#but i also don't want everything to stagnate or fade away from me not thinking about it either . | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

marklikely · 1 year ago

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hey you know what's kinda fucked up is when you do the whole "massive shared universe with dozens of ocs and complex storylines" thing with another person and then the other person fucking dies and youre like great! now what do i do with all this inside my brain.

#like this was. 8? years of our lives these characters have become such a core feature in my daydreaming & all creative outputs #and now im like. well god i don't want to touch anything i don't want to change anything without her.#but i also don't want everything to stagnate or fade away from me not thinking about it either .#ughhh and i don't know that i really wanna share it all with anyone else like this was *our* thing. -_-#avpost #anyway all this to say im tired of finding a new character creator and having fun making stuff and then realizing i cant. send it to anyone #it makes the grieving process more difficult like can't you see im trying to MOVE ON.#irl death tw

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