#but i know i could never entirely leave the death grip knb has on me

[cemetery14]

i go through hyper fixation loops where i get really into somthing again than after months of focusing on nothing but that i just pop into an entirely new hyperfiction and the loops continues

ive sorta done that with knb i had one of my biggest ones yet with knb so it might be a bit before i get back into it like i was (or not it could literally be tomorrow its so easy to pull my back into somthing 💀)

so im hoping that if i leave knb alone for a bit when i come back to it ill be and fixated as i was at the beginning of the year, and maybe be able to actually do alot of the shit ive talked about and that i still wanna do