#but if im being real i don't know if im tasting the rose petals or not

[legovasavouchi]

you'll never guess what I made

[kanatamour]

hi tora!! another blog, another request from me~ today im hoping for headcanons "how do they act when they have a crush and how would they manage to confess" with nayuta, kanata, reo & hajun!! i don't know how many characters you do at the time, so if that's too much just nayuta & kanata are nice!! thank you so much hehe <3

THIS IS MY LOVE.

Because ‘I love you’ is written in every single one of his actions, but he needs to tell you properly.

ft. Yatonokami Nayuta, Yatonokami Kanata, Maruyama Reo, Hajun Yeon x gn! reader.

cw/genre: fluff, love confessions, some angst.

Hello, Jules, dear and thank you so much for sending in another request here ! I’m sorry this took a while, but I still hope you enjoy it and that it can make you smile <3 I ended up making it in time before the year ends, so happy new year !

ଓ YATONOKAMI NAYUTA

“You came along, and my heart smiled. So, get rid of those doubts, my love, I’ve been waiting for you.”

— With Nayuta, you realize he’s in love because of his smile.

— His usually apathetic, even melancholy expression, is replaced by an upwards curve to his lips, brimming in a sweetness that is hard to place.

— To anyone who deigns to observe where his iridescent eyes keep looking, they’d find you at the end of the lane.

— It is easy to see, when you two are together. His gaze is a little brighter, that difference that makes you discern dusk from dawn; he seems more energized, the lilt to his voice a tad more upbeat, particles of sundust shining in the words he addresses to you.

— And perhaps everyone notices, and Nayuta hopes you do too.

— And maybe you already have, but alas, fear seems to follow humans in crucial moments, confusing the heart, leading it through twisting alleys that echo the unsavory sounds of ‘what if’.

— What is it’s just all in your head. What if you’re overthinking and reading the signs the wrong way.

— The sighs he lets out, alone, in the dead on night are the unheard confirmation that his feelings for you are real.

— And yet, miles separate you, each of you lying on your side in the blue light of a faded moon.

— But, as they say, every cloud has a silver lining.

— Nayuta just will have to tell you directly, then.

— Or rather, show you.

— You find yourselves on the topmost floor of his secret hideout, the sun casting in coppery hues the thousands of piled up buildings below; a beautiful contradiction, how the slums had a beauty to them at golden hour.

— But so did your moments with Nayuta.

— You found him, the one you hold most dear. It didn’t matter if it was in a place this world had forgotten.

— Because you could never forget Yatonokami Nayuta.

— Nor the kiss he gives you when you turn towards him at the call of your name.

— You can taste the remaining sweetness of the popsicle he was just eating as his hands land on either side of you, stabilizing himself when he leans in further.

— And because there is no way your mind is making up the cool softness of his lips on yours, you kiss him back, hands cradling his cheeks, strands of silken moonshine reflected on puddles after the rain tickling your fingers.

— “Is it clear now, that I like you, my cute [Y/n]?” Nayuta utters, in the sunset lit instants between his kiss and the second one you initiate as an answer.

— You don’t trust your voice right now, so you’ll speak in the language lovers do when words are superfluous.

— And you can be sure, he’ll be asking for more.

ଓ YATONOKAMI KANATA

“Your petals were bloodied amidst the storm and you still shined. When I next realized, I was the thorns, and you, the only rose.”

— Kanata doesn’t know what is it he feels for you.

— And what’s more, he doesn’t know why.

— Weren’t you another one of those rich brats to begin with? It was your fault that day you were in trouble in the rain, being robbed by some troublemakers.

— And yet, the moment you resisted to give them your pocket money and one of the attacker’s hands closed around your wrist, something in Kanata snapped.

— He doesn’t know how, or the reason behind which he found himself throwing punches until those bastards were running away.

— But he knew he didn’t like the sight of the cut they somehow managed to land on your cheek.

— “Thank you for that, but are you okay?” You asked him, checking for bruises on your nameless savior.

— You are the one bleeding and yet, you ask him that.

— “You shouldn’t be here.” Kanata spats, turning away.

