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[ @lambentlodestar & @hyaciiintho​​ / —– COLOURS ]     A C C E P T I N G !!

Baby blossoms? for the color ask.

//Olive, Currant, and Baby Blossoms !!// 

olive: is your muse prone to feeling envious of others? if yes, what is it that they typically feel envious over? currant: what's something that absolutely disgusts your muse (can be a person, place, thing, ect)? baby blossoms: does your muse have a favourite scent? what is it, and why?

so when these were sent in yesterday, i thought about them all, but now i seem to have forgotten what i wanted to talk about so forgive me if.... i’m a little distracted or not descriptive in these.

OLIVE: simply put -- NO. not really. that being said, he can STILL feel envious, it just happens far & few in between. though if i had to be honest i think its not that he’s envious of others but rather what they have. for the most part, he wants to be free. & before you say, ‘why khepri! isn’t he free to do whatever? like, he smashes pots! he’s totally allowed to do whatever & whenever he wants.’ No. just no..... allow me to explain. 

link is NOT free. he is BOUND by duty under farore. there is no freedom for him. he is the representation of courage & he has the brand of the gods. there is absolutely NO way that he considers himself free. he is at the mercy of the gods & their antics. he’s hylia’s chosen hero & he has to follow through with what THEY’VE told him to do. & after he kills ganon? it’s just pretty much them spitting in his face & telling him that he’s not needed anymore. & yet they still expect so much of him. he’s tired. he’s VERY tired. & he just wants.... to be happy & free. so anybody who has that, he can get a little envious with. but he never really... acts on it. not unless they’re being an asshole about it. cause let me tell you, he will get annoyed with you REALLY FAST if you flaunt what you have been blessed with. but aside from that? naw. he’s just tired. & he doesn’t really get super jealous of others. he’s pretty.... chill about it like 99% of the time.

read more cause it gonna get a bit long.

CURRANT: to be fair... it’s very HARD to pinpoint what link is naturally repulsed by. this goes for like literally anything. since he will pretty much put anything in his mouth to eat/drink, its like... *shrug emoji* for food/liquids. that being said.... slimy things DO kinda give him the shivers. also, keep in mind that he will legit drink purple chu jelly over and over again if he has nothing else on him. so... food? yea. nothing there that disgusts him. but you know what. there are other things that could potentially disgust him.

okay but real talk. something that he absolutely abhors is like... the idea of... giving into the deepest & darkest desires. like... giving up and letting evil control you. mind you that... link has his OWN demons that he fights off internally. like.. he never wants to give into the dark -- and yes, there is a dark part of him there, he’s not immune to it. but anything that is like... inherently evil he hates so much. which is funny to think cause... he isn’t repulsed by ganon -- in fact he pities him!!! but its not the people that disgusts him. its the concept... of just that evil taking over & control of you. that’s what he hates. for example.... when he battle’s the twilit monsters, he genuinely is DISGUSTED with the fact that such darkness can be so harmful to others. he doens’t want to KILL anybody who’s been taken over by that dark energy -- its more like he wants to HELP them fight that evil away. unfortunately some people aren’t strong enough for that, so they have to be ended by his hand. but it’s his merciful way of freeing them. 

Please please don’t mistake the idea that link HATES bad guys. he just hates the EVIL thats taken over them. as i have said, link sees the goodness in people no matter what. he tries to. i wrote a drabble once about how he HATES killing shadow beasts. he hates it cause.... they were once midna’s people. HE’S KILLING PEOPLE. the same goes for stalfos. but honestly there is no other way around it, he has to kill them in order to help them & rest their souls.

but anyway, i digrest. TL;DR: link is disgusted by the concept of evil/darkness.

BABY BLOSSOMS: things are looking tight on my end, & gotta get ready for work here soon so i will try to keep this brief. but he has actually TWO! well i suppose there’s a lot of scents that he loves so asking if he has a favourite scent is hard cause... theres SO MANY. ( it also very much depends on which verse/timeline  we are looking at ) but if we are looking at his main verse... 2 VERY different things.

first one -- he.... loves the smell of home. and honestly this can be taken two different ways. the first is quite literally HOME. ordon village. it definitely has that country smell it it. but its... not FARM smell. its more like... wheaty if that makes sense??? idk my brain is fried and i suppose i can go into this later but really ordon just has that rustic smell to it. doesn’t smell bad at all. sometimes its a bit crisp, but its not at all like... the towns you smell. sometimes it’s sweet. you can smell the pies sitting on the windows, cooling. just overall very homey. not to mention all the damn pumpkins give ordon village a rather pumpkin-y smell.

but you know... home can also... be taken as... ‘home is where the heart is’ so legit. he loves the smell of ‘HOME.’ what that home is is really dependent cause.... its definitely a person. or rather, its just something that he feels so SAFE around.... but you know talking about this point brings up point number 2.

second smell -- midna. like.. she’s not a smell but at the same time its like... he loves her smell... he LOVES midna’s scent. he feels so much at ease just... smelling her at times. and i cannot describe what she smells like to him cause she legit jsut smells like MIDNA. thats it that’s literally all there is to it. you can’t ask him well what does she smell like cause he’ll just say midna. don’t scold him about it cause he’ll get a little butthurt about it. but really that’s all there is to it. but let me tell you. when she leaves.... he’s so sad and he has absolutely NOTHING to compare to her smell... and he’s kinda forgotten what she smells like. but he knows that when he does see her again, he’s just gonna be so happy to smell her scent again cause... its like that high you get from smelling something SO GOOD. he gets so happy.... like nothing else matters, you know?

anyway... again this was a bit rushed, but hella maybe one day i’ll get more into it. though for now i must leave it at this cause i have work in 30 minutes :’)

[apiane-puer]

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