#but i will fix it when im back at my dorm xD

[captainderyn]

Writing Commission: Delavairess

I had the pleasure of writing a little bit of our original universe for @delavairess and finally have finished it <3

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Some may call her odd, but Quinn had always been drawn to graveyards. Not in the angsty, wear-my-over-sized-black-sweater-and-existentially-think-about-life way, though there had certainly been a period of that mixed in during her teen years, but through an inexplicable pull. An energy, she might say, if it wouldn’t get her weird looks and crazy hand gestures behind her back. A fascination was the word that she now used if someone ever asked why she haunted the oldest graveyards in the city.

There are other places entrenched with history, you’re in Boston! If she had a nickel for every time, she heard that, she would be able to buy herself her own Authentic Haunted New England Home instead of loitering around those owned by others. Much to her disappointment, it was one thing most people weren’t willing to pay her for.

This late at night, slipping over the gate on Tremont Street, no one paid her any mind. The cars that did breeze by were too intent on their late-night destination to give a second glance to a girl walking down the road and by the time she was a dot in their rear-view mirror she had already hopped the fence. Within the yard itself the streetlights didn’t spill their warm glow over the old headstones.

“Hey guys,” her breath formed, white and foggy, in the air with each breath, “I’m back.”

For a moment she simply stood there, looking across the stones, eyes drifting across the foggy-chill sweeping across the grass before she sighed out a long, white breath, “So we’re going to be like this today? I took the T to get here and everything, just to be snubbed.”

Walking forward, the leaves crunched under her boots. The autumn wind had knocked the brittle leaves from the branches above her, piling them high against the feet of the tombstones.

“Are we really upset about this?” Quinn muttered, kneeling in front of one of the worn, ornate gravestones. Gritting her teeth against the dampness of the leaves closest to the bottom of the pile, she pushed the pile away, beneath the leaves and the duff that stuck to the stone, she rocked back on her heels, slapping her hands across her thighs to clean off the dirt and leaf litter. Despite the stone being battered by the Massachusetts winters it had seen, she knew the lettering by heart. A rubbing of it was taped down on her desk in her apartment, ever since she’d learned that the names weren’t just old and faded markings on stone,

IN MEMORY OF SARA ANN DEVLIN Died November 15, 1902 in her 22nd year of age.

And also her beloved companion

LYDIA BARNES Died October 30th, 1920 in her 40th year of age.

With still no stirrings in the air around her, Quinn made a frustrated noise in the back of her throat, shoving herself to her feet. She knew better than to expect anything every time she came here and disappointment still sank her heart, “Sara Ann? Lydia?”.

Nothing, absolutely nothing, “Fine,” Quinn grumbled, stuffing her hands beneath her arms to ward off the incoming chill. The late night breeze from the Atlantic was blowing across the city, curling around the yard and yanking bits of hair from her ponytail. But wait, it was too gentle for a October night’s breeze, too much like a caress and—

“Ah,” With a murmur, Quinn’s eyes found the convening mist of fog, the glimmer in its depths, “I’m sorry I doubted you.”

The wind was an unhappy murmur, swirling the fog around like a stirrer in a coffee cup until from it’s shape came the figure of a women older than Quinn. Though Quinn could still see the gravestones and leaves through the woman, she could still make out the black of her mourning gown and the hazy detailing—ruffles here and there, the shine of what might’ve been a silk ribbon, the hitching of her skirts.

“There is a trespasser.” The woman’s voice was breezy, distant. She had never been as forthcoming with Quinn, hadn’t wanted the same companionship as the woman buried beside her, yet this seemed enough to drive her to speak, “My darling Sara Ann, of course, went to explore.”

King’s Chapel wasn’t a particularly expansive graveyard, and just beyond a roll in the ground, she could see the soft glow of Sara Ann’s figure peering out from behind one of the larger tombs. Beyond that, she couldn’t hear or see a thing, “I don’t…”

“Just follow,” Lydia brushed by her, a whisper of cold air biting through the thick material of Quinn’s jacket, and bewildered and without an argument against exploring, she followed.

Sara Ann, curly hair billowing around her in spiraling mist when she turned her head, looked over at them as soon as they approached. Immediately she twined her fingers with Lydia, their spectral hands seeming to pass through each other; her other hand gestured down the other side of the rise, “I know not what she is, or what brings her here.”

“She looks like a girl,” Quinn’s dry remark passed right over the heads of her companions’, as Sara Ann breathed out a whisper of a wistful sigh,

“Yes, a girl.”

Keeping from rolling her eyes was a study in immense self control, even as she hopped to her feet and began an ungrateful stumble down the hill. The leaves crunched beneath her feet, giving her no traction.

