince
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Here's another show that didn't get that much attention on Netflix, The Dragon Prince. Made by the head writer from Avatar: The Last Airbender, and the creator of the Uncharted games, comes a massive fantasy epic focusing on the Battle between humans and fantasy creatures like elves and dragons. One thing I really love about this show is just how complex the characters and their morals are. It's a show that takes a lot of advantage from this theme. It's also filled with lots of fun, yet also very interesting characters. You will probably get attached to them by the end of the show, which may break some hearts too... But yeah, might as well address the elephant in the room, the animation. In fact, I do think that maybe the reason it didn't immediately catch on was because a lot of people were turned off by the animation style. But I still recommend it and ask that you give it a chance, because not only was it lots of fun, and very interesting, but the story and characters help redeem the animation, plus it does improve itself over time. Please, please, please give The Dragon Prince a chance, it's a great show.
17. Ralph Breaks the Internet
Don't worry. It's not another Emoji Movie. Ralph Breaks the Internet is not only a worthy successor to the original film, but it also manages to expand a lot on the heart from the original. This time, instead of arcade games, it plucks our characters into the Internet, and unlike the Emoji Movie, manages to make more clever and creative ideas while being on the Internet. And yeah, maybe the scene when Vanellope visits the Disney website might be Disney patting themselves on the back a little too hard, but it's still a very funny and enjoyable scene that also helps move the plot forward. But one thing the movie was amazing at was expanding on its characters and their development. It even manages to avoid the typical happy ending, which, without spoiling anything, actually makes a change in the characters lives. If there is a flaw, like I said, it's 10 times better than the Emoji Movie, but I will admit, between the cameos from Youtubers and the one scene where Ralph becomes a meme, did kind of make me roll my eyes, but thankfully, unlike the Emoji movie, it doesn't dwell too much on these scenes all that much, and knows when to move the plot forward in the right direction. I still say it's a worthy sequel that's worth your time.
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Also, Yesss is my new waifu.
18. Mary Poppins Returns
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Here's one of the few live-action Disney films in recent years, I feel are very worthy to the legacy of their original film. Mary Poppins Returns is just a complete and utter joy of a film, not unlike the original classic. The performance of Emily Blunt as the titular nanny is a worthy successor the original by Julie Andrews, and character in general. Lin Manuel-Miranda not only does a great job in continuing the spirit of Dick Van Dyke from the first film, but also in writing a plethora of great songs that are amazingly performed and choreographed by the cast, while also giving tribute to the Sherman Brother's original songs. Even the kids, who I kind expected to get on my nerves, are actually pretty likable and fun, and are given, eh passable performances by their actors and actress. The animation sequence brought a tear to my eye, not only because it was lots of fun, but because I'm just happy to beautiful 2D Disney animation on the big screen again. If there is some flaws, yeah, the story is yet another Dad needs to spend more time with kids plot again, and it does bring some more action/suspenseful moments that I don't feel are completely in spirit to the original film's more laid back tone. But regardless, it's an overall great and very charming new film from Disney, and although I would like them to try doing some more original stuff with their live-action movies, I hope can keep the spirit of both this film,and a lot of the classic live-action Disney movies (like the original Mary Poppins, 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea, Treasure Island, Darby O' Gill, Swiss Family Robinson and some others you guys probably never heard of).
So that's about it. Thank you all for sticking around listening to me talk about all these Movies and TV shows are worth remembering from this year, and there's a lot I'm excited for next year, and I hope that this next year can be an improvement, with more kindness and joy from the world and from people. Yeah, it's wishful thinking, but it's not a bad wish to have. Thank you all for supporting this page for the last year,and I'LL see ya in 2019!
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whateverisbeautiful · 6 years ago
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Reveling in Richonne
121: The Turn (8x14)
The thing about this show is that it can have a weak season but, even then, there will still be at least a few moments that really deliver. And to me, this conversation between Rick and Morgan in this episode really delivers. 
It’s pretty moving and the fact that Lennie James and Andrew Lincoln are such phenomenal talents definitely has a lot to do with it. 💯
And in this conversation they have, there’s actually some Richonne connections to be made.
Plus, the events that occur in these following moments are particularly important since this is where we see a pivotal point for Rick. Imo it’s a large part of his turning point.
So after the beautifully acted moment between Rick and Michonne earlier, the next time we see Rick he’s sitting in a room with Judith. Rick clearly seems very distraught and then we see that he’s staring down at Carl’s hat, which is beyond heartbreaking, especially knowing that Carl was able to express what that hat meant to him in front of his dad. 😭
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We’ve seen Rick have very brief moments of breaking and collecting himself post-Carl but I think this is the moment where the inner chaos that must be going on in his head is the most visible. Like this scene makes it clear how much all this is eating away at him. So he gets up and leaves cuz he can’t let himself sit in this pain. 
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And it’s interesting that Judith was included in this moment because I think it just further hits home that Rick is in such a gripping head space that neither his wife or his daughter (the two lights he has left in this world) can bring him fully out yet. They definitely have come close, but right now his wrathful side has taken over and is spurring him to keep “moving to move away from it.”
So the very next scene is Rick walking outside with that coat on, so you already know what’s bout to go down. Someone or someone(s) finna meet their end. 💯
Another significant thing about this jacket is that it’s the one he wore when he killed the Claimer trying to kill Carl in the season 4 finale, and it just reminds me that Rick would do everything in his power to protect Carl and keep him safe and yet his son still eventually didn’t make it. (Why TWD, why?) 😢😪
On a lighter note, I notice how when Rick walks out it low key feels like when kids sneak out knowing good and well they’re supposed to stay inside lol. Like I def think all that looking around he does as he walks has to do with Michonne, cuz he knows if he runs into her then he won’t be able to help but abide to her wish that he stay here and process like he’s supposed to.
(Side note: I wish Michonne would have got her own storyline this episode so we could know what she did while Rick was out and in finding out he left. It would have been nice to know what she was up to that day. And not just cuz I’m in the ministry of #GiveMichonneMoreScreenTime)
This whole moment of Rick leaving is an indicator that Rick’s not in the best spot cuz Homeboy never goes against Michonne’s guidance if he can avoid it. Last time something like that happened he went crazy in ASZ.
So Rick approaches Alden and we’re seeing some signature Rick Nothing-to-play-with Grimes which I’m a fan of lol. He’s using his cop knowledge to get intel out of Alden and to get an idea of where those escaped Saviors might be.
Before walking away, Alden asks Rick that if it’s possible, could he not kill anymore people than he has to and he lets him know that Rick could have the potential to show these people a better way. 
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It’s significant because it’s a very similar sentiment to what Carl expressed to him in his final moments. 
And again, it just goes to show that no matter how far he runs, everywhere Rick goes there is going to be some reminder of Carl and the message Carl instilled upon him.
