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i remember that time when the sun danced on your face on the bus ride and you thought you looked beautiful
once, long ago, when your hair was soaked with water and happiness
your friends asleep on your shoulders on a bus, your throat hoarse from laughter
the light left as the planet tilted, but so slowly you didn't realize it was night until you couldn't see the sun
you used to press pen to the paper without hesitation
without an eye for your own failings
you would stand outside and inhale the fresh air and feel a lump in your throat.
i wish i was like you
that i could draw forever, and play forever, and sit on a bus and laugh
i wish i had cherished you while you lived
your golden days, to you, were brown
overlooked the happiness for the homework
i wish i could go back to that time, when i was you and we were one and our memories were events of the present
i wish that the days hadn’t moved like the tides, puppeteered by the swiftly tilting moon
but the times have turned and sand once dry has been dampened
i still see the stars
i’ll cherish each light until i'm left in the endless abyss
and i’ll realize that these were the good times too.
#writing#writers and poets#poetry#writers on tumblr#writerscommunity#poetic#dark academia#poets on tumblr#original poetry#writeblr#creative writing#nostalgia#nostaligiacore#i wrote this about middle school in high school#and now im in college#oh how the time flies#i thought i had peaked#but i really hadnt#i love life
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*redesigns my grian the night before the new hc season*
#i threw away my last one#tbh i think i hadnt really realized it but i dont know how much ive ever liiked my grian#i started drawing him like that bc when i joined the fandom i didnt know how to interpret his skin all that much#i just looked at what the fandom did#so uh#finally grabbing him and making him something i actually like#just a more subtle bird guy#headwings are cool but i like a little less creature on this guy#grian#grian fanart#my art#hes not tooooo different#but ive changed up a few features
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In honour of mha ending, have some old (and i mean OLD) miryumi scribbles i never got around to posting. They were the main characters in my heart
#these are like a year and a half old#ive been in the rarepair game for longer than some kids have been alive#it aint much but its honest work#i genuinely would be unable to explain the chokehold miryumi has on me after all this time#have they ever canonically interacted? no#(that i know of lol i havent caught up on the manga in over a year)#do they have anything directly in common? no#is there any reason i would ever have shipped them if i hadnt seen a habkart valentines post they never came back to? also no#did they proceed to occupy a permanent place in my frontal lobe forever? but of course#they really are THEE ship to me#peak comfort ship#i love that horikoshi developed them just enough for me to have solid base material for their personalities#but also gave them the woman in shonen treatment just enough that i can say anything i want about them and canon doesnt contradict it#anyways!! them again#fuyumi todoroki#rumi usagiyama#mirko#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#wlw#chiquilines draws
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Thinking about human behaviour compared to animal behaviour again.
It's funny to hear people (the older gens) complaining that "kids these days are lazy, they don't wanna work, etc." What do we get for busting our asses? There is no reward. Many will never own homes. Many are unemployed, trying to find work, and nobody will hire them because they don't have a million years experience and a masters degree OR they want people to work for minimum wage??? People are giving up because there is no reward. Why would we do all this for nothing?
Same as a dog that won't recall when you haven't reinforced it with a reward. Your dog isn't going to do what you tell it to if there is no incentive. No, your dog SHOULDN'T listen just because you're boss and it should respect you. That isn't how it works. They don't think that way. And honestly neither do people.
When we went hiking Sprocket wasn't always taking treats gently from me when I recalled her or she checked in and I rewarded and my one friend told me to stop giving her treats. I told him I won't work for free so why should she. And he said "I do things for free all the time because I want to do them," and I didn't say it then, but I wish I had, but if you like doing it, that's the incentive. It's a self-rewarding behaviour. Just like anything else a dog does, like chasing a squirrel or sniffing things or getting into the trash. Heeling instead of going off to sniff stuff or recalling off of something they want to chase is something you have to reinforce. You have to give them something better so they make the choice you want them to make. They won't make it just because they *respect* you. They won't willingly recall off of exciting prey out of RESPECT. You need to give them a tangible reward for that. You cannot possibly expect your dog to listen just because and then punish them for disobeying you.