“Hey!” She growled. The girl startled, fumbling for the black winter hat that nearly tumbled from her head, “The hell are you doing in my graveyard?”

“Your graveyard?” The girl gestured something back over to her, the bottom of her long coat rustling, “I didn’t take you for a graveyard owner.”

She hadn’t been being literal, Quinn huffed out a breath that was dangerously close to a scoff, “Yeah well I think you—“ the girl looked up at Quinn yelped. “Holy—fuck, what the fuck?”

Where the girl’s eyes would have been there was nothing. Nothing at all, and Quinn found she couldn’t look away. Short ginger hair, fringed out into bangs didn’t hide whatever supernatural causation had well…caused that. At her exclamation, a skeletal cat slipped from beneath the girl’s coat and Quinn felt as though her eyes would pop out.

Hm, that felt wrong to even think. She fixed her eyes on the gleaming bridge piercings instead of where the girl’s eyes should have been. One thing she knew for sure now, was that she wasn’t the only one with an eye for the supernatural here.

While her mind was running a steady stream of fuck, she did her best to keep her voice steady and cuss free, “Sorry, um, what brings you here?”

“Ingredients.” The girl raised a brow, shifting to reveal a small cluster of mason jars behind her, “I would ask you the same, but I can see you’ve brought friends.”

Quinn felt the cold breeze of the ghosts coming up behind her, felt a touch like a freezing block of ice on her shoulder, “Nice observation. But ah…a witch?”

With a nod, the girl went back to scooping a little bit of grave dirt into her jar, rubbing her other hand across the knobby spine of her cat. For a moment, Quinn watched in quiet and rapt fascination.

“I’ve…never seen a witch, well…hm.” Biting her lip, Quinn flopped her hands around rather uselessly. The only other witch she knew of was a bit of an oddity, sure, and the fae he had been tied to was a terrifying Eldritch looking abomination of branches and horns, but he still had all of his…

“Eyes?” The girl’s voice was rather amused. “Lose her eyes? Summoning a demon as a child is never a good idea. But I’ve also never seen a…?”

There was a gap left for a definition left in her question. What was Quinn, with the two ghosts hovering behind her? A witch? A medium?

“A Bostonian,” she offered instead. “Communicate with ghosts? Yeah, it’s a hobby I fell into.”

It earned her a laugh and it brought a smile to her own face. The girl grinned, “I don’t think I’ve ever heard it called a hobby. Can I have a name instead of Ghost-Lady?”

“Quinn,” she supplied, “And you are…presumably not just The Witch.”

“Dakota, well, Kota.” Kota ran her hand over the skeletal cat rubbing against her legs with a smile, “And this is Butters.”

Stepping back, feeling the cool shift of Sara Ann and Lydia moving beside her, attention fixed on Kota. She waved a hand around, before tucking it across her chest, “Well, Kota, I guess I should formally welcome you to my,” she smirked, “graveyard. You’re welcome here any time. But I think the sun’s coming up—want to grab some coffee?”

Kota chuckled, tucking her mason jars back into the backpack slumped next to her, “There should be twenty-four-hour Dunks somewhere around here.”

Nodding to Sara Ann and Lydia as they began to drift away, Quinn couldn’t repress her smile in full, “Perfect. I already like the way you think.”

[equizona]

heyyyy i saw requests were open and i didnt see a character limit so i was wondering if you could write about the 3 main boys plus the rest of class 1-A if you want too coming back to most of their stuff missing like bakugou's bed or todoroki's phone because of a 2 tailed baby kitsune named kyle buried them outside and even stole the tv remote from the living room and just waited for s/o to come back from classes or training and while the kyle was waiting bakugou tried to chase them but failed

I should have done this ages ago but I got so busy with writing my stories on qoutev I forgot about my tumblr account.....check it out btw I'm Equizona!also since they live in dorms I'm making it so its holidays and you and the character are the only ones there, oh and I wasn't sure if you meant a scenario or headcanons so I did a scenario?xD hope that's okay if you wanted something else just tell me uwu Unashamed sponsorship- kneeways-

You had just wanted to return to the dorms to enjoy a movie night and your boyfriends cooking after training. You had not wanted the creation of your dad's quirk to ruin said boyfriends room and steal the remote control and ice cream. "YOU LITTLE SHIT IM GOING TO KILL YOU, GIVE IT THE FUCK BACK!" Was the screaming of your boyfriend at 10pm inside a huge living area chasing a tiny little kitsune.

Sighing, using your own quirk, you quickly grabbed the tiny creature. "Kyle! No, bad! Return the TV control and fix all of the other things, got it?" You told it sternly. The creature sighed in defeat, and handed the remote over to Bakugou.

