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i really should have taken the day off work tomorrow, mistakes were made
#it was my best friend's bachelorette party this weekend#and i just got home 4 hours ago and i am still so wired and bedtime is definitely soon#i always feel like this after hanging out but it was just kinda a lot and i feel like i'm processing#like nothing dramatic happened it was just me her sister her SIL and her two newer friends from work who i don't really know#and i did not like one of her work friends at all lol#we just did not gel i think it was mutual nothing overtly wrong with her or anything#but i'm dwelling on it#good new is that i probably will not have to interact with her at length again#also i have like 5 episodes of tv to catch up on#a day off work would just be nice!!!#a mental refresh#i'll probably just take it easy and slack off a little
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sorry but snow is such a well written iconic villain and donald sutherland performs him so fucking good it's almost hilarious how i start practically foaming at the mouth every time the man opens his mouth to say something deplorable in those movies, like he's so utterly and despicably wrong about almost every crucial thing from katniss and peeta's relationship to human nature as a whole and yet the second he starts talking about how hope is the only thing stronger than fear and how you have to allow a little hope but control it so its spark doesn't grow into revolution and how it's the things we love the most that destroy us you bet your ass i am on the floor screaming crying throwing up because that is my psychotic mustache-twirling villain RIGHT THERE
#every scene he's in is so delicious and i want it injected into my veins like heroine#as you can tell i'm quite fond of masterfully crafted villains whose monologues leave you breathless#also that part where he just tells seneca 'i like you...be careful' *EPIC CHEF'S KISS*🔥#'hope...it is the only thing stronger than fear'#'a little hope is effective. a lot of hope is dangerous. the spark is fine as long as it's contained'#he isn't my roman empire but i do dwell on him from time to time and get shivers down my fucking spine#coriolanus snow#president snow#snow#president coriolanus snow#hunger games#the hunger games#the hunger games trilogy#thg#mockingjay#catching fire#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#seneca crane#suzanne collins#donald sutherland
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Find yourself a man who's so crushed after having one (1) argument with you that he immediately returns to his life of crime.
#the artful dodger#tad#ok listen when I was watching this show I was like this is delightful but not dwelling#but now. five days later. I am dwelling.#living in my head rent free in like a casual chill way but also I'm still thinking about them perhaps
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Your Actual First Kiss
@taeee0902 first kiss with redacted fdsjklfsdjalk
14 Days With You is an 18+ Yandere Visual Novel. MINORS DNI
~Your Actual First Kiss~
Hiding their nerves behind his normal cool demeanor, [REDACTED] let you push them down on the couch and lay atop his chest. You’d been getting bolder in the past few weeks of dating and he was ecstatic about it. Still, he always played a passive role as you got comfortable, intent on having you set the pace for every encounter.
You fiddled with the collar of his shirt for a while, then shyly asked, “So… when can I kiss you?”
“Whenever y’want,” came their instant reply. He’d been patient for the moment you were ready, but felt just as delighted that you asked them.
“Right now?”
[REDACTED] blinked for a second, blood warming his cheeks as he muttered, “‘Course, Angel. It’d actually… be my first.”
“Really?” you asked innocently, smiling and leaning down over him.
They knew you were only teasing. He’d never even think of giving their first anything to anyone other than you. The man could feel the redness crawling further up to his ears as you leaned closer.
You suddenly pulled away and frowned to yourself. “I’m a little disappointed it’s not my first, though.”
His blue eyes widened a fraction, though the information wasn’t a surprise to them. Well aware of your past relationships—and all the ups and downs they entailed—he immediately knew which one you were thinking about. “It’s not?” they gently pried, testing the waters of how much you wanted to open up.
“Yeah, it was a long time ago. The relationship was kind of… messy?” Your brow wrinkled and your tone turned a touch softer as you dwelt on it. “I wish it never happened, honestly.”
He couldn’t voice his own thoughts just yet. Their heart sank at the idea that they couldn’t go back and fix it—to make sure you’d never have such an ill gotten memory that made you upset, no matter how small. It’d be easier to give you a better experience now.
“Then it didn’t happen,” [REDACTED] decided aloud.
