#but i support women's rights AND wrongs bitches

[mandalorianfleshenjoyer]

bo-katan kryze is the embodiment of “god forbid women do anything”

[lutheban]

None of them are equivalent to eachother but you get the point

[a-multifandom-mess12]

Any woman character ever: *murdering, torturing, and extorting people*

Me, yelling from the sidelines: YOU DO WHAT YOU GOTTA DO QUEEN

[ranbling]

Btw the most hated things about Ana and Taylor are the ones that most people praise Tommy for

Ana only calling Eddie "Edmundo"? She's emotionally abusive, who doesn't respect his boundaries

Tommy calling Buck "Evan"? Oh its cute and shows how Tommy sees Buck's real self

Taylor recording Bobby when he's high? She's a bitch who doesn't deserve redemption (even when they show her and Bobby being civil)

Tommy being racist and misogynystic towards Chimney and Hen? Oh he was in the closet and Hen and Chimney forgave him, you shouldn't bring it up

Taylor being dismissive and snarky towards Buck? She's a bitch

Tommy being dismissive and snarky? Oh that's just his humour, you shouldn't everything seriously

[kainebell]

now how has the Shadow!Nia hate already started. how do you guys go on and on and on about wanting morally gray characters or for sweet characters to stop being doormats only to shit your pants the second shadow!Nia calls everyone out and is more focused on the mission than helping out strangers. explain the logic to me

[zhoras-bitch]

Relapsed (thought about Do Revenge again) and now I want to go back to making my Queen B MC profile lol.

[bolithesenate]

it has come to my attention that i have been neglecting Her Highness, the bitch Supreme (adoring) Jocasta Nu in my fics

i gotta remedy that

[shinobufied]

one day I could make a long ass post about how funny the excessive hate towards the female characters in rdr2 by primarily the male fanbase is, because most of the time these misogynistic men are the same ones that claim to want a "traditional" woman like back in the day, who mostly just concerns herself with housewife chores and thats it and then they turn around and hate on the female characters that literally embody that. it would be genuinely comical if it weren't so tiring.

[slocumjoe]

hey uhhh i went thru ur oc post history and u said gus set himself on fire?? pls context

I love this character because whenever someone asks about him I always have to take a deep breath and get comfortable and suck a breath in through my teeth. I treat him so poorly

More Gus lore, because that specific event is actually tied to the very first event that would fuck him up forever, so I can't really talk about it without going in depth.

This is explaining the core tenent of Augustijn's story, which is guilt and its dangers. Basically, where that constant guilt came from, and how it...turned out for him...

It turns out okay. Just...takes 200+ years, an apocalypse, a divorce, and his son dying! 🥳Yay🥳

Tw; Religious trauma, child abuse, suicide, drug use, cannibalism, mental illnesses, and yet another suicide attempt.

So, some background, Gus's mom, Emma, was a fanatic catholic and generally Bat Shit about religion. As you might imagine, this is the Direct Source of both Gus' questionable worldviews, traumas, and his biological inclination to uuuhhh bad Head Times.

Emma was raised mildly religious, but she...took to it too hard? Her family was not the cause of her obsession, Gus's grandparents and uncles/aunts over there actually cut her off at one point, because she was starting to worry them but reaching out led to her lashing out. So, they just...backed off. Emma herself was a simple, homebody woman, who wanted to be at home raising her kids, and tending her garden. She would have been this way even without the religious thing.

But Emma and her side of the family were prone to addiction, see? And religion became her point of fixation and obsession. This could have still been okay, if not for the church she went into. A catholic church in the Hague that was known by all for being kind of fucking out there, even by other hardcore Catholics. This was one she went into, and even her grandchild 240+ years later would feel the ripple of this decision.

Emma goes into church and gets gnarly ideas about how life works. Its a woman's duty to have kids and raise them, to be good to her husband and her house, to listen and obey her men. Sin is inevitable and everyone does it, only those that admit and accept punishment can get another chance at Paradise. God knows every action you take and he does not care for the context, he only cares about the action. There is no "well, but" under the Lord.

Emma has mental illness, some kind of depression and anxiety, so this Big Brother Watching And Judging fucked her up. Especially since her church, in particular, was physically abusive if you did not confess to anything during confession. They thought if you had nothing to confess, you were lying.

At this point, she's met and engaged to Theodore Reinier, a rich heir to a European manufacturing company. He's pretty, a gentleman, and best of all, rich, so she can have as big and luxurious a garden as she wants. She likes him. She does not love him. She's in her twenties and unmarried with no kids, and her poor family needs to be taken care of. So she marries him. Theodore is smart enough to see this for what it is, and kind enough to allow it. He lets his wife do her own thing and treats her as a friend, rather than a lover. She hates this, she wants to be a wife (she doesnt). She wants kids, he gives her one. Augustijn. This birth goes rough, and she's told no more children.