After Alden tells him that showing these Saviors some empathy is something he could do, Rick responds saying “Yeah I could.” It’s low key petty, but I love the delivery of that line lol. 😋
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At the same time, it’s yet another way to show that Rick isn’t ready to come to terms with Carl and his message. He knows he could do that, but he’s not trying to let the more rational side of him be in control of his actions right now cuz again, his goal is to kill away his problems.
So Rick leaves and then he runs into Morgan. And y’all they’re both on edge and losing it a little so probably not the best company right now lol. 
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But I’m very happy these two got a storyline together cuz they started this series off and they’re some of the few characters that still have my heart on this show. Plus Lennie James and Andrew Lincoln are both seriously A1 actors. They are the best of the best in this cast, along with Danai and Melissa McBride imo. 👏🏽👏🏽(Which interestingly they play the four characters who lost children🏽)
When Morgan and Rick run into each other, Morgan’s in that murky headspace so Rick has to tell him “You know me”. And I love that it’s a “Clear” reference. It’s sweet that Rick knows how to proceed and talk Morgan down somewhat when he’s having an episode. It’s also sad cuz last time he told Morgan this, Carl was alive and well and forming the roots of his precious bond with Michonne. 😔
Rick also tells Morgan that he probably shouldn’t be out here which is true…for both of them lol. 
But what’s funny is that when Rick realizes they are both out here to finish off those Saviors he’s like “We finish it. You and me” to which I was like bruh but you just said he shouldn’t be out here 🤔…Again, not exactly thinking straight rn.
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(Side note: Hearing him say “you and me” made me wish Rick would stop and remember how in 7x12 he told Michonne he wanted it to be “you and me reordering things together.” Cuz what he’s doing right now ain’t that.) 
It’s not long before Rick and Morgan find the place and are immediately captured. And seeing them tied up in that bar, I was just like Rick, friend…what is you doing. Cuz he’s supposed to be in his room reading a letter right now but instead he’s tied up in a bar with some Saviors. #wildin 
Plus I felt Rick also has to remember that him being out here in potentially life-threatening predicaments like this is going to greatly affect Michonne and Judith cuz he still have a family that needs him, and it would be devastating if they lost him so soon after losing Carl. But right now Rick can’t quite think pass the present.
I like how Rick wakes up so casually and asks how long he was out like he’s waking up from a nap tho. 😂 Homeboy is unbothered lol. Probably cuz he knows what he and Morgan are capable of. 
So these Saviors are trying to decide what their next move is and the sniveling one, Jared, is very eager to get back and turn Rick in. Rick then starts to recall Alden’s words and he presents an offer for the Saviors to come back to Hilltop and join them. He then gives his word and repeats what he said in 8x03 about how a man’s word “still gotta mean something”. Except this time there does seem to be less sincerity in his delivery. 
Jared’s not buying it and so then, y’all, I knew about Petty Rick but he was practically out-pettied by Morgan and I am here for Petty Morgan. 👏🏽👏🏽 His bold but casual honesty was great as he tells the Saviors; nah I’m def here to do what I have to do and kill all y’all. (And it’s funny cuz as Morgan starts really going off you can kind of see Rick look like he’s thinking “alright this might be too wild even for me” 😂)
Rick and Morgan warned these guys about a herd closing in and sure enough a swarm of walkers show up. Rick says “Thing is, we already killed you.”  and I don’t know why it’s said exactly but what I do know is that means he did kind of sort of warn them about what he’s about to do lol. 
They convince the Saviors that they’re too weak to take on this herd alone so some of the guys untie them. So then they’re all fending off this herd and a walker almost gets to Rick but then the Savior (that low key resembles early day Shane), takes out the walker before it can bite Rick, which makes it seem like he might be a real one.
But then things take a turn and get
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Cuz Rick has the Saviors go in front of him and all Rick and Morgan have to do is just give each other a look like…
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And that’s enough for both these OG’s to know what time it is and they proceed to take out all the Saviors.
Which my first reaction was like…
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(Side note: That coat is undefeated, y’all.)
Now…I know this whole moment was controversial. And I have some thoughts on it lol. Cuz y’all the very first time I watched this I def felt like this was super cold of Rick and I felt like this was Rick dabbling way too far on the side of villainy. And with Rick having given his word I was like don’t tell me this show is trying to discredit Rick’s word, especially in the same episode he’s going to tell Michonne those words we’ve been waiting to hear. 
But then, like I have to do with many things, I stopped and addressed the error of my thinking. And I realized that this actually isn’t as heinous as it seems. Don’t get me wrong it was savage and revealing of how Rick’s in a very shaky spot, but in my opinion it was also sort of necessary and doesn’t make him a monster.
So while seeing Rick and Morgan at their most ruthless was tough to chew on initially, I eventually came to the conclusion that…
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The way I see it, it’s like a kidnapping situation where oftentimes when someone is kidnapped and restrained from fighting back physically, they often use their words to help them escape by getting into their captors head. They will tell their captor anything to be let go, even if it’s a false promise like swearing they won’t say anything if they can go or that they’ll give them whatever they want, etc. These are all untrue but they’re used as an effective defense mechanism and escape strategy. 
And if it works and they’re able to escape and then they immediately break the promises they made, we’d understand that they had to give their word and then break it to survive. That’s what Rick had to do imo.
Cuz, while yes the Saviors untied them and even were working together to take out these walkers, the truth is there’s still not much of a legit reason to believe they can be trusted long term. 
Rick and Morgan were of use to the Saviors at the time, who knows what they’d do to them when the walker issue was done. They are after all on opposing sides of this war and technically have more loyalty to Negan than Rick. So Rick doesn’t have much reason to think they would genuinely side with him and it’s dangerous to risk finding out.
So Rick and Morgan’s lives were still on the line and Rick did what he had to do, which in this case was say what he had to say. His whole spiel about letting them go back to Hilltop was never his word, it was his defense mechanism to break out of there. It’s not that he meant it and went back on it, he never meant it.
What was his true word tho? That he was going to kill those Saviors and well…he def kept his word. 👀💯
And, yes, the vengeful aspect of this from Rick is not healthy and it’s definitely not Rick’s shining moment when he kills the guy that just saved his life but at least for me I don’t think this turn of events means Rick isn’t the guy we thought he was and especially most of all this does not mean he’s comparable to Negan in the slightest. Those comparisons just will never add up to me. 🤦🏽‍♀️
The most suspect aspect of this on Rick’s part is that it’s just so opposite of what Carl wanted for him, but in the end he’s not a horrible person for telling a lie to survive his captors. 
Plus doing all this allowed him to make it back to Michonne so...
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So as Rick and Morgan are taking everybody out, I’m also here for Petty Morgan mean mugging Jared as he holds him to the gate, and then finally listens to Jared’s plea to let him go only once it’s too late. I was like…
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Rick goes up to the guy who saved him and it’s interesting how similar the lighting is to the chapel scene where Rick spent his last moments with Carl.