You sent him a smile, but he continued glaring at both you and the creature. "Your cooking" he said, before turning around and soaking to sit down on the couch. You started dramatically crying, tears falling on the squirming kitsune. "See what you did to us Kyle!" You cried, before going to the kitchen to cook your inferior food.

When you opened the door, you were surprised to see your little kitsune Kyle run past you, and even more surprised when your boyfriend zoomed past you, nearly knocking you off your feet. You stood there confused for a bit, blinking. Until it processed and you turned around ready to question it.

There your boyfriend was wrestling for a TV remote with said kitsune. You face palmed at the two. "What the hell are you doing?" You glared down. Both stopped and looked up at you slowly, sweating. "Nothing" Izuku mumbled out in alight fear.

You raised and eyebrow, before holding your hand out to the two. They sighed, and the kitsune gave you the remote. "Thank you" you said blankly before waking inside and locking the door.

They'll learn their lesson sooner or later.

"Todoroki? What are you doing?" You questioned, seeing your Kitsune incased with ice inside the door rooms. The boy turned towards you, waving politely and giving a small smile. You returned it, but quickly continued your questions. "Why is Kyle stuck in ice?" Was your first and most important question.

"He tried taking my shirt, so I stopped him. Now I'm melting the ice" he said blankly. "Ah" you sweat dropped, before making your way to your room.

"Y/N! Please, get Kyle under control I- argh-" your boyfriend shouted when you stepped into the living area, until he crashed into a wall that was. You were going to run over and ask what was wrong until you saw Kyle on the ground holding your boyfriends glasses in their hands.

You sighed. "Kyle for the LAST TIME DON'T STEAL TENYA'S GLASSES HE NEEDS TO SEE" You screamed before starting to tail your kitsune who high jacked out of there in fear. "ThAtS rIgHt fEAr mY PoWEr-" you heard Tenya laugh at the comment, but you opted to ignore it so you could catch said boys glasses from your thieving little child.

Emediantly when you stepped in you were bombarded from your boyfriend. "Okaysoy/niknowitsnotverymanlytoaskthisbutyourkitsunetookmyshirtandivebeenchasinghimforthelast-" you cut him of, not understanding a single word of what he was saying. "Calm down Eiji, breathe and start again, slower this time" the boy did as you asked.

"Okay so I know it's not that manly to ask for your help with this but kyle took my shirt and I've been chasing him for the last three hours and I really need that shirt" he grinned sheepishly at you. You snorted, "alrighty then" you grinned, before both of you started looking for the kitsune that had long since hidden away from sight.

Sero hanta was a bit silly, and stupid sometimes, but he was one of the more responsible in his group, so your kitsune taped to a room with tape everywhere while your boyfriend was threatening it was not what you were expecting.

You just stood there staring for a few moments, before letting out an unsure 'um.' The two snapped their heads towards you in surprise. But when they saw it was only you they calmed down a bit, although Hanta was still rather nervous. "Well-well you see, Kyle stole my phone and I've been trying to get it back.." he trailed off towards the end.

You laughed a bit. "So that's why you never answered my messages or calls" you grinned to him.

Kaminari has always been a chaotic dumbass, and that's why you loved him. Though sometimes he did become a bit to much, even for you. So when your Kistune stole single yen, you didn't understand him electrocuting you of all people.

And now it would leave it you were to stunned from getting electrocuted and he was to stupid from a backlash to do anything so your kitsune ended up taking the boys whole wallet as payment for helping the two of you. You would feel bad but you were mostly thinking deserved.

[lpfreakification]

For the 2-year aniversary of Chester Bennington's passing, i'm sharing my 1st + only Linkin Park concert experience.

[***REPOSTED***]

Friday August 29th 2014 Tinley Park, IL Carnivores Tour

7 years in the making and i finally lost my Linkin Park concert virginity

i woke up at 11:35 by Jean Kirscthein. i realize after my alarm/wake-up call ended was actually the last time ill hear him for the summer :( i know i wont be able to use that when im dorming in school. i get up and then check the LPA on my phone. obviously i watched the new episode of the Linkin Log X) Brad was so funny and that Hoobastank pun really got me on the floor laughing XD then i checked the news for the day’s venue and Hybrid’s response to my question. my question was just what time should i get there. he said parking was open at 2 and the gates open at 3. there was no need for me to park since mom was the one who drove me. i chilled on tumblr until it became 2 o’ clock. i figured that was a good time to go. 

i didnt realize that the LPA meet-up was at 1 and missed it :(

plus i didnt know where the “gates” were considering it was my first time going to the First Midwest Bank Amphitheater.

sorry Hybrid :(

i had my phone off on the way to the venue and didnt see that info. it was basically like our route to Orland Park mall but a little further. when we got there, we asked the volunteer about drop-offs and pick-ups. he gave us a small piece of paper that basically answers the question. i was to meet up at the exact spot where mom dropped me off when the concert was over aka at 11. i had just made it in time for the gates to open at 3. there were so not so many Linkin Park shirts because a lot of people were wearing colored shirts to avoid the heat. i saw common Linkin Park shirts like:

i only saw one other girl wearing the purple version of this shirt other than me. it was either that or my green LPFreakification shirt i decided to wear. thank you Nancy for helping my pick my shirt.