Theodore makes one rule; August goes to a different church, or he does not go at all. Theo really didn't like Emma's church and he certainly wasn't exposing his kid to that shit.

Emma pretends to agree and takes Gus to That Church. Theo doesn't attend, so he doesn't know this is happening until much later. Gus gets all the same nasty shit Emma does. Theo learns of this when he sees Gus covered in bruises from confession beatings. This puts a huge rift between him and Emma, and he pulls all the strings he can to have her church shut down.

Emma grows to resent and hate Theo and Augustijn for not being the perfect husband and child she deserves as a good, God fearing house wife. Augustijn is left to his nannies, Emma hides away in her private garden, fuming. Theodore tries to bond with his son, but Emma's poisoned that well.

Emma tells Augustijn about demons, to fear them. She specifically tells him about church grims, demons that hunt around churches in the form of a dog to drag sinners to hell. She says this as she's admiring her new obsidian dog statues for her garden.

Eventually, Emma goes yellow wallpaper and loses her mind, and is sent to therapy and put on medications. Augustijn loathes his father for his mother's state. Theodore just wants his friend and son okay. But Emma, as she's out in town, coming back from therapy, she stops at a friend's house while the friend isn't there, and hooks up with the woman's husband. Friend's husband was stern, strict with his wife, God fearing, and generally an obnoxious 50s ideal shithead husband. Everything Emma wanted. This wasn't out of nowhere, it was brewing in the background. She knew both of them from her old church.

Emma goes home, and finally having a reason for the guilt that's always plagued her, elects to acknowledge her sin. She drowns herself in the pond of her garden, stared down by three dark, ruby-eyed dogs, overseeing her passage into the afterlife. Her young son comes into the garden to meet his mother, after she's been gone all day, only to find her in a red pool. He looks up into the eyes of the dogs. He remembers nothing of this incident, blocking it out and having been too young to understand.

Years pass, and Augustijn turns to drugs as well, though his come from the darkest parts of the Hague, rather than a doctor. He turns to sex, to crime, to anything he thinks will either corrupt him so much he doesn't care, or will finally make his guilt feel justified. He wears his mother's cross necklace through it all, and sees her beloved dog with every sin.

Augustijn goes to America for college, to Harvard, studying to become a pastor himself. (This is maybe the most terrifying part of him, the fact that he almost got it). But he doesn't feel satisfied with it, has a moment of clarity and realizes he isn't fit to preach anything. The grim certainly doesn't think so. He instead follows his only friend, Isadora, into the military. The US government allowing their soldiers to do chems means his failed drug tests don't matter.

Augustijn becomes a sniper. He has always hurt people, excelled in it, but taking life frightens him, because he knows he has no right to decide who lives or dies, not like this. But he's in China, and he's told to kill. He does, and he's very good at it. His teammates marvel at just how scrappy and determined he is, like a weed, a mold.

The Biandukou Pass Incident occurs. He eats his entire team, trapped in a Chinese mountain range during a blizzard.

Delirious from almost two months of surviving on nothing but psycho and human flesh, Augustijn is let loose back into Boston, honorably discharged. His lingering hallucinations from his Daytripper addiction, mixed with psycho withdrawal, trauma, guilt, shame, the fear of God—everything culminates. He looks up and sees the figure that has haunted him since that one, awful day; the church grim, staring expectantly.

His mother drowned herself, so he thought it fitting if he set himself ablaze.

[featherlouise]

let women be FUCKED UP and NASTY and EVIL and - 👹

YEA U GET IT

LET HER BE ABSOLUTELY VILE AND SPITEFUL AND

[qualityrain]

oh so belial can try destroy the world with lucilus for funsies and its fine nobody talks shit abt him but when nier kills people because they tried to harm mc/abusive ppl/rejected her shes a psychopath and a waifu for schizo people and should be kicked off the crew (even when shes like murdered like 2 people + mc after joining the crew)

[brryth]

i love sakura being defined as gaslight, gatekeep, girlfail cause fuck yeah girlfail

[languri]

Shein I know the dresses I bought screams slutcore but like what the fuck is this???? 😭😭😭 did they deadass stick a steel scouring pad on a bikini and attach it to a dress???

[painandalsosuffering]

I love those unessecarily violent fuckers

[sbev-e]

just finished chapter 75. holy shit

[efloarchive]

thinking about writing either j/ingliu or r/aiden e/i or both if i'm insane enough