You raised your eyebrow and crossed your arms over his chest. “But it did?”
“If y’don’t like it, ‘didn’t happen,” he repeated. He absently brushed a hand through your hair, lingering at the nape of your neck. “Y’can try again with me, yeah?”
“Oh…” The frown on your face quickly melted away, replaced with the shy, devious smile you wore when you pushed him down earlier. “Yeah.”
Lips parted, breath caught in his throat, your ever-patient hacker waited as you leaned down once more to bring your lips close to theirs. He could hardly form a thought the moment they felt your breath, then your warm skin.
It was everything he imagined it’d be. From how they felt your heart beating in an uneven rhythm with his, down to the way you tasted was just what he dreamed of each night. One kiss from his angel was worth the seemingly endless years of waiting.
As you pulled away—no doubt stealing what little breath remained in them—he followed after, the desperation he normally kept at bay rising to the surface as he held you close with their hand on your cheek.
“H-how…” [REDACTED] laughed, caught off guard by the butterflies in his stomach that made them trip over their words. “How’s that? Better?”
You bit your lip and he noticed the sparkle in your eyes as you had to fight off your own butterflies. “Perfect, Ren,” you whispered.
#14 days with you#14dwy redacted#14dwy ren#momo reqs#silly guy#real bottom energy for redacted in here lmfao#soooo funny that google doc says dwelt is incorrect and i gotta go “ur lying to me” but change it anyways#then firefox says um actually ☝🤓 dwelled is wrong#never correct me again google you SHEEP! /silly#anyways i'm on my 15 minute break now!!!
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Appreciate the little things.
Not to ignorantly deny all of the big bad things in the world, but to survive them.
#magpie ramblings#there's so much shit going on that it gets overwhelming#and it's sad that we've made ourselves feel guilty for looking away when it's too painful to watch#but we literally CAN'T survive if we keep dwelling on the unfairness of the world#and the more you ask why can't this happen or why is that happening#the quicker it is to just ask 'why do anything at all?' ... the answer is simple#'just because'#so fuck it#i'm going to appreciate a short video of someone drawing a cat; just because#i'm going to read a book about a long lost culture and history; just because#i'm going to post personal book reviews of books hardly anyone has heard of; just because#i'm going to be thankful that my indoor plants have been doing well; just because#i'm going to let someone make a decision i don't agree with and not confront them; just because#i'm going to spend the little of my own money helping maybe just one other person in the world; just because#i'm going to be kind to those who haven't treated me kindly; just because#i'm going to smile regardless of the unjust in this world; just because
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Mayday is enjoying an Irish coffee before he gets back to his woodworking during his relaxing retirement.
#commander mayday#tbb mayday#the bad batch#he's a whiskey man#my art#I'm not going to dwell on the window panes#that i swear i measured#IDK WTF happened
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A little love letter to Din Djarin writers... 🤍
I love that some of you write him as soft and gentle while others focus on the darker, harsher parts of his personality. I love that he can be both a quiet, kind man caring for his child or an intimidating, terrifying bounty hunter who is a lean, mean killing machine... depending on what the fic warrants.
I love how you write him with other characters from The Mandalorian or even with those who would never cross paths with him in canon, from Star Wars or elsewhere. I love how you write him interacting with yourselves and us, and some of you even create your own original characters to exist a long time ago in a galaxy far, far away alongside him.
I love that some of you ship him with that one other special person, while others recognise how desirable he is and ship alllllll the ships. Not forgetting those of you which are here for none of those ships and/or even headcanon him as ace. I love that any of those options allow you to explore your own identities and sexualities through him.
I love that you can write the most tooth-rotting fluff or filthiest smut, and all of those things in between. Whether it's for general audiences or explicit and strictly 18+ ... all of your fics have an audience and someone out there who appreciates your writing.
I love how differently you can interpret him, but there are also so many common themes and tropes running through your writing. I love that there is room for all of your Dins here.
I love that he means so much to you and that all of us here hold him in our hearts a little bit. I love that we can all watch the same episodes and come to entirely different conclusions about him. I love how much we love him.