(never saw this design but there were a bunch of them out there)

the line moved pretty fast. along the line, there were a few guys that were selling carnivours tour t-shirts for half price (20 bucks in line while inside the venue was 40). i didnt get one overall. nearing the gate, the volunteers separated the line by gender for security reasons. many girls had bags and purses and the guys didnt have much. when i was next, i was felt down (luckily a girl was doing it). it felt ticklish. she requested to empty out my pockets. i did so. i had my LPU pass, a few pens and pencils, a few folded pieces of paper, my charger, and my tweezers. she asked the volunteer next to her of my tweezers are good to go. that made me nervous. i got the go and proceeded to the next gate. the guys scanned my ticket. i breathed out and was happy that im in. the ticket guy sensed my relief and said that i was holding my breath until i got in. he was right.

i got in and explored the place. i didnt think it would actually had food (not that i was really hungry, i ate lasagna b4 i came). i see that ppl were actually in line for the stage to open at 4:30. i couldnt tell were the line ended so i went to the other side of the venue. thats when i found the side stage and the van i signed. i was uploading a few pics from my phone to tumblr. as usual, my phone was acting stupid. it was getting hot so i took my sweater off and went back to the side from where i entered. there i took a pic of the 3D Linkin Park figures, bought a Music For Relief bandanna (im actually loving it), and bought the world’s most overpriced Powerade. thats still f***ing unbelievable. 6 bucks for that powerade. goes to show that ppl are willing to pay that must for something they really need. well i was, in the words of californians, hella thirsty. then i instantly regreted my decision when i realize that there was a water fountain and bathrooms. i went to the bathroom just to fix my hair and tie up my bandanna. i felt awesome. too bad that the pic of me with the bandanna didnt upload :( i went back to the opposite side where i can actually see the line and waited until the stage gates to open. i asked the volunteers where the line for the pit was (i know it was a stupid question but i had to make sure). they told me that they’ll point me to the pit when i get there. when it was time, the line was moving fast.

when i got there the security told me to go to the table next to the gate to get my pit access wristband. i did so and proceeded to the pit. the pit was like a 4th of the way filled. i was on Brad’s side. aw man i wish i can doodle u guys a picture on how i made my way to the 2nd to front of the pit directly in front of Brad. it would make my life easier and the story more interesting. i saw a guitar tech polishing this guitar from the side of the stage:

i was so mentally hyper excited when i recognized that guitar XD it was only a matter of time b4 i get to see the iconic red Hybrid Theory guitar X3

from where i started i was like. i think, in front of 7-8 rows of people. it was hard tippy toe-ing to get a good view (I’m 5 ft). a group of ppl next to me were being a tiny bit obnoxious/drunk. it wasnt too bad though. the opening band called Local H started at 5:30 and ended at 6. not too bad. i liked the insane drumming t :) i give it a 3.5 out of 5 overall. the times between the set changes i was slowly making my way to the front and watched the promos on the screen on the stage. i was almost in a selfie but i ducked behind the white haired girl because i didnt like how my face looked. ill call her Elsa. Elsa commented on my phone charms (i have a purple wolf, green zombie alpacha/llama, chibi Rei Ryuugazaki, and my newly-added chibi Jean Kirscthein). i couldnt really hear her. all i heard was “is that Armin of Jean”, asking if that was a llama, and how she liked my purple wolf.

moments later, AFI started playing at 6:30 and ended at 7:10. i didnt pay much attention the first few songs. i was on my phone commenting on the LPA about the meet-up and where i was in the pit. note that i didnt have a lot of power so i turn it back on during stage settings and my phone was being extremely stupid when it was trying to load up. i gotta say, even though the only song i know from them is Miss Murder, they were so energetic! i was mainly watching them instead of listening. boy do i wish i had the guitarist’s haircut X3 (doubt i can pill that off) they played Miss Murder last (i think) and that was the only time, i think, that the crowd was crazy. lots of pushing and shoving and my face being squished. as expected from the pit. i got hit twice throughout the show. one on the head by a tall guy and an elbow to the side. i recovered quickly. im surprised that it didnt occur DURING Linkin Park. glad the some people are mature about it :) Elsa asked if i was alright a few times. i gave her a confindent, “yeah im okay” a few times. i actually did like AFI’s overall performance :)

the mini group of ppl i described slowly disperse and i was slowly making my way to the front. i was now in between 3 tall lanky dudes. this was probably the closest ill ever get to having physically contact with a guy XP. i kept jumping right in between them from behind to get a better view.