Yeah, Sprocket bit my fingers a couple times. The one time pretty hard. But she was excited. She knows how to take gently and I reminded her and she tried very hard to be gentle most of the time. I wasn't going to stop rewarding her for checking in with me and recalling while we were off leash hiking in the woods. I want her to know that coming back to me is good and in the event of an emergency I would like her to not blow me off.
#barkin up some trees#personal#the way my friends train their dog is not the way I would ever train a dog#in fairness he isnt food or toy motivated#and i dont have issues with ecollars#but they dont actually reward him for anything really#praise but little to nothing else#like yeah of course he is gonna blow you off to jump in the lake#lake is more rewarding than recalling to you when you have nothing to offer him in return#the way they recall him is that he has to come to them and then give a hand boop#and if he doesn't make contact they keep asking him until he does it#and then no reward#other than praise#which he doesnt seem to really care that much about#idk it just doesnt feel right the way they train him and i dont take advice from them on training#they also basically never have him on a leash even tho it is required by law in town#after the hike we went to the lodge restaurant and luckily we had an extra lead in the truck#otherwise they hadnt even brought one along so they were gonna leave him in their car while we ate#idk like i love my friends and they are nice people but jesus christ
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Jump in the cadillac, princess
One more month!
#tears of the kingdom#totk#zelda#legend of zelda#link totk#zelda art#tears of the kingdom spoilers#SO HOW ABOUT THAT TRAILER HUH#man they really just dumped rehydrated ganondorf on us like that#ALSO I KNOW ITS THE WRONG WAY I STARTED THIS AND WAS NOT PAYING ATTENTION#also also for people who care: ik the tulin design isnt accurate the character art hadnt released yet#its been like almost a month since release yall: i made this after the third trailer came out#yunobo is there in spirit ok 😭
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i feel enlightened.. ascended, even
#thats really interesting actually#i hadnt thought abt this before :O#i guess i never really knew how to interpret the esmy line that sly says#but this fits really well#i wonder how this fits into the feud with oro and mato#if it does#silence silence silence ka ching !
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[drops this here] isat has taken over my life and forced me to draw after a year of not drawing!
#isat spoilers#isat#isat siffrin#in stars and time#in stars and time siffrin#siffrin fanart#isat fanart#my art#i hadnt drawn in over a year#but im really proud of this and i wanna try drawing more#and showing more of the aus i have been making
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I did enjoy this unintentional bit between them not gonna lie
#game changer#game changer spoilers#zac oyama#ally beardsley#i'm philosophical#amazing how they hadnt clocked each other yet and theyre doing Simultaneous Bits#cant wait for part 2 in a couple of weeks (i really honestly cant)#this bitch doin numbers for no fucking reason
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Fellas is it gay to try capture the way light plays off your homes face??
The answer may surprise you!
#south park#kyle broflovski#stan marsh#kenny mccormick#sp style#style sp#sp stanky#south park fanart#realized i hadnt uploaded this one again so i tweaked it a bit#i like to think kyle is really good at art but only specifically stuff he likes to draw he cannot draw a cat for the life of him#also infatuated stan is great but also i feel like kyle has funnier ways of showing it#ahhhhlovember
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whatup i was my dad's dream son until he switched career paths :)
#lyn's posts#lyn's art#brandon sanderson#cosmere#stormligh archive#adolin kholin#//#this was just an old joke post idea from agesssss ago#i think i was colour blocking colours and hadnt done the black parts of his hair yet and i realised that he's just ken lmao#my brother said i should put adolin in the kenough jumper lmao#finally got round to it but also thought i'd make it worse and make it adolinough because similar sounds etc#anyway every now and then i think about how adolin has the vibes of peak performance and following in his father's footsteps etc etc#and poor renarin really struggled because he was different#and then when dalinar bonded the stormfather everything changed and now renarin is a knight and adolin is just some guy with a dead sword#to put it simply#anyway it's almost 2am for me going to bed#just want to say that adolin is just ken but ALSO everything (to me) <3
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so i might be making a picture book about my blorbos for uni...