— “Wait! What’s your name?” You asked, running to catch up with him.

— He ‘tsks’. Why can’t he leave you alone in the rain? Why does the sight of blood running down a stranger’s face sit so wrong with him?

— Annoyed, he drapes his jacket over your head.

— “You don’t want to know.” Are the last words he tells you, before running off.

— You stand there, dumfounded, the boy’s hoodie shielding you from the rain.

— You’ll be back here tomorrow.

— The sky dyes in shades of peach and lavender, reminding you of the sweet scent of spring. Ironic, in such a cold evening, and even more so in this district.

— You have a feeling you’ll find him again, so you wait. His jacket is neatly folded over your lap, as a stray kitten rubs itself against your leg.

— Then you spot him. Short sleeved t-shirt on, hands buried deep in the pockets of his pants.

— “Put this on, at least!” You call, throwing him his jacket. “Catch!”

— Eyes not unlike the color of the sky widen at the sight of you again.

— “Thank you for yesterday, whatever your name is.” You softly tell the young man, reaching where he stands with the small cat in your arms.

— It meows at him. Extending one of its paws.

— “See? He wants to know your name too!” You pout, holding one of the kitten’s white paws in your hand.

— “Ugh fine! It’s Kanata, okay?”

— “Nice to meet you, Kanata.” You giggle, as the cat paws at your hero’s face.

— And somehow, the way you call his name… It’s pleasant, a sweet melody shining in a world of gray.

— He wants to see you again.

— So, next time, he’s the one to seek you out.

— You always meet at the same place; the street where the white kitten lives. Sometimes it goes home with Kanata, though, and others you bring him to your apartment.

— Time is fleeting, and days become months, with December snow fading to rays of February sun, auguring an early spring.

— And then one day, Kanata isn’t there.

— You wait, with your cat friend, who meows sadly at you, climbing on your lap when the first tears begin to fall.

— That evening you leave, matching cups of ramen left to the freeze of a lonely night.

— However, someone saw this hurtful scene.

— “Care to explain yourself?” Nayuta asks his brother, slamming the door behind him.

— Kanata turns slightly around. “Don’t know what you’re talking about.”

— “Oh, you… You know very well. Why didn’t you go today?”

— To which Kanata shrugs.

— “Fine. I hope you know they left crying.” His younger twin points out. “Will you just face your feelings and accept you’re in love and that they love you?”

— “That’s…” Kanata’s shoulders slump. “They deserve better…”

— “Silly!” His brother intercepts, with a soft flick to his forehead. “And what? They want you. So you better get it together and go find them now!”

— And well, for some reason, Kanata doesn’t need to be told twice.

— Luckily for him, a small friend is there to help.

— Following the kitty, they both manage to locate you.

— “[Y/n]! Wait!” The boy who saved you that night calls, putting a hand on your shoulder.

— “What do you want, Yatonokami?” You ask, tone cold, without turning around.

— It hurts him. The way he’s hurt you, the way you won’t face him, the way you use his last name instead.

— “I’m sorry. I just… I’m stupid, okay? I couldn’t come to terms with- the thing is- I… I… Oh, to hell with it! I like you, okay? And I just didn’t know how to act around you or what to do and I thought you deserved better and so I just stood you up and I messed up.”

— A chuckle is definitely not the answer he was expecting.

— “You are cute when you blush, Kanata.” You murmur, wiping away a stray tear, smiling sweetly at him.

— “I’m not-“ He starts, cheeks blooming in crimson roses.

— “I said it’s cute. You are cute.”

— Droplets of thin rain begin to fall.

— “I like you too, if that wasn’t obvious.” You softly say, with a kiss to his cheeks.

— Much like the night you met, rain surrounds you. This time, it’s his cheek that burns, not because an open wound, but because of the searing sensation of a kiss he won’t forget.

ଓ MARUYAMA REO

“What is the point for a rainbow to hide? Let’s write our love in the sky.”

— Reo is a cutie and he definitely has a way with flirting.

— So that’s exactly what he does.

— He is not shy about it in the slightest, often complimenting you on your new clothes, telling how sweet you are or giving you hugs out of nowhere.