as soon as the next stage was set, the lights shut off and 30 Seconds to Mars was next. it started at 7:30 and ended at 8:35. i wasnt too excited for them considering i know nothing of their music. it felt like i need to survive the next hour and 5 minutes to get to Linkin Park. i had to endure it and mentally respect them for being here. it felt foreign to me. i did like the intro they used. the lead singer, (Jared Leto, right? *googles it* yep) came out looking like Jesus Christ. some of their songs were good but it mostly felt like a series of oh’s and woah’s. i will definitely look up the setlists they and AFI used whenever i have the time. there were balloons and confetti everywhere. i couldnt help but watch how many times the, i think, guitarist played the drums on the side, tossed the drumsticks aside, and having techs reset them. i did like how when Jared stopped the intro to their next song to take care of something in the crowd. ill look that up later to find out. they only people that were standing in my way to the front was two big beefy latino guys holding on to their girlfriends in front of them (awww they were protecting their girlfriends, how cute X3) my head was basically resting in between the shoulders of the guys. Jared asked the girls at the very front of us to make sure we were having a good time/participating. the beefy guys didnt do anything and just chilled. it was a little hard for me to get in there and have fun in spite of the beefies but i managed. the best part of the 30STM was Jared asking a child to ask the audience if they are ready to rock. that was the most cutest moment of the show X3 at the end of the show, Jared asked a few people from the audince to come up as well as the members of their “LPU” from backstage. omg there were children up there too. they finished and then they set up for Linkin Park.

the set up was an interesting sight. they rolled out the drum kits, the piano, and the turntables. so thats how it works. a bunch of people were leaving after 30STM. good. that was my opportunity to advance forward. it worked. the crowd was shouting and chanting Linkin Park’s name for a good while. i did too X3 another girl saw how excited i was. ill call her Anna because of her orange/red pigtails/braids. i will remember the LPU13 shirt she was wearing (i know thats a small detail but it helps me). i did like how she was trying to help me out with the band members’ names and songs. i didnt want to tell her i already know so i just let her be :) b4 the show, i heard someone mention Attack on Titan on my right side. i was SO close to saying, “DID SOMEONE SAY ATTACK ON TITAN?! *blurts out theme song*”. that made my inner weeb’s night X3

then it was time. the moment i waited 7 years for. they started at 9:20ish to 11. they opened with Guilty All The Same which was a great choice. it was after that song that i was 2nd row to the very front of Mr. Brad Delson. oh man i cant wait to find myself! XD the LPA said they were playing setlist B. i still dont know how these guys know the setlists. i wish i knew b4 i kept on guessing which songs were next. *finds last night’s setlist*

http://www.setlist.fm/setlist/linkin-park/2014/first-midwest-bank-amphitheatre-tinley-park-il-7bce7690.html 

okay this will make things easier.

i loved rocking out to Given Up. there occassions where Mike and Chester was in front of us. thats when i had those “omg they are real” moments. i had a good view Joe over Brad. he was bouncing a few times. aw man With You felt like a good blast from the past X3 it felt so good to sing along with a band i really like (too bad i heard my voice being stupid a few times). One Step Closer live felt so raw and real! i loved jamming to Blackout (favorite heavy song from A Thousand Suns). i can remember it now. Papercut live i think is the only time i got the lyrics to the 1st verse right. Thank you Mike Shinoda X) Rebellion. at first i could locate Brad playing the opening riff. i caught a glimpse of it as soon as he got closer. Mike did a great job singing the verses. they played a short version of Runaway and slowly transitioned to Wastelands. i only knew the first chorus. Castle of Glass started out as it sounds in Living Things and became the Castle of Glass remix from Recharged. everyone was dancing to that. man i loved Linkin Park’s variety of styles. i got super excited for the Ballad Medley. singing along, watching Rob come in on the drums, the guitar coming in, when Joe got the mic ready to sing, Brad singing, Phoenix singing, and the final chorus. it felt majestic. definitely gonna add that to my list of things i find majestic (male anime profile views, helicopters (dont ask why), lions, and unicorns). the Robot Boy solo. even though it wasnt the full song, i still enjoyed the solo and chanted “hold on, the weight of the world will give u the strength to go”. i had a Lugon and Kedzie moment there. its the song i think about the moment those original character DIE.

