#but i couldnt have done it. moreover my dad also doesnt understand that absolutely no one should HAVE TO carry their r*pists fetus.
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there's nothing like knowing if your dad REALLY knew abt the abuse & what happened to you, he might call you a baby killer (vent in tags, please proceed with caution)
#and you know what? id take the pills again.#its always going to hurt to lose what couldve been. but i was 11. babies shouldnt have babies.#we talked abt this once. hes very pro life & im very pro choice.#he basically said that the number of ppl who become pregnant after an assault is so little that we shouldnt even count them.#he said that to my fucking face. he has NO idea what that did to me#it wasnt even a choice for me. aaron gave me those pills. he told me they were for nausea.#but even if i knew what they were i still wouldve taken them. but thats not my babys fault. its not.#but i couldnt have done it. moreover my dad also doesnt understand that absolutely no one should HAVE TO carry their r*pists fetus.#he already basically called me a slut. how much worse can it fucking get at this point#csa vent#trauma vent#actuallyabused#(in my state abortion is legal and my dad essentially called it the 'baby killer law' and im feeling 7 degrees of fucked up over it. fuck)#he doesnt even think abt the damage he causes. he doesnt care. he doesnt care how much he hurts ppl. sometimes he even does it on purpose.#if he knew he would hate me. and i would be okay with that. because i know i didnt do anything wrong#i was ELEVEN. what was i supposed to do?
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