Getting to be a part of this wonderful community and interact with so many people who love the space tin can man as much as I do has truly been one of the best things that happened to me recently. I'm so glad I made this little blog... It reminded me just how good fandom can be. I am blown away by the number of talented people here!
So, I just wanted to take a moment to express some gratitude towards all of you! Thank you for writing your Dins and please don't ever stop. Finally.... last, but not least:
I love Din Djarin!!!
#din djarin#the mandalorian#din djarin fanfic#din djarin fanfiction#din djarin x reader#the mandalorian fanfiction#i got a uhhhh not nice anon a couple of days ago lol and i'm not posting it here (truly speaking to the wall) but i didn't want to dwell on#that and instead spread some love around!!! because anyone who is brave enough to put their writing out there is amazing to me#and especially a character as well known and beloved as din... that's far more impressive than sending anon bs lol#anyway i truly mean it i don't read as much as i'd like to because my brain can't take it when i'm focused on my own stuff sometimes but#you all ROCK and i don't want anyone to ever feel like they don't or their din is 'wrong' or OOC bc truly only favreau writes him#100% in character bc he made him lmao. all fanfic is by definition ooc BUT THATS another rant for another time
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I think the funniest difference between book and show lockwood, if you have a screwed up sense of humor like me, is their reaction to death. like:
*show lockwood is having a panic attack on the roof because a man with a family died*
meanwhile, book lockwood in the exact same scene: *stabs a man, rapier (and man) fall out of window*
lockwood: fcking damnit
Lucy: what happened
lockwood: my sword fell
another example:
show lockwood, staring mesmerized at carvers death glow with a haunted look in his eyes: he's dead... another life lost....... meaninglessly.....
book lockwood, who just finished going through carver's pockets for cash, tea bags, and a sharpened pencil: WRITE THIS SHIT DOWN LUCE WE COULD BE IN THE PAPER
#ok I know the carver part is an exaggeration but still#I think the main difference is#book lockwood is “go go go no time to dwell on the past!!” and show lockwood is “stop stop stop I'm trapped in my head again!"#slow down! wait up! all that jazz#all different coping mechanisms#lockwood and co#the whispering skull
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I told my cousins I collect Webkinz, and they were like "Oooh, an old-school collector." Old-school.
#webkinz#i'm not one of those people who dwells on something like the fact webkinz is almost 20 years old but man. old-school? doesn't seem right
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“You mean, like, a sudden rainstorm forces them together beneath a canopy, they look into each other’s eyes, and realize they were made for each other.”
#good omens#good omens 2#good omens season 2#good omens 2 spoilers#aziraphale#crowley#ineffable husbands#I'm waiting for a friend to watch past episode 2 with tomorrow so I'll just dwell on this all night
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Bruce probably has a small army of lawyers on standby every time he gets a call about one of his kids.
#Because it could be anything from their identities getting leaked to they blew something up.#The call he dreads most is an emergency contact one from a hospital#Yeah yeah I know there's even more unsavoury places to take this but I'm in too good a mood to dwell#batman#dc comics#bruce wayne#batfamily#personal
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This is a pretty good point in the wip to share this, methinks :]
Map part for the hole dwelling map, starring... Not my ocs! I wanted to use ocs, but I don't have any-- so I just used the characters from a fic I was reading at the time 😂
Turns out, the symbolism was so much fun to twist into the 11 seconds I had to work with, I ended up going way more complex than I meant to. If you wanna read the fic this was based on, please do!! And tell the author I said hi! :D
#Hole dwelling map#animation#video#art#Wip#rain world#Artificer#five pebbles#I ofc got the go-ahead from the author on disc. They really enjoyed it yaaay#Fun fact btw- the author is a better artist than I am but doesn't share their art 😭😭😭 I had to personally request to see it#Mood tho#As for the story: it good. me likey. mucho gusto. Basically its a parallel story#So half the story is the distant past and the other half is the distant future. It starts with them being totally disconnected#But by this point- chapter 14 I think?- it's like OOOOH SHIT IT MAKES SENSE NOW#It's personally one of my fav fics and I'm glad I found it :> fr up there with 'taking life as is'#and the other top fic about pebbles getting anxiety attacks over Talking To People /pos#I wasn't kidding about using these characters purely because I was reading the fic when I signed up for the map. My thought process was:#Hey wouldn't it be funny if I just made an entire map part about this random thing? And I was right. It was#OH before I forget. I forgot I left a ref image of the Creature™ in the first shot- that's the authors art :] I'll animate it later#Sure enough I put this in my drafts for like a week lmfao. There's some missing elements and it's scuffed and it's a WIP LOL
