#but i have some decorum and tact and sense of context and time and a place
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cancelled all future singing lessons 😌
#sweet motherfucking CHRIST that bitch was annoying#i tried soooooo hard to overlook those things and see the good in her#but when she looked at the clock 18 minutes into our 30 minute session and then KEPT. TALKING!!! i was over it#also. very hard for me to sit there#while someone im PAYING MONEY to teach me a skill#tells me aaaaaaaall about their abusive father who used to physically assault them#meanwhile I'm having flashbacks to my OWN trauma when MY abusive father used to do all that#but i have some decorum and tact and sense of context and time and a place#and I also value my privacy#so i never said anything#but i just had to smile and nod and politely say 'wow. that's must have been SOOOO hard for youuuuu :(('#like oh my GOD#can we just fucking SING??#can we just do the thing I paid you to do??#I don't fucking CARE!!#mine#sorry I'm so anxious rn it's translating into anger i guess#but I'm glad that's over and I'll never have to deal with that again#I'll just google it and teach myself to sing#that's what I get for relying on others#every time i seek help from another person. or rely on them for something#they ALWAYS let me down. and I have to figure it out for myself#I don't know why I thought this would be any different#I can do it myself. I always have. and I always will. i don't need anyone#also when she said for a whole MONTH that she'd teach me this technique next session. and didn't.#it was sooooo over
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