#but i'm also drawing female neloff for fun cus i have an idea for a look; i don't think it's a good idea | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

silusvesuius · 20 days ago

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i legit love when a character's gender is so integral to their personality (and perception obviously.) like so concrete that if genderbent their whole shtick would just be absolute dookie. anyways i'm just writing this text so i can talk in the tags (My beautiful safe haven)

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#text #actually i'm thinkinbg about this only cus i'm drawing female neloff and i'm just like #Elder dookies fans already hate females..... imagine them tryign to handle a woman with NPD that is reaching toxic waste levels #old decaying female with NPD.#but i'm also drawing female neloff for fun cus i have an idea for a look; i don't think it's a good idea #and he is just one of those characters that feel very good in the strict cismale box.#i also feel silly talking about gender-anything in any fiction because that's a topic only Am*ricans with no real problems sweat about #if that makes sense #just not something that interests me in the slightest #actually this might jsut be fascinating 2me because it is interesting indeed to see the different ways narcissism is treated. in characters #if i keep saying females instead of women it's bc i legit love that word. Sorry #and el*nwen+ulfr*c too are those female+male respectively perfectly fitting characters too #but notice how i didn't say cis. exactly. i'm thinking about the person that said elly did his top surgery in the torture basement. 4 free #or maybe i said that and they jsut said they're both t4t. Mmmaybe #the absolute W we copped with elly being the ' ' Big Bad ' ' th*lmor as a woman who is just obsessed with the luxuries of life.#stereotypical high society woman #she's so cute #i might just be obsessed with exploring very traditional dynamics too. i love keeping it grounded yk #Me after reading too many geriatric centuries old novels and huffing copium on sk*rim #i think i legit hate having fun with wilder character personality-morphism (because it is useless) that's not working with what u have #i'm just saying things that will make sense only 2 me now. Bye #why did i develop interest-related nihilism that extends to me hating fantasy franchises and anything that isn't non-fiction #i love it tho makes me feel so sophisticated #this is what happens when nobody humbles you while you draw regurgitated glorified studentXteacher (with a medieval twist) for a year.#i'm so excited for the year to be over not bc it's bad for me but bc i wanna see what all of the n*lvas art i drew looks like together #i wanna compile it like i did with eltl in 2023 #n*lvas been treating me so well though liek i've been at such an artistic Peak especially after may #i'm always at my artistic peak tho.#i have a picture of n*relion on my mspaint canvas and it keeps looking at me while i'm drawing . he scares me because who gave him -#- the t*lvas hairstyle and the n*loth beard Bro.

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