#oc#doodle#original character#fantasy#oc: folke#oc: selma#pareidolia tag#I WAS UNSURE IF I WAS GOING TO GET TO DO IT BCS#for the brief my teacher 'strongly urged' people to take inspiration from three classic stories for our books and 'not do something you hav#planned to do preivously'#and like well i wanna draw blorbos.#technically i hadnt planned to do this little story either bcs it has to be kid friendly and pareidolia is Not going to be kid friendly#sooooooooo... but during feedback today he seemed really positive towards my idea so YAY#i decided to give baby folke some dalkulla-esque clothes bcs his mother's side is from dalarna and moved to gästrikland recently#the jacket is kinda cool so maybe i can try to incorporate it into an adult outfit somehow . although itd be patchworked cuz itd be too sma
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be careful what you wish for
#the terror#billy gibson#harry goodsir#george hodgson#if he hadnt been the weakest link i really think billy wouldve been feeding hickey pieces of guy meat like grapes
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wait bitch do sanjis eyebrows go the same way
#if both sides of his face were showing his eyebrows go the same way huh... i really hadnt thought about that#why did i think he just shifted his shit and not the more logical answer of he has non symmetrical eyebrows.......#that is the first thing i would ask once everybody linked back up in sabaody like no fucking way dude move ur bang rn#kae.txt
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People love to talk about how much arson wild does and thats fun but also lets remember that in twilight princess in order to progress the game you do have to set a building full of bombs on fire. and it does explode.
#every time i would talk to barnes after and he was like if only my storage shed hadnt been mysteriously exploded...#and im like sorry...i really didnt think that would happen...#linked universe#the scene in the game is so funny though you put fire in the oven and the bug just runs out of there and sets the entire shed on fire#and midnas like im out of here and just leaves link (in wolf form) alone in a burning building.#and then you get out and it just explodes. my shock when i was playing i was like damn. ok.#anyways maybe consider this barnes shouldnt have had BOMB STORAGE in a house made of apparently very dry WOOD with an OVEN#twilight linked universe#twilight lu#anyways does it count as arson if you are a wolf?#lu twilight
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it's been forever, i don't wanna wait too long
individual panels since im trying to work with smaller canvas sizes and i know tumblr's gonna play shrinkydink with the quality
#true detective#rustmarty#rust cohle#marty hart#rustin cohle#martin hart#my art#cw suggestive#i am trying not to spend so much time cleaning my art up butttt it's hard.#also can i blame me even making this on the fact that ive been sick. Some kinda fever dream state...#agh... putting this in the main tag feels insane. then again it's been a decade.#no references were harmed (used) during the making of this film so dont look too hard at the anatomy or. anything. lol.#not as fluid as i wanted it to be but i had to really push to fit this all in one square#too romantic. except not at all. To me postcarcosa rustmarty is the peak romance of all time.#WHEN DID THIS ESCAPE MY DRAFTS?!!??!#i swear i hadnt posted it yet... Hadnt worked up the nerve 😭😭
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i realized that out of the Many pokemon n uses across the two games, none of them are friendship evos. like you'd Think that'd be an easy thing to do with him because putting friendship evos on an antagonist's team to show they're actually nice aside from whatever villainy they're doing is an established thing in pokemon, and it would contrast with ghetsis's frustration hydreigon nicely
but really, it makes sense n wouldn't have any because friendship levels take time to build up. n would ask for help once, and then let the pokemon go, believing it was best for them. but as he learned, pokemon like being with humans. he released them so quickly none of his pokemon would ever have gotten the chance to really connect with him.
and isnt that ironic? the man who connects with pokemon on a deeper level than anyone else probably had less close pokemon friends at the time of bw1 than your average trainer. i'd guess it was just his zoroark at the time. do you think any of those pokemon were upset with him after being released so quickly? i'm sure pokemon are aware being captured can be a lifelong commitment, so being caught and released within an hour or two might not exactly sit well. like sure he probably told them what his intentions were but do you think any of them wished this strange new friend had stuck around a little longer?
#clai speaks#this is an angle i've been considering for a while i was even planning an animatic on the topic#but i hadnt considered this specific thing about having no friendship evos because he just never let any of them stay long enough#i dont think n would have liked sending them away either really. he was literally raised by pokemon for a few years#i'm sure somewhere he misses the company but his goal is separating the worlds of humans and pokemon. he cant get sentimental
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