ok. while Joe was doing his Joe Solo Medley, i saw a lamp on stage. its the kind of lamp that sits on ur living room table. it was in between Mt. Hahn and the keyboard sets. i pointed this to Anna. she saw that Mike and Chester were being recorded. its probably gonna be for Chideo. like a “what do they do while Joe plays”. Mike was pretending to read and smoke a pipe. seconds later, he throws it behind him and Chester, playfully, destroys stuff. that was funny and cute. i got footage of that. see my video at 18:06.

my anthem came next (Numb). i cant remember if Chester was near us or not. ill have to find out later. i think thats was when he was shirtless. the transition from Mike to Brad on the keyboard for Waiting For The End was intriguing. i saw guitar techs running to Mike and Brad a lot switching guitars for certain songs. Final Masquerade played, ppl bobbed their heads and sang, Chester’s sweating up a waterfall. the Wrecthed and Kings/Remember The Name (Mike Shinoda was Fort Minor in case some of u guys dont know)/When They Come For Me felt like everything was everywhere. actually, it felt like a whirlwind of Mike, in a good way. thats how i felt. omg Lying From You live felt evil X) the aura fitted the color i think of whenever i heard the song. usually i not into Lying From You but man that was REALLY good. when Somewhere I Belong came, Anna was so psyched because that was her favorite song. not really my favorite song (i was actually the 3rd Linkin Park song i discovered when i was still an LP noob) but i lightly jammed anyway. i knew what Mike does in In The End. he goes into the crowd. it did get crazy but not wild. Mike used someone’s phone to take selfies and record a short vid. i watched Chester, Joe, Phoenix (glad he was able to come onto Brad’s side a few times), and Brad (i just wanted to stare at the red Hybrid Theory guitar all nite *adds to majestic list*).

my jam came in after that. i jam to Faint a lot in the shower. this was my time to shine. i actually jumped as high as i could and sang the first verse. that was the best moment of the entire concert. i felt Chester’s energy on this. my inner weeb was getting to me too cuz i was staring at his abs, muscles, and tattos (sorry non-fangirls). i did feel Chester’s rage within me for this. Thank you for making my night X)

then we waited for the encore. the guy behind me called Burn It Down to play. he also knew Guilty All The Same was gonna open. he must’ve seen the setlist b4hand. i kinda had the idea too-ish from the setlist i saw days earlier. it still makes me wonder how the LPA gets the setlist. do they just upload it after or do they know from the venue b4 the band plays? i knew ppl had a good time with Burn It Down. i wish i didnt think about the VMA performance when it started. i was happy Chester did great though :) i believe when they play the new songs for the 1st time, its rusty and then they improve on it. Lost In The Echo felt like i was part of an LPTV episode. thats the aura ive gotten from it. omg i gave my all to New Divide! this is a song i jam to a lot after i shower. i mentally mimicked Chester’s hand motion’s from the music video. i loved being a part of that performance XD Until Its Gone. i felt that i lost something back there for some reason. i did enjoy the opening though :) When they played What I’ve Done, it felt like a good classic song. a reminiscence of 2007 right in time for Minutes To Midnight. Watching Brad soloing during that made me wish that it couldve been part of the song when it was made. after the solo. it was fun watching him play :) i think Chester had technical difficulties with the mic or his timing was off. from what i heard, he started on “whatever pain may come”. that felt weird.

the final song came sadly. Bleed It Out was a good closing for us. i just love singing along to the 1st verses for some reason. i think Chester was in front of us a few times again. after the second chorus, i was mentally determining which song Mike will rap during the bridge: Reading My Eyes, Burning In The Skies, or The Catalyst. it was The Catalyst. my hands held high into a sky so black as the ocean oceans up to swallow me. could help but add Hands Held High there X3 so yeah, i held my hands high as Mike sang “Lift me up, Let me go”. then Rob’s solo came (acutally i dont remember if it was b4 or after Mike sang in the bridge). i couldnt see Rob that well the whole concert because one of his drums was blocking his face from were i was (sorry ppl who like Rob). i did get a few glimpses of him during the solo. i was also trying to see if Chester, Phoenix, and Mike were having a mini dance party during the drum solo again. i couldnt see that far into Phoenix’s side. i was a little sad when Bleed It Out ended 

the very end was great! the guys came near us, bowed, and said thank you a few times to us. graet things ensued. i kept at soul-staring at Joe for some reason. that almost lead me to getting a guitar pick from him. Problem was that he was so bad at throwing XD (they landed behind the security). he winced when he missed X3 i loved that moment from Joe. Phoenix came by and i NEARLY touched his hand. Problem was that we girls in the front were too short to actually reach him from the stage. i was glad Rob came by too. this was the only time i get to see him out in the open. i saw how incredibly sweaty he from his green shirt to his track pants. it was still a good view :) i felt that i had Brad’s view all to myself. i was so much in awe especially when weilding the mighty red Hybrid Theory guitar. i was able to catch a view of Chester’s signature good-bye b4 i saw him disappear backstage in Phoenix’s side.

