#but i swear to fucking god its 11:20 pm. i had it cut at 4pm. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

martyrbat · 2 years ago

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ok so i had my first haircut at a salon today but i have SUCH bad sensory issues so i was kinda grimacing. then felt bad and apologized for my poor hairdresser bc oh god what if she thinks i hate it ir am naking her skill or smthn??

so i explained how i never had this before and got ‘some weird ensory issues’ with my ears and the sensation and im sorry but shes doing great and tell me why this fucking Milf with a capital M of a woman said ‘oh dont worry doll-baby, ill make sure be really gentle with you’ bc i think if i wasnt trying to cry i would have fucking cummed because holy fucking shit ??? ma'am????

#someone remember to send me this post next time i talk about feeling like an imposter/faker with my autism or whatever ok??#ok thanks besties :)#but i swear to fucking god its 11:20 pm. i had it cut at 4pm.#i am both still so woa womam...... at her AND think a pair of pliers to my eardrums would be the most logical choice rn bc god my ears ache #i cut my own hair all the time and usually it doesnt bother me? but having someone else do it and touch near them and then use buzzers....#my little autistic brain is a marble and its been rattling nonstop because bad sensory bad sensory bad sensory bad sensory bad sensory bad #she was so sweet but i had to manually breathe after this like thank u for trying!!! thats so nice !!!! but unfortunately im kinda gay !#also never ever getting someone else to cut my hair again. im about to go to bed at fucking 12 just to hope i can manage to get any sleep #and that itll help with this purgatory of being 5 minutes away from a meltdown for almost 8 hours

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