There’s that same sort of light ray shining through and it’s ironic in a way cuz Rick promised to make it real for Carl but instead he’s just done the opposite of make it real, in the very same light. 
Admittedly, the most cruel feeling part of this whole thing is when Rick just bold face looks at this guy and cuts him off to tell him, “I lied.” But I think what we’re seeing right now is the very dark space Rick could go to if he doesn’t stop himself.
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It’s deep to hear the Savior say he didn’t lie about wanting to make things work and it definitely sparks a contrast. Then, the Savior tells Rick they could’ve lived after and Lincoln does a great job of showcasing the suppressed emotion Rick feels at this moment.
The subtle smugness is quickly replaced with the struggle to pull the trigger cuz he knows he’s not right in the head and that he’s doing what his woman said “moving to move away from it.” But he can’t get away from it. 
Everywhere he goes, something or someone is reminding Rick of Carl’s dying wish in some way. And I bet it hits Rick that Carl was laying on the ground talking about this very thing of after and living together in peace. And that triggers Rick so he pulls the trigger. 
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And this to me is the beginning of the turning point for him that actually starts to snap him out of this dark spot for a moment to become aware of what he’s becoming. 
Cuz as he stands around the bodies there’s definitely a sense that he’s gotten a big wake up call about how far he has strayed from Carl’s vision.
He’s slowly starting to sense that violence and wrath doesn’t solve the deeper pain and it isn’t the way to move forward.  
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Morgan walks by and casually takes out a body about to turn, still in Petty Morgan beast mode I think. And what’s interesting is he says, “Everybody turns” and that line starts to carry a lot of weight. 
It means so much more than just everybody turns into walkers. It means everybody can turn from their old ways. In this world, everybody turns from their initial values and moral code at some point (especially after the loss of a child as we see in the cases of Rick, Morgan, Michonne and Carol in different parts of their journey)
But the thing is, yes everybody turns from who they are or were but just like you can turn dark, you can turn light again. You can turn back. 👌🏽 And in this following scene there really is a turning point for Rick where his eye are opened to how he has to turn things around.
Rick has a choice to continue on this dark path or be better and get better, not just for him but for his family and his people. So it’s significant that next we see Rick take a step towards that by reaching out to Morgan for an answer. And he gets just the answer he needs to realize which side he should choose.
He starts by telling Morgan how he saved him and he would have died without him, maybe even right in front of Morgan’s house. I love that these two get to make reference to the episode that started it all, 8 seasons later. Cuz they really were the two who drew us into this world.
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What’s so meaningful about Rick bringing this up is that in the pilot Rick was to Morgan, what Siddiq was to Carl.
Rick was just a stranger at the time, but Morgan helped him like Carl took in Siddiq. So I think Rick is asking Morgan this right now because he’s trying to better understand Carl’s own thinking of helping the traveler by understanding why Morgan did that for him.
This is important cuz it’s Rick wanting to understand Carl’s side of things. So that right there let’s you know he’s not embracing the monster within, or at least he’s trying to fight it.
He reaches out to Morgan in hopes that it’ll help him see something that’s super difficult for him to see right now which is how to give people a chance again. He wants to be different and he’s essentially trying to gauge how by seeing why Morgan was able to do it for him, a stranger, all that time ago.
As Rick asks this, Morgan doesn’t want to talk about it and he just wants to go. Rick goes on to mention “Your son was there” and that’s when Morgan really wants to shut the conversation down cuz he still feels he’s not at a place to talk about Duane.
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And this moment between them is so emotional because we were introduced to these two characters as fathers who would do anything for their sons and now they’ve both lost the very people they fought and lived for in the beginning. 😔
Rick continues to urge Morgan to just tell him why he saved him because reflecting on who they were before could help them understand how to try and be that again. 
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And, while Morgan’s not at a place to just fully pour his heart out about this, he does manage to give Rick an answer that’s pretty profound.
He explains that the reason he did it was, “Because my son was there”. Y’all. 😭😭 
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This is such a great response. The writing on this show has been suffering for a minute but that right there was spot on and really hit home to me. 👌🏽
It means so much. It’s so true that Morgan’s son gave him his humanity and then when he lost him, he lost all that humanity for a long while. And Rick has the potential to be in a similar spot cuz Carl was that instrumental to him as well. And you can tell that when Rick hears this he knows it too.
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He knows it’s his son who kept him going for so long, especially before their family expanded, and so there’s a certain added somberness to this response cuz the very thing that motivated him is no longer with him.
But unlike Morgan who no longer has Duane to guide him to good, Rick still does have one more opportunity for Carl specifically to guide him to good; the letter.
So I think this is where Rick knows it’s time to read the letter. He needs his son’s guidance if he’s going to maintain his humanity, a humanity we saw jeopardized in this savior massacre (although, again, when you’re captured by the opposing side sometimes you have to finesse a situation)
(Side note: Speaking of finessing, that whole Jadis and Negan storyline was just a mess imo. Negan getting access to the guns and photos had me really wondering if he was a looney tunes character. And the fact that Jadis freed him and let him finesse her on her own turf with a brief bit of his backstory really had me like...
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And also how is Negan going to see a helicopter and just casually be like; hey maybe we can chat about that one day?)
But I think the other saving grace that proves hope isn’t lost, is that Rick still has someone who Carl absolutely lives on through. Michonne and Carl had such an impact on each other and she represents so much of the good of Carl so through her and through Carl’s final words in the letter Rick can find his way back to the light.
Rick is a good man and a lot of what kept him that way was the motivation of his son, and without him that good complex got a little skewed, but deep down Rick still is good and wants to be good. So he knows something has got to give.
But the main reason I see this moment as Richonne related is because a big reason Rick let Michonne in, way back in season 3 is because his son was there. 😭
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Like of course there was also an innate connection that Rick and Michonne seemed to have from the jump, but Rick was so entranced at that first meeting at the fence that it wasn’t until Carl spoke about helping her that Rick ran and brought her in. His son was taking in that moment similar to Duane in the pilot.
And then in the more personal sense of letting her in, it was also because his son was there to tell him Michonne is one of them that helped Rick feel more free to let Michonne further into his heart. 😊
And that decision to let her in changed his whole life for the better. Like she really did make life 1000x better for him. So if anything, that’s a telling reason of why sometimes letting people in works out and he should follow his son’s guidance, cuz Carl has shown him the way before and he can show him the way now too.
They end the scene with Rick in the broken mirror cuz, a little heavy handedly, it’s the broken man in the mirror. 
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But it still speaks to something important because Rick’s been broken and it’s led him to go and act in the very way Carl didn’t want him to, so the mirror is this symbol of him having to face his issues head on and see more clearly that this isn’t the way.
