#but i dont think ive recovered yet from this. shifg
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things starging to make sense. my head is spinning.
#skyler tag#i jusg think abt a lot#um yea my whole life thats who i was i was a mediator and counselor and caretaker for my WHOLE family#while myyy feelings were neglected :)#but even tho times were deeply unsettling especially when i was depended on in ways#that were. too much. inappropriate (i mean i understand it was ALL inappropriate but yea)#i felt good being able to help#it wasnt jusg I felt good that i could help. I felt good about myself#also it was always easy to feel like i was better because my family didnt set thd bar pretty high for themselves so I far surpassed it#but i dont think ive recovered yet from this. shifg#bcs i became an adult and i started to realize how much i didnt want to do this#still trying to juggle my unstable sense od self#it is kind of funny tho it feels like i had things much mroe figured out when i was a kid#i WAS going through it but i think. i knew where my place was. and i didnt think enough ant#how wrong the things happening to me were#because those realizatioms make things WORSE before you get better
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