#but i struggle identifying mania periods. cause i only really get hypomania. the depression is worse. so im jogging my memory and gonna show
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#yes this is upside down. not to ummm overshare but im going through and analyzing all my actions and behavior this past year#to point out periods of hypomania. of which i have a few in mind. but anyway. going through various accounts i post on + related stuff#and my shitty memory to piece it all togeyher.#cause i got back from the doctors an she is p sure im bipolar. def depressed. but needs to see a psychiatrist for a proper diagnosis#cause if i get put on antidepressants and not mood stablizers and i AM bipolar then itll b very bad#but i struggle identifying mania periods. cause i only really get hypomania. the depression is worse. so im jogging my memory and gonna show#this later. to help them idk#SORRY this is probably tmi but also mourning the amount of spur of the moment vent posts ive deleyed bc this is essentially my diary and one#true tracker for my moods…this and a few other accounts lol#i just hope when i get put on meds ill finally be normal. i still have to go to therapy for various things but the mood swings are the only#thing rlly fucking up my life for the worst and i really truly want it OVER !!!!!#and if it comes around and im still not normal im killing myself <- dead serious. if it doesnt get better whats the point.#i truly cannot live like this.#anywayyyyy ^_^ going to listen to music and then sleep nowwww
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