So as Rick faces the man in the broken mirror he knows he’s at a crossroads with a crucial decision to make. Continue on as this cold blooded killer and lose his mind and have Carl’s death cripple him with insanity or turn to Carl through his letter to lead the way and make him a better man once more. 👌🏽
(Side note: I’m glad they didn’t have him look in the mirror cuz then I would have got some SNL “Californians” vibes lol 😂)
It’s really significant that 8x14 highlights the four characters who lost kids and that in this episode they each get to make reference to their kids and the way it changed them, because I think Carol, Michonne, and Morgan’s journeys after losing kids are meant to all represent paths Rick can choose to take having just recently joined this club.
He can be like Morgan and fall into a very fragile state of mind where he has unstable episodes and is never able to talk about it much. 
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Or he can be like Carol and, as she says later in her words, “become nothing for a long while” only to emerge a strong fighter who also pushes the people close away and convinces herself that she has to be isolated. (Which side note: I’m proud of Carol that she was able to make some breakthroughs this episode in letting people in again)
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Or he can be like Michonne who went to a very dark space like he’s gone to and then worked to put all this “moving to move away from it” behind her to face her demons and get to a point of healing and opening her heart to the love that was there for her.
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I think it’s clear which road he should take.  And luckily the woman, who fought to overcome that shut down state she was once in, is willing and ready to walk this path of healing with him.😌
So this moment with Morgan is not only one of the best scenes of the season to me, but it is also the turning point for Rick. This is where he makes a decision on who he needs to be. 💯
Rick is not going to keep being this dark vengeful bloodthirsty guy, because he made a promise to Carl that he’s going to fight to keep. And he’s going to fight to keep this promise cuz, at his core, Rick is a man of his word. 👌🏽😌
And he has three very special words to say in this next moment. Amen. 😋🙌🏾😋🙌🏾😋🙌🏾😋🙌🏾🏾😋🙌
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fuzzballsheltiepants · 7 years ago
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That Cocky F*%!ing Smile
AFTG/All For the Game, follow up to Name Games.  Written for Fanfiction Cockyweek.  Neil and Andrew meet up for coffee, Andrew is a smitten law student and a series of lawyer jokes ensues.  Read on AO3 if you prefer.
I am fucking ridiculous, Andrew thought, glaring at the pile of clothes on the bed.
He might have actually spoken allowed, judging by the amused look Sir gave him before jumping up to nest in the rejected shirts.  Great.  All he needed was white cat hair all over his clothes to complete the look.  He really ought to buy stock in lint rollers.  Not that Neil Josten would likely care about any of this, really, judging by the fact that he dressed like a kid wearing his father’s clothes. 
How the cocky little shit had managed to get that card in his pocket still baffled him.  Why was an even bigger mystery.  It wasn’t that Andrew was insecure, more that he was a realist.  None of which made it any less ridiculous that he was trying on shirts before going to get fucking coffee with someone he had met an hour ago.
Eventually settling on something that wasn’t too obvious nor too covered in cat hair, Andrew reached the coffee shop a few minutes early and sat on the bench outside for a cigarette.  He was just about down to the filter when Neil approached, wearing overlarge sweats and looking flushed and slightly out of breath.  Andrew suddenly felt a little breathless himself.  I am absolutely fucking ridiculous.
“Did you run here?” Andrew queried when Neil stopped in front of him, seeming to inhale the smoke with an almost religious expression on his face.  
“Um, yes?”  Neil seemed surprised by the question.  “I only live a few blocks away.”
“Do you own a car?”  It was uncommonly hard to keep his face blank; he let his fingers twitch instead.
Neil rolled his eyes.  “Yes, you saw me with it.”
“Ah, well,” Andrew said, “I figured you might have borrowed it.  Or stolen it.”
Neil dropped onto the bench a hairsbreadth from him, seeming unfazed by their proximity.  “I didn’t steal that car.”
“That one.”  Andrew didn’t think it was his imagination that the flush on Neil’s neck deepened.  He stood before he could unintentionally chase the man off.  Neil followed him into the cafe, tugging his hood on over his head despite the sweat still evident on his face.  Andrew glared at him when he ordered a fruit smoothie; Neil looked incredulous at Andrew’s triple chocolate mocha frappuccino.  
“Is that coffee or dessert?” he asked as they found an empty table near the window.  Andrew just gave him a flat look, and Neil grinned.  They sat in silence for a few moments, sipping their drinks, while Andrew tried to ignore the unfamiliar twist in his stomach that got stronger with every glimpse of glacial blue eyes.  
“So, uh, what do you do?” Neil asked.
“Really?  That’s your opening salvo?” Andrew shook his head in mock sadness.  “I expected so much better from a pickpocket who defends feline gender nonconformity.”
Neil’s face was somewhat hidden by his hood but it appeared he had gone pink again.  “My…coworkers told me that was a normal question to start a conversation.”
Well, that was definitely not a normal second sentence in a conversation. Andrew arched an eyebrow at him.  “Your coworkers are boring little fucks, aren’t they.”
“No.  Yes?  I don’t know, they find the things I say ‘unsettling’ and ‘assholey’.  Not that that’s even really a word, but that’s what Jean called it.”  He shrugged.  “I mean, he’s fluent in three languages, you’d think he would’ve been able to find something more creative but whatever.”
Andrew found himself staring at Neil’s mouth as he was talking.  When the fool reached for his drink Andrew dragged his eyes upwards; he did not need to be watching Neil sucking on something in that precise moment.  “How would you prefer to start a conversation?”
“I don’t know, I guess I’d want to ask why your cat chews on bones.  Isn’t that more of a dog thing?”
“You have seen my cat, yes?”  Neil nodded, and Andrew rapped his knuckles on the table.  “Then you may understand that he is the type of creature to pinch shit out of the trash, including, evidently, a chicken carcass this morning.”
“What about you?”
“Are you asking if I steal food out of the trash can?  Now I know why your coworkers think they need to give you tips.”
Neil huffed a laugh as he shook his head.  “No, I was wondering how you would start a conversation.”
Andrew leaned back in his chair and took a too-long pull at his frappuccino, trying not to grimace at the brain freeze that resulted.  “Why did you slip that card in my pocket?”
“Oh.”  He blinked at that and looked down at the table, his fingers playing with the wrapper from his straw.  “I guess I enjoyed our run-in at the vet.  People keep telling me I should make friends, so.”
Friends.  Figured.  “So you put your pocket-picking skills to use.”
“It worked, didn’t it?” Neil asked, that cocky grin returning.  “It got your attention.”
Andrew snorted at that bit of ludicrousness.  “Are your polyglot coworkers also petty criminals?”
“Not exactly.”  Neil laughed.  “I work at a bank, doing interpreting and translation with Jean.  The rest of them are bankers.”