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It was Jason's birthday so late hbd bestie (I didn't know this until yesterday but he's my little brother's favourite character so I decided to draw him. I ended up adding Dami since he reminds me of my brother hehe)
#I've never drawn either of them before so I KNOW they're way off and idk how to draw short hair HAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAA#it's about the vibes though#bros#in my heart the family all gets to be bros besties and gorlies#i want to draw all of them one day#when I'm better at drawing them all#anyway I miss my brother but let's not dwell on that we're just estranged but it's cool miss u anyway dude#art#sketch#fanart#digital art#watercolour#dc#batman#batfam#red hood#robin#jason todd#damian wayne#sorry lads I only know how to draw anime I love u tho
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- And we pulled that stupid prank on you. - Wiener schnitzel and sauerkraut. - Yeah, we thought we were so clever. Eva von Braun, right? But you– you just set it aside, and you put your head down and got to work.
FOR ALL MANKIND 1.02 He Built the Saturn V || 3.03 All In
#and today on posts for girlies who are equally insane about s1 & s3 Margo#legit gonna throw UP. like what is she seeing in this picture at this very moment#forallmankindedit#For All Mankind#Margo Madison#having LOTS of thoughts on this.#the only mission control pic she has on display is from her FIDO days. not even flight. but from her very beginnings.#it does something to me. no disrespect to her entire career but deep down to me she'll always be#Margo who wanted to be a flight controller who wanted to be FIDO on a real mission guiding people safely into space and to the moon.#anyway can't decide what makes me more feral. the fact that it's Bill 'Margo you're outta your lane' Strausser who brings it up.#the way her features s o f t e n as soon as she picks up the frame.#the fact that the show springs this on her in THIS particular episode at THIS very time in her life.#the way this is most likely why she allows herself to openly dwell on this era and what it meant to her#like. she brings up Apollo 11 twice in s3. her good bye speech mirrors Gene's words. I'm feeling ill.
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Differences between pyrite and chalcopyrite? (With pictures?) 👀👀
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Okay! Initial differences! Pyrite is FeS2. Chalcopyrite (creatively named) is CuFeS2. Pyrite is an almost silvery yellow on a fresh surface; chalcopyrite is more of a bronzy yellow. The difference is subtle, but once your eye is tuned, you can almost always pick out bits of chalcopyrite in a sea of pyrite.
Pyrite is a little harder when scratched and the cleavage of the minerals helps too: pyrite almost always breaks with glittering sharp edges unless it's pretty oxidized or weathered. chalcopyrite is rough, almost like a smear. I think it's much closer to looking like gold, than real fool's gold, tbh.
It's really hard for a camera to properly catch that glint, but I gave it a shot:
This sample is a good 50/50 Py-Cpy, and I think the portions that look smoother are simply weathering from the sample being passed around. But you can still see Py is almost... brighter. And on the left, there's a very clear crystal of straight yellow Cpy that stands out.
This is more typical copper ore material. I think this sample was nearly all disseminated Cpy. Not great for differentiating the Py-Cpy color, but you'll see this all the time.
I just really wanted to talk about this one, lol. LOOK IT'S SO COOL IF BLURRY. I think it's an IOCG (iron oxide copper gold deposit type) massive sulfide sample. The bronze in the far lower left is Cpy, but the red in the middle is specular hematite (hematite that formed from hydrothermal solution rather than oxidized at the surface). The majority of the rock is magnetite, and I think some of the brassy-silver color in the center is pyrrhotite.
Pyrrhotite is pyrite one step to the left: Fex-1S. Because there's less iron, the Fe2+ has a very slight positive charge, just like magnetite where the Fe2+ offsets the charge balance of the other Fe3+ and S ions.
