#but i've been thinking about this a lot
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Gregor truly has such great parents. They've taught him how to be responsible, curious, intelligent, respectful, kind, caring, and selfless. It's what's made him the warrior in all of the prophecies, more than being a rager. Gregor doesn't really want to be a rager, except for when it comes to defending himself and others. Gregor's family is poor and don't have much, and so Gregor is giving to his sisters so that they will have enough to eat. He's constantly remembering things that his parents have told him before, whether that's practical information or how to behave. And he listens to them, remembering advice they'd given him before, and when he does, things get better. And as they are both alive, sick but alive, he is secure in knowing that he has two adults who love him in his corner.
Which makes Pearlpelt's backstory all the more tragic. He's the great white rat and as such as the potential to lead the rats, to bring peace. But he suffered at the hands of his father. He was taught violence when his father killed his littermates. He was encouraged to gorge on his mother's milk without those littermates to share with, teaching him selfishness and lacking regulation. He watched his mother and father fight to the death, reinforcing the danger of the world and leaving him without the love or guidance of his mother, who so clearly adored and loved him. Ripred and the other rats who acted as Pearlpelt's guardians were given a pup who had already been greatly scarred by his early years, lacking in regulation and attachment. It's no wonder they couldn't figure out how to handle him. And he doesn't know how to handle himself, reducing himself to sucking and biting on his tail to attempt to curb his own mounting anguish.
Gregor, warrior and rager, could have ended up as Pearlpelt did--lacking in control and unsure of who truly loves him--without his parents. And Pearlpelt, the Bane, could have ended up like Gregor--compassionate and seeking peace over violence--had his parents been more like Gregor's.
#tuc#tuc20#gregor and the marks of secret#the underland chronicles#gregor tuc#pearlpelt#tuc analysis#tuc meta#look i'm only on chapter 9 and i don't remember what happens so hopefully this holds up#but i've been thinking about this a lot
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honestly idk why the ccs still even use twitter? like i swear, just... leave. delete the app, find other places to read what the community has to say. idk, i totally understand being sensitive to backlash especially when it's undeserved, but my guys, my gals, my friends... leave. stop engaging with what's awful to you. please, i beg.
#qsmp#qsmp discourse#tagging for good measure#but i've been thinking about this a lot#maybe it's the autism maybe it's old age lmao but? idk man#i do not give a fuck what some asshat on twitter has to say#objectively people can think whatever they want about me that's okay i do not give a singular fuck if i know i'm not harming anyone#idk why people torture themselves
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Almost every contestant in the Inter-Darshan Championship got what they wanted from the competition, though they didn't win.
-Tighnari drummed up interest in his lecture -Cyno got the limited edition TCG card (though he obviously paid for it, but that was his own choice, Kaveh was willing to let him have it for free even after hearing that it was worth 1 million Mora) -Faruzan attracted a student -Layla I'm not entirely sure, I don't think she had a solid goal going into it other than to not make a fool of herself since she was nominated, but since she was being complimented by her peers and they took her out for a meal, and she did her best not to let them down, I'd say her own goals were well resolved too. -Wanderer (Hat Guy lol) was only there to keep an eye on things per Nahida's request, and step in if he had to. I guess if anything, he got tricked into going to school now, so good for him.
Kaveh is the only one who didn't exactly get what he wanted, seemingly, though he was the actual winner of it. He broke the diadem so he never wore it, and he donated all the wealth he would have won (though he did get 1 million Mora out of it, but certainly not enough to move out of Alhaitham's house).
I think rather than winning and wearing the diadem for his late father, he wanted closure on a period of his life that causes him immense guilt and grief, represented by wearing that diadem, because he had expressed the desire for it as a child, and he believed that this was the reason that his father ended up dying later. The money I believe was very much secondary to this. Like he wanted it, but that closure was something I think meant more to him.
And he did get that, though it wasn't related to him winning. At the same time, though, the fact that it was Kaveh who won was what brought Sachin's consciousness forth. If it had been any of the others, he wouldn't have made an appearance, because that only would've happened if he liked the contestant, and Kaveh's idealism was what won Sachin over. So after hearing the truth from Sachin, and then later being told (by the Traveler or Alhaitham) that his father had met Sachin after the Championship of 20 years ago and had been the real reason for his father's gloominess and later accident, I believe Kaveh got that closure that he desired.