“So, criminals, just not of the petty type.”
Neil hummed in response and poked at his drink with the straw, sealing the end with his finger and lifting it up before releasing it and watching the liquid pour back in.  He never seemed to still his movements, a sharp contrast to the waiting room at the clinic where he had appeared to be doing his best to turn into the furniture.  Something about him didn’t quite add up, but Andrew had always enjoyed human calculus.  Then Neil’s eyes darted up to his and Andrew was caught.  He recognized that look too well.  Fuck.
“I’m going to law school,” he found himself volunteering.  Anything to push that bleakness off that face.  “To answer the question your friends so boringly suggested.”
It worked.  “You’re kidding.”  Andrew shook his head.  “You didn’t seem like the ambulance chaser type.”
“I’m flattered you have such a high opinion of me.  And of my future profession.”
“Well, everybody hates lawyers, right?”  There was a hint of teasing in his tone again.
“Except lawyers.”
That laugh again, that bright sound.  I am so, so fucked.  Neil studied him with a small smile playing on his lips.  “What’s the difference between a lawyer and a vulture?” he asked.
“Frequent flyer miles,” Andrew deadpanned.  
The smile grew.  “I’m still undecided.  If I saw a lawyer and an IRS agent drowning, would I get lunch or read the paper?”
Andrew tsked and shook his head, adding in a level voice, “It’s a real shame that ninety-nine percent of lawyers give the whole profession a bad name.”
“I think that’s giving the remaining one percent too much credit.”  Neil kept playing with his empty cup as he studied Andrew.  “Seriously, why go into law?”
“The system is set up to screw over the underprivileged to benefit corporations and rich people.”
“And you wanted to get in on that.”  Neil sounded playful but his expression was not.
“Naturally,” Andrew said.  There was no point in getting into everything he wanted to do, the fact that he wasn’t going to graduate for a couple of months but had already mapped out his track into child advocacy.  That would take too much to explain.  He debated pointing out that Neil couldn’t talk, given that he was working for a bank large enough to require two interpreters, but didn’t want to cause that hopelessness to creep back into his eyes.  “What do you do when you’re not interpreting and translating and whatever the fuck else you do at work?”
Evidently that still wasn’t the right question, judging by the brief flicker that crossed Neil’s face.  “I play with my cat.”
“You’ve had her for a month.”
Neil shrugged.  “I’m studying Tagalog right now,” he said.  
“So, what, you spend all of your time learning how to say shit in other languages?”
“I can say ‘shit’ in sixteen languages,” Neil answered.  “It’s the other words I’m working on.”
“Ha, ha.”
Andrew’s phone chimed and he glanced at it.  Fucking Nicky.  
U better not be late for dinner i’m making enchiladas  
According to the clock on the phone he still had an hour.  Neil cocked his head at him.  “Problem?”
“No, just my idiot cousin.  I agreed to have dinner with him and his husband and have been regretting it ever since.”
“I should go anyway,” Neil said, standing up and looking around for a trash can.
“Busy night learning another language?” Andrew asked.
Neil made a face and Andrew had to smother the desire to kiss the frown off of him.  “Nah, I’m supposed to meet up with a couple of my coworkers.  They want to do trivia night at some bar.  I don’t know when they’ll ever learn that I suck at trivia.”  Neil’s coworkers seemed to be oddly invested in him.  Andrew wondered how much of it was a result of his perfect bone structure and lean runner’s body, and how much of it overcompensation for the scars on his hands and face and no doubt elsewhere.
Once outside in the parking lot, Neil flipped his hood back and tilted his head so the light rain played on his face.  
“You know, most people have the hoods up when outside in the rain and down when under a roof,” Andrew said.
Neil angled so he was looking at Andrew.  “I get tired of people staring at these,” he said, gesturing at the unusual scars that stood starkly on his cheeks.  “And I don’t mind a little rain.”
“I doubt they’re looking at the scars.”  Neil straightened up and looked at him in confusion that Andrew didn’t bother to clarify.  “Do you want a ride home?”
“It’s just a couple of blocks.  It’ll take just as long to drive there as run it.”
It was the politest possible rejection.  Andrew nodded and turned to leave when Neil called his name.  He looked back to see a grin so beautiful it should be outlawed splitting that perfect face.
“Someone should give you some Viagra.”
“What?” Andrew heard wrong, he must have.  He walked closer and peered up at him.
“Haven’t you heard?  You give Viagra to a lawyer, and they just get taller.”
The laugh barked out of Andrew before he could stop it.  Only this lunatic could manage to combine a short joke with a lawyer joke.  “Yeah, but if the effect lasts longer than four hours I have to call a doctor.”
Neil’s laughter shifted him closer until Andrew could feel the heat off his body even through the sweatshirt and the rain.  He felt like he was going insane; when he had found that card in his pocket he had thought this guy would just be a pleasanter-than-usual way to get off.  Damnit.  Now he was…interested.  He didn’t want to be interested, didn’t have time for it and the clusterfuck of emotions that went with it, and Neil—well, he had no idea what Neil was thinking and that was dangerous.  
“I don’t really know how this works,” Neil said abruptly, and Andrew blinked his way back out of his thoughts.
“How do you want it to work?”
Neil shrugged for about the eightieth time during their conversation.  “I don’t know.  I mean, I like talking to you?”
“Is that a question or a statement?”
“Statement?”
Andrew almost laughed again, which would have broken some sort of record and ruined his reputation.  Luckily he managed to control it.  “So do you want to do this again?”
“Yeah.  Maybe real food though.”  He looked contemplative.  “Apparently I don’t eat enough.”
“Okay.”  Andrew would wait to dissect that comment.  “I have a late seminar tomorrow, but I’ll text you.”  A minute later he was in his car, driving past the idiot who was jogging down the road, rain plastering his auburn hair down into a near-black skullcap.  He debated just going straight to Nicky’s but that bottle of Jack he’d picked up just to help him get through the dinner without committing homicide was sitting on his counter.
Sir greeted him with a sleepy chirp from the pile of clothes on his bed.  Fatass had no doubt not even bothered to get up for the past couple hours.  Probably wouldn’t until Andrew got home and opened a can for him.  Bee and Nicky both had told him a pet would be a good companion.  He still had his doubts, especially when the feel of the obese monstrosity walking across the bed had him bolting upright in a near-panic, but he had to admit the purring and warmth quieted the nightmares.
And even his garbage-raiding habit may have its benefits.  He pulled the card for the vet clinic out of his pocket, rubbing his thumb over the scrawled letters and numbers that marked the back.  Whether Neil was a benefit or a curse was still up for some debate.  Time would tell.  
Swearing under his breath at his stupidity, he swiped the bottle of Jack off the counter, called a useless good-bye to the lump of fur currently ruining his shirts, and headed off to torment his cousin.