— Of course, all of the above, always that you are comfortable; Reo is very cheerful, but he knows how to read your emotions and pick up what you like and dislike.

— And at first, you didn’t think much of it. Sure, he is very affectionate with you, but he is with everyone else too, right? It’s not like you are receiving special treatment.

— Which, in turn, frustrates Reo more.

— Is he doing something wrong? He’s being pretty obvious, right?

— Or maybe… you don’t feel the same way?

— No, no, no, he can’t fall into negativity.

— He has to take you to a nice date and tell you how he feels directly.

— So, he puts together some money he’s been saving and chooses his cutest outfit. This is a special occasion and he wants to make you happy.

— When you arrive at the accorded spot, Reo is already waiting for you.

— Sure, he is a sunshine, but you didn’t expect an amusement park date, seeming how he and his gang usually preferred to hang out at the ramen place.

— “Hello, [Y/n]!” He greets you, those eyes of his mirroring the sunset clouds lining the horizon. “I got cotton candy hehe. One for you and one for me!”

— You take the sweet treat from him, eyes sparkly at the delicious sugary scent wafting around you.

— “Woaah! It looks so tasty! You’re the best Reo…” You thank him.

— And maybe, just maybe, because this is a date, you leave a cotton candy kiss on his cheek, giggling at the pink remnants left behind.

— To which the boy grins mischievously, bringing his fingers to it and tasting the sugary treat.

— “Hmm… Your kiss was sweeter…” He ponders, as your cheeks heat up. “What if we repeat it, properly this time?”

— And at that moment, beneath the lighting of dusk and attractions, your lips touch for the first time; a memory written over cottony clouds in rosey glaze.

— “I love you, pretty.” Reo utters, nose brushing against yours, when he parts.

— “I love you too, Reo.” Are your words, before you initiate a second kiss.

— Little did you two know, Iori and the rest of the gang are looking from afar, proud of his youngest member (Suiseki is a little jealous, but that’s another story).

ଓ HAJUN YEON

“I’ll erase the piercing words that were etched into your soul that day.”

— This man’s way of flirting is teasing you (change my mind).

— With his fans, he is all smiles and charming phrases, but when he really loves you, you get to see a more… naughty side of him.

— When he teases you, he doesn’t do it out of malice, no.

— He’s been hurt in the past, and even if his infatuation with you grows by the day, a part of him is still afraid he’ll be discarded again.

— The words ‘you are not needed anymore’ still resound inside his mind, no matter how much he smiles or tries to look perfect on the outside.

— So he’s wary of diving into a new relationship.

— But at the same time, you are so lovely… The way you pout when he’s teasing you, or how you call him and wave at him whenever you see him at uni…

— Hajun would really like to spend more time with you.

— “You should.” Anne tells him, when they finally get Hajun to spill the beans. “I know you’re afraid to trust but… Isn’t it lonely, to keep the one you love at a distance?”

— It is, yes.

— It’s painful if he stays away. And the variant of getting hurt hangs in the air if he tries to get closer.

— But, as they say, ships were not made to stay at harbor.

— So he’ll take this chance and hope for the best.

— And for that, you know he’ll use his charm.

— A cute cafe date here; dinner at his place that he cooked himself using organic ingredients there; and of course, the occasional expensive gift you had been eyeing, mysteriously arriving at your doorstep.

— You like all of this, and especially, you like him.

— However, a part of you can’t help but wonder: what does he want with me? What does he get out of all of this?

— With those thoughts, you lie in bed, listening to his music in the new noise canceling headphones you’re sure he’s bought for you.

— You’re so not sleeping tonight. Maybe tomorrow you’ll ask him about what ‘ulterior’ motives he has.

— The model’s vibrant eyes widen slightly behind his glasses when you utter the question.

— “Why me, Hajun? What are you planning?”

— It hurts him. How it seems he’s not the only one with trust issues here.

— So that’s how you think of it. Some kind of twisted game he’s playing to get something out of you.

— “I’m serious here, Hajun.” You insist, tone stern, when all the answer he gives you are the subtle expressions of his face.

