#but i get it. it’s so heavy all the time i get it mr voncid | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

t4tstarvingdog · 1 year ago

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i think voncid’s voice when he’s grieving at the end of ep 32 is so…. god. i’ve been thinking about older queer people lately and especially queer grief, and there’s something so lovely about the way voncid speaks about the second death of it all

#timothy's txts.#what if you chose even the barest presence of your love over the safety of the people you love here and now….#also the weight…. the weight of it all….#i’m NOT an ageless old man who deals with the grief of death and horror everywhere he turns #but i get it. it’s so heavy all the time i get it mr voncid #he just wants to hear his voice again… 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫#and if i know what you will say to me then why do i cling so jealously!!!!!#is that what i am? do i sit within your veins and bones like a cancer?#if i cut myself free no one remembers you but me #i can’t let you die the second death… i died it for you….#i died too!!!!!!! i died your second death for you!!!!! why shouldn’t i get to keep you!!!!!!!!!#i’m skipping lines but like oh god #WHY SHOULDNT I GET TO KEEP YOU!!!!!!!!!!#anyways. anyways….#tw caps #gwpod #ghost wax pod #ep 32 - bur #ALSO!!!!!!!! MAKE THAT OLD MAN CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#this is one of my favourite podcasts for the way they voice act like OAUAGGHHH it’s so scrumptious #how much emotion there is and how much distress and despair and urgency and anger and fear #every time cid gets emotional i just imagine his 🥺 <- eyes and i’m like yeah… that’s what’s supposed to happen………#tw emoji

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