ANYWAY, this rock is nuts and I can't wait to cut it open and stick it under the microprobe~
BEST FOR LAST~
This is massive disseminated chalcopyrite, but it's been sitting in the drawer for 20 years, I think. Pyrite and chalcopyrite really pop when weathered. So the gold-brown is Cpy, and the silver 'clast' on the edge is Py.
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Additional unnecessary but fun rambling about ore mineralogy:
Like, mineralogically I think the biggest difference is that Fe2+ is cubic and Cu1+Fe3+ is tetragonal so it can fit weirder stuff in. If you start thinking about the minerals as part of the whole, 1+/3+ ionic bonded and 2+ ionic bonded Things are the most stable position for metals to be in.
I love these minerals but whenever I want to describe them, the word that pops into my mind first is Evil. Pyrite and Chalcopyrite are fucking evil. xD
They're stable under a huge range of pressures, temperatures, and oxdiation/sulfidation states. Iron is 2+ in pyrite and 3+ in chalcopyrite, so you can substitute pretty much any 2+ or 1+ metallic ion in the Fe and Cu sites, and sulfur will happily substitute for any non-metal or metalloid.
This means you can have pyrite in your deposit, but it's pyrite with an abnormal amount of... idk, tellurium. And that will change the properties of your pyrite, but not pyrite itself. This is an 'abnormal impurity' until you form frohbergite, which is FeTe2. And BOTH do this. Both cpy and py are sliding scales for almost every single ion that fits.
So if you're trying to process chalcopyrite but you have a large silver impurity in the copper site, it might react poorly with the flotation chemicals we use to separate it from pyrite. Or maybe be harder to grind to the proper size, which will take up more energy. (This is gauged experimentally before they set up the processing circuit because that's a lot of money, and to some degree I'm exaggerating the effects. But a friend is also texting me right now asking how tellurium in pyrite will change oxidation rate, so impurities are a non-negligible factor.)
ANYWAY. Pyrite and chalcopyrite are fucking myths that should be abolished except they're fucking everywhere, so they never will be. Lol.
Chalcopyrite is more yellow. xD
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(as the thermodynamic pressure of oxygen in the system increases, ((not oxygen content)), you'll have greater minerals of oxidation. i.e. Magnetite Fe2+Fe3+O4 has an Fe2+ where Hematite has Fe3+O3, its 3+ is at a higher oxidation state. Pyrrhotite is low enough that it's just Fe2+.)
#BUT BACK ON TRACK. Chalcopyrite is yellower and less pointy when you look at it. xD TLDR.#Have a thermodynamic diagram too tho because right now I'm dwelling on all the forms that FeS2 takes and it's asklghafkjgh.#Don't start down the sulfide rabbit hole. I'm warning you now. There are like five different forms of pyrite that I know of.#And you know my brain damage about chalcopyrite. xDD#geology#mineralogy#asks answered#EVIL ASK BUT THANK YOU XDDDDDDDD
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Reposting a connverse I made in 2021. Well, specifically posting this again after editing a few stuff.
I had been so bothered with how I kept editing Steven until I made his silhouette floppy-looking. So I fixed it a bit.
And that this was suppose to be flipped in the first place (which was why Connie's nose piercing was on the right side on the original.)
#I think I chose to keep it flipped then because I recognized Connie's silhouette was much stronger and sometimes I wanted my stronger parts#on the left side of the image.#connverse#Steven Quartz Universe#Connie Maheswaran#SU#my shiz#repostober#I'll be deleting my uploads for repostober by the end of the year except this one.#Editing it despite me saying I am not going to do anything two years ago.#I saved a speed paint of this on Youtube and you can clearly see I kept editing Steven worse and worse. 😵#I got his legs fixxed into a better stance at least.#What I specifically had a problem now is Steven's arm and jacket.#Like I think I can make his torso look more sturdy.#But I don't wanna dwell on it too much.#Steven Universe#Eugh this was suppose to be a scheduled post. and it just disappeared while editing it. I'm guessing I accidentally pressed the 'post now'#button?#teal
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