— And for once, he decides to be honest. No mask of perfection obscuring the words he next speaks.

— “Because I’ve fallen in love with you, [Y/n]. Because I was afraid to trust, to be left behind, thrown away. But then you came around. And I wanted to spend more time with you. This is no game, not one that I plan on ending anyway.” He whispers that last part to your ear, a knowing smile on his lips as he feels the heat on your cheeks.

— “Hajun… You… You mean that?”

— “More than anything.” He vows, placing a kiss to the back of your hand, the one adorned with the set of silver rings he gifted you, never once breaking eye contact.

— Your fingers slot in between his. You suppose it’s alright to let your heart take command and test the waters.

— After all, you can’t keep denying you’ve been in love with him since the beginning, too. You just never thought he’d end up reciprocating.

[roomaterecipes]

Nut brittle that slaps

Another bougie sounding treat that takes a few snacks and elevates them to look fancy

4 tablespoons butter divided, plus more for greasing baking sheet if your not using spray, pro tip:use the spray also use aluminum foil with spray and it comes off like a dream

a solid pinch of saffron threads, not necassry but adds color, a little dimension and like I said sounds fancy (by far the most expensive ingredient but can also be used in rice and couscous)

1 tablespoon vanilla extract, I personally always use the Good stuff like a vanilla bean paste or powder but dealers choice

1/2 salt, dont over salt as you may want to add salt on top for an extra kick and looks

Pistachios, Honestly i get shelled one because Damn are the shells a pain but you do you im not a cop Almonds, i prefer whole ones that i personally chop into chunks/ powder but slivered works too

1/2 cup granulated sugar

1/2 cup packed light brown sugar

1/2 cup light corn syrup

1/2 cup water

1 tablespoon rose extract, this adds a bit of a floral note and I'm not familiar with this ingredient or its strength so I err'ed on caution. But if you are a more deft hand or prefer a stronger floral taste you can punch it up a bit.

1 teaspoon baking soda

When making candy id advised NOT to fuck around with the oils/sugars and baking soda unless 1: you know what your doing 2: you have the ability to fuck around and find out without it be a body blow (mentally, emotionally, fiscally or cleaning wise 3: Your G-ds specialest little beings and the ancestors are guiding your hands as you eyeball things. Step 1 : chop and toast your nuts, Chop to your desired finess and put in the pan you plan to do the sugars in later. Toast them dry for a bit and then add in the 2 tablespoons of butter and saffron if you have that. Keep an eye on those fuckers they turn nasty if burnt. Afterwards scrap them out into a bowl and put aside for later Step 2: This is the candy making, Toss in your sugars, syrup, 2 tablespoons of butter and rose water, stirring with a silicon tool frequently, don't forget to scrape the sides and bottom. You may have noticed at this point I haven't mentioned a candy thermometer that's because we don't need one. Get a clear glass, preferably one you don't super care about or can go in the dishwasher/soak. Fill it 2/3's of the way up with cool/cold water and keep a utensil nearby. When you feel the sugar/ butter mixture is getting to temp (usually from 10-20 minutes depending on your stove and heat, I aim for med-med high as it gives me time to set things up) your going to take some of the mixture on your spatula and let it drip into the water, once it forms a soft ball stage thats when we proceed. Step 3: toss in baking soda, it will foam, perhaps even drastically always use a pot or pan thats decently tall (if you think its too tall reconsider for a moment and reassess i usually go for 'twice as tall as the sugar syrup and mix but you do want a good amount of surface area for the bottom) as this can go sideways real fast when hot molten sugar spills all over the place Step 4: Toss in your nuts and vanilla, this is go time. Keep stirring and scraping the bottom. Were aiming for hard ball/crack stage which is when your syrup mixture when dripped into the water is hard and barely/if at all malleable. Step 5: pour into your tin and spread, the thinner brittle is . Tip to make this fancier give it the holiday crack treatment, line your tray with crackers (butter crackers are extra fancy but saltines are also perfect and put some dark chocolate on it. If your broiler works just pop that on and shake the chocolate on your spread out brittle and pop it under for a minutes or so to help it spread more easily. Sprinkle witth a little coarse salt, maybe some rose petals or extra chopped nuts if you want it to have that extra oomph. Let cool fully and break apart. Imagine your some artic explorer trying to chip through ice with a small pointy knife and a blunt object to chisel it apart. Step 6: Enjoy