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nekojitachan · 7 years ago
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hi. after reading and rereading Armies and RP I just can't stop wanting this. a scene or two starring the amazing gossip network that is the Hatfords' Bodyguards XD (seriously awesome job there. go you! :D )
Okay, I know this is something that’s come up before in comments, but since I got this now… :)
This week is still a bit on the crazy side, but I was determined to get a prompt out! I’m still hoping for another before Sunday. Anyway, here’s some Armies/Hatfords’ bodyguards sitting around drinking and gossiping and plotting. I hope it turned out all right, it really has been a long week.
Uhm… yeah, Armies so some slight mention of not very nice stuff? And ALLY.
*******
Bren checked his phone and rolled his eyes upon seeing the raisedeyebrow emoji message from Davis; there were days when he wondered if the manwas enjoying a second childhood or something. Maybe he’d snapped after allthose years of watching over Stuart? Hmm, something to consider… but foranother time, since he’d finally reached the pub, with Billy and several othersgiving him a nod or wave in greeting once he stepped inside, and a table inparticular calling out to him.
“About damn time you got here,” Davis grumbled asBren pulled out a chair to sit next to him. “Asya give you grief about anight out?”
“Nah, just ran late taking care of a few things down inPiccadilly Circus and then dropped something off at those two’s on the way here.”
Liz perked up at that and paused in pouring him a glass ofwhisky. “Eh? Everything all right?” Sitting next to her as always,Liliya nodded in curiosity; they wore dark blue jumpers tonight, though Liz’swas form-fitting and Liliya’s loose and plush-looking. Davis wore a Chelseajersey, which was asking for a fight if he wasn’t so well-liked by everyone inthe pub (maybe he wanted one was once he left), and Nadav a plain light greybutton down with jeans. Since Bren had come straight from work, he took off hiscoat and undid a few buttons of the dark blue shirt and rolled up his sleeveswhile he answered the question. “They’re fine - well, as fine asever,” he added with a grin. “Still a bit tired so Ram didn’t feellike cooking tonight, which is why the hooligan wanted me to get some take-awayfor them.”
“You mean Andrewdidn’t want Abram to cook and told you to bring something,” Liliyacorrected him with one of her knowing smiles. “He’s so good toAbram.”
“Yeah, he is,” Liz agreed as she held the glass ofwhisky just out of Bren’s reach. “And you know the fee.”
“Harpy,” Bren muttered as everyone huddled closeraround the table while he pulled out his phone. “I was gettin’ toit.”
“Sure you were.” Davis tapped the scarred surfaceof the table until Bren set down the device with one of the pictures of thecats from his most recent ‘babysitting’ job displayed on it. “Ah, look atthose darlings.” That one had been of Sir and King caught napping togetheron the loveseat.
“This is a good one.” Bren smiled as he showed theone of them perched on top of the fridge, peering into the freezer with Kingleaning down to bat at the pints of ice cream - it had been when he’d restockedAndrew’s precious supply before their 'parents�� had returned home.
“Ha! King’s taking her life in her paws there, isn’tshe?” Nadav shook his head and motioned for Bren to show the rest, whichwere various photos of the cats playing or sleeping.
“This one’s brill.” Bren was rather proud of it,especially since he’d not only gotten it but managed to leave in one pieceafterward; Andrew and Abram had returned from their latest trip very late lastnight, with Sir draped over Andrew’s left shoulder and King held cradled in asleepy Abram’s arms as he leaned in to give his tired husband a kiss.
While Liliya made an affectionate noise, the rest of thepeople gathered around the table grinned over the image and Davis patted Brenon the shoulder. “Jamie’s gonna love it,” Liz proclaimed. “Youalready sent it to her, yeah? This is what she was smiling about earlier, Ibet.”
Bren nodded as he held out his hand for his owed drink.“Yeah. That got me and Asya a nice dinner out, it did.” He chuckledbefore he tossed back the shot.
Nadav shook his head as he motioned for Liz to hand over thebottle, which he used to refill everyone’s glasses before his own. “It’snot fair - you get chances likethat-”
“And deal with a certain American hooligan and Ram whenhe’s in a stabby mood,” Bren reminded the man, which Nadav acknowledgewith a wince.
“-true, while I deal with Ally.” That time, it was the rest of the table which winced.“I mean, he’s not all bad, it’sjust that no one wants pictures of him picking out a new suit or hanging out ata game or trying to get a date.” He slumped down in his chair while hedrank his whisky. “I spent three hours the other night listening to himdebate if he should give guys a try. Threehours.” Liz groaned upon hearing that and buried her face in her handswhile Liliya appeared stunned and Davis outright laughed - for himself, Brenwondered if he could somehow be on holiday when 'his’ troublemakers ran intoAlly next. “He’s somehow gotten it into his daft head that if Abram can beso happy with a guy that maybe heshould give it a try.”
“Bloody hell, that’s… oh yeah, that’s fucked up,”Davis said before pouring everyone another round. “Can’t wait to tellStuart about it.”
“I don’t get it,” Liz said, obviously still a bitgobsmacked by the whole thing. “Jamie and Ram are both really smart, sowhat happened with Ally? I mean, who thinkssomething like that?”
Bren gave Nadav a sympathetic look. “You know what? Stabby’snot so bad. I’ll stick with stabby.” He’d gotten rather good over theyears at predicting and dealing with Abram’s and Andrew’s bad moods, after all,not that they happened very often these days. Being married seemed to settlethe two of them down - that and working for MI6 kept them plenty busy.
That and they were all bark and no bite – well, with familyand friends, that was. With family and friends who didn’t betray them. Brenmight have to stock up on the Baileys, tea and sweets, and he wasn’t aboveholding a cat to ensure that the knives stayed put away, but Abram and Andrewwould never turn on anyone who hadn’t betrayed them, and it was the same witheveryone else at the table and their own ‘jobs’.
Well, Nadav might be in a spot of trouble, but Ally wasgetting there.
“So Abram and Andrew are doing well, yes?” Liliya asked asshe picked up Bren’s phone and tapped away on it, most likely sending thepicture of the two troublemakers to her own (Bren trusted her and so didn’tbreak her fingers. That and Liz would break his neck for doing such a thing,so…).
“A bit tired, especially Ram, which means I’d leave themalone for another day or two.” Bren shot Davis a grin at that comment, whichprompted the older enforcer to groan and pour himself a double-shot of whisky.
“Wonderful. Stuart’s only kept away so far because theirflight got in so late last night, but he’s planning on stopping by tomorrow.”He seemed to think of something as he swallowed the smooth liquor. “Maybe I canpretend that I forgot something in the car? Andrew’ll make it quick, I’m sure.”
“I’m gonna pretend I never heard that,” Liz drawled while Liliyagiggled and Nadav appeared to be fascinated with his phone. “And come on, it’sso adorable, watching Stuart fuss over Ram!”