and that was it.

my 7 year mission was complete.

until next time Linkin Park.

until next time…

i ran into Irene (from the LPU Meet-Up back in November) who recognized me. as soon as she said her name, i recognized her too. i told her how much i had fun and was lucky enough to get to Brad. Anna said good-bye to me and left. her and Elsa were good people :) then Irene started talking to one of the stage people. i felt stupid talking over her and just said bye. when heading out, the place was playing a mash-up of Smashmouth’s All Star and Linkin Park’s In The End. that was something i thought id never hear. i turned my phone back on and it rang just in time it finished loading. i told mom i just got out and will be back to where she dropped my off soon. i asked if she had any water. answer: yes. that will soon become the worst water i have ever tasted. i got a good drink at the water fountain b4 i went to the parking lot. i couldn’t help but follow this girl who covered herself in a Linkin Park flag. i wanted to ask where she got it/if she made that. then i slowly thought she may have bought it from the store outside the stage which was too late for me to get. so i abandoned the mini mission and continued walking to the parking lot. i remember where i came from by finding the a mini lake with a fountain alongside the grass.

i found her pretty soon. she said she was waiting since about 9:30. thats basically when Linkin Park started playing! i saw that she ate Panda Express (lucky). when pulling out of the parking lot, the car behind us that was letting us thru was jokingly asking for a dollar to let us pass. i told her to ignore it. on the way out, there was a bunch of girls rocking out to Miss Murder by AFI right next to use. i just smiled because i thought it was cute. it didnt take too long to get out of the venue and back to familiar territory.

i had mom’s water and that was the absolute WORST water i have ever had. even worse that Dasani and Aquafina COMBINED. reason why it was so bad was because mom thought it was “healthy” to put vinegar in her water. f***ing vinegar. i know it tasted like normal water but i can not take in that make whiff of vinegar. no more salt and vinegar chips for the rest of my life. thanks for ruining vinegar for me mom >BP

she asked if i wanted to get something to eat on the way back. i said no cuz i believed that if i ate, i wont go to sleep. i decided to drink some milk when i got home. good decision.

(omg i am so glad i copied and pasted this or else i would have lost all of this and become sad)

so on the way back, i found the radio station that was present in the venue. i heard it mention the small bands they played. then they played Crawling. CRAWLING. it was good to listen to Linkin Park after seeing Linkin Park :) i was glad that they didnt play that in the venue. i think they are too old for it. then Fever by Black Keys played until i got home. i drank a good glass of milk and plomped into bed. i had loud ringing in my ears but i was already falling asleep to let that bother me.

and thus ends the day i lost my Linkin Park virginity.

the end.

i think the only times ive recorded were during Guilty All The Same, half of With You, the Ballad Medley, shenanigans during the Joe Solo Medley, and Final Masquerade. ill combine what i got and upload it later. i tried to take pictures too but the silver camera i used isnt really good at that. i gave up after In The End and wanted to enjoy Faint and the encore. all there is left to do is upload a few pics on fb, upload my combined clips of the concert on youtube, tweet this, and redirect this to the LPA so ppl will know how everything went.

the fb pics: https://www.facebook.com/LPFreakification/media_set?set=a.10202649731179727.1073741826.1091336590&type=3

the youtube video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=raKXcjP_PlU

tweeted this: https://twitter.com/LPF619/status/505985221809143808

the LPA forum: http://www.lpassociation.com/forums/showthread.php?t=41146

but seriously, the next time i go, i dont wanna take pics and videos.

i just wanna enjoy the experience.

u know, i just spent all day writing this and i have less than 24 hours to finish packing for school back in the city.

i move in on that final day of August and start classes on Tuesday.

good day and good nite

[march17]

@jarfulofglassanimals tagged me to this monster! :D

🌻  rules: once you have been tagged, you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose 25 people to tag.

🌻 LAST…

1. Drink: chai latte

2. Phone Call: brother, it was his birthday

3. Text Message: does whatsapp count? my groupchat with some friends

4. Song You Listened To: Everything Black, by Unlike Pluto

5. Time You Cried: yesterday, I was watching Rogue One again

🌻 HAVE YOU EVER…

6. Dated Someone Twice: no, over is over

7. Been Cheated On: yes

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: yes

9. Lost someone special: yes

10. Been depressed: yes

11.Gotten drunk and thrown up: yes

🌻 LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS…

12. dark green

13. dark red

14. dark purple (wow, why so dark hahaha)