[chittapornswife]

IM SOOOOO SORRY I WENT MIA... i didn't expect to like... Unplug when i was visiting my sister and then i got back on wednesday but was busy until today T_T but tytyty for your kind words abt my blog!! i feel like i don't make enough content for all the love i receive >_< i'll be someone 'sending love from the us 🇺🇸' to your blog <3333

gosh wattpad... i was reading on it when i was like 10 😳i remember writing an AWFUL teen wolf fic and it got like a couple thousand reads and i thought i was like The Next Big Thing... did you ever read the exo ot12 werewolf mafia fic? god.... what a time fr.. fuckboy!lucas lives in my head rent free.. i like rarely read smut but it was like... so good..it was the exception like i legit couldn't stop reading it.. and it was like 18 pts or smthn . sooooo gooooood

KNIGHT!LUCAS AND SECRET PRINCESS!READER THO?!?!?!?!? wow what a concept omg omg i love royalty aus so much and whew... i will def be looking forward to it !!! anything you write is great tho :D

pls i will go book a flight to canada just to give u a hug right BACK!!! honestly it's still a mystery to me w who the reader will end up with but i'm told i'm dense all the time so maybe this is just a sign for me to reread dnyl club for the like fifth time... 😌💓 random, but do you ever talk w friends abt who you would be friends w in groups / who you are? my friends say i remind them of mark which... is like the highest level of a compliment you can receive imo.. *cue me getting sidetracked* it was so funny tho i met a longtime online friend while i was visiting my sis and i was telling her all abt how i'm nervous to start college and put myself out there and she was like ???? YOU'RE TELLING ME YOU'RE NOT EXTROVERTED??? which was like the biggest shock of the year for me because everyone back home knows i'm like. a mouse in front of new ppl.... idk why i mentioned that.. just guess i wanted to share it w u <33 .. if i'm going to continue my sidetrackedness (100% not a real word but bear w me...) while visiting my sis we had these like Gourmet milkshakes and mine was mint choco theme and it was SOOOOOOO good... it was obvi mint choco flavored and had like ground andes mint pieces in the shake that you got with each sip and then had whipped cream, an oreo, and A WHOLE ICE CREAM SANDWICH on top.. with the rim coated with chocolate buttercream frosting and chocolate sprinkles...i'll be dreaming about it for a long time.. ik i just went on a tangent abt my love for the shake and the Mint Choco-ness of it.. but are you a fan? or do you think it tastes like toothpaste? 😅

that's so interesting tho how your writing process works! i think i'm the type to just write as i think and then revise when needed... we had a project in english and had to do the outline but not the actual research paper in its entirety and i got carried away and my outline ended up being like 4 pages... it was.. v extra.. which made me realize it's best to just write the Actual Thing because my brain thinks the planning is the draft i'll submit 😭but it's so cool how this was your first chapter series and it ended up being so amazing ????? like seriously if i had to write a chaptered work i think i would def have like boring/dull moments but your writing style really makes everything interesting and the readers curious as to what will happen next !!! it's like.. wow i'm gna seem like im obsessed w chocolate but.. it's like you eat an amazing chocolate bar w rose petals infused and it's so rich and the best ever and before you know it you've finished the entire bar... like that's how i feel whenever i read your works !! when i first found dnyl club i literally read everything you had posted on your masterlist and it was all just sooooo good T_T

ik you said i gassed u up a ton but ^^^ there's some more for you <33333 EXO'S CLOUD 9.. WHAT A SONG !!! they never know is one of my favorite exo... maybe even kpop as a whole .. songs... that whole album was a masterpiece.. altho universe and obsession are my favorites from them! (album wise!!) i'm glad you're an essay person.. because this ask is def the longest i've sent .. ever.. but i just have so much to say! will tumblr actually send this all? omg.. i'm '02!! jisung's older by 8months -_- i remember when he debuted and my friend and i were like ?!!?! A MIDDLE SCHOOLER IS DEBUTING ? it was so wild ..

