#but i still feel bad at the idea of outright requesting to delay our reunion some more | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

friendlifyre · 4 months ago

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came back from my week long beach trip w the family and i have one full week of vacation left ahead of me (plus a few days scattered throughout the month of august) and i. sort of said i would use this time to go visit my childhood friend for a day or two who lives a couple hours away but now hhh even setting aside the anticipation of meeting her two kids (i am not good with kids) i really just want to use this week of free time to Rest. i want to sit in my living room and watch streams i missed this past week while doing the paint-by-numbers my stepsister got me for christmas, i wanna take the time to cook healthy homemade stuff for all my meals, i wanna commit to learning to animate with mmd and/or blender as ive been meaning to for literal months, i wanna go hiking in the 20km trail thats just ten minutes away from my place that i havent taken the time to check out in the two years ive lived here. please i want to be relieved of social obligations and expectations just for this one week

#personal #im sure my friend would be perfectly fine w it if i just told her too #shes on maternity leave for like 2-3 more months so thered be plenty of time left to visit at another point #and thats if she even remembers this week is when i was planning to plan the visit sfdjhdsh #we havent rly talked abt it since a couple months ago when i said early august would prolly be the best moment for me #but i still feel bad at the idea of outright requesting to delay our reunion some more #i havent seen her in person in 4 years and it feels like everytime we've tried to reconnect i was the one #with excuses keeping us from meeting up in person #even though shes the one with two kids and a non-remote job

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