🌻 IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

15. Made new friends: yes

16. Fallen out of love: yes

17. Laughed until you cried: yes

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes

19. Met someone who changed you: many!

20. Found out who your true friends are: yes

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes

🌻 GENERAL…

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them

23. Do you have any pets: not where i live now, dorm doesnt allow it. I have a dog in Mexico, I had to leave her when I left my boyfriend, and I have a cat at my dads house, tho I dont go there anymore since he threw me out

24. Do you want to change your name: no

25. What did you do for your last birthday: oh boy! My last birthday was a week ago and it was amazing! I had lectures till 2 and then we went to eat vietnamese food, it was amazing how many people showed up and i felt so loved i cried! then we went for cocktails and dancing, i came home 24hours after i woke up that day xD

26. What time did you wake up today: 7 but i went back to sleep until 10

27. What were doing at midnight last night: saying good night to ppl

28. Name something you cannot wait for: this bachelor thesis to write itself

29. When was the last time you saw your mother: christmas, but Ill see her again in april

30. What is one thing that you could change about your life: my life is pretty neat at the moment, even the bad experiences in the past are part of that. I wouldnt be who i am without it being like it is, so .... nothing?

31. What are you listening to right now: nothing right now, which is a first

32. Have you ever talked to someone named Tom: my uncles name is Thomas, does that count? if not, then no

33. Something that gets on your nerves: people who are arrogant and mean, just because they can

34. Most visited website: tumblr....

35. Elementary: first one was nice, lots of friends, second one noone would ever talk to me

36. Secondary: went to the good one after my teachers told my mom i was too stupid for it, she send me in anyways. I redid a year and met my first friends there who, during uni, promptly left me

37. College: studying right now, met a whole lot of crazy people, never met so many genuine and odd and kind people at once

38. Hair colour: brown

39. Long or short hair: short

40. Do you have a crush on someone: oh boy, when do i not? (actually, currently I dont, which is unusual)

41. What do you like about yourself: i know im emotionally very strong and im kind, ive once been told that i am so authentically and unappologetically me that it gives people the courage to be that too, and i find that an amazing trade to have

42. Piercings: yes, a septum and a total of 6 earrings

43. Blood type: A+

44. Nicknames: Jo and Hanna

45. Relationship Status: single

46. Zodiac sign: pisces

47. Pronouns: she/her or they/them

48. fav Tv show: Brooklyn 99 is my favorite right now, an all time loved one is scrubs

49. tattoos: yes, my starsign as a constelation on my left ribcage, i also want the great dipper on my shoulder and a jellyfish and a fish somewhere

50. right or left handed: left

🌻 FIRST…

51. surgery: nosejob, had some issues there since i was 5 and only with 18 was I allowed to get it fixed

52. piercing: earrings, i guess? if not, then the septum which was last year (i freaked the guy out bc i kept staring him straight in the eyes as he rammed the metal rod through my nose, he said that never happened before, bc they usually look away. little did he know i was daydreaming)

53. best friend: her name was Lotte, and she only talked to me when she was alone

54. Sport: bicycle i guess? I went to school with it. If not, Judo

55. Vacation: if i remember correctly, Rekyavik, by ferrie, apparently i was about 2

56. Pair of trainers: they were red, i had a matching red track suit, my mom still has the shoes

🌻 RIGHT NOW…

57. Eating: had a sandwich half an hour ago

58. Drinking: water and chai latte

59. i’m about to: watch assassins creed

60. listening to: nothing rn

61. waiting for: nothing really, going to work this evening, so maybe that?

62. want: cucumber water

63. get married: nah

64. career: i work at an irish pub here, we have about 1000 different kinds of whiskys and such. its just part time tho.

🌻 WHICH IS BETTER…

65. hugs or kisses: depends on the person

66. lips or eyes: both

67. shorter or taller: doesn’t matter

68. older or younger: doesn’t matter

69. romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous

70. nice arms or nice stomach: doesn’t matter

71. sensitive or loud: sensitive

72. hook up or relationship: hook up i guess, i really dont want a relationship rn

73. troublemaker or hesitant: both can be fun

🌻 HAVE YOU EVER…

74. kissed a stranger: yes

75. drank hard liquor: yes

76. lost glasses/contact lenses: yes

77. turned someone down: yes

78. sex on first date: it wasnt a date

79. broken someone’s heart: yes

80. had your own heart broken: yes (it breaks so easy)

81. been arrested: no

82. cried when someone died: yes

83. fallen for a friend: after we stopped being friends, i realized that yes

🌻 DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

84. yourself: sometimes

85. miracles: not really, but sometimes its just funny coincidence

86. love at first sight: no

87. santa claus: lol

88. kiss on the first date: thats up to the person, really

89. angels: no

🌻 OTHER…

90. current best friend’s name: I have quite a bit, but one of them is here so @dmacor

91. eye colour: brown-green

92. favourite movie: oh man, idk