the flight ended up having no issues but there were some bleh ppl which sucked T_T, did you end up sleeping that day? er .. would i say night? haha 💐😽 and pls you give me energy too !! reading your message makes me happy and light .. idk if light is the right word but like.. not stressed? AT PEACE !! yea :D sending lots of love to you and i'm currently listening to my 😳😳😳 kpop playlist so here are a couple recs (i did ten 😉): daylight by mino, magic by seohyun, fever by enhypen, 1 degree by got7, closer (max solo) by tvxq, first love by after school, shade by yukika, hush by laboum, yes by demian, and sick and tired (ft. reddy) by suzy!! sorry this was such a belated reply back and so LONG but i hope you've been well and have a great monday and week overall !! <33333 :D - lofeel

DONT APOLOGIZE!!!😡😡😡 I knew you were gone somewhere and must be having fun so it’s totally okay!! 💞💞 also love that we are hyping each other up like this 🥺💗💗

10 omg😭 I started i think in grade 8? so i was about 12-13 not too far off from your age either! i only got into kpop two years later so i was mainly on there for the good ole werewolf and vampire stories 😭 ALSO PLS i wrote a story too and for some reason i still have it up but it’s called “he’s my prince charming??” and it reached like a number in the genres and i was so excited abt it😭 i haven’t read the exo one!!! i think i may have heard of it but unfortunately (maybe fortunately) i haven’t come across it😔 fuckboy!lucas i think is such a great concept bc it always fits him... he even had one of my normie friends acting up bc she a video of him on her fyp LOL and asked me if i knew who it was😭

i’m very excited for this fic!! it’s part of an enemies to lovers collab i’m in and the basic premise is that the reader is a princess and the only heir to the throne who has been kept as a secret since birth, passing off as some poor child the king and queen favoured and gave a home. lucas is going to be the troublesome and always bothering knight with insanely good looks and when the reader’s father passes away, he’s appointed as her 24/7 guard. it’s gonna be a bit intense, i don’t think i’ve had a concept like this but it’s a lot of stuff about trust, betrayal and ofc love<33 so i’m very excited abt it!! i feel like just writing it all rn but i have other fics i have to finish first😭 i have four collab works that’ll be posted this summer and i’m excited for all of them😳 i’ll give u the titles since i love to overshare LOL

fool for you - taeil

sharaabi (drunk) - renjun

bubblegum or pop rocks - hyuck

a postcard away - yangx2

u are not DENSE!!! This just means that perhaps i am doing a better job than i thought at hiding who the reader ends up with😭 i’ve finished writing for chp. 12 tho! there is a couple chapters left, it will all sum up to under 20 chapters so i’m excited to finish writing and then posting! my goal is by the end of this summer again so i’m just packing on all the pressure once more😭

i have talked abt it with friends in the past!! but i don’t remember who they said i’m like again, this was when nct had 18 only and i was i think closer to ten? maybe chenle but i don’t remember except at this point i feel like i relate to hendery, ten and yangyang more🙏🏼🙏🏼 mark!!! i can see it a bit but we’ve only chatted for a tiny amount so i’m not sure 😭 but i see how you love to excitedly talk about things just like he does :D i also see you as bubbly so i’d also add in chenle!! or pre-2021 chenle bc he’s growing up so fast and becoming an adult :(( how was it meeting your longtime online friend tho?!)!?? i’ve only ever met one but she ended up being not so great of a friend later on so :/// also from our talks you do seem extroverted!!! but you know what, i know many introverted ppl who when they get comfortable will seem very extroverted and will be so social with specific ppl so i think you may be like that! do not worry, i understand your fear bc in front of some family and ppl i’m that quiet but polite girl bc i get terrified of saying the wrong thing or ppl thinking of me as weird or something 🥺