Like I don't think it totally got rid of that lifelong guilt he's felt, but it's a strong step toward healing for him. So although Kaveh didn't get literally what he wanted from the Inter-Darshan Championship, I think he symbolically did (and also did get 1 mil Mora out of it, too lol)
#kaveh#genshin impact#analysis#it's been a while since i looked at the event stuff though so idk if i missed anything important#that would make any of this wrong#but i've been thinking about this a lot#loved kaveh in that event; my man is a star#i strongly felt that he would be the winner because what he wanted could ONLY happen if he won#and i'm especially pleased with the conclusion
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Physically? I am sitting in my bedroom. Mentally? Spiritually? I AM DEAD ON THE FLOOR!!!!! THESE TWO HAVE KILLED ME!!!!
(Another drawing! This was originally attempt #1 at drawing stan, and then fiddleford just showed up. Kinda feels like them five minutes after the above acting like nothing happened though, so it works sdjkgkjfshj)
#HEALED FIDDLEFORD HAS ME BOUNCING OFF THE FUCKING WALLS!!!!!!! GIVE THE MAN A BRIGHT HAPPY FUTURE!!! FUCK!!!!!#I don't know how i'm coming off right now#when i say that i've been super manic about them for the past week I really mean it#guys Idk but I think I might be fiddlestans number one fan#I liked this pairing before book of bill and after reading it it only solidified things#IT IS SO MUCH MORE THAN A CRACK SHIP TO ME!!!!!!!!#fiddlestan#gravity falls#anyway this is supposed to be them the next summer#stan is working the shack to tutor soos for tourist season#fiddleford has changed while the twins were on the stan o war#STAN DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL AT FIRST and they have a lot of shit to work through from their past before they can start making out dksjds#sketchbook#traditional art#pencil drawing#traditional drawing#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#gravity falls fanart
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I'm very sorry to ask something like this, I've really been struggling with this question, and I wanted to ask the combined wisdom of the people on this site
I would like to know why you keep going, and what drives you to keep living. I know there are a lot of reasons to stay alive and enjoy life, I can think of a few that personally resonate with me, but I really want to know what your reasons are
You do not have to comment on this if that's too big of an ask, and I'm very sorry for asking something like this, I really need someone's help, I feel like I don't have much purpose
Also if I may ask, please don't post any suicidal ideation in the comments of this post, I really can't handle something like that right now
#I've been thinking about this a lot and it's been hard for me to deal with#I think I just want to be happy as many times as possible and I want to help other people feel happy as many times as possible#I'd really appreciate any help or advice that you have#Suicide mention#Tw//#Cw//
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“There is something at work in my soul, which I do not understand.”
I've had this vision in my mind for ages so I finally decided to take a stab at drawing a cover for one of my favourite novels⚡
#frankenstein#victor frankenstein#gothic literature#gothic lit art#frankenstiensmonster#mary shelley#mary shelly's frankenstein#my art#pigeon princess#I've been thinking about Frankenstein a lot recently
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"People as things, that's where it starts."
Carpe Jugulum (Discworld #23) - Terry Pratchett
Going Postal (Discworld #32) - Terry Pratchett
#i finished Going Postal last week#and i've been thinking about this A Lot#carpe jugulum#going postal#discworld#terry pratchett#words words words
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STAR WARS: EPISODE V - THE EMPIRE STRIKES BACK (1980) -dir. Irvin Kershner
#posting for the first time in three years on this blog because I've been thinking about this a lot#might start posting regularly again bc i've been reading the high republic books and it's brought my love back to me for this series#swedit#filmedit#scifiedit#starwarsedit#starwarsblr#ch: luke skywalker#ch: yoda#ep: v#trilogy: originals#*gifs
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* e.g. in interviews/social media saying things like "I played this scene as x character being in love with y character" making it canon that x loves y, or "I view x as bisexual" even if they aren't bi within the show itself, or just general statements on backstory/details that aren't included within the show
#i'm a definite no#i've thought this before. like an actor saying they think a character is bi isn't the same as the character being canonically bi#i've been thinking about it a lot with how many 911 fans have taken what lou's been saying about tommy in cameos and stuff as canon#like you can agree with an actor or incorporate their perspective into your analysis or headcanons#but ultimately to me canon is what's shown/said on screen#polls
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If you feel comfortable please tell me about your middle name in the tags too! I'm nosey and don't know what to do with my own middle name lmao
#polls#i've never posted a poll before but I've been thinking about this a lot lately bc I've always hated my middle name and like#if i'm already changing my name#may as well change my middle name too#i've been asking people irl but i'm running out of people to ask on account of I don't talk to people irl
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Reader : Do you want to take a shower with me?