“And then Andrew does that freaky narrow eye thing afterlike two minutes of it, and Stuart gets all jealous when Andrew settles Ramwith just a look or a touch, and then the two of them start arguing and Ramgoes on about tiles for some damn reason and… they’re gonna give me an ulcer,”Davis said in a plaintive manner. “How am I gonna enjoy my curries if I have anulcer?”
“There, there,” Liliya murmured as she reached over to givehis arm a quick pat. “Stuart would be much better about things if he had hisown lover. What happened to the woman he was dating? Uhm….”
“Sabine’s new assistant, Claudia,” Liz answered for her.“Yeah, what happened?”
Davis grimaced and reached for the rapidly dwindling supplyof whisky to top off everyone’s glasses, while Nadav motioned to Billy foranother bottle. “Yeah, her. They broke up about a fortnight ago, she wasn’t toohappy with him traveling all over the place – same old, same old.”
“Ah. That’s probably what had Jamie upset.” Liz draped herleft arm over Liliya’s shoulders and hugged her wife closer. “Might also be whyher and Sean are talking some more about making it official. When you thinkabout it, there’s not too many others our age who do what we do who have suchsteady relationships that I think it’s hitting the two of them not tounderappreciate their own.”
Nadav huffed at that. “That and Will and Miriam would beecstatic about Jamie finally tying the knot, considering how happy they wereabout Ram settling down.” He seemed to think about something then groaned. “Fuckme, I don’t want to be stuck with Ally if he has kids. Ally’s kids. They’ll reassign me, right? I mean, this isn’t somesort of punishment? You’d tell me, right?”He sounded ready to cry, of all things.
Davis laughed while he pounded the poor guy on the back.“You think some woman is ever gonna let that nitwit knock ‘em up?” He spoke theharsh words with affection, but they were still… well, harsh.
They were still the truth, too.
Nadav looked over at Liz and Liliya as if to get a woman’sopinion on things, and sagged in relief when they shook their heads. “If by some chance one does, they’re keepingthe kid and getting the money wired into their account so they don’t have todeal with Ally, but no one’s gonna chance messing with the family like that andno one’s going to be able to deal with him long enough to procreate with thesorry bastard.”
“Thank god,” Nadav sighed, and perked up when Jared, Billy’snephew, arrived with the new bottle.
“Makes one wonder what they say about us, eh?” Davis said ashe nudged Bren in the side.
“That you’re ugly as sin and dumb as a rock.” Liz smirked asshe opened the bottle while Liliya asked Jared for a pitcher of water andtwo platters of fish and chips. Everyone else was quick to order food too, asure sign that they were settling in for the night.
“Abram say where they were this time?” Nadav asked after hefinished his latest shot.
Bren shook his head. “No, so more hush-hush stuff. He did bring back some nice bottles ofvodka that I’m to take to Jamie’s main office later this week, so….”
Liz glared at her empty shot glass but didn’t refill it justyet. “That bastard’s working him too hard. Why haven’t we taken Lloyd out yet?”
“Something about Will saying ‘no’ and ‘government agency’and ‘let Andrew drive him crazy’,blah blah blah,” Davis griped. “I hear Stuart whinging about it all the time.”
“Talking about ulcers,” Nadav mumbled as he texted someone.
“Nah, he’s always good after some quality time with thegrandcats,” Davis said with a straight face. “Cup of tea with Ram out by thefish pond, does the dangling cat toy thing for about ten minutes… swear I brokea bloke by showing him a minute of a video of it, once – Stuart was taking acall while the guy was all tied up and bleeding out. Thought he’d lost hismarbles and started babbling right off.” He smiled as he propped his chin up onhis left hand. “Fun stuff.”
“You ain’t right,” Bren told his friend.
“And you are?”
“Eh, we’re not talking about me,” he shot back, while Lizseemed to be considering something. “What?”
“Think I could get footage of Andrew playing the cats?” At everyone’s incredulous stares, sheshrugged. “It’s gotta happen, right? And just think of playing that when you’ve got some poor sodhanging there all cut up.”
The table was quiet while everyone did.
Huh, it had possibilities.
“Maybe Jason could bug their house?” Then Nadav blanched andseemed to think better of that while the rest of them shook their heads – Bren hardenough to make his neck ache. “The living room? Maybe just the living room?”
“We’d have to offer him some pretty damn good incentive,he’s always real squirrely whenever Andrew’s brought up,” Liz reminded him. “Somenew tech, if anything good comes in.” That was directed at Davis, since Stuartoften got first crack at the imported stuff.
Davis tapped his fingers against the table for a couple ofseconds before he nodded. “I’ll have to think up something to tell Stuart, butyeah, should be doable. At the least, it’ll make his year to be able to teaseAndrew about it, if he ever finds out what we did.”
Bren could see the plan blowing up in their faces so manyways… but he had to admit, it could be worth it. “Eh, who wants to grow old?”
“I’m pretty sure Ram won’t let Andrew torture us,” Liz saidwith a half-smile. “He’d argue for our deaths to be quick.”
Nadav grinned at that. “I won’t have to deal with Allyanymore! I’m definitely in!”
They had another shot each to ‘seal’ the agreement, andtossed around some ideas once the fish arrived. Bren didn’t know they’d evermake it work (Jason was too smart, for starters), but it made for one of theirbetter get-togethers.
He had a wonderful girlfriend, a comfortable flat and a jobhe liked (other than the occasional prick shooting at him). Yeah, it was roughon the wardrobe and the hours a bitch at times, but most of the people heworked with were loyal and had his back, and the pay was great – he wouldn’tfind that in some boring ‘normal’ job.
“No, seriously, I’m willing to take the risk,” Nadavinsisted as he waved a chip in Davis’ face. “He tried to make a Molotov cocktailthe other day with a bottle of seltzer water. Seltzer! There was a bloody bottle of vodka right there and he grabbed the seltzer!”
“Uhm… isn’t there a saying about it’s the thought thatcounts?” Liliya offered while Liz appeared torn between laughing and crying, ofall things.
“Just tell me if this is some sort of punishment,” the poorguy pleaded. “I can take it.”
“It really is a promotion,” Davis tried to assure him. “Really.”
Ah yeah, so much better than some stupid office orconstruction job, Bren thought as he poured himself another shot.
*******
Again, hope it wasn’t too bad. New pov and all, but I had fun.
Poor Ally, still no respect…
And yes yes, definitely Raven’s Partner 17 this Sunday. Have to look it over once more and then send it off!
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surveysonfleek · 7 years ago
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825.
sin #1: lust 
1. Who was the last person you checked out? Did they check you out too?:
 my boyfriend. i couldn’t check him out properly because i was in the back seat.
