#but i'm so tired my brain is empty
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sorryiliketoscreenshot · 7 months ago
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shiryawashere · 7 months ago
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her face body language and general demeanor in this scene make me feel such intensely sapphic emotions i want to bite off my own hand about it
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vizishereig · 3 months ago
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got back into drawing :3 it's been a while, but I think this is one of my best digital pieces :D
ref and sketch under cut :)
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god, the model was so pretty...
originally thought of doing Luis, but... he always gives me a bit of trouble, so I tried doing someone new :D
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thedreadvampy · 4 months ago
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lmao it is undeniably true that I am Depressi Spaghetti but you know. fuck it we continue.
#red said#i am hoping!!!! that this is January Brain speaking#it FEELS as if I've been in an extended depressive episode since like. may or June#but depression is a Filthy Fucking Liar so that may or may not be true#either way it's very tedious. there is no reason for this. i am very loved and cared for. i am doing well. it is just that my brain is soup#SAD AND SELF-LOATHING SOUP#we cannot resist the Soup we can only swim on through#idk it is like. i feel as if i don't exist beyond work i feel like I'm losing myself i feel like I'm very alone#this all FEELS very true even though actually i have many passions i do many things and i am booked to the gills with social engagements#so you know. what's it all about? The Soup. possibly also The Dark.#possibly also also that many people i care about are going through really rough times and I'm kinda. not?#and that's WEIRD both that I'm not and that I've developed like a level of boundaries where people i live going through it#doesn't mean I'm in a constant state of panic.#and slash or. where I'm too depressi spaghetti to have the energy to be there for them#i don't THINK it's that. that's never been a thing for me before really.#but idk i think it's like when i reach the end of my to do list i panic that I've forgotten something vital#i am not panicking and that makes me feel. strange and empty and immobile.#even though in actuality I'm in constant motion like. barely a free moment. but i FEEL static i FEEL inactive#because I'm not in 24/7 crisis mode#and then bc i feel inactive i don't understand why I'm so tired. I'm so tired because I'm ALWAYS DOING THINGS.#but also i do feel kind of. numb. everything is just running past me. except sometimes i feel spasms of grief cause like#I've ended or majorly changed a lot of relationships this past year#but yeah i think the numbness is PROBABLY the January of it all and will PROBABLY lift in March/April#and if it doesn't. well. fuck it. we continue. i am yet young.
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maraczeks · 6 months ago
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howlsmovinglibrary · 1 year ago
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livefromtheyard · 1 year ago
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i usually can't do listening parties for some reason but the qt stream is the only thing that can make me excited for the taylor swift album through my anemic fatigue
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bat-connoisseur · 1 year ago
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You ever get so bored you wanna start chewing your skin off
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peony-pearl · 2 years ago
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My vacation is coming up and I need this so bad
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merspots · 2 years ago
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Another reason not to let your cats free roam
TW: Animal injury (but hopefully the cat will be okay)
Well, I just had to rescue one of my neighbors' cats from dangling from a fence by her back leg :/ I don't know how long she had been stuck there, but hopefully not too long, and she's with her owners now so will be getting checked by a vet.
She was lucky that I seem to have an ear for crying cats, though, because no one else was out looking for her, not even the people in the houses on either side of the fence she was stuck in. I fear what would have happened if I wasn't one to go looking and she was stuck there until who knows when.
Just remember this when you let your cats free roam - it is very easy for them to get injured and for no one to find them until it's too late. So please don't let them if you can.
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cyancactus · 2 months ago
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I watched the idwtbamg pilot (amazing btw, the creator's @kianamaiart go check them out) and I couldn't get the idea of Zira becoming a temporary magical guardian at some point, or even maybe an au with a similar concept (shhhh I'm scheming)
This is the concept my brain came up with.
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Design breakdown:
Hair - very moon sailor inspired. How are the pendants floating? Magic. Moved the loops to the top of the head, (partially for MS look, partially for rabbit motif :3 ) It took me a while to figure out the ends of the braids, (was testing lily of the valley motif) but I like how it turned out, and they kinda look like bunny ears so yayyyy. The hair edges are to mimic MS fringe.