Aventurine : I have a gun beside my nightstand and I want you to shoot me with it if I ever say no to that because know that I've gone crazy.
#i've been thinking about him quite a lot#will he be able to dethrone alhaitham though#incorrect quotes#honkai star rail incorrect quotes#hsr incorrect quotes#aventurine x reader#aventurine x you#aventurine#hsr x reader#hsr x you#honkai star rail x reader
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"…Yes! You see? What a thrill! What a rush!
That was YOU!
The button described you!..."
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PLEASE DO NOT STEAL
#the stanley parable#tsp#tspud#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#my artwork#stanley#tsp stanley#<3<3<3#…I've been thinking about this game a lot…#I can’t wait to play it again in nine years…#the narrator#tsp narrator#to everyone who was able to buy the collectors edition … I ENVY YOU SO MUCH#If you ordered an extra figurine or extra button I'll more than happy to buy it plz XD#/srs
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𝒾𝓉'𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝑔𝓁𝑜𝓇𝓎. 𝒾𝓉'𝓈 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔.
#MY 1200 LAYERS AND I MADE IT TO THE RENDER LINE WITHOUT DYING BESTIES#i've been wanting to make this for a while now i have a lot of emotions about this#i can't believe how lucky we are that this show exists#ofmd s2 spoilers#ofmd#our flag means death#my gifs#making gifs at 2am on a work night instead of sleeping? more bloody likely than you think
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ITS ETHO DAY YIPPEE!!!! etho day!!!!! (redstone break)
#my friend and i recently had a conversation#about drawings which use lineart as a crutch#my friend said using shapes to portray ideas rather than lines is important#i've been thinking about that and so i tried out coloring lineless#lots fun highly recommend#but yeah experimental piece#would have more etho but alas this is barely on time and i draw etho plenty he'll be ok#etho#art#fanart#digital art#mcyt#digital drawing#hermitcraft#ethoslab#hermitcraft fanart#hermitaday#etho tag#ethos lab#ath art
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i'm in one of those phases where i really wish i believed in manifesting and spellcasting and things like that bc you know when you want something so bad you're literally praying for the universe to let it happen
#ramble#this is not me judging by the way i think it's cool as fuck i just don't do it personally#context: a lot of my 'dream jobs' are now just 'ways to make money that i might not absolutely hate'#but i have one (1) legit dream job and it's literally FINGERTIPS away from me right now#i feel like most people who know me can guess what it is and know how badly i want it#i'm not even letting myself daydream about it or talk about it too much because i'm so afraid of not getting it and being disappointed#and also i don't want to like. jinx it#i've tried so many times before but this is the closest i've ever been and i feel SICK i want to bite something
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thinking about a kinich who is always around the corner when you need something 🙁🙁
oh someone is hitting on you?? will pull them aside (if he doesn't already confront them first) and threaten kindly remind them that you're off limits!
some hillichurls are attacking you?? he's either swooping you away or jumping in front of you, taking them out in one blow.
it doesn't matter if you have a vision or not, he'll always make some type of excuse to protect you. (if ajaw doesn't make a comment first.)
you need to reach something?? he's not that tall but he's already doing some spider-man shit to get you the item.
+++ um he definitely has done the spider-man kiss thingy at LEAST once. idc (i actually need someone to draw that i might die without it)
sigh i love kinich guys 🙁
#── ꒰ order up! ꒱ ౨ৎ .ᐟ#genshin impact#genshin#genshin x you#genshin x reader#character x reader#kinich#kinich x reader#kinich x you#kinich x y/n#drabble#ily kinich#also hi... i'm back temporarily#i've been thinking about kinich a LOT so um#hope yall are fed#💗
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