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I sorta deep dived into pictures of fountain pens and inks ( understandable considering i do use a fountain pen ever since i was young).
So im looking and im looking and i find a fountain pen and i fall in love with it in the same way a bride would for "that one wedding dress". The sort that u didn't know u were looking for until you saw it, So needles to say it was pretty as hell and visibly out of my financial league but i clicked on the link anyway.
First thing i go to check is the price obv, and it is even more shocking than expected, but whatever i already accepted that rich ppl are the bane of my existence. What got me was the fact that it was out of stock. (That nearly made me faint if im being real)
Not only was this abomination (affectionate) too expensive to look at but also out of stock???
Criminal. Yet i have no idea who to sue.
#fountain pen#No use crying over unspilled ink#i want to cry#But i also#want it#Bad#Currently googling how to make my own fountain pen
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Oh man.... haven't been to a con since 2018??? Probably
I love being surrounded by nerds :D
#i kinda wanna sell undertale stuff#but i also#i dont want The Public to know I smooch sans#dndknf#also it just nice... to see a lot of cosplayers and ppl who are Fandom#we all silly and not exacrly the straightesr crayons by Society Standards(TM) but we have our own space and its nice :>
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me, its so sad i dont read anymore
also me who has listened to 15 audiobooks (14 of them new books that i had never read before) since june
so sad *shakes my head*
#i just finished book 9 of a twelve book series#but I also#listened to the crazy rich asians trilogy#three hearts and three lions#when the angels left the old country#and relistened to the golem and the jinni#thats 15 books#i looped the crazy rich asians trilogy#listened to it TWICE
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I DON'T EVEN HAVE MUTUALS HOW HAS THIS HAPPENED
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I know it’s a lot less likely but I want Mike to come out to Nancy more than to Karen
#but mike is more emotionally vulnerable with his mom than nancy blah blah blah like i get it. i GET it.#this is a purely selfish request#a girl can wish right#but i also#just want to see nancy make that face when she learns that her little brother is gay#you know the one#if the show develops their characters in a way where this scenario would be believable. i want it#also i think nancy’s character arc is her realising that shes been closing herself off from her family#so them sharing a moment where they can open up FINALLY would be so good and cathartic#to me
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Hey why the fuck are people saying Aziraphale didn’t wanna kiss Crowley??? Like. The man just made a huge existence changing decision and had his best friend confess his love for him AND reject him at the same time. And then that same best friend threw all his rage and desperation and need into a kiss to try to get Azi to change his mind. And he WANTS it he’s wanted to kiss Crowley for centuries ((you’ve seen the way thry look at each other)) and now it’s happening at the WORST possible time. Poor Azi is so duty bound he has no choice but to say yes to Heaven and Crowley knows that but he KNOWS how Azi feels like he HAS to.
#i keep seeing people say azi wasnt into it#MY MAN WAS FIGHTING FOR HIS LIFE NOT TO THROW HIS WHOLE SWLF INTO THAT KISS#the fucking hesitation in his hands before he grips crowley and pulls him in JUST BARELY#because#he cant fully lean into it#because i truly dont think he CAN say no to heaven#i think he really thinks he can fix heaven from the inside#but i also#think that he was manipulated either emotionally or supernaturaly#into saying yes to heaven#good omens season 2#aziracrow#good omens season 2 spoilers#I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS ABOUT THESE TWO#THIS KISS ALTERED MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY
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Dolphin skulled freak (positive insult)
#should i be putting this beast here?#no cause alot of my friends see this blog#and#you all aint supposed to know what the primordial gods look like#but i also#do not care#so#silly dnd god#dnd5e#art#digital art#my art
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a heem heem whimper
#it finally sank in that the zola anniversary is only 10 days away#and i'm suddenly very mournful that i didn't actually prepare anything#i've just been working on utau things and plp2 covers and character sheets and irl diy projects and other miscellaneous things for months#and it finally hit me that it's coming up and it feels like i've got a pit in my stomach#i want to participate and enjoy celebrating these boys who've been a large part of my work for the majority of those 10 years#but i also#can't really muster up the energy to do much of anything#the thought of drawing something leaves me feeling exhausted#and i can't really think of any composition that would really matter#i definitely can't finish a cover in that time frame#and all the “”“completed”“” covers i have are seriously outdated#and though in theory i could get Something™ small done in 10 days#i also. need to finish art for an upcoming campaign and get back on my oto work . . . . . .#i just feel very terrible and weepy ; ; ;#and just kind of wishing i hadn't dropped what little i'd had ; ; ;#(even though i know i would have been miserable if i'd forced myself to keep working on it through till now)#augh . . . . .#the agonies of unmedicated ADHD i suppose . . . . . .
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" anyone else's mom pretend they don't exist? just me? huh. "
#𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐊. / hypnos#calling nyx out on main#dont be fooled i cherish her and love her so much#so does hypnos#but i also#think abt his relationship w/ his mom#and with his brothers a lot#and how beautifully it develops and improves
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OKAY BUT Gale is such a romantic?? like i sit here and watch his utter schmoop and creating an entire aurora and his grand gestures and the utter want to create the most beautiful moment in all this utter horror and blood is just. SO HEARTBREAKING AND LOVELY TBH
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How it started:
Vs. How it's going:
#or alternatively#planning stage vs real idea practical stage#vs one more stage the rough draft and then final#but rough will be final#or it'll be under/WILL be the final and won't be 2 separate pieces of paper#iii#want to do watercolors#but I ALSO#want to do aceylic for clean lines#sigh too many art mediums#words#art#real life#real whole life events that I'm doing!
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you ever think about how Noa is simultaniously the oldest and youngest kaiba bro
yesssssssssss definitely and like
how he had taken so much control over the virtual world that he could have probably aged himself up if he really wanted to. but he chooses to stay looking like a child probably because he finds it's easier to manipulate people
#I have a LOT of thoughts about Noa#but I also#dbsjxjq#want him to be more batshit crazy and sadistic and Twisted than he is in canon#I thought there was some real good horror potential w him and his situation that was really wasted#answers
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what if im genderqueer
#im not saying i am#i just. feel like sometimes#kjsdhgjgdfj#genderqueer#genderfluid#i like my identity as a girl a lot of the time#but i also#jdfhgkj#ok not gonna think about this#i don't have a problem with being perceived as a girl like on official forms i click female#if there's a prefer not to say option i click that but if its just male female other i usually go with female#unless it's online#like while making a google account#like i have this running joke with my friends that im a himbo and it gives me so much gender euphoria#its weird#i AM a himbo to clarify#but kjsdfhkjsgh#its like im not dysphoric i wouldnt say my experience is similar to trans or enby people in general#like you cant misgender me im good with all pronouns#but i also like. sometimes. idk kfdghjfg#x am rambles#liveblogging.pdf
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am contemplating volunteering at an animal shelter
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hmm i don’t know
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