Outfit - very MS look, but more practical (longer skirt, pants underneath, platforms instead of heels, ect) Added the tail coat while trying to make the torso look less empty, same with middle band. The bow is a bit more of the rabbit look.
Accessories - gloves are thumbless for convenience (never know what you need to grip something) Shoes are basically just MS, same with earrings. I added the headband because the forehead looked really empty without it, and her reg outfit has a beanie so it's a bit strange to see them without it.
The pearls are just me noticing that they have one string of them on her outfit and going overboard from there. They were also a bitch to shade, but eh they look pretty, the headpiece is just Aikas but with pearls.
It's definitely not finished, and needs a few more passes to refine it, but my hand hurts and I'm tired as fuck so I'm going to binge Ginjaninja and pass out
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sepiasys · 4 months ago
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Hi i woke up and have less pain
I mean, i did
I woke up and was like "ah, this is nice now actually, I'm very glad I got sleeps and like some of that pain has gone"
But now I'm just sitting in pain again, unable to sleep again, and lowkey hungry but like. I can't do anything about it. NO BODY/BRAIN THAT DOESNT MEAN YOU HAVE TO PREPARE TO GET UP AND GO OUTSIDE I'M ALSO COLD AND DO WANT TO SLEEP AGAIN
(It's 6am I could theoretically go to a restaurant and order smth but I also don't want to bc outside. But then I'd have to pick a soup to nom. And idk if I have the will to do what I need to for that)
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housedyke · 8 months ago
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Being low grade tired all the time is getting on my nerves because I have whole days to myself and zero idea what to do about it
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moonikabear · 11 months ago
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so umm????? I'm done with the first FULL COMPLETE CORRECTED version of my bachelor's thesis?????? huhhasdfgjaddjlsnanf what??
what am i supposed to do now?? relax???? reread the whole thing again and again until it spills out of my eyes and I've found so many things i don't like that i could basically just rewrite every sentence ??? exist like a normal human being???
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freshpickle · 1 year ago
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I just need time to stop for one fucking minute. I'm being so serious.
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mako-island-moon-pool · 1 year ago
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Ignored again today, going to start maiming the hostages until behavior improves
#Look at my bids for human connection LOOK AT THEM#''why don't you ever talk about yourself unprompted'' when I speak no one listens to me#I don't even have the energy to ask why they're ignoring me anymore#Tf am I going to get in response? 'o sorry lol my brain sux'? And then it'll just keep happening? Yeah I'm good#Stupid fucking moron can't discern fantasy from reality- actually believes friendship is a real thing that can happen IRL. More at 11.#Idiot#Should've learned from the last 15 people who ditched you as soon as they realized you were too fucking weird for them to handle#Why the FUCK would any other human on this stupid fucking mud ball be any different???#You've done it man. You've seen all there is to see. Let it fucking go already. Friendship is a lie sold by big cartoons to make you believe#In something more so you have enough hope to keep on living day to day so that you can be exploited for money#Give it a rest!!! There is no friendship and there is no fridge! They LIED!#For real though#I'm so fucking tired of being ignored all the time. I don't know why it always happens or what I'm doing wrong but I can't stand it anymore#And every time I bring it up I get hollow empty apologies or excuses and no matter what it will continue to happen#I really don't know what else to do. I've spoken to people. I've not spoken to people. I've reached out. I've stayed silent. Everything.#I can't fucking do this anymore I don't know what's wrong with me that makes people think it's fine to do this#People just get angry at me for things they don't tell me or assume I'm angry at them when I'm not and then the whole friendship falls apart#And I can't keep doing this#I don't know what it is about me that makes this so fucking difficult but I can't stand it anymore#My very fucking existence must be branded with something that makes people go 'this one isn't too important we can just ignore it to#Conserve energy' because it happens with *everyone*#Ffs my dad can't even be bothered to remember how old I am#There is something seriously wrong with me#There has to be#I don't think I'm going to be able to escape it
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