my biggest tip for college and making new friends is to sit near or find ppl who seem very chill and nice to talk with and then do small talk related to the subject or content. basically i act a bit clueless 😭 it has always helped me tho! but i think it’s also in consideration that i do look like i could come off as the clueless type being small and looking too young like im in high school😭 sidetrackedness is now a word bc u said it so i am loving it🙏🏼 !!!! i’ve never tried andes chocolate before but we sell it at our store during christmas so i’ll have to try it out!! but i do like mint chocolate!! i haven’t had it in a while bc my go to ice cream flavour is either cotton candy, bubblegum or cookies n cream! but the way u described the milkshake..... THE FULL ICECREAM BAR ON TOP TOO???? i love love sprinkles and whipped cream but the chocolate buttercream on the rim sounds amazing too... now i want a milkshake 😐👎🏼 it’s so interesting tho that ppl think it tastes like toothpaste like??? i also love cilantro and apparently to some ppl it tastes like soap and i’m like uhhhh 🤨🤨SOAP?

i am in love with extra tho🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 and that’s so interesting that we have similar but different techniques!! when it comes to essays for school i always try to plan those out bc they have a word limit and sometimes i’m either over or under the word count so it helps me to jot down tiny details to remember them and keep them organized too! so much different from my style of just going with the flow with fics. thank u tho!!🥺🥺💗💞💗💞 when i first wrote the teaser i had no clue except for one detail on what the series was going to be like so it was hella nerve wracking and not to mention i was going to start at a different uni in a couple of months so a lot of nerves and pressure! but i’m happy ppl have enjoyed the series and the idea!! :D it makes me rlly happy to see ppl come up with theories or even just comment about dnyl club like i never knew it would get this big so i’m just grateful :’) 💗💗 i am loving ur obsession with chocolate pls recommend me more things bc i am a chocolate and caramel fanatic 😳

i’ve never had rose petal infused chocolate before!! it sounds very good tho and reminds me of rose flavoured ice cream!! very good and has a floral and delicious taste so i recommend it! you can usually find it at indian restaurants and idk about regular stores bc i just have it when we’re eating out! but thank you seriously again for this analogy and for making my tiny pea sized brain swell with joy and pride :”))) ♥️💞♥️💞♥️💞♥️ they never know!!! idk why every time i listen to that song i feel like i’m in a forbidden relationship or something 😭 jisung the old man by 8 months</33 also does that mean your bday was last month? i tried doing the math but also i suck at math so </3.... but if so then HAPPY BELATED BDAY!!! 🎉🎉🥳🥳🥳 💞💞💞💞

i did end up sleeping that night!! i had work in the morning-ish so i had to force myself to sleep but i was very happy reading your msg🥺💗 also bleh ppl just 😒😐👎🏼 but i’m glad you went and had fun with your sister and now you’re back home safe!! :D 💗 thank you for the recs!!! i’m very surprised to say that i haven’t listened to any of those songs before besides closer - max! that was actually my inspiration to write for my “closer” fic with ten which i still have to write a part 2 for😭 but thank you!!! i will listen to these songs this week 😎 i just briefly listened to mino’s daylight, jeez the last song of his ive listened to properly was fiancé and that needs a fic of its own bc it’s so good!!! mino is amazing and one of my og loves when i first got into kpop in 2014😭 but the song is rlly good!!! i’ll recommend some songs with a similar vibe!! they all may not be kpop tho!

woman - doja cat (not usually a fan of her but this beat is just pure perfection imo)

como un bebe - j balvin & bad bunny (a classic)

passion - pinkpantheress (not similar vibes but she’s amazing with like y2k sounding songs!)

big boss/touch me/f.u.c.k - victoria monet (god she’s so talented, incredible tbh that she isn’t on top 10 charts each week or something bc of how catchy and brilliantly made her music is! she’s more recognized as ariana grande’s lyricist & friend but her talent is just phenomenal! after listening to magic by seohyun and knowing closer by max i thought these songs follow the same mysterious vibes as those songs too!)

thank you for the ten(😉) recs! haha and i hope you have a great day and week ahead of you!!! make sure to stay hydrated and eat regularly, keep yourself healthy!! sending love your way and thank you for this essay msg, i love it!!!💞♥️💞♥️💞♥️💞