#but i didnt wanna upset my great-aunt bc it felt wrong? like minorly disappointing your grandma and making her sad sgdgdggd bc she
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And also I really want to make potato soup today bc it would be the perfect day for it, but I also know I need to pace myself and that that is VERY labor intensive and that I have had a very physical day at work. So I need to rest... I know I do... BUT I WANT TO MAKE SOUP
And it's not just the end result of having soup, it's the process of making it bc my aunt taught me how to make it and I miss her. She and my great-aunt used to fight over who taught me first how to make it and I would always lie and say idk or I forgot.
It was my aunt. I remember it clearly and I remember thinking "that's different than she made it" when my great-aunt showed me
Anyway aughhhh soup 😩
#marquilla#im just blabbering bc im frustrated#and im like well i could make beef'n if we have stew meat#but i wanna use up the ham 😑 ugh#maybe tomorrow will be a soup day... maybe tomorrow#when i say they would fight i mean fight agdggdgdgdg they were both convinced they taught me first and only one was rjght#but i didnt wanna upset my great-aunt bc it felt wrong? like minorly disappointing your grandma and making her sad sgdgdggd bc she#was 1 my grandmas sister but also 2 she was like a second maternal grandma to me but god fucking forbid someone mistake her for#my grandma AGSGGDGDGD she would be like this is my NIECE i dont have kids of my own.#even though she raised 4 of my cousins and watched me in the summer for years so half raised me i guess#anyways anyways im tiref sgdggdhd
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