2. Who was the last person you desired, but they didn’t feel the same?: 
 eh, probably some instagram model. i haven’t had true feelings for anyone since i started dating my boyfriend.
3. Ever cheated on a significant other? If so, have you learned from it?:
 nope.
4. Do you watch porn?:
 i have but very rarely.
5. Do you masturbate?:
 yes.
6. Best physical features on your preferred sex?:
 face.
7. Who are some celebrities that you think are totally hot?: michael b jordan in black panther oh my. that body.
8. Did you ever lust after a best friend’s significant other? How did it turn out?: nope.
9. When was the last time you had sex?: on the weekend.
10. Ever pursued someone, even though they were taken?:
 no.
sin #2: gluttony
 1. When did you last eat at a restaurant? What restaurant was it?: eh, technically today. it was an engagement party at a restaurant. 
2. When did you last have fast food? Where did you get it?: tonight lol. i had a mcdouble from mcdonalds.
3. What was the biggest meal you had all day?: lunch. i had sushi.
4. Do you have too many clothes? How often do you go shopping?:
 i don’t havbe that many tbh. i go shopping a couple times a month but i don’t always buy clothes.
5. What’s something you have a LOT of?: perfumes.
6. Do you eat a lot?:
 not as much as i used to.
7. What was the last thing you splurged (spent a lot of money) on?:
 a mini holiday.
8. What do you spend most of your money on (besides bills and anything necessary like that)?:
 food.
9. Last time you ate candy? What was it?:
 i don’t remember. i don’t usually eat candy.
10. Last thing you ate too much of?:
 canapes at the engagement party lol.
sin #3: greed
 1. Do you share things? How often?: no. i’ll share stuff like clothes and nail polish. with my sister but i’m not used to sharing anything else.
2. Someone asks you for a piece of your cookie. You break it in half, but the pieces aren’t equal. Who gets the bigger piece?:
 depends who the person is. i usually give my boyfriend the bigger half.
3. When you see change on the ground, do you pick it up?:
 if it’s gold, yes haha.
4. How often do you lend money to people?:
 not often. once in a blue moon.
5. Do you loooove money?:
 i don’t love it but it’s a necessity.
6. If someone offers to pay for you, do you decline or readily accept?: 
 i always decline when it’s my friends. i let my family and boyfriend pay for me coz i know i’ll shout them back eventually.
7. Which of your friends is the wealthiest?:
 probably andrew.
8. Would you take a high-paying job that you didn’t really like just for the money and benefits?:
 i’m in that situation now but i hate it. i have no desire to move up in my position.
9. Ever stole from anyone? What about stole from a store? What happened?:
 never stolen from anyone. i went through this klepto phase as a teenager but i never stole anything of significant value. it was always makeup and sunglasses lol. never again.
10. Do you ever have enough money?:
 i haven’t in a long time.
sin #4: sloth
 1. Last thing you procrastinated on?:
 finding a new job.
2. When you’re at a strip mall and the next store you want to go to is at the other side, do you drive over there instead of take a short walk?:
 there aren’t many strip malls in sydney so i just walk everywhere.
3. What’s a typical day off of school and/or work like for you?: i usually pamper myself. do my nails, face mask etc. or i’ll hang with friends.
4. What’s one talent you have that you don’t really work on, even though you have the ability to be good at it?: graphic design.
5. How many hours of television do you watch a day?:
 none. if i really want to watch something i’ll stream it.
6. What about the amount of time you spend on the internet a day?:
 a couple hours.
7. How many hours of sleep do you get a day? Do you sleep in late?: between 5-8 is enough for me. sometimes less if i’m really busy.
8. Do you drive to places that are less than three blocks away?:
 not usually. i hate parking.
9. When was the last time you exercised?: this week.
10. Ever copied and pasted your homework from a website on the internet?:
 no.
sin #5: wrath
 1. If you could kill one person and get away with it, would you do it?:
 no.
2. Is there anyone you honestly and truly can say that you hate?:
 no.
3. Is there anyone you want revenge on, whether you want to get them back big-time or just play a little prank on them for hurting your feelings?:
 lol i have vindictive thoughts but i never really follow through with it.
4. Are you fighting with any friends right now? Why?:
 nope.
5. Last time you were really angry? What happened?: i forgot.
6. When you’re angry, what do you do to calm yourself down?:
 sleep it off.
7. “Hate is just the fear of loving someone.” true or false?:
 false.
8. What’s the best revenge you ever got on someone?: being a better person than them i guess.
9. Was there any hard feelings after your last break-up? On whose end was it on?:
 nah.
10. Ever been cheated on? How did that make you feel?:
 no.
sin #6: envy
 1. Is there anyone you’re jealous of? Name a person and tell us why.:
 no. there’s people that make me think, ‘omg they’re so lucky’ but i don’t wish to be them or anything.
2. List three physical features some other people have that you’re envious of (no need to get specific and name people; you can just say something like “brown eyes” or “having perfect eyebrows”): good body, good skin, nice hair.
3. List three personality features that other people have that you’re envious of:
 confident, friendly, patient.
4. Are you a jealous significant other?:
 nah.
5. Could you date someone who was really jealous?:
 nope.
6. What celebrity’s looks do you envy the most?:
 rihanna.
7. Do you think anyone is envious of you? In your opinion, what charactertistics (physical and mental) do you possess that you think someone might be envious of?:
 i doubt it. i guess i’m well traveled but anyone can do that if they put work into it.
8. What are a few things you wish you were good at?: singing, cooking, makeup.
9. Did you ever date someone, break up, and then see them dating someone very attractive a few days later? Were you jealous of that person?:
 no.
10. When looking at a love interest’s exes, do you often find yourself jealous of their good-looking exes?:
 no.
sin #7: pride
 1. What’s something you brag about a lot (be honest—we all brag sometimes)?: i guess how much i make from doing shit all.
2. What physical features do you take the most pride in?: well it was my skin but it’s been so bad lately so my self esteem is at an all time low.
3. Are you satisfied with what you have?:
 i am. things can be better but i’m content.


4. Be honest… when someone is telling you something, do you often change the subject so it’s about you and your accomplishments instead?: 
 no.
5. Do you like talking about your achievements?:
 i don’t really have much to talk about.
6. Do your parents tend to brag about how well you came out?:
 haha i haven’t heard anything in awhile.
7. Do you strive to be better than others? Do you think competing with others is healthy?:
 i don’t like competing with others. i prefer just aiming to achieve my own goals.
8. What do you do better than most people?:
 idk anymore haha.
9. Do you believe in taking pride in things you can’t control (ex. being proud of your heritage, being proud of your skin color, being proud of your natural artistic ability)?: of course. it’s better than being ashamed of it.
10. Who are you competing with right now (it could be anything—classmates for a grade, co-workers for a position, other girl for a guy, etc.)?: no one.
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